As readers will have realised by now Owner is a great fan of weaving games into Her domination and control of me, for example the various dice games which determine whether and for how long i am in chastity and what challenges i am to undertake when working from home. In part, these are a product of Owner realising that these present an easier and less time-consuming (on Her part) way of controlling and dominating me. After all, as submissives we do love to be constantly reminded of our place which in turn puts a lot of unintentional demands on our dominant partners, when the whole point is to make their lives easier. These games provide a light-touch and non-time consuming way of Owner to maintain control over me for minimum effort on Her part once the game itself has been devised. It also adds a further element of fun and play into our FLR relationship - which, although we both take very seriously, we also like to have fun with as well.

With that in mind, and as a device to get me to raise my game and achieve the standard Owner expects as i undertake my daily chores/tasks about the flat Owner has introduced a new rewards scheme. Think of it as a kinky version of air miles. In return for me completing certain tasks to Her satisfaction i will be rewarded with a set number of tokens - each task is worth a specific number of these. These tokens can then, in turn, be traded in for different 'rewards' - some 'rewards' costs more tokens than others. The game is a trial to see how it goes but Owner has put considerable thought into it and i can't wait to start playing.

Owner has ordered the tokens online which i will be rewarded with and which can be banked in a little piggy bank. These are the tokens She found
One of the Tokens
The tokens will be awarded when i consistently maintain the standards Owner expects when i undertake my daily or weekly chores, for example keeping the fridge clean and organised, ensuring each room of the flat is kept free of all clutter, ensuring our little garden looks tidy and beautiful at all times with no dying plants or weeds. Owner will undertake regular inspections and will award tokens when standards have been met. i should stress that this is not Her rewarding me for completing tasks i should be doing anyway, rather that i complete them to a higher standard and more consistently than is sometimes the case.

Once i have earnt a sufficient number of tokens i may then exchange these for a specific reward of Owners' devising. Each reward has its own price i.e. i would need to spend more tokens in order to buy the reward from Her. Owners' initial reward reward price list is as follows - as you can see there are some great rewards available to buy

  • Drink a glass of Owner's wee to enjoy with a meal at home (Price = 5 tokens)
  • Watch a TV series episode wearing Owner's used panties as a mask (Price = 5 tokens)
  • Take Owner's used panties to work to sniff during the day (Price = 10 tokens)
  • Take Owner's wee in a little bottle and drink in public (Price = 10 tokens)
  • Sniff Owner's panties for 15 minutes while she is wearing them and working on Her laptop (Price = 15 tokens)
  • Suck Owner's 'cock' for 15 minutes (Price = 15 tokens)
  • Take Owner's dildo to a public place and fellate it (Price = 15 tokens)

After the lovely long Easter break today it was back to work again for Owner and i, except that i was able to work from home today rather than have to go into the office, unlike Her. However, one of the requirements of me working from home is that on such days i roll the dice to determine what activity/challenge i will have to complete. Today's involved a degree of breast torment/torture, specifically for me to attach 10 mini pegs to each breasts and then wear them for 20 minutes before removing them. Here are a couple of pictures of me with the pegs in place:

with pegs attached
And then here is what my poor little breasts looked like afterwards
my breasts with the marks from the pegs clearly visible
As you can see it left my boobies a little sore and it was all i could do to stop myself from caressing them for the rest of the day - i adore it when my inflamed nipples are stroked and the pegs left me with nipples like bullets!

Working from home also meant that i got to wear the new blouse that Owner bought for me on our shopping trip yesterday.
i was very lucky as Owner also bought me a super cute denim dungaree skirt which i can't wait to wear on a 'dress down Friday'. i am extremely lucky.
Yesterday Owner and i visited the Chelsea Physic Garden in London. It is the capital's oldest garden, established in 1673, and specialises in plants and herbs with medicinal qualities. We have previously visited the garden once before, but that was in late Autumn. It was lovely to go in Spring with many of the plants in full bloom. It is a beautiful, tranquil, romantic space and when inside it is hard to imagine that you are surrounded by the hubbub of a busy global city.
The weather in London has been unseasonably warm and so the garden had plenty of visitors admiring its blooms but Owner and i still managed to find a quite spot to capture another type of bloom entirely which goes by the Latin name poppetus slutus :)

Oops my blouse is undone!

Meanwhile, Owner has also been turning Her creative attention to a new game that She might introduce for me, She is still mulling the details but in essence the game is this. As i love to drink Her pee and She enjoys having me drink it the game will take the form of a drinking game. i will need to earn 'credits' at the bar by completing various tasks etc and will be rewarded by a glass or two of Her amber nectar. i can't wait to read the details when She has finished.

Back to today, it is another bank holiday and so after we have both caught up on the latest episode of Game of Thrones (surely Jon Snow must die soon) we are heading off to our favourite shopping centre for a bit of retail therapy and, given it is close to a park, maybe my blouse might come undone again!
Owner an i have been having a very enjoyable Easter weekend (and it is not even half way through) despite the un-seasonal heatwave that has descended upon these parts. We often go away for Easter but not this year. This year we are at home and it has been really lovely to instead spend it in London.We have a series of walks/visits planned for the four-day holiday. Yesterday we went for a lovely walk along the River Thames to Teddington Lock and back to Richmond followed by the consumption of some delicious ice-cream.

This morning, we retired back to bed after breakfast before heading out later. Owner used the opportunity of neither of us having to get ready for work to instead indulge in some bed time fun with yours truly. Owner began by using Her newly purchased nipple suction devices on one of my nipples (the non-pierced one).  i always adore having my nipples played with and caressed and so it was lovely to have one of them left swollen and extra aroused from the new toy.

However, it was not long before Owner switched Her attention to more traditional activities, specifically spanking and then caning my chastised clit. Owner paid great attention to my exposed 'labia', beating them slowly and methodically until turning Her attention to my backside

caned bottom

With my bottom warmed up ad my clitty throbbing in its cage Owner then gagged me with Her used panties before using my tongue, in combination with Her vibrator, for Her pleasure. By Her own admission Owner likes to fuck Herself on my face like this and i adore being used this way, slowly suffocated as my tongue probes and explores Her sex and Her anus whilst Se bring Herself to orgasm. Owner tastes and smells divine and i could spend hours happily smothered by Her like this.

Today, however, Owner had more treats in store. Once She had satisfied Herself with my tongue and Her toy She turned Her attention to my 'pussy'. First, She moistened Her fingers by fucking Her gloved hand with my mouth before proceeding to fuck my pussy. Owner instructed me to fuck myself against Her hand whilst She held it steady. i soon had a pleasurable rhythm going, bouncing back and forth, feeling Her hand inside me. Each time i ground myself down on Her wrist Owner used Her free had to spank my hanging 'fruit'. Honestly, it was wonderful and i was soon quite excited. However, before proceedings could get too far and risk any sort of accident on my part Owner brought the session to an end with instructions to go and make Her a cup of tea. It was a wonderful start to the day.

Later we set out to do a short walk along an old dis-used railway line in North London that we used to do quite frequently until we moved south of the river a few years ago. It was a great walk to do and we ended up frequenting a pub that was once an old haunt of ours and which we have not visited for years - which was lovely. Anyway, here is a gratuitous shot of me on our walk flashing my bra like a tart

i hope everyone else is having as enjoyable a weekend as we are.
i was super lucky today. As i was working from home it meant that i had my first opportunity to roll the newly updated working from home dice to determine which task or challenge i would need to complete during the day. Today must have been my lucky day as the dice roll deetermined that i was to 'fuck myself with the silver dildo'. Owner couldn't believe how lucky i was when she saw what the dice landed on and neither could i! The dice could so easily have landed on a different face, one requiring me to wear various weighted clamps about my anatomy for example. But instead i got to have the pleasure offucking my pussy with Owners' favourite dildo, how lucky was i!

i undertook the challenge eagerly just after dressing for work and it goes without saying that it was fun to do. i did, however, stop before things got too exciting. i still don't know when or if i might be permitted to orgasm this year and though i was a lucky little slut in that i got to experience the pleasure of a dildo in my pussy (which i absolutely love), it was a suitably brief encounter to make sure i did not risk having any 'accidents'.
such a tiny clit compared with Owners' silver dildo
Such a whore for cock, and i loved sucking the dildo clean afterwards! The experience left me super frustratingly aroused for the rest of the day with no possibility to satiate my craving for release. Being left to stew in my own sexual frustration is one of the great joys of life and i am eternally greatful to Owner for providing me with the opportunity to experience it again today. Just thinking about is enough to make my nipples stiffen! Part of Owner's expectations of me as Her wife are that i 'behave like a whore when requested'. i aspire to become the dirtiest slut i can.

Owner and i are really looking forwad to the coming Easter break. We're spending it in London and hoping to do some walks and visit a few old haunts we haven't been to in a while. Who knows, with the weather set fair there may even be an opportunity to slip on a summer dress or skirt outside somewhere.
Owner has decided to give the 'home' challenge dice a bit of a refresh as i have now repeated quite a number of the tasks on it a few times. This is the dice that gets rolled whenever i work from home with the requirement that i complete whatever task the dice determines that day. After four such rolls have been completed i the next time i have to roll the 'outdoor' dice which has its own set of outdoor tasks/challenges to complete. Anyway, the 'indoor' dice now has a refreshed set of six tasks/challenges that i will need to complete depending on which side the dice lands on. The revised six are as follows:
  1. wear nipple pumps for 30 minutes
  2. spend 30 minutes totally naked whilst wearing the butt plug with the furry tail
  3. wear nipple clamps with weights attached for 15 minutes
  4. attach nipple camps, plus 20 mini pegs on 'clitty' then spank 'clitty' 50 times
  5. fuck myself with Owner's silver dildo
  6. attach 10 mini pegs to each nipple and wear for 20 minutes 
As you can see i will have plenty of things to keep me suitably occupied whilst working from home. A number of these task also come with a frisson of extra excitement when completing them, in the form of, what if the doorbell goes for a delivery? :)

Meanwhile, today Owner and i walked over to Greenwich to browse the market for some gifts that Owner needed to purchase and to have a spot of lunch. As usual we saw lots of pretty gifts and some gorgeous jewellery for sale in the market. It wasn't long before Owner had purchased the presents She needed. However, whilst browsing one of the shops adjacent to the market Owner also found the perfect pin badge for me and immediately bought it. The badge is really appropriate and reads:

Wifey for Lifey
As you can see i was very happy with my gift

proud to wear my new pin
the pin in close-up

We both think the pin is very appropriate for me. i have actually been doubly lucky this week as in addition to this adorable pin Owner has also ordered me a new pair of knickers from Victoria's Secret. How lucky i am!
Becky left a comment for me on the blog today stating that;

'So today is the 11th, dice day. Not to be mean but I hope you roll two more months of chastity. That would make a total of six months of chastity and orgasm denial!! Good luck!'

Becky was, of course, correct. As readers will know the 11th of each month is chastity dice day for me, the day that determines whether i am to continue in chastiy or not. Owner watched attentively as the dice was rolled. And the result? i am to stay locked until next month which means at least another 30 days in my Happy Go Super Small device (i still think this is a great device for long-term wear by the way). Not the two more months Becky had hoped but that could always come up when i roll the dice again on May 11th.

So far this year, apart from one week when the device was replaced with a purple ribbon, i have been pretty much locked up 24/7. As Becky also observed i have not had an orgasm to date this year and i have no idea when or if i might have one. The enforced denial is leaving me ever more frustratingly aroused.

Thank you for your comment Becky and for paying such close attention to my monthly date with the chastity dice. When Owner first devised the chastiy dice game i don;t think either of us had any idea the monthly result might be eagerly awaited by anyone other than Her or me.
Today i got to undertake another outdoor dice challenge...yay! After completing four indoor challenges it was time to roll the outdoor dice to determine what challenge i would need to complete whilst working from home today. Amongst the six current outdoor challenges described on each face of the dice, two involve activities in our local park. One stipulates that i wear fishnets and a mini skirt in the park and the other that i show off my bra in the park. So far the dice has not landed on either and so i have not had to complete either of them....until today. Today i had the pleasure of showing off my bra in the park!

i confess to feeling a teeny bit nervous at the prospect but elected to wear one of my prettiest bras for the occasion. It is one that Owner chose for me and i really love the straps. Anyway, how did i get on? Well, you can see for yourself below;

sitting on a park bench flashing my bra

There weren't that many people about, just a couple of dog walkers, so it was quite easy to find a relatively quiet spot in which to undo my jacket and blouse and reveal my bra to the world. It was tremendous fun to do and my only regret is that i did not go the whole hog and completely remove my blouse. It will come as little surprise to anyone reading this that i am a bit of an exhibitionist tart! If i was to do it again i would definitely try to pluck up the courage to take my blouse off completely.

Part of me really hopes that my next outdoor challenge will be the mini skirt and fishnets in the park one. That will really push me out of my comfort zone, not least as i need to walk past a small parade of shops on my way to the park. Of course, i would have to pair the skirt and stockings with some heels...i wonder how slutty i would dare to be? Just thinking about it fills me with a sense of nervous excitement.

In the meantime, however, i am quite pleased with my bra in the park photos and Owner is too.
Yesterday was Owner's birthday and so to help Her mark the occasion and to try and distract from Brexit and other worries i took Owner for a short holiday to the Amalfi Coast in Italy. We stayed for four nights in Positano and whilst there visited the Roman ruins of Pompeii and Herculaneum, the island of Capri and climbed to the crater-rim of Mount Vesuvius. We also enjoyed the delights of a Limoncello Spritz (Limoncello with Prosecco - delicious!) or two, ate lots of pasta (of the gluten-free for Owner), climbed up and down a lot of steep hills and streets, survived (me) another experience of driving in Italy and did a fair bit of people watching.

Of course, we also had a moment or two of Owner and poppet fun which consisted of Owner caning, flogging and spanking my 'labia' whilst my clitty strained in chastity, clamping my nipples then Her riding my face with my tongue probing and licking Owners anus whilst my nose was buried inside her pussy. For a very small and petite person Owner is still able to quite easily suffocate me like this and it wasn't long before i was beginning to suffocate beneath Her as She used the combination of my tongue up Her anus and Her vibrator against Her clit to grind out an orgasm as i fought for breath beneath Her. It was a wonderful experience and Owner stated afterwards how She likes to suffocate me this way as She uses my body for Her pleasure.

Owner also had a further treat in store for me when She spotted a pretty t-shirt for sale that She instructed me to purchase and wear later for a photo shoot. i had brought my bikini with me in the hope of doing a little photo shoot and the t-shirt went really well with it. You can see both the bikini and t-shirt below

in my new t-shirt

i love my bikini
Meanwhile, here are some pictures showing some of the sights we visited
Roman ruins at Herculaneum
Street in Pompeii with Mount Vesuvius in background
Departing Positano for Capri
The back streets of Capri
The rim of Mount Vesuvius - mainland Europe's only active volcano
There is also plenty of evidence on display in Pompeii of what a sexual bunch those frisky Romans were. How about the image below of a massive, enormous, juicy, big Roman cock that someone chose to display over their entrance. The inspiration for Carry On's Biggus Dickus?? It's certainly quite something
Person with enormous cock over a building entrance
Or these helpful illustrations for clients to choose from in the brothel

Anyway, back to the present. Before we went away i also completed a few more dice challenges, including wearing 20 mini-pegs on my chastised clit for 20 minutes, spanking myself 50 times and wearing a butt plug for 3 hours. There is just one more to go of these and then the next dice is the outdoor challenge dice - i wonder what i will get this time? Meanwhile, Owner has indicated that She might change some of the indoor challenges as well to keep things fresh. Here i am, firstly clamped and then secondly commencing my clitty spanking;
 self spanking with leather paddle
Incidentally, the start of April sees me still without having experienced an orgasm this year, even during the week that i was briefly released from chastity and made to wear a ribbon instead. The closest i have come (pardon the pun) to experiencing any kind of pleasure 'down there' has been through having my 'labia' caned, spanked and flogged - but not enough to make me orgasm as a result. Being kept denied like this (locked or unlocked - my own preference is to be kept locked) is something i adore and i hope to continue to be kept denied by Owner for the foreseeable future. A real ambition would be to experience many, many months without an orgasm. Maybe even a full year. Of course, it will be for Owner to decide whether this will ever come true but it is a wonderful fantasy.

Finally, as usual i changed out of my metal Happy Go super-small chastity device into my plastic Holy Trainer device in order to pass through airport security. However, it is worth remembering that whilst this reduces considerably the chance of the chastity device setting off the airport security scanner it is not a 100% fail safe measure, as Denying Thumper recently discovered and wonderfully describes in his blog.