It seems strange to think that only just over a year ago i could barely walk more than a few yards and as a result 90% of the little daily routines that Owner and i had grown accustomed to me doing for Her were just impossible to complete. Out went the cleaning, out went the massages, out went the regular canings in fact out went pretty much everything we had slowly developed over the period of our Femdom relationship as i became almost wholly dependent upon Her as i was essentially unable to walk, bend or sit.

Well that was just over one year ago and a lot has happened in the past year. Thanks to the 'miracle' of pilates i gradually regained the use of an 'almost' totally normal back. We travelled (a lot) and we moved house but many of the routines that i had established and grown accustomed to remained undone as we were both very cautious about what i did and did not do. However, in these past few months i am pleased to say that things are now almost, almost back to where we were forced to abandon them by my temporary incapacity. i now perform daily cleaning duties and tasks and have resumed full responsibility for keeping the flat looking as Owner would like. Owners is again now receiving massages and pedicures, i am back locked-up essentially full-time and the canings and other forms of discipline have returned. Over a year ago we were both 'used' to a caning involving me receiving just over 200 strokes - after first being warmed-up with Owners hand and a flogger and/or paddle. When i say 200 strokes i don't mean stand back and run at the victim kind of strikes but still they were pretty hard and the first 100 were administered with Owners stiff cane and the remainder with Her very flexible 'whippy' one. It took quite some time to build me up to being able to take that number and the sudden loss of practice had quite an impact. However, we are now back over the 120 a caning mark (tonight's total) so hopefully well on the way to get back to the 200+ mark.

In fact about the only thing that continued to develop and progress over the time since my back went was my femming. i am now (perhaps overly) confident about wearing full make-up to work and completely women's attire without worrying, have had my ears pierced. i have also recently started wearing my collar to work too, including to a recent work conference. What with that and being photographed/videoed by Owner and becoming much, much more of the exhibitionist i always fantasised about i can no longer try to claim to be shy - though i still maintain that essentially i am.

Owner and i have also recently started discussing further ways that She and i would like me and our relationship to develop and evolve which, no doubt will appear hear over time - well we hope they will. But tonight as i was bent over the sofa, mouth gagged, hands secured behind my back, nipples clamped hard, clitty safely locked, derriere glowing hot and sore from its caning whilst my hips eagerly bounced up and down as Owner instructed me to fuck the dildo She had thrust into my pussy harder and harder still to show Her what a slut i i was doing that and then later again as i was cleaning the bathroom i was reminded of quite how wonderful my life with my Owner is and what an eventful year/14 months we have had and how grateful i am to Her for all of the care, love and devotion She showed me (and continues to show me) and how i can't wait for our lives to continue to evolve together. i never really say it enough but thank you Owner, quite simply you are my world.


Miss Christina said...

I am so sorry to hear that you went through such a hard time. That had to be terrible, but you have come out the other side and have a lot to be thankful for...funny how we can take our health for granted till something major happens to put it all back into perspective.

Tamara said...

I'm glad to hear that you back is almost back to normal again. (How about posting some photos of you doing pilates?). And I am very curious about the further developments ahead of you. Keep us posted.


Happy pet said...

Thank you Miss Christina and Tamara for your comments. As you say Miss Christina i am very thankful indeed. As for the photos Tamara the actual pilates class i go to is a public one and though they have got used to me being there wearing my collar i think they'd draw the line at photos! That said i do daily back exercises each morning as well so will see if Owner likes the idea too. And yes, we have quite a developments planned for the year which, fingers crossed, will pan out - will keep everyone posted.