Today is the 13th anniversary of when Owner and i first met in Bond Street tube station in London. We had actually met on line a few months earlier and had been exchanging messages etc but this was 13 years ago today that we first met in the flesh. We went for a pizza for dinner and we still go back to the same restaurant each year to mark this particular anniversary.

i say this particular anniversary as it would be another few months before what started out as a purely platonic relationship moved onto something more intimate. That happened in October of that same year when Owner first kissed me, that time in Charing Cross station in London. That was on the 6th October 2005 and that date marks the second of our annual anniversaries. It was then just a few months after that date that Owner accepted my written request to submit to Her and She moved in with me and the rest, as they say is history.

Except, of course, that this year we added a new chapter to our relationship when Owner formally took me as Her legal wife when we were married in Las Vegas. That took place on 16th February, which will now become our third significant anniversary date.

i could throw in a whole host of other significant dates, the first time i wore make-up and started down the road of feminisation, the first time i went into chastity, our first contract, my first tattoo symbolising our relationship, the first time Owner fucked me, the last time i was permitted inside Her (which was a very long time ago - almost 10 years), my first maid's uniform, the last time i had full control over my finances,, the date we disposed of all my possessions, the first course i attended to improve my domestic skills, the first time i was collared in public, the first day i wore make-up to work, the day Owner bought me my first bra, the first time She presented Her arse for me to lick, the first time She caned me, the first short story i wrote, the first jewellery She bought for me and so on.

But, the 31st May remains the most special of days to me as it was the first ever time that we met in the flesh ad it was the first day of the start of my new life (though i did not know that then).  Meeting Owner was the luckiest thing that has ever happened to me. i love and adore Her and i know that She loves me too. Some couples grow apart but we have only ever grown closer together. She is my life and i thank Her from the bottom of my heart for making me the happiest pet and wife in the world.

Unfortunately, we might not be able to make it to the restaurant near Bond Street to celebrate our 13th anniversary quite as soon as we had hoped. Yesterday, when i was running to catch a train to go to work i managed to tear my calf muscle. So Owner is spending our 13th anniversary as my nurse when it should obviously be me who ought to be looking after Her.
with my crutches and my anniversary card from Owner
Hopefully normality will return soon enough though and it will again be me taking care of Her as is the proper order of things. Owner also bought me a beautiful pair of ear-rings as an anniversary gift which i am thrilled by/ They are thick silver hoops and you can see one of them in the picture below
One final anniversary to mention. In August of this year it will be the 10th anniversary of this blog. i have some ideas for how to mark the occasion but if anyone has any suggestions for us to consider or questions they'd like answers to (within reason!) then we'd love to hear them.
Owner nd i have just got back from a long weekend trip to Stockholm. It is the only Scandinavian capital that we had yet to visit and we have been wanting to go for a number of years.  It really is beautiful although when we visited it was experiencing something of a heatwave (high 20s) which meant that it was a bit too hot for Owner's liking. Still we managed to get out and about and explore a lot.

It was also the first holiday in a while that i have spent with my clit firmly locked away at all times.
To get past airport security i briefly switched devices at the airport - swapping my tiny metal Happygo device for my old plastic Holy Trainer- before swapping them back again when safely past the scanners. What i forgot though was that even though i had temporarily replaced the metal device with the plastic one, the former was obviously still clearly visible to the security staff inside my carry-on luggage as it passed through the bag scanner - to their evident amusement. That said, they at least did not ask for the bag to be opened-up! Anyway, safely through i swapped back into the Happygo where i remained until repeating the whole process for the flight back.

The trip itself was really enjoyable, even if a little too warm for Owner. For me it meant a chance to spend a few days in my shorts and try to get a bit of a tan on my legs. We walked a lot - the city is a delight to walk around and we ate, drank and saw the sights. i also got to spend my first vacation in a while with my clit securely locked away. We would definitely both love to go .back one day. Here are some pictures Owner took of me during the trip

in the hotel drying my hair before heading out
flashing my bra by the waterfront
After wearing my old small metal chastity device all week my new Happygo Super Small Male Chastity device was delivered today. And, OMG we love it! Owner and i both agree that it is super cute. i have only just started wearing it but i already love it. i will do a proper review once i have been wearing it for an extended period of time but initial impressions are really positive. One aspect of the device also immediately strikes me. Because it is so small and keeps my clitty under tight control it means that my balls - or the lips of my clitty - will dangerously and invitingly exposed for beating.
securely locked
The components of the Happygo
Indication of the size compared to my thumb
Fittingly, Owner determined that i should pay for the device out of the monthly allowance She permits for me. It's not a costly device at all but it meant that a third of my monthly allowance has gone on the pleasure of being placed into tight chastity. There is something extra special about that and is one of the many, many reasons that i think She is the best Owner in the world.

Owner has also developed some ideas for a monthly game of chastity 'Russian Roulette'. She is still working on it but in essence each month i will get to pick a card and depending on the card picked it could mean that i will be remaining locked up without release for another one. two or more months or that my clitty might be temporarily released for Her to tease for a few hours or a few days even. You get the idea. Essentially, the luck of the draw will determine how long i stay locked in chastity for, without prospect of release.

This week also saw the resumption of my being punished for the pleasure of being able to watch TV with Owner after i had completed my chores. This was something Owner introduced a while back but the combination of the long hours i was working and Owner's ill health meant we had kind of got out of the habit. Anyway, it is back. i now have to pick a punishment card from a jar kept on the coffee table in the lounge for just that purpose. This week it has meant i have been caned, clamped, spent time on all fours, and received an over-the-knee spanking in return for privilege of watching the TV.
On all fours with nipple clamps (out of view)
Finally, royal wedding has descended on the UK - except in our household - we're both republicans. So it seems rather fitting that at the time when half the nation will probably be watching the couple head down the aisle Owner and i will be at the tattooist making arrangements for me to be permanently inked with to mark my achievement of becoming Owner's legal wife and the date of this occurred earlier this year. i wonder if Meghan will demand that Harry do the same, or place him into chastity too?
This past week has been a very positive one. Owner and i have discussed some of the performance issues that i need to address though we recognise that because my job has become much busier this past year, with more travel involved, it will inevitably have some impact upon my routines. However, it was a good and positive discussion to have had and it highlighted a number (an embarrassingly large number) of things that need doing about the house that i need to get back on top of.

i even got to work from home for two days in a row this week - something that i have not been able to do for many months now. It was so nice to be dressed-up and working in my home uniform of stockings, skirt and blouse again on the first day - made doubly thrilling as there were a couple of callers to the house and a delivery during the day who also got to see me in my feminine office attire. The second day working from home was 'dress down Friday'. This time Owner permitted me to wear a PVC skirt and semi-sheer top with padded bra, heeled trainers and ankle socks. There were no callers this time but i was permitted to wear my jewelled butt plug for part of the day.

i also asked Owner if i might be permitted to return to chastity again? i have been out of chastity for about a year now. i genuinely think that not being locked up negatively affects my performance, chastity helps me to focus my effort and attention and provides a constant motivator for me to maintain the level of submission Owner expects without Her having to directly reinforce that Herself. i would love to be locked permanently but Owner likes to have me free at times so that She can play with my clitty. Anyway, to cut a long story short She has graciously agreed to me returning to being locked up again. i am extremely grateful to Her and super happy about. She has also agreed to my replacing my existing, and still perfectly serviceable tiny metal chastity device, with an upgraded version of the same which has a solid base ring as opposed to a hinged one (which the version i have had). The original was fine but the hinge had to be covered by a small piece of rubber tubing to prevent it catching and pinching skin where you really don't want it to be caught and pinched! It was the only issue i had with it and, though it only did this once in all the time i wore it (off and on over a year) the new version avoids this risk completely.

The replacement device is due to be delivered next week. It is called the Happy Go Super Small Chastity device and is available from Amazon. This is what it looks like

It is inexpensive but then so too was the previous one, which apart from the risk of the hinge catching you, proved to be the most comfortable chastity device i have ever owned. i will post a full review of it after it has arrived. Needless to say though i am really happy to be returning to having my clitty locked up.

Finally, tonight it is the annual extravaganza that is the Eurovision Song Contest - my personal TV highlight of the year. Owner is permitting me to watch it gain this year for which i am eternally grateful to Her. She has even suggested that we could make some cocktails with the bottle of Limoncello we brought back from Milan, perhaps even a 'special' cocktail for me. Life is good.
Owner and i are just back from a wonderful, albeit it all too short, honeymoon in Milan and Lake Como in Italy. It was a wonderful and relaxing break with delicious food and  ice creams eaten, sights seen, photo shoots taken and even an orgasm permitted (my first since early December 2017).

As regular readers will know Owner and i got married in Las Vegas in February (just after Valentine's day) at the end of a short US road trip. As we married at the end of the trip we agreed that we should go away again on honeymoon somewhere and Owner chose Milan - a city She had previously visited but that i had not.

Anyway, the months after our wedding were extremely stressful for us both. Owner had a serious health scare (thankfully now all seemingly OK after various tests). This came on top of Her having only just recovered from almost two years of debilitating health issues. At the same time She has been unhappy at work whilst my own job has been super busy and has meant i have been travelling a lot and working from home hardly at all. This in turn has meant that i have not been able to serve Owner in the manner we had both grown accustomed to. In short, the honeymoon came at the perfect time to celebrate Owners' news about Her health and just get to relax and enjoy each others company for a few days.

The trip got off to a hilarious start when we were stopped by a customs official at Milan Linate airport who asked to inspect the contents of our suitcase - this in full view of other passengers. i, of course, knew what he would find, he did not! He seemed unfazed by the large leather fly swat (for 'clitty' spanking) or the copious pairs of large knickers and bras, the white babydoll, the high heeled sandals and pretty dress which were all obviously far too big for Owner but the perfect size for me - which of course they were! However, one look inside the plastic 'toy' bag, with its cock gag, clamps, dildo, lube, disposable gloves, vibrator and plastic electrician clamps was enough for him. He closed the case and bade us an enjoyable stay.

Milan was lovely and so too was Como and the Lake which we spent a day in after taking the train from Milan to Como. We stayed in a wonderful AirBnB apartment close to the centre of Milan but also close to the trendy Navigli area - with its wonderful bars and apertivos.

We arrived quite late and the following morning Owner treated us both to an orgasm. After clamping my nipples and spending some time spanking my clitty with the swat She removed Her wet knickers, draped them over my head so that the moist fabric was stretched across my mouth and nose and then sat down heavily on my face and then ground down harder, with Her pussy against my pantie covered mouth, than i have ever recalled Her doing before, placed Her vibrator against Her clit and proceeded to bring Herself to orgasm. All the while She pushed Herself down hard against my face, crushing my lips beneath Her. Satiated, She then helped bring me to orgasm, letting me cum copiously all over my chest. It was my first orgasm of the year and certainly one to remember!

The rest of the day we then spent sightseeing in Milan and enjoying a wonderful meal together in the evening. The next day Owner set aside some of the morning to do a short photo shoot of Her wife. i love being Owners' muse and we were both very pleased with the results. Here is a selection. First off is me in the new white babydoll that Owner bought for me to take on our honeymoon


Then next-up is me in a new summer dress, again one which Owner specially bought for me in advance of the trip





Incidentally, the shoes are my wedding shoes and the shawl and necklace are Owners'. It was a super fun photoshoot to do but it wasn't the end of the treats Owner had in store for me that day. Whilst we were out we passed a small jewellers which had a really cute silver bracelet with a bell attached on display in the window. i loved it the minute i saw it and Owner agreed that it would look perfect on me and so went inside and bought it for me and then presented it to me to put on when we were sat down in the park nearby. Here i am in the park unwrapping the box and putting on the bracelet

The bell tinkles whenever i move my arm and is super cute. i love bracelets and rings and this is an adorable and very special addition. Whilst we were out and about in Milan and Como i also enjoyed posing for Owner;
looking at shoes and bags in the Dolce and Gabbana shop window
On the canal side in Navigli
In front of Lake Como - note to self, go on a diet!
On the lakeside by Lake Como
It really was a wonderful trip and Owner and i were reluctant to return. But we do so knowing too that, whilst i may still be busy with work, my priorities should be my service and submission to Her and that my performance has slipped of late. i know that i need to improve, re-focus and re-double my efforts so that Owner has the wife She deserves. That will be what i will be addressing over the next few months with Owners' help.

In the meantime, i leave you with some more photos from the trip
Milan Cathedral
The Navigli canal side district of Milan
Lake Como
Bosco Verticale in Milan