Hmmm..blisters - not a good look

Well Owner and i tonight discovered a problem with my birdlocked device when it was removed for cleaning, namely a blister. This appears not to have been caused by any of the spikes but rather by skin getting trapped in one of the air holes. Anyway, suffice to say the device has been removed until the swelling subsides and then we'll try again but using lube and more care with initial positioning of the device. A search on the web suggests a few others have had a similar problem but it's been resolved by lubing the device. Here's hoping.

The real shame though was that after cleaning i was due my regular caning which has now been postponed until tomorrow. i've grown to look forward to these canings and Owner has even progressed to using the crop on my clit and nipples, the latter whilst stretched and tied tightly with cord, as well as the cane and flogger on my derrier. Oh well, hopefully tomorrow!

Fierce little bird

Well it's now been a few days since my old chastity device, the CB-3000, was replaced by the birdlocked pico. So how's it going? Well, the flexible spikes are certainly effective, especially when all 25 of the little fiends are digging right into my engorged little clit. However, Owner has also realised that the device offers a whole new world of opportunity for Her to torment, tease and torture Her little slut in chastity in a way that simply was not possible with the solid plastic old device. Being made of very flexible medical-grade silicone,  lined with 25 flexible spikes all pointed directly at an extremely sensitive area of my anatomy and with nowhere to escape their sweet embrace it only takes a small amount of squeezing on Owners part for those little devils to make their mark.

Of course, squeezing tightly makes their presence felt all the more deliciously painfully and Owner has already had me begging to be squeezed harder and harder as the teeth sink into flesh. This morning i was left moaning in utterly helpless, exquisitely painful desperate frustration as Owner wratcheted-up the pressure, tighter and tighter until She had me fellate a dildo whilst She left me in frustrated heaven to concentrate on Her own pleasure with Her new vibrator.

Owner has told me that this evening She is going to lock me up in the pussy impaler so that She can properly concentrate on squeezing and torturing my clit and nipples. Oh sweet lord, how i hate but love my new fierce little birdlock!

New Chastity Device

As followers of this blog will know i have been kept off and on over the past few years in a CB-3000 chastity device. It has served Owner and i well in that it has kept me under close control but it does have its limitations. One of those is that being made of solid plastic there is little opportunity for Owner to torture and tease my clit when i am wearing it as She likes to do. In addition, when wearing tight clothes it can sometimes require a bit of 're-positioning' in order to hide the solid plastic bulge!

Last week Owner discovered a new device on the internet called the 'Birdlocked' chastity cage. Made of silicone rather than plastic the device offers the advantage that it is flexible i.e. squeezable and squishable by Owner.

In addition, there is also a version that comes with lots of little flexible spikes inside to titillate, tease, torment and torture your clit. Finally, it is also ideal for those with smaller clits like mine. Anyway, to cut a long story short we went ahead and ordered it and today it arrived.

It was slightly tricky to get on but now in place feels great and the spikes do just as you would imagine. Can't begin to think what they'll feel like when this slut gets over-excited!

 

                                                               

Sunday Afternoon Show

This afternoon i put on a bit of a show for Owner with a little dance to the tune of Robert Palmer's Simply Irresistible. i tried to re-create the look of those sexy ladies Robert used in the original video but it didn't quite come off. Still we both had fun. Here's some pictures from my 'performance'.

Pet in Wonderland

Owner and i went to go and see Alice In Wonderland tonight. Was good in places but both of us were a little disappointed. Still, Owner did take the following picture of me just before the film started with my cool 3-D specs on - looks like geek central!


By the way, any comments on the new look for the blog would be welcome. Still a work in progress so please bear with me on this for a bit!

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My Public Femming Continues

My public femming is progressing slowly but surely under Owners instruction and guidance and is gradually boosting my own confidence and preparedness to be seen 'en femme' by others. Last weekend Owner and i met up with my sister for drinks and a meal at a pub in South London. Although i was wearing a hooded top and jeans i went along wearing make-up and had on just a bra and slip under my top. The top was quite thin and light such that when the material was pulled tight it was quite easy to see the outline of my bra straps and those of the slip through the material. No comment was made by my sister so not sure if she noticed but i certainly felt quite noticeable!

Then on Tuesday evening our regular veggie box delivery arrived quite late such that i was already dressed in skirt, blouse, heels and make-up when the delivery arrived. As Owner was on the phone when the door rang i took a deep breath and went and answered the door and received our delivery box dressed as i was, stopping only to remove my wrist cuffs. The delivery driver seemed slightly surprised but made no comment when i opened the door in my little black skirt and top.

Owner has also made me wear a bra to work on Wednesday (as well as the usual Fridays) and has also intructed that She wants me to wear stockings together with a bra when i go to work tomorrow. Needless to say i am thrilled and excited!

My Wonderful Owner's Whore

The following is a picture of my wonderful Owner taken just before i presented myself for a clit inspection this afternoon.


Owner required that i remove my chastity device under Her supervision and then present myself in the bedroom for Her pleasure and inspection wearing just knicker, bra and stockings. Owner immediately had me lie down on the bed and instructed me to play with my nipples whilst She threaded two chop-sticks through the my nipple rings and began to twist and twist, and pull and twist some more. The pain was intense and i was soon moaning loudly.

Once Owner had watched me massage my nipples for a bit as She slowly and deliberately tortured them She then had me lube my clit and massage it until it was as hard as my nipples, which were sticking out like bullets at this point. Owner then instructed me to lube my pussy and had me fuck myself with my fingers whilst fellating Her cock as She tortured my nipples some more. Finally, Owner instructed me to masturbate my clit whilst fucking my pussy at the same time. i frantically rubbed up and down on my lubed, swollen clit whilst most of my other hand pushed in and out of my pussy, as i moaned and begged Owner for permission to cum. My request was granted and i was soon sticky with cum whilst moaning and panting wildly.

Owner says that She loves to have me act as a whore for Her and that She may request that i fuck my own pussy on a regular basis for Her amusement. After Owner finished She had me position myself for a few photographs, one of which is now at the top of the blog with a shot of me fellating the bed dildo whilst tied up and another below of me in my red heels.

Nipple Ring Pendant

Owner and i have discussed for some time now the idea of me wearing a pemanent nipple chain or pendant from my nipple rings. i love the idea of having something permanently hanging from my piercings that i can wear at all times, work included, and which will be constantly tugging gently on my nipples. Just the thought of this makes my nipples pulse and sends lovely sensations through me.

Wearing such jewellery without having the option to remove (without considerable difficulty) will also help serve to constantly remind me (along with my tattoos, chastity device and Ownership tag and necklace) that i am my Owners property and also that i am a cross-dressing slut. Which of course i am!

Anyway, this lunchtime Owner came up trumps whilst doing some internet research whilst i was depilating in the shower. i think they look absolutely beautiful, and so appropriate!

It's such a simple but clever design too, they just replace the normal ball in my existing nipple rings. If anyone else would like some (and they have lots of designs to choose from) then click on this link to Taj Arts

Needless to say i have ordered one for each nipple ring and can't now wait until they arrive in order to start wearing my beautiful new nipple jewellery!

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And The Result Is................

Did the BDSM quiz this morning flagged up on Mistress Lisa's blog page, the quiz itself can be found here

Unsurprisingly i came out as being a submissive who also likes degradation and exhibitionism :o) - obviously some mistake!, see below;

"You Scored as Submissive

Submissive

100%

Masochist

75%

Degradation Lover

75%

Experimental

71%

Exhibitionist / Voyeur

68%

Bondage

57%

Switch

46%

Sadist

43%

Vanilla

18%

Dominant

14%"

Pussy Inspection

Last night Owner advised me that She expected Her whore to strip naked, save for my panties which were to be around my knees, and present myself in Her kitchen straight after work for a pussy inspection. Needless to say the day couldn't pass fast enough as i counted down the hours waiting for home time.

Well...what can i say? Owner left me litterally shaking with frustrated pleasure, nipples engorged, swollen and sore from clamping, pulling, twisting and stretching and a pussy that remains red hot with pleasure even as i write this (though it does have the delicious comfort of having a large butt plug in situ). Owner had me sat down on the chair legs spread so that She could have fun using my exposed nipples and chastised clit, including a bit of ice play. After amusing Herself in this manner for a while whilst i begged Her to be played with harder and fucked like a slut, Owner had me bend over the kitchen table. Owner then proceeded to finger and then full hand fuck my pussy, stretching it wide, before expanding it further with an inflatable dildo.

Once my pussy was well and truly sopping wet Owner fucked me with Her strapon whilst i fellated another cock. The inspection left me more frustratedly aroused than i could possibly imagine and begging and pleading with Owner for Her to continue...which of course She did not.

What a delightful way to start the weekend!

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