Blog Milestone Passed - Over A Thousand Posts & A Bit of Fun

i realised the other day that i missed a bit of a milestone occasion for this humble little blog. Namely that this is post number one thousand and two. i had managed to miss the fact that i had reached the one thousand blog posts milestone. That's a lot of words (and images) of me prattling on about my life as Owners submissive, exhibitionist, slutty wife in a female-led relationship.

My first ever blog post, and the only post not to have first been reviewed and checked by Owner before publishing, was written way, way back in August 2008. Which means this little piece of the bloggersphere has been chugging along for over sixteen years. It is now officially an adult!

In that first ever blog post, which you can read here, i covered a few themes that anyone who has read or followed me over the years will find familiar. Chastity, pain, cooking, public humiliation and forced feminisation - 'forced' until Owner and i both realised that this slut actually loves being feminised. There was not much 'forcing' needed for me to become happily immersed into a world of make-up, bras, knickers etc. i had finally found my true self.

That first foray of mine into the world of blogging attracted the sum total of zero comments at the time and that first post has never been commented on since, despite the passage of time. However, since then a number of people have come across and read my ramblings and some have been kind enough to comment and get in touch. There are people i have connected with through the blog that i consider to be friends, despite never having met, and whose comments and correspondence are always a delight to receive.

Back in 2008 i also, in a later entry, wrote about a trip Owner and i took to Belgium. By complete coincidence we are headed there again at the end of this month, which we are both excited about.

Much has happened in those sixteen years. i have got fatter to start with. Owner and i got married, we moved home, i gained quite a few tattoos and some piercings, discovered i am perhaps even more of an exhibitionist slut than even i realised.  We have both experienced periods of ill health but have been fortunate in being able to have travelled far and wide together and further strengthened and deepened our relationship and our bonds with each other. 

i strive to submit absolutely to Owner (sometimes more successfully than others) and know that true happiness for us both comes from my service to Her and Her domination and control over me.

When i started this blog i hoped it might be useful to others perhaps also exploring the FLR/Femdom lifestyle. In particular, i hoped that by sharing my/our reality of what living a developing 24/7 FLR relationship was like for us i might offer a more realistic and attainable view of such relationships than the more typical (male) fantasy depictions one encounters online. Depictions which i doubt bear little resemblance to (m)any couples lived daily reality. i have always sought to give an honest and open account of my life with Owner, the ups and the downs and, in doing so, hope this little blog may have helped others realise that there is nothing odd or weird about recognising you want nothing more in life than to submit to the person you love and adore. Neither is there anything weird either in wanting to dominate and control (in a consensual manner) the submissive in your life.

Of course, over the sixteen years i have come to realise many other things about myself. i enjoy being locked in chastity, love to be told what to do. i get a lot of satisfaction from cooking and housework. i love to wear make-up with a pretty pair of knickers, bra and clothes. i adore worshipping Owners backside and consuming Her pee. i am an exhibitionist and i am also a slut and derive great pleasure and satisfaction at the thought of being regarded as such by others. i have learnt to tolerate pain (mostly) and am delighted to have been permanently inked many times with reminders of my submission to Owner. i love the inner peace and intimate exposure that comes from being periodically caged and restrained  - well that is until my legs fall asleep! i adore performing for Owner and cuddling up to Her. i have a thing about gigantic cocks and love the taste of cum but have no real desire to be allowed to orgasm myself. i am sexually happiest when kept denied. i love to pose and preen for Owner and serve as Her muse and have got a little better and more confident at doing so over the years. 

i welcome the fact that my salary is not my own and that Owner, not i, is the one who buys clothes for me and decides what i might do or not do. The more controlled i am by Owner and the more authority She exercises over me the happier i have become. Never did i imagine i might enjoy being beaten by Her but i do. i love being the one She comes home to, greeting Her by prostrating myself and kissing each of Her feet in greeting. i love carrying Her things, doing Her hair, Her nails and giving Her massages. i love Her body and Her brain and the fact that i get to spend my life in Her company.

Looking back over the lifetime of this blog, and back further still over all the years Owner and i have been together, i am struck by just how much we have done and experienced. i could never have dreamt my life might have turned out like this. That i might have got to experience so much with such a wonderful person. It hasn't always been plain sailing. There have been illnesses, good times and darker times, periods when both of us have struggled, times when others things in life have intruded and sometimes taken over. There have been times when i have been far from the person i aspire to be, times when Owner has had to chastise me and pull me up short. Times also when, frankly, there hasn't felt or been much to blog about.

Hopefully, there will, however, be many, many more blog posts to come.

Finally, to all who read and comment on this little corner of the internet. Thank you. Your comments, our interaction, means a lot to me. Thank you for taking the time. i always love hearing from you.

Meanwhile, back to the here and now. This morning, just before lunch, saw me stood in the corner by the window, naked with my nipples clamped with the clover clamps with metal teeth and sniffing Owners used panties for 30 minutes. 

As any self-respecting slut should i confess to having been quite excited at having stood naked in the window looking at the neighbouring houses opposite and the people passing by in the street.

Then, after lunch i did a couple of little 'performances' that Owner had requested of me. The first is my re-imagining of the Barbara Stanwyck grocery store scene from  Double Indemnity

You can quite literally hear  Owner almost crying with laughter at my performance.

This was swiftly followed by my own version of the Sophia Loren strip-tease in the Italian 60s film Ieri Oggi Domani 

So yes, life with Owner continues to be as fun as it has always been

A Productive Day

We have had an extra bank holiday here in the UK as a result of the death and funeral today of our late Queen. Neither Owner nor i are monarchists and so we have no real interest in the events, but made full use of the extra day off work.

My day began as it usually does with preparing breakfast for Owner followed by studying some Spanish and completing my exercises at the end of my allotted period of being allowed to use the computer. Last night i needed to make a mobile phone call outside of my allocated hours (remembering my phone and computer usage is now heavily restricted to specific hours only) which She had granted but it also meant that i spent an hour today gagged and silenced this morning as a 'thank you'.

i love the 'approved' stamp Owner created in response to my MS Forms submitted request

Later in the morning, after showering and getting dressed, i started to prepare a roast dinner for lunch. Whilst that was cooking i cleaned the bathroom and then after serving lunch and washing and drying the dishes i spent time cleaning the flat windows inside and out. Quite what the neighbours made of me leaning out the window in my stockings and skirt who knows!

With all my tasks done i asked Owner if there was anything else She needed doing? She was doing some of Her translation studies (Owner is super clever when it comes to languages). She replied that there was nothing She needed from me and so i spent the next hour chained up at Her feet in my under-desk cage. i was naked apart from just having me stockings and bra on and had to remain perfectly still as the heavy chains that are attached to my ankles, chastity device, and collar make quite a noise with the slightest movement on my part and Owner hates noise. i gradually am learning how to stay still when i am locked up like this. i am also gagged to completely silence me.

Owner remarked later how much She likes having a 'pet' at Her feet. i confess that being locked like this is something i also find quite wonderful and i now look forward to kneeling or curling into position. It makes me feel loved and secure and also quite aroused as i lie there imaging Owner reaching down and groping my exposed pussy.  She didn't but it was a very distracting thought!

When Owner had completed Her work she invited me to spend some time with Her on the sofa after which i did a little burlesque/strip-tease show for Her. Owner kindly complimented me on my choice of outfit and routine, noting that She thinks i have got better with practice. i did my routine to the Christina Aguilera song Nasty Naughty Boy

This is me ready to begin

And then here are some excerpts from my 'performance' that Owner filmed

It was great fun to do and i look forward to doing another show for Owner in the not too distant future. i would one day love to take some strip-tease or burlesque classes and perform for Her on a real stage. It would be terrifying but thrilling at the same time. i have been on the stage in front of Her (and many others) at a cosplay event but to do so at a strip club or similar venue would be even more fun.

Anyway, back to today. i suspect that i will spend some of my evening locked-up again in my cage (i am typing this during my allotted evening computer usage period of 5-7pm). Then before bed i have been tasked with practising deep-throating a dildo for a bit, it is one of those things that i think gets easier with regular practice, especially over-coming the gag reflex.

Meanwhile, Owner and i have now completed the first week of me in Her new regime. So far it has gone very well. i have studied daily and am making much better use of my free time. i also really welcome the fact that She has further increased Her control over me. That's all from me for now. Take care.

Clamps, Spanks and a Strip

Hello all, i trust that you are having enjoyable weekends? i have spent some of mine being spanked by Owner, doing some housework, studying, serving as Owners' hair dresser and doing a little strip-tease performance for Her. In between we also managed to squeeze in my regular Saturday morning piss-drinking treat (warm, golden and delicious), some exercises (to try and trim the fat i have put on over the past few months) and watched a movie together with home made popcorn. It has been quite a busy day and i still have some baking to do later!

Tomorrow we are heading out for lunch before going onto an exhibition in the afternoon. i am also hoping to have my consultation with the tattooist whom i hope will then, sometime in the next few weeks, ink my right breast with the tattoo that Owner has designed for me. i cannot wait to get it done.

Oh, and the week started with Owner sending me to do a lap of our local park with my nipples clamped and to sniff Her used knickers near the park cafe. It was a pleasant day and there were lots of people about so i had to be relatively discrete about it!

Anyway, here are some vignettes from my week

nipples clamped in the park

sniffing Owners' use knickers near the park cafe

The spanking i received today was administered using the new green leather paddle that i purchased for Owner (with Her permission) at the fetish market we attended last weekend. Owner says She really like it and that it is easy to use. As you can see it left me with a pink bottom

my post-spanking bottom and Owners' new green paddle

And so to the strip-tease. The routine Owner had requested from me was a version of the strip-tease by Kim Basinger in front of Micky Rourke in the film 9 1/2 weeks. Well, i think i can safely say that Ms Basinger does a much better and far sexier job than i did, but Owner was amused. Here are some stills and video extracts from my routine

trying to look sexy

Weekend Update

'Yay, it's the weekend!' is a popular refrain in this household as, i suspect, it is in many others. i do wonder, however, how many others are like me and are able to start their Saturday morning with a delightful glass of their Owner's freshly served urine? 

It has now become a regular routine that Owner will 'pour' me a glass for me to drink before breakfast. Those who have been reading this blog for a while will know that i do take great pleasure from consuming Owner's golden wine. The first glass of the day is especially enjoyable as it is typically darker, cloudier and more bitter and robust than servings later in the day, having been fermenting in Her bladder overnight. Just thinking about it as i write quite literally makes my nipples hard, it's a wonderful drink and a fabulous way to start the weekend. This was me at 7am

Ready with my special drink

...and down the hatch it goes

Incidentally, the more eagle eyed amongst you might notice something different about me in the above pictures. Did you spot it? No, not the dressing gown and nightie, both are quite old and have appeared in this blog before on a number of occasions. No, i am referring of course to my new glasses.

i was starting to notice that i was getting a headache when reading (i am short-sighted) and so went to get my eyes re-tested the other day. Yes, my eyesight had got worse so it was time for a new set of glasses for me. i am really happy with the pair that i got, Owner stated that they looked quite 'funky'. Here is another picture of me wearing them.

i really like the colour and the shape. They had another pair in a different style which also caught my eye as they were bright pink, maybe next time.

Talking of tests, later this morning Owner and i are off to get our Covid booster injections. If you have an opportunity where you live to get vaccinated please, please take it.

So what else has happened since my last post? Well on Monday, after completing my evening chores Owner instructed me to sit down and write one hundred lines as a reminder that i am to focus my efforts on practical chores and get less distracted by daydreaming about pretty things (i had been looking at lingerie on the internet). Anyway, She told me to write out the following one hundred times:

I will focus more on housework rather than daydreaming about pretty things 

It is so rare that i actually write anything with a pen and paper these days that being told to write out lines like this is an oddly physically tiring exercise. As an added bonus, however, Owner instructed me to write out the lines whilst wearing a pair of Her used knickers on my head so that i would be inhaling the scent of Her sex as i wrote. i definitely appreciated being able to inhale Her as i wrote. Nevertheless, by the time i had finished my wrist was quite sore.

my completed lines

wearing Owners' worn knickers on my head - still with my old glasses

Then, on Wednesday i was set the challenge of completing 50 Russian twists whilst my chastised clitty was adorned by 20 mini-pegs. The use of mini-pegs (a combination of wooden and metal ones) is a favourite of Owners'. They certainly make their presence felt although the most painful moment is when they are removed, which can really hurt. Anyway, not your usual workout but here i am doing the twist and shout

Ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch!

Looking ahead what is coming up? Well aside from getting our injections later today, provided that Owner is feeling up to it post jab, i will be receiving my weekly disciplining, this time from a combination of Her leather paddle and riding crop. Then tomorrow i hope to perform a little strip-tease for Owner. She has requested that i perform the routine that Salma Hayek performed in the film Dogma which you can see a clip of here. Unfortunately, i don't have the body Salma does, nor the hair, so will be nothing like as pretty as she is, but i will give it my best to entertain Owner. i am very lucky in that i have a partner and Owner who encourages me to perform for Her, something i greatly enjoy doing.

Then, looking further ahead. Tuesday next week is the 16th of the month which means one thing only. It is outdoor dice challenge day. Who knows what i will end up doing but i know i will be nervous and it will be fun. The slutty exhibitionist in me really looks forward (in a kind of inwardly terrified way) to these monthly moments of public exposure. i can't quite believe some of the things i have done this past year, including in front of our neighbours, in the park, at the bus stop, in the local supermarket and even at the local train station with people on the platform. Owner has me complete these challenges on my own, which just adds to the nervous excitement i feel when completing them. i think i have certainly gained in confidence the more i have done these and am proud to show what an exhibitionist slut i am and how shameless She is helping me to become. 

And then, in a case of leaving the best until last, Owner has decided that She is going to repeat last year's hugely successful advent calendar series. Last year She created a special advent calendar for me in which, behind each door, lay an 'interesting' surprise. Well, She has already created this year's calendar for me in the form of pretty numbered boxes. 

Owners' advent calendar for 2021

She is being very secretive as She comes up with ideas as to what to put in each of the boxes. i am both thrilled and very nervous at the prospect of what may lie ahead during the month of December, however, whatever is in store it is bound to be fun.

Take care one and all and... have fun!

Last Days of Advent

As Christmas approaches, and as the UK fast descends into....well farce, it is also nearly the end of Owner's advent calendar. i can't believe that there are just two fun-filled little envelopes left to open until Christmas Day itself. Owner has already declared Her calendar idea to have been such fun that She is going to recycle some of the tasks i have completed these past few weeks and have me do them again in the future. It's a wonderful thought and something to look forward to for 2021.

In the meantime, this is just a quick update on yesterday and today's advent asks of me. Yesterday was quite a simple task, i was to serve dinner to Owner whilst completely naked except for a pair of high heels. Simple enough, all i had to do was avoid spilling the food, a risk that i am pleased to report that i successfully avoided. So i present to you the naked, high heel wearing poppet.

can you guess which serving is mine?

Yes, there is a reason why i am carrying a plate and a dog bowl. The reason is that all of my meals are eaten from a dog bowl (breakfast, lunch, dinner). Owner has long-held the view that this is the most appropriate form of dish for me to eat from. i am lucky that at least She permits me to use cutlery, though on very rare occasions this has been denied to me - which makes for some messy mealtimes! In fact, so accustomed am i to eating from a dog bowl that on one occasion in the past when my Dad was staying over i wonder why he was staring at me eating at breakfast. It took a while for me to realise that yes, it probably does look odd to see your son eating cereals from a dog bowl, especially as we also don't have a dog!

Anyway, back to the advent calendar. Todays task, revealed when i opened the envelope this morning, was to perform a strip-tease for Owner. i did this after work and opted, for my musical accompaniment, to strip to the classic David Rose jazz style number The Stripper. It was great fun to do and i ended my performance sitting on Owner's lap. i also got an opportunity to wear my brand new fishnet stockings, which i think are divine (Owner agrees). Anyway, here is a picture and a short video clip of me in pursuit of Owner ready to snare Her with my feather boa

Flashing my fishnet stocking tops

i wonder what my final two advent tasks will bring?

Stay safe everyone.

Last Days of Disco - First Day of Christmas

Sunday night saw the return of an old tradition, the monthly dance and strip-tease show for Owner. i used to do these on a regular basis but over the years they dropped away. Anyway, in my continued quest to get back to the top of my game for Owner they have returned, to be performed at the end of each month.

To get back into the swing of things i went with an old classic, You're The One That I Want from the movie Grease. It is probably fair to say that Ms Newton-John need not fear the competition :). At one point i even managed to 'dramatically' throw off my blouse so that it actually landed on top of me! i also  forgot to remove my bra. Rusty does not even begin to describe it, i think it may be back to stripper school for me.Still, at least i stayed on my feet and did not fall over in my heels. Here i am at the end of my performance

Last night saw me once again cleaning the bathroom gagged and with my 'clit' adorned with 20 mini pegs. i can attest to the fact that you certainly do notice the pegs, especially when they are removed, quite painful.

Fast forward to today (Tuesday) or more significantly the 1st December and it was time to open the first envelope in the Advent Calendar that Owner has created for me. i opened it after my morning exercises and having prepared breakfast, hence why i am still in my nightie and looking slightly disheveled. Owner captured the moment when i opened the first of the envelopes.

Preparing to open the calendar

what will it say?

Ta da!

For those with eyesight like mine the card reads 'Extra throw of the cleaning dice. Whatever you get you do it while cooking dinner'. The dice was duly rolled and what did i get? 100 strokes of the cane. An opportunity for Owner to test out the new cane i got Her.

Cane lined up across bottom

Aftermath = stripey pink cheeks

 

Over the next 23 days up until Christmas Eve i will be opening a new advent envelope each morning and finding out what surprise i have in store. i will keep you posted.

New Weaponry for Owner and Other Cool Stuff

i ordered Owner a pre-Christmas gift, in the form of a new cane, which arrived yesterday evening. 'Unfortunately', it was delivered after my scheduled evening caning had already been administered. However, Owner still got in a few practice swings on my bare bottom and pronounced Herself to be very happy indeed with Her gift. 

Owners' new cane

 

i purchased it to mark the fact that Owners' shoulder has now, finally fully recovered after what has felt like years of causing Her pain and discomfort. She was struck down with a frozen shoulder in 2016 which took 18 months to recover from but then left Her with all sorts of muscular issues and pain.

The good news though is that She is now fully recovered and able to swing Her arms freely again, as my bottom can attest. The cane was actually ordered from a company in the USA we have ordered from before called Canes4Pain. They have some great stock and hopefully Owners' armoury will continue to be added to. 

Next week also marks the start of December and with that the start of the Advent Calendar Owner has created for me. i have no idea what i will discover written inside each envelope when i open it each day. i am beyond excited. 

Advent calendar waiting to reveal its secrets

In the meantime, tomorrow i will be rolling my weekly dice again to see what punishments, challenges etc i need to complete whilst doing my daily chores. Incidentally, i am pleased to say that i have been keeping fully on top of these and have been complimented by Owner on the meals i have prepared. i am keeping up with my evening studies too (Spanish and knitting) [Edit by Owner - that sounds so 1950s!!!].

Also happening tomorrow is the return of my monthly 'strip-tease' performance for Owner.

Disco Fox and Dice Update

In the first few years of our relationship i used to put on regular dance and strip-tease performances for Owner. It was a part of our life that we both enjoyed and they were great fun to do. However, i then had a prolonged period of quite serious back issues which, at its worst made walking impossible let alone dancing! My strip shows ended.

Last night, however saw the first of what is to become a new routine of Tuesday night dances for Owner. Every Tuesday after i have made dinner and washed up and completed my chores for the evening i am to get changed and do a little dance routine for Her. Yesterday evening i performed my own interpretation of Style from Taylor Swift's 1989 album. It's a great song. i think it is safe to say that Taylor does it much more justice than i do and she is certainly much prettier than i am but it was fun to do and Owner seemed suitably impressed. You can see a still from my routine and a short clip of me 'dancing' below:

Strike a pose

Unlike yesterday today has been another day in which i have been working from home. The dice was once again rolled by Owner and this time it determined that i was to remain naked wearing just a furry foxtail butt plug for half an hour before removing it and putting on my skirt and blouse. i knew we had some deliveries expected and so i spent a slightly apprehensive 30 minutes this morning in just my birthday suit and furry plug hoping that there would not be a knock at the door. If there was i would have to answer it wearing nothing but my stockings and tail. Luckily for me (and the delivery staff!) there wasn't and the half hour passed incident free. It would have been quite humiliating to have had to answer the door dressed only like this

Wearing my furry plug

pussy plugged

i am pleased to report that when the deliveries did arrive later in the day i was able to receive them fully dressed in my work outfit of blouse, skirt, stockings and heels.

Talking of dice, a fourth one will soon be added to Owners' collection. There are currently three that She uses. These are:

1. A chastity dice - rolled monthly (on the 11th every month) to decide whether i will be unlocked or not and, if so, for how long
2. A home working indoor task dice - rolled every time i work from home and determines what task/activity i will have to perform that day whilst working - typically involves being clamped or plugged (as above)
3. A home working outdoor dice - gets rolled after the fourth roll of the indoor dice i.e. every 5th day i work from home. Requires me to undertake an outdoor challenge. This dice includes challenges such as applying make-up at the bus stop or wearing a mini skirt and fishnets to our local park (the dice hasn't landed on this one yet!). These are great fun to do if a little nerve wracking, but being an exhibitionist they are my favourites

These three dice will shortly be joined by a fourth. This dice will be rolled on those days that i am working away from home i.e. in the office, going to meetings, giving presentations at conferences etc. i don't yet know what Owner will load that dice with when i am working away from home but i will keep readers posted as i know Her dice games have generated quite a bit of interest. They also ensure that i am kept fully on my toes and occupied including, now, those days when i am not working from home.

Hen Night and Sunday Stuffing

Owner and i are just back from my wonderful hen weekend and what fantastic fun we both had, it truly was a brilliant weekend. The following are just a couple of the photo and video mementos from the event, hope you enjoy. First we had a little beauty session at home before we set-off;

our beauty treatment

Then it was off into London to check-in to the rather fabulous Apex City of London Hotel which was to be out accommodation for the night (would thoroughly recommend). Bags dropped off we then headed out to a local cafe to refuel on caffeine and plan my hen 'parade'

can you tell where we are yet?

Fully fuelled we headed out of the cafe and down the street to the Tower of London for me to commence my little hen parade, with my hen party accessories, past the Tower by the river and then over Tower Bridge and along past Butlers Wharf to Chambers Wharf

sorting myself out

and we're off

It was great fun to have an opportunity to parade through some of the city in my hen attire. Owner and i then had a couple of drinks before heading back to our hotel to prepare for the remainder of the night's activities. Owner had chosen the hotel as it was close to The Way Out Club, a place neither of us had been to before but which offered potential opportunities for dancing and people watching fun.

First, however, it wouldn't be a hen night without a stripper. The difference this time of course being that i was the person doing a strip for Owner. We both had fun, me doing the strip and Owner laughing at my antics (as you can see Owner had instructed me that She wanted me to spend my hen weekend out of chastity for a change)

Show over we both had dinner and then got ready for our night out. For me it was also an opportunity to wear one of my new frocks

One of the little touches that the hotel provides for all guests is a free rubber duck that they encourage you to take with you on your travels and send the hotel photos of where the duck has been. We took ours to the club.

although i didn't have the duck all the time

As i mentioned the hotel is very close to the club, literally about 50 yards down the road and so Owner and i had only a very short walk back before we could collapse into bed at the end of what had been a wonderful hen day. However, the fun wasn't over yet.

After having an early light breakfast Owner and i then retired back to bed with the intention of fully exploiting the hotels mid-day check-out by having a lovely lie-in. However, it wasn't long before Owner began teasing and caressing my titties and un-locked clitty and generally getting Her hen quite excited. Owner then put on the 8in strapon of Her that we had brought with us, and began to rub it between my legs and across my 'pussy' as She spooned me in bed. i of course, being the little slut i am also began rubbing myself along the length of its shaft.

Owner re-positioned Herself so that She lying flat on Her back, Her big red cock standing proud
 and instructed me to suck Her cock like a slut. This i eagerly did fellating and licking it until it was wet with saliva. Then with Owners encouragement and without any need for lube, (my pussy has been well trained by Owner) other than my own coating of saliva along its shaft, i squatted over Owners cock, reached down and positioned it against the entrance of my pussy and then sunk down onto it, until its entire length was buried deep inside me. Owners expressed delight at the site of me sitting astride Her with Her cock buried deep inside me and switched on the vibrate. She then instructed me to make my clitty hard and ride Her cock as She Herself rode the vibrations of Her cock. And so it was that i fucked myself up and down on Owners cock, feeling it pulsing deep inside me as the Owner rode its vibrations to happy climax. Owner then instructed me to make myself cum loudly and like a whore for Her and so i rode up and down faster and faster on Her still vibrating cock and played with my clitty until i came noisily and messily, fifty plus days of denial released across the duvet.

Both spent i scooped up and swallowed my mess, Owner withdrew and we collapsed in each others arms. It was a wonderful way to be fucked by Owner and She expressed delight at having watched me ride Her cock so enthusiastically. i was one happy and well fucked hen.

Those of you who have been following the comings and goings of Owner and i on this blog for a while will know that there is one activity that we used to do on a fairly regular basis but which, sadly, has been none existent over the past 12 months or so. i refer, of course, to the little shows/strips/dances that i used to put on for Owner and which She greatly enjoys. After i did my back i was left unable to do much by way of any form of 'dancing' - it is actually only in the last two/three months that i have regained completely normal mobility. However, of late my back has been pretty ok and survived both us moving flats but even let me get away with doing some painting and decorating in the new place (lucky me!). Anyway, basically it demonstrated that my back was much, much improved and so it was high time that i put on a show for Owner. Accordingly, last night i performed my own little version of the classic Kate Bush song 'Hammer Horror' to mark our Halloween together. You can see the resultant video Owner shot below:

The video does get a little lighter after about 20 or so seconds. One thing i have realised as well having seen myself on tape is that i need to go on a bit of a diet.

This weekend Owner and i are off on some travels to the Channel Isles. We're both really looking forward to a couple of nights away to relax and maybe complete a challenge or two.

Day of Challenges

A few weeks ago Owner devised a series of challenges that She wanted me to undertake in one day. Holidays, guests staying and temporary ilnesses have conspired to delay the completion of these challenges but finally an opportunity presented itself yesterday to set aside time for some outdoor fun.

The day began with me being tied to the bed for 30minutes wearing just my Kahli's teeth device, heavy metal butt plug in my pussy and with my nipples clamped. Owner used the opportunity of my being tied-up and vulnerable to deliver some firm spanks to my exposed 'bits' whilst pulling hard on my clamped nipples - it was all deliciously uncomfortable!

Bed bondage over it was time for me to perform a strip-tease in our back garden for Owner to video. You can see the result below;

After lunch we then set off into town. En-route Owner had me play with my nipples on the tube as we headed towards Knightsbridge where Owner decided that it would be fun to have me play with myself in the toilets of Harrods whilst She waited outside for the photographic evidence. i have to admit to being terribly disappointed. The toilets were not at all as i had imagined then - very boring and dull and not at all ostentatious. Oh well. Still, the challenge was completed although holding a camera whilst simultaneously playing with myself proved tricky!

After leaving Harrods we headed back towards St James's Park where i was to complete my next challenge, namely to flash my knickers in the park. This was going to be interesting as the park was busy with tourists but eventually we found a spot. However, no sooner had we arrived than we realised that the group of people sat near us were all on an outdoor photography class and all had cameras with telephoto lenses - which explains the slight look of unease on my face in some of these shots;

Challenges completed we headed off for drink and a meal. It was a great day out.

Britney Pet

A little routine i did today for Owner and with apologies to Miss Spears;

it was fun to do.

Murdering Bing...He's Dreaming That It's All Over

This evening i gave a little Christmas performance for Owner, a little early perhaps but what the hell. Owner has stated that this is one of the funniest ones i have done to date (which wasn't intended). i'll leave you to make up your own minds but, as you can see just from the start when i got somewhat confused as to when the song itself was due to start, it could only go downhill from there...and boy did it. Good fun though but for any fans of Bing out there it's probably best not to watch!

Just a shame all the snow in London had melted before i got to do this.

Halloween Weekend Part 3 - Sunday

What a wonderful concluding part to our Halloween weekend today has been. In the morning we both set off into town for me to complete my red basque challenge in St James Park. Some of the colours of the leaves on the trees at this time of year are amazing and it was lovely to wander around. i also completed the challenge;

and Owner shot a little video of me wearing my basque in the park too;

My challenge having been completed to Owners satisfaction we walked over to Covent Garden to have some lunch and a nosey around some of the shops before heading back home.

When we got back i prepared our Halloween meal (more about that later) and then got changed to perform my promised little show for Owner. i performed to Marilyn Manson's excellent cover version of Sweet Dream Are Made Of This which is one of my favourite Marilyn covers. Ohh, and i honestly do appear once the intro with the 'mysterious and spooky' pumpkin has finished!

Show over it was time to serve Owner my Halloween dinner. iid baked sodabread and then hollowed-out and baked a pumpkin and used the baked pumpkin as a container for a cheese fondue. Not your typical Halloween meal i grant but it tasted delicious

Meal completed it was tme to wash up and tidy away and then clean and polish Owners boots, and give Her Her regular Sunday pedicure and then update this blog. It has been a fantastic Halloween weekend and i am so grateful to Owner for having devised such a wonderful one.

Jingle Bells...and a Show

No it's not a case of Christmas having come early but rather a case of Owner having presented me with my very own ankle chain to wear, it even has a bell! It's great as i have always wanted to have one and now i have one to wear permanently around my ankle. As i wander about the flat this evening it tinkles constantly letting Owner know where abouts i am and that i am not being idle. i'm really thrilled with it as i think it looks so pretty;

Tonight also saw me performing another of my little shows for Owners amusement. The performance was to the tune of Lucas by the ever wonderful Rafaella Carra, one of our favourite Euro pop artistes from the late 70s/80s and someone who is still going strong today, and as glamorous (unlike me) as ever