Sunday 14 April 2024

Black to Pink

i have mentioned before about how, whenever i am home (except for when i am asleep), my clit is permanently embraced by an electro-torture device. This provides Owner with a means of electrocuting me in my most sensitive region whenever the mood takes Her. Sometimes She does this for amusement, sometimes to get my attention, occasionally as a means of punishing me. There are times when i can go for days or weeks without being zapped once, however, the threat that i might be at any moment is an ever present one.

The device when ordered came with a black velcro strap to secure it in place, together with a spare. It is perhaps a sign of how regularly it gets worn that the velcro for each has gradually lost its effectiveness, to the point when the device started falling off into my panties. This obviously compromised the intended function of the device. Unless the two electrodes at the back of it are in contact with my flesh it is impossible for Owner to administer any kind of electric shock. Having the device fall off into my knickers obviously meant such contact was lost.

However, a solution was at hand. i recalled that i had some pink ribbon and replaced the worn out velcro strap with a piece of ribbon. i showed the result to Owner who remarked that the addition of the ribbon was much prettier and more becoming of me. So a successful outcome was achieved all around. Owner can continue to electrocute me whenever the mood takes Her whilst also being presented with a more visually appealing caged clit. You can see the difference below

Before - electro shock device with black velcro anchor

After - electro shock device secured with pink ribbon

Incidentally, in the last image above you can also see the silver ownership tag added to my guiche piercing alongside the pearl ring. It is an old ownership tag that Owner had made for me as part of a necklace that has been re-purposed to hang between my legs. One advantage is that, when i have no panties on, the pearl and the tag make a lovely soft tinkling sound when i walk around or sway my hips. An aural reminder of my place.

In other news, Owner treated me to a day off yesterday. We have both been pretty exhausted of late. Owner has had the worst of it as She has also ad a bad cold for almost a fortnight. So, yesterday She treated the two of us to vermouth and lemonade whilst we watched the TV series Fallout. Neither of us are gamers (it is based on a popular video game) but both enjoy a bit of post-apocalyptic dystopian drama. It is well made and acted and worth a watch.

my vermouth 'cocktail'
By the way. The two travel guides next to the glass give a clue as to where Owner and i are off to on our next adventure, commencing in just a few weeks time. Yes, we're off to Chile. The question is, is Chile ready for us? :)

Thursday 11 April 2024

Home Is Wherever Owner Is

It is true that for me i am at my happiest and most relaxed when i am in the company of Owner, wherever we might be. Being at Her side is very much my happy place. Home is wherever She is.

Well, there is now another place that Owner can rightfully call Her home. As regular readers will know Owner is Spanish, hailing from a wonderful part of the North of Spain, the beautiful principality of Asturias. Her family all still live in the coastal city where She is from and each year Her and i travel out at least a couple (if not more) times.  Whenever we do visit we end up staying in Her parents flat, actually in the very room that Owner spent Her childhood in, the room She shared with Her younger sister. Lovely as Her parents are Owner's mum is very much the queen of her own domain and runs her flat according to her own strict set of rules that much always be obeyed. Woe betide the person that transgresses from such rules! She is a strong, assertive woman and quite a force of nature - an admirable trait that she passed onto Her daughter. But it can lead to tension. There is also not a lot of privacy and a constant risk that i will be walked in on by her whilst stood in her daughter's bedroom in my finest knickers or wearing just my chastity cage.  There have been numerous close shaves.

It also means that Owner is not free to dominate or discipline me as She might like to when we are spending time under Her parents/mother's roof. Owner has always said it would be nice to have a place of Her own. Over the years having such a place in Her home town has become increasingly important to Her, somewhere that She can spend time in whenever She wants, see Her friends, relax etc. She also wants a place where, in Her own words, She can 'install me'. Essentially, a second home from home to go with Her London flat.

Anyway, to cut a long story short we saw just such a place whilst we were visiting in the New Year and at Easter we returned to complete the purchase. Owner finally has the place She has always wanted, a flat of Her own.  At present it is unfurnished but as soon as it is She will be able to come and go as She pleases. In the same way that the London flat is very much Owners' place, decorated and fitted out as She wishes, so too will be the one in Spain. It was jointly purchased but my hope is that Owner will very much see the flat as Hers with my attendance there alongside Her very much being at Her discretion and according to Her rules.

It has already been agreed that i am to clean and maintain this second flat to Her standards exactly as i try to do with the London flat, albeit with some adjustments to account for the fact we will typically only be there for short periods of time, at least to start with. It ought to also be possible to fully apply the rules that i live by to the Spanish flat when we are there. i for one am looking forward to being able to feel just as much under Owners full control in Spain as i do here in London and to being able to serve and care for Her there in much the same way as i endeavour to do here. 

At present it is very much a second home, Owner has no immediate plans to leave London. But longer-term She will seek to spend more of Her time in Spain. When this happens i will need to quit my current job and look for something that allows me to work fully from home, either in Spain or the UK. Assuming, of course, that Owner wishes me accompany Her, which hopefully She will!

It is an exciting little milestone for us both and one that i greatly look forward to.

So that, in part, is what we have been up to. Owner was in Spain for a week over Easter. Unlike Owner's my current job does not allow me to work from Spain so i could only be there a few days - just enough time to complete the legal paperwork, before i had to return to the UK.  i have missed being apart from Her, i always do. 

We have also both been pretty stressed by our respective jobs and Owner has also had the stress of the flat purchase to contend with (my Spanish not being good enough to deal with legal paperwork). Added to that She has also not been well with a very bad, lingering cold that She has battled through. So sorry for the relatively absence of blog posts of late. Life has overtaken us. The good news though is that we are now reunited under the same roof. i am back in Her arms, back in my happy place.

Sunday 24 March 2024

Lazy Sunday

Just as Owner and i enjoyed a relaxed and somewhat lazy Saturday so too has Sunday been equally languorous. After breakfast i completed my Spanish studies and then did my exercises, which left my glutes burning. i then set about sweeping and mopping the floors.

Today Owner treated me by preparing lunch for us both. It was delicious, She is an excellent cook. Afterwards we then went for a walk in the park and around the neighbourhood and then stopped in a cafe and had a coffee. Returning home i then spent some time recording a party style make-up Tik-Tok tutorial video. Owner had required that i make such a video for Her as my monthly entertainment/treat for Her. i showed Her my efforts which amused Her greatly. i won't post the video here as it is quire long (10mins) but it was good fun to do. For Her next treat i have been instructed to organise a day-trip for the two of us.

Video completed Owner then provided me with a treat in the form of a glass of Her urine to drink before having me bend over on the sofa to receive my weekly maintenance disciplining. She used Her heavy cane this time which coloured my bottom and the backs of my thighs nicely and left my cheeks quite flushed.

It was the first caning i have received since i went down with Covid and i am grateful to Owner for having beaten me as She did. Painful as they are to receive i have come to love my weekly maintenance caning/spanking and it is wonderful to be back on my knees receiving a beating from Her.

My caning was swiftly followed-up by being spanked on my 'labia' with one of Owners wooden serving spoons. i was much less well behaved for this. Whilst i managed to stay still for my caning i ended up squirming and wriggling all over the place as Owner attempted to spank my plums with the wooden spoon. Being spanked on my testicles produces an altogether different type of pain compared to being caned on my buttocks and the backs of my thighs. It is a pain that i find quite difficult to manage and thus i tend to try and stop myself from being hit down there, wriggling and trying to close my legs. 

Owner really had to hold me down and force my legs apart in order that She might beat me in the way that She wanted to between my legs. In hindsight i should have offered to lock my legs into the wooden stocks contraption to stop trying to escape from being struck. Instead i just squirmed and struggled against Owners grip. In the end She positioned on all fours and then sat on my ankles and brought the spoon sharply down against my bits. Stars exploded in my brain as She spanked my most sensitive bits. In the end Owner landed over sixty blows with Her wooden spoon between my legs, leaving me with sore and throbbing dangling bits as well as a hot bottom. i know i will still be pleasantly sore 'down there' for hours to come, i am lucky to be beaten by Her this way.

Later this evening i will turn my attention to the large pile of ironing that has accumulated and hang the last of the days washing to dry.

All in all it has been a lovely and enjoyable day.

Saturday 23 March 2024

French Kissing & Arse Licking

'Why are you wearing so many clothes?' 

It was a demand that i strip off rather than a question. Naturally, i obliged and soon i had rejoined Owner in the lounge, only this time wearing just a pair of stockings and my satin night gown.

'Let's go and lie down' She continued.

Moments later we were in the bedroom, on the bed, kissing passionately. Owner rolled me onto my stomach, splayed my legs and started caressing my buttocks and stroking my pussy. i moaned and spread my legs wider. i am, indeed, quite a slut. Owner then stripped me naked then let me worship and suckle on Her beautiful breasts as She, having also stripped off, pleasured Herself with Her vibrator.

We lay like that a short while, Her masturbating as i stroked Her thighs and kissed and feasted on Her breasts.

'Why don't you lick my arse?' She said. 

Again, it was an instruction rather than a question but it was a command i had been hoping She might issue. There is nothing i love more in life than being allowed to slide my tongue deep into Owners delightful anus. Which is exactly what i did.

As i tongued and pleasure Her bottom Owner brought Herself off with Her vibrating toy, again, and again.

Later, as we lay spent in each others arms i reflected on what a lucky person i am, to get to pleasure Owner this way and experience as intimately as i did Her moments of passion. i, of course, remained denied.

It proved a wonderful way to end the afternoon together. Earlier in the day i did my exercises, studies and chores and then did some baking whilst Owner had a rest. We even got to spend some time watching TV together.

After what has been quite a stressful week it has been a wonderful way to relax and unwind. Thank you Owner.

Saturday 16 March 2024

Bikini Poppet and the Postie

So today, being the 16th of the month, meant one thing and one thing only....outdoor challenge! Owner's dice were duly rolled this morning and the result was to pose wearing a bikini in a road that is about 10 minutes walk from our flat.

Now, this turned out to be a more complicated exercise than some of my other challenges. First, it is a Saturday so lots of people are off work. Second, the road in question is just off the main pedestrian thoroughfare up to the park. Third, it wasn't rainy and was even sort of sunny (a rare occurrence recently) and so loads of families were making the most of the fine weather and were taking their munchkins up to the park. Last, it was late morning, prime 'let's go to the park before lunch' time. In short, there was a fairly constant stream of people and cars heading up the road to the park. i have no intention of upsetting anyone and so had to choose my 'moments' carefully to step into the street and do my thing. Oh, and to top it all off, seconds after i arrived, so too did the postman in his van.

All of this meant that there were plenty of moments of me just standing around trying to look nonchalant as parents, grandparents and their kids streamed pass whilst i waited for a gap in the 'traffic' to undo my coat again and show off my (i think rather lovely) bikini. Eventually i retreated a little further into the side street, but even then people still walked past me.

Anyway, enough of my prattling on. Judge for yourself how you think i got on. When i sent some of the pictures to Owner to 'prove' my challenge was completed (She had gone out for lunch with some friends) She replied to say i looked 'sexy'. i was delighted She liked them.

me giving it my best street prostitute impression :)

 Anyway, as i hope you can tell i am now fully recovered from my recent bout of Covid. Accordingly, i am also back doing all my chores etc at home, which makes me very happy.

Meanwhile, Owner has also added a new little domestic restriction. She has decided that i spend far too long in the shower/bathroom each morning. From now onwards i am restricted to a maximum of ten minutes, any longer and i need to add that to my punishment book. This morning was the first day of the new shower regime, i was in and out in 9mins and 45 seconds, phew!

Later in the day i met up with Owner for a few drinks, we had a fun evening as you can see;

Owner and i
flashing my bra
Such a slutty pet!

Wednesday 13 March 2024

TLC and Control

There is nothing quite like a period of being unwell to be reminded of what a wonderful, caring and compassionate Owner i have. She has been a saint and has taken full care of me, insisting that i drop all of my chores and just focus on getting better, which i am pleased to say that i now largely am.

For me the worst part of being ill is not being able to support and look after Owner as i want to and instead have Her care for and look after me, keep on top of the housework all whilst having a lot of work and stress to deal with from Her job. She is a real wonder woman. i was not always the best patient and was reprimanded on more than one occasion for trying to do things when She had explicitly told me to do nothing and to focus on my recovery. i know i will be rightly punished for such behaviour when i am fully recovered, but it came from a well meaning place.

i am truly lucky in having an Owner who loves me, as i do Her, and who takes care of me. Whilst it may be true (is true) that when i am in rude health She does punish, discipline and control me and rightly expects me to devote my time to Her and taking care of Her home - something i like nothing better than to do. It is also true that, at the first sign that i am struggling for reasons of health or some other factor out of my control, She immediately steps in and makes adjustments, takes on tasks and generally cares for me and nourishes me until i am recovered and can return back to my place and my tasks.

Both of these are two sides of the same loving Owner. There is the dominant and controlling side that i adore and which makes me swoon and long to fall fully under the control of. Then there is the caring and selfless side for whom nothing is too much trouble when it comes to helping me rest and recover. Common to both is a deep understanding of what i need and what is best for me. There are times when i might need looking after but also running through my core is a need to submit. The latter is a constant, the former is not. i feel blessed to get to share my life with someone who knows and embodies that. Someone who knows me better than i know myself. Who knows when to stroke my brow and when to beat my butt.

Thank you Owner for all that you do and for giving me the life that i have. i am truly, truly grateful.

Thursday 7 March 2024

Not Everything Always Goes To Plan

So, Owners' plan of spending a long weekend in Madrid this weekend with Her girlfriend, and my plan of popping down to my Dad's to take him to see a friend of his who is in hospital, whilst Owner was away, have both fallen apart. Unfortunately, a family matter has arisen that meant Owners' friend could no longer make the trip, meaning Owner had to cancel. This was quickly followed by me testing positive for Covid, putting paid to any ideas i had of seeing my elderly father, let alone visiting a hospital with him.

On the plus side it does mean that Owner and i will get to have some unexpected time together this weekend. The down-side is that, with me having Covid, we are having to live slightly parallel lives in our little flat and sleep in separate rooms. i am hoping i start to test negative soon so we can once again snuggle up together. In the meantime it is face masks and separate beds 😢

in bed with Covid

The worst bit by far about being unwell is watching Owner having to step in and do all the things that i normally do to keep Her flat running smoothly. Yesterday i was told off in no uncertain manner by Her for attempting to do some washing-up. Today i have felt better so have been allowed to do the washing-up, the laundry and the bathroom, which makes me happy. i felt quite useless yesterday.

But enough of my ailments. Before i took to my sick bed i had intended to update about a couple of other things that had happened, or not happened, over the past few days. First off, after being instructed to do so by Owner, i got my haircut! Owner announced that She was not happy with how my hair looked anymore and that i was to get it cut short. She had done some research and showed me a selection of feminine pixie undercut hairstyles with an instruction to get my hair cut in that style. She had also located a new salon for me to get my haircut in. i was given instructions to make a booking for both a consultation and a cut.

Anyway, the booking was duly made on on Monday evening i returned home with my new haircut. What do you think? It is as Owner requested and i am really happy with it. She is of the opinion that my hair looks better this length and so, much as i liked having longer hair, when She told me to change it i, of course, had to obey.

my new short haircut

i actually really like it.

Sunday just gone Owner also had me complete one of Her 'Owners Treat' challenges. This is where i get to pick a 'treat' from a bag, comprising a slip of paper on which She has written a task i am to complete for Her pleasure, amusement and entertainment. Sometimes these 'treats' involve activities Owner enjoys or performances for me to entertain Her with. The task i was given was to re-create the scene in Bringing Up Baby where Susan drops an olive. If you have no idea what I am referring to you can see the original scene below

And then this is my own, someone truncated, version of the olive dropping moment (still with my hair yet to have been cut).

Owner was highly amused. Treat completed to Her satisfaction i then had to take another one from Her bag of 'treats'.  That will involve me making a party-style make-up tutorial for Tik-Tok. That promises to be fun.

In other news, on the same day as i was dropping olives i also spent some time in my cage and was treated to a delicious glass of Owner's finest. 

preparing to enter my cage
 Furthermore, i also got to spend a few hours on the sofa with Owner watching the movie Poor Things - it is a great film and i can see why Emma Stone has received so many awards for her acting. Owner even allowed me to have a few beers with Her whilst watching it.

That said, i still think the comparative lack of awards for Barbie is a scandal - and shows how accurate the film is and what a patriarchal society we live in.

On Monday i was then tasked with wearing a pair of Owners used knickers as a face mask between work meetings. i tried, but failed, to turn them into a proper mask look and in the end simply draped them over my head, being sure to place the crotch under my nose, creating the resulting look

i was also zapped fifty times times by Owner, on my bum and around my pussy after i returned from getting my haircut on Monday. As soon as i am better i know i am also due to have my clitty given a similar treatment, this time with Her electro clit torturing device.

Talking of my clit, this bring me onto a mini-milestone that passed without fanfare this week. Namely, it is now over 200 days since i last experienced an orgasm of any kind. i believe i perform and function better as Owners' submissive wife by being kept orgasm free and that i have no need of them when my sole sexual function is to bring Owner pleasure. i am, therefore, hugely grateful to Owner for ensuring that i continue to remain chaste.  This is not the longest period i have gone without an orgasm, in the past i have gone a whole year without one. But, if you keep a track of the orgasms i have been allowed over the past few years, which obviously i do and which are shown on the side bar of the blog, the trend is clear. Since 2019 i have experienced only 4 actual orgasms and 3 ruined ones.  i put much of the improvement in my performance and behaviour as Owners' submissive wife down to that simple fact.

Orgasms are things to be enjoyed and experienced by Owner whenever She wants them, but they are not things i have any right, or expectation, to receive. Sexually, my sole role and purpose is pleasuring Owner. i delight in doing this and am lucky to be granted the privilege of helping Her to climax by worshiping Her anus with my tongue. Helping Her experience orgasmic pleasure is pleasure enough for me.

So anyway, that has been my and Owners' week. In fact Hers has actually got worse because as i have been typing this She has come in to tell me She has developed a migraine. So please send Her your love and best wishes. Knowing She is suffering and that there is little i can do to help breaks my heart. Hopefully Her migraine will soon pass and She will get to still do Her long weekend another time soon. In the meantime, i for one cannot wait to being able to start looking after Her 100% of the time once again.

Saturday 2 March 2024

Housework and Appearance

It goes without saying that Owner expects me to do all the housework. This has been a key aspect of our FLR relationship for many, many years. i clean the bathroom and the kitchen floor daily, all other rooms are cleaned once a week on a rota (each room/space has a specific day). The fridge and oven also get regularly cleaned, the windows and front door less frequently. i do all the cooking (although Owner, who is a fabulous cook, does sometimes choose to cook), i wash-up and clean all the dishes, put out the rubbish etc and generally endeavour to keep things tidy and to a standard of Owners liking (not always successfully it must be said).

In truth i actually enjoy cleaning and take a lot of satisfaction in maintaining Owners home in the state She desires. It is an important part of my role as Her housewife. So ingrained are my 'chores' i don't really even think of them, they come automatically to me. In fact, on the odd occasion when i am excused them, when i am ill or if Owner has taken me out for example, i get stressed about not doing them. i feel discombobulated, out of sorts. Naturally i am expected to catch-up when i am next able. i always do so with a happy heart knowing that i am making Owners' life that little bit more relaxed and enjoyable and providing Her with a home and an environment fit for Her to live in.

Today (Saturday) has been very much a housework day. Owner left the flat late morning to meet up with some girlfriends. i escorted Her to the station and then, as soon as i got home, set about completing my domestic chores. i made full use of Owner's absence to hoover and mop all the floors, something She expects me to do but which She finds annoying as the noise of the hoover disturbs Her. Owners' absence provided the perfect opportunity to sweep, hoover and mop to my hearts content, free of any concerns that i might annoy Owner as i did so.

i also love the fact that, in our relationship, it is very much me and my responsibility to keep the home in a state Owner desires., i love that Owner is able to go out and relax and have a good time with Her friends whilst i stay at home and do my chores and complete the other tasks She has assigned to me to complete in Her absence. She is very much in charge of me and my time and i for one would not want things any other way. i get to show my love for Her through my service to Her. She in turn, gets has a wife whom She can tell what to do.

i will remain at home until Owner is ready to return and then She will message for me to come and collect Her from the station and escort Her back. i have no idea when that might be and Owner knows She is free to stay out and do entirely as She pleases safe in the knowledge that Her wife will be waiting for Her summons. My life revolves around Owner, i would not want it any other way.

i have no desire or need to go out myself without Owner other than for work or to run errands for Her. i am blessed in that Owner enjoys my company, as i do Hers, and will regularly take me out for a meal or drinks. But that has become the only socialising i do - other than occasional necessary family visits. For me to leave the flat without Her requires me to obtain prior permission from Owner. But i genuinely have no such desire to do things without Her. Outside of work my life is here and at Her side. i do miss Her greatly when She is out but i am also happy knowing She is enjoying Herself and having a good time and that She will later return to me, Her wife and the home i keep for Her.  That is how i have come to live my life and what a wonderful life it is to get to live it in service to my wonderful Owner.

Owner has also recently taken a heightened interest and shown greater vigilance in my appearance. She has has, of late, punished me for, on occasions wearing clothing or footwear that is worn and which reflect badly on me and on Her. She expects a wife who She can be proud of and who is a good ambassador for Her and Her standards, who looks good and well kept. My wearing socks or trousers with holes in or boots that are worn lets Her down. She has, accordingly, clamped down on this has punished me a few times for this reason.

She has also grown tired of my hair being long (it has only been cut once in the past 18 months) observing that thin, fine hair like mine does not look good when long. Accordingly, She has chosen a salon and a new style for me to go and discuss and get done next week. i love the fact that Owner takes such interest in my appearance and i love that She has chosen a style She wants to see me in.

i have already grown quite accustomed to Owner choosing and ordering food for me in restaurants and part of me would love for Owner to accompany me to the salon and to discuss and agree with the stylist in person how She wants my hair to be done. But, i know that would also use up Her time and a key part of my role is to maximise the amount of free time Owner has available to do other things and not have to waste Her time with me. She has already spent valuable time researching and finding a style She wants me to have, all i need to do now is to talk it through with the stylist to try and realise Owners' vision for me.

Again, i am lucky to have an Owner who invests such time in me and my appearance and i need to get better at ensuring i always present myself to a high standard and stop letting Her down through my appearance and the clothes i wear. i would actually love to have Owner choose my clothes for me each day. In fact, we did once try this. However, it quickly transpired that this involved a lot of work and effort for Her so was quietly shelved. Instead, i have to seek Her permission to wear what i do. Owner, of course, has absolute control over what clothes are purchased for me and will also, periodically do a sweep of my wardrobe and recycle items She considers i no longer need. 

i think, given the need She has felt to punish me for my appearance of late, that i need to get better myself at weeding out any items of clothing that may no longer be to Her standard so that i don't let Her down again the way i have.

In other news i am currently in 'boy mode' as a punishment and so have not been permitted to wear make-up or anything girly since yesterday. My 'boy mode' ends tonight. i also know that i will be  spending part of tomorrow in my cage, again as a punishment for an infraction on my part. i was also electrocuted on my bum and around the entrance of my 'pussy' repeatedly earlier in the week, again as a punishment.

Last night, after work, Owner also administered my regular maintenance disciplining. This time She chose to use Her cat-shaped paddle (nick-named 'gatuno'). Here's an image of it resting on my bottom

As a thank you to Her for disciplining me i provided Owner with a back massage.

So, in short, all is good here. i hope all is equally good wherever you are and in your lives too.

Saturday 24 February 2024

Whipped Into Shape

This past week has been another very busy one for Owner and i work-wise. We have both had early starts and i have run workshops and given a number of presentations. As a result, come Friday we were both feeling quite exhausted. It was a pleasant surprise, therefore, when Owner messaged me as i was on my way home from my office to instruct me to pick-up some beers for Her and some cider for me as we were going to have a relaxed evening in.

Relax we did. We chilled out on the sofa with a drink or two and watched the end of a TV series we have been consuming called One Day, which i have really enjoyed. i was also told to postpone my chores until the following day and just relax at Owner's side. It was a lovely way to end the week.

Today, however, saw normal service and duties resume. Owner administered my weekly maintenance disciplining. This time She chose to whip me, on my back and on my bottom, before taking one of Her riding crops to my nipples. The whip marked my back and buttocks nicely, creating an almost plant-like affect on my skin;

whipped buttocks and back
Owners' short red whip

After whipping me Owner rewarded me with a glass of Her delicious urine

i also set about catching up with and completing my chores from yesterday as well as completing my usual Saturday chores. Owner also electrocuted my nipples, part of a punishment from the previous week. In fact She has also been having fun on a few occasions this week electrocuting my unsuspecting clit. She has also advised me that She will also be locking me into my cage for an hour tomorrow to round off the punishments that are still outstanding from the week before.

My punishment book already has an embarrassingly long number of entries, all bar the most recent of which have been served in a variety of different ways. Owners' most common way of punishing me is to electrocute me, normally on my clit r my nipples but also on my buttocks. She also locks me into my cage in punishment and has imposed periods of time when i am forbidden from wearing make-up or appearing en femme.

This week i have accrued an additional five entries. Owner has been paying closer attention to my behaviour and requires that i enter a punishment for any instance where i have done something that annoys Her. The entries for the past week comprise:

  1. spending too long in the bathroom
  2. forgetting to check Owner had packed Her umbrella when She left the house
  3. forgetting to set out some water and snacks for Owner before i left the house for a work meeting
  4. me attending a work event wearing trousers with a hole in the crotch
  5. me making too much popcorn for us both when we watched a movie this afternoon

i am grateful to Owner for Her continued vigilance and for ensuring that any mistake or error on my part gets entered into the punishment log for Her to decide later what form of punishment the incident warrants. i know i am lucky to have an Owner who dedicates Herself, as Owner does, to punishing me and helping to make me into a better wife for Her.

It is not all crimes and misdemeanours though. This evening Owner has instructed me to remove all of my clothes whilst in Her presence so that She can grope and fondle me. It's a tough life sometimes 😊

Sunday 18 February 2024

Good Slut

This weekend has seen me be birched, caged, pissed on, used as a sex toy and fucked. It has been a good weekend.

It all started on Saturday. After completing my daily studies, exercises and household chores, i was locked up securely inside my new cage for an hour. This was part of a punishment from Owner for having wasted Her time the previous weekend. It was a thoroughly deserved punishment.

Before being caged Owner dressed me in the new pretty lilac body harness She had bought me for our wedding anniversary, complete with matching fluffy tail and ears. It took some time to work out how to fit the harness but once we had worked that out i was ready to be placed inside. i loved having the harness on and Owner seemed very pleased with how it looked on me.

Owner was then able to spend some time relaxing with a cup of tea and reading Her book and generally spending some quality time with Herself without being distracted or disturbed by Her wife.

locked away in my cage
my pretty new harness, and fluffy tail and ears

Prior to being caged Owner had already delivered my weekly maintenance disciplining. She chose a different implement this time, selecting Her birch caning rod. It delivers quite a sting when it lands and Owner used it to strike me many, many times across my buttocks. i am grateful to Her for reminding of Her complete authority over me.

freshly birched bottom
it was early so i was still in my nightie

On Sunday i completed my exercises, studies and most of my household chores before preparing lunch. After we had eaten and i had washed and put away the dishes Owner suggested we go out for a walk. We headed to our local park and then to a cafe to have an early afternoon coffee. It was lovely spending time with Owner. 

Coffees consumed we returned home. Owner instructed me to strip and to prepare myself to receive Her piss by securing the urinal gag in my mouth. i positioned myself in the bathroom in such a way as to enable me to receive Owner's golden nectar. She quickly filled my mouth and soon piss was spilling down my front as well as down my throat. Owner remarked how much She enjoys having me drink Her piss in this manner and how She wants me to be Her urinal more often. 

me as a human piss pot

As if this wasn't thrilling enough no sooner had She filled me with Her wonderful liquid than Owner instructed me to wait for Her in the bedroom with the brown and tentacle dildo's ready.

Upon entering the room Owner instructed me to lie face down and start to fellate the brown dildo. As i did so She climbed astride me so that She was sat on my buttocks. She reached out and grabbed hold of my ponytail and then started to rub Herself against me. She grabbed Her vibrator, pushed it against Her clit and started to bring Herself off as She rode me like a jockey. Occasionally She paused and, using the electric zapper device, encouraged me to suck faster on the dildo by zapping me on my butt cheeks or between my legs before returning to the task in hand of bringing Herself off. It wasn't long until She came.

Owner dismounted and 'rewarded' me by standing in front of me so that i could see Her forbidden pussy before turning and presenting me with Her backside to kiss and lick. Of course, i eagerly obliged. Owner's fun had only just begun, however.

Moments later She instructed me to roll onto my back, then She mounted my face and had me pleasure Her anus with my tongue as She began to bring Herself off once more. 'Deeper, deeper!' She instructed. My tongue probed deeper still as i buried myself inside Her. Owner ground down against my face leaving me unable to breathe as Her climax approached. When finally She rolled off me, panting with pleasure i too was gasping, except in my case it was for air.

As She lay in repose, catching Her breath, Owner lazily fucked my mouth with Her foot. But it was another orifice of mine that was to be Her next focus of intention. Soon i found myself on all fours, brown dildo between my lips as Owner penetrated my pussy with the large tentacle dildo. i love the feeling of being stretched out and opened up by it and soon Owner was instructing me to fuck myself harder and harder on Her cephalopod cock whilst She pleasured Herself with Her vibrator. The tentacle pushed deeper and faster inside me as Owner thrust Her hips rhythmically back and forth and i pushed back against Her. Again She zapped me as She fucked me. All the while my mouth worked its way up and down the shaft of Her brown dildo as Owner brought Herself off again as She continued to fuck me.

All too soon it was over and She rolled away, fully spent.

Owner held me against Her chest and uttered the words that i never tire of hearing Her whisper. She told me that i was a 'good slut and wife'. It is something that i strive to be and which is always lovely to hear Her tell me. As for me, i just cannot believe how lucky i am to get to live with a serve a woman as wonderful as Owner.

This was the scene on the bed post-fucking.

Her own orgasm left Owner was a little unsteady on Her feet when She got up to shower. As for me, i was left aroused but frustrated. It is now well over six months since i was last allowed to orgasm. i cleaned and tidied away the toys and then went back to work, cleaning all the floors in the flat.

When my chores were finally done Owner put me back into my cage for another hour whilst She worked. i spent the time chained and gagged with a horse bit, causing me to drool steadily into the little bucket that is kept in the cage. Thankfully, my pussy behaved itself and Owner did not have to work whilst also being serenaded by contented 'fanny farts' from Her slut, although it was quite vocal at times when i had been cleaning the floors earlier. This was Owners' view of me in the corner of the room whilst She worked.

When an hour later the cage door was opened and Owner released my bonds i was allowed to join Her to watch a TV series together. it has been a wonderful weekend.