After The Guests - The Return To Normality

Owner and i have once again got the flat to ourselves and are settled back into our normal routines/life. We have had a hectic month with visits to Spain to see Owners family and then having family members come to stay with us. It has been a really nice month with plenty of opportunity to catch-up on gossip and do some sightseeing with our guests....but oh is it also nice to have the flat back just to ourselves and to be able to dress and behave 'normally' again. Selfish i know but i really missed being able to dress in my pretties and act like a tart!

The first thing i did when we got back home having waived off our visitors was put on some make-up and a skirt, oh how i had come to miss these. Just before Easter i had begun to get a little bolder in that i had started to wear make-up to work. Nothing too dramatic, just a little foundation, eye liner, mascara and lipstick. i was really self-conscious the first time (though i have worn make-up to work before it was so light as to be basically invisible - not quite so this time). However, nobody pointed and shouted out 'hey look...he's wearing make-up' so i guess it went well! However, at the end of the day i frankly don't care if my colleagues do realise i'm wearing make-up - it doesn't suddenly make me unable to do my job, whereas, i'm not yet quite ready to wear make-up in front of family. As a result, i have gone without these past few weeks. Boy it's nice to be able to once again spend some time playing happily with products. Owner and i also shop for make-up together and happily pop into places to try out/take a look at their new ranges - something that now seems totally normal and natural to me. Again, having guests meant that i was having to consciously change my behaviour back to what i recalled to be the perceived 'male norm' - all very strange. i guess my femming has come along quite a long way over the years.

Owner and i had also missed the opportunity of exploiting my slut/exhibitionist tendencies over the past month. Save for one early morning when Owner attached the vacuum dildo to our bedroom window and had me fellate it (with the curtains open) whilst She pulled and twisted my nipples, our play has been limited. However, today i was working from home and Owner used the opportunity of our having the flat to ourselves to text me and state that when She arrived home She expected to find me on all fours on the bed with my pussy plugged with the inflatable plug, the khalli's teeth chastity device on instead of the CB3000 and my nipples clamped. This made me hornier than ever and so when Owner walked back into the flat and found me positioned as instructed i was craving to be fucked hard by Her. Owner put on Her huge lightweight strapon and had me first fellate it before removing my plug and ploughing deep inside me. It was heavenly to feel Owner inside me again and afterwards as i lay cuddled in Her embrace we both agreed that we missed me behaving and being treated as Her whore.

But now we are back to being normal again and behaving and acting as we like to do. It also means that we can begin to plan some more escapades and challenges. We've also just booked ourselves a two week holiday to the Czech Republic - a little cottage near the mountains but also an overnight stay in Prague. Neither of us can wait and are both getting excited at the prospects of 2 weeks spent in each others company without any of those annoying distractions, like work, getting in the way.

Guests, Politics and Ramblings

The past couple of weeks have witnessed remarkable change, protest and state violence across swathes of North Africa and the Middle East which has had me totally transfixed. The temptation to log-on to find out what the latest drama is rather than do some much needed housework has all too often been too great and, as a consequence, i have not been as good a pet at times as i could be. Owner has been remarkably tolerant of this, knowing that i am quite a political pet. However, i know that it is not good and something i need to try and moderate and control to ensure it does not have too great an impact upon my own duties and service.

We have also had a succession of family guests staying the past couple of weekends which has meant hiding lots of toys etc away and limited opportunities for me to dress-up whilst they are here, though if they could see what i am wearing underneath my 'regular' clothes they might be surprised! That said, however, Owner and i have had the week days to ourselves and Owner has been continuing Her regular caning and nipple torture training and the other day combined these wonderfully after work before fucking Her slut hard. Owner now likes to have me prepare myself for Her by getting me to fuck my own pussy with my fingers and hand whilst She watches. She greatly enjoys watching me show Her what a complete whore i am before using and treating me as one Herself. She also recently had me perform another public challenge, this time getting me to walk around our local pub with my nipples clamped and rubbing my titties through my blouse as i walked around the bar area. It was delightfully humiliating! i now find that i have reached the point where i will happily undertake such challenges without worrying anymore about others reaction to what i am doing so i guess i must be learning how to obey without hesitation.

It has also now been well over a month that i've been kept in denial and gone without orgasm, again this is somthing of a new record and one that i am pleased about. Owner regularly swaps between chatity devices keeping me in the spiked metal device at weekends or during canings and delighting in having me masturbate my clitty until it is painfully hard, with the metal spikes digging deep into vulnerable flesh, and then swapping back to the CB3000 at night and on weekdays.

Owner now also regularly buys me or gives me make-up to try or test. i never imagined in my wildest dreams that i would find such a wonderful partner and Owner as Her who delights in having Her partner femmed and pretty. i feel and am so lucky! How long ago it seems now when i took my first horrified and humiliating trip outside wearing a touch of make-up or wearing a feminine top. Apart from at work (and even then 80% of the clothing i wear is feminine or androgynous) or when seeing family i am never out of make-up and dressed-up whether at home or out and about. It now feels the most natural and normal thing in the world and i love it. And Owner has truly discovered and released the inner slut/whore inside me. In short, life is wonderful...but i need to get better at avoiding distractions!

Host(ess) Service

Owner's sister and her partner stayed with us for the past 5 days. Now for me, and i suspect many subs, one of the challenges of having guests staying is that the little daily routines by which we organise our lives to serve our Owners can be thrown somewhat out of kilter. It would clearly take a very special type of guest, for example, to be comfortable with me fellating a dildo and dropping my panties around my ankles each time i wash-up for example, or my walking around the house in my collar and cuffs! And Owners sister, lovely as she and her partner are, are not one of those kind of guests!

For me it was time to put away the pretty and slutty clothes, hide the toys, diaries and other such clues and go back to 'normality' for a few days. However, i still wanted to be able to continue my service and this time there was an opportunity to do so discretely and in a manner that would not cause any kind of remark or embarasment to Owner. So it was that i threw myself happily into the task of being the person who would prepare breakfast (as i would do normally, albeit this time for a few more) and make dinners when we weren't eating out. i even managed to get in a bit of baking almost every day. Afterall, a good host(ess) should always be trying to ensure that their guests are well looked after and i greatly enjoyed being able to do so.

It was also great fun having them to stay and i know it means a lot to Owner as She does not have much opportunity to see Her sister during the year so the occasion was extra special for Her too. Now, however, they have departed back to Spain and so i am once more dressed tartily in the flat and wearing my collar and make-up and yes, it does feel fab and great to be 'back'. It's funny just how things that other people would probably regard as being distinctly 'not normal' are for us normality and feel strange when suddenly we cannot act or dress as we would normally do so. Still, we are now very much back to our own happy reality.

We're also both extremely, well OK more like mega-excited. At the end of this week we head off on our fortnight holiday to Italy. Neither of us can wait. The prospect of spending a whole 2 weeks with Owner in a little place in the Tuscan countryside is something we've been looking forward to all year and now it is almost a reality. We're both sure to get upto some 'normal' activities whilst we're there as well as getting in some sightseeing which will hopefully appear in this blog when we return. Owner has also booked us both in to a hotel in Rome for the night of our anniversary whilst we're away. It is next door to the Trevi fountain, maybe a La Dolce Vita challenge??

Ciao