Sunday, 20 September 2026

A Productive, Cultural and Enjoyable Few Days

The past few days have seen all the many facets of Owner and my FLR relationship on display. On Thursday after work my usual cleaning chores were made just that little bit more interesting by being required to complete them whilst not just gagged but also wearing a pair of Owners' used knickers over my head. This meant i got the treat of inhaling Owner's wonderful scent whilst i dusted.

If that was not exciting enough the following morning Owner woke me by playing with and teasing my unlocked clit and my all too easily aroused nipples before then allowing me to pull down Her panties and feast on Her delicious anus with my tongue. 

Later, after returning from Her early morning walk Owner chose to spank my 'labia plums' between my legs rather than my buttocks as is Her normal custom whilst i bent down and kissed and licked Her shoes in greetings. Which left me even more painfully aroused.

Kissing Owners feet in greeting upon Her return home

What a glorious way to start a day.

On Saturday, after completing my studies and morning chores and exercises i was invited to accompany Owner on a trip to the British Museum to visit the Ancient Greek and Roman galleries. There were some fascinating, if stolen, artifacts including this wonderful wall relief of female Amazonian fighters in combat (part of a much bigger section)

And this rather wonderful flying cock, complete with bells

Having had our fill of culture we then retired to the Princess Louise pub in Holborn. The pub has a wonderfully ornate interior complete with wooden cubicles. Owner and i enjoyed a few drinks inside

me with my pint of cider
This morning i again did my studies and exercises. Owner also decided that She would go through all my clothing to identify items that She deemed it no longer necessary for me to have and which were all thrown away/recycled. i am grateful to Owner for taking the time to do this and i also know how lucky i am that She also purchased a couple of new blouses and a pair of jeans for me. i am not allowed to purchase any clothes myself or decide whether or not i get to keep the clothes Owner purchases for me.

i have also finally finished the first full length draft of my first novel. It is a sci-fi, Femdom epic that pits the forces of orgasm denial against an Alpha menace who believe in orgasms for all. Believe it or not, i have been writing it on and off since 2020! It currently clocks in at over 220 pages long and does need quite a bit of editing before it gets published but at least the story is finally finished. Watch this space. i hope to get it finally finished in the next few months - famous last words!

Oh and you may also have noticed a new feature has appeared on the blog in the form of a 'buy me coffee' or more accurately 'buy Owner coffee' feature. It is there if anyone should wish to make a contribution/donation to Owner (any monies donated go direct to Her) to support Her continued training and development of me. i hope it is not too intrusive an addition to the blog.

Finally, Owner has also advised that She will be spanking and electrocuting me this evening, for which i am grateful to Her.

 In the immortal words of Bugs Bunny, 'That's all folks' for now at least.

UPDATE (17.55) - my bottom paddled with the rubber paddle

Wednesday, 16 September 2026

What An Amazing 24/36Hours

Wow, what can i say. In the past 24 hours Owner has had me caged, clamped and penetrated; instructed me to display myself in public and then pissed in my mouth and all over me. If that were not exciting enough, tomorrow morning will mark my 500th day of orgasm denial.

It all began yesterday when i worked from home whilst Owner was in town in Her office. The day itself was uneventful. In between meetings i swept and mopped all of the floors, did my chores and ran an errand for Owner. It was what happened after work that my day became more 'interesting'.

Owner had a long-standing dinner engagement with 'Her boys', two former colleagues of Hers. It was agreed that whilst She ate out and caught up with them i would be locked into my cage, dildo inserted, mouth gagged and weights and bells suspended as per usual. As usual the surveillance camera was also on so that Owner could observe me in my cage/dog kennel if She chose to. To cut a long-story short ended up spending two and a half hours caged like this

nipples at full stretch
'pussy' stuffed
Needless to say my nipples were left thoroughly stretched (and throbbing) and my pussy too!

Owner and i were reunited when i met Her at the train station to greet Her and carry Her bag home after She had finished Her meal and took the train home.

Fast forward to today, the 16th of the month, dice day! Yay. At breakfast it was time to roll not just Owners' outdoor challenge dice but also Her chastity dice as well. The last time i rolled Owners' chastity dice was three months ago when it instructed me to remain unlocked for three months. This time Her same chastity dice decided that....drumroll...i stay unlocked for another month 😥. Owner was happy with the outcome as She likes to have me unlocked at times. Whatever She decides, or in this case the special dice She created, obviously goes so unlocked i remain until at least the 16th October when Her chastity dice will decide whether or not i am to be locked back up again.

Next it was the turn of Her outdoor challenge dice to be rolled. These dice determined that i should wear 'formal office attire' at the local light railway station - a location i have visited a few times this year in a variety of outfits for different outdoor challenges. 

i struggle to do 'formal' - so this is my interpretation of a formal office look. What made me laugh was throughout the time i was posing in and around the railway station the station PA system kept announcing that CCTV was in operation for everyone's security and safety - i wonder what the operators of the CCTV made of me?

Here i am, completing my challenge as instructed. 

a cheeky flash from the office tart

Yesterday, whilst mopping the floors, i somehow managed to break the head of the mop so, photo challenge completed, i headed to the supermarket to buy a new one before heading back home.

me and my new mop

But, the excitement and fun was not over Owner. After we had each finished work Owner provided me with a special treat. She pissed in my mouth and all over my body! In Her own words She "showered me with Her love". 

Here i am waiting in the shower as Owners human piss pot for Her to fill my mouth and drench me with Her most special of treats

And then here i am covered in piss and having had the most delicious drink, as well as a wonderful close up view of Owners beautiful pussy - a rare privilege. Obviously, no touching was allowed, all i can do is admire its beauty

Finally, at almost exactly 7am UK time tomorrow morning (Thursday 17th September) i will have started my 500th day in a row (16.4 months) without having experienced an orgasm of any type 🎉🎉. i am so grateful to my wonderful Owner for shepherding me past this point and gifting me such an extended period of orgasm denial. i find it interesting that, despite my current unlocked state, i experience zero temptation to touch let alone masturbate my clit. i am by default now naturally chaste.

Obviously, it is entirely for Owner to decide but having reached the 500 days of denial mark maybe my dreams of becoming permanently denied might, perhaps, come true?? Although the expression be careful what you wish for definitely does come to mind as i type this, as too does the knowledge that Owner will always do whatever She wishes with my body, as is Her right.

Anyway, back to the here and now i have chores to complete, massages to provide for Owner and dinner to prepare. That's all from me for now.

p.s. i don't know if it is a blogger issue or just one affecting my blog but the 'reading list' hasn't been updating properly lately so please accept my apologies. Hopefully it will be working properly again soon.

Saturday, 5 September 2026

Human Footstool, Wooden Spoon + Electric Shocks

This past week has been a fairly quiet one for Owner and i. Both of us have been busy with work and i have also had my usual chores etc. i also received a treat in that Owner instructed me to act as Her human footstool one evening whilst She relaxed and watched WWE wrestling on the TV. The contrast between the 'real men' in the ring and Her slutty wife naked on all fours in front of Her was a stark one. My nipples were also clamped with vicious metal teeth clamps the whole time She had Her feet on my back.

Owner also kept distractedly gently kicking my 'labia plums' with Her foot and caressing the entrance of my 'pussy' with it too.

Talking of my bits. Today Owner set about striking them with one of Her favourite wooden spoons, beating them one hundred times before then electrocuting the base of my clit. First, She positioned me on all fours on the sofa with my legs parted and set about striking my labia bits then She had me secure the electro-torture device around the base of my clit and electrocuted me 8 times using different power settings. At one point i feared She might be about to turn the power up towards the maximum and was embarrassed to hear my own pathetic voice plaintively pleading with Her not to. i was lucky, She did not. Nevertheless, Owner enjoyed the whole experience of holding me down forcibly with one hand whilst beating me between my legs with the spoon and then electrocuting me, watching me flinch and squirm and listening as i yelped and begged . 

me looking a little apprehensive still post beating and electrocution

When beating me with the spoon Owner expects me to count off each strike. However, She often toys with me, as She did today, by increasing the tempo and striking me so fast that i lose count. That way She is able to land a flurry of blows in rapid succession that i am unable to keep track of and so have to just count them as one or two strikes. Consequently, it took a long time for me to count the one hundred target She had set.

As for me, well i was left somewhat sweaty and fearful that i might be hurt more and reminded once again how much i love the authority that Owner wields over me. As i have said before, i am not a pain slut and especially hate being electrocuted. However, i love that Owner enjoys to hit and zap me as She does, the more painful it is and the more fearful i am of what She might do the more wonderful She is to me. Weird perhaps but that's just how and who i am.

The wooden spoon and electro-clit device

In case anyone has wondered Owner still also watches me remotely whilst She is out on Her early morning walks whilst i am at home sweeping the floors of Her flat. This too was me earlier this week, waving to Owner, brush in hand, after She checked in on me remotely via one of Her surveillance cameras.

a cheery wave from Owner's contented housewife