Sunday, 29 March 2026

Another Dicombobulating week

The past week has been another busy and disruptive one for Owner and i. My work took me, with Owners' blessing, to Barcelona for three days to a conference that i was speaking at. 

Readers might be surprised to read that i spent such time away from Owner given how, under normal circumstances, it is agreed between us that i am forbidden to stay away from Her overnight unless i am needing to visit family. However, this occasion was an approved exception.

As regular readers will know Owner is Spanish.  She has a flat in Spain as well as the one in London and She would like to return there to live one day, with me at Her side. We regularly travel to and from Spain. For years now i have been trying to get beyond just a rudimentary knowledge of the Spanish language. Owner rightly expects my language ability to improve.

Accordingly, when the offer to speak at this conference came up Owner stated that She agreed to my attending. She noted that it would be an opportunity to further practice my Spanish and develop some potentially useful contacts so that i might be able to work in Spain if required.

It was a successful, albeit intense, few days. However, i did get a brief opportunity to see some of the city outside of the conference venue. At the risk of this becoming more of a travel than an FLR-focussed blog, here are some pictures:

La Sagrada Familia
Design Museum and Torre Glories
Torre Glories (or as i refer to it - the pencil vibrator) at night
Parc de la Ciutedella
Street in the old quarter
Jardins Fontsere i Mestre

i was quite tired when i returned home late Friday night as was Owner who has also had a busy week at work. We were both delighted to be reunited again but are having a quiet time this weekend to try and re-charge in preparation for the week ahead, which is a significant one for Owner as it will be Her birthday.

So this week, just like the previous, has been a busy one work-wise for the two of us. Meanwhile, the Trump initiated fuck-up in the Middle East, and its consequences for the region and wider-world, has also made it difficult to focus on service and submission and avoid the constant distraction of the depressing news.

Sunday, 22 March 2026

Busy - But Not In A Good Way

This past week has been a super busy one work-wise, with multiple presentations given online and in-person here in London and also in Belfast, Northern Ireland during a flying visit. As a consequence i ended the week tired and having only been able to keep up with some of my chores during the week. My Belfast visit also disturbed Owner as the taxi collected me to take me to the airport at 4.30am and i did not return home until a little before 11pm.

Ready for the off - onboard my flight to Belfast
Arriving into Belfast City Airport

Yes - i have a thing about aeroplanes!

This coming week is not much better. On Tuesday i need to go to Nottingham and then early on Wednesday morning i fly out to Spain, with Owners permission, to speak at a conference, before returning home on Friday night. It will be another disrupted week.

Return flight home post-conference
Owner and i did, however, have an opportunity to spend some time in each others company yesterday and we had a great time together going out for some drinks. Today will see me tidying up outside, trying to catch-up on some of the chores missed during the week and also providing Owner with a much needed massage and home hair salon experience. 

Monday, 16 March 2026

March Tart

It's the 16th of the month which can only mean one thing, today was outdoor challenge day!

As is usual custom for this day of the month the day started with me rolling Owners' outdoor challenge dice at breakfast to see what photographic challenge i would need to complete. This time the dice decided that i should go out wearing a mini skirt and hooded top and pose for a photograph next to the cafe in our local park.

It took me until mid-morning before there was enough of a gap in my work schedule for me to head out to complete the task. i am normally quite good at blocking out time first thing on the 16th of each month but this month proved more of a struggle.

Anyway, a little after 10.30 i was able to get away. i left the flat with the following words of encouragement from Owner ringing in my ear;

'You are such a slut as your knickers are clearly visible for all to see

It was true. The skirt i was wearing IS appropriately short for a slut like me. Walk behind me and you can easily see my knicker-clad bum, which today meant you could see my red panties with the cut-out rear.

Anyway, this was me, enjoying a bit of spring air in the park next to the park cafe

next to the park cafe

And this was me on the way to the park:
And again on the way back home

Incidentally, i adore this fluffy hoodie and i do think the skirt is the perfect length for me :)

By the way. Unless Owner requests that i do it on an earlier date then there will be no outdoor challenge next month (April) as we will have literally just arrived in Japan for the start of our holiday there. Normal outdoor challenge service should resume in May.

Saturday, 7 March 2026

Discomfort and Treats

It has been a week of pain and discomfort as well as of pleasures for me here in the casa de mi Dueña. 

The week began with me having 30 mini wooden and metal clothes pegs attached to my 'labia' plums, presenting myself with the pegs in place to Owner and then assuming the plank position for a minute. Holding the plank was relatively straightforward but the mini pegs were pretty painful, especially whilst they were being removed.

30 mini pegs adorning the 'labia' of my clit
holding the plank position with pegs in situ
Owner and i were both busy with work for the rest of the week. However, i made sure to keep on top of my chores. i also swept the floors each morning when She went for Her early morning walk and then greeted Her naked upon Her return to kiss and lick Her shoes with my mouth whilst She spanked my derriere. This is the view of me from Owners' perspective when i greet Her in the mornings
me kissing and licking Owners' shoes upon Her return from Her morning walk
Friday saw a change of gear. Owner had determined that i should prepare Her cocktails and snacks after work and take the evening off to spend it in Her wonderful company. So that is exactly what i did. i donned my black sleeveless cocktail dress and prepared Her dirty mojitos. Owner advised that i could catch-up with my chores the following day. We had a lovely relaxed evening.

Cocktails at home with Owner
Which bring me to today, and wow, what a day today has been!

The morning saw me busy with my usual chores, study and exercises. Owner prepared lunch and then afterwards i did Her hair and then cleaned the kitchen and was briefly allowed out to go and get Her a coffee from the cafe.

It was after that when the real excitement started.

First off, Owner declared that She needed a pee and instructed me to strip-off and wait for Her in the bathroom wearing the urinal gag. i was positioned sitting up in the walk-in shower and Owner entered the 'cubicle' and pissed into Her human urinal. This was me afterwards, i drank a lot of the pee but i also ended up drenched by Her divine waters:

full of and covered in piss

Fresh from my soaking i presented myself to Owner in the lounge, after having quickly washed myself, whereupon She took out one of Her riding crops and cropped each of my nipples multiple times before then electrocuting them.

Owner then instructed me to head into Her bedroom. There She proceeded to unlock my chastity device and then instructed me to remove it and to lay on Her bed and to play with my untouched clit for ten minutes. She set a timer on Her phone and then sat and watched me try to bring my hibernating clitty to life.

attempting to rouse my tiny dormant clit

Owner left the room and returned with one of Her canes and began to strike me across my vulnerable and unprotected labia plums by way of encouragement. After a while She switched from Her cane to Her red flogger and proceeded to flog my clit and labia and my tits whilst i stroked and caressed my still almost lifeless clit.

It was then that Owner really upped the ante. She removed Her knickers, grabbed Her vibrator, straddled my crotch and began to vibe Her own clit, the throb of Her vibrator filling the room and also rubbing against my awakening clit. Owner rubbed Her pussy against my clit and toyed with Herself whilst i tried my best to stay calm and in control of my clit. It wasn't long before She came and announced that the ten minutes were up. However, far from locking me straight back up in chastity She then rolled onto Her side, Her instructions unspoken but clear.

Within seconds my tongue went to work, savouring and pleasuring Her anus as She put Her hard working vibe back to work. Each time She came i felt Her sphincter muscles quiver and contract as my tongue probed and licked and tasted and slurped. Only when Owner had truly been satiated was i once again locked back up, leaving me horny and giddily aroused and denied.

What a wonderful afternoon to cap off a lovely week. 

Sunday, 1 March 2026

300 Not Out

Today is a special day. Not only does it mark the three hundredth (and counting) day since my last orgasm, 300 days of total orgasm denial. Three hundred of what i hope may become a lifetime of being kept permanently aroused, frustrated but totally denied by Owner.

Today also served as a wonderful reminder of my sole sexual purpose in life, a human sex toy for Owner to enjoy and amuse Herself with. One who cannot ever hope to experience the pleasure of Her pussy, a sacred place reserved only those that can truly and properly pleasure Her. Today was just such a day when Owner used me as Her human sex toy.

First i worshiped and gagged on Her cock whilst She brought Herself off with Her favourite vibrator, my saliva lubricating and coating Her shaft and moistening Her pubic hairs as Her electric toy worked its magic against Her divine clit. i then licked out and enjoyed Her delicious anus, my tongue twirling deep inside of Her as She again brought Herself off with Her vibrator, twice. All the while Her glutes gripped and held my mouth tight against Her butthole. Finally, i went down on all fours and spread my legs like a slut whilst Owner mounted and fucked me, taking me as She pressed her Vibrator firmly against Her quim. Boy was it a wonderful experience, one that saw Owner bring Herself off four times whilst i remained horny, frustrated but very happily denied.  

Owner on the bed, Her magnificent cock ready for me to fellate
It was a truly wonderful experience.

Earlier, Owner also took me out for brunch

 i hope all readers are having equally memorable and enjoyable days.