Yesterday saw me celebrate what will be my last year in my forties. i was really lucky, Owner treated me to a whole series of wonderful surprises. She is taking me to Zagreb in Croatia for a long weekend as a birthday treat and she also took me out to dinner and has booked a restaurant for the two of us this weekend as well - see i said i was lucky! In addition to this Owner also bought me a lovely green dress. It is gorgeous
me and my lovely new green dress
Separately, Owner has also devised a new dice game for when i am working from home. She ordered some more dice that allow Her to customise what appears on the faces. This time the dice contains a series of 'activities' that i need to do if working from home. Today was the first day we got to use the dice and i rolled a 'deepthroat new dildo once every hour for 3 hours'
One of Owners' new dice games
Well, there were worse things that it could have landed on, such as to take a picture of myself outside with my knickers on my head! Anyway, i am pleased to report that i completed my deep throat task to day and have the photo montage to prove it
deep throat fun
What a lucky, slutty pet i am!
First off i am excited to report that tonight i was returned to chastity and, what's more the chastity dice determined that i will be locked up for at least two months. The dice will be rolled again on the 11th March.
The verdict of the dice
Locking the device
Today, Owner also came up with another suggestion for the dice. It is a special dice that Owner can write on and so can constantly change the instructions on each face. Now whenever i work from home i am always expected to text Owner and enquire whether She has particular 'instructions' for me. Sometimes She asks that i be plugged and such like. She has even instructed me to go into the street with humiliating signs attached to me. Anyway, today She advised that She will also start using the dice as a means of giving me 'activities' to perform whilst i am working from home. i am very excited at what might lay in store.

In fact, talking of working from home, i think i surprised our downstairs neighbour earlier this week. It was actually one of my days off, Owner was at work, and i was dressed in a short skirt, stockings, bra, blouse and slippers when the doorbell rang. Thinking it likely a delivery i bounded down the stairs only to be surprised to discover it was our neighbour wanting to ask me something. It was too late to try and make any attempt to conceal my outfit and the only option was to brazen it out and chat to her.
in my comfy slippers
She seemed somewhat surprised by my appearance but said nothing and it wasn't long before i was updating Owner about my unexpected encounter!

Mind you, that was as nothing compared to the outfit i was wearing working from home today for 'dress down Friday', and of course we received two deliveries in the mail so the delivery people had a surprise too. Luckily this time there was no encounter with our neighbour.
Today's 'dress down Friday' home working outfit
Honestly, i am such an exhibitionist!
As mentioned in my last post Owner permitted me to purchase a 12 inch double-ended dildo with which to practise cock sucking. It is both longer, slightly narrower and more flexible than the dildo i had been practising before with and so i hoped that i might be able to better deepthroat the new dildo.

We were away over the New Year staying with Owners' family in Spain and so today was the first time i got to have practise session with it. As i had thought it might the new dildo slips past the back of my throat more easily than the other, firmer and fatter dildo i had been practising with, making it much easier to properly deepthroat. i was not able to quite get the full 12 inches down but i am sure that, with practise i could eventually. i think i managed about 9 inches. i really enjoy deepthroating and hope to be able to practise and perfect my technique with this new toy. You can see how i got on in the pictures and videos below;


my throat ended up nice and gooey
Mmmmmm
By the way, for those of you who are statistically minded and interested in such things, i ended up being permitted 6 orgasms during 2018. Am i odd to be hoping for less in 2019? Owner will, as always, decide.
Owner and i made use of some of the early sales to update out toy collection. We purchased some new 'pegging pants' for Owner which we are delighted to say also fits the bigger vibrating dildo we have which has a much fatter head and shaft. Owner also bought some nipple suction cups to further enlarge my nipples and permitted me to purchase a 12 inch double-ended flexible dildo to practice some more advanced deep-throating with. Here are our purchases laid out on our bed:
They arrived Thursday and we are heading off to Spain on Sunday so we might not get a chance to use them until we get back, but they will be something fun to return to when we arrive home.

i have also asked Owner if i might return to chastity when we get back, i have been unlocked since September, and remain locked except for our monthly dice game when i get to roll a dice to determine if i might be set temporarily free. It was a fun game and i always feel i am a much better submissive when kept locked up, though i know Owner also enjoys having me uncaged and available to play with at times.

i hope to return to being the proper wife and submissive Owner expects and enjoys in 2019. Things slipped a little in the second half of this year and my performance has been sub par. She deserves better and i am happiest when i am working and performing at my best for Her.

Incidentally, this year also marked the 10th anniversary of this blog (i first posted in September 2008). How time flies but what an incredible journey i have had with Owner. She is, quite simply, the best.

Wishing all of our readers a wonderful New Year and may all of your dreams and desires come true in 2019.
Christmas day started with an early morning stuffing as Owner fucked me with Her glass dildo whilst pleasuring Herself with Her vibrator! She brought Herself off as yours truly slid up and down the clear shaft. Once satiated Owner reached around and played with my clitty as i continued to fuck myself until i came ll over my babydoll. What a wonderful start to the day!

Next-up was breakfast panetone and then calls to relatives to wish them well before i hot footed into the shower, did my make-up and then donned my 'sext' Santa outfit. Then come mid-morning it was time to get my act in gear and start cooking the goose. i have wanted to have goose on Christmas day for years and years and this year, as we are both spending Christmas together rather than with relatives Owner suggested we give it a try. A whole goose would have been somewhat excessive for just two people and so we bought some breast and legs to roast together with roast potatoes, parsnips and Brussel sprouts (incidentally - if you have never roasted sprouts before you will never settle for boiled ones again!)

Having never previously cooked goose i was a little anxious about how it would turn out but it was a success (thank you Jamie Oliver) and meal over we headed out to the park for a walk and a photo shoot of me in my outfit. You can see some images from the day below.

in our local park

posing in my Santa outfit

Does my bum look big in this? Hope so :)
getting the Goose ready for the oven
Now it's time to cuddle up and watch something on TV.

Merry Christmas everybody from Owner and me
Owner and i both went to the theatre yesterday to watch a matinee performance of 'The Merry Wives of Windsor' at the Barbican - which was excellent - before heading out for some drinks and then on for a meal. We haven't been to the theatre for a while and both really enjoyed the production and subsequent evening out.

Whilst we were out Owner decreed that we should spend today (Sunday) in our pyjamas all day doing nothing other than relaxing and watching films (we're going to watch some of the recent Star Wars films). We started the day in fine style. After breakfast i did my nails, using a colour of Owners choosing
my polished nails and silk dressing gown
As soon as the polish had dried Owner suggested we go back to bed. No sooner had She joined me than Her hands began to explore my body and strip me out of my gown and babydoll until i was completely naked next to Her. Owner then took my clitty and began to spank it, gently at first and then more firmly, starting with Her hand and then progressing to a leather swat, spreading my legs open to afford Her easier access.

It has been a while since She last spanked my clit this way and the pleasure was wonderful. Next She attached clamps to my nipples and asked draped Her fragrant panties across my face. My clitty throbbed in excitement as She spanked it further whilst i inhaled Her scent. My nipples throbbed painfully.

Owner asked if i would like to smell Her properly and after begging to inhale Her scent direct from Her perfumed pussy She positioned Herself above me and had me sniff and inhale Her. Owner teased me like that for a while, forbidding me to taste Her, simply inhale before then permitting me to lick Her clitoris and taste Her sex. She tasted divine.

Owner beat my clit further and tormented my throbbing nipples some more. Then She asked would i like to lick Her arsehole? i replied eagerly (i love having my tongue deep inside Her anus). Owner sat astride my face and then lowered Herself down directly onto my straining tongue which slipped inside Her. Taking Her vibrator Owner then pleasured Herself to orgasm whilst riding my tongue. As She came i felt the wonderful sensation of Her sphincter muscles contracting and spasming against my tongue.

Owner climbed off and tormented my clitty some more before bringing Herself to a further orgasm with Her toy whilst instructing me to keep my clit hard for Her. Then She straddled my waist and rubbed Herself up and down the length of my excited little clit, stroking it and caressing it until i could hold back no more and begged Her for permission to cum. Permission granted my back arched and muscles spasmed as i decorated my belly with mess.

As i write Owner is sat opposite researching strapons for Her to buy in the early seasonal sales.We are both working tomorrow (Christmas Eve) but it already feels like Christmas has arrived :)
This is just a brief update to say sorry for the lack of posting of late. Owner and i are still good it is just other things in life have been monopolising our time and attention a lot of late. Owner is unhappy at work, i am super busy at mine and we are both really stressed out by the unfolding disaster that is Brexit.

That aside, we have had some moments of relaxation and fun as well when we have been able to cast our current stresses and worries aside and live life as we both enjoy it. One such period was back in September when we took a two week holiday to the High Tatras mountains area of Slovakia. We had a lovely time walking and hiking in the mountains and exploring some of the local towns and villages. i even managed to do a bikini photo shoot on one of the mountain trails, the results of which you can see below.



Some of the mountain scenery was truly spectacular

 As too were the caves
Then in October Owner and i went celebrated our 13th anniversary (how times flies when you are having fun!) at a hotel in London and then the following month Owner took me to another hotel (again in London). Owner has started to do a digital photography course and She used the opportunity to test some of Her learning to date with a fun doing little photoshoot. You can see some of the results of Her work below


It was good fun to do and we spent the evening enjoying a lovely meal out together.

Now we are both counting down the days to Xmas. Unusually, we are spending it together this year and Owner has just ordered me a lovely Xmas outfit to wear from I Love Lola (see below)
Hopefully this will provide an opportunity to do a photoshoot challenge in our local park on Xmas day! We did one a few years back with me in my 'sexy' elf outfit which quite literally stopped traffic!

The downside of my having been so busy and stressed of late is that i have not been the playful pet that i now Owner enjoys. Hopefully Xmas will provide an opportunity for a little relaxation and fun. It has also meant that i have been less good at keeping on top of my chores and duties and generally not being the wife that Owner deserves. i know that i need to improve and get back to providing Owner with the service She deserves from Her wife. i have also spent the time since our September holidays out of chastity, which is rarely a good thing! Hopefully i will be locked up again soon.

Wishing all of our readers well and sorry for the absence.
Owner has started to study photography in Her spare time with yours truly acting as Her muse. This summer we have both been watching a number of B&W film noir movies with strong femme fatale themes and this inspired Owner to do a film noir photoshoot.

To ensure that i was appropriately attired Owner permitted me to buy a lovely black 1940s dress and an accompanying turban head piece. She then researched a hotel to find a room with dramatic potential. The outcome of which was that on Saturday we booked into the Crazy Bear hotel outside London.

Unfortunately, Owners' muse is still very much an amateur and so by the time we started the photoshoot the make-up i had been wearing all day had already faded considerably and i forgot to touch it up and so my face is not exactly a picture of elegance! But, despite this i think the photos are amazing and that Owner is fast becoming an excellent photographer, wouldn't you agree? We have joked that She could offer a service photographing other submissives.

Anyway, here are a selection of some of the images She took


The bedroom also had a dramatic bronze roll-top bath at the foot of the bed which was filled from the ceiling! We don't have a bath at home (just a shower) and so i eagerly leapt in at the first opportunity, again Owner was at hand with Her camera
bath filling from the ceiling!
soaking amidst the bubbles
i think Owner has taken some lovely photos and is well on the way to becoming a great photographer

i can't believe it has been a month since my last post, how time flies! Yesterday i got to roll the chastity dice again, and the result was that i will be remaining locked without release until September 11th when the dice will be rolled again. Owner was a little disappointed that the dice did not land on one of the more 'creative' faces that She had added- such as being released for a week but having to spend those seven days with my clit painted and decorated to look like a baby panda, Maybe next month.....

So, apart from being in chastity what else have we been up to? Well the heatwave that enveloped the South of England meant that we didn't go out (apart from to work) as much as we would have liked to. Owner doesn't like the heat at all and so we were both delighted yesterday when, with the temperatures now back to 'normal' for London we got to walk over to Greenwich and spend some time in one of our favourite pubs along the Thames.

i have also started to try and get myself back into shape by resuming a proper exercise regime. i always do some exercises every morning but i have now re-started doing some proper butt and abs focused workouts with weights (ankle and kettlebell) and some general routines to fit in around these. Some of these are ones that i have created myself and some are ones i have found on Youtube. i used to exercise like this very frequently but then stopped when some of my back problems flared-up again last year. However, so far this year my back has been trouble free and so i think i am safe to re-start. i am also being careful to ensure i do not overload myself by using too weights that are too heavy.
me and my leotard
'action' shot with my kettlebell and dumbells and the new sports bra and shorts Owner chose for me
Owner and i have a mini-hotel break coming up later this month which we are both looking forward. She also permitted me to buy a 1940s style dress and turban in which to do a 'film noir femme fatale' themed photoshoot. We may end-up doing the photoshoot at the hotel. i will post about in the future.

And that is about it, not masses to report. Hope you are all enjoying the summer/winter (for readers down under') wherever you are.
This morning brought pleasure for Owner, for me and for one lucky reader. i should explain. i was still half-asleep in bed this morning when Owner reached across and began to caress and stroke my unlocked clitty. Before long She had clamped my nipples with the clover clamps and was spanking my hardening clit with Her favourite leather fly swat.

i was quick to become aroused having been locked away in chastity for over two long months and my excitement grew quickly. This state of arousal became even more heightened when Owner took off Her knickers and draped the crotch under my nose before taking out Her new vibrator, straddling my waist and starting to pleasure both Herself and the tip of my swollen clit with Her pulsating toy. i was forced to recourse to counting numbers in my head to stop myself getting too excited and exploding straight away without permission as Owner pleasured Herself and the tip of my gland. Thankfully, i was able to contain my excitement sufficiently to ensure that Owner was able to climax without any accidents or incidents on my part.

Then, and to my surprise, rather than calling a halt to proceedings Owner started to masturbate my clit. i was so excited and it had been so long since i was last pleasured by Her this way, on the rare occasions She does make me cum it is normally by spanking my balls or labia hard as opposed to masturbating my clit, that it was only a matter of seconds before i was asking Her if i was permitted to cum? 'Like a slut' She replied and so seconds later i did, orgasming loudly and copiously. It was a rare treat and one that i am most grateful to Owner for allowing me to experience.

My orgasm should also be welcome news to one of this blogs readers, Becky who commented a while ago that her wife had told her that she would not be allowed another orgasm until after i had my next one. Well Becky you have had to wait a few months but i hope you too get to enjoy an orgasm now. As for me, i will be locked back into chastity at the end of this weekend and don't know when i will next be let out.