When In Rome.....

Owner and i are currently in a short break in Rome, Italy. It is a city we have been lucky enough to visit a few times before so there is no pressure to 'do the sights', as they have all been previously seen. That said, who can resist a return visit to cross the Tiber to the Forum, the Colosseum, the Pantheon, Spanish Steps or the grounds of the Villa Borghese? No, not us either.

Owner has some health issues which are causing us both concern, so it has been nice to get away and just wander around Rome at our leisure. We had planned to head out to Ostia Antica today to see more Roman ruins but there is a 24 hour transport strike and so that particular plan has been postponed until tomorrow.

All there has been to do, therefore, is to enjoy the simple pleasures of pizza, pasta, beer, people watching, sightseeing, shopping, avoiding being run over - mostly successfully, i experienced the mild indignity of managing to be run over by a small hand-pulled cart, oh and making the occasional appearance in a dress or skirt.

The latter were fun to do although one look at the Roman cobbled streets was enough for Owner to forbid the wearing of the stripper heels i had brought along and to instead insist on the far more sensible option of my wearing trainers. Anyway, here i am in the backstreets of the Trastevere district:

And then the next day in the grounds of the Villa Borghese, during which my knickers ended up down around my knees - luckily for me the police car did not pass by at exactly that moment but about 30 seconds later, just as i was putting my jeans back on!

with my knickers around my knees

In the meantime, here are a few photos of the eternal city

with Owner at the Trevi Fountain

 

The place we are staying in also has a little outdoor space, perfect for naked dancing in

 We still have just under two days left before we head back home to London.

Thrash & Zap

Today i was lucky enough to be the recipient of a good thrashing, using the birch-style cane, followed by a zapping to my nipples with the electric clamps. This is part of Owners' new regimen of ensuring that i be electrocuted as well as beaten on an at least weekly basis to aid my development.

After the beating and electrocution i was instructed to pick cards to see what punishments and tasks lie in store for me for the week ahead. The answer was that i will be caned hard with the dragon cane and then receive multiples electrocutions using both the clit and the nipple clamp electroshock-devices. Owner was delighted with the outcome of my card draw as She loves electrocuting me as She knows i dislike it a lot.

However, we fly out to Rome for a few days on Wednesday and the suitcase is not big enough to fit the dragon cane so i will either need to be caned before we leave or when we return. There is though plenty of room in the case for Owners vicious single tail red whip, so that has been packed.

i am hoping that in Rome there might also be an opportunity for an outdoor photoshoot, we shall see.

Home Working Wearing Only A Corset + 200 Days And Counting

Owner set me an interesting challenge this week, namely to work from home wearing only a corset. i say interesting because whilst working from home i always have Teams or Zoom calls to join and it would most likely give my colleagues or others on the call a bit of a surprise had they seen me sitting there in just a corset.

i could, of course, have switched off the camera on my laptop so that others on the call could hear but not see me. However, where would be the fun in that? i also think it would not have come across well, especially in meetings that i was leading, to have been invisible to others.

So i did site there in just my corset, but i positioned myself so that only my head and the top if my neck was visible. By holding that position my bare shoulders could not be seen or the top of the corset itself. It did mean, however, that one false move on my part and......well my colleagues and others will have seen me as they never have before:)

Thankfully, four meetings later and no such mishap occurred.

i was not, however, completely naked save for the corset. It is a freezing cold day here in London today so i also wore a pair of warm winter hold-ups and my new snuggly boot slippers. The pictures below show me working

would you jump on a Teams call with me?

And this picture shows my full how working outfit for today

In fact, the new snuggly boot slippers that Owner bought for me have been a God send in the current cold weather. Here is another picture of me wearing them, this time taken by Owner using the surveillance camera whilst i was sweeping the floors early this morning

Meanwhile, today marks 200 days since my last orgasm (real or ruined). 200 days that have also mostly been spent locked 24/7 in chastity. What do i hope for? That maybe one day my 'Days since last orgasm' counter on the blog will tick past 300, 500, 750, 1000, 2000, 5000, 10000 etc etc days and i get to spend every day for the rest of my life locked and denied. Not many will understand such a wish on my part, but there are a few blog readers out there who will. However, it is not for me to decide. Owner is the decision maker on this as with all other matters. Whatever She decides will be but for me, the longer i am kept denied, the happier, hornier and naughtier i become.

Challenge, Punishment and Weekly Tasks Overhaul

My wonderful Owner has determined that it is time to refresh and update all of my weekly tasks and maintenance punishments as well as my monthly outdoor challenge. Doing so will help me with my development through; the further removal of my inhibitions, embracing being publicly humiliated, boosting my ability to accept and endure pain and being treated by Owner as the slut that i am.

i am really excited at the changes that Owner has instigated, starting from this week, and i hope to show Her what an obedient, pain enduring, piss drinking, exhibitionist little slut i truly am. i hope that these new requirements and expectations of me will help with my continued training, development and evolution.

The first of the changes is that, in addition to my weekly maintenance disciplining using a crop, whip, paddle, cane etc i can also expect to be routinely electrocuted every Friday at the same time. Owner has advised me that She will be increasing the severity and intensity of the weekly maintenance punishments that She administers to me and combining these with electrocuting me.

Owner has also updated the set of weekly tasks that i have to complete (they are randomly selected each week). They now also include tasks such as being seen in public (our local park) with the words SLUT written on my face, being face-fucked by Her, extended corner time (45 mins) whilst naked and clamped on my nipples, wearing Her used knickers on my over my head in the park, drinking Her piss in the street etc, etc.

This week Owner observed me fellating Her newest dildo for 5 minutes then on Friday i will be working from home wearing just a corset.

fellating Owners new dildo

Regrettably i was unable to fully deep-throat the dildo as we had only just eaten dinner. For those that have never tried to deep-throat a cock my top tip is to try and avoid doing so if you have just eaten or else it may be more than cock you end up gagging on :)

The final set of cards that Owner updated were the monthly outdoor challenge cards. Regular readers will know that on the 16th of each month i have to roll two dice, one that decides a location and the second an outfit to wear. i then have to pose in said outfit and location and provide photographic evidence to Owner. They are fun to do and have helped me to learn to become more comfortable and confident about dressing or behaving sluttily in public, a key component of my continued development as Owners submissive slut.

However, after a few years with the same possible combination of outcomes Owner decided it was time for a refresh. Accordingly, She has loaded a completely new set of locations to the dice and also changed the requirements for the outfit to be worn. Now, with one exception, She has taken a more thematic approach leaving it down to me to interpret and implement Her instruction in a way that meets with Her approval. This new outdoor challenge regime will kick-off on the 16th December then repeat on the same day of the month thereon after.

The new locations added to the dice are as follows:

• the cafe in our local park
• inside the local supermarket
• outside the cafe at the railway station
• at the local Docklands Light Railway station
• at a bus stop about 10/15 minutes walk away (in an area i have never previously completed such challenges in)
• by the roadside under a railway bridge leading to a large new housing development

All of these locations, including the road under the railway bridge, have one thing in common. They are very well used and frequented by many, many people. In short, i am likely to always have an audience for my challenges.

In terms of the outfits that i will have to wear, the second dice will decide whether it is:

• the cheerleader outfit i wore at Halloween (minus the fake blood)

or one of the following options which will be for me to interpret on the day:

• corset and jeans
• office attire (formal)
• pretty in pink 
• mini skirt and hooded top
• shorts and bikini top

i am already nervously anticipating what December 16th might bring? Buying groceries in winter wearing a bikini top and shorts, 'cheering' on commuters, touting for custom in mini skirt?? What interesting times lie ahead!

In other news, yesterday Owner took me out to dinner after work followed by attending a wonderful lecture by Professor Alice Roberts at the Adelphi Theatre in London. Professor Roberts was promoting her latest book 'Domination'  (no not that type of domination) whose central thesis is that, the Roman Empire actually morphed into and became the Christian church. It was an interesting, well researched and compelling lecture.

Lastly, the temperatures have finally dropped in London (it is 4 degrees Celsius today) so last night whilst we were out Owner also bought me a lovely new pair of 'bootie'-style slippers. They are super comfortable and keep my feet nice and warm. I am not sure, however, that my wonderful fellow blogger billie or  Madam Alice would approve (you will have to follow the link to see what i mean)

new slippers

'Bimbo' Workout & Weekly Punishment Changes

Hello everyone. It's that day of the month again (16th) when dice are rolled to determine what outdoor challenge i needed to complete today. N.B - no chastity dice were rolled this month as i remain locked until the 16th December when that dice will be rolled again.

However, back to the challenge dice. The first dice determined the location, which turned out to be a bus stop on the far side of our local park. The second determined the outfit i was to wear- sports bra and leggings. So, here i am doing some exercises in my sports bra and leggings at the bus stop, to the bemusement of passers by;

Did you clock my pink 'Bimbo' socks? You can see them more clearly below

In the meantime, Owner is currently updating all of my weekly tasks and punishments and may also revise and update the outdoor challenge dice as well. Now, when i say 'punishments' i mean the weekly maintenance punishments that i typically receive each Friday. They are opportunities for Owner to indulge Her passion of inflicting pain by means of a whip, cane, paddle, crop etc and an opportunity for me to learn to get better at tolerating pain.

Owner has decided that, in addition to hitting or striking my buttocks and the backs of my thighs i am now to also be electrocuted during such maintenance punishment sessions on my clit, nipples or pussy as well. Furthermore, i can expect additional 'training' punishments or tasks to be randomly administered during the week as well.

i am grateful to Owner for choosing to further exert Her authority and control over me in this way and look forward to learning to get better at accepting and welcoming having Her administer pain and discomfort.

Meanwhile, yesterday Owner took me out for drinks in an old favourite pub of ours, the Citie of Yorke near Holborn. This was then followed by a delicious meal at a Turkish restaurant close to where we live. We had a lovely time. Here i am being naughty by flashing my bra in the pub

An Unscheduled Interruption and Future Plans

The past few days have found yours truly in bed, not feeling great and being waited on and looked after by my wonderfully attentive and caring Owner.

i hate times such as these. Firstly, i feel guilty about all of the work Owner ends up having to do, the cooking and washing and keeping the flat looking respectable, tasks that naturally would normally always fall to me and which She ends up having to temporarily take on whilst i am sick. Secondly, i realise how much i actually miss being able to look after and serve Her. i miss doing my chores and the housework, miss the little rituals and routines that mark the passage of the day and the week and which serve to demonstrate my subservience to Her. i miss being caged and beaten by Her i even miss the prospect of having my caged clit electrocuted.

First thing in the morning and again after work in the evening you will normally always find me busy doing my daily chores and housework and preparing meals etc for Owner. i love being Her housewife and being kept busy and occupied in service to Her and helping Her run Her household. To me it is a daily way of both expressing my love for Her as well as demonstrating my subservience to Her.

In recent years i have come to resent the fact i still have to do my paid work when in truth i would be happier spending all day doing housework and completing tasks and errands for Owner. i love catching glimpses of Her in the lounge with Her feet up reading or watching TV or doing whatever takes Her fancy whilst i dust, lay the table or put the laundry away. Owner will occasionally say out loud that She worries i am working too hard when in truth the opposite is the case. i would love to work harder, have more time to devote to looking after Her and Her home.

Occasions like this, therefore, that find me ill in bed are especially frustrating. i want nothing more than to be up and about being Her busy little housewife. Spending my time constructively in service to my Owner.

It is possible that my wish to have more time to spend in domestic service to Owner may come true next year. Owner has, for a longtime, bemoaned the fact that She still has to work. Like me She also works five days a week. However, whereas i have always derived quite a bit of satisfaction from my job for Her it is very much a case of working for the money. She excels at what She does and in the whole time we have been together She has always earnt more than i do. However, neither i nor Her want Her to have to work any longer than is necessary, especially as doing so creates a lot of stress for Her.

A few months ago Owner decided that enough is enough and that She needs to come up with a full or partial retirement plan for Herself. 

In an ideal work She would stop work completely and just live off my salary, which goes directly to Her anyway (i just get a small monthly allowance). However, that might not prove sufficient. Owner would also like me to work less, as well as Her, so that we can spend some more time together. Doing so would also enable me to take on more housework, or have more time to ensure that things that currently only get occasionally cleaned, say like the windows, could instead be cleaned on say a weekly basis. More time would also mean that Owner could perhaps bring me to Her flat in Spain more often than is currently possible.

My ideal would be an arrangement whereby i had an extra day or two a week in which i did not need to work and could instead focus my attention on becoming a better housewife, travel companion, slut and muse for Owner. i know She would love to go to Spain more often than She does to see Her family and friends and i would love to be able to accompany Her on more frequent visits and be installed in Her flat as Her domestic servant and whore. We shall see.

In the meantime, i leave you with a picture from Sunday evening when i was well and when Owner tried out the new whip i bought Her as part of my anniversary present to Her. The way the coloured tails of the whip are arranged it almost looks as if it is some kind of minimalist skirt :)

Owners new whip with its 7 multi-coloured leather tails

A Quick Update

Unfortunately, Owner is currently unwell and i am not feeling at my best either so, aside from our Friday night outdoor antics (see previous post), we are both having a quiet weekend. We have popped out to the shops both days but that has been about the extent of our adventures.

Meantime, i think i have been continuing to show an improved level of domestic service to Owner. i have been completing all of my chores and have happily fallen into my new early morning routine of sweeping all of the floors whilst Owner goes out for Her walk. At Owners request, however, i will no longer wear the nipple weights whilst doing this as She is concerned that i may overly stretch/tear my nipples.

Whilst She is out Owner observes me sweeping the floors and regularly communicates and issues instructions to me via the security camera. The other day She instructed me to wiggle my naked bottom to the camera for Her entertainment.

On Thursday i was once again sent to my cage for the evening and the day before Owner used me as Her footstool for a short period whilst She was on the telephone with Her family.

Owner was very excited earlier in the week as pre-sale tickets for the WWE Friday Night Smackdown show at Wembley Arena in London on the 16th January became available and She succeeded in snagging a pair. Owner is a big wrestling fan, me less so but i do like the women's outfits. We must be the only couple watching in which part of the conversation between us relates to which of the women wrestlers outfits Owner thinks i would look best wearing. Anyway, the show is on my birthday and i am pleased that Owner will be getting to see something She loves and bringing me with Her to share in Her enjoyment. i will also get to look longingly and enviously at the women wrestlers outfits.

Both of us were quite tired all week after having spent a long and somewhat stressful weekend visiting my elderly father and all the challenges that spending time with him brings. i fell asleep on the train back home and Owner entertained Herself by taking pictures of me as i slept and then crafting them into a halloween-themed montage.

Talking of halloween. We did not have time on the Friday night to carve our pumpkins but carve them we still did yesterday. i think it is quite easy to tell which one was created by Owner and which one by me.

In other news, Owner has decided which anime character i will be appearing on stage as next February for my belated birthday treat, namely Marin Kitagawa from the series My Dress Up Darling. This is what she looks like and who i will be dressed as on stage in front of hundreds of people.

The prospect makes me nervous but also excited.

Lastly, being a Sunday i was briefly unlocked by Owner to facilitate a short 2 minute wash of my clit with the nail brush and a quick shave before She locked me back up again. 

Happy Halloween

Happy Halloween to all of our lovely blog readers! Owner bought me a wonderful cheerleader costume and took me outside after work to photograph Her zombie cheerleader slut. As you can see we had great fun, despite the rain.

 and a couple of little zombie cheerleader videos

 

Oh, and then there was this picture of Owner and i taken a few weeks back for our anniversary visit to the dungeon which also makes for a great Halloween picture

 Never let it be said that we take ourselves too seriously!