Irish Summer

It is a cliché to say that it rains all the time in Ireland, but it does rain a lot, hence the green fields. This morning was quite wet. Whereas the rest of Europe was melting in a heatwave the West coast of Ireland was, well it was quite damp. This was, of course, a perfect excuse to do a see-thru mac photoshoot outside. Which was great fun to do.

However, it doesn't always rain here and come the afternoon the sun came out and i was outside in just my bra and shorts trying to get a tan.

Owner, however, had a different colour in mind when it came to my backside, namely scarlet red. Which is what it was after She paddled it one hundred times.

She is taking me out to dinner this evening at a local pub - which should be fun. Hopefully, it will stay dry for the walk back to our holiday rental.

Spank Me, Owner, One More Time

Yesterday, after i had finished work for the day and whilst waiting for the supermarket delivery to arrive, Owner spanked me with Her red leather paddle. The spanking had been postponed from the Friday evening (when i usually receive my weekly spanking/caning) on account of the stinking cold Owner had gone down with.

Yesterday, however, She had recovered sufficiently to give me, not eighty but eighty one of the best. Owner always has me count off each strike as She administers blows to me, usually to my buttocks and the backs of my legs, but occasionally to my breasts or the bits between my legs - in fact i know that this coming Friday it is the turn of my breasts and sensitive bits to receive Her attention. But i digress.

As i was saying, She always has me count off each strike and there is always a specific number of blows that She decides to administer, in part depending on what implement She is using, sometimes as low as fifty, sometimes in excess of two hundred. At times, especially when She uses Her cane, She strikes so fast, each blow followed in quick fire succession by another, that i struggle to verbally keep up with Her. Then She will stop and re-commence at the point where my count fell apart - at least She doesn't start again from the beginning.

Sometimes, however, when She is fully in the swing and enjoying Herself She will deliver an extra strike or two for good measure. This was the case last night when i ended up receiving eighty-one blows from Her paddle.

These discipline session have now become a regular weekly occurrence which Owner seems to really enjoy delivering. She has become less restrained in how hard She hits me and, i have, in turn, grown to become more accustomed to the discomfort, especially when She canes my bits. That said, She still needs to secure me down when She strikes me down there due to my propensity to squirm about quite a bit.

Anyway, i am delighted that She is happy to discipline me so on a weekly basis and Owner does seem to really enjoy doing so.

But back to yesterday. Spanking over i started to prepare dinner when, finally, the supermarket delivery arrived. The drivers have now got used to the sight of me in my skirt and stockings lugging crates of groceries upstairs to our flat. However, yesterday's driver may also have noticed my freshly glowing cheeks as i carried the crates of groceries up the flight of stairs to our flat. Even if he didn't see, my bottom was definitely still flushed red from the spanking it had recently just received. You can see the aftermath of my spanking below

Skirt pulled up around my waist and freshly spanked

After making dinner, i then washed the dishes and tidied them away before setting about my evening chores (bathroom cleaning) before re-joining Owner in the lounge.

Dance, Dance Wherever You May Be

Greetings, greetings one and all, another week passes in these strangest of times. For Owner and i the highlight of the week was discovering another small but previously un-visited (by us) small little greenspace on route to another, previously visited and bigger open space. The oasis in question was Camberwell Old Cemetery, a quirky and charismatic cemetery in South London. It lacks the gothic splendour of Nunhead cemetery, with its tumbling, ivy-clad headstones consumed by the spreading ranks of well-fed trees, however, it was a lovely accidental find. 

This discovery happened yesterday on a long walk and was the high point on what was actually a very enjoyable day. It began with me receiving a caning before lunch and ended with us watching a movie, eating popcorn and drinking beer...all very decadent. The day finished with the cheap thrill of me taking delivery of our grocery order wearing my short denim dress with no knickers, how naughty! 

That aside, there has not been much that has happened of note this past week. We've both been working from home whilst fantasising about the possibility of being able to travel again sometime later this summer. Actually, i tell a lie. Owner has been busy. She has devised a new set up weekly caning/spanking cards for me to draw from each week. i now know, for example, that my bottom will be paddled one hundred times with Her new carved wooden paddle next Friday. She has also drawn-up a series of special meals that She would like me to make for Her each month. Each is written on a card. The idea is that i make the meal at some point during the month and then draw another card once Owner has eaten the dish. i normally do all the cooking at home but this way Owner is also looking to develop and extend my repertoire. i drew the first card today, crème brûlée. i have made this in the past but it was quite a long time ago [Edit by Owner - it must have been a REALLY long time ago as you have never made it for me], i am looking forward to trying it again.

The other thing that occurred today was my monthly 'performance' for Owner. i had already been told that i was to perform a dance for Her. During the week She instructed me that i was to do a traditional Irish dance for Her. i have never, ever attempted to do a traditional Irish dance in my life. i quickly discovered that the internet, usually such a reliable source of instructional videos, had very little available that helps describe the moves of an Irish folk dance, especially not in a way that someone with two left feet like me could follow. My attempt was not really very good but Owner congratulated me on at least having tried, though to be honest i think She was being far too charitable. This is me in my starting pose

And then doing my little 'jig'

i don't think the good folks at Riverdance have anything to fear from me! :)

Stay safe everyone

There May Be Trouble Ahead

This week has definitely been a case of good pet/bad pet. The week started with me ill in bed for a few days feeling washed out and exhausted. Owner was wonderful and looked after me whilst i was unwell. i was excused from my daily duties and chores. Meanwhile, i spent most of Monday and a good part of Tuesday sleeping.

By Wednesday i was feeling better and returned to work and also re-commenced my daily chores and duties. By the end of the week i had largely caught up with all my tasks and was also back into the swing of my daily exercise routines which had also been placed temporarily on hold.

On Friday Owner administered my new weekly evening discipline, this time delivering sixty strikes on my backside with Her favourite leather paddle. It is not as severe as the cane can be but does make a great 'thud' sound as it lands against my bottom.

pink paddled bum

In another bit of good news i weighed myself this morning and discovered that i have almost reached my target weight of 140lbs (63.5kg), coming in at 140.6lbs (63.7kg). Considering that this autumn i had shot up to 151lbs (68.4kg) i am really pleased.

However, during that period when i was ill i also did something bad. When we had first ordered my new Cherry Keeper chastity device i was not sure what size base ring to order. Owner suggested large but i thought that the medium would be OK, based on previous sizings. Anyway, turned out Owner was correct. So the day i was not well i decided to do something sensible and order the bigger base ring size as the smaller size was a little uncomfortable. My mistake, of course, was ordering without first discussing with Owner.

With the exception of household purchases, essentials or gifts for Her, Owner rightly expects me to discuss and agree any purchases with Her first. In short, She must approve. Owner has financial control in our relationship, my salary going direct into our joint account that She administers and i receive a small monthly allowance that i may spend. Anyway, i used some of this allowance to purchase the replacement base ring to the chastity cage.

This morning, with the new ring in place i told Owner what i had done. She was not happy. Not that i had followed Her advice and got the better fitting ring but that i had done so independently and had not discussed or agreed the purchase with Her. Consequently, i am in trouble.

Adding to that is that the other day i bought a wheel of Camembert cheese. i love the taste but it does have a strong odour. i know Owner does not like the smell so had attempted to control it by placing the cheese into a sealed container. However, it did not work and Owner instructed me to throw the cheese away immediately and never to purchase it again, reminding me that She had indeed previously told me how much She dislikes the smell.

So there you have it, i am in double trouble. Hopefully, i will be able to get back into Owner's good books over the weekend.

Purple Poppet

Exciting news, my new Cherry Keeper stub chastity device arrived today. Yippee! The doorbell rang just as our hapless Prime Minister was appearing on TV to provide more details on the new national lock down England has been plunged into by Coronavirus. But, i had other things on my mind, namely what would the new device be like?  i thanked the delivery driver, grabbed the small parcel he had left on the doorstep and then hastened back inside to re-join Owner and open the box.

First impressions were positive. The device is super lightweight and the colour is exactly the shade of purple that Owner had been hoping for. Owner put the two bits together and i was relieved to see the base ring and cage clip snuggly into position. Next step was to try it on. i am still in a weekend only chastity regime until at least the 16th January when Owners' chastity dice will be thrown again. However, She granted an exception for the purposes of testing the new cage. i scurried off to give the new device a quick wash and to fit and lock it.

On returning to Her side Owner remarked that the device looked super cute on me. You can judge for yourself below:

My new Cherry Keeper 'stub' chastity device

A super flat profile with no unsightly protrusions

i am really thrilled by it and Owner seems very happy with it too, especially the colour. i will give the device a proper review once i have worn it for a while. However, as i am only locked at weekends until my next chastity dice roll that will not be until after i have worn it this weekend. If i am lucky with my dice roll on the 16th it might allow me to try it the device for a longer period of time. In the meantime, photos taken, the device was removed and it will be Saturday before i am locked into it again.

Today must be my lucky day as this morning i was also awoken by Owner caressing my 'pussy' and fondling and spanking my 'clit', whilst telling me what a slut i was as i moaned and purred like a cat in response. However, She instructed me to go and make breakfast for Her before i got too excited! She also advised me that She wished to give my backside a good spanking or caning as well. i last received a caning on Christmas Eve and the resultant bruises on my bottom and the backs of my legs have only recently disappeared. Owner has started to increase the intensity of Her canings/beatings which is a really welcome development. Not only does it signify that Her shoulder is now much improved compared to the state it was in a few years ago, but also that She no longer has reservations about striking me hard. Better still, She seems to really enjoy doing so. There was a time when i think She worried about hurting me and so held back with Her blows. Not any more. She now seems much more comfortable striking me hard. This evening, after first having me pick a card to determine which implement She would use and how many blows i would receive - answer, Her favourite paddle and sixty, She positioned Herself on my left hand side, grabbed hold of my waist with one hand and commenced paddling my backside and the backs of my thighs with the other. i was left with a lovely warm bottom as a result

Later still i had to complete my usual Tuesday evening cleaning and dusting chores (hallway and spare bedroom) whilst wearing heavy weights clamped to my nipples, stretching my tits and leaving each exquisitely sensitive to the touch.

gagged and wearing weighted nipple clamps

All in all, today has been a good day.

No Pain No Gain

As London once again goes into full Covid-19 lock down this evening i happy to report that Owner's advent calendar has been continuing to provide much fun and entertainment, albeit of the more painful variety. On Thursday i started the day discovering that i was to receive 150 strokes across my backside from Owner's round leather paddle. This particular implement does not get used very often. It makes quite a loud thud on impact and definitely leaves a lasting impression. Owner added to the intensity of the occasion by having me lie across Her lap as She paddled me.

red paddle

rosy cheeks

In return for being paddled i did get to open a little advent present, a lovely new key ring.

Yesterday's advent surprise task was an instruction that i was to complete a full circuit of our local park wearing nipple clamps. i wore a set of electricians clamps that gripped my nipples tight inside my bra as i set off and completed the circuit as instructed. Here i am about to depart

and then half way around

Today saw another painful nipple related advent activity. This time the calendar instruction was to hold and maintain the plank position for a minute whilst wearing weighted nipple clamps. So once again my nipples got to receive some special attention

doesn't everyone do the plank in hold-ups? :)

with my nipples under strain

i wonder what tomorrow's advent will bring?

Stay safe everyone.

Dancing, Dice, Paddled and Stickers

Yesterday Janine wrote a comment saying that December for me looks like it was going to be "fun", whilst Diane remarked that Owner was "spoiling" me, both statements i have to say are 100% true. After being tied-up wearing panties on my head Friday night whilst watching a TV series with Owner, both yesterday and today's advent calendar reveals were equally fun and enjoyable.

Yesterdays advent calendar task, that i was set when i opened the envelope for the 5th December, was to perform a little dance routine for Owner. i was determined to do something a little more contemporary and so chose the great track 'Bad Guy' by Billie Eilish. It is a fun song to dance along to. i confess the card simply said to perform a dance so the fact that i ended up wearing no shorts or knickers at the end of the routine i will have to just put down to my artistic interpretation, Owner seemed to enjoy the show though. You can see some stills from my performance below;

enter stage right

Ooops, i appear to be shedding clothing!

This morning's advent calendar reveal introduced a new twist, the promise of a present in return for 60 spanks from Owner's favourite leather paddle which She nicknames 'gatuno' (for obvious reasons in that it is shaped like a cat). i eagerly accepted the offer and so was immediately paddled after breakfast in return for my gift -  a set of super cool stickers. i love stickers, my phone and laptop are adorned with them. Owner regularly remarks that i am a teenage girl at heart. Anyway, this was me less than an hour ago

'Gatuno' and my freshly paddled bottom

ready to open my mystery gift

Stickers! Yay!

However, the morning excitement did not end there. i also rolled the dice that determines how many and what 'tasks/challenges' i need to complete whilst doing my chores next week. The dice landed on number 6 - the maximum. So next week i will be caned, clamped (weighted on nipples|), deep-throat my double-ended training dildo, caned again, plugged and clamped on my clitty. It is going to be a busy week for yours truly!

Of course, in addition to all of this i will be opening a new advent window each day to see what additional activity it reveals each day. It is definitely proving to be a fun December and i am being very spoilt indeed. i truly am lucky.

One Hundred

Well today i was working away from home (giving a presentation to be precise) and so that meant that today was the first day the 4th and most recent of Owners' dice came into play. This is the one that determines what will happen to me as a consequence of not working from home where Owner likes me to be.

The result? Well i was spanked 100 times using Her favourite leather paddle. The spanking occurred shortly after i had made dinner, washed up and finished my evening chores. The paddle warmed my bottom up nicely (i can feel it glowing as i sit and type). Owner took this picture just after She had administered my spanking.

pink bottom with Owner's favourite paddle - nicknamed 'gatuno'

Tomorrow i am having to work away from home again and so the dice has already been rolled to determine what consequence that will result in for me. The answer is that the next time we watch an episode of a TV series i will do so tied to the chair.

Owner has declared that She is already enjoying this new dice!

Spanish and Spanking

Well Friday evening and Saturday morning i had my Spanish exams. Friday was the oral exam (no NOT that type of oral!) and then Saturday was listening, written etc. The exams were the DELE - Diplomas of Spanish as a Foreign Language. Although mine was the basic level exam it is a credit to Owner that She has got me to a point where i actually felt that i stood a chance of passing a Spanish exam, even a basic one. English aside i have no language ability whatsoever and have been an abject failure at languages all my life. Owner has helped me to learn and develop and become more confident with Spanish (it is even part of my development plan as Her wife). She is Spanish and so rightly wants me to understand Her native tongue. As my life is devoted to Her and to going wherever She goes then should She ever one day decide She would like to return to Spain then it is important that i have a reasonable grasp of the language and can assimilate. That said, we don't have any such plans at present and are very happy in London.

Anyway, back to the exams. They were OK, i don't think i did as well as i have done in some of the practice exams i have been sitting this past fortnight. But we shall see. i will find out in about 3 months time if i passed or not but Owner has said She is very proud of my efforts and how i have tried. i will continue studying and trying and i know this is something that She expects from Her wife.

Meanwhile, we continue to enjoy the deepening FLR/Femdom dynamic of our relationship together. My submission to Her  continues to deepen and so too does Her control over me. i have already started o implement some of the new requirements of the next stage of my development (Plin, Plan, Plon phase 4) which officially commences on the 1st December. This has been approvingly noted by Owner.

i also love the fact that Owner can and does paddle me. Last night was a case in point. i was washing up after having done some baking when Owner sidled up behind me, took the paddle from where it hangs next to the kitchen sink for just this purpose, and proceeded to paddle my naked backside. All the while i continued washing, my voice muffled by the dildo gag i always wear when washing and drying dishes. It was just one of those 'normal' (to us) moments of domestic interaction in our flat that Owner and i love so much.

With freshly pink buttocks

Gagged as always when washing-up/drying

A Lovely and Relaxed Weekend

After recent weekends which have been spent travelling or dealing with work being done on our flat is was wonderful to have a weekend with Owner of just doing as much or as little as we wanted and just enjoying each others company.

Saturday morning started in fine style with Owner inviting me back to bed after breakfast where She proceeded to caress me, pull and twist my nipple and spank my clitty before applying Her vibrator to Her sex and having me lick and prove Her arse as She brought Herself to a happy and shuddering orgasm. i was in heaven as She toyed with and spanked my clitty hard (i have been out of chastity since our trip to Copenhagen) and rubbed Herself against my swollen clitty but left me deliciously and deliriously denied. As we snuggled i begged Her to be left in this state of denial until at least Christmas. Of course, the decision as to whether or no i will be prevented from or permitted to orgasm is Hers and Hers alone but i have to confess to adoring the feeling of  frustrated arousal. i love watching and listening to Her cum, playing my part in bringing Her pleasure and satisfaction, being told to lick Her arse (one of my all time favourite acts to perform) whilst all the while aching and throbbing but being kept denied myself. To me sex really doesn't get any better than that.

Anyway, where was i? Oh yes, the rest of Saturday was spent with me catching-up on some overdue tasks about the flat, doing a further edit to a short story i submitted for publication via Lulu.com (apparently a fully naked cover image isn't appropriate :) for an 'adult' short-story) and then watching TV together in the evening.

Sunday started equally brightly. As i was washing up from breakfast Owner grabbed the paddle that hangs near to the sink for just this reason and began to paddle my naked buttocks as i cleaned and scrubbed the dishes. Owner then reached underneath me o start paddling my exposed 'bits'. This evoked happy muffled groans and grunts of delight from your s truly (i always wear a ball gag when washing up - hence the muffled sounds). i spread my thighs as wide as i could  as Owner paddled my testes hard before hanging the paddle back on its hook next to the sink and leaving me to dry and put away the dishes and enjoy the hot throbbing between my legs.

Next i cleaned and dusted the lounge, albeit this time i did so with my clitty adorned with builders clamps and weighted table cloth weights. By the time i had finished and the clamps were removed my clitty had acquired a bright shade of hot pink and was marked by a series of 'teeth' imprints from the serrated plastic clamps. Combined with the earlier paddling ensured that my clitty remained wonderfully 'hot flushed' and sensitive for the rest of the day.

The afternoon saw us both walking to Greenwich where we looked (unsuccessfully) to try and find some beads and other charms etc for me to turn into jewellery. i have ordered a load of basics from Etsy and now need to start producing some actual items with a view to potentially opening a shop on Etsy to sell them through. Then we headed to the cinema where Owner had bought tickets for us to watch a thoroughly enjoyable Danish noir thriller called 'The Keeper of Lost Causes'. Being a trip to the cinema mean that, of course, i was expected to change into a skirt to watch the movie. Here's a picture of me waiting for us to be able to go into the screening

not the prettiest of legs and not sure the socks and flats were a good idea

and inside waiting for the movie to start - and yes a few more people did arrive before the film started!

After the movie ended i headed back to the toilets to get changed back into jeans for the journey home. Unusually, all the cubicles in the gent were bust so i had to wait for a while until one become free, all the time getting some curious looks from guys at the urinals!

When Owner and i got home the remainder of the evening was spent with me doing some more cleaning whilst Owner listed to the football on the internet and then i did some Spanish studies before we both retired to bed.

It really was a very enjoyable and relaxed weekend

Gagged, Spanked & Sparkling Plates

Owner and i have had a penis gag for a while now but it has never really been used, it always seems to sit forgotten and forlorn in the toy box. Always that is until today. Today it received a new lease of life. In our kitchen there is a very pretty decorative hook next to the kitchen sink that we have never really known what to do with. It was unused for weeks and then recently had a t-towel hanging from it but that didn't seem right, the towel was in the wrong location. However, today inspiration struck.

The dildo gag has been moved to this self same hook next to the kitchen sink together with one of Owners paddles  (see below)

At Owners instruction a new house rule is now in force with immediate effect, namely that whenever i wash-up and dry the dishes i must do so with my mouth gagged with dildo gag and my panties lowered and skirt raised/lowered with my derrier exposed and available should Owner wish to administer a spanking. Thus it was that earlier this evening just as i was finishing off drying the dishes Owner bent me over the sink to administer a firm spanking with paddle on my bottom and also spanking my chastised clitty - striking repeatedly across my tight trapped testicles - whilst all i could do was moan in appreciation as my mouth slowly filled with saliva.

We both love our new kitchen sink drama :)