January Blues

This week has been quite a tiring one and a busy one work-wise. i had a little wobble in that on Wednesday and Thursday i was feeling super tired and generally mhwah, to the point that i asked Owner if i might be excused my Wednesday evening studies and my Thursday after-work duties? Owner was kind enough to let me do this. 

i mention this because i would never want to give the impression that She does not look after me. Although i submit to Her and am dominated by Her She in turn cares for me and looks after me, especially when i am feeling not quite my best. 

Owner Herself didn't have the best of weeks either in that She had a bad migraine at the start of the week which required Her to take some time off work. i tried to take care of Her as best i could.

Anyway, as i write this (Saturday morning) i am pleased to say that i have mostly caught back-up with myself - all that i still need to do today is clean and dust the lounge and complete my hour of Spanish study and i will be back on track. i was also gifted a glass of Owner's nutritious and restorative piss to drink before breakfast - which is always a lovely way to start any day.

In other news. Last night Owner restrained me before striking my 'labia' 120 times with Her heavy metal tenderiser and then caning my breasts 150 times with Her twisted cane as part of my weekly disciplining. This was then followed by Her tickling me on a sustained basis whilst i remained restrained and unable to wriggle free. Owner enjoys tickling me but when She does i often end up thrashing about uncontrollably - something i obviously cannot do if i am restrained. Here i am, secured with Owner's chosen disciplinary instruments in position - already giggling nervously at the prospect of a tickling to come

Earlier in the day, i was despatched to our local park to fellate one of Owners' dildo's in public for 2 minutes. It was a nice day and the park was again busy with dog walkers so it was tricky to find a moment when i could complete my task without being spotted. However, i eventually managed to suck Owners' cock for 2 minutes in public. This is a short excerpt from the video i made for Owner

As for the rest of this weekend? Well later today i am getting my haircut and then tomorrow Owner and i are heading out to lunch together to a great Thai restaurant near London Bridge.

Advent Update - Public and Piss Drinking Slut

Owner continues to use this year's advent calendar challenges to push me further and require me to humiliate myself and demonstrate to Her what a slut i truly am. The past two days represent good examples of this.

This morning, before work, She took my bowl, pissed in it, then had me drain it. i drank up every last drop of Her delicious golden nectar and licked my bowl clean like a good little dirty slut.

preparing to drink Owner's piss from my bowl

slurping like a good slut

licking every last drop

Owner professed Herself to be delighted and remarked what a good idea She'd had and how much She loved living with someone who gets on their knees to drink Her pee. After i had finished Owner kindly presented me with a paper towel to dry my chin and nose, both of which were wet with piss

wiping piss from my chin and nose

Yesterday, saw another example of how Owner has used the advent challenges to push me further and have me show what a real slut i am, this time outdoors in our local (and busy) park. Her instructions were clear, i was to lick Her small pink dildo in the park for 2 minutes.

This proved a less than straightforward challenge to complete. It was a pleasant winter's day and, with many people now having finished work for Christmas and many events cancelled due to Omicron, the park was super busy with people. i wandered around wondering where i was going to be able to do my challenge without offending people out with children or walking their dogs.

i eventually found a bench in a more secluded area but even then i had to keep stopping and starting recording as i waited for people to pass me by. Nevertheless, despite the interruptions i was able to successfully record two minutes footage of me acquainting myself with Owner's small pink dildo. Here's a short clip (the full video is too long to upload to blogger)

i have to say, i really am enjoying this advent set of challenges and tasks set by Owner. She has been pushing me further and i hope She continues to do so even when it comes to an end, as sadly it must, in a few days time. i do love being treated like a real slut by Her.