Today i woke up to one of those messages on Facebook that has a photo you have posted in the past. The message read 'Your memories of 9 [in this case] years ago'. The image was a picture i had taken in Park Güell in Barcelona, Spain when Owner and i last visited that city, nine years ago. So why do i think Facebook was taunting me? Because it was on that same trip that Owner last allowed my little clitty inside Her.

Yep, since then we have enjoyed plenty of sex, i have had the privilege of having my tongue buried deep inside Her, of tasting and licking Her, of having my clit teased and tormented, slapped, spanked, paddled and fondled. Owner has masturbated me and left me happily locked away for months on end. But not since that trip has my little clit been inside Her.

Nine years is quite some time but, to be honest, i do not miss 'sex' as most would probably define it. It was always a performance wracked with nerves and fear of failure - and it was never a very long performance anyway - so not doing it removed all that anxiety and means that i actually enjoy the sex life we do have together a whole lot more. i don't think Owner misses my little clit either, Her toys are much more effective than it ever was. It is interesting to think that i am completely happy, in fact happier than i have ever imagined it possible to be in a relationship, even though it does not involve any 'sex' in that sense. Not a sentence a teenage version of me would have ever imagined one day writing!

But, back to the present. i was super lucky yesterday in that Owner also worked from home so i got to spend all day with Her. As i too was working from home the dice was thrown, as has now become normal, to see what challenge/activity i would have to undertake. This time i got one of my least favourite activities - having my testicles clamped with 20 mini pegs, for 20 minutes! Owner did the honours and took the following picture of yours truly fully decorated;
with 20 pegs in place
the wooden and metal mini pegs
As always, it was the removal of the pegs that was the worst part. i was very lucky in that Owner permitted me to do that.

Earlier in the week Owner was at work on a day when i was at home. That time the dice determined that i wear a butt plug for 3 hours....Whoop!  Now that was fun!

with glass plug in place
Hope all our readers are well.

8 comments:

Kaaren Sissy said...

You make such an important point Sweetie....
My wife and I haven't had "sex" as it's normally defined in ages but I'd bet we have a happier and more active sex life than just about anyone we know!!!!
I also approached "sex" with my fears of premature orgasms and failure foremost in my mind.....and it wasn't until the complete transformation of our marriage to an FLR/Sub Sissy relationship that all of that never entered my mind anymore!!!!
Yes we have sex....all the time....is my little clit involved in it....no of course not....
If she wants a man's cock she is free to bring one home or use one of our many toys....I'm not jealous...I have needs and so does she and as long as we look out for each other we have a perfect marriage!!!!
BTW I know what you mean about when the clips come off.....OMG I first experienced that on my nipples and even the warning didn't prepare me!!!!
And because it's funny I'll tell you that the last time she used the big glass plug she told me she could see daylight coming through it!!!!
Kisses
Kaaren

Happy pet said...

Hi Kaaren - yes totally agree. The biggest sexual organ is the brain and it gets plenty of exercise and i still get to experience many incredible things. Sounds like you also have a wonderful marriage.

BTW - loving the mental image of you and the skylight up your 'pussy' :)

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Anonymous said...

Have you ever thought of permanent chastity? I love the idea ! But no key holder a present so I would only be allowed a magic wand to vibrate my cage to get some sort of relief PS I have the same cage as yours I bought it from house of denial I’m currently locked I’m trying to do month then see if a can go any more time on my own 👍🏻 I’m the sissy that committed on your red heels at the weekend love Natalie xxx

Happy pet said...

Thank you Natalie (so nice to put a name to a comment!) Yes i have thought about permanent chastity many a time and it is something that i would love to be placed into one day. However, Owner also likes me to be unlocked at times so that She can touch and play with and torment my 'clitty' and it is obviously Her decision at the end of the day. The longest continous period i have been locked for is about 6 months (same device as i am currently wearing i.e. the one you also have). We will see if i break that record this year or not.

i hope you do end up finding a key holder and somebody who will play a more active part in your chastity.

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Anonymous said...

Thanks so much for replying I’m gonna set my own blog up on this site so I can share pictures with you both hope you don’t mind love Natalie xxx

Happy pet said...

Hi Natalie - send me a link to check out when you have it set up.

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Anonymous said...

Hi happypet again ...

i always have been more geared towards non penetrative sex, much like you i had anxiety and was never really able to perform that function very effectively and don't ever think about this act.

Dice game making me smile and tinglt :)

Love the suspenders/stockings but them shoes look so sexy i want a pair!

as always sending my love

sissysteph

Happy pet said...

Hi sissysteph - yes penetrative sex always created performnce issues for me and so i find i don't actually miss it at all. Sounds like you are the same as me. Many won't understand us but you and i understand each other on this point.

Glad u like the shoes, so do i!

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