Whipped Into Shape

This past week has been another very busy one for Owner and i work-wise. We have both had early starts and i have run workshops and given a number of presentations. As a result, come Friday we were both feeling quite exhausted. It was a pleasant surprise, therefore, when Owner messaged me as i was on my way home from my office to instruct me to pick-up some beers for Her and some cider for me as we were going to have a relaxed evening in.

Relax we did. We chilled out on the sofa with a drink or two and watched the end of a TV series we have been consuming called One Day, which i have really enjoyed. i was also told to postpone my chores until the following day and just relax at Owner's side. It was a lovely way to end the week.

Today, however, saw normal service and duties resume. Owner administered my weekly maintenance disciplining. This time She chose to whip me, on my back and on my bottom, before taking one of Her riding crops to my nipples. The whip marked my back and buttocks nicely, creating an almost plant-like affect on my skin;

whipped buttocks and back

Owners' short red whip

After whipping me Owner rewarded me with a glass of Her delicious urine

i also set about catching up with and completing my chores from yesterday as well as completing my usual Saturday chores. Owner also electrocuted my nipples, part of a punishment from the previous week. In fact She has also been having fun on a few occasions this week electrocuting my unsuspecting clit. She has also advised me that She will also be locking me into my cage for an hour tomorrow to round off the punishments that are still outstanding from the week before.

My punishment book already has an embarrassingly long number of entries, all bar the most recent of which have been served in a variety of different ways. Owners' most common way of punishing me is to electrocute me, normally on my clit r my nipples but also on my buttocks. She also locks me into my cage in punishment and has imposed periods of time when i am forbidden from wearing make-up or appearing en femme.

This week i have accrued an additional five entries. Owner has been paying closer attention to my behaviour and requires that i enter a punishment for any instance where i have done something that annoys Her. The entries for the past week comprise:

1. spending too long in the bathroom
2. forgetting to check Owner had packed Her umbrella when She left the house
3. forgetting to set out some water and snacks for Owner before i left the house for a work meeting
4. me attending a work event wearing trousers with a hole in the crotch
5. me making too much popcorn for us both when we watched a movie this afternoon

i am grateful to Owner for Her continued vigilance and for ensuring that any mistake or error on my part gets entered into the punishment log for Her to decide later what form of punishment the incident warrants. i know i am lucky to have an Owner who dedicates Herself, as Owner does, to punishing me and helping to make me into a better wife for Her.

It is not all crimes and misdemeanours though. This evening Owner has instructed me to remove all of my clothes whilst in Her presence so that She can grope and fondle me. It's a tough life sometimes 😊

Good Slut

This weekend has seen me be birched, caged, pissed on, used as a sex toy and fucked. It has been a good weekend.

It all started on Saturday. After completing my daily studies, exercises and household chores, i was locked up securely inside my new cage for an hour. This was part of a punishment from Owner for having wasted Her time the previous weekend. It was a thoroughly deserved punishment.

Before being caged Owner dressed me in the new pretty lilac body harness She had bought me for our wedding anniversary, complete with matching fluffy tail and ears. It took some time to work out how to fit the harness but once we had worked that out i was ready to be placed inside. i loved having the harness on and Owner seemed very pleased with how it looked on me.

Owner was then able to spend some time relaxing with a cup of tea and reading Her book and generally spending some quality time with Herself without being distracted or disturbed by Her wife.

locked away in my cage

my pretty new harness, and fluffy tail and ears

Prior to being caged Owner had already delivered my weekly maintenance disciplining. She chose a different implement this time, selecting Her birch caning rod. It delivers quite a sting when it lands and Owner used it to strike me many, many times across my buttocks. i am grateful to Her for reminding of Her complete authority over me.

freshly birched bottom

it was early so i was still in my nightie

On Sunday i completed my exercises, studies and most of my household chores before preparing lunch. After we had eaten and i had washed and put away the dishes Owner suggested we go out for a walk. We headed to our local park and then to a cafe to have an early afternoon coffee. It was lovely spending time with Owner. 

Coffees consumed we returned home. Owner instructed me to strip and to prepare myself to receive Her piss by securing the urinal gag in my mouth. i positioned myself in the bathroom in such a way as to enable me to receive Owner's golden nectar. She quickly filled my mouth and soon piss was spilling down my front as well as down my throat. Owner remarked how much She enjoys having me drink Her piss in this manner and how She wants me to be Her urinal more often. 

me as a human piss pot

As if this wasn't thrilling enough no sooner had She filled me with Her wonderful liquid than Owner instructed me to wait for Her in the bedroom with the brown and tentacle dildo's ready.

Upon entering the room Owner instructed me to lie face down and start to fellate the brown dildo. As i did so She climbed astride me so that She was sat on my buttocks. She reached out and grabbed hold of my ponytail and then started to rub Herself against me. She grabbed Her vibrator, pushed it against Her clit and started to bring Herself off as She rode me like a jockey. Occasionally She paused and, using the electric zapper device, encouraged me to suck faster on the dildo by zapping me on my butt cheeks or between my legs before returning to the task in hand of bringing Herself off. It wasn't long until She came.

Owner dismounted and 'rewarded' me by standing in front of me so that i could see Her forbidden pussy before turning and presenting me with Her backside to kiss and lick. Of course, i eagerly obliged. Owner's fun had only just begun, however.

Moments later She instructed me to roll onto my back, then She mounted my face and had me pleasure Her anus with my tongue as She began to bring Herself off once more. 'Deeper, deeper!' She instructed. My tongue probed deeper still as i buried myself inside Her. Owner ground down against my face leaving me unable to breathe as Her climax approached. When finally She rolled off me, panting with pleasure i too was gasping, except in my case it was for air.

As She lay in repose, catching Her breath, Owner lazily fucked my mouth with Her foot. But it was another orifice of mine that was to be Her next focus of intention. Soon i found myself on all fours, brown dildo between my lips as Owner penetrated my pussy with the large tentacle dildo. i love the feeling of being stretched out and opened up by it and soon Owner was instructing me to fuck myself harder and harder on Her cephalopod cock whilst She pleasured Herself with Her vibrator. The tentacle pushed deeper and faster inside me as Owner thrust Her hips rhythmically back and forth and i pushed back against Her. Again She zapped me as She fucked me. All the while my mouth worked its way up and down the shaft of Her brown dildo as Owner brought Herself off again as She continued to fuck me.

All too soon it was over and She rolled away, fully spent.

Owner held me against Her chest and uttered the words that i never tire of hearing Her whisper. She told me that i was a 'good slut and wife'. It is something that i strive to be and which is always lovely to hear Her tell me. As for me, i just cannot believe how lucky i am to get to live with a serve a woman as wonderful as Owner.

This was the scene on the bed post-fucking.

Her own orgasm left Owner was a little unsteady on Her feet when She got up to shower. As for me, i was left aroused but frustrated. It is now well over six months since i was last allowed to orgasm. i cleaned and tidied away the toys and then went back to work, cleaning all the floors in the flat.

When my chores were finally done Owner put me back into my cage for another hour whilst She worked. i spent the time chained and gagged with a horse bit, causing me to drool steadily into the little bucket that is kept in the cage. Thankfully, my pussy behaved itself and Owner did not have to work whilst also being serenaded by contented 'fanny farts' from Her slut, although it was quite vocal at times when i had been cleaning the floors earlier. This was Owners' view of me in the corner of the room whilst She worked.

When an hour later the cage door was opened and Owner released my bonds i was allowed to join Her to watch a TV series together. it has been a wonderful weekend.

Anniversary

It has been another intense and busy week but one that culminated in Owner and i celebrating our sixth wedding anniversary (we have actually been together for nineteen years). Yes, this day six years ago i stood in  my pink dress, Owner in Her dark trouser suit, under the 'Welcome to Las Vegas' sign in sin city and became Owner's legally wedded wife. One of the happiest days of my life.

But, i am getting ahead of myself. First off, a recap of the week that was. Well, like i say it was super busy with work. But not all of it was stress. No. On Tuesday Owner instructed that i be plugged. So this is how i spent the day. A heavy metal plug buried inside my pussy whilst i was working away. Good job my colleagues could not see my derriere when on Teams etc calls!

plugged - you can also see my piercing

Fast forward to thursday and Owner had me lie prostrate on Her bed whilst She set about electrocuting my clit and bottom using a combination of both the electro clit device (that is always secured around my clit at home so She can zap me at any time) and Her tazapper device. Owner greatly enjoys watching me flinch and squirm and has me count out each shock that i receive when She is torturing me. Lately, She has begun to increase the intensity of the shocks that i receive. They make me cry out but i love the fact that Owner obviously enjoys torturing Her 'pet'. Seeing the smile on Her face as i cower below Her, waiting and flinching in anticipation of the next shock, makes my submissive heart leap for joy. Swiftly followed by a leap of my hips in shock when She zaps me!

Some people use electricity for pleasure and arousal, even if that arousal is frustrated. For Owner this could not be further from the case. For Her electricity is a tool that is effective in inflicting pain, exerting control and maintaining obedience and discipline. It also serves as means of summonsing me to Her side if needed or to simply amuse Her as She hears or watches me cry out. When i was tortured by the electro device last night i was not blindfolded nor was i gagged. Watching me flinch and cower involuntarily just at the sight of Her finger hovering over the control unit was something that seemed to greatly amuse and entertain Owner. As for me, knowing that She can make me curl up in fearful anticipation at any moment has added a powerful and wonderful new element to our relationship. Her ability to control and enforce has grown considerably, thanks in part to Her new electric arsenal. My subservience and desire to perform and behave to the best of my abilities has also evolved considerably. Owner gets to enjoy being able to torture me at the mere touch of a button and i am rewarded by falling ever deeper under Her control.

Waiting to be electro-tortured

But i digress. Inbetween all of these butt plug and electro-torture fun and games i carried out my daily chores, studies and exercise routines. They keep me on my toes and maintain my service to Owner. 

Recently, we have also introduced another routine for me. First thing in the morning, just after She has eaten the breakfast i have prepared for Her and showered and changed, Owner likes to go for a walk in our local park. She does so alone. It is a chance for Her to clear Her head and prepare for the day to come. My new routine involves me listening out for Her return. When i hear Her open the gate i kneel inside the front door, hands raised up to my chest like an exciteable pup, to greet and nuzzle Her when She walks in the door. Owner seems to enjoy this new form of greeting and will pat Her 'pet' i.e. me, approvingly as She takes off Her coat.

Why do i mention this? Well, i am coming on to talk about the day of our wedding anniversary, Friday 16th February. i prepared breakfast as usual and then sat down with Owner and exchange wedding anniversary gifts for each other. 

Wait, but what about Valentine's day i hear you ask? You skipped that.

i did but only because Owner and i never celebrate it. Never have, never will. So no, Valentine's is not a special day for us.

Back to our Anniversary. This year i bought Owner a pretty necklace, a t-shirt that says 'Obey me' and a set of miniature pain sticks 

New necklace and pain sticks

In return Owner bought me a book and a beautiful body harness complete with tail and pretty matching cats ears. i have been told i am to wear these when i am caged, starting this coming weekend.  i guess that probably settles the are we/are we not keeping the dog cage to lock me up in question. 

My new harness, tail and matching ears + my card from Owner

Owners' anniversary card for me was also highly appropriate, referring to how She loves to touch and grope my butt.

At the end of the day Owner took me out for some drinks and an anniversary meal in Shoreditch in East London. We had a lovely time with plenty of people watching to be had. 

Before we headed out, however, there was the small task of my monthly outdoor challenge to complete. Owners' dice determined that i was to go to the park in my pink velvet dress, all that was left for me to decide was what to wear with the dress?

There were quite a few people in the park, it is the school holidays, but Owner was very pleased with how i got on with my challenge. You can judge for yourself from the photos below. They appear in reverse order with me in the park first and me leaving our flat to head for the park last

As usual it was great fun to do and i am grateful to Owner for encouraging me to go out and make an exhibition of myself in the way that i do. 

Owmer has threatened to stop these outdoor adventures of mine. She says that i clearly have too much fun, and that i should be electrocuted instead. 

i hope i am allowed to continue my monthly poses. i would love to keep demonstrating what an exhibitionist slut i am. Only time will tell I guess.

A Relaxed But Productive Weekend

Owner and i both had pretty intense weeks at work so, come the end of business on Friday we decided to head down to one of our local bars to 'decompress'. It was a lovely evening consisting of rum and cokes for Owner and ciders for yours truly, followed by a shared pizza. As a result, my Friday chores were bumped to Saturday with Owners' permission.

After completing my studies and exercises on Saturday morning i caught up with my chores, including those left over from the previous day. Owner and i then headed out to Canary Wharf to enjoy a spot of Mexican food for lunch followed by some retail therapy. i had a Mango voucher left over from my birthday which Owner allowed me to spend on a pair of black high heels. Friday had seen me relegated to 'boy mode' as a punishment so it was good to have my make-up back and bra etc back on and be back to my normal self. When we got back we both then sat down to watch a movie. It was a lovely relaxed day.

Today has been a day of housework with all floors swept and mopped, the fridge and washing machine cleaned and the ironing done as well as my exercise and Spanish studies. Later, Owner administered my weekly maintenance disciplining, caning my clit with Her twisted cane and warming up my breasts with Her short riding crop.

Owner rests Her twisted cane against my caged clit

As a thank you for my caning Owner received a back massage from me and i was gifted a delicious glass of Her piss to drink.

Owner also reviewed my punishment book for the past week. This time there were just two entries. One for having forgotten to lock the front door when i returned having bought Owner a coffee from the park cafe and the second for not returning an item of clothing despite both having been in the right shop to return it (i thought it was from somewhere else). For the first punishment i will be electrocuted and for the second i can expect to spend quite some time next weekend in my cage.

All in all it has been a good weekend.

Drool, Piss and an Electro Clit

Owner has been keeping me on my toes this week and setting me some additional little tasks and challenges to complete. These have been in addition to completing my regular daily chores and being punished for some of my misdeamours from the previous week.

The first of these additional challenges was being gagged during the day outside of work meetings i.e. i was allowed to remove my gag when on a Teams or Zoom call but when i wasn't the gag was in place. i actually had a relatively quiet day meetings wise (there are days when i spend all day bouncing from one such meeting to the next) so the gag was in situ much of the day.

This was me with my gag on at the start of the day:

Then here i am, drooling uncontrollably when i took the gag off at the end when the gag came off for the final time that day:

i have to confess, i quite like it when i get made to drool. i can't explain why, i just do.

Today i was given another challenge. Owner sent me out to the park this afternoon with a clear flask She had part-filled after breakfast with Her piss. My instructions were to drink the contents of the flask in the park and then return with a coffee for Owner from the park cafe. Although Her golden nectar was well over six hours old, and so quite stale, it still tasted delicious. 

Here i am in the park, sat in front of the park cafe, consuming Owners' piss:

Part of the punishment i received for last week's punishment book entries was having my clit shocked ten times with the electro shock device that is kept affixed around it. Owner had me lie down in the bed as She administered each shock and i was soon jumping about with each discharge into my bits or wincing in anticipation of the next. Tonight it is the turn of my breasts to be similarly treated and then i will spend tomorrow in 'boy mode' i.e. no make-up and normal clothes and that will see my punishments for the week completed, just in time for my maintenance disciplining!

In short, it is proving a fun but busy week and one that is keeping me on my toes.

Poppet Spring/Summer Show

 Owner likes to have me give Her a little treat every month, usually in the form of some kind of show. January was no exception. For reasons out of my control i was allowed to postpone the show until today (technically obviously February). However, that was done with Owners' permission.

The treat i was tasked with providing Owner was a fashion catwalk. Owner stated that i needed to come up with three different themes and so, after a bit of consideration, i came up with a bridal, swimwear and ready-to-wear theme.

In an attempt to re-create the catwalk feel i paired each 'show' with some music. For bridal i went with Nick Cave's The Ship Song which is wonderfully romantic. For swimwear it was Katy Perry's California Girls (because i can daydream about being one) and then for my ready-to-wear show I went with Halsey's Killing Boys, because, well why not?

Anyway, here are my three 'shows'. Kudos to Owner for the photography and special affects.

First off, bridal;

Followed by, swimwear;

And finally, ready-to-wear:

They were great fun to do. Thank you Owner for the chance to swan about on a 'catwalk' for you.

The next treat i have been tasked with providing Owner is to re-create the 'Susan drops an olive' scene from the 1930s classic movie Bringing up Baby. i am going to have to practice my olive catching! (if you have no idea what i am on about you'll have to watch the movie).

In other news. The new cage Owner ordered for me arrived yesterday. Here i am testing it:

As you can see it has wheels and i can enter it from a side door whilst the top lifts-up allowing Owner to easily interact with Her pet. However, i am not sure if Owner will be keeping it or not. The cage folds-up but our flat is small and Owner is concerned that it takes up too much space. Owner had hoped it would go in the loft but it is quite heavy and i worry if might kill me if i attempt to drag it up the ladder. So this may be my first and last appearance inside it. We shall see.

Yesterday we visited the Cute exhibition at Somerset House. It was okay but not as good as i had hoped it might be. It did provide a couple of photo opportunities though for me to pose whilst Owner snapped me.

Today, fashion catwalk aside, i have spent all morning cleaning, doing my Spanish, exercising and preparing lunch. It wasn't just me cooking this weekend though. Owner prepared one of my favourite deserts yesterday, Tarta de Abuela. She served it as a mid-afternoon snack for us both before we sat down to watch a trans teen Vampire movie called Bit which was fun if a bit silly at times with some suspect acting at times.

Owner also reviewed by punishment diary. i did a little better this week compared to the previous, with just five entries, not seven as was the case last week. My transgressions consisted of:

• forgetting to remind Owner that we had an electrical engineer visiting to test the mains which briefly disrupted the power whilst we were both working from home 
• having to be reminded to fellate a dildo whilst watching TV with Owner after having earlier been instructed to do so
• opening an envelope by mistake, that arrived in the post and which was addressed to Owner,  instead of the one addressed to me
• delaying returning clothes purchased for me for my birthday which were too big
• causing Owner to become annoyed about the new metal cage
  

i deserve to be punished for all of these and punished i will be. Owner has determined that all bar the last misdemeanour will be dealt with by having my clit and breasts electrocuted multiple times. For the final misdemeanour i will once again have to suffer the indignity of being returned to 'boy mode' and denied the right to wear make-up or female attire for a day. All very fair punishments.

Anyway, that's about it from me. Take care all.

Deeper and Deeper

i must be one of the luckiest people alive.

i get to live my life with the most wonderful Owner in the world, the woman who is the love of my life and my best friend. A person i have the honour of submitting to and serving as Her slutty wife. What started out as a vanilla relationship quickly morphed into a Female-led one and, ever since, Owners' control over me has steadily extended into all aspects of my life.

Owner enjoys having a wife who does exactly what she is told to do. She enjoys having someone at home whose job is to make Her life as comfortable as possible, someone whose sole purpose in life is Her pleasure and happiness, someone She can enjoy teasing and beating or torturing when She so desires. 

As for myself, well i love nothing more than having the honour and pleasure of serving and submitting to my Owner to the best of my abilities. She is the love of my life and being permitted to submit to Her is my proudest achievement in life. Over the years Her control over me has gradually, slowly extended. We both work full-time so there are practical limits we have to work with. That said, we are always looking for new ways to deepen our bond and my subservience to Owner.

To that end there have already been some changes made this year that serve as examples of how our relationship has continued to further evolve and deepen. In my last post i mentioned some new rules that are now in place for me and the new punishment book i must keep up to date.

i am pleased to report that my punishments were served last week. i spent four days in 'boy mode' (no make-up or feminine attire) - which is something i really don't like. i feel ugly and not myself when dressed like that. i was also sat on and tickled until i thought i might wet myself. My clit was also electrocuted multiple times, as were my nipples, my buttocks and my pussy.

Last night i then had my regular maintenance disciplining - this time i was paddled on my buttocks and struck across my breasts with a riding crop.

For my part i have striven to provide Owner with things i know She enjoys, giving head scratches and offering massages cooking some new dishes as well as old favourites whilst keeping up with all my household chores. i am also consciously trying to ensure that, when invited to join Her to watch a TV series on the sofa in the evening (as was the case last night), i keep my body open and available for Her. The image below is of the two of us last night, Owner under a blanket and me....well not under it but available to be fondled and caressed, which She did.

me on the left, Owner on the right under a blanket on the sofa

i am also trying to avoid disturbing Owner when She is listening to Her book and to establish a routine of welcoming Her home by prostrating myself before Her when She returns from Her morning walk. i have also been continuing to diligently record those times in the week when my behaviour or actions have fallen short. There are currently 3 entries in my punishment book for this week.

Owner has also written out some treats She expects me to provide for Her over the coming year. These are on cards that will be drawn each month. The first will be completed tomorrow when i must give Owner a catwalk show. She asked for three different styles of outfit. i suggested the following:

• ready to wear
• bridal
• swimwear

i am delighted to say that She agreed to these so tomorrow i will be modelling for Owner.

Last, Owner has also retired the 'under-the-table' cage that we had fashioned and is replacing it with a dog cage for me. The cage is on wheels meaning that when i am inside it She will be able to trundle me around or re-position me however She chooses. It will become my new home when i am not needed and have completed my chores or studies etc. We are both looking forward to it becoming a new feature of our home life.

In addition to the above this week also saw me being allowed to fellate a dildo for ten minutes whilst sat next to Owner as She watched telly. This afternoon we are both heading out into town to an exhibition about cuteness which is on at Somerset House and which i am really excited about.

i hope all readers are keeping well and i hope to update about my fashion catwalk show for Owner in my next blog entry.