Two weeks from now Owner and i head off for our two week summer holiday. This year we are heading North, specifically to the archipelago of Islands just off the tip of Scotland called the Orkney's. Neither of us have been there before and we both can't wait. The idea of two weeks spent together in relative isolation with a series of islands to explore and all of their neolithic, Viking and more modern history, together with their wildlife and lots of opportunities for walks fills us with delight. Being the aviation geek that i am i am also a little bit excited at the prospect of us taking what is the shortest scheduled flight in the world, the whole 2 minute flight (which includes taxiing) between the islands of Westray and Papa Westray.

Most importantly, however, i also hope that by the time we depart i will have been permitted to 'return to normal' and wear my feminine clothes and make-up once again with my current period of punishment completed. Hopefully, this should happen a week before we leave, though this assumes, of course, that i acquire no further punishments!

It has been a fairly quiet time for us recently. Owner has not been feeling at Her best, however, we did head out to the theatre last night to see the excellent The Curious Incident of the Dog in The Night Time. We both read the book a few years ago and loved it and i am delighted to report that the play is excellent, superbly acted and staged and well worth seeing. Before the performance we went out for a pre-theatre meal. Owner again chose and ordered what we would both be eating and also chose my drink for me, a delicious lychee drink. i think it is fair to say now that we have reached the point where Owner deciding what i will be eating when we eat out has become second nature to us both and i welcome the fact that She has started to choose my drinks as well. She is my Owner and it feels quite natural that it be Her that makes these decisions, just as She does in respect to many other aspects of my life. i love being controlled and dominated by Her in every aspect of my life and thank Her for doing so.

Today we are having a lazy day at home. After making us breakfast, surfing the net and doing my regular exercises i then changed and cleaned the bedding and prepared lunch for us both. This afternoon i cleaned our aquarium and will shortly be giving Owner a facial. Hopefully i will also be able to catch-up with the cleaning that didn't get done by me last night as we went to the theatre before preparing dinner. Then later Owner has selected some TV programmes She would like us to watch together. We're often quite busy going out and about at weekends and so relaxed days at home like this are a really enjoyable change once in a while.

Hope all is well in your worlds and that your weekends are equally chilled.
This morning after completing my exercises Owner virtually dragged me back into the bedroom whereupon She pinned me down naked onto the bed, sat astride my buttocks and wedged Her vibrator between my cheeks. She then rode Herself to orgasm against the head of the vibrator whilst simultaneously biting the nape of my neck and my shoulders and telling me what a whore i was. It felt amazing to be used as a sex toy by Owner.

After orgasming and having me suck and lick Her vibrator clean Owner then replaced it with my deepthroat training dildo. She instructed me to get onto all fours and suck and fellate Her cock whilst She positioned Herself behind me and beat my backside and then my testicles with Her leather fly swat. Having my 'bits' spanked like this always excites me and i eagerly sucked and gagged on the dildo. The Owner grabbed my clitty and masturbated me to an orgasm as my head continued to bob up and down on the brown dildo. What a treat and what a way to start a day!

An hour and a half later we were heading out of the house to the shopping centre for some retail lunch and therapy. Owner chose and ordered our meals and then we hit the stores. Although i am currently forbidden from wearing women's clothes or make-up as part of my punishment (see previous blog entry) Owner surprised and delighted me by saying that i was allowed to buy some women's clothes - which, assuming i don't acquire any more punishments, i'll be able to wear in two weeks time. Owner permitted me to buy a pair of skinny jeans, a purple t-shirt and some little black denim short, shorts. In addition, i was also allowed to buy a pair of Gingham print Vans. It was quite a haul! Owner also bought some jeans and tops for Herself.

Owner has also said that i am excused from cleaning this evening and that i may, instead, settle down and watch a tv programme with Her later. i am not sure i deserve so many treats but it is certainly proving to be a hugely enjoyable day.

Oh and by the way, we saw a great film yesterday. It is a black and white Iranian vampire romance horror called 'A Girl Walks Home Alone At Night'. It is brilliant and we would both really recommend it and it has a great soundtrack to it as well.
Oops, i have managed to do it again. As you know i am solely responsible for all of the meals at home, Owner can cook and is an excellent one but part of my role as Her wife means that every meal, from breakfast to dinner, is my responsibility to prepare. Well, during the week i accidentally under-cooked one of the meals and this has resulted in an immediate and thoroughly deserved punishment. Owner has extended the period in which i am not permitted to wear feminine clothes or make-up by an extra week. Whereas i had been looking forward to returning to 'normal' on Monday it will now not happen until the following Monday. Assuming, of course, no further muck-ups on my part!

i am. of course, grateful that Owner holds me to high standards and will punish me when i slip up. Of late, She has also become more vocal in Her demands and expectations of me and more ready to criticise my lapses. To me these are welcome signs of Owners growing confidence in Her control and domination of me and i love and adore Her all the more for that.

i do not want, however, to give the impression that Owner is in anyway cold or unloving. In fact, She is the total opposite and is the most loving and caring person i could ever have hoped for. She regularly showers me with love and affection alongside the control and firmness and discipline that She exercises in our relationship. It is the perfect combination and one i am eternally grateful and thankful to Her for. My desire to submit further, be controlled and dominated more by Her has grown ever stronger over the years. Gradually, under Her care and guidance this has happened, at times almost without me noticing. Aspects of our relationship that to me are completely normal would to others probably be quite shocking or surprising. But because we have gradually changed and evolved in our respective roles i also believe we have established a far more sustainable, deep-rooted dynamic. But crucially, we both love each other today more than we have ever done. Owner makes me feel the most special and precious person in the world and as i slide ever deeper under Her control i feel nourished, safe and cocooned by Her love.

[edit - Owner just discovered a vegetable that had gone rotten in the fridge without my noticing and disposing of. Not acceptable and thus an additional week of punishment ordered]
Owner and i have had a wonderful weekend. We received an offer from the Charing Cross hotel to visit them for a very special rate as part of their 150th anniversary. This is a hotel we normally frequent at least once a year, it is above the station in which Owner first kissed me and it is where i became Owners wife. The offer was a great one and so, with Owners consent, i booked us in for one night. Owner advised that She would be giving me  tie-up session whilst we were there and so i packed a number of suitable items for Her. It turned out to be a very dirty weekend!

After we checked in we headed into Covent Garden for some ice cream before returning back to the hotel. Owner had me lie naked on the bed and then She secured my wrists to the ends of the bed and placed Her worn knickers over my head, positioning the crotch right over my mouth and nose - sniffing Her used knickers thrills me but is also something for which She always exacts a punishment in return. But i am getting ahead of myself. Here i am, Her used knickers in place and wrists tied up.
Next Owner visited the bathroom and returned with a large wine glass filled with Her wonderful pee. She moved Her knickers just enough to be able to pour the wine into my mouth for me to eagerly gulp down. After three large mouthfuls the glass was drained and She re-positioned the knickers.

My punishment for being permitted to sniff Owners panties is to be spanked thirty times on my clitty. This time, however, Owner had a variation in mind. First, rather than Her hand or Her paddle She used the riding crop. Second, after striking my exposed bits a few times She paused to attached clamps to my nipples and clit, then resumed cropping me before pausing again to add still more clamps to my clit. i had brought along a wide selection of clamps as part of her travel kit ranging from small wooden pegs, through to electricians clamps - so She had a variety to choose from.

By the time She had administered the thirtieth blow with Her riding crop against my sex it was adorned with a range of biting wooden, metal and plastic items and my titties were clamped and throbbing. Owner masturbated my clamped clit and then inserted a glass butt plug into my pussy before rubbing Herself up and down against me. She then pulled out a vibrator and, still rubbing Herself against the head of my clamped clit, pleasured Herself with Her toy until She orgasmed.

By this time the combination of the odour of Her knickers, taste of Her pee, the pain from the multiple clamps and the plug bested deep in my pussy had me feeling extremely horny. i was extremely lucky as Owner then stated that i was allowed to make myself cum 'like a whore' - which i messily did :)!

After cleaning up we then both headed out to a Thai restaurant in Covent Garden we often visit if staying in that part of town. Once again Owner chose what i was permitted to eat (this has now become completely normal whenever we eat out) and also allowed me to have a beer. We had a great evening and the waitress recognised Owner, but seemingly not me. Maybe it was because i wasn't wearing any make-up or feminine clothes (one week of my punishment is still to go) ??

This morning after an early breakfast we retired back to our room to make the most of the hotels late check-out. We were dozing in the bed when Owner suddenly got up and started rummaging inside our bag in the corner of the room When She returned She had fashioned Herself an amazing rope harness around Her thighs and waist which held in place my deep-throat training dildo. Owner had me immediately set about worshipping her 'cock' and showing Her what a cock-sucking slut i am as She again deployed Her trusty vibrator between Her legs.

So carried away did i get, bent over Owners waist, ramming the head of Her cock right down my throat and so determined to show how i could get the entire length of her cock down my throat that i very nearly made an awful mess. At one point i suddenly felt the contents of some of my only recently finished breakfast rise up my throat as i gagged and feasted on Her cock. What a horrible moment that is when you suddenly become all too aware of what could be about to happen. i thought i had managed to prevent myself just in time from being sick as i sucked and bobbed up and down - though i could feel some liquid snort out of my nose down onto the shaft of the cock. However, i just licked and sucked, cleaning anything that escaped out of my nose up. Relieved at the disaster narrowly averted i happily continued gagging and snorting and covering Her cock with thick gooey saliva as Owner brought Herself to an orgasm. Then She instructed me to make myself cum as i sucked Her wet slippery phallus.

It was only after i had finished licking up my mess and Owner got up from the bed that it turned out that i had in fact also snorted the remains of some of the pain-au-chocolate i had had for breakfast out of my nose when i had been deep-throating Her cock as some of it made its way onto the white bed linen. Thankfully Owner did not seem fazed. simply remarking that such things can happen and confirming in Her mind what a dirty wife She has. It was a very dirty few hours indeed we enjoyed at the hotel.

After checking out we headed into Soho to find somewhere to have some lunch and alighted upon a delightful new place that neither of us had frequented before and which i think has only recently opened, called Muriel's Kitchen. Owner not only chose what i was to have for my lunch and which drink i was to have to accompany it with for me but delighted me when She said to the waiter 'I will have......to eat and he will have....and I will have a glass of.....and he will drink.....'. It is so wonderful to not only have Owner always now decide such matters, but to also be so at ease doing so.

In summary, we have had a wonderful and dirty time.
A third of the way into my two week punishment of no feminine clothes and no make-up. This is how i looked doing the washing-up yesterday evening, what a miserable sight! Still lesson learnt, i hope!