Halloween Special

It has been quite a day already and it hasn't even started to get dark yet! 

Owner loves Halloween and most years we try to make an effort. This year i decided to try and go one step further by also making a home-made pumpkin pie. i have never made one before and so was a little nervous about how it might turn out. We will return to it later.

Meanwhile, Owner had already determined that She wanted to do a Halloween photo shoot and ordered me a lovely witches outfit with matching wig to wear. The outfit arrived a few weeks ago and i have been dying to wear it ever since.

Then of course, it would not be Halloween without pumpkin carving. We found some unusual white pumpkins in our local supermarket and so, after doing our morning exercises together, and just before i started to bake the pumpkin pie, we set about carving the pumpkins.

i served the pumpkin pie for lunch and Owner instantly declared it a success (i even tried to decorate the top of it with pastry ghouls). i will definitely be making that again for Her. With lunch eaten and the washing up done it was then time for the photo shoot. As ever Owner proved once again what a great photographer She is as Her 'witch' pouted and posed. She even created some amazing composites. You can see some of the results of Her work below.

Wahahaha

Oh, and this is what the pumpkin pie and the carved pumpkins looked like

i carved the one n the left, Owner the one on the right

My home made pumpkin pie

Photo shoot over i still had my some of my chores to complete, specifically cleaning the fridge and the oven. i stripped off out of my witches dress and the rest of my clothes as i was required by Owners' dice to do the cleaning naked wearing nothing but clothes pegs on my clit. As it is the weekend my clitty is locked back up again and so the pegs were placed both on my 'labia' and also the head of my locked clit - clamped to the soft flesh through the bars of the cage. They certainly make an impression.

Oven cleaning

Fridge cleaning - still in my witches make-up

 

Chores completed Owner and i will be spending the rest of the day settling back with some popcorn and beers (which She has especially permitted me to have) to watch a monster horror movie. Having seen pictures of me cleaning and in my witches outfit i imagine many of you will now have already had your fill of monsters for the day!

Wishing everyone a happy Halloween

Carry On Cleaning

One of the activities you can find me doing on a daily basis is cleaning. Owner expects me to keep Her flat spick and span, which means cleaning it daily. Not every room everyday, some things get cleaned daily, some weekly and some less frequently. But Owner likes to have things clean and tidy. It is one of the things that i have needed to learn and adapt to over the years together as i am a naturally quite untidy person who is quite at ease with clutter, Owner is not. She, however, rightly expects Her wife to keep Her flat as She would like it and so i have a daily cleaning routine that i follow.

On weekdays you will generally find me cleaning in the evenings apart from little things like doing the washing up after preparing our breakfasts, lunch and dinners or giving the bathroom a once over daily each morning. As it is the evening and there is less likelihood anyone will be coming to the door my outfits are kept short and revealing to allow Owner easy access to me. Knickers are verboten :)

My weekend cleaning outfits are slightly different. These are generally worn during the daytime, a time when i might need to go down and open the door etc and so they are a longer and less revealing, although knickers remain removed and i am commando underneath.

These days my cleaning activities are often combined with with some other challenges or things that i have to do whilst cleaning. These are decided by Owners dice and can range from being plugged or caned, to wearing weighted nipple clamps or being gagged or even deep-throating my double-ended training dildo. This week i have experienced all of these and more. Here is a selection of photos of me at work over the past few days

Wearing heavy weighted nipple clamps whilst cleaning the bathroom - note my micro clitty

Cleaning the stairs and floors on Sunday in my more conservative uniform

Fresh from a post cleaning caning on Tuesday evening

One of my evening cleaning outfits

Gagged and with my butt plug in cleaning the bedroom

Pre-cleaning deep throat practice with my double-ended training dildo whilst plugged

And to think that some people think that housework is dull!

Week in Review and a Look Ahead

Owner continues to remark unprompted how happy She has been with my behaviour and performance since we returned from our holiday in Wales. i have been keeping fully on top of all the cleaning and have been preparing more varied meals. Yesterday i assembled and installed our new aquarium (to replace the previous old one) and our one resident goldfish a.k.a capitan pescado and his solitary snail friend, el lento, both seem to be happy in their new abode.

i also completed the tasks/challenges required of me by Owners' dice whilst i was undertaking my cleaning duties. In my last post i mentioned wearing the heavy, furry-tailed, metal butt plug whilst wearing knickers on my head as i went about cleaning the bathroom. Well, on two occasions i also had to clean whilst gagged and wearing twenty mini pegs on my 'clitty' - once whilst cleaning our bedroom and the other time cleaning the kitchen. Here i am below sporting my painful accessories as i set off for the bedroom

Note: Owners' dice decided that i will only be in chastity at weekends (this was a weekday) - until Jan '21

This morning Owner supervised the dice roll for the week ahead to determine what tasks/challenges i would have to do when i am doing my daily cleaning chores during the week ahead. Lucky me rolled a six , meaning that i would have to do a task/challenge everyday except Sunday. So next week i can look forward to being caned at least 150 times, deep-throating my training dildo, being clamped, wearing a butt plug, being gagged and wearing weighted nipple clamps. It is going to be a busy week!

Of course, next weekend is also Halloween. We are both looking forward to it. Owner and i have already bought our pumpkins and i am going to attempt to bake a pumpkin pie - which i have never made before. Owner has also bought me a lovely Halloween outfit which i cannot wait to model and pose in :)

So that really has been my week. We've both got a lot of work on in our respective jobs but rather than slacking off after work i am pleased to say that i have been keeping busy and on top of my cleaning and cooking etc. i am determined to keep improving so that i might become a wife Owner really can be proud of. i have also completely abandoned making any clothing concessions to Zoom/MS teams etc and am back wearing skirts and stockings 'to work' everyday. i even came to realise the other day that people didn't notice (or if they do they choose not to say) that i was wearing glittery nail polish as well as the make-up i always wear. The nail polish was a legacy of my 'teen party' weekend photo shoot. Maybe the size of the screen is too small to pick out details like that. It does mean, however, that i think i can safely become more adventurous in the nail polish i wear to work. The only sartorial concession i still make at work is ensuring that my blouse is adequately buttoned when i am on video calls so that when i lean in towards the laptop camera i am not flashing my pretty padded bras to all and sundry.

Oh, and one last thing. The other morning Owner woke-up and recounted to me the strange dream She had experienced. In Her dream She had reached across and removed my 'clitty' and attached it to Herself. She has often remarked that She likes how cute and soft my clit is. i did point out that She already has some much more impressive cocks (in the shape of Her dildos) than my own little clit which really is nothing to write home about. As a sex organ my 'clit' is quite redundant, other than something Owner periodically likes to tease and abuse. It has not been inside Her for well over a decade and She has long made clear that She has no need of it, being content to be pleasured with my mouth and Her toys.

For my part i have always been very envious of Owner's beautiful, perfect, pert breasts and will often daydream about having similar breasts myself. i am not sure what all this says about each of us other than perhaps it is obvious which one of us was always destined to be the one who wears the trousers and the other the skirt - and you will never, except on extremely rare occasions, catch Owner in a skirt.

The Bare Necessities

Just in case i ever ever leave the impression that my life is all play and no work here are a couple of pictures of me doing some of my daily chores. In the first set i am cleaning the bathroom whilst naked except for a pair of knickers on my head and the furry butt plug in my 'pussy' - as required by Owners' dice. In the second i am modelling my new 'is this slutty enough?' micro cleaning uniform.

Down on my knees

My furry butt/'pussy' plug

My new slutty uniform

Surprise!

i hasten to add that the nano uniform is not my usual one and definitely not one taking out the rubbish or receiving deliveries in -  that would be embarrassing.

Teenage Licks

You may recall that back in the Spring Owner set me the task of completing a series of weekly themed photo shoots. They were great fun to do and saw me pose in a range of different persona, from goth to 'sleeping beauty'. There was one such session left to complete when my period of early/mid summer depression set-in (which saw me stop posting on this blog as my mojo had well and truly got up and gone).

Anyway, fast forward to today when i am well and truly back to my normal self and back in the groove. Owner and i agreed to complete the last of these 'corona shoots' today. The theme of this final, missing shoot was 'teenage party'. So it is with great pleasure that Owner and i present to you the results of the photo shoot and the excellent video that Owner made of it. As you can see, this wannabe teenager is fully prepared to lick her way (and more) to success :)

Music: Extract from "Higher" by Monotype, https://taketones.com/track/higher, used under freeCC

 

As with the shoots we did back in the Spring, it was great fun to do.

On more serious matters i am also thrilled to report that Owner has said that She has seen a significant improvement in my performance and behaviour these past couple of weeks, from my cooking to the cleanliness and tidiness of the flat and the effort i am again putting into my appearance. i am really pleased and i hope that i have left the 'dark days' of summer behind me when i did allow myself to get into a rut. i feel so much happier and more fulfilled again as i am now than whenever i occasionally slip back towards what others might describe as 'normality'. i am truly at my happiest and most fulfilled as you find me on this blog and when i am serving my Owner. Thank you to Her and to you all for having put up with me this summer, it truly is lovely to be back.

You Win Some You Lose Some

Well today at about 6am (when i got up to prepare Her breakfast) Owner joined me in the kitchen for the big dice roll. It being the 16th of the month it was time to throw the chastity and outdoor challenge dice, Owner also added the household tasks dice to the mix (to implement next week). It was a high-stakes pre-breakfast moment. What would i get? What would Owners dice decide was in store for me?

First up was the chastity dice. Owner had loaded it with six options ranging from remaining locked for another three months to spending the next three months locked only at weekends and four outcomes in between. i, as i suspect do a number of readers of this blog, am one of those unusual souls that actually quite likes to be locked in chastity so you can imagine what i was hoping for as an outcome. i nervously threw the dice into the air to see what it would decide. And the result? i will only be locked in chastity at weekends for the next three months. It wasn't the outcome i had hoped but then that isn't the point. The point is that Owner had determined a range of possible outcomes and this is the one the dice landed on. i will, therefore, be unlocked on weekdays until the 16th January 2021 - when the dice will be rolled again. Coincidentally, that is the day of my 51st birthday - so it will be a pleasant start to the day to get to re-roll.

Onto the second dice, the set of monthly outdoor challenge dice. What would these have in store? A range of locations (from outside our flat to the local railway station and a variety of locations in between) had been loaded onto one dice and then challenges (from wearing shorts to wearing nothing but underwear under a coat) onto another. What would i get? i nervously tossed the two dice into the air. Owner bent down to see what they had landed on then informed me of the outcome. i would need to wear a dress and high heels in our local park near to where there is a cafe in the park.

The prospect of this immediately made up for the mild disappointment about the chastity dice outcome. Later, shortly after 9am i set off to complete the challenge. Owner was pleased with how i got on. You can judge for yourselves from the pictures below which i took as evidence of completing my challenge for Owners' approval.

Despite appearances i am actually wearing knickers!

It doesn't look like it from the pictures but there were actually quite a few people in the park, dog walkers and joggers mostly. i had to pick my moment during a brief lull in the passing human traffic. It was, of course, a thrill to do.

But back to the dice. The final set of dice rolled were the weekly household activity dice which would determine how often i would need to combine my daily cleaning chores with some other painful, pleasant or uncomfortable experience. They ranged from, for example, being caned 100 times to being plugged. The first dice rolled determined how many days next week i would need to do such a household activity. The answer? Three times. Owner decided that these would be on Monday, Wednesday and Friday next week. Now for the second dice? What would i be doing? What would i have in store for me when completing my chores on those evening? And the answer? Well, on each of the three evenings i will be completing my chores naked. On the Monday i will also have a furry-tailed butt plug nestling inside my 'pussy' and a pair of knickers on my head whereas on the Wednesday and Friday in addition to being naked i will be gagged and will have 20 mini-clothes pegs attached to my 'clit'. Not a bad outcome overall. Not too painful, i could, after all, have ended up being caned 100 times for six nights in a row had i been truly unlucky.

So, all in all, it was a pretty good set of outcomes that Owners' dice decided for me. At the end of next week it will be time to roll the household task dice again whereas the outdoor challenge dice won't now come around again until mid-November and i will remain in chastity for weekends only until at least my 51st birthday.

The Dice Are Back....Yay! or OMG

As many of you will recall Owner is a big fan of dice, especially those that can be adapted as means for Her to exercise control over me. There are dice that determine how long i will remain in chastity which have recently been updated as i blogged about recently. There are also dice that determine why type of outdoor challenge i will need to complete and where - and the exciting news about these is that, after a hiatus over the summer they will be rolled again at the end of this week - so stay tuned for an update about that.

However, the 'worst' of the dice are the 'household challenge' dice. These were dice that determined what type of physical pain, challenge or discomfort i might need to endure when undertaking some of my daily household duties. In the past i typically had two days a week when i would end up being clamped or stuffed etc. Well, Owner has revamped them and starting from next week a whole new set of predicaments have been loaded into these dice. i will also need to roll a separate dice to determine how many days a week i will need to complete a predicament i.e. between 1 and 6 times a week. That means there is a very high possibility that i will be doing these much more often than in the past, although i know that i will always have one day a week, the Sunday, off. So what are the new predicaments that i am going to start needing to do during or before/after i clean our flat each day? They are as follows:

 -    Be caned 100 times before starting my cleaning chores

 -    Complete the cleaning naked wearing my foxtail butt plug with panties on my head

 -    Complete the cleaning naked whilst gagged and wearing 20 mini clothes pegs on my 'clit'

 -    Be caned 100 times after completing the cleaning

 -    Deep throat a dildo before and after completing the cleaning

 -    Clean whilst gagged and wearing weighted nipple clamps

Each week starting next Monday i may need to complete all six of these, just one or anything in between whilst completing my daily cleaning chores. i am both excited and nervous, i can feel my nipples throb in anticipation already!

Meanwhile, Friday this week is going to be a big day for me. It is the 16th of the month, the day of the month when traditionally i got to roll my chastity dice and outdoor challenge dice. So come Friday i will know whether and how long i will stay locked in chastity for and i will also know what type of outdoor challenge i will need to complete. There are two dice used for the latter challenge. The first dice is loaded with outdoor locations. These are:

 -    Outside the front of our building in the street

 -    Our local park

 -    Our local train station

 -    The bus stop near our flat

 -    The bus stop next to the park

 -    The local supermarket 

Once the location is decided then the next dice is rolled which determines what challenge i will need to undertake. That dice has been loaded by Owner with the following

 -    Wearing trousers & high heels (i have previously had to do that in the supermarket) 

 -    Wearing short and trainers (i have previously done that one outside our flat)

 -    Wearing a skirt, high heels and a wig (i have not yet had to do that one yet) 

 -    Wearing a long coat and only underwear underneath (i have not had to do that one yet)

 -     Wearing a dress and high heels (i have previously done that one in the local park)

 -    Wearing cat ears, shorts and high heels (i have not previously had to do that one)

It promises to be an interesting end to the week! 

New Collar

My beautiful new collar arrived today! It was part of my 15th anniversary gift from Owner and was ordered from Starlight & Shadows. We are both really thrilled with it. My new collar will be worn on a permanent basis by me. It also comes with Owners initials engraved on a small charm at the back .i think it is super pretty and sparkly. You can judge for yourself below:

The top chain with the pretty 'O' ring is my new collar

In case you were wondering the lower barrel chain is a previous present from Owner to me. It is engraved with the names of the 3 most significant places in our relationship. 1= Bond Street (which is where we first met) 2 = Charing Cross (where Owner first kissed me) 3 = Las Vegas (where we got married).

i think my new collar compliments the chain nicely and vice versa.

Ouch

Owner had a nasty little accident today. Unfortunately, She inadvertently placed Her had onto a hot hob whilst i was out at the hairdressers, burning the palm of Her hand and Her fingers. i have been acting as her 'nurse' during the day and i am pleased to report that Her burn seems less serious than we first feared so hopefully it will heal without any scarring. In the meantime She has continued to supervise me as i have gone about my tasks today (cleaning the kitchen and the floors). 

As i was cleaning during the daytime i wore my new longer black cleaning apron. It is perfect for daytime chores, especially if we are expecting deliveries, as it means that i can still go down and take delivery of parcels or put out the rubbish etc wearing it whilst concealing the fact that, underneath i am wearing no knickers. Owner likes to have ready access to me when i am cleaning and the outfits that i wear in the evening to do my chores barely cover my backside. They are too short even by my slutty standards to be wearing when greeting strangers at the door. The black cleaning dress is perfect, however. Today i wore it to take out the rubbish and also wore it when receiving two separate amazon deliveries that Owner had placed, all of this i could do without flashing my chastised clitty or my naked backside to an unsuspecting delivery driver! In case you think i only ever wear my uniforms for effect, here is an 'action' photo taken as i was mopping our kitchen floor.

Come the evening i changed back into a much shorter uniform (which i am wearing as i type). These leave nothing to the imagination and so are only worn in the evening as, by that time, the chance of an expected or unexpected knock on the door has diminished somewhat.

Talking of 'action' photos Owner also took this picture of me as i was doing my daily exercises whilst She rested on the sofa with Her burnt hand. 

Although She was forced to take things easy today this did not stop Owner from devising a new means for Her to ensure that i stick to my daily etc domestic tasks and to also re-introduce a random series of painful or challenging predicaments for me to endure whilst completing them. She has ordered a magnetic wipe clean weekly planner to go on the fridge which i will need to update daily, stating the date and time i completed each scheduled chore/task that day, to then be wiped clean and re-set at the end of the week. 

To this planner will also be added details of the additional 'extra' i will need to do whilst completing these chores. These will be determined each week by a roll of Owners dice. Owner has decreed that i will first need to roll a dice that determines how many days each week (up to a maximum of six) i will need to add the extra predicament when completing a chore and then an extra dice which will determine the nature of these predicaments. Owner is still deciding what these will be but in the past they have involved things like having to wear weighted nipple clamps or a butt plug etc when completing that days tasks. i will have to wait to hear what 'predicaments' Owner chooses to load the dice with. We will be starting this new weekly planner/dice combination the week after next.

Treated to Brunch by Owner

Today was a special day, Owner took me out for brunch as part of Her 15th anniversary present for me. It is actually the first time we have been back into Central London since the start of the whole Covid-19 saga and i must say, it was wonderful to return. Owner made a reservation for us in the Darwin Brasserie which is one of our favourite eating spots in the city. It is located at the top of 20 Fenchurch Street a.k.a. the 'Walkie Talkie' building and has a garden, cafe and restaurants at the top where you can enjoy 360 degree views across London. We have been there a number of times before, it is really beautiful at night, and it was great to go again. 

One thing to be aware of is that there is full airport-style security to enter the building, i have given up caring about the fact that my chastity device will inevitably set it off, necessitating a quick body scan.  Mind you, i am adorned with so many chains, rings, piercings etc these days i doubt the security staff can tell what actually caused their machine to go off. After a cursory wipe over with their wand i was waved through.

As is our now usual practice whenever we eat out Owner chose my food and drink for me. She ordered me a delicious pumpkin soup for starters and then a lamb shank for my main. She even treated me to a glass of prosecco. It was a real treat and the food, as always, was wonderful, albeit not as good as the company. We both love eating out together and it was so nice to do so again, especially as it looks as though London is heading for a renewed lock down and so it is good to get out whilst we still can.

i am also pleased to report that i have settled back into my normal routine of domestic service and have also resumed wearing stockings and skirts with my bra and blouse (and make-up of course) when working from home. This week i presented at two online conferences dressed like that and also ran an online training course, all under the watchful eye of Zoom or MS Teams. It is a good job my desk is not transparent enabling the camera to see what i am wearing just out of shot :)

i hope everyone is having an equally enjoyable weekend? 

i am also looking forward to the imminent arrival of the new pretty collar Owner has ordered for me and which is now on its' way, together with rolling the dice for my first outdoor challenge since the Spring next Friday. i wonder what i will end up having to do?

Take care everybody and here are some pictures from today

Enjoying my celebratory glass of prosecco

Owner and i about to head out for our brunch - isn't She beautiful

Admiring the planting in the Sky Garden of 20 Fenchurch Street

Fifteen Years of Submission

Fifteen years ago today Owner and i exchanged our first kiss, or more accurately She grabbed and snogged me, and began our journey together. What started as a strictly vanilla relationship quickly morphed into the start of a Femdom one when i wrote Her a letter asking if i could submit to Her. The rest, as they say, is history. Twelve of those fifteen years have been documented here on this blog as our relationship developed and evolved and my submission to Her deepened. Two years ago i became Owners' wife. i can honestly say that these have been the best 15 years of my life and i feel truly lucky to have met Owner and to share my life with Her.

Owner presented me with this card this morning to mark our anniversary, which i think is wonderfully appropriate as She does enjoy doing exactly what the card says;

This coming weekend Owner is taking me out to dinner and has also ordered me a pretty new 'O' collar for me to wear on a permanent basis. In return i bought Owner a pretty ring and a Lelo 'smart-wand' vibrator - which i hope will provide Her with many hours of pleasure, plus a mystery (i know what it is but cannot say here as Owner checks what i write before i post) present for Her which is still to arrive.

Despite it being our anniversary today has been a normal working day for us both. Well, i say normal but i was perhaps one of only a small group of people who were presenting at online conferences today where the view just out of shot from the laptop camera (and thus the delegates) was as below, oh little did they know what their presenter was wearing below the waist!

i also 'discovered' a very different type of domestic uniform for sale on-line (at what, incidentally, looks to be a great shop). i sent Owner the link to see what She thought of it and i am delighted to say that She liked it too and has given me permission to purchase it. This is what it looks like;

It is very different from the more formal uniform i was also allowed to recently purchase, definitely sluttier i think you will agree! i can't wait to get it.

Owner has also started to review Her dices. The first dice She has updated is the chastity dice. The options that have been loaded into the chastity dice (which will, once again, be rolled on the 16th of each month unless the dice determines otherwise) are as follows:

- wear for 3 months without break then roll again

- wear for 2 months without break then roll again

- wear for 1 month without break then roll again

- wear for 3 months weekdays only then roll again

- wear for 3 months weekends only then roll again

- wear alternate weeks for 2 months then roll again

Owner is also reviewing the home challenge dice and i will be re-commencing the monthly outdoor challenge dice rolls, also on the 16th. So, the dice are returning! Yippee - i have missed them.

Normal Service Resumes

After a wonderful fortnight away in Wales, Owner and i returned home this afternoon. Whilst we were away a couple of the items Owner permitted me to order arrived, specifically my new domestic service uniform, the new socks Owner bought for me and some replacement knickers She permitted me to buy.

 You can see me in my new uniform below

My new household uniform

New knickers and cute socks

 

And yes, that is a chastity device you can spy through my knickers. As discussed and agreed with Owner i am back locked again. i am very pleased to be locked back up. For any readers trying chastity for the first time during 'Locktober' remember the key to a happy chastity experience is a small device, the smaller the better. It may seem counter-intuitive but they really are the most comfortable for long-term wear.

This coming week it will be the 15th anniversary of when Owner and i first became 'an item' all those years ago back when we were still in our 30s. What fun we have had since then and how our relationship has evolved! We started off totally vanilla, but that did not last long i am pleased to say.