Owner likes, on occasion, to have me perform in front of the video camera for Her amusement whilst She is at work. She then reviews the footage on Her return. i, meanwhile, adore playing with or having Owner play with my titties. It is something that i find incredibly pleasurable and arousing and will often find myself absentmindedly caressing my breasts through my top during the day. i also like to make an exhibition of myself. So, when Owner stated that She wanted me to make a little video of me playing with my titties, well you can imagine my enthusiasm.

On reviewing the footage Owner commented what a little whore i was and that i would make a good porn star. i am not so sure of that myself but i certainly did enjoy my little performance...as you can see

video

What's more, i also got to savour the deliciously frustrated state i was left in.

Shortly after Owner and i returned form our trip to Boston we ended up having to spend a couple of days apart. i get more annual leave than Owner and so spent a few days visiting and staying with family, specifically my mum and my sister. Regular readers of this blog may recall that it took me a while to pluck up the courage to wear my collar at work as well as when at home/out and about. i still remember how nervous and self-conscious i felt that first day, despite the fact that i had already by that point been wearing make-up and women's clothing at all times, including to work. Still - wearing my collar to the office seemed like a big step and it took me a while, and the inspiration of another blog - Tamara In Trouble - which sadly is now not accessible - before i 'took the plunge'. Of course, i need not have been so nervous as nobody batted an eyelid. One colleague complimented me on it but that was all.

Anyway, since then i have worn my collar when meeting my sister but had not done so in front of my mum or her partner, still less without Owner being there as well to give me moral support. Anyway, to cut a long story short i wore it throughout my visit and no comment was made (which Owner ascribes to us all being so terribly English - She, as you know is Spanish). Anyway, to me it felt like another little milestone/line that had been crossed.

In fact, it is interesting to reflect on all the things which to me now seem totally 'normal' and 'routine' about my life with Owner but which, when we first met over eight years ago, i would have never have believed possible and was scared to death of - even though i may have fantasised about them.

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