The Princess Bride

As previously mentioned Owner is doing weekly photo shoots of me, with each shoot on a different theme picked at random from a hat. The latest theme was 'Princess'. It provided me with the perfect opportunity to take out the dress i got married to Owner in when we exchanged vows in Las Vegas. To my delight the dress still fits perfectly. i also made a Princess 'wand' from an old broken spanking cane, a bit of cardboard and some tinfoil - in true Blue Peter style (sorry that reference will only mean something to people from the UK over a certain age). i also wore the same shoes i wore to get married in and the sash is salvaged from the outfit i wore around London for my 'hen night' .

So here you go, we present the Princess Bride

any suggestions for a suitably lewd caption?

Owner also created this little compilation video - She is super talented, unlike yours truly

i am already starting to think about what to wear for this coming weekend's shoot which will be on the theme of 'Black Widow' - it offers up all sorts of femme fatale possibilities!

On a less positive note. Owner had cause to give me a severe dressing down on Sunday, which was not She should expect to have to do at all. i somehow managed to mark the new stainless steel sink in our kitchen,  She discovered one of the saucepan lids also had marks on it showing i had not washed and dried it properly and some of the salad leaves at the bottom of the bag of salad in the fridge were well past their best. Owner was rightly annoyed that i have been spending too much time doing things i like and not enough keeping the flat as She expects. It is disappointing to Her and me that She keeps finding things i still get wrong. i must improve.

Lockdown Update

Hello everybody, i hope you are all keeping safe and well. This is just a quick post to connect with you all and say hello. It has been a quiet week for Owner and i. Work for both of us continues to be surprisingly busy with telephone and video conferences. My Director managed to surprise me this week by suddenly face-timing me out of the blue, meaning that she got a close up view of my freshly made-up face and big hooped earrings together with my blue and white striped blouse. It is a little on the sheer side so, depending on the light, it may or may not have shown off the padded bra i had on underneath. All i can say is that i at least managed to avoid dropping my mobile, which would have revealed i was talking to her in whilst wearing a black skirt and nude hold-ups.

i have also had my nipples clamped a number of timess this week whilst undertaking some of my regular household chores, a consequence of this weeks throw of the indoor task dice. A side affect of this is that my nipples feel even bigger and more sensitive to the touch. Owner remarked the other day how big my nipples were and it is all i can do sometimes to stop myself absent-mindedly caressing them whilst staring out the window as i wash-up. Honestly, they have become so deliciously sensitive these days. i am sure there is an inverse relationship between the longer i am locked in chastity or generally kept denied and how easily aroused i become if my nipples are caressed. The good thing, i guess, about wearing a bra all the time is that it least it stops me from constantly playing with them!

i forgot to mention that on the 16th of April we rolled the chastity dice again for me. The result was that i am to stay locked for a further three months at least. For those that don't understand the appeal of chastity (to submissive males kept that way) there's a great blog called Denying Thumper which is a great read for anyone interested in the subject. The author writes far better and more eloquently on the subject than i ever could. It is an often funny and always interesting read.

i leave you with a picture of the pizza i made Owner and i for lunch today. i think we are both going to to have to work out quite hard later to burn it off!

Talking of workouts, we tried a ballet barre routine during the week. All i can say is Oh. My. God.

Stay safe and take care.

Boho A Go Go

Hello everyone, i hope that all readers are well and you are all managing to keep yourselves usefully and naughtily occupied? Owner and i are continuing with our daily exercise routines. i snagged my leggings on my bracelet this week so Owner has ordered me a new pair. She also permitted me to order a new dressing gown.

i was reading one of my favourite blogs the other day, the wonderful blog written by Mistress Alice and her sissy husband billie. The blog documents their Femdom relationship and their life together, a life which they share with Master John. They were discussing the joys of all three working from home during lockdown and having to attend regular skype meetings. This is also something Owner and i are adjusting to. We now usually both work side-by-side in our little office space in our lounge. However, whenever i have a meeting i retreat to our bedroom.

Most of the time my meetings are run as teleconferences but more and more of them are starting to be hosted on Zoom. The thing to watch out for with Zoom, and the thing i forgot about, is that when somebody sends you a Zoom meeting link unless you have told your laptop otherwise it automatically opens up in video conference mode. This happened to me the other day. i had not been expecting to be joining a video conference and so was wearing my white and black, semi-sheer, frilly sleeveless blouse, with padded pink bra a black skirt, stockings and furry slippers (in my defence i was at home!). Luckily there is a short delay between the application opening and the video appearing, just long enough to quickly slam the lid of your laptop containing the camera shut, which is exactly what i did!

Though i do wear women's clothes and make-up to work i like to think my look is a subtle one, no skirts for starters, whereas when working from home it normally is not. i don't think my colleagues would be quite expecting to see the 'real me'. That said, i know from talking to another colleague that she now wears fancy dress at home every Friday and that, for her quarterly review with her manager, which was conducted by telephone not video conference,  she was dressed as a French Businessman, complete with fake moustache. She joked that perhaps we ought to hold all meetings dressed up, if only she knew what i was wearing as she said that!

Owner and i have our own version of Fancy Dress Friday accept that ours is held over the weekend and consists of me selecting a theme at random from a selection curated by Owner and then dressing in an outfit to match the theme. Owner then photographs me in my outfit. Previous blog entries have seen me in Sci-Fi, Sporty and Goddess outfits. This weekend the chosen theme was 'Bohemian'. 

And so, ladies and gentlemen, i present you with the Bohemian Poppet

She also created this little video mantage

Owner also had another treat in store for me this morning. She woke me my teasing and caressing my nipples (which always instantly turns me on) and by spanking my caged clit. She then sent me further into sensory overdrive my placing her aromatic knickers over my face before pleasuring herself with her vibrator whilst simultaneously spanking my locked clit - She is very multi-talented!

Owner encouraged me onto all fours where, head down, bottom up i displayed and spread myself for her like a true slut. She caressed the entrance of my pussy with her finger which soon had me purring contentedly and as it quivered in anticipatory response. Then she resumed striking my testes hard with her hand whilst i spread my legs still further apart in lusty arousal. It felt wonderful to be spanked hard that way.  It wasn't long before Owner flipped me back onto my back then sat astride my head with my tongue in her arsehole as She pleasured Hersef to orgasm with Her vibrator, my little clit throbbing inside its cage. She then clamped my nipples and had me caress and play with them, which i did eagerly, moistening my fingertips before stroking each clamped nipple. She observed me for a while then rolled onto Her side and told me to lick out Her anus again. It was a delicious delight and a privilege to pleasure Her this way once more as She brought Herself off for a second time. What a lovely way to start a day!

New eBook + Attack of the Space Slut

Owner and i continue to keep well amidst the Covid-19 lockdown. i have taken to writing another story, and have also just published an old one, written a year ago, which Owner has now had the time to edit and review. That story is called The Island and is now available as an ebook on Lulu.com

The story i am writing at the moment is completey different in style. It is a science-fiction fantasy story about the takeover of Earth by aliens called the Alpha who have weaponised sexual pleasure using a device called an orgasmatron. The Alpha are resisted by a secret group of 12 submissives (men and women) drawn around the world whose training by their Goddess and their sworn obedience to her combined with their permamantly chastised state enables them to resist the Alphas sexual power. i am having lots of fun in my head writing it! i will let you know when it is finished and available. As with any of my e-stories all monies go to Owner.

The idea behind it came from this week's lockdown photoshoot. Owner had me choose a card last weekend to decide what the theme of my weekend photoshoot would be. i selected sci-fi. The pictures below are my interpretation on the theme. i went for a space slut kind of look;

me and my ray-gun :)

don't move or i will be forced to suck!

space sluts do it sitting down

point your rocket at my bum and fire

Owner also created this terrific little video montage

Meanwhile, stay safe everybody. i leave you with a picture of me in my 'i am just popping out to the supermarket' Covid-19 attire

Cleaning and Clamps

Unfortunately, this weekend Owner had cause to give me a proper but deserved bollocking. The cause of my dressing down was my household cleaning duties, or rather how i had not properly undertaken these.

i have a daily cleaning rota which sees me rotate through the flat doing different rooms on different days. However, i have been focussing on the visible/accessible surfaces and areas and missing those parts of the flat that are inaccessible/out of the way. For example take under our bed. We have a couple of large whicker boxes under there, one contains an assortment of Owner and my shoes - ones that do not fit in the shoe rack(s). The second contains sex toys and whips, floggers, canes etc. This weekend Owner discovered that both boxes had evidently not been wiped down and and cleaned for a long time and that there was also a large build-up of fluff on the floor under the bed.

Owner was really not amused. Not at all. She forcefully pointed out that it was my responsibility to ensure that the flat was kept clean and tidy and that She was fed-up with finding instances where i was failing to do that. i was clearly in the wrong and genuinely did not know what to say as i knew that actions, not words were really the only way that i could make amends.

i am genuinely sorry that i had not been maintaining the standards that Owner rightly expects. She is naturally a tidier person than me and She despises clutter, and will think nothing of simply throwing something of mine away if i have left it out. i have got better (i think) over the years at being tidier and keeping the flat clean and tidy. However, my natural default mode would be to be surrounded by books and objects, all of which Owner has over-time ensured i get rid of - to create a tidier aesthetic. In short, the flat is to be kept as She, as my Owner, wants it, and She is right to expect this of me. However, it is clear that i still have some way to go and need to focus on improving my household cleaning duties further.

i write all the above as i am conscious that it might sometimes come across in the blog that my life is one big bit of fun and photoshoots. We do have fun together, lots of fun, but Owner equally expects me to keep Her household as She would like it. i have many tasks to do and keep on top of and i am far from perfect at doing this. After almost 15 years together it is clear that i still have much to learn and improve.

Another thing that Owner expects of me is that i am able to endure pain and discomfort. i have mentioned many times previously that i love having my nipples played with. Owner sometimes likes to play with them and abuse them too. She used to have occasion to be disappointed in me when i would wimper and flinch when She was torturing them. As a result She has long-held the view that i need to ensure that my nipples are better able to endure pain and punishment. To that end She has loaded the weekly 'household' dice that i roll with a number of nipple torture related outcomes. As a result i quite regularly find myself having my nipples clamped and sometimes weighted too when undertaking cleaning tasks about the flat.

Last night i experienced a double whammy of nipple torture as i had to clean the fridge wearing my 250g/8oz nipple weights on each nipple then afterwards clean the bathroom with 'regular' nipple clamps. These latter clamps are really quite vicious as they are heavily spring loaded with mini teeth - they are actually supposed to be used to secure tableclothes in position.

The picture below shows the weighted clamps on me and the clamps in close-up

weighted clamps on and ready to clean the fridge

Close-up of the clamps. The combined weight on each nipple is 250g/8oz  and the clamp itself has a serrated edge

Once i had finished cleaning the fridge my nipples were well and truly stretched and on-fire from wearing the weighted clamps. But their ordeal was not over. My next job was to clean the bathroom with 'regular' clamps. You can see these on me and in close-up below

clamps attached and still managing a sort-of smile

the spring-loaded and toothed clamps in close-up

A side affect of the abuse my nipples receive is that they are almost always aroused and highly sensitive (in a good way!) to the touch. They have also got a little bigger over the years from having been stretched quite regularly. Most importantly, however, they are better able to withstand and 'enjoy' the attention they sometimes get from Owner. In short, they have become better trained to endure pain, in fact to actually rather enjoy it. It should be said though that Owner is not a sadist. If ever She noticed that my nipples have been punished a bit too hard she will instruct that they need time to recover and put the use of nipple clamps and/or weights firmly on ice for a week or two.

Birthday, Butt Lifts and Butt Licks

Owner celebrated Her birthday this week. It was a milestone year for Her, i'll not say how old She is but let's just say i had my 50th back in January and we are back level-pegging again :)

Unfortunately, Covid-19 put paid to the birthday surprise i had booked for Her, namely a trip to New York, Broadway show etc until things return to normal. So instead we celebrated Her birthday at home. i ordered Her a cake which turned out to be much bigger than i had expected - we ended-up giving half of it to our downstairs neighbours - and cooked a meal of Her choosing to be prepared and served in restuarant 'Casa Petunio' i.e. in our flat. We will go out and celebrate in style once the lock-down ends, assuming it eventually does.

Owners' birthday cake

Yours truly serving dinner at 'Casa Petunio'

Meanwhile, to stay fit and active we have both been working out to exercise videos together, which has been great fun to do. We use the Jessica Smith workout videos. i am hoping that, over time, they will help to trim my 'love handles' and get me back into shape.

Owner has also been making use of the time to do some weekly photoshoots with me. i get to randomly select a theme and then She photograhps me. Last week the theme was 'Love Goddess'. This week the theme was 'Sporty' and you can see some of the pictures that She took of me below. Together with a little compilation video. Next weekend's theme has already been selected - it's 'Sci-Fi' - i can see lots of creative use of tinfoil coming!

me and my builders crack!

Owner has also been making use of the time to enjoy my body, specifically my tongue in Her arse. This morning She woke me by teasing and caressing my nipples until i was purring and moaning like a good little whore - i adore having my nipples played with and turn into a wanton slut the minute they are caressed. Next She placed Her fragrant knickers over my face so that i inhaled the scent of Her crotch as She started to spank and gently beat my testicles. They were swollen and bunched like unripened plums beneath my chastised clit. With each strike my legs spread further and my hips arched. i longed to be struck harder and harder.

Owner paused and slipped Her fingers into my mouth and i suckled hungrily on them before She then withdrew Her moist digits and caressed my erect nipples and struck my swollen plums again. i was in seventh heaven and was desperate to be played further. In response Owner started to bite me. She clamped down on my neck and sucked hard, chewing my flesh with Her teeth. It was divine and i moaned and squirmed in response. Next She moved down my body, rolled me onto my side and sunk Her teeth into the flesh of my buttocks. She squeezed my butt cheek with Her hand to get more flesh into Her mouth and sucked and bit me harder still. My mind reeled. i longed to be marked all over. My pussy grew hot as i fantasised about having Her hands deep inside me as She continued to bite and mark my flesh.

However, Owner had other plans. She stopped biting me and instead rolled me onto my back and began to grind Her pussy against my swollen chastised clit. She took out Her vibrator and pleasured Herself as She rubbed Herself forcefully against me, using my chaste clit as a mini-dildo. My hips arched up and She shifted position and ground down hard against my swollen...very swollen...plums. i was desperately horny as She used my body as Her sex toy.

'Lick my arse' She suddenly commanded and rolled over onto Her side presenting Her wonderful derrier to me. i hastily re-positioned myself to reverse spoon Her, parted Her cheeks and slipped my tongue into Her anus. i absolutely love licking and tasting Owners' backside and She seems to enjoy it to. We stayed locked like that, Her pleasuring Herself with Her vibrator whilst my head was positioned between Her thighs so that my tongue penetrated Her anus as far as it could. My probosis slid in and out, moistening and licking the entrance to Her inviting dark star before delving back.  In and out it slipped and slurped whilst Her vibrator purred against Her clit until Her muscles tensed and spasmed as She came, then came again.

Owner satiated it was time for me to get up and get breakfast. i was feeling super horny but happily, frustratingly denied. It was the perfect start to the day.

It hasn't all been fun and frolicks this past week though. There has also been housework to do, sometimes painfully including cleaning the bathroom wearing heavy weighted nipples clamps and sweeping and mopping the floors with 20 mini pegs attached to my plums.

Hope everyone is keeping safe