Tuesday 30 March 2021

Poppet Subslut Wants to Hang Out!

One of the many anime series that Owner and i have enjoyed during this period of Covid-19 induced lockdown is Uzaki Chan Wants to Hang Out!. It is about a character called Hana Uzaki who wants to hang out with a reserved guy in her high school who is her senior, or senpai. The series is about the relationship between the two. Oh, and Hana is the proud owner of a pair of very large breasts, a fact that is highlighted by the top she regularly wears which bears the legend Sugoi Dekai, meaning So Big! 

Owner bought me the top for my birthday, i love it and love wearing it even though my own breasts are as flat as pancakes. In terms of bra size i am a 38AA, definitely not in Hana's league! Much as i might love to have boobs it is not something that will ever happen as Owner prefers me as i am. So on me the top is, well i guess ironic. Not today, however.

Today Owner did a photo shoot of me dressed as Hana. She ordered me a short wig, which incidentally we both love. i am almost tempted to try and grow, and dye, my real hair like this but i know it is too fine to work. More importantly, however, She fashioned a pair of impressive breasts for me to fill out my top by stuffing my bikini with pairs of Her socks. Just add in one of my skirts, some black hold-ups and my boots and you have, i think, a pretty passable version of me as Hana Uzaki. What do you think?

Here is the manga Hana


And then here is me as Hana

And then a few more of me

me and my rack :)

would so love this for my own hair

i love how Owner has accessorised this image

Copping a feel of my temporary assets

love you all 

It was a great photo shoot to do. All credit as always, however, goes to Owner as photographer. i simply stand and pose (or try to) whereas She does all the work.

Saturday 27 March 2021

Countdown

Owner and i are counting down the days to the start of our Easter holiday. After this weekend we have one working day left and then we have a week off. Sadly, because of Covid restrictions we won't actually be travelling anywhere but we do have a number of activities planned, including two photoshoots (yippee!) and an Easter-egg hunt (double yippee!) together with some walks. Rumour has it that the latter might involve the giant tentacle anal dildo, just the prospect of which is enough to make me wet.

More importantly, however, next week also marks Owners' birthday so i will be trying to spoil Her rotten and ensuring that She has a thoroughly enjoyable time, which is just what She deserves. There will be cake and presents and other good stuff.

This week has been a relatively subdued one. We have both been busy with work. On Monday i was, once again, sent out to our local shop to make a purchase wearing a pair of Owners' used knickers as a face mask. The scent was exquisite. It is a good job, however, that it is me rather than Her who wears the lace underwear in this household - lace being the least practical of the face mask materials! You can see me below

in my 'mask'

Then on Wednesday i was required to maintain a one minute plank in front of Owner whilst wearing weighted clamps suspended from my nipples. In the end i lasted over a minute as Owner 'forgot' to tell me when the one minute was up, so i remained in position until She remembered.

This morning, after breakfast i received my end of week caning, which had been postponed from the night before.

hot caned bum
Later this morning i also started to make the gluten-free gnocchi that Owner has requested i make for Her. The potatoes have been baked and mashed and now they are chilling before blending in the flour and forming them into the classic gnocchi shapes. i have never made gnocchi before, what could possibly go wrong? 

Talking of baking, over Easter i will also be baking some hot cross buns for Owner to, hopefully, enjoy. Owner has also instructed that i write an essay for Her in Spanish in the next few days and then read it out to Her, so it looks like i will be keeping busy!

i have also been somewhat distracted my an amazingly hot livestream i came across on-line. It runs 24hrs and is stuffed full of no stop, hot, ejaculating, spurting, steaming, pulsating....volcanic action. Yes, i am obviously referring to the ongoing eruption of the Fagradalsfjall volcano in Iceland. You can catch all the action here. It genuinely is hot stuff 😀

Friday 19 March 2021

Caning, Crystals and Covid

This week is turning out to be quite eventful. After the nervous excitement of my supermarket challenge on Tuesday, tonight Owner and i will be receiving our Covid-19 vaccinations. Hopefully this marks the beginning of the end (not just for us but for everyone) of what has been a challenging twelve months.

Given that we are being injected tonight it was agreed that my usual Friday evening caning would be brought forward to late morning. So, this was me about fifteen minutes ago (my bottom feels lovely and warm as i type)

Oh, and one more thing. Owner bought me a lovely new belly ring. It is sparkly and dangly and i love it

new belly ring
Take care everybody

Tuesday 16 March 2021

Supermarket Special

So, today was the day for my monthly outdoor challenge. This happens on the 16th of each month when two of Owners' dice are rolled, one dice decides what type of outdoor challenge i need to complete and the other the location for the challenge. This morning the first dice to be rolled was the location dice. It determined that the challenge would take place inside our local supermarket. Next was the  nature of the challenge. That dice required that i was to wear nothing other than my long coat and lingerie. So there you had it, i would have to go to the supermarket dressed only in stockings, suspenders, knickers and bra with a long coat on top...oh, and shoes, obviously. The added impact of Covid-19 meant that i would at least be able to conceal my blushes behind a mask.

i left the house late-morning to complete my challenge, which i am pleased to say i managed to successfully pull off as, i hope, the following photos illustrate. i did have one moment of mild panic when, having unzipped my coat the zip then got stuck! For a few frantic seconds i thought i might not be able to do my coat back up again, however, luckily i managed to although after that moment all i dared risk, one photo already bagged, was a quick flash of my bra in case the zip stuck again.

Anyway, you can see how i got on below

in my lingerie and coat
with my coat done up

a quick bra flash
i should stress that this is not what i normally wear when i go out. This is me in my more usual outdoor attire when Owner and i went for a walk at the weekend.
out for a weekend stroll with Owner
i am already looking forward, albeit it a little nervously, to next month's outdoor challenge.


Saturday 13 March 2021

Chin Chin or Bottoms Up!

How was your week? Mine ended on a bit of a high note on Friday evening. First off, as i was preparing our evening meal in the kitchen Owner came through and presented me with half a pint of Her delicious piss for me to consume. Her wonderful nectar is paler, lighter on the palate and has a more delicate nose at this time of day compared to a glass served in the morning, which tends to be darker and more intense. Both are wonderful treats to receive from Her and this piss-drinking slut eagerly drank the glass dry.

A fresh half-pint of Owners' piss

Down the hatch whilst cooking dinner

This treat was followed, after dinner had been cleared away, the dishes done and the kitchen cleaned, by my now regular weekly caning. This week Owner used Her thinner, lightweight cane on my buttocks and the backs of my thighs (ouch!). Although less substantive than Her other cane it still leaves an impression

My freshly caned backside and back of thighs

The week began with me required to complete a lap of our local park whilst wearing nipple clamps. Owner chose to accompany me and took this picture of yours truly posing with my jacket open and clamps in situ. In case you are wondering the white lace item is a waspie holding up my stockings - i had taken off my work skirt and replaced it with jeans for the outing. Oh, and the 'interesting' bulge is a set of household keys in my pocket, i am still safely locked away in my tiny stub device.

clamped in the park

It was also quite cold, hence the scarf...but not cold enough for a top :)!

The rest of the week was a mix of work, household chores and exercises. Unfortunately, Owner was laid low for two days by a horrible migraine so i also got to try and be Her nurse as well, something i would much rather not need to do as it means that Owner is suffering, which i hate to see.

Oh, and i nearly forgot. A new wig that Owner ordered for me also arrived. It will be used in one of the photo shoots we are hoping to stage over Easter. We have both booked some time off work and have a couple of such shoots planned, so watch out for how we get on.

Next week it is also time for my monthly outdoor challenge. As usual the dice will determine what it is that i have to do. Will i have to stand outside our busy local train station wearing nothing but a coat and underwear or perhaps do some shopping in heels and a skirt or maybe just go outside in a cute pair of shorts? Who knows but i will find out soon enough when first the location and then the nature of the challenge are decided by Owners' dice.

i hope this finds all readers safe and well. Take care x

Saturday 6 March 2021

Culinary Challenge - Creme Brulée

Last week Owner instigated a new set of challenges for me to complete. i do all the cooking at home but Owner expects to see me extend my repertoire. Accordingly, She has created a set of cards, each of which contains a dish She would like me to prepare. After i have made the item stated on the card to Her satisfaction i am to pick another card, then when i have prepared that, pick another card...and so on.

The first card draw was last week and the card i picked stated that i was to make creme brulée. i have never actually attempted these (we didn't even own any ramekins to make them in). Anyway, this morning i made the custard and cooked it in a bain-marie, then after a day spent chilling in the fridge this evening i added the caramelised sugar glaze and served. Et voila (incidentally, if you want the recipe it is here)

 

Owner declared Herself to be very happy with the result. Accordingly, i have taken a new card, which says that i am to make home made, gluten free gnocchi. Again, this is something i have never tried to make before. Meanwhile, tomorrow i will be serving Owner prawns and asparagus in a white wine sauce - i hope She likes!

Oh, and the other thing that happened was Owner tried out Her new wooden paddle. It was a comparatively restrained first outing but one that still left my bottom pink and glowing.

my cheeks almost match the colour of my cleaning smock
 One final bit of 'news'. My weight is now down to exactly 140lbs (63.5kg), which i am really pleased about.

Stay safe everyone.

Thursday 4 March 2021

Groundhog Day(s)

Days, especially weekdays, feel very much like groundhog day at the moment. We get up, we work, we end the day and try to relax and we repeat...ad nauseum. Of course,  it isn't all work, i have my daily chores and tasks to complete, Owner studies (She is currently learning Italian and Japanese - She is super talented, much more so than i), i study a bit too (Spanish), we exercise and watch TV series (we are currently watching It's a Sin). However, week days in particular leave us, and i imagine millions of others during this pandemic, wondering when our lives will ever return to normal. We miss going out, planning future trips, being spontaneous. Owner hasn't seen Her family for well over a year now and it looks like we won't get to see them until summer. It feels like life is on hold. 

We know of course that we are lucky. Neither of us has had Covid-19 and nobody we know has died from it, we have not experienced the loss that too many others have done.  It likely will not be long now until we get vaccinated, which will be sooner than many. But still, this whole time is getting to be quite tedious. We  are both eager for normality to return

There are, of course, some high points. Owner's recent desire to give me a weekly beating means that we end each week on something of a high. Tomorrow, for example will see my bottom turned pink courtesy of Her new wooden paddle. i put on my little performances for Her, have been trying out some new recipes for Her and, of course, i am available  to be used for Her pleasure and entertainment whenever Owner likes.

For my part, i have been kept happily denied an orgasm for well over five months now and am getting on really well with my new chastity device which continues to keep me tightly, but very comfortably, locked away in my two-tone purple cage. 

Happily locked away in my Cherry Keeper stub
Then there are the challenges to look forward to - my next outdoor one is due in a little under two weeks time - and the photo shoots, completed and planned. Owner has agreed to my doing an Easter bunny photo shoot next month. i am very excited about the prospect. i already have some wonderful floppy bunny ear to wear but She has also bought me the most adorable bunny-themed body to go with them. She found it in a great shop She discovered on Amazon called Little For Big. It actually specialises in age play outfits which is not really our thing. However, some of the items it sells are to die for. The outfit She chose for me is an Usagi Moon Onesie in pink. It arrived today. Here is a sneak preview of what it looks like on me (Owner allowed me to try it on straight after work - hence the 'work' stockings i am still wearing)

isn't it divine?

Anyway, sorry for prattling on. i guess i just needed to air my frustration. i just wish we were off on one of our little adventures together with me up to no good and making an exhibition of myself somewhere other than in the immediate vicinity of were we live. Oh well, at least the occasional sight of me putting out the rubbish in my makeup, skirt, bra and stockings gives our neighbours something to talk about. Not that it bothers them in the slightest i don't think as on more than one occasion the lady who lives in the flat below ours has chatted away quite happily to me and never once passed comment on my appearance. It is one of the things that i love about living in London, everyone is welcome.