Merry Christmas and the Poppet Subslut 2026 Calendar is Here

i know it is still a couple of days to go but, Merry Christmas everybody from Owner and i and we wish you a peaceful but naughty New Year!

Tomorrow evening Owner and i head to the airport hotel for an overnight stay before Owner catches Her flight to Spain first thing Tuesday morning. i return to London for my last working day of the year before departing for the West Country on Christmas Eve to spend a few days with my Dad. i then return back to London and then fly out to Spain on the 28th to be reunited with Owner. We will see in the New Year and Three Kings in Her flat out there.

It has been an eventful year full of many fantastic highs but it ends with a fresh health issue for Owner.  Unfortunately, is incurable although there is a treatment available which should allow Her to manage it and minimise its impact upon Her life, which is good news. It's not the news we wanted but it does mean that we now know what the issue is and how best to deal with it.

In the meantime, life goes on.

Today, i dressed up for Owner in my little Santa outfit. She jokingly presented me with Her red whip and then sat me in a chair to take for some pictures 

checkout the sexy slippers!

Earlier in the day i was permitted to go to the shops unescorted so that i might retrieve my high-heeled shoes from the cobblers. There was a bit of a queue and i waited patiently in line for my turn. In front of me was a young woman who looked to be in her late teens and was there to get some new keys cut. When it came to her turn to be spared the cobbler turned and asked if we were together? When we both replied no he said to the young lady:

'Oh, I'm sorry I thought she was your mother' looking at me as he spoke.

Whilst it was nice to be thought of as being female i am not sure how i feel about being thought of as someone's mother! Owner laughed when i regaled Her with the tale when i returned home.

Lastly, i am pleased to say that the 2026 Poppet Subslut calendar is now available for purchase. Just click the image below or go the the publications page of the blog.

i mentioned to Owner about the possibility of me creating a picture book as well. She loved the idea so hopefully that will be available soon. Watch this space as they say.

Well, that just about wraps things up for 2026. From Owners' home to yours and from Her and i to you, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. We hope that you find Santa's sacks are bulging.

i leave you with one of our favourite festive tunes, an old one but still a classic

Merry Christmas!

Good News

Thank you to everyone who has expressed their concern and best wishes to Owner. The good news is that yesterday late afternoon She received a message from Her specialist to advise that Her biopsy results showed that there was 'No Malignancy'. She does not have cancer. We were both so relieved. The past few weeks have been really quite stressful so knowing that She is OK was the best news ever. 

i had dragged Owner out shopping and for a coffee to try and take Her mind off things. However, the day ended with Owner suggesting a sunset walk along the River Thames, followed by some drinks in the Spanish Galleon pub in Greenwich followed by a Turkish meal in one of our favourite local restaurants. It was a wonderful way to end the day.

The rest of the week has been relatively uneventful. We were both quite stressed about the results of Owners biopsy and my work has also been pretty stressful as well. Quite understandably Owner has not been in the mood for canings or caging me etc. i did my chores but apart from that, until we went out yesterday just about the most note-worthy thing that i did all week was paint my nails!

However, none of the matters, the only thing that does is that my Owner is fit and well.

Here are some pictures from the past seven days

being cheeky & flashing Owner whilst sweeping the floors

home working

doing my nails

having a coffee with Owner before we hit the shops

the River Thames at Greenwich

the gates of the old Naval College facing the river

the old Naval College (now part of Greenwich University)

Interior of the Spanish Galleon pub

me spread out in the pub

Owner all smiles again in the restaurant

It was so wonderful to see Owner smiling again after what has been a difficult past few weeks.

Incidentally, when we were in the pub two different female bar staff complimented my earrings - a beautiful pair that Owner bought for me whilst we were in Rome. My nail polish also regularly gets complimented by one of the parcel delivery drivers when she drops off packages for us at home. It is so lovely when people notice the little things [Comment by Owner - 'Tart!'].

Good News and Shared Advent Joy

i mentioned previously that Owner had a potential health issue. Well, on Thursday this week She had a minor surgical procedure to investigate further. She will get the results in about ten days but Her specialist did not observe anything of immediate concern so hopefully She will get the all clear from the biopsy tests as well. It has, however, been a stressful period for us both.

Meanwhile, Owner bought a wonderful make-up advent calendar for us both from Revolution. We have been taking it in turn to open a fresh door of the calendar each day. Owner stated that if She received an product She did not like She would gift it to me. Equally, if i found something behind the doors i opened that She liked it would go to Her. So far i have been the lucky recipient of a make-up mirror, purple eye-liner and a gloss lipstick (traded for a matte lipstick She did not like). 

i truly am so lucky having a wonderful Owner and wife to share make-up with!

the Revolution advent calendar

opening my first advent window

Owner opening one of Her first advent windows

Are any readers also sharing advent calendars with their loved ones?

Earlier this week Owner and i went to see a recording of two episodes of Radio 4's surreal comedy panel game I'm Sorry I Haven't A Clue at the Royal Festival Hall. I am delighted to say that the recording did indeed include a game of Mornington Crescent and a letter from a Mrs Trellick of North Wales - sorry for non-UK readers or UK readers who have never listened to this long-running radio comedy panel show this reference will mean nothing to you. However, to any aficionado's out there - it was a real treat and will be broadcast over the coming weeks.

On Wednesday i met my mum for dinner after work then on Thursday i went with Owner to the hospital for Her procedure. Friday i was supposed to devote myself completely to caring for Owner as Her 'responsible adult' following Her operation but i felt very unwell and ended up unable to work or look after Her as i would have wished to, in fact i spent much of the day in bed! 

However, today (Saturday) i am starting to feel better and Owner appears to have almost fully recovered. That said, we are both having a quiet weekend at home. i hope to be well enough to start returning to my usual chores and routines tomorrow and hopefully the rest of the run-up to Christmas will see no further health scare for Owner.

 

Great News - I Got Caned Again!

It might seem odd to write a celebratory post about the fact that i got caned by Owner at the weekend, surely that isn't a good thing, is it? Well, in this case, yes it is a very good thing to have happened. Let me explain why.

Being caned, whipped, spanked, paddled etc was a regular part of my and Owners lives. Most weeks, typically on a Friday, i would be found bent over the sofa or the bed as Owner set to work on my buttocks and the backs of my thighs. It was rarely if ever a punishment, just a weekly reminder of who was in charge i.e. Owner.

In addition, whereas at first Owner had been somewhat reluctant to strike me hard, She had quickly come to really enjoy, even get aroused, by hurting me. It soon became a regular and established part of my submission and development as Owner set out to increase my ability to tolerate pain. i am not, by nature, a masochist.

All was going well and Owner was getting off on striking me harder and i was getting better at just 'dealing with it' i.e. the pain when disaster struck. Owner developed a frozen shoulder in Her dominant arm and was no longer able to wield anything, let alone strike me as Her shoulder progressively locked up. This was the case from late autumn last year, all through the winter and into the spring when eventually Her shoulder began to 'unlock'. Fast forwards to today and, although not fully recovered, Her shoulder has sufficient movement to enable Her to freely strike me again. Because it had been a while Owner used the lighter, whippier 'teachers' cane and was cautious in Her stroke play. For me, after such a long time having passed since i was last caned, it hurt but i once again stayed in place and accepted without demur or protest Owners right to strike me whenever She wishes. i counted off the strokes and then thanked Her.

the return of red stripes across my buttocks and the backs of my thighs

 i am really thrilled that Owner is recovered enough to cane me again and i anticipate a return to having to once more learn to tolerate increased levels of pain administered by Her. 

Talking of pain, Owner and i also headed out on Sunday morning to go blackberrying in one of our local parks. In previous years we have collected quite a bountiful free harvest, however, this years crop was less plentiful and harder to get. i also, somewhat stupidly, opted to wear shorts - Owner was far more sensible. The result was that the bramble thorns and stinging nettles had fun lacerating my legs (and arms) as i tried to pick the most succulent berries. My legs were left somewhat bloodied and scratched but between us Owner and i did manage to get a small harvest.

ouch!

the fruits of our labours

We might return again next weekend as lots of sunshine is forecast so hopefully more fruit will have ripened ready to make summer pudding or add to yoghurts etc.

More Time With Parents + Location, Location, Location + Sluttiness

The weekend just gone saw another of my parents birthdays being celebrated, this time it was my Dad's on the occasion of his 83rd. The good news, however, was that on this occasion i was not traveling without Owner, She accompanied me on the trip down to Devon in SW England to mark the occasion with him.

The visit went well and my Dad enjoyed his birthday, which was the most important thing.

On the way back to London Owner conducted a little bra and breast 'inspection' of me on the train, as you can see :)

In other news. One thing that i really love and which i find quite comforting is for Owner to always know where i am. It is expected that, unless out accompanying Her, my place is in Her home. However, there are still occasions when i need to leave the flat, such as to attend a work meeting/event or to run an errand for Owner or for a family visit that Owner cannot make.  

To me it is important that Owner should always have the means of knowing where i am, and technology now enables that. So it is that i have now voluntarily started sharing my location data from my mobile phone with Owner 24/7. She may not check it but to me that is not really the point, i don't sneak out without Her knowledge! It is more that, as a someone She owns, who belongs to Her and who submits to Her, i feel that She should have the right to know exactly where i am at all times. To me Her being able to track me 24/7, should She ever wish to, is something that just feels right and proper. i don't know if any other readers have a similar arrangements with their owner or dominant partner?

Finally, Owner and i were both working from home today. We have had a problem with our sink drainage pipe which our neighbours advised was leaking into their garden whenever i washed up. Accordingly, i arranged for a plumber to come and fix the problem. As usual i was wearing my favourite skirt, my little black one. This is the view the plumber will have had as he followed me upstairs from our front door and into our flat

Meanwhile, this was me 'supervising' the work :)

Yes, i am wearing panties! A g-string

i am pleased to report that the leak was successfully fixed.

My Wonderful Owner

It has been almost a week now that i have been laid up, first with my hip and then with my back (the latter triggered by the problem i had with the former). There has been very little that i have physically been able to do other than occasionally slowly shuttle to the bathroom or the kitchen and back, at first only with the help of crutches, now finally unaided.

During this time Owner has been a star. She has cooked and cleaned, helped to towel me dry after a shower, brought me drinks and snacks, entertained and looked after me. She even went out and bought me some clothes to cheer me up (cute shorts and a little t-shirt) and some things to read, a travel guide to our next big planned holiday destination (Japan) and a manga about the joys of dressing up and trying to look cute - just up my street! All whilst still working full-time. i truly have the best, most caring and the kindest Owner in the world.

i feel guilty about Her doing all this and keep sporadically trying to 'help' only to be immediately scolded and told my focus should be on taking care of my back and ensuring that it fully recovers and there is no repeat of what happened to me 15 years ago. That is when 2 discs slipped and i was left unable to walk for months and it took a further 2-3 years before i was physically capable of doing something as simple as running to catch a bus. Thankfully, my routine of daily exercises and stretches helped my back to recover. Until that is the bursitis in my hip managed to trigger it last week. i am hopeful, however, that i will have fully recovered by next week.

Meantime, i am being ultra cautious and just trying to 'sneak-in' a bit of occasional and very light housework, things that don't risk my back or the wrath of my concerned Owner. Most of my day is, however, spent doing next to nothing constructive or useful. Instead, all i can do is watch as my poor Owner works and toils around me and marvel at what a truly wonderful, caring and beautiful Owner i have. She truly is one in a million.

Bugger, Bursitis

It was all going so well. Our holiday may have been over but i was once again at home and happy keeping Owner's home clean and looking after Her.

There was even the prospect of receiving a beating as well as being electro tortured by Owner.  Her frozen shoulder is now fast 'thawing' and She advised me that She hoped to be able to resume caning, paddling and whipping me.

On Wednesday I had been instructed to fuck myself for five minutes (Owner set Her timer) with one of Her cocks whilst Owner looked on.

Fucking my pussy under supervision 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Owner had also advised that She would  be fucking me with Her huge tentacle dildo whilst I deep-throated one of Her cocks. I may be kept in chastity and in frustrated denial but Owner likes to ensure my holes remain loose and in good condition for fucking and deep-throating, like a true slut.

Anyway, like I say it was all going so well and then...disaster. My hip started to feel weird and painful and within a matter of hours I could barely sit or stand with any degree of comfort. The only pain-free position I could adopt was flat on my back.

Which is where I have remained.  Owner is taking great care of me as I apply heat treatment and pop anti-inflamatories to combat the bursitis in my hip. However, at present I can barely move save hobble to and from the bathroom on crutches (a legacy of the last time I had a problem with my leg). 

To round off my bad luck the cage of my chastity device split 😞.

 We had also been due to attend the theatre this weekend but sadly that is not going to be possible (I can't sit down). Hopefully my hip will soon heal. Until then there is not much I am able to do.

Photo Shoot Not Challenge

Regular blog readers will know that, traditionally on the 16th of every month, i am tasked to complete an outdoor challenge. Well, this month's challenge will be delayed a few days as Owner and i are still away on our holiday in Greece. Rather than have me complete the challenge here Owner has instructed that i wait until we return home to complete it there.

However, i was very lucky in that Owner did a little photo shoot of yours truly on the balcony of the apartment we rented. It was a warm evening and so an opportunity to pair the lovely new platform heels Owner bought me (i still can't believe that they only costs 5 euros!) with my summer blouse and shorts.  

i think the shoes Owner got me go really well with the shorts.

Earlier that day we did a hike up in the mountains.

Overlooking the village of Mikro Papingko

Owner nimbly traversing a scree slope

The day before (Tuesday) we completed a nearly all day circular hike. It took us over many old Ottoman bridges and through some spectacular mountain scenery. It was definitely a good workout for the glutes as well.

Looking rather hot and sweaty

After yesterdays hike, and when we had completed the photo shoot, we went and enjoyed a drink or two in a bar close to the apartment we were renting as it was our final night in Ioannina. It is a wonderful little town and a great place from which ton explore the mountains and the coast of North West Greece.

Drinks on our last night in Ioannina

Today we completed the three and a half our drive to the opposite coast to the small town of Litochoro in the foothills of Mount Olympus. We have a whole day tomorrow to explore some more ancient ruins and acquaint ourselves with the mountain and its many gods. Sadly, we then have to return back to London later on the Saturday.

As i say, the outdoor challenge will still happen, but not until after we have returned back to London.

The Trial - An Update

After my initial faltering start i continue to progress well (i think) in the Trial period that Owner has set me to establish whether or not i am ready to be taken further under Her control. The Trial was originally due to just run for the month of February but was extended by a week into March on account of me accruing two punishable misdemeanours in early February. i am pleased to say that no further such reasons to be punished by Owner have been committed by me.

There is, however, obviously still some time to go and plenty of opportunity for me to still fuck things up! i really hope that i do not and that Owner considers me worthy of being more tightly controlled by Her.

Talking of Owner. This past week has been a difficult one for Her. The frozen shoulder She currently has in Her right shoulder has got worse, causing Her considerable pain and discomfort and also creating other problems in Her back. i have tried to help by providing deep tissue massages on request, but to only limited effect. Accordingly, on Thursday morning we both trooped over to a specialist physio for Her to receive a second cortisone injection into Her shoulder. Hopefully that will help tide Her over until Her shoulder starts to naturally unlock, which eventually it will. The problem with these injections though is that, at first, they make the situation worse so Owner spent much of the day in considerable discomfort. Today has, however, been better for Her.

As for me. i have been getting on with my chores, studies, exercises, seeking permission to speak etc and weekly tasks, including, at one point, acting as Owners footrest.

Owners' feet resting on my bum

i also, once again, had an opportunity to show off my new skirt to a few visitors to Owners flat. Namely, the plumber who came around to quote for some work, as well as to some post, parcel and grocery delivery people.  Then today i took delivery of some hire tools to use this weekend (sanding). This saw me stood outside talking to a very tall, bearded and blonde Norse God type guy, followed by our downstairs neighbour, in same said short skirt with fishnet stockings.

This is what i was wearing

i have come to really love this skirt. It is the perfect length.

Tonight, Owner felt sufficiently better for Her to electro torture me once again using a combination of the electro-clit device, zapper and electric clamps on my clit, pussy, buttocks and breasts. 

Teet shocking in progress

Tomorrow i will be busy sanding down the staircase and re-varnishing it, as well as offering to serve as Owners' sex toy. Then on Sunday i am, at Her request, taking Owner to a thermal spa in London. It will be an opportunity for Her to ease Her shoulder and an opportunity for me to splash around in my bikini.

Oh, and some good news. The replacement cage for the beehive chastity device, the original split, was delivered so i have been back caged inside that all week. Hopefully it will turn out that the first was simply defective and this new cage will not suffer the same fate. Fingers crossed as Owner and i both love it.

Lastly, Owner has been researching some new items that She would like. One is a new strap-on harness and the other a large, realistic cock dildo (complete with foreskin) to both fuck me with and for me to practice fellating. i am very excited! Owner has asked that i buy them for Her birthday, which is on the 1st April.

That's about it from me for now.

Control

Control is such a simple little word but it is one that runs through the heart of every Female-Led or Femdom relationship, namely the ceding of control by the submissive to the dominant female. That has definitely been the case for Owner and i as the relationship we enjoy has strengthened and deepened. The greater the level of control She exercises the deeper in love with Her i fall and the more i long to submit to Her further.

The story of how Owners control over me has evolved and how my submission to Her has correspondingly deepened is a long one. The journey of our relationship has, at times, been a winding one. There were times when things would go backwards, especially early on or we would be side-swiped events in life that were outside of our control. But our objective always remained the same, Owners control of me and my submission to Her.

At its most basic Owner loves having a wife (me) who does what She is told and who strives to make Her life as comfortable and pleasurable as possible. To that end She has invested time and effort training, disciplining and teaching me to become the wife She wants and which She also deserves. One who gladly and willingly submits to Her.

Today, Owner has control of pretty much all aspects of my life outside of work. That did not happen overnight. It was not a case of Her suddenly waking up one morning, announcing She has full control and hey presto. No, it was a gradual, incremental process that allowed time for each of us to adjust to the new power dynamic between us. Only when a shift in control over one aspect of my life had become normalised did She tighten Her control further. Of late, however, that process has accelerated and i could not be happier.

Before going on to explain how it is important to emphasise here that what we are talking about is the consensual submitting to Her control by me.  In no sense was this forced upon me. Rather, it was something i actively sought and welcomed. The more controlling of me Owner has become the deeper my love and devotion to Her has grown. i love submitting to Her. Being told what to do and controlled by Owner makes me happier than i could ever have imagined possible

Over the years Owner has come to control me not simply sexually (which was the first thing She took control of) but She also also what i wear, whether or not i can go out, what i eat when we are out, what i do with my time, what She expects of me to name but a few. One of the biggest 'moments' in my journey of submitting completely to Her was when i relinquished control of my salary. This was actually done at my own request, it just felt right and proper that i ask Owner if She would do me the honour of permitting have my wages paid into a joint account controlled by Her rather than into my own current account. In return i was given a monthly allowance by Owner of £100 a month, a sum that has remained unchanged for many, many years.

At the time it felt like the biggest shift in our power dynamics. Having my own money to spend as i wish is something that had been part of my life since my teens. Surrendering that, to no longer have financial control and instead receive a monthly allowance, felt and was a big step at the time. It was something i wanted and dreamt about, becoming dependent upon Owner, but initially i found it difficult to actually request. However, in the end i asked Her if She would do me the honour of taking take my financial independence away. Owner agreed and i am so pleased She did. At the time, and we are talking many years ago now, it was an important demonstration of my desire and willingness to submit more deeply to Her. It marked a significant moment in the evolution of our relationship.

It also demonstrates another thing. Owner taking more control over me has, on occasion, been at my own request, a response to my own desire to want to submit more fully to Her. That was the case with my salary. i was a more than willing accomplice, it was me who asked Her if She would do me the honour of taking control of it from me. Owner has ever since exercised Her control of my finances diligently. i love this, love that i no longer have financial autonomy. 

In the past few years Owner has also assumed control of another fundamental aspect of my life outside of work, namely my freedom of movement. As Her submissive wife Owner rightly regards my place as being at home, where She can keep an eye on me or expect to find me. Accordingly, that is where She expects me to be unless i have been invited to accompany Her somewhere. Nowadays, other than on the occasions when i need to leave the house for work, the only time i leave the flat without Her as my escort is when i need to run an errand for Owner or have been given an outdoor challenge to complete by Her. The exception to this is if i have obtained Her permission to go and visit one of my parents. The idea that i might suddenly just decide to go out for a walk on my own, or join colleagues for a drink after work, has become unimaginable. i don't and i wouldn't. My place is at home.

i love living like this, being constrained in were i can go. i am also a very willing participant. It is not as if She locks me in. At any moment i could walk outside. In that respect the door to the cage is always very much open. However, i choose to remain inside. My place is in Owners' home. However, She also regularly take me out, we both love each others company and enjoy doing things together. Owner also enjoys socialising without me with Her friends. On such occasions you will find me at home, contentedly doing the housework until summoned to go and collect Her from the station and walk Her home. Some people may find this strange, others will not. Owner is my life and i am very happy being Her stay at home wife. 

Owner is Her own woman, free to meet and see whoever She wishes, go wherever She wishes, do whatever She wants. i am not. i would not want things any other way. In recent years Owner has taken to going away for a few days with Her best friend. An opportunity for them to let their hair down, re-connect and have a good time. i am really, truly happy to see Her doing this. Owner knows She is free to do whatever She chooses, knowing that Her loyal and obedient wife will always be waiting for Her when She returns home.

Excitingly, to me at least, at the end of last month Owner introduced a new element of control over me. Fed up with me interrupting Her with my trivia and inanities whilst She was busy or reading Owner stipulated that i must now seek Her permission before engaging Her in conversation. To this end i now always wear a lanyard around my neck which i must raise to indicate whenever i wish to say something to Her. i must then wait until She indicates whether or not i am permitted to speak. It is a new form of control that She has introduced and which She now enjoys over me.

This restriction on my freedom of speech has fast become 'normal' to me. The 'permission to speak' lanyard is now the first think i put on when i get out of bed and the last item i take off before going to bed. When i do leave the flat i hang it next to the entrance so that i might put it back on the instant i return. In just a matter of weeks wearing and using it has become second nature to me. i would not wish to go back to how we were, i much prefer my newly muted state.

Which brings me onto the most recent example of Owners' increasing control over me. It happened over the weekend of our wedding anniversary and i hope it marks a new chapter, both in Owners' control over me but in my own willingness to accept and submit to Her authority. It relates to my job. 

My work is quite high profile (in my field) and is attracting growing international interest. Last year i was invited to lecture in Italy and present at a conference in the USA. i was flattered and accepted both invitations without, in truth, really consulting Owner. Although She was pleased for me Owner was upset that i was leaving Her, especially for the USA trip. She made it clear She was not happy that i was going. However, my ego took over and i went anyway. i regret having done so. Doing so upset Owner and also set me back in my own journey of submission to Her.

At my worse i sometimes allow my work to take over my life when what i really want is for my life to be centred around my service to Owner. Serving and submitting to Her is the aspect of my life that makes me happiest and of which i am most proud. i love Her and although i am lucky in that i find my work interesting, i am not in love with it, whereas i am with Her. 

Fast forward to Friday last week. i received a work invitation to attend a workshop in Beijing in China that is taking place this Spring. i have never been to China and was flattered and a little excited. However, i also recognised i would first need to ask Owner. i therefore left it with my manager that i would have to first discuss the invitation with my wife before i responded.

Owners' response was clear and immediate. She did not want me to go.  Before the weekend was out i had emailed the organisers to decline the invitation, letting my manager know as well that i would not be going. Far from feeling disappointed what i actually felt was giddy, giddy with excitement. i realised that in accepting without question Owners decision i had further and willingly submitted and surrendered to Her and Her control. It felt like a really significant moment. The further extension of Her control, and my submission to Her authority, this time in relation to my job. i ended the weekend almost elated at what had happened. i had been offered an opportunity that appeared exciting but which would have taken me away from the person i want to be with above all others. She in turn had been unequivocal in Her view that She did not wish for me to go and, rather than seek to argue, persuade or ignore Her opinion i had accepted it without question. More than that, i had gladly accepted. i was grateful to Her for exerting Her authority over me and proud of the manner in which i readily acquiesced. She exerted control and i submitted. Doing so made me feel really very happy.

There are, i imagine, some readers who may find the above to be strange, perhaps even troubling? If you do, then you really do not fully understand me. i want to be controlled by Owner, the more She does so the more i crave it. My place is at Her side and in Her home. My ambition is to one day be accepted by Her as Her maid servant, perhaps even Her slave. She wants me to be with Her, serving Her, not the other side of the world. That is my place. She does, and always should, come first. 

My work, although rewarding, is as nothing compared to the rewards i receive every day that i have the privilege of serving and submitting to Her. It is right and proper that i stay at home. i hope my staying shows further growth, progress and development on my part in my quest to truly submit unconditionally to Owner. She is the centre of my world.

7th Wedding Anniversary

Today marks Owner and my seventh wedding anniversary. We have been together much longer than that, this year is the 20th anniversary of when we first met and got together, but seven years ago today saw us stood underneath the iconic 'Welcome to Las Vegas' sign exchanging vows. You can read all about that day here.

Becoming Owners' lawfully wedded wife remains the best decision in life that i ever made. Having Her as my life partner and Owner, until death do us part (or She tires of me) is such a wonderful honour and privilege. We plan to renew our vows on the occasion of our 10th wedding anniversary. This year we marked it with the simple exchange of cards and gifts, Owner bought be a beautiful heart-shaped framed map of Las Vegas, i bought Her a necklace and a Lelo vibrator (Her pleasure is my pleasure). We went out and celebrated the occasion a day early.

Firstly by going to the Linder exhibition at the Hayward Gallery, which was brilliant, ollowed by a walk along the Thames to London Bridge and then onto Tower Hill and beyond for a bit of an impromptu pub crawl. We visited a couple of different establishments before alighting on one that we liked. An amazing old-fashioned pub called the 'Princess of Prussia' where we stayed for a drink, or...ahem...well more than a two, let's leave it at that. This was us fooling about in the pub:

Today, being the 16th of the month also meant that, after serving breakfast and exchanging our presents, it was time for two sets of dice to be rolled. The first was the chastity dice. Last time the dice decided that i must spend a month continuously caged. What would be in store this time? Unbeknownst to me Owner had added a new, much longer lock-up period to the options on the dice. That is what i rolled. i will be spending the next six months caged 24/7. Her chastity dice will not be rolled again until mid-August and my clit will remain locked away until then, released only for supervised cleaning.

The second dice to be rolled were the outdoor challenge dice. Once again it decided that mid-winter is the ideal time to be seen in a pink bikini outdoors, specifically out in the street next to ours. This is how i got on with completing that particular challenge.

It was only about 3 degrees celsius outside so i didn't linger for long in my bikini! This street i was instructed to pose in is also only about 200 metres from where we live, so there was plenty of chance of being seen by a neighbour. It is also over-looked from three directions and the challenge was done at about 11am, so there were people out and about who saw me. i wonder what they made of me?

The weekend has also seen me getting on with my tasks and chores, studying Spanish and completing my exercises. Owner actually presented me with a delicious and refreshing glass of Her piss to consume after i completed my exercises yesterday. It was just the reviving tonic that i needed as i was hot, tired and sweaty from my workout;

Last night Owner also treated me by instructing me to purchase tickets for us both to go and see the band Babymetal in concert in May. i have always wanted to go and see them as i love their music and their outfits but the performances also look amazing. See for example this epic performance of their song 'Headbanger':

Back to today. For our anniversary lunch i made Owner roast chicken with vegetables, one of Her favourite dishes.

Owners' meals served on a plate

mine in my pink dog bowl - which all my meals are eaten from

Before dinner i was instructed by Owner to fuck myself with Her brown dildo for Her entertainment. i did so on all fours on the floor in front of where Owner was sat on the sofa. Whilst i fucked my hungry pussy She tested out Her new Lilo vibrator. i was careful not to get myself too excited and have an accidental leak, which Owner would have regarded, quite rightly, as unforgiveable. To lessen the chance of that happening i occasionally fellated the dildo, sucking it clean, before re-inserting it and continuing to fuck myself. Owner had set Her timer for ten minutes and occasional announced how many minutes i had left to keep fucking my pussy. i was oddly relieved when finally the ten minutes were declared to be up and i was able to show Owner my clean caged clit, not a sign of leakage to be seen. It has now been over eight and a half months, 260 days to be precise, since i last experienced an orgasm of any kind. i am truly grateful and thankful that She has kept me in a state of long-term orgasm denial.

fucking my pussy in front of Owner

All in all has been an eventful and memorable anniversary and i can't wait to spend the next year of wedded and submissive bliss with Owner. She is the best Owner and life partner i could ever have hoped for, i am truly grateful to be able to live my life with Her and be kept under Her control.

Talking of control. Owner has not had cause to be upset or disappointed with me during this, the second week of the trial. i have, therefore, not needed to add any new entries into my punishment book. Fingers crossed my performance will continue to be regarded as satisfactory by Her such that, when the trial period concludes in March, i might be considered worthy of having my life and actions more tightly and rigidly controlled by Her. i love my life as Owners' submissive wife.