Groundhog Day(s)

Days, especially weekdays, feel very much like groundhog day at the moment. We get up, we work, we end the day and try to relax and we repeat...ad nauseum. Of course,  it isn't all work, i have my daily chores and tasks to complete, Owner studies (She is currently learning Italian and Japanese - She is super talented, much more so than i), i study a bit too (Spanish), we exercise and watch TV series (we are currently watching It's a Sin). However, week days in particular leave us, and i imagine millions of others during this pandemic, wondering when our lives will ever return to normal. We miss going out, planning future trips, being spontaneous. Owner hasn't seen Her family for well over a year now and it looks like we won't get to see them until summer. It feels like life is on hold. 

We know of course that we are lucky. Neither of us has had Covid-19 and nobody we know has died from it, we have not experienced the loss that too many others have done.  It likely will not be long now until we get vaccinated, which will be sooner than many. But still, this whole time is getting to be quite tedious. We  are both eager for normality to return

There are, of course, some high points. Owner's recent desire to give me a weekly beating means that we end each week on something of a high. Tomorrow, for example will see my bottom turned pink courtesy of Her new wooden paddle. i put on my little performances for Her, have been trying out some new recipes for Her and, of course, i am available  to be used for Her pleasure and entertainment whenever Owner likes.

For my part, i have been kept happily denied an orgasm for well over five months now and am getting on really well with my new chastity device which continues to keep me tightly, but very comfortably, locked away in my two-tone purple cage. 

Happily locked away in my Cherry Keeper stub

Then there are the challenges to look forward to - my next outdoor one is due in a little under two weeks time - and the photo shoots, completed and planned. Owner has agreed to my doing an Easter bunny photo shoot next month. i am very excited about the prospect. i already have some wonderful floppy bunny ear to wear but She has also bought me the most adorable bunny-themed body to go with them. She found it in a great shop She discovered on Amazon called Little For Big. It actually specialises in age play outfits which is not really our thing. However, some of the items it sells are to die for. The outfit She chose for me is an Usagi Moon Onesie in pink. It arrived today. Here is a sneak preview of what it looks like on me (Owner allowed me to try it on straight after work - hence the 'work' stockings i am still wearing)

isn't it divine?

Anyway, sorry for prattling on. i guess i just needed to air my frustration. i just wish we were off on one of our little adventures together with me up to no good and making an exhibition of myself somewhere other than in the immediate vicinity of were we live. Oh well, at least the occasional sight of me putting out the rubbish in my makeup, skirt, bra and stockings gives our neighbours something to talk about. Not that it bothers them in the slightest i don't think as on more than one occasion the lady who lives in the flat below ours has chatted away quite happily to me and never once passed comment on my appearance. It is one of the things that i love about living in London, everyone is welcome.

Dance, Dance Wherever You May Be

Greetings, greetings one and all, another week passes in these strangest of times. For Owner and i the highlight of the week was discovering another small but previously un-visited (by us) small little greenspace on route to another, previously visited and bigger open space. The oasis in question was Camberwell Old Cemetery, a quirky and charismatic cemetery in South London. It lacks the gothic splendour of Nunhead cemetery, with its tumbling, ivy-clad headstones consumed by the spreading ranks of well-fed trees, however, it was a lovely accidental find. 

This discovery happened yesterday on a long walk and was the high point on what was actually a very enjoyable day. It began with me receiving a caning before lunch and ended with us watching a movie, eating popcorn and drinking beer...all very decadent. The day finished with the cheap thrill of me taking delivery of our grocery order wearing my short denim dress with no knickers, how naughty! 

That aside, there has not been much that has happened of note this past week. We've both been working from home whilst fantasising about the possibility of being able to travel again sometime later this summer. Actually, i tell a lie. Owner has been busy. She has devised a new set up weekly caning/spanking cards for me to draw from each week. i now know, for example, that my bottom will be paddled one hundred times with Her new carved wooden paddle next Friday. She has also drawn-up a series of special meals that She would like me to make for Her each month. Each is written on a card. The idea is that i make the meal at some point during the month and then draw another card once Owner has eaten the dish. i normally do all the cooking at home but this way Owner is also looking to develop and extend my repertoire. i drew the first card today, crème brûlée. i have made this in the past but it was quite a long time ago [Edit by Owner - it must have been a REALLY long time ago as you have never made it for me], i am looking forward to trying it again.

The other thing that occurred today was my monthly 'performance' for Owner. i had already been told that i was to perform a dance for Her. During the week She instructed me that i was to do a traditional Irish dance for Her. i have never, ever attempted to do a traditional Irish dance in my life. i quickly discovered that the internet, usually such a reliable source of instructional videos, had very little available that helps describe the moves of an Irish folk dance, especially not in a way that someone with two left feet like me could follow. My attempt was not really very good but Owner congratulated me on at least having tried, though to be honest i think She was being far too charitable. This is me in my starting pose

And then doing my little 'jig'

i don't think the good folks at Riverdance have anything to fear from me! :)

Stay safe everyone