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To HEL and Back

2012-01-27T21:01:00.001Z

Well it has been an eventful couple of weeks since i last posted. It began with me finally getting the results of my MRI scan and, at last, ascertaining what the cause of all the problems with my back has been. In a nutshell i have one disc that herniated and which trapped the sciatic nerve another disc that is bulging. That at least provided me with some useful information to know what was wrong with my back and the good news is that the combination of regular exercise, drugs and Owners special 'ministrations' :) seem to be doing the trick.

Infact so much better had i started to feel that i felt emboldened to set-off on a little weekend adventure with Owner to Helsinki, Finland. Of course, family pronounced me bonkers, irresponsible and stupid for even contemplating such a trip and foretold all manner of disastrous scenarios involving me being unable to move whilst stranded 3 hours flight time from home. However, i'm quite bloody-minded when i choose to be and i was convinced, rightly as it turned out, that i was a) recovered enough to make the journey in the first place and b) that it would actually do me some good. Thus it was that Owner and i set off to Heathrow and then onto Helsinki for a long weekend.

And what a great weekend it was! It was snowing when we landed and it snowed on and off all weekend. Even the sea was partially frozen over as you can see in the pictures below;

We had, however, both come prepared and for me it was a great opportunity to try out my new winter boots and coat, both of which kept me nice and snug

Owner too was wrapped-up warm against the elements as we explored the snowy city

There were always plenty of inviting cafes to dive into when we needed some additional warmth

Even so, i did get rather attached to my snow boots and was loathe to take them off, even in the hotel room :)

We both had a fantastic time, it was just a shame it was just a long weekend as we would have both loved to have stayed for longer. However, my back held up and was non the worse for the trip and we have many more travels planned for this year to destinations including Amsterdam, St Petersburg, Istanbul, Luxembourg and Iceland so i guess we can't complain and there will be plenty of opportunities for challenges along the way.

Big Pussy Tiny Clitty Birthday Poppet

2012-01-16T20:04:00.000Z

Today marked the passing of another year - yep it's my birthday. In recognition of this fact Owner today set me an ammended series of exercise challenges to complete as part of my ongoing (and so far successful) recovery from my earlier back problems. Today, each time i did my regular back stretches etc whilst working from home Owner stated that i was to fuck myself and beat my clitty. To begin with i was to start with one finger only and then increase the number of digits during the day before moving onto some toys so that i was nice and wet and stretched when She got home from work. Well, needless to say i'd reached 5 fingers around lunchtime and so switched over to different sized dildos for my exercises in the afternoon before inserting the inflatable butt plug and pumping it up before just before Owner returned from work.

During the day Owner had texted me to say what i whore i was and how She wanted to watch me fuck myself for Her pleasure on Her return. Eager to satisfy Her requests i replied that i would fuck the big red dildo we have to show just what a big, stretched pussy i had. Thus, no sooner had Owner got back than i was on all fours replacing the inflatable butt plug with the big red dildo and easing it inside my pussy. A few years ago i struggled to accomodate even a small dildo in my pussy yet now it's been so well used by Owner the big red one slides in without too much effort. After watching me fuck myself for a bit Owner took control and fucked me Herself with the big red one

After a few minutes Owner declared Herself satisfied with my demonstration of how slutty i am and that it was now time to do a little photoshoot. i was exceedngly lucky in that Owner had bought me lots of chocolate including a delicious white chocolate lolly which made an ideal edible prop for some photos to show off my new denim skirt, one of my new bras and new leg warmers and snow boots (the latter bought in preparation for a very brief trip to Finland we hope to go on later this week)

The final [photo is of the wonderful bracelet that Owner had made for me for my birthday present. i absolutely love it as it is not only super pretty but i love the words Owner had engraved upon it - perfect

At one point during the shoot my clitty 'fell out' of its spiked metal khalli's teeth chastity device prompting Owner to remark that my clitty seems to keep getting smaller and smaller. i can only agree with Owner, it was never much to write home about to start with but i think as it (my clitty) shrinks so my pussy seems to expand and stretch further as i develop, slowly but surely, into Owners little girly whore.

All in ll it has been a wonderful and very memorable birthday. However, as ever what has been best about it has been sharing it with my wonderful Owner

Happy New Year

2011-12-31T17:35:00.000Z

Owner and i wish you all a very happy New Year and may 2012 fulfill all your kinky and naughty desires.

Slowly Recovering Under Owners Expert Care

2011-12-30T15:16:00.000Z

i am delighted to report (i hope not too prematurely) that, thanks to a combination of regular exercises each day and Owners prescribed phylthio activities, my back seems to be very slowly recovering. Yesterday, Owner added another dimension to my regular back stretching exercises (in addition to having my titties clamped whilst completing them and then spanking my clitty upon completion). She instructed that i am now to wear my spiked chastity device everyday and to play with my clitty after each exercise session so that it gets hard and the metal spikes dig in to my flesh - i now have to do this each time i exercise in addition to having my titties clamped and spanking my clitty. Owner also performed another pussy inspection yesterday - this time tightly binding my nipple piercings together and then exploring my pussy with Her fingers before inserting and inflating the inflatable butt plug and switching it onto vibate mode. Whilst my stretched pussy throbbed and pulsed as the plug purred away inside and my nipples were pulled tight Owner used the opportunity to pleasure Herself with a vibrator. Once satiated She switched off and deflated the butt plug - leaving me desperately horny, frustrated and aroused.

Today, as part of Her evolving phylthio treatment regime Owner instructed that i was to attach and wear tassled nipple clamps for the duration of my daily walk and that i was to play with my clamped titties in the park. Each day i have been trying to walk a little further as my back slowly gets better and today managed to walk just under 2 whole miles (wow!) for the first time since the start of December. Not only this but Owner also seemed pleased with how i completed my challenge in the park en route as well - you can see me performing the challenge in the video below as i once again demonstrate how much i enjoy playing with my titties like a slut

Owner's Healing....er Hand

2011-12-26T20:02:00.003Z

As previously posted about Owner has been prescribing Her own phylthio techniques for me to employ (to compliment my back stretching exercises) to aid my recovery from my recent back problems - involving having me wear nipple clamps for the duration of my exercises and then energetically spank my own clitty afterwards. However, Owner has also expressed concern lest my enforced recent lay-up should have had other negative side effects, specifically that my 'pussy' may have somehow lost its natural slutty 'elasticity', thereby compromising my ability to act and behave as Her whore. Accordingly, today Owner advised me that She would be performing a pussy inspection to check that all was functioning properly, assuming of course i could find a comfortable position to get into to enable Her to undertake said inspection. Unsurprisingly, i quickly discovered that being on all fours with legs spread was actually rather comfortable!

Now you sometimes hear the expression 'the laying on of hands' to describe an activity undertaken immediately prior to an apparently miraculous recovery from some debilitating condition - normally in the context of some sort of religious/cult setting. Well, Owner appears to have discovered Her own power to heal via Her unique 'inserting hand into pussy' technique :). With me kneeling on the bed on all fours twisting and pulling my nipples She rapidly established that She could still swiftly progress from having first one digit all the way through to all five digits fully inserted into my 'pussy' without any apparent adverse affect (quite the opposite in fact). Accordingly, She was able to swiftly establish beyond all shadow of a doubt that my pussy did not appear to have suffered any adverse affects from my recent bad back episode and that i was still as much of a whore as i had been before. My back even felt a little easier after the examination too!

i can only say that my experience this afternoon appears to be conclusive proof, albeit one worthy of further testing of the hypothesis (just to make sure), that patients suffering from back problems are likely to benefit greatly from a gentle fisting :)

i hope everyone is having as enjoyable a festive period as we are and i leave you all with one of Owner and my all-time favourite festive songs....give it up for the wonderful Wet Spots;

Seasons Greetings/Feliz Navidad from London

2011-12-25T13:09:00.000Z

Seasons greetings everyone and i hope that Santa had bulging sacks when he came?! Today Owner and i were able to make it out of the house for a little Christmas walk around the neighbourhod and to our local park and shops (which, this being London, are all open on Christmas day) and back. This walk was, for me at least, something of a landmark occasion for a number of reasons, namely;

as you will know i have somewhat buggered my back and today was the first time i'v been able to walk further than 100yards in almost a week. The combination of drugs, physio and Owners specially devised phylthio exercises - which currently consist of wearing my nipple clamps whilst doing my back strengthening/stretching exercises and then vigorously spanking my clitty when finished - seem to be working - yey!
i have never before done a photo shoot in our local park - which is literally at the end of our street - or walked around our block and popped into the local corner shop wearing a dress rather than trousers, even if i was wearing my big padded new winter jacket ontop. All my previous skirt/dress wearing in public has been away from home or confined to our back garden. Owner said She is very proud of Her slutty sissy and i am delighted.

Anyway, without further delay here are some photos Owner took of Her slut posing in our park;

my new padded coat and Santa hat

surprise!

with fast moving dog passing by

as always i love to flash my titties

We both decided this Xmas to just get each other little Christmas presents as we have quite a number of holidays and weekends away planned for 2012 (assuming my back continues to improve) - of which more later. Owners Xmas gift to me was a wonderful and very appropriate necklace which you can see in the photo below;

wearing my new 'whore' necklace from Owner

Walk and photoshoot completed it was back to our flat where Owner had prepared a delicious Asturian Fabada de Navidad (none of your boring Turkey for us). As you can see from the shot of me about to tuck in below it was delicious (incidentally i always eat out of a dog bowl at home);

Xmas dinner in my dog bowl

And finally, another gratuitous shot of my titties as i do so adore showing them off like a true slut! Felices fiestas!

gratuitous titty shot

Pretty (ill) in pink

2011-12-18T09:13:00.000Z

[The following entry has been typed by Owner as dictated by poppet, for reasons that will become obvious]

As mentioned in my last entry, the problems with my back have continued and reached something of a crisis point early this week. On Tuesday, after bidding Owner farewell to work, I hobbled out to the garden, wearing my fluffy pink dressing gown and pink panties, to feed the birds. As I was placing the bird food my back went completely and managed in agony to drag myself back to our ground floor flat and to our bedroom, where I collapsed on the bed and laid there unable to move and in terrible pain. I was desperate to know what to do as I was truly stuck until eventually texted Owner (luckily I had my phone in my dressing gown pocket) to say I had a problem.

Owner phoned straight back, at which point I blubbed like a baby and explained I couldn't move and was in excruciating pain. This was at 8:00am. My wonderful Owner dropped everything, jumped in a taxi and went back home. She phoned the doctor to get one to come by but was advised there wasn't one available until at least 11:30. Then tried the ambulance service, who, in effect, said ... as he's not dying we cannot come. NHS Direct were no more use either.

The hours ticked by, still no doctor came despite repeated calls by Owner. Meanwhile all I could do was lie there and growl.

Eventually at 3:00pm my wonderful Owner was able to persuade the ambulance that I was in agony and the doctor wasn't coming. They sent round two people. Their professionalism was wonderful for the sight that greeted them must have been fairly hilarious. I was lying face down, immobile, in my pink fluffy dressing gown, pink panties and (I'm quite proud of this fact) matching pink toe nails.

After liberal use of Entonox, the crew were eventually able to get me on my feet so I could hobble out of the house into their waiting ambulance. It is amazing to what extent shear desperation could cast aside any embarrassment or shame I might have felt about staggering across our street, in full view of our neighbours, in my fluffy pink finery, to collapse face down again on the trolley in the ambulance.

PS. I should say at this point said that Entonox (laughing gas) is amazing stuff.

Upon arrival in A&E, my bright pink attire probably combined with my face down posture led to degrees of confusion amongst the staff. A kindly nurse passing by, said ... "Don't worry sweetie, we'll sort you out". Furthermore I was checked in as "Miss" rather than "Mister".

Plaudit goes to the medical staff that examined me for passing no comment (at least not within earshot) as to why it was I had on a pink fluffy dressing gown, pink panties and matching bright pink toe nails. My only consolation being, that a few days back, Owner had suggested it would be a good idea that I removed my chastity device.

I'm now back at home, with Owner looking after me, spending much of my time flat on my back. Owner has been a star through out, and the two good things that come out of this are:

a) my inability to travel means that me and Owner will be spending Xmas together, when we usually spend it apart with our respective families

b) having exposed my panties to the world, I suspect I will be even less shameless when fully recovered

Merry Xmas one and all.

Time For Your Phylthio

2011-12-07T16:39:00.001Z

It has now been almost 2 weeks since i did my back in and have, as a result, been forced to rest-up at home whilst Owner looks after me. It is incredibly frustrating and has put paid to a number of plans that we had for some (s)exploits and challenges in London and Lille. However, i have now been referred to a physio by my Doctor and this, in turn, provided Owner with a wonderful idea and suggestion.

i am extremely lucky in that Owner has a wonderifully creative side to Her character. Upon learning of my referral She immediately came up with Her own wicked idea ... namely that in addition to my going to physiotherapy sessions as prescribed by my doctor, i would also have to attend Owners own phylthio sessions. In these latter sessions i will have to perform or undertake any number of filthy, degrading or humiliating tasks that She deems to be required to help speed-up my recovery. i have not yet had my first phylthio appointment with Owner but i am eagerly lookin forward to it, just the prospect of it makes me feel better!

Changing the subject completely Owner and i have both ordered some pretty snow boots for a trip to Helsinki we have planned for early next year.

The boots are, i think, lovely and can be ordered from this shop on Amazon i can't wait to parade around Helsinki in the snow (i hope!) wearing them

Flat On My Back - But Not Thinking Of England

2011-12-03T15:54:00.001Z

Unfortunately, the plans Owner and i had to go to to Notting Hill and complete a 'Notting Hill the movie...the deleted scenes' photoshoot and public challenge, followed this weekend by a trip to Lille did not come to pass as i have spent all of the time recumbant, having developed a bad case of sciatica. It has been incredibly frustrating to be able to do nothing except lie there, flat on my back, unable to sit down or walk properly whilst Owner looks after me. She has done a wonderful job preparing delicious meals, bringing me reading materials and generally keeping me amused and entertained during this enforced lay-up.

Owner also bought me a wonderful new dresing gown and matching pyjamas from La Senza, pefect for me to shuffle around the house in. i think they are super pretty and Owner took some photos of me today posing in my new sleepwear;

Thank you Owner for looking after me

Garden Whore Training

2011-11-24T18:25:00.001Z

Owner is keen to ensure that i continue to develop as Her whore and that i undergo regular 'training' as She looks for me to become the obedient and consumate whore She desires. As part of this training Owner likes me to go into our garden under Her supervision and act and behave like a wanton slut so that me behaving like this whenever requested becomes quite natural and i gradually overcome what remaining inhibitions i still have. The pictures below were taken during this evenings training in our garden.

i think that Owners technique is proving successful as i am certainly much 'bolder' than i once was, which i think the recent Suffolk experience attests to -incidentally i followed Mistress 160s suggestion and the stronger video Owner shot whilst we were there has now been donated to Fetlife.

This coming weekend could be an interesting test to see quite how bold a whore i have become as we need to go to Portobello Road market and Owner has mentioned doing another photoshoot challenge :)

A Suffolk Harvest Whore Festival

2011-11-21T19:44:00.001Z

Owner and i have just got back from a wonderful short break in Suffolk in the East of England. It really is a beautiful county with some stunning Medieval villages and we had great fun wandering around them and exploring the coast by car (you can see some scenic images from the trip at the end of this entry). However, what made it an especially enjoyable trip was opportunity it presented to complete some challenges for Owner.

Owner provided the following is the list of challenges that She instructed me to undertake whilst we were on our break as part of a Suffolk Harvest Whore Festival:

drive car with skirt/no panties and showing bra
play with myself like a dirty whore in the back seat of the car
stop car and pull panties down or skirt up
pose for a harvest whore photoshoot outdoors in a nice location
suck cock (the dildo)

Owner was very pleased with the outcome but you can judge for yourself how you think i got on - i've only included the softer video Owner shot whilst we were away - we're curently looking into options for how to securely share stronger content - any thoughts and suggestions would be welcome:

The above video was taken of me driving whilst attempting to 'reveal' my bra and generally show-off what little i was wearing - it also illustrates the perils of what happens when i am let out of chastity! Owner also shot some stronger videos but as stated earlier we want to find a more secure means of sharing these.

We both really enjoyed these whore training challenges and are looking forward to completing some more in the not too distant future - we have a weekend away to Lille in Northern France coming up soon so that could present opportunities?

i said at the outset how beautiful Suffolk is too and so will leave you with a few more 'traditional' shots taken on our trip - we both hope to be back one day soon

Parklife - part 2

2011-11-06T16:31:00.000Z

If you went down to St. James's park today you'd maybe have had a surprise.

Yes today saw Owner and i off into town to do some shopping and also have me complete my latest St Jame's Park challenge. i must confess that had you said to me a few years ago that one day i'd be stood in the centre of my favourite London park wearing just a jacket, over knee just socks, and a pair of panties and cami/vest with bra i wouln't have believed it possible. How little i knew and how much fun it was!

As, hopefully, you can tell from my face in the last picture we had a lot of fun. Owner was in hysterics at the start watching as i tried to slip discretely out of my jeans in the park and managing to flash my bits to all and sundry in the process!

Challenge over it was off for some a warming drink and a very large pastry. i hope your weekends have been as much fun as mine :)

Parklife - Part 1

2011-11-05T17:57:00.000Z

Autumn is most definitely our favourite time of year and today Owner and i headed down to one of our wonderful local parks for a bit of a stroll and to 'take the air'. The colours on the leaves were wonderful and Owner took a couple of photos of me;

i just adore my furry hooded coat!

Owner also shot this little video in the park of me flashing my bra

This evening there is to be some whore training in the back garden again which i am eagerly looking forward too, this time it is to be cock/dildo sucking and face fucking practice which will be great. Then tomorrow i have a central London park challenge which i will, of course, post about when completed.

Long Overdue Update on NYC etc

2011-11-02T18:43:00.001Z

With an apology that it is coming rather late but this is just a quick summary of Owners and my recent trip to New York and our forthcoming plans. Having mentioned that we were planning to do some public challenges in New York and thinking about some fun places to do them in the truth is that we both got so side-tracked sightseeing etc that, with only a short time available to us, we never actually got to do any challenges!

Don't take that the wrong way, we both had a wonderful time and packed in a whole heap of activities - including a helicopter tour around Manhatten, brunch cruise up the Hudson, going up the Empire State and the Rockefeller Centre, seeing members of one of our favourite bands in a show in Brooklyn, walking all around lower and mid-Manhatten (including walking past Woody Allen and his wife on 5th Avenue - how cool!) - it's just that we didn't actually do anything risque or kinky whilst we were there, except going to the sex museum which was pretty passe. We did, however, take some photos which i hope you like (afraid just tourist snaps):

We stayed at a great place called the Chelsea Pines Inn which we'd both thoroughly recommend as it's not just a wonderful place to stay but is also in a fantastic location.

When we returned we were both feeling a little jet lagged and then i went down with something for a few days which meant that our planned trip to the Torture Garden Halloween Mass was cancelled and our outfits left un-worn. Hopefully we can make use of them another time. However, on a brighter note we have a short visit to the Suffolk coast coming up. We're staying in a cottage and we're hiring a car. This latter point in particular has prompted all sorts of challenge-related ideas, including;

me having to drive the car wearing just a blouse and short skirt with no panties
me having to pull-over in a lay-by and get out of the car and play with my pussy and titties by the side of the road
being made to fuck myself with a dildo on the backseat of the car in a car park whilst Owner records the scene

i'm sure Owner will come up with some more ideas and needless to say i am thrilled and excited at the prospect and have, slightly cheekily asked whether it might be possible to complete some additional 'practice' challenges before we go! Owner seems receptive to this idea as She has already had me out in the garden fucking myself under Her instruction once this week and keeps telling me how much She loves it when i act like the whore i am for Her. As for me, i confess to loving nothing more than to behaving like a wanton slut at any opportunity and 'enjoy' being challenged to do so in public as well as in private

The Big A Countdown

2011-10-15T12:47:00.000+01:00

Yesterday i returned from a brief 4 day business trip to Singapore, it was actually a much more interesting place than i had imagined it might be and the architecture in the centre of the city is stunning.

However, it was wonderful to be back with Owner again after days apart and to start planning our trip to New York. We leave in a few days time and are both really excited at the prospect of time in the Big Apple. There is also lots of scope for some challenges and general fun and games.

Slut fuck (with a view)

2011-10-08T19:33:00.000+01:00

This week was Owner and my 6th year anniversary. As we do every year when we're in the country we re-visited the 'scene of the crime' from all those years ago - Owner seized the initiative and turned our just being friends into something more with a full on snog in the station - and checked into the Charing Cross hotel in London. We have now stayed here quite a few times but this has got to have been one of our best visits yet.

The omens for the stay weren't good, both being tired with work etc so we decided to avoid trying to do anything in particular in the evening and just relax and enjoy each others company. We wandered out for some food but spent the rest of the evening watching TV and chatting before heading off to the land of nod. However, when we awoke we did so fully refreshed and with both of us feeling horny and, in my case, rather slutty too!

What followed next was a whole heap of slutty fun which included me being fucked by Owner as i leant against our 4th floor window (face flat against the glass) with the curtains wide open and gazing down onto the Strand and Trafalgar square and the sights and sounds of London waking up as Owner fucked me from behind. Nobody actually looked up and saw me pressed up naked against the window but the thrill of knowing that at any minute they might and they could was truly wonderful.

Later Owner tied me up to the bed

She used the opportunity to test out some of Her new impact toys, a round paddle and a tawse, on my exposed clitty and derrier, before then having me fuck myself with my hand for Her amusement whilst She enjoyed the delights of Her new vibrator.

Next Owner took some photos of me wearing my new nipple chain and new metal collar (see earlier post) which is super cool and which we're both delighted with;

It truly was a wonderful stay but sadly was over all too soon. Tomorrow i head off to Singapore on a business trip which means that Owner and i will be apart for a few days but then when i return it is only a couple of more days until we both head across the Atlantic to the city that never sleeps for a short holiday. Both of us can't wait, Owner especially as She has never been to New York before. i am hoping that there will be some opportunities for challenges and escapades to recount on our return.

Owner also bought a wonderful new toy for one of my anniversary presents which, for reasons that will be immediately obvious (grin!) i can't wait to try, yep we are now the proud owners of a cock locker inflatable monster dildo. It truly is enormous as you can see from the product picture on the Lovehoney.com website below;

We have yet to give it a try but just the thought of it makes me weak-kneed and incredibly horny...i really cannot wait!

Mudlarking and make-up

2011-09-18T18:22:00.000+01:00

Today Owner and i went for a walk along the Thames from Wapping to Canary Wharf. We'd set off to do the same walk yesterday but had gone no further than half a mile when we were caught in a sudden deluge that left us soaked and heading back home. No such problems today though and, as it was low tide, we even had a chance to head down to the 'beach'. Not one to miss an opportunity Owner also made sure that some publc challenges were completed too with todays challenge being to flash my bra and titties in public...which you can see in the following sequence of photos;

flashing my bra and then playing with my breasts on the 'beach' of the Thames at Wapping, then off amongst the skyscrapers of Canary Wharf for some more, this time in Canada Square;

before heading to the end of the Isle of Dogs with a view of the O2 arena in the background, but this time with clamped nipples as well:

Walk completed we stopped and had a drink in a cafe before heading home for another make-up photo shoot;

it has been a great day and there is still some garden whore training to come!

The Good (and happy) Slut

2011-09-12T21:18:00.000+01:00

This evening after completing my chores i was sat next to Owner in front of my laptop surfing my new favourite retail website www.etsy.com (if there is a better store for pretty and craft types goods i have yet to find it) when Owner came over and began to fondle my breasts. i immediately responded by lifting up my top to afford Her complete access to my nipples and parted my legs. As it's a Monday i have not been wearing knickers at all today (part of my Monday routine) and, at Owners request, have been wearing the khalli's teeth chastity device under my skirt. As Owner began to pull and twist hard on my nipples my clitty stiffened in response.

'What a horny slut you are' Owner said and let go of my nipples to see what my response would be. i immediately grasped a nipple between each thumb and forefinger and began to pull and twist and caress, revelling in the warm sensation. 'A VERY horny slut' Owner stated and wandered out of the kitchen. She returned a few seconds later carrying Her cane, walked over to the seat i was sat in and began to tap the tip of the cane on the head of my clit. i wiggled my bottom forwards in response and spread my legs wider as Owner worked the tip of the cane harder across my clit and round the side and down between my legs. She then lent forward and unclipped the nipple clamps from my collar and attached them to my nipples and placed the lead connecting each clover clamp in my mouth, pulling them both taut before returning to caning my clit.

By now my clit was getting a good caning and my nipples were being stretched tight by the clamps. Owner had me stand up and lean over the chair, tucking my skirt up around my waist, and continuing to cane between the legs. This time as She did so She leant forward and whispered into my ear ' now is slut going to show what a whore she is and play with her clitty in the garden?' i replied that i was eager to and that i would also play with my pussy if She wanted to. Owner seemed pleased by my suggestion and so led me out of the kitchen and into the garden. There with the nipple clamps still securely attached to my pert breasts i commenced spanking my engorged clit with one hand whilst moistening the fingers of the other in my mouth and sliding them into my pussy. Owner watched on as i spanked and slapped my clit with one hand and fucked my pussy with the other. 'What a slut you are' said Owner 'a good slut....OK enough, back inside' and with that it was over. i love to behave and act like a slut for Owner and i love that She loves it too.

Make-Up and Other Pretty Things

2011-09-11T15:28:00.000+01:00

Last week Owner gave me permission to buy a book on make-up for Her and i to experiment with this weekend. The book we settled on, Makeup: The ultimate guide by Rae Morris, really is excellent. The writing is humorous and informative, the photography stunning and the tips and suggested styles really amazing. Accordingly, Owner announced that She would be using me as Her model to test out one of the designs this weekend, of which more later.

Yesterday we spent a lovely time out shopping together for makeup and other essential provisions in town. i have noticed that in the past few years my interest in makeup has shotup, as too has my interest in shoes! i now quite happily wander around the aisles in stores testing out different brands of makeup on the back of my hand, taking time to select the products i want and not caring a damn what the other shoppers around me may be thinking. A few years ago this would have mortified me, how i have changed :)

After dinner i spent some time in the evening researching hair removal systems for potential future purchase. My conclusion was that the Boots smooth skin plus system looked to be the best. We've not made any decision as to whether or not to go ahead and purchase yet and Owner has made it quite clear that i am not to use it on my face (She likes me with stubble sometimes) but it would be great to not have to shave the rest of my body again. We shall have to see.

Whilst i was researching hair removal systems i had also mentioned to Owner how i would love to permanently wear a pretty connecting chain between my two nipple piercings (i do like to be adorned!) so She spent hours researching options. There is definitely a gap in the market as there is very little choice. In the end Owner located a jewellery craft shop who can make chains to your own design and specifications and dropped them an email outlining what we were looking for. i'm very excited at the prospect of a new chain to wear.

Today, Owner tested out one of the new makeup designs from the book on me. What do you think?

We also bought tickets today for Torture Gardens Halloween night event in Brixton called 'The Mask of the Red Death'. Though it has been going for years and is now a global club brand neither of us have been to a TG event before. We're both really excited and are already planning our outfits - i'll be going as a satanic slut! So all in all we've been having a great weekend.

Hot and wet

2011-09-07T18:45:00.000+01:00

i have been like a cat on heat all day today. i was working from home and constantly horny, texting Owner repeatedly to advise Her that my pussy was craving Her cock, She advised that i might need some ice treatment to cool my pussy down.

With 2 hours to go before Owner was due to return home i texted Her again and sought permission to insert a plug in my pussy. My request was granted and so i pulled down my panties, lubed and inserted the inflatable butt plug, partially inflated it and then settled down to dial into my teleconference (i did say i was working from home!) Two teleconferences and a few more emails etc later Owner found me kneeling on the hallway floor with my skirt round my waist and my pussy plug inflated when She walked into the flat. Owner attached the nipple clamps to my pussy and had me spank and slap my chastised clit whilst She played with the base of my plug. Owner then had me get up and walk through to the kitchen and bend over the kitchen table whilst She put on a latex glove and fished the tray of ice cubes out of the freezer.

Within minutes Owner was circling my nipples and my chastised 'dangly bits' with ice and then popping the cube into my molten pussy - where it rapidly melted! She repeated this exercise a number of times and then lent forward and whispered into my ear 'now be a good whore and go into the garden and play with your nipples and pussy with the ice cubes. i want to see what a tru slut you can be'.

Instructions received and with my blouse pulled down round my waist and my knickers around my knees i hobbled across the kitchen and out onto our patio clutching the cube of ice. Under Owners watchful gaze, and in view of any neighbour who may at that moment have chosen to stare into our garden, i began to first circle my nipples with the ice cube and then my pussy before popping the rapidly melting cube into my pussy and slipping my fingers inside of me too for good measure whilst i moaned eagerly. After a few minutes decreed that i She was more than satified that i had demonstrated what a slut i am and told me to follow Her back into the kitchen.

Back indoors Owner again had me bend over the kitchen table and this time inserted three of Her gloved fingers inside me. 'Would my slut like another finger inside Her?' She asked at which point i eagerly replied that i would 'then beg for it' She replied. It didn't take long for me to start vocalising how much i longed to have more digits inside me and by the tim She had finished with me Owner was pumping my pussy with all 5 fingers and my recently marginally cooled down pussy was back in its molten state again.

Another minute more though and Owner called a halt to proceedings and instructed me to tidy up and get on with preparing dinner.As i sit typing this i can still feel the odd wet (and now warm) jucy trickle running down into my panties - how i love behaving like a slut for Owner!

New Outdoor Collar

2011-09-06T20:08:00.000+01:00

Regular followers of this blog will most likely already know that i have and wear two different types of collar. One, the thick leather one with wrists cuffs attached, is for wearing at all times home. The other, thin leather collar with a small D-ring attached is for outdoor wear (except at work). However, to mark our forthcoming anniversary Owner has decided that my outdoor collar should be upgraded to a new model, specifically one that can be kept locked in place (the leather one just fastened with a buckle) and which is metal.

After much research Owner came-up with a shortlist of potential collars and then we discussed which ones on Her shortlist we liked the most. After a good deal of umming and aaaghing we've settled on a locking steel collar from a company called Wyred Slave. Here is a copy of the image for the design from their company website:

We're both really excited at the prospect of this new collar. It is my intention to wear it at all times (including to work) which will, i am sure, be a challenge to start with but in the end no more so than wearing my dog tag and mini-bell necklaces and make-up have been - all of which are worn daily. And anyway, i do love a challenge!

i shall post some pictures of me wearing the new collar when it arrives.

End of the Summertime Blues

2011-09-04T11:02:00.001+01:00

This summer ought to have been a good one for both Owner and i and in many ways it has been. We had a great holiday in the Czech Republic (see previous posts) and also had a wonderful short trip to Asturias in Northern Spain to visit Owners family and also do some day trips, a couple of pictures from which can be found below:

We've also booked a trip to New York in October which we're both excited about (lots of fun locations for challenges) - including our first ever helicopter flight, and have ensured that we will be away from London during next years Olympic Games (we'll be in Iceland).

However, despite all of this both of us have also been feeling a little flat. We've both had various illnesses (nothing serious - just sapping) and also did a spot of DIY (which always leave us in a bad mood - essentially because neither of us is very good at it!). During this time my own behaviour has not been upto the standard Owner deserves.

These periods tend to happen about once a year despite our best attempts to avoid them. However, as the Autumn approaches hopefully things will be back on track again quickly. We certainly have had a more 'normal' weekend this weekend than the past few. On Friday we went to see the new Pedro Almodovar film at the Barbican 'The Skin I Live In' which was excellent. What made this the start of a more 'normal' weeked though was that i had packed some toys to bring along with us and so we both enjoyed some public nipple torture whilst waiting in the lobby before the film (there's nothing quite like having ones nipples pulled, groped and clamped in public!).

Yesterday afternoon found the two of us in bed with me on all fours with the inflatable butt plug stretching my pussy wide as Owner ground Herself against me whilst having fun with Her vibrator - and then granting me permission to orgasm after She had satiated Herself. In the evning we went down to our local pub (me in my normal collar and make-up) to gossip about the other drinkers.

Yes, the weekend has definitely been more enjoyably 'normal' to date than have some of the others over the past few months (not that they've not been good just not as we like to spend them) so maybe we're getting our mojo back.

Of Heels and Haircuts

2011-07-25T21:45:00.000+01:00

Yesterday Owner and i headed down towards the Thames to watch an old movie classic Gilda with Rita Hayworth that was showing at the British Film Institute. Owner also decided that it would be a fun opportunity for me to complete one of my outstanding public challenges, namely wearing my new heeled trainers in public, by walking in them across Waterloo Bridge. We found a spot near on the terrace behind Somerset House for me to change into my wedge heels:

and then we were off with Owner following behind as i walked across Waterloo Bridge to the other side. There is a little video that Owner took but unfortunately the file won't upload.

Meanwhile, today i had a much needed haircut after work. Owner likes what the hairdresser has achieved and took some photos of my newly done hair in the kitchen this evening;

Coffee Table Pet

2011-07-10T20:23:00.000+01:00

This afternoon Owner instructed me to perform my much postponed indoor coffee table challenge, namely to be tied to our coffee table with my nipples clamped and my pussy filled with the inflatable butt plug.

Owner threatened to open the blinds so that passers by could see, but this time She chose not to. Instead, after leaving me tied up like that for twenty minutes She returned sporting Her strapon. After having me fellate Her cock and suckle on Her wonderful breasts She removed the plug, thrust into me with Her 'cock', switched on the vibe and rode me to Her orgasm.

Happiness is.....

2011-07-10T16:24:00.000+01:00

Sharing a blueberry cheesecake with my Owner in a cafe in Crouch End after a lovely Sunday walk;

It was delicious!

Clothed Owner Naked Pet

2011-07-04T19:47:00.000+01:00

Owner advised that tonight She wished me to just wear a pair of heels and my butt plug whilst preparing dinner and then for the remainder of the evening. It has been a warm day in London and so the opportunity to strip off completely when i got home from work was actually a very pleasant one - i think i may be enjoyig this more than i am supposed to!

Day of Challenges

2011-07-03T18:33:00.000+01:00

A few weeks ago Owner devised a series of challenges that She wanted me to undertake in one day. Holidays, guests staying and temporary ilnesses have conspired to delay the completion of these challenges but finally an opportunity presented itself yesterday to set aside time for some outdoor fun.

The day began with me being tied to the bed for 30minutes wearing just my Kahli's teeth device, heavy metal butt plug in my pussy and with my nipples clamped. Owner used the opportunity of my being tied-up and vulnerable to deliver some firm spanks to my exposed 'bits' whilst pulling hard on my clamped nipples - it was all deliciously uncomfortable!

Bed bondage over it was time for me to perform a strip-tease in our back garden for Owner to video. You can see the result below;

After lunch we then set off into town. En-route Owner had me play with my nipples on the tube as we headed towards Knightsbridge where Owner decided that it would be fun to have me play with myself in the toilets of Harrods whilst She waited outside for the photographic evidence. i have to admit to being terribly disappointed. The toilets were not at all as i had imagined then - very boring and dull and not at all ostentatious. Oh well. Still, the challenge was completed although holding a camera whilst simultaneously playing with myself proved tricky!

After leaving Harrods we headed back towards St James's Park where i was to complete my next challenge, namely to flash my knickers in the park. This was going to be interesting as the park was busy with tourists but eventually we found a spot. However, no sooner had we arrived than we realised that the group of people sat near us were all on an outdoor photography class and all had cameras with telephoto lenses - which explains the slight look of unease on my face in some of these shots;

Challenges completed we headed off for drink and a meal. It was a great day out.

We're Back

2011-06-21T19:58:00.000+01:00

Owner and i had a fabulous time in the Czech Republic. We actually arrived back over a week ago but courtesy of the incompetence of our internet service provider (BT if you're interested) we had over a week of no broadband connection at all. Oh well, we are now very much back on line.

The holiday was fabulous and it was so great to go somewhere where, Prague aside, English is not that widely spoken forcing recourse to phrasebooks and pointing. It was great. We were staying in an area kown as the Bohemian Paradise famous for its landscape and rich in wildlife and culture. We went on walks almost every day and enjoyed wonderful small towns and villages that were empty of tourists.

Rather than bore you with me rabbiting on though the following are some photos from our trip

The above was taken in Heathrow Terminal 5 whilst waiting for our flight to leave

As you can see i was maybe a bit too relaxed whilst we were away!

Though Owner did find occasion for a caning and outdoor fucking in our garden.

The countryside itself was stunning with lots of weird rock formations that you can walk and scramble through (or if insane - climb)

Together with lots of lovely towns and villages

We really would both recommend it as a great place to go. Now that we're back Owner has reminded me that there are quite a few public challenges that i need to complete this weekend. Meanwhile, we have now just booked our next little holiday..yep in October we are heading to the Big A and some (i hope) Manhattan challenges!

Travels and tribulations

2011-05-27T21:06:00.000+01:00

Well after a week that seemed like it would never end Friday evening has finally arrived and with it the knowledge that tomorrow Owner and i head off to the Czech Republic on our holidays. To be honest i think we'll spend the first 24hours after we arrive doing nothing other than recovering from the past week of work-related stress.

The week also saw my knee mysteriously and very suddenly inflate like a little balloon just below the knee cap. Owner told me to go to the doctors and get it checked out. The diagnosis was wonderfully appropriate....apparently i have something called 'Housemaid's Knee' (i kid you not!) - or to be slightly more technical (and boring) pre-patellar bursitis. Its' rather wonderful common name reflects the fact it was associated with women who had spent most of their working lives cleaning floors on their hands and knees... but somehow i don't think an argument that i have acquired an industrial injury as a result of performing my domestic household duties will wash with Owner! She also doesn't work me hard enough for that to actually be the cause.

Well must dash.....adios amigos

Britney Pet

2011-05-22T13:00:00.000+01:00

A little routine i did today for Owner and with apologies to Miss Spears;

it was fun to do.

Day of Challenges and Fun

2011-05-22T11:27:00.000+01:00

i have now received my instructions for the challenges i am to complete as a result of having picked the team that got relegated from La Liga (see previous post). As you can see i will be quite busy!

Owner has yet to decide when these challenges will need to be completed but it is will be sometime after we return from holiday.

Countdown

2011-05-22T07:10:00.001+01:00

It is now less than one week before Owner and i head off on our holidays in the Czech Republic. We're both counting down the days and hours and though these last few weeks seem to have been dragging awfully the prospect of two weeks together without any work or other such interruptions is now almost upon us.

Talking of interruptions, yesterday was also the last day of the Spanish football season. Up until a week ago, when Her team secured their continued presence in the 1st Division of La Liga for another season, Owner had been getting increasingly stressed and fretful lest Sporting de Gijon were relegated. However, last week they won and so had enough points to avoid relegation (Owner has asked that i point out that Sporting ended up finishing 10th in the league - a very creditable position). The same could not be said for a number of other Spanish league teams though whose fate was decided last night. As Owner could listen to these last games in relative peace, happy in the knowledge that Her team was safe, Shedecided to re-introduce the football challenge game She last used during the World Cup to liven things up a little. In essence, the performance of the teams vying to avoid relegation was to determine whether and what type of indoor and/or outdoor challenges i will have to perform.

i didn't do very well (or did really well depending upon your perspective!). Of the 5 matches being contested i drew 3 of the losing teams and in the other games the match ended in draws so i still 'lost' and had to draw 3 public challenges and 2 indoor/at home challenges out of Owners proverbial hat. Well, either before we go away or when we return from our holidays i will be having to;

Outdoor Challenges

wear my new wedge heeled trainers into town
apply mascara in public when having coffee in a cafe somewhere
play with my nipples on the tube during a trip into town

Indoor Challenges

be tied to our coffee table on all fours wearing my nipple clamps and with the inflatable butt plug in my pussy and remain like that for 20 minutes
be placed onto the anal impaler for 20 minutes

One of the teams i drew from the 'hat', Deportivo la Coruna (Edit: whom Owner has said She'd love to see back) also got relegated and so, as a consequence of this, i will also have to undertake an as yet 'super challenge'. Owner is still deliberating over that one!

New Socks

2011-05-15T21:33:00.000+01:00

i bought these in Spain from Calzedonia during my recent trip with Owner, i love the bow and on this occasion they match my skirt

Shopping and Fucking

2011-05-15T20:07:00.000+01:00

Owner and i have had a great weekend. Yesterday we headed out to West London, well Chelsea to be precise, to gawp at the sloanes and look at pretty and ridiculously expensive items in the shop windows. It is the one part of London where even the clothes in the charity shops are designer....which can be quite a bonus! We did, however, discover a great upmarket greasy spoon cafe which re-fuelled us on our expedition.

It was a fun trip out though and we both bought some new mascara to test to try and create what Owner describes as the 'high-kicking tarantula' look - i actually think that would make a great name for a product. Owner has a distinct advantage over me in this respect in that Her lashes are naturally some of the longest eyelashes i have ever seen on anyone - a fact which means that when combined with any mega lashes type product makes them look completely awesome. My own lashes will, of course, never compete, but it is fun to try and test the products out. We also did a lot of browsing for shoes, well to be precise i did a lot of browsing for shoes with Owners consent. i have of late become far more interested in footwear than i ever recall having been in the past. In particular, i have become somewhat obsessed with wedges - specifically trainer wedges. Ok i know these will never win any prizes at a fetish shoe parade and as trainers they are fantastically unpractical - but hey, isn't that the point? i think they look wonderful paired with jeans and would make for some great casual wear around town. However, look as hard as we could we failed to find any non-brand wedge trainers in my size. In the end Owner let me order a cheap pair

from Amazon when we got home which i' can't wait to try out.

Today we did some more window shopping closer to home before returning in time for Owner to administer my regular caning. This time, in addition to having me play with my pussy in between strokes Owner ended up finishing the caning and instructing me to kneel on all fours on the floor in front of Her and fuck my pussy with a dildo whilst sucking on Her breasts as She pleasured Herself to orgasm with Her vibrator. It was a wonderful way to end what has been a great weekend.

After The Guests - The Return To Normality

2011-05-10T20:28:00.000+01:00

Owner and i have once again got the flat to ourselves and are settled back into our normal routines/life. We have had a hectic month with visits to Spain to see Owners family and then having family members come to stay with us. It has been a really nice month with plenty of opportunity to catch-up on gossip and do some sightseeing with our guests....but oh is it also nice to have the flat back just to ourselves and to be able to dress and behave 'normally' again. Selfish i know but i really missed being able to dress in my pretties and act like a tart!

The first thing i did when we got back home having waived off our visitors was put on some make-up and a skirt, oh how i had come to miss these. Just before Easter i had begun to get a little bolder in that i had started to wear make-up to work. Nothing too dramatic, just a little foundation, eye liner, mascara and lipstick. i was really self-conscious the first time (though i have worn make-up to work before it was so light as to be basically invisible - not quite so this time). However, nobody pointed and shouted out 'hey look...he's wearing make-up' so i guess it went well! However, at the end of the day i frankly don't care if my colleagues do realise i'm wearing make-up - it doesn't suddenly make me unable to do my job, whereas, i'm not yet quite ready to wear make-up in front of family. As a result, i have gone without these past few weeks. Boy it's nice to be able to once again spend some time playing happily with products. Owner and i also shop for make-up together and happily pop into places to try out/take a look at their new ranges - something that now seems totally normal and natural to me. Again, having guests meant that i was having to consciously change my behaviour back to what i recalled to be the perceived 'male norm' - all very strange. i guess my femming has come along quite a long way over the years.

Owner and i had also missed the opportunity of exploiting my slut/exhibitionist tendencies over the past month. Save for one early morning when Owner attached the vacuum dildo to our bedroom window and had me fellate it (with the curtains open) whilst She pulled and twisted my nipples, our play has been limited. However, today i was working from home and Owner used the opportunity of our having the flat to ourselves to text me and state that when She arrived home She expected to find me on all fours on the bed with my pussy plugged with the inflatable plug, the khalli's teeth chastity device on instead of the CB3000 and my nipples clamped. This made me hornier than ever and so when Owner walked back into the flat and found me positioned as instructed i was craving to be fucked hard by Her. Owner put on Her huge lightweight strapon and had me first fellate it before removing my plug and ploughing deep inside me. It was heavenly to feel Owner inside me again and afterwards as i lay cuddled in Her embrace we both agreed that we missed me behaving and being treated as Her whore.

But now we are back to being normal again and behaving and acting as we like to do. It also means that we can begin to plan some more escapades and challenges. We've also just booked ourselves a two week holiday to the Czech Republic - a little cottage near the mountains but also an overnight stay in Prague. Neither of us can wait and are both getting excited at the prospects of 2 weeks spent in each others company without any of those annoying distractions, like work, getting in the way.

Still Here

2011-05-08T07:56:00.000+01:00

Sorry for the lack of posts, Owner and i have been visiting family and then have had family members staying with us for an extended period. However, normal service will resume soon!

Fun In The Sun - Day 2

2011-04-10T16:54:00.000+01:00

It is another gorgeous day in London. This morning after breakfast, and having been well fucked by Owner, we headed off to one of the nearby parks and landmarks in this part of North London - namely Alexandra Palace. We both had banana milkshakes and then wandered around to the front of the Palace to admire the views over London. The Palace is the site of the first TV broadcast in London and the building looks impressive with the old transmitter perched on top:

The view across London from this point is stunning on a clear day, which today largely was. You can clearly see Canary Wharf and some of the new skscrapers in the background:

We descended down the hill to find a spot to have lunch and also to test out some of the purchases we'd made on route. One of these was some lip plumping lipstick which i'm wearing in the picture below as well as the new top i was allowed to purchase yesterday:

Of course, being the tart i am i couldn't resist flashing my bra at the same time!

Lunch over we then headed off to a local farmers market to buy some provisions and then headed into Crouch End and caught the bus home. Once again it was a lovely day, just a shame we both have to go back to work tomorrow.

Parklife ... Public Whore

2011-04-09T20:59:00.000+01:00

The weather in London is unseasonably warm at the moment, even hitting the giddy heights of 23 degrees centigrade - that's a good 10 degrees above normal for this time of year. This has meant that it has been perfect weather for Owner and i to head down to Hyde Park for a bit of relaxation and sluttishness on my part.

First we chose our spot amongst some the dappled shade of some trees, as you can see from the photo below the trees are only just coming into leaf:

Having chosen our spot we ate lunch and then lay back soaking up some spring rays:

i'm a what Owner describes as a complete lizzard when it comes to sunshine and soon i was basking happily:

Owner had allowed me to buy this cool new t-shirt the previous weekend in Camden which i was wearing today, i think it is going to become one of my favourite summer tops:

However, no sooner had i settled than Owner decided that it was time She brought out the slut in me. First, She went for my breasts:

and being the slut i am i of course responded by lifting up my top to reveal my bra:

then She unbuttoned my jeans to reveal my clit:

as Owners fingers explored i began, with Her encouragement, to fondle my breasts. Next Owner pulled down the back of my jeans:

and then encouraged me (not that i needed much mind you!) to play with my pussy. And so that, dear readers, is how i found myself fingering my pussy like a whore with one hand whilst playing with my titties with the other in Hyde Park this afternoon.

Eventualy though it was time to move on, first to Kensington Gardens:

Then onto Covent Garden for some retail therapy before heading into Soho for drinks and food:

It was a truly wonderful day and i greatly enjoyed the opportunity to be made to act like a whore in public. The good news is that the forecast for tomorrow is fine too....*giggle*

The Happy Housewife/Whore - Day 2 of 2

2011-04-05T20:18:00.000+01:00

Today was the second of my two days leave from work. As with yesterday my day began by making Owners breakfast and packed lunch before waving Her off to work. i then set about a list of tasks i wanted to complete for Her return. First off i stripped and cleaned the bedding then showered and put on my make-up and got dressed.

All fresh and clean it was time to ensure the same could be said of the flat. i hoovered throughout and mopped the floors and then finished off some of the painting in the bathroom. Next up it was time for one of my favourite activities - baking. There were still some leftover raspberries from when i baked Owner's birthday cake so i opted to use them up by making cup-cakes. Once these were finished i moved on to making some stock and researching some new recipes for future use.

Cooking completed i ventured out into the garden to do some general weeding and then prepared myself for Owners return from work. i slipped out of the jeans and t-shirt i'd been wearing all day and put on a pair of hold-ups, side-tie knickers, the green cincher i'd worn yesterday, black lace top and my 'killer' heels - killer that is in the one day i'll kill myself trying to walk in them variety!

i then texted Owner and sought Her permission to wear my inflatable pussy plug for when She returned. Owner graciously assented and so with about 40 minutes to go before Her anticipated return i put the plug in position, inflated it almost but not quite fully and then tottered and potttered about until i figured She must be about 10 minutes away. i headed down the hall and assumed my position kneeling in front of the door.

When Owner entered the flat She was presented with Her housewife/whore kneeling in front of Her kissing Her shoes with my derrier wiggling in the air with the plug inflated deep inside my pussy. Owner took the bulb that inflates thee device and gave it some additional pumps, inflating it still further. She the pulled down my blouse and pulled and twisted my nipples and had me spank my chastised clits 'dangly bits' before walking me through into the kitchen. There She bent me over the kitchen table, removed the nipple clamps that are permanently 'to hand' hanging from my collar for just such a moment and attached them to my nipples. Next She fished out a heavy wooden spoon from a cupboard drawer and proceeded to beat the base of my plug. She then turned Her attention to my clit and used the spoon to beat me between my legs, spanking my exposed and swollen bits whilst pulling down hard on my clamped nipples. Owner continued in this vein for a short while, pausing only to switch on the vibrate in my plug and then resuming Her assault with Her wooden spoon.

As Owners spoon smacked against exposed and vulnerable flesh i couldn't help but try to part my legs further and arch my hips so that i presented Owner with a better target. i don't know why but the sensation of having the unchastised parts of my clit hit hard and repeatedly whilst my pussy is stuffed full is an uncomfortably wonderful one!

Five minutes later Owner called a halt to proceedings. It was time for me to make Her cup of tea and then prepare dinner.

Owner stated that She loves having me at home as Her housewife and whore, i certainly do. Alas, tomorrow it is back to work again for me.

The Happy Housewife/Whore - A Perfect Day

2011-04-04T21:10:00.000+01:00

i have a couple of days leave that i've accumulated so i have taken today and tomorrow off from work. Owner, however, is sadly still having to go into work and so i am trying to ensure that whilst She is slaving away i am being a good housewife at home and Her whore when She gets back. Today, after preparing Owners breakfast and packed lunch as per normal, i waved Her goodbye and then set about preparing my day. First off i re-painted my toe nails (bright pink with glitter overlay) and then put on some washing whilst i showered and did my make-up.

By 9am i was in the supermarket getting some provisions and then next stop it was the DIY store. i still had on my green nail varnish from the weekend and quite what the builders behind me thought of me as i tapped in my PIN and then staggered out the shop towards the bus stop with my purchases i don't know, but who cares. Back home i set to work about the flat replacing and re-touching a few things in the bathroom and then it was outside into the garden to cut the front hedge and then tidy up the back garden a bit and plant some perennials.

Gardening completed i had a light lunch and then baked some banana muffins and had a lovely chat with Owner when She called. Then it was time to do a spot of tidying-up whilst dancing round the flat to music and put on another coat of paint in the bathroom before preparing for Owner return home. i slipped out of the jeans and t-shirt i'd been wearing and put on my white 'bridal' hold-ups, green velvet waist cincher - tied as tightly as i could (i love the feel of it pulling me into a more femine shape) and then popped my large jewelled plug into my pussy and slipped on a pair of my tallest heels (6inch) and awaited the sound of Owners key in the door.

As She entered the flat She found me kneeling on the floor in the hallway. She leant foward and grabbed and twisted my nipples as i wiggled my upturned derrier. Noticing the plug in-situ She came round behind me and still pulling my nipples hard placed Her thigh firmly against the base of the plug and ground it between my cheeks - causing me to purr with delight. Next She had me stood spread-eagled in the bedroom doorway with my legs spread apart and slapping my chastised clit's 'dangly bits' hard whilst She continued to pull and twist my nipples and i found myself unconciously trying to grind my plugged pussy against Her.

'Tea?' Owner enquired and with that i gathered myself together and tottered down the halway into the kitchen to fix Her drink. After Her drink i prepared us both a chicken, avocado and mozarrella cheese salad and washed-up whilst Owner showered.

Suitably refreshed it was time for my regular caning and nipple torture. i set-out Owners items in the bedroom and awaited Her arrival. Owner commenced with Her hand, moved onto Her heavy paddle and then picked up Her cane. This time Owner added a new dimension to the caning. Over the course of the 260 strokes Owner both clamped, weighted and tied my nipples tight but also clamped my clits 'dangly bits' with clover clamps and attached weights to them. She took great delight in slapping my chastised, clamped and weighted clit repeatedly and hard whilst pulling my clamped, tied and weighted nipples hard. She then had me fuck my pussy with my fingers whilst She watched and pulled hard on my bound nipples. In the end i was begging Her to stop as the pain in my breasts was intense, and, with some reluctance She eventually consented.

It really was the most wonderful day, both as housewife and as Owners whore. And, the good news is....i'm off work tomorrow as well :o)

Of Birthday, Bras and Mistress 160 and Sol

2011-04-02T17:04:00.000+01:00

Yesterday was my wonderful Owners bithday and so before heading out to work i baked Her a marshmallow, raspberry and cream swiss-roll style birthday which we both tucked into when we got home.

It was deliciously decadent!

Amongst the various cards and gifts that arrived in the post for Owner during the day ready for Her to open when She returned was one parcel that turned out not to be a birthday present at all, but rather an unexpected gift from down under for me. Over the years that i have been maintaining this blog regular readers will have noticed a couple of things about me. First, that i am less shy and more brazen than i was at the outset. Second, that my femming in public has gone from occasional terror (on my part) at the mere prospect of wearing just a touch of eyeshadow to something that feels a totally normal part of my normal out of work (and even partly at work) attire, whether in public or in private. Third, i now have a growing collection of bras which Owner likes to see me in at weekends and twice to work during the week (Wednesdays and Fridays to be precise!).

Now the subject of my bras has cropped up a few times in comments readers have left on this blog. Specifically, questions asking why i don't wear padded bras or falsies - mine are always unpadded and generally non-wired. The answer to that has been quite straightforward. Owner prefers me with what She describes as my nice flat titties and speaking for myself as someone who was born into a family of almost concave-chested women, breasts and specifically a desire for large breasts as part of my femming has never really been that much of an issue or unfulfilled desire on my part.

But, and this now brings me back to the additional parcel that arrived yesterday and also to the two wonderful people mentioned in the title of this blog, namely Mistress 160 and Her partner Sol. Although Owner and i have never actually met either of them both have been a constant and joyful, humorous, educational and inspirational part of our own long journey in a Femdom/Female-led relationship. Way back years ago when Owner and i were first starting out trying and learning how to live such a lifestyle there was a wonderful couple in cyberspace who we soon 'stumbled across' on a Femdom social-network site. Within that site there was a forum for Forced Feminisation which Mistress 160 moderated and in which She ran a series of photo challenges for members. This was at a time when i was still terrified of the girl inside me and so my early fumbling feminisation was very much of the forced kind. As my own confidence and comfort with who i am (a cross-dressing/trans submissive exhibitionist slut) grew the notion of 'forced feminisation' became somewhat redundant....indeed, even to the extent that Owners punishments consisted of depriving me of items of female clothing to wear.

However, by then we had both struck-up an on-line rapport with Mistress 160 and became faithful followers of Her wonderful blog and of Her and Sol's exploits down-under. In one of Her recent entries Mistress 160 posted some pictures of Sol wearing a new bra...to which i commented that it looked fabulous (which indeed it did). It was unlike any of mine in that it was padded.

And this brings me back to yesterady and the parcel that arrived from Australia. Mistress 160 and Sol had purchased and sent me not just a padded bra from the same supplier but also a wonderful pair of pretty, frilly panties too. With Owners permission i eagerly tried the bra on - it fitted perfectly. It was such a strange but wonderful feeling to look down and have breasts! i confess i did a fair bit of mirror gazing of my new boobs. i know that Owner loves my flat titties but it was wonderful to parade around with 'breasts' and Owner happily agreed to take a photoshoot of me today in our garden and in the flat. So, Mistress 160 and Sol this is what i looked like in your wonderful presents:

Now i'm thinking that bra would make a wonderful wearing at work or out in a park in summer underneath a tight-fitting halter-neck top public challenge - but that would be topping from the bottom! (grin). Either way it was a wonderful surprise and gift and thank you both.

But, and most importantly, happy birthday to my wonderful Owner and thank you for making me the happiest person alive.

Training On A Train

2011-03-20T16:31:00.000Z

Straight after work on Friday i met-up with Owner to get the train down to Brighton and spend the weekend at my Mum's. i'd been giving a presentation and running workshops all day so was dressed slightly less casually than normal, though i was wearing my bra, stockings, waspie and panties on underneath my clothes.

The train was packed with commuters heading home and weekenders like us heading down to the coast for the weekend and so it was a while before Owner and i could get a seat. However, when finally we did i began to undertake my latest public challenge - namely playing with my nipples in public. Owner took the following little video of me performing my challenge on my mobile.

To be honest, people were so engrossed in their books and papers that i think i could have safely walked through the carriage naked without anyone noticing! Though maybe i shouldn't say that as it might give Owner ideas.

We had a great weekend away, but it is good to be back and dressed prettliy for Owner once again.

Clit Training

2011-03-16T21:18:00.000Z

Following my moment of shame on Sunday (see previous post) Owner has decided that i need training to control my clit and avoid any repetition of my little 'accident'. Accordingly, this evening Owner commenced Her first session of clit training. This consisted of me being bound face-up on the bed with my wrists tied to the headboard and my legs spread apart and secured behind the knees with ropes attached to the headboard so that my legs were stretched wide open. To finish off the restraint Owner tied my nipple rings tight together and then tethered them off to the D-ring on my collar. i was securely trussed up and exposed....only wearing the metal khalli's teeth chastity device for 'protection'.

Owner commenced the 'training' by abusing my nipples, first with Her hands and then with the tip of the riding crop until they were burning and sore. Suitably warmed up She then proceeded to masturbate my clit, sliding the spiked ring up of the kahlli's teeth and down my shaft and caressing the tip of my clit so that it was soon swollen and engorged. Of course, the more aroused i got the deeper the metal teeth of the device sank into my sensitive flesh. It certainly got my full attention! Clit painfully aroused and with my nipples feeling like they were on fire Owner then deployed Her crop to maximum affect between my legs, striking the tip of my clit and exposed 'dangly bits' repeatedly. In between striking my clit with Her riding crop She leant forward and grabbed and twisted my tightly bound nipple rings. i was of course powerless to move and could only try to process the pain. To up the tempo still further Owner soon had me begging Her to beat my clit faster and harder with Her crop. Whenever it looked like my clit was starting to deflate under Her expert abuse Owner grabbed the khalli's teeth ring hard and masturbated me furiously so that i remained fully hard and thus impaled on its spikes. It was such delicious torment and torture!

Eventually Owner tired of Her crop and sitched to using Her strapon so that i had the wonderful sight and sensation of being bound with my wrists behind my head and legs akimbo as Owner knelt between my thighs and mounted Her whore. With me locked in position She thrust away contentedly, even having time to advise me that during the train journey we are both taking on Friday evening She expects me to further my whore training by playing with my tits and clit in the carriage - irrespective of how many people there may be sitting in the same carriage at the time.

Having given me my instructions for Friday Owner switched on the bullet vibe in Her cock and rode me until She was fully pleasured. It was an intense and wonderful training session!

Oh, and some good news from earlier in the week - i didn't get made redundant.

Shame

2011-03-13T16:39:00.000Z

It had all started so well. This morning Owner advised that She would like me to remove my chastity device temporarily as She would like to practice some bondage in the afternoon. First, however, She wanted to go and visit a nearby farmers market at Alexandra Palace and have a wander about. We both set off but no sooner had we gone about 5 minutes than the rain began. However, undeterred we walked the 45 minutes over to the Palace and had a wander around the stalls at the market, buying some cheeses, sauces and meats.

Shopping completed we headed into Crouch End and had a reviving cup of coffee at one of the cafes;

and then headed back home.

Shortly after we got back Owner sugegsted going to bed (we'd both woken up at 5.45am) and no sooner had our heads hit the pillow than we both fell asleep! On waking Owner began to tease and caress my nipples and exposed clit and then presented Her wonderful breasts for me to suckle on. Owner shifted position so that She was sat astride me and began to pull hard on my nipple rings and twist them. i adore having my nipples abused and was soon begging Her to pull and twist them harder, which She did. Owner had removed Her knickers and lowered Herself down so that the head of my clit was rubbing against Her sex as She twisted and pulled my tits.

Then suddenly, and without warning, disaster. 56 days of being denied and locked up and behaving as a good chaste sub was undone as i realised in mute horror that what had felt like intense arousal had tipped irretrievably into unstoppable orgasm. i tried in vain to prevent the inevitable but could only apologise profusely as i soaked the bed clothes. It was awful, unenjoyable and wrong. Owner was righly annoyed and i dismayed and ashamed.

i was placed straight back into chastity by Owner and have been told that i have to wear the khalli's teeth device all day at work tomorrow. It is no more than i deserve.

Afternoon Photoshoot

2011-03-12T16:25:00.000Z

Owner bought me some wonderful lingerie for my birthday back in January and today She took a little photoshoot of me modelling the knickers and bra She bought for me. The bra is front opening which is very convenient (lol) and i adore the straps at the back of the knickers

As for this last shot, well what can i say!

The Thrill of the Silver Screen

2011-03-11T22:17:00.000Z

Tonight Owner and i went to the British Film Institute to watch the Boggart and Hepburn classic 'African Queen' and for me to complete my little cinematic challenge. First, however, Owner took some pictures of me in my wonderful new jacket down by the Thames

that hood really is fantastic.

In the cinema i performed my challenge as instructed, unclipping my bra (i'd worn a front opening one in preparation) and then unzipping my top and unbuttoning my blouse and pulling and playing with my nipples during the fiim. Owner helped out by leaning across and pulling and twisting one of my nipple rings. Owner also gave me permission to play wth my clitty through my jeans, i was wearing the khalli's teeth device which leaves the tip accessible to touch, and with my pussy plugged with a large, heavy jewelled metal plug i abused my nipples and rubbed my clit surrounded by fellow cinema goers. It's a great film but i suspect i enjoyed it more than most in the audience!

Stay at home Wednesday

2011-03-09T21:39:00.001Z

Over the past few months i have started to regularly work from home on a Wednesday. This has a number of advantages. For example, it means that i get to greet Owner as She comes in from work dressed only in my spiked Khalli's teeth chastity device and collar and cuffs and begging to be allowed to play with my clitty. This is of course done with Owners permission and is part of Her new training regime to improve my begging skills.

Me being at home also means that i can schedule any deliveries to arrive that day and so today i was able to sign for a lovely new top that Owner had purchased online as well as a wonderful new Spring jacket fo myself (bought with Owners consent). i'll hopefully post a picture of me wearing it 'out and about' this weekend but this is an image grabbed from the website so you can see the style;

The one i got is in khaki and it is soo lovely! i particulalry like the hood. It was ordered from Asos which is proving to be a great on-line retailer.

Anyway, back to Wednesdays. A further advantage of working from home is that it gives Owner and i some time for some caning etc before it gets too late and i have to start preparing dinner. Today was no exception and i was roundly caned by Owner before being hard fucked by Her with Her strapon whilst my nipples were clamped and my chastised clitty was adorned with pegs. Owner likes to position Herself so that She is resting back on Her haunches with my hips and pussy just above Her hips so that She can thrust up into me with Her strapon whilst simultaneously reaching round and pulling at my breasts or fondling my clit. i confess i too like bouncing, or should i say being bounced! around in this position.

As Owner was fucking me She informed me that i have to undertake a new public challenge this Friday. We are both going to the cinema and Owner stated that She expects me to unbutton my blouse and caress my nipples whilst we are watching the film and ask Her for permission to be allowed play with my clit and pussy. It promises to be an 'interesting' night out.

Next wednesday may not be as fun though as it's likely to be the day i find out whether i and/or some of my colleagues at work get made redundant...ho hum.

International Women's Day - 8th March

2011-03-07T21:01:00.000Z

Tomorrow is International Women's Day. i know from the stats i get from this blog that it is read by people in countries where women are still denied the vote. In an even greater number of countries women are still treated as second class citizens. Even in the UK there remains significant gender inequality. This is discriminatory and needs to end. The situation faced by women around the world and the thought that Owner can, and doubtless still does, face discrimination or could, but for an accident of birth, be treated as a second class citizen purely by virtue of Her gender is deeply troubling. i would, therefore urge that we all, but men who read this in particular, take a moment to see what we could do to make the world a fairer place for all.

As it is, Owner and i will be 'marking' International Women's Day in the traditional manner with a sound caning administered to yours truly when i get home from work before i prepare Her evening meal.

Guests, Politics and Ramblings

2011-02-26T10:01:00.000Z

The past couple of weeks have witnessed remarkable change, protest and state violence across swathes of North Africa and the Middle East which has had me totally transfixed. The temptation to log-on to find out what the latest drama is rather than do some much needed housework has all too often been too great and, as a consequence, i have not been as good a pet at times as i could be. Owner has been remarkably tolerant of this, knowing that i am quite a political pet. However, i know that it is not good and something i need to try and moderate and control to ensure it does not have too great an impact upon my own duties and service.

We have also had a succession of family guests staying the past couple of weekends which has meant hiding lots of toys etc away and limited opportunities for me to dress-up whilst they are here, though if they could see what i am wearing underneath my 'regular' clothes they might be surprised! That said, however, Owner and i have had the week days to ourselves and Owner has been continuing Her regular caning and nipple torture training and the other day combined these wonderfully after work before fucking Her slut hard. Owner now likes to have me prepare myself for Her by getting me to fuck my own pussy with my fingers and hand whilst She watches. She greatly enjoys watching me show Her what a complete whore i am before using and treating me as one Herself. She also recently had me perform another public challenge, this time getting me to walk around our local pub with my nipples clamped and rubbing my titties through my blouse as i walked around the bar area. It was delightfully humiliating! i now find that i have reached the point where i will happily undertake such challenges without worrying anymore about others reaction to what i am doing so i guess i must be learning how to obey without hesitation.

It has also now been well over a month that i've been kept in denial and gone without orgasm, again this is somthing of a new record and one that i am pleased about. Owner regularly swaps between chatity devices keeping me in the spiked metal device at weekends or during canings and delighting in having me masturbate my clitty until it is painfully hard, with the metal spikes digging deep into vulnerable flesh, and then swapping back to the CB3000 at night and on weekdays.

Owner now also regularly buys me or gives me make-up to try or test. i never imagined in my wildest dreams that i would find such a wonderful partner and Owner as Her who delights in having Her partner femmed and pretty. i feel and am so lucky! How long ago it seems now when i took my first horrified and humiliating trip outside wearing a touch of make-up or wearing a feminine top. Apart from at work (and even then 80% of the clothing i wear is feminine or androgynous) or when seeing family i am never out of make-up and dressed-up whether at home or out and about. It now feels the most natural and normal thing in the world and i love it. And Owner has truly discovered and released the inner slut/whore inside me. In short, life is wonderful...but i need to get better at avoiding distractions!

New Look

2011-02-12T21:02:00.000Z

Regular followers of this blog may have noticed that i have been changing my hair style. Gone is the super short cut and of late i have been actively trying to grow my hair longer so that i might look a little more femme. However, as anyone who has attempted to grow their hair will attest, hair does not grow in a nice and uniform manner and of late mine has been looking a little ragged. This is largely due to the fact that it has not been cut since November so yesterday was the day i headed back to a salon to get it cut again. Essentially, and having first discussed and agreed with Owner, i am aiming for an emo-style cut but i need to let the top of my hair catch-up (length-wise) with the sides. Lately the back of my hair has got quite long but the top is still pretty short, it was time for a tidy-up and for the hair dresser to exercise some control if i am ever to achieve the new look i am after (and quite a novel experience that will be as i have not had long hair since my early twenties).

Anyway, to cut a long story short i'm pleased with the results and so, more importantly, is Owner. The sides have been shortened and tidied-up with the top left long so that now it will hopefully grow longer overall but in a uniform manner. We shall have to see if it works but meanwhile, Owner took the following photo of me today sporting my new look;

Owner then turned Her attention to administering my regular caning, albeit this time She had Her camera to hand and so was able to take a few photos during the session;

The session finished off with Owner instructing Her slut to fellate a dildo whilst simultaneously fucking my own pussy with another dildo. This in turn led to Owner announcing another rule that i am to add to my daily routine, namely asking to be able to fellate the dildo, which is kept permanently secured to the end of our bed, every night before coming to bed.

Politics and Make-Up

2011-02-05T14:20:00.000Z

i have, as Owner will attest, become somewhat over-obsessed by the dramatic events in Egypt over the past week, spending way too much time transfixed by the coverage of the uprising in Egypt against Mubarak on Al Jazeera TV. The heroism of the people, and of the journalists from media outlets trying to cover the events, in the face of orchestrated violence and intimidation is truly inspiring. As i write this it would seem events are at something of an impasse with the regime squirming and twisting and trying to cling onto power....i wish the Egyptian people well in their struggle.

Unfortunately, my interest in revolutionary events in the Middle East and North Africa has led me to become somewhat distracted (combined with continued uncertainty over my job). However, today Owner sought to wrest me back and cheer me up with a little make-up session. This time i was to be Owners muse as She experimented with some new eyeshadow on me. i think She did a great job;

Health Check - Owner Style

2011-01-21T19:18:00.000Z

This morning when i woke up i felt lousy. After Owner went out to work i curled up back into bed having cancelled my scheduled journey to Birmingham for a work meeting. By mid-day i was starting to feel a little perkier though i was still in bed. The slight perkiness was soon replaced by a creeping horniness...a sure sign i was getting better! i texted Owner accordingly to advise Her that i seemed to be feeling better. When She returned from work She instructed me to prepare myself in the bedroom for a caning. 260 strokes later, some intense nipple torture, including nipple caning, and a five fingered pussy inspection She declared me to be fully medically fit again. If only all health check-ups were this much fun!

Of Challenges, Decadence and Debauchery...My Birthday Weekend

2011-01-16T19:35:00.000Z

The weekend marked my transition from the grand old age of 40 to 41 and was, of course, marked in suitable style by Owner and i. So how did i end up in the following little predicament?

It all began yesterday morning with me left kneeling in the lounge at home whilst Owner set about secretly busying Herself. i'd been told to pack some items in a trolley case for a secret location photo shoot challenge and then wait, kneeling in our lounge acting like a whore whilst Owner checked through what i had packed. At this stage i had absolutely no idea what the secret location photoshoot might involve and so knelt and waited for Owner to reveal more;

Owner returned from whatever She had been doing (revealed later) and together we set off for Waterloo station where i had been instructed to perform a little public hair veil challenge, which i successfully completed.

Challenge accomplished Owner added further mystery when She produced train tickets for Farnham (about an hour out of London) and together we set off on the mystery trip;

On arrival at Farnham the mystery deepened as we set off on foot from the railway station (me pulling the little luggage trolley along) towards a residential part of the edge of town. i had absolutely no idea where we were going. Next i knew we were knocking on the door of a very discrete looking large house that went by the name of the Hotel De Vie. It turns out that behind this anonymous looking facade lies a very discrete and wonderful boutique hotel that specialises in couples, especially those looking for a little 'extra' in their hotel rooms. Owner checked us both in and we were shown to the Scarlet Suite by the very charming and friendly co-owner Jason. It turned out that this was the secret photoshoot location, Owner had booked us in for an overnight stay.

The room was fabulous with the biggest four poster bed i've ever seen, a massive sunken bath, lovely furniture, clean and with a selection of DVDs and other items to peruse (more about later). Now it was time for Owner to commence the photoshoot of Her pet/whore. As you can see from the following couple of images it wasn't long before i began to get sluttier and sluttier;

i mentioned earlier that there were a few other items of interest in the room :o) Well one of them was a swing! An excellent adult swing which we'd love to have at home. It didn't take long before we moved onto that;

Owner Herself was looking stunning as usual in the new lingerie i had got her as part of Her Christmas present,

a sight that was doing nothing to 'ease' the discomfort that i was beginning to increasingly feel as the metal teeth of the Khali's bracelet chastity made itself felt!

Owner then decided a certain additional level of discomfort was needed, first in the form of bondage and second in the form of some nipple and clit torture

Those plastic grips ceratinly do make their presence felt!

After the pain, and some pleasure for Owner, it was time to take a very decadent bath in the enormous bath in the room....ahh the joy of bubbles!

The evening was rounded off by a lovely meal served in our room and then, when i awoke this morning, i did so surrounded by presents!

It was a wonderful birthday and one i will always remember. Thank you Owner for organising such a wonderful birthday surprise and thanks too to Jason and Jolene at the Hotel De Vie for making our stay such an enjoyable one. We would certainly recommend it to anyone else looking for a night or two away of discrete decadence and fun.

A weekend of decadent indulgence was topped off tonight when Owner made some delicious home-made burgers for my birthday meal

Quote Unquote

2011-01-13T21:09:00.000Z

For as long as Owner and i have been developing our Femdom relationship we have always had a little routine every weekday morning which consists of me texting Owner after She has left the house for work, and before i head off myself, to tell Her what underwear i will be wearing that day. This text often leads to a brief exchange of messages about the day ahead or the events of the night before. The following is a transcript of this mornings correspondence which, as you can see, rather amused Owner;

me: 'slutty pet mega loves her Owner and can't wait to see Her. So looking forward to it being the weekend! Wearing my purple panties today xxx'

Owner: 'Love petty & what a total whore he was ystrday! Can't wait to the wknd &...the tickle machine x'

me: 'Thank u i am an utter whore who loves her Owner using and treating her like the complete and utter whore i am xxx'

Owner: 'How philosophical! He he. x'

me:'Ha, ha, ha xxx'

Owner:'Should add that to the quotes of the day. x'

me:'Will do xxx'

Well, this blog isn't quite the right forum for posting quotes for the day but as a snapshot into our lives it seems an appropriate forum to share it on. Oh, and Owner is of course right....i was a complete an utter whore last night! :o)

Well And Truly Pegged

2011-01-09T21:06:00.000Z

This evening Owner decided to be rather creative with pegs;

i ended up with a rather interesting pattern on my pussy afterwards

looks almost like a zip

Hair

2011-01-08T17:46:00.000Z

After many years of having my hair cut short Owner has been encouraging me to grow it longer. Ultimately She wants me to get an emo-style androgynous cut and, although it has quite a way to go until it gets there, it is already at the point where Owner can begin to accessorise it. The other day Owner had me in little tiny pigtails and She has recently been encouraging me to buy pretty hair grips. i imagine that the day is not too far off when Owner instructs me to wear my hair with pretty grips in or in little pigtails when we go out, but for now i have only been accessorized this way at home.The photo below shows off my latest hair accessory, a very pretty grip/veil which i bought on our recent shopping trip;

Another Year of Femdom Fun

2011-01-07T18:32:00.000Z

Well Christmas is over and the New Year has begun and Owner and i are both looking forward to another 12 months of submission, fun, silliness and sluttiness (on my part). We both spent Christmas apart with me down in Devon with my family and Owner in Spain with Hers. Devon was picture postcard beautiful with snow on the ground just like in the Christmas cards. The photo below was taken on Christmas day;

After that it was back to London and then flight out to Spain to be re-united wth Owner and Her family. We then both headed into the mountains for a couple of days in a cabin with some friends of our for New Years eve with food, alcohol and wonderful scenery aplenty.

After which we both headed back to London.

Over Christmas i received some wonderfully pretty clothes from members of my family, well that's not strictly true! i haven't ever revealed my passion for dressing en femme to my family and so, unless they read this blog...in which case they might be in for a bit of a surprise (though i did once email them all the WRONG Christmas list a few years ago, but that's another story).....they are oblivious to that side of me. However, they did give me quite a few clothes vouchers from shops i had carefully recommeneded on account of their having good male AND female departments. So it was that, on our first full day back in London after the New Year, Owner and i went clothes shopping with my vouchers and Owner allowed me to buy lots of pretty clothes - so thank you family.

This week we both returned to the reality of work but Owner has begun planning 'something' for my birthday which i am terribly excited about. Meanwhile, i'm trying to start the New Year as i ended the last, keeping upto date with my tasks and duties and continuing the further training Owner instructed. My cooking and baking continues to progress apace (i made a traditional Roscon de Reyes for Owner);

and i did get to practice quite a bit of Spanish over the New Year which i need to keep up. My daily nipple torture has been coming along well and Owner is enjoying the new cane that was one of my gifts for Her for Christmas. So, so far so good. i just need to keep it up and keep on learning and trying to improve and look forward to another 12 months under Owners expert guidance and supervision.

Happy New Year to you all

Seasons Greetings

2010-12-23T18:41:00.000Z

Well tomorrow Owner and i make our respective journeys to see our families, Her to Spain me to SW England. Both of us hate this time of year as it always mean we have to spend time apart (with the exception of last year where flight cancellations caused us to unexpectedly spend Xmas in London). i'll be flying out to join Owner for New Year and we'll be spending New Years Eve with some friends in a cottage in the mountains of the Picos de Europa which we're both really looking forward to. i just wish that there wasn't a period of separation for us over the Xmas period itself...oh well that's the joy of families in different parts of Europe for you.

This year has been a truly excellent one. We both feel that we have continued to grow, develop, deepen and strengthen our Femdom relationship and Owner has continued to gradually extended Her control over me. What is more, it has been and continues to be great fun. In Owner i have the best friend, soul-mate, lover, partner and Domme that anyone could ever wish for. It is also the first year when i can truly say i have not regressed in my behaviour at some point. In previous years there has always tended to be a period (generally Autumn/Winter time) when i have become affected by what Owner describes as my sad syndrome. That is to say that i have let my submissive behaviour and desire slip. This year has been very different and we both feel that we have ended 2010 on a new emotional and relationship high.

i am concious that this blog can often read as being all about me, in that it is written from my perspective (though Owner does check and approve every post before they go live). i would just like to take his opportunity to publicly express my love and devotion though to my wonderful Owner, She has made me the happy and contented sub/slut that i am today and without Her life would be empty. Thank you Owner.

Finally, to all who read this little blog of mine can i take this oppotunity to wish you all a very Merry Xmas and a wonderful New Year and i hope that all your desires and dreams are fulfilled in 2011.

Seasons Greetings from us both

Christmas Decorations

2010-12-19T19:37:00.000Z

This evening Owner tested out Her new cane and, as is now Her regular custom, combined the caning with nipple torture. All in all She delivered 220 strokes and had my nipples well and truly trussed up and weighted as you cn see below. Me thinks they might be a tad sensitive in the morning...mmmmm!

One of the many advantages of having pierced nipples is that there are endless possibilities for the creatively minded, and Owner certainly is that!

Christmas Stuffing

2010-12-19T16:47:00.000Z

This afternoon Owner road-tested Her new mega-lightweight 10inch strap-on on Her hungry whore's (aka me) pussy. It is incredibly lightweight and thus does not suffer from the weight issue of some other similar sized dildos which can make them too heavy to handle for strapon wear. It is also slightly spongy in texture meaning that it is very comfortable and i found i was able to fairly comfortably accomodate it inside my pussy. i would, however, recommend wearing with a condom and, as always, use lots of lube! Here's a couple of pictures taken of Owner modelling the strapon

It also comes with its own lightweight harness. Our only suggested improvement on what is an excellent toy would be that it doesn't have a bullet vibrator in its base. However, it looks like it will be easy to make a small hole in the base in which to insert a bullet vibe. You can get these strapons from Bondara and if you've got a craving for big cocks like me but your partner finds the large dildo's too heavy for practical strapon play then we would definitely recommend this.

Sleigh Bells Ring.....

2010-12-19T12:18:00.000Z

Seasons greetings from a snowy London to all my readers, hope you have a great one. The final shot shows off the pretty suspender belt and stockings that Owner also got for me as one of our (not in front of the family) presents;

By the way, Owner discovered a fun new way for Her to have fun with the Khalli's teeth chastity device this morning, namely rubbing her clit against mine until i was painfully aroused with the tip of my clit inside Her as She ground out an orgasm. The device seems to be working well so far alhough i did wake-up a few times during the night with somewhat uncomfortbale nocturnal stirrings which caused the teeth to bite hard. However, that after all is the point (pardon the pun) and i hope i will start to get used to it!

Snow and Santa

2010-12-18T17:38:00.003Z

Owner and i exchanged those presents that are not to be opened in front of friends and family today. i received some wonderful items of underwear including a lovely green velvet waist cincher from Burleska, lace top, some pretty leather gloves, a pretty top, purple suspender belt with matching stockings and.........a new and interestingly spiked metal chastity device called Khali's teeth. The following photo shows me modelling my new waspie and lace top;

and here's my wonderful new chastity device;

It looks inocuous enough but that metal circular band around my little clit (with the padlock resting on top) is lined with rows of little metal teeth. Any arousal on my part and i will soon know about it! Owner is very excited with Her new purchase as it leaves my clit accessible for Her to tease and torment in a way that isn't possible with my plastic CB3000. We shall have to see how we get on as our last chastity device purchase was less successful than we had hoped. However, this one certainly looks promising, i'll report back over the coming days and weeks how we get on.

Meanwhile, today has seen lots of heavy snow in London and the following are a couple of wintery scenes shot in our garden and local park

The snow looks set to stay, in fact more is forecast, and so Owner has advised that tomorrow i will be undertaking some outdoor snow challenges. i can't wait!

Clean Plates, Dirty Slut

2010-12-07T18:49:00.000Z

Yesterday after dinner i did the washing-up as usual. There is a little routine that i have to follow each time i wash the dishes which is to affix a suction-cup dildo to the kitchen cabinet above the sink and fellate that whilst at the same time lifting up the back of my skirt and dropping my panties. It is a well-established routine and one that is now completely second nature - so much so that i have to remind myself not to do it when we have guests staying!

Anyway, as yesterday was a Monday and Owner now insists i do not wear panties on a Monday i had none to take down and so was just stood there, hands wrist deep in suds with my mouth fellating the dildo and my skirt hitched when i sensed Owner come up behind me. The next thing i knew She had lubed my pussy and slipped Her fingers inside me. As i sought to concentrate on cleaning the dishes Owner gradually thrust Her fingers deep inside me and then reached around, pulled down my top and began to caress my breasts. The mouth full of dildo meant i couldn't speak, just murmur but my hips gave me away as i ground down on Owners wrist like a slut. Owner then turned Her attention to my chastised clit and began to beat my testicles with a wooden spoon as i leant forward to afford Her better access and delighted in each blow, making my pussy wetter still.

No sooner had i finished cleaning the last of the dishes than Owner led me across the kitchen and had me sit down in the chair. She stood behind me and continued to caress and pull and twist my nipples and then told me to spread my legs apart and place my feet up on the table and finger my pussy.

So there i was, legs splayed apart playing with my pussy and moaning loudly whilst Owner pulled and twisted my nipples. i was in slut heaven and it showed. If only washing the dishes were always this much fun!

Yesterday was also a day off work for me so i tried to use my free time to good affect by cleaning the doors and windows to the flat (despite the fact it was -2C outside), adding some more recipes to my growing recipe database and finally studying some Spanish. The latter is something i really do need to improve my game on but am determined to try my best for Owner.

Murdering Bing...He's Dreaming That It's All Over

2010-12-05T20:25:00.000Z

This evening i gave a little Christmas performance for Owner, a little early perhaps but what the hell. Owner has stated that this is one of the funniest ones i have done to date (which wasn't intended). i'll leave you to make up your own minds but, as you can see just from the start when i got somewhat confused as to when the song itself was due to start, it could only go downhill from there...and boy did it. Good fun though but for any fans of Bing out there it's probably best not to watch!

Just a shame all the snow in London had melted before i got to do this.

New Blouse

2010-12-05T17:12:00.000Z

Updating my burgeoning recipe database (collar and cuffs removed at Owners request for the photograph)

The New Order

2010-12-05T08:42:00.000Z

It is now coming to the end of the first week of my new routine following the receipt of Owners new instructions (see previous post). So far things seem to be going reasonably well. i've restricted my weekday internet access to a maximum of one hour in the evening and have instead been trying to use my time more constructively by baking,cooking and cleaning. Each weekday morning i have also had my nipples clamped in the japanese clover clamps for a period of about half an hour which has left them deliciously sensitive during the day (i also think they're also slightly bigger than they were at the start of the week as well).

Yesterday, Owner administered a more intensive (220 strokes) caning and combined it with some intense nipple torture involving a combination of pulling andtwisting, the application of clamps, pegs, weights and also the chopstick nipple clamps which left a marked indentation in my nipples for the remainder of the evening. Owner also caned my clit hard and masturbated me to the point of orgasm before returning to caning my clit. This She repeated a number of times before graciously allowing me to orgasm, then pushing my face down into my mess to lick up afterwards.

Today i need to make a start on developing my recipe database, start studying Spanish and perform a little show for Owner. i am certainly pleased with my new regime and am greatly enjoying serving Owner and submitting further to Her. Ours has been a gradual development of our 24/7 Femdom relationship but we are still continuing to strenghten and deepen it. It is proving to be a wonderful journey and i am indebted to Owner for helping me to learn and develop along the way.

New Duties and Behaviours List

2010-11-28T19:10:00.000Z

As promised Owner has presented me with Her list of additional and updated duties and behaviours for me to follow. Some of the things Owner has cited are a response to my own failings, such as my having not studied my Spanish fot a long time and consequently getting very rusty. Others are new and some are ones we have discussed between ourselves, such as having my internet usage restrited to a maximum of an hour a day (the amount of time my laptop holds its charge when unplugged) so that i can concentrate on my domestic duties. i am delighted to have received the list and i hope that it will serve to continue my training by Owner as we further extend our 24/7 relationship. For the curious amongst you the list i received is as follows;

Daily

internet usage restricted to one hour per day on week days (in one chunk or small bits but totalling no more than one hour) - time spent instead doing useful things like researching new recipes, revising Spanish, cleaning, baking or playing with Owner.
attach nipple clamps when Owner goes into shower in morning, Owner will remove later when She leaves for work
mop bathroom after all showers and put bath mat to dry

Weekly

check fridge once a week and clean as necessary, remove any foodstuffs past use by date and add to shopping list what is needed
practice 1 hour of Spanish conversation once a week with Owner or watch Spanish TV series
on Mondays wear no knickers at home or at work
nipple clamp torture once a week
change towels and bathmat once a week

Monthly

prepare at least one performance a month at a time to suit Owner
complete at least one challenge a month which Owner will schedule
make sure wardrobe is tidy and recycle any clothes that don't fit
try at least one new recipe a month

Others

wear feminine vests underneath clothes during winter to keep warm
create a recipe database of Owners favourite recipes
research fetish events and activities that Owner and i can attend
when working from home insert butt plug and remove knickers at least one hour before Owners arrival

It's a great list and though there are some challenges in there i am determined to do Owner proud and thank Her for taking the time to compile the list.

Meanwhile, Owner has found yet more things about the flat with which to stretch my nipples, this time a camera and mobile phone

Tits, breasts and buns

2010-11-28T16:02:00.000Z

Owner and i are spending today at home. Owner has instructed that once every hour i am to ask Her to have my nipples tortured to ensure that they are hard and erect all day long. As the day progresses Owner has been finding more and more ingenious ways to do this using a variety of household items as well as twisting them mercilessly with Her fingers. The images below show just what can be achieved using chopsticks and a salad server;

In between my hourly breast torture i've been keeping busy in the kitchen, firstly making sunday roast;

and secondly baking some scones;

Meanwhile, Owner is sat typing put some new domestic instructions for me to add to my existing duties. i'm really quite excited about receiving these as i am hoping that it is a sign that Owner is pleased with my progress over the past few months and now feels it is time to furthen deepen my submission and stretch me further. Right, i must be off as the hour is nigh for more nipple torture and then cleaning whilst Owner listen to the football.

Spanking Time In South London

2010-11-27T13:29:00.000Z

Last night Owner and i went to Club Pedestal, a Femdom club in freezing cold South London. We'd both already decided that, rather than try and struggle back North of the river after the club we'd take a decadent option and check into a local hotel for the night. However, there was still a 10 minute walk from the hotel to the club and so that is why, if you were walking or drving through the Vauxhall area last night, you might have seen a couple teetring along the pavement in impractical footwear and clothing on an evening when the temperatures fell below zero. Owner wore Her fabulous big sole shoes, see below

Whilst i was wearing my red high heels, leather spanking skirt with the (specially designed for freezing November nights) fully exposed derrier which was only just hidden underneath my little black coat. Yes, we were both done upto the nines wandering around in South London with me getting some most interesting looks as i tottered past groups of people huddled at bus stops wondering if they'd possibly had one too many already or had they really just seen a guy in full make-up, bright red nails, leather skirt with black stockings with red lacing and bright red shoes and a glittery red clutch bag totter past them. Good job they didn't know that if they'd been able to look under my jacket they'd have found my naked backside! At one point i stopped to ask someone for directions prompting Owner to later remark how pleased She was to see my public femming progressing. There are no pictures of me in my garb as photography is banned in the club, however, an interesting sight it must have been.

After successfully negotiating the mean streets of South London and having had a good time in the club people watching we headed back whence we'd come early in the morning. After breakfast Owner made the most of a late checkout time by taking me back to bed and abusing my titties with clamps and then fucking my mouth and then my pussy hard with Her favourite strapon. Owner has trained me well to become a complete slut and whore for Her and i eagerly spread my cheeks apart and thrust myself down hard on Her cock and breathlessly told Her how much i adored being fucked hard by Her. It was a truly wonderful way to start the day.

Owner has also decreed that, since i love having my tits clamped, twisted and abused so much (which is true) tomorrow every hour throughout the day i am to present them to Her for Her to abuse. i have a feeling tomorrow could be a good day too!

Chastity

2010-11-17T20:58:00.000Z

Regular readers of this blog will know that i have been kept in a pretty permanent state of chastity for the past 4 years. i am given releases about once every couple of weeks so this isn''t the state of enforced long-term denial that some subs experience, but nevertheless the norm is a chaste one. Over this time period my chastity has been enforced by the wearing of a CB-3000 device with added 'points of intrigue'. This has been a great device for everyday wear, it's comfortable (well the points aren't but that is the point!), lightweight and doesn't hinder you going about your daily business. All it requires is regular cleaning. Some people have found it's size an issue but as i am pretty small in that department it has never been a problem. However, from Owners perspective it does suffer from one major drawback, namely that if She wishes to torture or torment my clit then there is a whole kerfuffle of having to remove the device before She can do so. Owner would prefer something that allows Her greater spontaneity.

To try and address this we purchased a Birdlocked device (again with extra teeth inside) because rather than being hard plastic it is made of silicone and so appeared to offer lots of potential for Owner to abuse my clit at Her leisure whilst it remained securely locked up. Sadly, our experience with this device wasn't a good one as it led to sores and slight blistering and so we retunrned back to the trusty old CB3000.

Today, however, Owner received an email from one of Her favourite on-line stores, Tickleberry advising of their latest products. Amongst the new devices and implements they have to offer was the following;

The device is called a Kali's Teeth Bracelet and is a medical-grade but lightweight device that secures behind your 'bits' and then traps your clit in a metal-spiked sleeve. The clear advantage offered by this device from Owners perspective is that it leaves my clit relatively free for Her to abuse and torment. From my own perspective it retains the sense of control of having a device securely in place (though i'm not someone who would oherwise be desperately masturbating on a daily basis without being in chastity - i just like the sense of security and control it provides). At the moment Owner has not made any decision as to whether to purchase it or not but She is clearly quite interested in this device and the metal teeth would certainly add a new dimension to any moments of arousal on my part. i guess i shall just have to wait and see whether this is to become my new replacement reminder of my place as Owners chaste submissive or not.

Let Her eat cake (and biscuits, soups, stews etc)

2010-11-16T21:34:00.000Z

The Romans had a saying that an army marches on its stomach and for me ensuring that Owner gets to receive healthy, nutritious food is something that i take great pride in doing. When Owner and i first met it must be said that my culinary repetoire was somewhat limited. However, with Owners active encouragement my confidence in the kitchen grew and became an integral part of our Female-led/Femdom lifestyle. Owner Herself is a wonderful cook but we quickly developed a routine whereby unless i was ill or unavoidably detained at work it should be i that prepares all the meals (and of course tidies and washes up afterwards). This little routine of ours starts from the moment when we wake up. Owner has to leave the house about an hour before i do for work and so i get up with Her, prepare breakfast and then make Her lunch. Then in the evening i prepare ou evening meal when i get back.

Of late i have started to try and ensure that Owner always has an option of home-cooked savoury bread for breakfast and/or to take with Her to work as well as making homemade biscuits on a regular basis for Her too. i have to say that baking and cooking in general has opened a whole new world for me. i used to just cook to eat i.e. to fill a hole. However, now i love to experiment, try different things and have become a little obsessed with baking. There is something wonderfully satisfying about feeding someone, anyone and people the world over do, i am sure, derive joy and satisfaction on a regular basis from cooking for family and friends. However, to me cooking and baking are also a further expression of my love and adoration for Owner. i obviously like to eat what i prepare too but there is nothing like the satisfaction derived from seeing Owner tuck in and enjoy. It's almost like sex (i did say almost!) in that for me the most wonderful part is the giving and not the receiving of pleasure and cooking is the same.

When i first started this blog many moons ago i wrote at the time that my ambition in life was to become a housewife for Owner and spending my evenings or parts of the weekend kneading my dough or stirring a soup is something i adore to do. Sadly i still have to go to work so the housewife ambition remains, for the foreseeable future, an unrealised one. However, there are still plenty of moments in any day when i can 'live my dream' and potter about cleaning or tidying whilst the aroma of freshly baked/prepared food wafts through the flat.

Why am i writing all of the above? i guess because to me being in a relationship that is a Female-led or Femdom one presents so many opportunities to serve and cooking is one wonderful way to do just that.

Owner and pet at large

2010-11-08T21:15:00.000Z

Owner and i have just decided that it is time that we re-visited Club Pedestal, a Femdom club in South London that we went to a few years ago and kept meaning to re-visit but had never quite got round to. The main problem was that the club only hosts about 4 nights a year and these were always on a Thursday (not good for going to work the next day when you're both not teenagers anymore!). However, the next club night is on a Friday and so offers plenty of scope for lying in and recovering the following day. Owner has also decided that, rather than get a taxi back home after the Club closes (and it stays open until 5am) we might as well book into a nearby hotel. That way we do not have too worry about traipsing back all the way across London in our respective finery but rather can totter a few hundred yards on our heels back to the hotel instead.

i really can't wait to go to the Club as last time it was wonderful to be to be out in company with Owner in a venue with other like-minded folk. The venue also has a play area and the prospect of some possible public play is a very exciting one. To round off what will be an excellent end to the month we have also booked to go and see one of our favourite bands, The National playing at the Brixton Academy at the end of November.

Though the weather has taken a decided turn for the worst this week (torrential rain and freezing cold) and the days are getting depressingly long November promises to be a great month after all!

Caned Into Cuming

2010-11-07T21:22:00.000Z

This evening Owner removed my chastity device in order for me to have a supervised shower. However, rather than have it re-attached after i'd showered and shaved She instructed me to keep it off and to come to the bedroom for a caning. Owner commenced with some warm-up strokes with Her flogger and favourite paddle before moving onto the caning proper, using first the thicker and thuddier cane and then the lighter traditional crooked one.

When i had counted off 200 strokes She stopped and then turned Her attention to my nipples, pulling and twisting my nipple rings before caning each nipple in turn. Owner then attached japanese clover clamps to each nipple and carried on caning them whilst instructing me to play with my clit. i noticed She did not say to masturbate and so slapped my testicles instead (which is what i normally do if i am in chastity - which i was not - when Owner instructs me to play with myself this way). After a short while Owner directed her cane down betwen my legs and began to cane the head and shaft of my clit. She then paused and started to masturbate me and then resumed with the clit caning. Owner repeated this over and over, each time masturbating me until i sought permission to cum and then stopping and resuming Her caning. My titties were hot and sore from the clamps and my clit was engorged and swollen from the repeated edging and caning but still Owner continued.

After having been brought to the edge of orgasm for the 8th or 9th time i again begged for permission to cum but this time Owner didn't stop, but continued Her rythmic stroking of my clit and then brought Her cane into play. It was too much, i tried in vain to prevent the impending orgasm but failed and came across the bed covers and the tip of Owners cane as it continued to strike my clit. Owner didn't seem to mind that i had cum stating instead that it had been a useful experiment for Her as She removed the clamps from my nipples and i bent down and licked my cum off the bedding. Owner is certainly becoming very adept with Her canings!

All the Worlds a Stage - for a slut in training

2010-11-05T23:37:00.000Z

This evening after work Owner and i went to go an see the excellent Japanese production Shun-kin by theatre Complicite at the Barbican Centre. The play is the story of a blind Shamisen player and her servant. Set in Japan in the 19th century it centres upon their intense and very sado-masochistic and Femdom relationship. It was fascinating and brillianly staged.

As would seem appropriate for such a production, and as part of my continuing slut/whore training Owner chose to add some additional instructions for me for the evening. The first instruction was that when i met Her after work i was to be wearing my butt plug and have my nipple clmps to hand. We went for dinner whereupon i was instructed to attach the nipple clamps and wear them for the walk to the Barbican Centre, ensuring that by the time we arrived my nipples were pert and sensitive. Owner then selected a slightly raised walkway outside the theatre and instructed me to start playing with my nipples like a slut. As i leant over the wall and pulled and twisted my nipple rings office workers were walking past a mere 10 feet away. Owner caressed my plugged pussy and encouraged me to pull my nipples harder. It was a wonderfully slutty experience to be made to fondle and carress my sore and aroused titties as people walked by!

Satisfied by my behaviour we then headed into the theatre where Owner instructed me to get down onto my knees in the foyer and beg to be allowed to go the the toilet and play with my tits, (chastised) clit and pussy in the toilet and then to return with my knickers hanging from my pocket and for them to remain like that for the duration of the performance. Owner even had me stand up in the theatre as everyone took their seats before the show commenced so that anyone who chose to look towards me too closely would see my knickers hanging from my pocket. Eventually Owner allowed me to sit down and then She lent across and proceeded to twist and pull on my nipples as the audience settled itself. i admit i couldn't resist the urge to unbutton my top further so that Owner could get easier access to my nipples, thereby granting anyone watching the sight of Owner happily pulling and twisting my nipples in a packed theatre. i was in slutty heaven and rested my head on Owners shoulder as Her fingers probed, twisted and pulled.

Owner stated that She is really enjoying extending my slut training into more public places and that i can expect more challenges to come to demonstrate what an obedient and shameless slut i am becoming under Her guidance. i have to confess that i love it to and am slowly learning to become a lot less self-conscious than i used to be. It really is a wonderful feeling to have Owner decide that if She wants to publicly expose and molest me, or have me do it myself for Her amusement, then She can do so at any time or any where we are. i am, after all, Hers to do with as She pleases.

Halloween Weekend Part 3 - Sunday

2010-10-31T21:35:00.000Z

What a wonderful concluding part to our Halloween weekend today has been. In the morning we both set off into town for me to complete my red basque challenge in St James Park. Some of the colours of the leaves on the trees at this time of year are amazing and it was lovely to wander around. i also completed the challenge;

and Owner shot a little video of me wearing my basque in the park too;

My challenge having been completed to Owners satisfaction we walked over to Covent Garden to have some lunch and a nosey around some of the shops before heading back home.

When we got back i prepared our Halloween meal (more about that later) and then got changed to perform my promised little show for Owner. i performed to Marilyn Manson's excellent cover version of Sweet Dream Are Made Of This which is one of my favourite Marilyn covers. Ohh, and i honestly do appear once the intro with the 'mysterious and spooky' pumpkin has finished!

Show over it was time to serve Owner my Halloween dinner. iid baked sodabread and then hollowed-out and baked a pumpkin and used the baked pumpkin as a container for a cheese fondue. Not your typical Halloween meal i grant but it tasted delicious

Meal completed it was tme to wash up and tidy away and then clean and polish Owners boots, and give Her Her regular Sunday pedicure and then update this blog. It has been a fantastic Halloween weekend and i am so grateful to Owner for having devised such a wonderful one.

Halloween Weekend Part 2 - Saturday

2010-10-30T16:43:00.000+01:00

This morning after breakfast i baked some soda bread in preparation for our Halloween meal tomorrow night and then prepared Owners instruments and implements for my morning in Her torture chamber a.k.a our bedroom. Owner locked me into position on the impaler and made sure that its's dildo was fully inserted into my pussy with my legs locked apart and my hands locked behind my back. Then She attached the tower of pain device to my nipples and wratcheted it up tight so that my nipples were being pulled hard by each set of clamps. Securely locked into position She set about spanking and caning my testicles and then attaching little mini metal clothes pegs to them until eventually there were 35 in situ (a combination of metal and wooden ones). i concentrated hard to process the pain and focussed on my breathing as Owner then used Her cane to beat my taught nipples. A moments respite was afforded to me when Owner released my nipples from the tension of the Tower of Pain device only for Her to thread chopsticks through each of my nipple rings and then twist them around, and around unil i gasped in pain. Owner secured them into position and again started to cane my nipples, which by now were swollen and pulsating, before 'distracting' me by re-directing Her cane to my pegged testicles striking them repeatedly and causing me to jump about on the impaler. Owner continued with the torture, alternating between tying my nipples tight with cord and caning them and twisting them hard before switching to the riding crop and occasionally getting my attention by diverting Her blows to my pegged testicles.

By this point i was truly flying as the pain and endorphins fought their battle for control. Owner made me count off each of the strokes She administered which helped me to keep some degree of focus as my mouth dried up and my body shuddered and trembled under Her expert treatment. When i'd counted 140 strokes across my breasts Owner stopped and advised me that my session was over. However, we both knew that the worst bit was to come, the removal of the infernal pegs. Some had been knocked off when Owner caned them but most remained resolutely attached and i fought to contain the pain as each was removed by Owner.

When eventually i 'climbed off' the impaler to snuggle upto Owner my nipples were flushed red, sore and engorged and my testicles were covered in little red bruises were the pegs had left their marks whilst my clit throbbed inside its plastic cage. But i was elated. It had been a wonderful torture session and one that will be sure to leave a reminder (in the form of super sensitive nipples) for a day or so.

In the afternoon i performed a little slutty show for Owner, loosely inspired by Elvira (albeit minus the fabulous breats and big hair!) which was great fun;

But all of the above is the build-up to what for me is the main event, namely undertaking the red corset challenge Owner has set me to complete tomorrow in London's St James's Park. Owner read on the internet that the Park is hosting a whole day of Halloween activities so it looks like i will definitely have an audience when i undertake my little challenge - ho hum!

Halloween Weekend Part 1 - Friday Evening

2010-10-29T20:52:00.000+01:00

First there was the vampire;

feasting upon any prey that came to hand

Next there was the pumpkin carving;

and a kinky pumpkin emerged;

Tomorrow there is the my morning torture followed by my Elvira tribute for Owner and then on Halloween itself i have my halloween challenge in St James Park, another show to perform for Owner and then our Halloween feast. How we love Halloween!

Flexible Working - What HR Doesn't Mention

2010-10-27T20:05:00.000+01:00

My workplace has recently started to encourage more flexible working, including working from home, something that was too good an opportunity to miss. As a result, most Wednesdays i am now to be found sat in front of my laptop working from home during the day rather than in the office. Sadly, Owners employer doesn't offer the same opportunity but it does, at least, mean that i am at home when Owner returns and dressed all prettily to greet Her as She comes in.

Wednesday also happens to be one of my regular caning days and Owner had already advised that i was to expect to be caned when She got back. However, She had a wonderful surprise in store. Just before i was expecting Owner to return She texted to say that She was at the bus stop (meaning She was about 5 minutes away) and to prepare myself for a pussy inspection, as well as a caning, as soon as She walked in. i quickly scurried around the flat assembling Owners collection of canes, paddles and floggers and laying them out on the bed for Her. Then i got out Owners collection of insertables and laid these out together with the lube and gloves. Finally, i inserted the inflatable butt plug in my pussy, attached weights to the nipple clamps and then attached them to my nipples and bent over the bed to await Her arrival.

Owner seemed impressed that i had been able to get everything ready in time for Her arrival and that i was plugged and clamped in readiness. It wasn't long before Her hand had replaced the butt plug inside me and Her fingers were pulling and twisting my clamped nipples. Owner remarked how pleasingly wet and pert i was then removed Her hand picked up Her cane and commenced the first salvo of 20 strokes. i have become used to Owners caning techniques and know that She usually delivers a batch of 20 from one side and then changes position to deliver the next 20 and so forth. However, this time was different.

After administering Her initial 20 strokes Owner had me stand up straight and moisten my fingers and then caress, pull and twist my clamped nipples before instructing me to bend over again in readiness for the next 20 strokes. After these were delivered i was then instructed to pull and twist one nipple hard and slap my chastised testicles with the other before Owner continued with another 20 strikes of the cane. On the 60 mark Owner had me play with my pussy with my fingers, at 80 i was instructed to fuck myself in front of Her with a glass dildo and then gradually after every subsequent batch of 20 strokes fuck myself in front of Her with ever larger dildo's. All the while Owner commented what a truly dirty whore i was and pulled and twisted my nipples as my pussy was gradually stretched wider and wider still by each new toy.

As the 200th and final stroke fell Owner handed me the huge, red 14inch long, and a good many inches wide, dildo and instructed me to fuck myself with it. As i brought its giant red head into position and struggled to manouvere it between my cheeks Owner continued Her commentary on what a dirty slut i was and pulled and twisted my nipples harder still. Slowly i managed to get the head inside me but by now my hands were slippery with lube (not good when you have a very big, very heavy and quite flexible dildo that you are trying to insert - a bit like wrestling with an anoconda) and so i changed position, crouching down so i could put the base of the dildo on the floor and then ease myself down onto it.

This rectified the 'problem' of the slippery dick and i could soon feel it's head pushing deeper inside me. i gradually built up a steady rythm easing myself up and down onto the monster cock, feeling it inch deeper millimeter by millimetre as i began to bounce my hips up and down. All the while Owner stood behind me, Her fingers pulling and twisting my nipples and voicing Her satisfaction at what a good whore i was fucking myself in front of Her and telling Her how much i adored having cock inside me, how i longed to be Her slut, craved having my nipples abused hard and thought of nothing else all day other than of having my pussy stuffed and my nipples tortured. All the while this was going on my little clit throbbed inside its plastic cage and brain was consumed under a tsunami of pleasure, pain and desire. Owner had me right where She wanted me, Her personal fucktoy moaning and groaning and behaving in the most wanton manner, back arched, breasts swollen and pert and thighs trembling.

'STOP' Owner instructed 'that's enough'. My whole body was by now shivering in desire, craving pleasure in any form but play-time was over. i climbed-off the dildo (it really is a big 'un) and knelt down in front of Owner, my head in Her lap as my brain began the slow descent back to planet earth. 'My dirty little whore what a good slut you are' Owner purred 'playing with yourself without shame'. i concurred readily and then got up, collected and cleaned the toys and tidied Owners implements away.

Now, if HR were to know would they still be so keen to offer flexible working? i had spent the last hour of my working day 'training' but not really of the type i suspect you'd find in your average company training programme. Needless to say, i am now a fan of flexible working!

Halloween Challenges and Whore Training

2010-10-24T18:25:00.001+01:00

Whilst i was esconced in the bathroom armed with cleaning cloths and detergent this afternoon Owner was hard at work planning our Halloween weekend. i think you will agree that She has, once again, come up with a wonderfully 'wicked' plan for the weekend;

Looks like i am going to be in for a fun time and will be interesting to see how i get on with the red basque challenge in St James Park!

Later this afternoon, after administering my regular caning, Owner clamped and then weighted my nipples, sending me into slut overdrive (i find any form of nipple torture has the ability to flip me straight into full slut mode). She then caned my breasts and testicles before having me go onto all fours and fucking me from behind. As Owner entered me She stated that next time we go to the pub She is going to get me to clamp my nipples and fellate a dildo in the toilets as part of my continuing whore training. At this point i was delirious with desire with weights swinging from my clamped nipples and Owners cock thrusting in an out of my pussy. i 'confessed' to wanting to be trained to become a total public whore ready and willing to fondle and abuse my tits, play with my pussy and fellate a dildo anywhere in public that Owner desired.

After orgasming hard whilst fucking me Owner instructed that i am to write down a list of potential locations for such public whore training for Her to consider. As Owner Herself said, 'This could be an interesting winter'!

A pint and pink panties please

2010-10-24T07:53:00.000+01:00

Today i busied myself about the flat with my domestic duties until it was time for Owner and i to head off to the pub, get our pumpkins for Halloween and for me to complete the challenges Owner had set for me. i made sure i was properly prepared with my heavy silver butt plug in situ underneath my pink panties with black frills, pink bra and skinny jeans with lacy top, jumper and collar. We decided to head to the pub first and then head onto the shops afterwards to get the pumpkins.

After we walked in and bought some drinks we found a good spot and sat down to engage in our favourite activity, people watching. However, it wasn't long before Owner's hand was straying over towards my breasts and starting to caress and gently pull my nipple rings though the fabric off my top. i swear that if i could acquire the ability to purrr i would have then! Nevertheless, i did my best impression, nestling my head against Owners chest and savouring the sweet sensation of Her teasing and exploring fingers.

After about half an hour Owner deemed it time for me to complete my first challenge of the evening. She instructed me to go to the toilet and remove my bra then pull, twist and caress my nipples in the toilets before returning to where we were sat and depositing my bra on the table in front of Her. This i duly did and then resumed my position next to Her. Once again Owners fingers sought out my breasts and this time they were greeted by two little bullets of pert flesh. Owner twisted and teased them before announcing it was time for my next challenge. This time i was to return to the toilet, remove my panties and pinch my testicles before returning to where She was sat and depositing my knickers onto the table in front of Her.

i did as instructed, slipping off my panties and pinching my testicles and spanked them lightly whilst rubbing my still pert nipples before returning to Owner was sat and placing my panties onto the table in front of Her. This is where the evening became more interesting. i'd selected a pair of bright pink panties with black frills to wear that night and Owner now instructed that i was to place them so they were hanging out of my pocket, and thus clearly visible, and go for a walk around the pub. This i did and then was told to repeat my walk again. On returning Owner decided that She wanted to listen to some music and so instructed me to set off once again, still with the bright pink panties hanging loose, to the jukebox to put on some music for Her. However, the jukebox wasn't working properly and so i returned back to where She was sat to inform Her only to then be told to go to the bar and explain the problem to the bar tender, again still with panties hanging. Eventually, and after what seemed like an age, the problem had been resolved, i'd selected some tunes and had been allowed to sit back down again and at last place my underwear in my handbag.

'What a whore you are showig your underwear to the whole pub' Owner exclaimed. i had to agree. 'Right, now you may go back to the toilet, remove your butt plug and play with your pussy'.

Once again i got up and headed to the bathroom. It felt very naughty to be bent over in the cubicle with my fingers buried deep inside me listening to the conversation of the rest of the 'guys' in the toilet. Me moistening my fingers and stretching my pussy open as they pee'd.

After my pussy was thoroughly wet i pulled my jeans back up again, tucking in my chastised clit inside and returned back to Owner who declared Herself pleased with my behaviour and that She was now planning some more challenges for Halloween...i for one can't wait. Then it was off to the shop to buy our pumpkins and then head home.

Stockings that bind

2010-10-22T20:36:00.000+01:00

Today found me working from home and so i spent the day dressed up prettily in my dress, stockings and bra but minus my panties (on Owners instruction) - good job it was just a teleconference and not a video conference that i had with my colleagues! When Owner texted to say that She was leaving work i inserted my heavy silver butt plug, as i am expected to do every Friday, and awaited Her return home.

It wasn't long after that i found myself on the bed with Owner removing my stockings and pulling and caressing my nipples and my plugged pussy. Owner took one of stockings and threaded it through my nipple rings before tying them tightly together with the fishnets so that each ring felt as though it was about to be ripped out of its nipple....the pain was divine. Owner then pulled and twisted each nipple ring sending waves of intense pain coursing through my chest.

Owner took the second stocking and tied one end to my waspie and pulled the stocking tight between my cheeks, tying it off at at the other end around my chastised clit. The taut material of the stocking between my legs pushed the butt plug in deeper still. Owner had successfully tied me so that any small movement on my part meant either my nipples were pulled painfully by the tension of the stockings tied between my nipple rings or the butt plug was pushed deeper up into my pussy. It was a wonderful predicament!

Owner then positioned Herself behind me so that She could use my trussed up body as a cushion to support Her vibrator which She rode for Her pleasure whilst reaching around underneath me to further pull, twist and torture my nipples. She then shifted position and brought Her vibrator into position between my cheeks, its vibrating base up hard the against base of my butt plug sending convulsions deep into my pussy. As She did so She whispered;

'So is my slut going going to be a good whore this weekend?'

'Yes Owner' i replied.

'Good slut. Then on Saturday you are going to wear your butt plug to the supermarket when we go to get the pumpkins for halloween. And then you're going to keep it in for when we go for a drink to the pub. When we're in the pub i will tell you to go the the toilet and when you do you are to remove your bra in the toilet and then return to where we are sitting and hand me your bra. Then i will get you to go to the toilet again. This time you will take off your panties and take out your butt plug and start to play with your pussy. You'd like that wouldn't you slut?'

'Yes Owner i would' i whimpered 'i want to be made to behave like a slut in public'

'What a whore you'll be playing with your pussy in the toilet' replied Owner

'Yes Owner' i concurred 'i'll be a whore and will try to get my whole hand inside my pussy'

'What a true slut you are! Then after you've played with your pussy you are to put your butt plug back in your pussy and return to where we are sitting with your panties in your pocket and then place them on the table in front of me' replied Owner

And, having set me a suitably slutty challenge for tomorrow Owner ground Herself down onto the vibrator wedged against my butt plug and orgasmed, leaving me frustrated, sore, elated and eager for our little trip to the shops and pub tomorrow!

Our Anniversary

2010-10-17T12:29:00.002+01:00

As mentioned in the previous post Owner and i spent our anniversary in Rome, the eternal city, whilst on our holiday in Italy. It really is a stunning city (as is the country as a whole) and we both had a fantastic time seeing some of the sights;

Whilst we were there Owner also presented me with the most wonderful anniversary gift, a beautiful silver charm from Tiffany's to adorn my belly chain with the words 'naughty' on one side and 'nice' on the other. i love it and think it is absolutely beautiful;

Owner also bought me a little bell to adorn my collar so that i now tinkle softly as i walk about the flat. i presented Owner with my anniversary gifts for Her and also later got an opportunity to buy Her a lovely, and quite appropriate, pendant as a gift which now adorns Her neck

We saw many fabulous sculptures and artworks whilst we were away but i must confess that none quite caught my eye as did this one. It is a contemporary work by two Italian artists (part of a wider piece) called Zamboni and Bolzani and not a renaissance masterpiece but it does have a certain something special for anyone interested in Femdom.

You can see a youtube video of the full works shown on TV here

The villa we stayed in inTuscany was wonderfully isolated, nestling in the hills above Cortona. It would be wonderful to live in such a place knowing that you could be as loud and as indiscrete as you liked without any concerns about disturbing the neighbours. As it was there were so many things we wanted to do and places to visit that we only had a couple of opportunities for play. However, when we did it was amazing. On one occasion after administering a sound caning

Owner led me outside on the balcony so that i was looking down over the Tuscan countryside stretched out for miles before me whilst She instructed me to fuck my pussy like a whore. It was amazing, standing there legs spread open on the balcony with Owner instructing me to act like a wanton slut and me eagerly obeying. Of coure, it would be that just at that moment the one vehicle of the day should happen to drive past along the little mountain track in front of the villa! However, once the 'coast was clear' Owner soon had me recommence and even allowed me to cum, and then had me lick the floor of the balcony clean of my mess.

Whilst we were away i was temporarily released from chastity but now that we are back home i am back firmly locked up again. i must say it was somewhat strange to be unlocked for such a long time, i even started to pee standing up again, something i am never normally able to do. However, i am pleased to be back locked up again, it is after all where i belong. Just a shame we had to come back though -Tuscany is definitely a place where we could happily live for ever.

Italian Adventures

2010-10-17T00:50:00.000+01:00

Owner and i have just returned from our two week trip to Italy which was, quite simply, amazing! We stayed in a wonderful villa in Tuscany but took the opportunity to travel throughout Tuscany and Umbria (with me getting in my annual practice at driving - we don't have a car in the UK) and also down to Rome for our 5 year anniversary in the Eternal City. There were so many amazing places to see with wonderful Etruscan, Roman and Renaissance art and architecture and stunning landscapes neither of us wanted to come back and are both merrily trying to work out how we might be able to relocate there (a fantasy i know but a nice one). And of course we got in ample opportunity for some fun both in the villa we were renting and also out and about in the wider countryside. i'll blog a bit more later with some of the details of what we did and got up to but in the meantime here's a little snapshot of ou two week sojourn;

La Dolce Vita

2010-10-01T18:14:00.000+01:00

Well Italy here we come. Tonight Owner and i set off on our long-awaited holidays and we both can't wait. Will see if i can get a toy fluffy cat when we're in Rome for our anniversary to balance on my head and attempt to re-create the classic scene from La Dolce Vita

Host(ess) Service

2010-09-26T20:51:00.000+01:00

Owner's sister and her partner stayed with us for the past 5 days. Now for me, and i suspect many subs, one of the challenges of having guests staying is that the little daily routines by which we organise our lives to serve our Owners can be thrown somewhat out of kilter. It would clearly take a very special type of guest, for example, to be comfortable with me fellating a dildo and dropping my panties around my ankles each time i wash-up for example, or my walking around the house in my collar and cuffs! And Owners sister, lovely as she and her partner are, are not one of those kind of guests!

For me it was time to put away the pretty and slutty clothes, hide the toys, diaries and other such clues and go back to 'normality' for a few days. However, i still wanted to be able to continue my service and this time there was an opportunity to do so discretely and in a manner that would not cause any kind of remark or embarasment to Owner. So it was that i threw myself happily into the task of being the person who would prepare breakfast (as i would do normally, albeit this time for a few more) and make dinners when we weren't eating out. i even managed to get in a bit of baking almost every day. Afterall, a good host(ess) should always be trying to ensure that their guests are well looked after and i greatly enjoyed being able to do so.

It was also great fun having them to stay and i know it means a lot to Owner as She does not have much opportunity to see Her sister during the year so the occasion was extra special for Her too. Now, however, they have departed back to Spain and so i am once more dressed tartily in the flat and wearing my collar and make-up and yes, it does feel fab and great to be 'back'. It's funny just how things that other people would probably regard as being distinctly 'not normal' are for us normality and feel strange when suddenly we cannot act or dress as we would normally do so. Still, we are now very much back to our own happy reality.

We're also both extremely, well OK more like mega-excited. At the end of this week we head off on our fortnight holiday to Italy. Neither of us can wait. The prospect of spending a whole 2 weeks with Owner in a little place in the Tuscan countryside is something we've been looking forward to all year and now it is almost a reality. We're both sure to get upto some 'normal' activities whilst we're there as well as getting in some sightseeing which will hopefully appear in this blog when we return. Owner has also booked us both in to a hotel in Rome for the night of our anniversary whilst we're away. It is next door to the Trevi fountain, maybe a La Dolce Vita challenge??

Ciao

A Whore At Home Is Better Than One In The Office

2010-09-15T20:22:00.001+01:00

The office where i work is in the process of closing down and relocating to smaller premises. As a result we are being encouraged to work from home on a regular basis. What has this got to do with this blog i hear you ask? Well today was what is to become my regular working from home Wednesday. Now Owner normally arrives back from work a couple of hours before me, but not today. Today i was going to be at home waiting for Her and Owner opted to make the most of the opportunity.

After leaving for work in the morning She texted me stating that She expected me to be dressed as a whore when She got back and that i was to have my pussy nice and moist for Her. When She left Her office She then texted again to say that She hoped i was dressed appropriately (as i was in a basque and stockings with a micro skirt and no knickers) and that i was to insert a butt plug and prepare Her strapon and toys, attach a set of nipple clamps and wait for Her on my knees on the bed. By now i was feeling totally horny already and determined to be as slutty as possible. Thus, i selected the inflatable butt plug, inserted and inflated and then knelt down on the bed awaiting Her return. 15 minutes later i heard the key turn in the door and Owner entered the flat.

'Oh what a dirty whore you are' She said as She came over to the bed and ground Her hips against the base of the plug. She then proceeded to further inflate the plug and then got Herself ready. After pushing the base of the now balloon-like plug in and out Owner deflated the plug and put on a pair of latex gloves. First off She spread my cheeks apart; 'my you have got a big wet pussy haven't you, i bet you've been fantasising about this all day haven't you?' i meekly replied that i had. 'And you'd like me to fuck you wouldn't you whore' again i relied that i would. Owner then proceeded to slip Her gloved fingers inside my pussy until Her whole hand was inside me.

'What a big pussy and what a dirty whore' She said as She reached around and began to pull hard on the nipple clamps whilst thrusting Her hand deeper inside me. By now my pussy was molten and i eagerly rode Her fingers, rotating my hips against Her wrist. Owner then withdrew Her hand and put Her strapon on.

'Beg like a whore to be fucked' She commanded. As She said this She positioned Herself in front of me and thrust my head down onto Her cock which i sucked and gagged on whilst begging and pleading to be fucked. Satisfied with my pleading Owner then lubed Her cock and thrust it deep inside my pussy as i locked my ankles around Her hips and ground down hard onto Her cock. There followed a frantic period of bucking, grinding and fucking as Owner pummelled my pussy and i eagerly sought and pleaded for more until She switched Her cock onto vibrate mode and rode me to Her orgasm (of course i was in chastity throughout).

When Owner withdrew She leant forward and said 'would whore like something bigger?' i begged and pleaded that i would and soon i could feel the big black dildo we have force its way into me. Owner had me crouch down and ride the thick shaft up and down as She forced the dildo deeper into me with Her hands and pulled hard on my nipples before pulling the clamps off and twisting and turning them so that they throbbed in painful pleasure. Owner then forced me back onto all fours and fucked me some more with the dildo before pulling it out. 'Is whore ready for something bigger still?' She asked. My eyes lit up, there is only one toy bigger that we have and that is the monster red dildo....14 inches long and a good few inches wide of pure heavenly pleasure. Owner emptied the remaining lube into my pussy so that i could feel it running out and dribbling down my legs and then presented the head of the moster phallus against my wide open pussy. Slowly, but surely She forced it into me and i could feel the walls of my pussy push outwards as it sought to accomodate that delicious head. With the monster cock firmly inside me Owner then began to rythmically fuck me. i was delirious with pleasure moaning and vocalising what a total whore i was, how i loved to be fucked by Her huge cock and that i lived purely to serve as Her fuck toy.

And so it continued with Owner forcing the cock in and out and in an out and me meeting Her thrusts with my hips and forcing the phallus deeper and deeper inside. It was wonderful but of course it had to end and Owner withdrew and gave me a cuddle whilst telling me what an utter and complete whore i am, which of course is true, before getting up to shower whilst i cleaned up and tidied away.

Owner has suggested this could become a regular routine when i work from home and who am i to disagree? [don't think you'll be so lucky every Wednesday! - Owner]

Busy, busy, busy...but not in a good way

2010-09-14T21:05:00.000+01:00

The past few weeks have been completely hectic, but sadly this has been due to work. As a result Owner and i have had very little opportunity for any play time. It has also left me feeling very tired and jaded (there's also a lot of uncertainty at the moment as to whether or not i will have a job in the near future as the government looks to start slashing the public sector).

However, that aside, in less than 3 weeks time we are both finally off on our holidays...yippeee! We are spending 2 weeks in Tuscany in Italy. 2 weeks of uninterrupted and relaxed fun. 2 weeks in which i can give 100% to Owner as opposed to a few hours before and after work. 2 weeks in which we will be staying in a private villa and can be as isolated as we want to be. 2 weeks with potential for all sorts of fun and mischief. How we can't wait!

A Great Way to Spend a Day

2010-09-05T12:08:00.000+01:00

After baking Owner Her favourite sticky lemon bread in the morning we both retired back to bed for a kip after lunch. When Owner awoke She began to caress my nipples and pussy and then had me get on all fours on the bed and fellate the dildo that is not permanently attached to the foot of the bed post. As i sucked on the cock Owner pulled and twisted my nipples before instrcting me to fuck myself whilst She watchd and pleasured Herself with Her favourite vibrator. My chastised clit throbbed painfully inside its plastic cage as i pushed my pussy hard down on the dildo, delighting in the sensation of it lodged deep inside my pussy. Owner then encoraged me to start fucking myself hard and as She did so She positioned Herself right in front of me with Her legs parted and Her vibrator buzzing away. It was so wonderfully frustrating to see and smell Owners sex millimetres from my mouth whilst my hips bucked and gyrated as i eagerly fucked the dildo like a true whore. Owner smiled and asked whether i would like to be able to lick Her arse? i was soon pleading and begging Her to be allowed to slip my tongue inside Her, all the while still revelling in the sensation of the cock buried deep inside me. Eventually, Owner conceded to my pleading and turned around to position Herself on all fours and presented Her arse to my mouth. i eagerly spread Her cheeks apart and slid my tongue inside Her and we gyrated in unison, Owner grinding Her arse against my face whilst i ground mine against the dildo. As Owner climaxed i could feel Her sphincter muscles contract and expand around my tongue, surely there is nothing more pleasurable than to have the honour and privilege of physically experiencing your Owners orgasm? Drained Owner sank down onto the bed and instructed me to clean-up and get changed. i was left feeling deeply horny and very frustratingly aroused.

Later in the day we both went out to one of our local pubs for a drink. It is the first time we have been to this establishment in ages and we both agreed we ought to go more often (how easy it is to sometimes overlook places that are on your doorstep). It was the first time we have visited a pub so close to home with me wearing full make-up, a low-cut top with jeans and my 'outdoor' leather collar. i confess i was a little nervous which i put down to the much more heightened chance that i might bump into someone i know. i need not have worried though as, though busy, no-one paid any particular attention to my attire and no-one i knew walked in. That said, if someone had i don't think i'd have minded too much as in a way i'd love for my 'secret' to be out and not to feel that i am always slightly hiding who i truly am. We'd both love to meet some like-minded couple(s) who we could socialise with though.

All in all it was a wonderful way to spend a day.

Baking

2010-09-04T09:47:00.001+01:00

There is nothing that i like more than baking for my Owner. The weekend will often find me, as it does this morning, with a cake or biscuits or bread rising in the oven and the flat filling with a delicious aroma. i am always surprised how easy and straightforward it is to bake something delicious and nutritious and it is an activity which is actively encourage by Owner. i like to try and make sure that She has something freshly made to take to work or to enjoy for breakfast and it has fast become one of my favourite activities. i think baking is an activity that all subs could, and possibly should, easily 'master' as it is a wonderful way of being able to offer your partner something personal for them to enjoy at their leisure. Owner certainly always seems very appreciative. Happy baking!

Manchester

2010-08-30T21:18:00.001+01:00

This weekend Owner and i had a wonderful trip up to Manchester. On Saturday we got to see the Pride parade through the city which was watched by thousands of people along the route.

The only shame though was that the main party afterwards in the Canal Street area was not open to all but rather was a ticketed affair and not an overly cheap one either if you didn't intend to spend the whole day/night there. So instead we headed into China town and gorged ourselves silly.

After dinner we returned to our hotel and Owner advised that She would like to do a little photoshoot of Her own with me as Her muse;

Photoshoot over Owner proceeded tie me up and fuck me whilst i knelt on the above chair. This in turn caused some degree of hilarity as, mid-fuck, i suddenly felt as if i was about to fall down the gap between the chair and the stool. Quite how i thought i was going to fall down the gap i'm not sure but it led to some hasty re-positioning before Owner continued until She was satiated and i was left happily frustrated.

The next day dawned wet (well this is Manchester) and so we scrubbed our plans to head out into the Pennines and decided to head over to Salford Quays instead, a place i have a past work connection with. Miraculously, no sooner had we hopped off the tram than the clouds cleared and remained clear for the rest of the day. It provided Owner with an opportunity for an impromptu challenge request of me, namely to reveal my bra and so a few hasty photose were taken;

There is some wonderful 'new' architecture around Salford Quays including the Lowry Centre and the Daniel Libeskind designed IWM-North (something i was quite heavily involved with a few years ago);

Having left my old haunt of Salford Quays we returned to the Castelfield area for a drink by the canal before heading bck into the city centre.

Manchester is such a wonderful city and a place that will always bring back happy memories for me, having both studied and worked there in the past, and it was wonderful to re-visit some old haunts and also introduce the city to Owner who has never been. We also got a chance to explore some of the surrounding countryside today before heading back to London. But, the best thing we both discovered was that, at least one of Manchesters many great bars also serves our favourite lager beer and one we've never seen outside Spain, namely Mahou;

Cheers!

Jingle Bells...and a Show

2010-08-23T21:55:00.000+01:00

No it's not a case of Christmas having come early but rather a case of Owner having presented me with my very own ankle chain to wear, it even has a bell! It's great as i have always wanted to have one and now i have one to wear permanently around my ankle. As i wander about the flat this evening it tinkles constantly letting Owner know where abouts i am and that i am not being idle. i'm really thrilled with it as i think it looks so pretty;

Tonight also saw me performing another of my little shows for Owners amusement. The performance was to the tune of Lucas by the ever wonderful Rafaella Carra, one of our favourite Euro pop artistes from the late 70s/80s and someone who is still going strong today, and as glamorous (unlike me) as ever

Pearl Necklace

2010-08-22T20:28:00.000+01:00

This afternoon Owner released me from chastity and gave me a caning in the bedroom. When the caning was completed She had me first fellate the dildo at the end of the bed before getting me to lie on my back and play with my clit and nipples for Her amusement. Owner then instructed me to start playing with my pussy and as She did so She shoved a large dildo in my mouth and asked me how much would i like to fuck myself with it?

As i sucked and slurped my response Owner told me that if i was to beg properly like a real whore then maybe, just maybe i would be allowed to slide the dildo into my now very moist pussy. Owner removed the dildo from my mouth in order to hear my response, which needless to say was in the affirmative, begging to be allowed to fuck myself with the phallus. Satisfied that She had received the answer She sought Owner had me lift my legs up so that i was bent almost double with my feet raised above my head and hooked under the iron work of the headboard, my pussy lifted up off the bed and fully exposed with my legs spread wide apart...never in my life had i imagined i could be so flexible! Owner handed me the large dildo and instructed me to fuck myself with it. As i hungrily sank the dildo deep inside me and began to rythmically and then feerishly pull it out and plunge it back in Owner started to play with my rapidly swelling clit. As i fucked myself hard i could see the head of my clit swelling too a mere few inches above my face, seeming to be almost close enough to suck (but heck i'm flexible but not that flexible!). To my delight Owner told me to switch on the vibrate mode of the dildo and as She did i could feel the tightening of an impending orgasm. i desperately sought Owners permission to come, or at least to alert Her to the imminent danger that i was close to doing so, and to my delight She said to cum like a whore. i didn't need any further encouragement and as i rode the dildo in my pussy i watched as a spray of cum smothered my chest and neck, splashing down onto my face. 20 days of enforced denial gone in one heavenly moment. Without needing any instruction i scooped up my mess off my body with my fingers and sucked them clean until all of my cum had been swallowed.

'What a good and utter whore you are' said Owner smiling down at me before instructing me to go take a shower and return to chastity. And indeed i am, an utter whore.

Weekend Domesticity

2010-08-22T13:30:00.000+01:00

This weekend has been a quiet one for Owner and i. Owner has a stinking cold which, combined with Her period, has left Her feeling somewhat low. As a result we have spent most of the weekend pottering about in the flat. i've been cleaning and also on something of a baking frenzy, the result so far being being banana bread and a sticky lemon cake. Owner's cold doesn't seem to have affected Her appettite at least.

We've also got some new neighbours moving in to the house next door to our flat. No doubt they are looking forward to settling in to their new abode and getting acquainted with the neighbourhood. i just hope that they're not in for too much of a shock as their top floor overlooks our garden where i am often to be found pottering about en femme with my collar and cuffs on and is also the location for my whore training sessions with Owner. i just hope that they are like the couple who lived their previously and don't spend all their time looking out of the top floor windows, otherwise they may be in for something of a surprise!

The countdown has now also begun in earnest to our trip to Manchester next weekend. It's years since i was last there and Owner has never been so we're both looking forward to it. Manchester is actually an old haunt of mine as it is where i went to University (albeit two decades ago). Owner has advised that i can expect to be asked to complete some challenges whilst we are there which, naturally, i am looking forward to.

Meanwhile, tonight i have promised Owner a little show which i hope will speed Her recovery. That's about it from me for now, adieu.

Poppet's Hyde Park Picnic Challenge

2010-08-15T18:03:00.000+01:00

Well today finally presented an opportunity for me to complete the last of my challenges left over from the World Cup, namely wearing my bikini in Hyde Park. Up until today we've been thwarted by a combination of ill health, weather and travels but today was deemed by Owner to be an appropriate day for the challenge to be completed. i was determined to give it my best shot and we also remembered that there was still an uncompleted challenge from the Eurovision song contest, namely to wear a sun hat in public, so that was added to the mix too. All in all, i don't think i did too badly, we chose a spot just off the main path but with people constantly walking past about 20 metres away. Anyway, this is the result;

Challenge completed it was time for a quick bit of silliness with Owner;

We then spent a lovely rest of the day wandering around Hyde Park and South Kensington before heading back home.

Today's challenge brings to a close the series of challenges i accrued courtesy of Owners games during Eurovision and the World Cup. We've both had tremendous fun doing them and i've ended up doing things which i never dreamed i would do (and have to confess have loved doing!). They certainly brought out the exhibitionist in me! Owner too has really enjoyed them and She has already indicated that, with the start of the Spanish football season nearly upon us, i may end up having more to complete depending upon the fortunes of Her team, Sporting de Gijon.

Whatever happens, i'm sure of one thing, we'll both have great fun!

A Short Break

2010-08-11T21:21:00.000+01:00

Owner and i have just returned from a long weekend break to the North of Spain, well Asturias to be precise, to spend some time with Her family and friends out there. We also took my sister along as she's been having a pretty crappy time of things lately and, frankly, she needed a break. It was a great trip and we both love that part of the world and the lifestyle you can have out their...out eating at midnight and then drinking in some great bars until gone 5am. Not to mention the fabulous coastline, mountains, lush greenery and great cider!

Now though we're back in London and back to work and reality with something of a bump. The only positive for me is at least it means i am able to get back into my routines of serving Owner as best i can and return to spending my evenings and weekends en femme. However, we have a couple more breaks coming up which will involve just the two of us, and as a consequence, will enable us to maintain our Femdom lifestyle and enable me to wear my femme attire. The first break is a trip to Manchester for a long weekend in a few weeks to be followed by a two week holiday in Italy in October. The latter will be fabulous, two whole weeks without work in a secluded cottage in the Tuscan countryside - how we can't wait!

Meanwhile, roll on the weekend and the chance for some more challenges and fun in London.

Inspection Time

2010-07-31T16:59:00.000+01:00

This morning Owner and i had a wonderful time lazing in bed and revelling in the fact it is Saturday and neither of us has to go to work. The morning began with me pleasuring Owner before being instructed to spend the day out of chastity and with no knickers on so that i might be ready to receive a pussy inspection from Owner later in the day.

It is not often that Owner dresses up when we are at home but today was different and in the afternoon She changed into one of Her gorgeous leather skirts combined with a chinese blouse

She looked, as always, stunning!

i quickly found myself bent over the kitchen table and instructed to fellate a dildo whilst Owner administered a sound caning whilst keeping my nipples nice and sore with a pair of clover clamps

Caning completed it was time for the inspection proper to begin and soon Owners gloved and lubed hand was deep inside my stretched pussy before being replaced by the inflatable butt plug. Let's just say that there was a lot of 'mess' for me to lick-up off the floor afterwards! It was a wonderful afternoon but now the fun is over and i'm back firmly locked in chastity.

After a long day at work...

2010-07-29T20:52:00.000+01:00

Ok so this is a little staged in that i didn't quite just walk in the door and perform this strip for Owner. However, the Portishead song Glory Box is such a wonderful anthem for anyone who likes to spend their time as a 'woman' that i couldn't resist choosing it for the routine i performed for Owner the other night

i think i need a bit more practice on my 'performances' though!

Summer Blues and Shoes

2010-07-27T19:45:00.000+01:00

Owner has not been very well these past few days and i've been attempting to be Florence Nightingale. Hopefully She will soon be on the mend and back to Her normal self soon. However, Owners period of enforced inactivity has resulted in an unexpected bonus in Her discovery of an excellent new online store for shoes and dresses/skirts called My 1st Wish Owner found a pair of 4inch wedge sandals for me to wear about the house to replace my current pair of slippers (3in heels) as well as a new dress for me. I must say we have both been amazed by the service we've received from this company. The order was placed on Sunday night, an email stating they would be delivered on Tuesday was received the following day (Monday) and on Tuesday morning they emailed again to say what time, within an hour, they'd be delivered. Now that's what i for one call impressive.

We're both delighted with the result too;

Now we're both just hoping for Owners speedy recovery because i know She has a lot of ideas for things She's like to do this coming weekend, not the least of which is for me to complete the last of my World Cup challenges by wearing a bikini in Hyde Park.