Whilst Owner Dined Out....

Whilst Owner spent last night out having dinner with Her friend i spent the evening chained up, gagged and with my tits stretched out

My pussy was also impaled on Owners' magnificent 'cock' for the duration of Her meal

This all happened when Owner went into Central London, after finishing work yesterday, to meet up with a friend for dinner. 

It had earlier been agreed that, whilst She was, out i would spend the evening locked up inside my cage where She could observe me if She wished via Her surveillance camera whilst She ate . Because the weather in London is, once again, hot Owner stated that i was to set-up my cage/kennel in the lounge, with the air-conditioning on, rather than in its usual spot in the kitchen which gets very warm in hot weather. Both rooms have surveillance cameras She can monitor me from. It was agreed that i would position my cage/kennel just in front of the camera. That way if She wanted to She could keep an eye on me.  i would not know if She was watching me or not The only way i ever know for certain She is watching is when speaks to me through the camera when She is out, such as when She goes out on Her early morning walk.

My cage/kennel and Owners' big boy cock mounted on fuck machine in the lounge

After finishing work i eagerly set about doing my chores for the day, washing up followed by dusting the corridor/staircase and spare room in my hot weather maids outfit. Only when these were completed did i take up my position inside the cage.

washing the dishes

dusting the banister on the staircase

dusting in the corridor

and in the spare room

Cleaning done i prepared to enter my cage for the evening as required. 

i lubed up my pussy in readiness for it being impaled on Owners big 11 inch/29cm cock whilst She was out and then squeezed myself past the cock and fuck machine and clambered into my cage. Once inside i cuffed and chained my ankles and wrists, secured the horse-bit gag in place in my mouth and hung the small iron cowbell and other weights from my pierced tits. i was almost ready. i positioned the small black bucket underneath me to catch the drool that would inevitably soon start streaming from my gagged mouth and then mounted Owners cock.

Owners' big cock pushed deeper and deeper inside of me until i was fully impaled. There i remained, immobilised on my knees, drooling, tits straining and stretched with Owners big cock in my pussy for the next 90 minutes. i had no idea if Owner was observing me from the restaurant or not. i had to assume that She was.

The dildo was attached to the fuck machine but i knew i was only ever permitted to switch that on if instructed so it and i remained motionless as time passed. Even with my pussy well lubed beforehand by the one hour mark i could feel it starting to dry out. i knew i would need to make it nice and slick again for the cock to remain comfortably buried upto the hilt inside it. i carefully scooped up some of the drool that had pooled inside my conveniently located bucket and re-greased and lubricated my hole and Owners cock, smearing the cock and the entrance of my pussy in my gooey drool. As i lubricated myself afresh the weights suspended from my tits swung, risking setting off the cowbells. i tried to keep my movements to the bare minimum as i know one thing Owner doesn't like is me moving about in my cage and the metal cowbells suspended from my neck collar and slung from my tits are an instant audible giveaway of any movement on my part. However, i was able to successfully re-grease Her cock and my pussy, i settled back down on all fours again and waited in silence.

i also had my mobile phone in the cage with me so that i would know when Owner was on Her way home as She always messages me to alert me so i can get ready to meet Her at the station and carry Her bag home. The phone also enabled me to take these pictures from inside the cage although with the flash on they give a false impression of how light it is inside there. This picture below was taken sans flash and is a more accurate depiction of what it was like inside my kennel/cage.

An hour and a half passed with me stuffed and secured like that when a message arrived from Owner to tell me She was about to leave the restaurant and return home. My initial thought was one of concern that She'd had a good time. Her return was a little earlier than i had expected, although it was a work night and i know She also hates to be out in the heat and it was another stifling hot night in London.

i unlocked my chains and gags, removed the tits weights and then dis-mounted Her cock, turned around and deep-throated it knowing that, if She was watching, Owner would see me cleaning Her cock with my mouth. i then put everything away, dismantled the kennel/cage and returned it to its carry bag and went to go and meet Owner and help carry Her bag back home.

She had, apparently, had a wonderful catch-up with Her friend and they had both enjoyed really good food. Owner went on to say that the restaurant had been busy and She had not really had an opportunity to observe me in my cage via the surveillance camera app on her phone. Of course, at the time i had no way of knowing if Owner was watching or not so had simply assumed that She might be.

Owner declared that She was pleased with how i had got on and nodded approvingly when i showed Her the pictures i had taken whilst i was locked up. We spent the rest of the evening cuddled up watching some of the World Cup together.

So we both had lovely and exciting evenings. Owner got to meet up with a good friend of Hers and enjoy a nice meal out whilst i got to spend my evening finishing off my chores then showing Her what an obedient slut i am, drooling on all fours, nipples straining and stretched with Owners cock buried deep inside of me.

Thank you Owner for a wonderful evening.

p.s. - the fuck machine remained unused the whole evening, it simply acted as a mount for Her 11 inch cock. It can only be switched on if and when Owner instructs that it should and last night no such instruction was issued. Accordingly, Her cock remained stationary inside me the whole time. 

Heatwave Easing

At last the heatwave that has started to ease a little in London which means that tonight Owner and i might even be able to sleep in the bedroom rather than the lounge, where we have spent the past 4 nights as it is cooler. Owner in particular hates the hot weather so has been struggling a lot the past few days.

Today was cooler though and so we were able to venture out together. Owner took me shopping and bought me some new lipstick and also let me get a new make-up bag and some cute ankle socks. When we returned home She then beat me with Her birch on my bottom and the backs of my thighs before electrocuting my tits  - a sign that She is definitely feeling better now the worst of the heat has passed.

On Friday i went down to Devon for the day to see my Dad in hospital. He has fully recovered from his stroke and the arrangements are now in place for an additional care package to enable him to be discharged from hospital on Monday, which is good news. i will be heading down again Tuesday/Wednesday to check that all is going well for him at home but then hopefully that will be the last time i need to head down there for a few weeks.

On the train on my way to visit my Dad in hospital on the hottest June day ever in the UK

All i really want to do is spend my time with Owner having fun together with Her and looking after Her.

Owner and me on Saturday evening

 

Deep-Throat Training

It has been the hottest day ever in June here in the UK and in London it is blisteringly and horribly hot. Thankfully Owner installed air conditioning into the lounge in Her flat which meant it was cool enough for Her to watch in comfort as i deep-throated Her new 13 inch (33cm) real-skin dildo. 

Owner instructed me to deep-throat Her cock for 5 minutes. Although i can get it quite a long way down my throat i can't yet totally deep-throat it. However, i am sure with practice this slut will eventually be able to!

 It is a glorious cock and one i love fellating!

As you can see i am dressed appropriately for the hot weather in my little pink apron. 

A Conversation With My Father

i am now back home with Owner (yippee) having been separated for four days whilst i stayed down in Devon to visit my Dad in hospital. It is wonderful to be reunited with Owner and for life to temporarily return back to normal before i head west again for another hospital visit.

Yesterday, whilst i was visiting my Dad, i wheeled him in his chair for a drink in the hospital canteen. Whilst we were there we had a conversation that really moved me and which i wanted to share.

My Dad was reminiscing about when he was young (the thing with Alzheimers is that long-term memory can be excellent even if the short-term memory is non-existent).  He was reminiscing about his childhood and saying how difficult he found it with his own dad who was quite macho whereas my dad was not and was more feminine. 

My Dad said how he much preferred female company and had tried during his life to be in touch with his feminine side and how his dad had ridiculed him for this. I always knew he had a bad relationship with my grandfather (or Gan-Gan as i called him) and that my Dad had a difficult childhood.  He adored his mother but really disliked his dad who had also come back from the Second World War a total stranger to him and someone who was very mentally scarred by his wartime experience and took it out on his family.  

Anyway, my Dad said to me that i am a lot like him in that i am quite feminine but that i have got much more in touch with my feminine side than he ever was able to and that he was proud of me and loved me. 

It was such a lovely and surprising thing to hear him say. He and i also had a terrible relationship when I was young (we basically did not have one) but we gradually learnt to get along much better after my parents divorced when I was 18.

It's so nice to know he has 'seen' me and understands me in a small way. It is a conversation i will always treasure and remember. i am so pleased i got to have it with him.

 

When i relayed the conversation back to Owner She was very moved how interesting and touching it was that he had said that to me. 

 

Anyways, i just wanted to share it. 

Hospitals and Homesick

So this week has been spent living out of an anonymous hotel room in Exeter in the west of England so that i am close to where my Dad is being cared for in the hospital. He had a stroke and, although luckily not a major one, that combined with a stay in an unfamiliar place has really worsened his Alzheimers. It's terribly sad to see a man who, quite literally commanded the skies in a 747, DC10 and numerous other aircraft that he flew and captained, sitting confused, sometimes scared and entirely dependent on others. However, it has not all been doom and gloom, there have also been moments of unintended hilarity. But it is, nevertheless, emotionally hard.

Owner has been wonderfully supportive but She is hundreds of miles away. She still has to work, and i miss Her as i know She misses me too. We will, at least, be reunited this weekend and then we shall see what next week brings.

i feel guilty too as i know that, with me not at home, She is having to do all the things that quite rightly and naturally would normally fall to me to do, allowing Her to relax and do as She pleases. But, this week i have not been there and it pains me to hear of the chores and tasks She has had to do in my absence. i can't wait to get back and lift that burden off Her shoulders.

In fact i cannot wait to get back to see Her period. i miss Her. i miss serving Her. i miss being loved and chided by Her. Miss Her cuddles and Her beatings. i miss prostrating myself and kissing Her feet in the morning. i miss checking if She needs anything, miss asking if i might speak with Her, miss having Her instruct and guide me, i miss being spooned by Her in bed, stroking Her hair and scratching Her head. i miss the laughs and the tellings off.

We do, however, check-in throughout the day and She still approves what i might wear which, this week has seen me visiting the hospital, seeing my Dad and interacting with the medical staff etc in my make-up and padded bras, which are fairly visible beneath my t-shirts. In fact looking like this,  different t-shirts, blouses each day - photos taken in the hotel room before setting out to the hospital

Always good to try and remain 'perky' when visiting a hospital, it helps to cheer the patients up :) Meanwhile, here i am in the hospital with my Dad 

A Brief Public Service Announcement

Owner and i are both well and we had a wonderful time together in Spain, returning late last night. i kept up my routine of domestic service when i was out there in Her flat and Owner complimented me on completing all of my chores and the additional tasks that i promised to do in Her London home before i flew out to join Her. She even bought me a little outfit to wear when doing my household domestic chores in Spain (skimpy tight shorts and a matching top) as well as some pretty new knickers and socks.

However, my elderly Dad is not at all well and i am quite worried about him.  Sadly this means that, having just got back to London together, i am going to be parted from Owner again for the rest of the week whilst i spend time with my Dad down in Devon. i feel really bad at abandoning and neglecting Owner but She is also being really supportive. i will make it up to Her.

This also means that my usual monthly outdoor challenge, that should take place tomorrow (16th), has been cancelled with Owners full consent as i will be traveling.

However, the chastity dice should be rolled before i set off and i will update the blog with the outcome.

My normal service (pun intended) will, i hope, resume shortly. 

Oh, i almost forgot. Whilst i was in Spain last week i sailed past my 400th day since my last orgasm (as i type i am on day 406). Go me! i remain so grateful to my wonderful Owner for keeping me in this state of sustained denial 

Keeping Busy Whilst Owner Is Away

Owner has been in Spain all of this past week (i fly out to join Her tomorrow) and i have been determined to show Her that i can be a good, hard-working housewife in Her absence. Ok, i confess, i also actually quite enjoy housework it is just i also have a slightly lazy streak that we are working hard to eradicate.

Anyway, back to this week. Before Owner left i sent Her a list of all the household cleaning and other tasks that i would try to do whilst She was away. These on top of my usual daily chores and cleaning routines and my work. It was actually quite a busy week for me work-wise. This was what i said i would do in Owners absence:

• Empty out and clean all cupboards and wardrobes in the kitchen, spare bedroom, bathroom and lounge
• Wipe down all walls
• Touch-up paintwork as needed and fill-in any cracks and paint over
• Clean all windows inside and out and wash and clean the windowsills
• Move all furniture/beds and clean underneath/behind
• Hoover and dust in the loft
• Clean the communal hallway, front door and outside porch area
• Tidy-up the garden
• Polish/de-stain all of Owners jewellery

To this list i also added:

• Clean oven, washing machine and fridge
• Wipe down all skirting boards 
• Wipe clean net curtain poles

It is now Saturday lunchtime and i have managed to get through everything above with the exception of touching up the paintwork and filling in of hairline cracks which won't take me long as will get done next and then tidying our little garden/front yard. That will be the last thing i get done.

Crikey! i am in danger of completing everything i set out to do, which begs the question, was there more i should/could have done? Working hard and keeping busy is, i know, good for me and Owner seems very pleased with how i have got on. In fact, She has been complaining about having to do things Herself in my absence whilst She is in Spain, things She would normally simply expect me to do for Her, and rightly so. i am looking forward to being reunited with Her in person not just because i love and have missed Her but also because i long to serve Her in person again.

Anyway, here are a couple of pictures of me in some of my cleaning attire, cleaning and posing

At the start of the week i also had some 'gentlemen visitors' in the form of a gas engineer servicing the boiler, a fitter measuring up for new blinds we are having installed and a technician/sales surveying and advising on a new boiler. Obviously i greeted them at the door and escorted them up the stairs in my regulation micro skirt, bra, blouse and stockings. Our staircase is steep and with me leading the way  everything is on full view.

i ended up talking to the surveyor/sales rep for a good thirty minutes as he got down all the details needed for to prepare a quote. It made me realise how far i have developed, what a slut i have become, in that i have completely normalised being on my own, talking to a man i do not know, flashing my panties as i bent over to move something out of the way or stretched to retrieve an item from a cupboard. This was what i was wearing;

i hope readers have had an equally productive week.

UPDATE - i did indeed get everything done

p.s. She may be out of the country but this post was, as always, first approved by Owner before publishing 

21 Years

The 21st anniversary cake Owner got for us

Tomorrow, Sunday the 31st May, will be the 21st anniversary of when Owner and i first met in person. Wowsers! How time flies when you are in love and having fun.

Twenty-one years ago Owner and i met in person for the first time. We had been chatting on line for a few months but it was on the 31st May 2005, at Bond Street tube station, that we met for the first time. What a momentous moment that turns out to have been.

When we met i was immediately struck by Owners large and mesmerising eyes, Her gorgeous smile, long, luxurious hair and massive flared jeans! We went for lunch together to an Italian restaurant (which we occasionally still return to for anniversary meals) and became fast friends. After that we spoke and messaged daily and would meet up almost every weekend for drinks and a movie. However, we were 'just friends'. i am actually quite shy and was scared of letting Owner know that i fancied Her lest She did not feel the same way about me. However, She did and She quickly tired of waiting for me. A few months later, on the 6th October to be precise Owner made Her move. She snogged me passionately on the concourse of Charing Cross station as She was getting the train back to Her flat in South London and i was preparing to head back to my place in North London. Finally, i knew that yes, She did like me. We started 'dating'.

The vanilla stage of our relationship was quite short-lived. i wrote a letter to Owner (i often find it easier to write things down) inviting Her to move in with me but also asking Her if She might permit me to submit to Her. So began our first tentative steps into our Female-led relationship, a relationship that continues to evolve, strengthen and deepen with each passing year.

In those 21 years we have gone on amazing adventures together, bought a flat in London and one in Owners home town in Northern Spain. We have cared for each other during periods of ill health and we have laughed, joked and loved and had tremendous fun together. We married in Las Vegas (under the iconic sign) - Her in a trouser suit me in a pink dress and heels - in 2018 and plan to renew our vows in Canada in 2028. All the while Owners' control over me has deepened as She has trained and shaped me to become Her submissive, housewife, maid and slut and Her own human sex toy. 

Owner has trained me well, continues to do so, this despite me not being the best of students! Our goal is for me to one day eventually be sufficiently proficient as to be acceptable to Her as Her slave. i am currently a long way from being good enough to be considered worthy of that. However, we agree that my service and subservience to Her does keep improving, albeit slowly. 

Sadly, Owner flies to Spain tomorrow (the day of our actual 21st anniversary - hence celebrating early) leaving me at home in Her flat in London. i will miss Her terribly. The good news is that i will fly out to join Her the following weekend. Her being away will not mean that i can put my feet up and relax, quite the opposite in fact, which is as it should be. i have a long list of things i have promised to do whilst i am home alone; from hoovering and dusting the loft, to washing all the walls, emptying out and cleaning all cupboards and drawers, polishing all Her jewellery and cleaning the communal hallway and garden area. These on top of my usual chores and my work. It will be a good learning and training opportunity for me as i strive to further progress and elevate my level of service to Owner. 

Of course, having two video surveillance cameras installed means that Owner will also be able to keep an eye on me as i busy myself with my tasks. As well as ensuring that i am completing my domestic tasks and chores as Her good and obedient maid Owner has also said that She may also use the cameras for another purpose. Namely to have me showcase what a slut i have become by getting me to 'perform' like a pornstar for Her in front of Her surveillance cameras whilst She watches.

Earlier this week Owner used one of Her surveillance cameras to capture this shot of me chained, gagged and locked up in my dog kennel/cage in the kitchen with my pussy penetrated by Her cock, which itself was attached to the new fucking machine.

It was quite something to be locked up on all fours like that, heavy weights and a cast iron cow bell suspended from and stretching my tits, my gagged mouth drooling into a small plastic bucket whilst my hot, hungry pussy loosened and contracted against Owners cock. The cock was stationary, the machine switched off, that was until Owner came through and switched it on and then stood and watched silently as it began to metronome fuck Her gagged and restrained slut. Moans escaped from my lips as Owners cock thrust in and out, in and out of my hole. The machine sped up, my clit stirred in its chastity cage and then Owner switched the fucking machine off leaving me horny and frustrated, my fuck hole stretched open and wet.

i hope i might get another opportunity to show Owner what a slut i am on camera whist She is away.

Today Owner also prepared me for Her forthcoming absence by whipping me then electrocuting my clit multiple times. 

7-tail whip handle and controller to the electro shock clit device

Afterwards She oversaw a supervised shower by unlocking my chastity device and watching whilst i scrubbed my temporarily released clit clean with soap and a nail brush, shaved it smooth, scrubbed my chastity device clean before Owner then locked me back into my device. It will stay locked until after i arrive in Spain in a week's time when Owner will again briefly unlock me for another supervised shower.

i love and adore my Owner. i love my life with Her. i am the luckiest person alive and cannot wait to see what the next 21 years have in store. Will i have become Her slave by then? i hope so

Public Slut

Owner occasionally loves to give me a little humiliating task or challenge to complete, just to keep me on my toes and to test my willingness to do anything that She tells me. i am, after all, expected by Her to act and behave as Her shameless slut whenever i am asked, irrespective of where we are or what i am doing.

Owner is also very creative and in the past has come up with a range of new and novel activities for me to complete to demonstrate my willingness to do as told, no matter how humiliating that might feel at the time. Examples have included going through airport security wearing a badge declaring that i am being trained (i even had to make my own badge!), wearing Her used knickers as a face mask whilst shopping, deep-throating dildo's in public etc, etc.

The subsequent successful completion of these tasks - alongside the monthly public photo shoot challenges - has boosted my self-confidence and helped me to become more comfortable embracing my inner slut.

Anyway, today i was sent on an errand to collect a prescription for Owner from the pharmacy and then buy Her a coffee from the cafe in our local park on my way home. This is something that i am often told to do. This time, however, Owner added an additional instruction. i was to write the word SLUT on my forehead in the park and then take a selfie and send it to Her as proof.

The heatwave has eased a little but it was still a warm and sunny day in London with lots of people in the park when, having bought Her coffee, i sat down on a park bench, took out the lipstick it had been agreed i should use for the purpose, and wrote SLUT on my forehead. This is what i looked like

And this was me writing on my forehead on the park bench

Note to self - i really need to be better at spacing out letters! It looks more like i have drawn a wiggly worm than written the word SLUT. Oh well, Owner was happy with my efforts.

Here is a little video of the finished 'look'. At least i did as i was told, sort of

Thank you Owner.

Machine Fucked in the Heat

Things are definitely hotting up and i don't just mean the heatwave that has descended on London this bank holiday weekend! Next Sunday marks 21 years since Owner and i first met in the flesh (at Bond Street tube station). We always celebrate our 'Bond Street anniversary' - we regularly go back to the restaurant we had lunch in that momentous day. However, this year Owner will be flying out to Spain on the day of our anniversary (i will be joining Her a week later) - so we have started to celebrate a little early. This has included the early exchange of some gifts, the bulk will be exchanged next weekend.

Owner totally surprised me with Her gift for me. She bought a fuck machine to fuck me with when i am caged or to have me create live content for Her that She can watch via one of the household surveillance cameras, with me as Her personal porn performer. It made my gift to Her seem very boring indeed! i had got Her a ring, although She will be getting more gifts from me later in the week.

Anyway, back to the fuck machine! Owner announced that She wanted to give it a thorough test today, bank holiday Monday. Understandably my excitement mounted and it wasn't just the heat that was causing me restless sleep! i could not wait to be fucked by the machine and have the opportunity of showing Owner what an accommodating and greedy slut i am. However, i also did not want to have any unfortunate accidents.

Well the machine and my pussy were both put through their paces and Owner was delighted by Her new purchase, as obviously was i.

The first location the machine was set up in was in front of the lounge surveillance camera. Initially one of the supplied dildos was used. This was then swapped out for Owners' substantially bigger 'cock', the one that She fucks me with using Her harness. Both 'tests' were a success

 

Owners wonderful 'cock' attached to the fuck machine

Next, we moved to the kitchen for Owner to test my being fucked whilst caged in my kennel/cage. Once again this proved a great success with Owner able to have the machine fuck me whilst i am locked and secured in place in the confines of my cage/kennel

This set up means that Owner can observe me being fucked, whilst i am locked up in my kennel/cage, via the surveillance camera whilst She goes about Her business

 My fuck holes' view of fuck machine with surveillance camera behind

The machine was such an amazing and unexpected gift to receive. i can't wait to be able to show Owner what a cock hungry slut i am. It will also be amazing for deep throat training.

This morning i also received another wonderful gift from my Goddess in the form of a fresh glass of Her piss. It was incredibly delicious. i know i can sometimes bang on about how much i love drinking Owners pee and how lucky i am to be served it by Her, but honestly, there is no better drink. i would love to be able to drink it all day.

Downing a glass of Owners' fresh piss this morning

Despite the heat, which Owner hates, we did manage to still go out this long weekend. On Saturday i took Owner to lunch at the Darwin Brasserie in the 'walkie-talkie' building with its amazing views over London. However, no view could compete with the view of Owner who looked simply stunning, She is so beautiful

As for me, this was my 'look' for the occasion;

We didn't stay out for long on Saturday though. No sooner was lunch finished than we headed home to escape the heat. 

On Sunday we went out for drinks together later in the afternoon and had a fun time gossiping and people watching before we returned back home. Here we are on the way back from the bar - just an FLR couple still deeply in love and having fun together after almost 21 years.