The Great Concealment + Pissed On By Owner

Next weekend Owners' sister and Her partner are arriving from Spain to stay with us for just over a week. We are both looking forward to hosting them. It is an excuse to take time off work and enjoy London as a tourist. We will also be taking them to Bristol and Bath.

Owner's sister and boyfriend are lovely people but they know almost nothing of the true nature of Owner and my relationship. i say 'almost nothing' as Her sister did once see some pictures of me that were not meant for Her eyes! Owner and i also rarely host others so our flat is littered with objects and items that leave little to the imagination these that it is actually quite a challenge for us to spot things that others might seem strange. i once shocked my Dad when he came to stay when i nonchalantly poured my breakfast cereals into my dog bowl whilst talking to him only to suddenly realise how strange it must look that a) i was eating from a dog bowl especially as b) we did not, and never have had, a dog.

The good news is that our flat has a massive loft so Owner and i have spent some of the weekend ferrying an assortment of objects, items and clothing up into the loft. Owners guests will be staying in Her bedroom and we will spend the week in the spare box room. This necessitates emptying out my wardrobe for them to use. 

That aside, life has continued its happy routine since we returned from our trip to Norfolk. i have kept up with all my chores and tasks. On Thursday evening i was locked away naked in my new dog cage whilst Owner relaxed watching TV and catching up with Her family on the phone. At one point She came to see me and stroked and caressed my naked buttocks and caged clit, causing me to part my legs and wiggle my bottom in excitement, like a bitch on heat. This caused the cowbell suspended on S hooks from my nipple piercings and the other attached to my leather collar to clank noisily, an aural indication of my aroused and excitable state! Owner departed leaving me chained up, horny, frustrated and alone on all fours. Drool leaking from my gagged mouth. It was daylight when i was sent to my cage and dark when Owner allowed me out to re-join Her.

On Friday Owner spanked me between my legs with Her favourite leather paddle after returning from Her early morning walk as i prostrated myself naked in worshipful greeting, kissing and licking Her wet and muddy shoes. She then electrocuted me on my clit. Later that day She administered my weekly maintenance beating, using Her favourite cane to create some neat stripes across my buttocks and the backs of my thighs. 

After finishing putting stuff away in the loft i then attended to the hedge at the front of our building which has grown a little unruly and was in need of a trim. i managed to avoid falling off the ladder!

We ended the day with a bit of a circular walk around the neighbourhood in search of a bar we could drink and gossip in that wasn't a) hired for a private function or b) had a DJ set playing. We did eventually find one.

Out for drinks with Owner

and showing off my new reading glasses

Today, Sunday, after completing my usual studies and exercises after breakfast i then prepared lunch for Owner. Meanwhile, She spent some time finalising Her design ideas for a new tattoo She will have  commissioned for my body. It will be Her 20th anniversary gift to me. i am looking forward to, once again, being inked with one of Owners designs. Another symbol of Her ownership of me.

Later in the afternoon Owner had me strip off and go into the shower so that She could use me as Her human urinal. It was wonderful. Owner said that She loves to piss on me. i love to be pissed on by Her and to also get to consume Her delicious golden wine.

How i love being my Owners' piss slut. [Comment by Owner - you look so cute, like a real duck]

The Trial Verdict - i Passed!

i am so happy this morning, words cannot begin to describe how excited i feel, i quite literally have butterflies in my stomach and my hands are trembling as i type this. The reason? Owner has declared that i have passed the Trial period She set me to decide whether i was worthy of being controlled and dominated by Her yet more completely than i already am.

i had just completed my morning exercises and was cooling off and re-hydrating with a fresh glass of Her piss that Owner had left for me whilst She went to take a shower when i noticed that there was a message from Her to me. It read as follows:

London 8 March 2025

After careful scrutiny and thorough consideration, Owner acknowledges that pet has been useful, considerate of Owner’s needs, and has complied with all the rules set during the trial period. Therefore, Owner declares that pet has passed the trial and is ready for the next steps. However, pet slipped up on two occasions, which resulted in an extension of the trial. Owner advises pet to be careful and mindful of their actions. Overall, pet has performed exceptionally well, and their behaviour aligns closely with Owner's expectations.

Congratulations, pet!

NEXT STEPS:
The pet is invited to a meeting to discuss and establish new additions to their current duties and services for the next three months.
Date: 9 March 2025 Time: 2pm

i had to read the message twice to make sure i had not misread or misunderstood it. But no, i had not. i had passed! i will get to find out tomorrow what additional duties and services are expected of me for the next 3 months. Hopefully i will demonstrate my ability to incorporate and complete these to Owners expectations whilst also maintaining the new duties i have been undertaking this past month and a bit.

My hope is to one day become Owners' slave, that truly would be an honour and a privilege. However, i know i have much still to learn and improve upon. i just hope i prove myself worthy for further development after this next three months. Meantime, i cannot wait to find out what Owner has in mind for me. i will, of course, update about the outcome of tomorrow's meeting with Her.

Drinking Owners' piss moments before discovering i had passed the trial

In the meantime, this past week has seen a continuation of my chores, tasks, exercises and studies. On Monday i was sent out to walk a lap of the park and get something from the cornet shop whilst wearing the evil clover nipples clamps with metal teeth. This was me in the park wearing my specially 'adapted' top;

Then on Wednesday i was instructed to do my usual dusting albeit gagged and wearing a pair of Owners used knickers over my head so that i inhaled to fabulous aroma of Her used panties whilst i worked. 

Owner also bought me a wonderful new pair of flats to wear about the house when i am working from home.

Work has been busy for us both and i have presented at a number of online and in-person events this week. However, the week ended in its now usual manner with Owner taking the opportunity to secure me to Her bed then electrocute my bottom, pussy, clit, labia and nipples. Apparently She increased the power setting this time. You will just have to take my word for it though as there are no photos.

i will update again on news of the additional duties and expectations Owner will reveal to me tomorrow afternoon.

Owner Squirts Then We Both Splash About At A Spa

In an exciting sexual first for us both, Owner ejaculated over my face as She climaxed this morning. She did so as Her new Lelo Sila sonic device worked its magic on Her clit whilst my tongue licked and twirled deep inside Her anus. Owner has never squirted before so it was a wonderful delight to us both when i suddenly felt my face sprayed and flooded by Her ejaculate. At first i feared it might cause Her to stop pleasuring Herself, but it did not. Quite the opposite. It also drove me to even deeper levels of arousal and frustrated desire, my tongue alternating between worshiping Her heavenly backside and eagerly lapping up Her love juice as it soaked my face and hair.

The Sila (see image below) had been part of my wedding anniversary gift to Owner. i had bought it for Her in the hope that it might provide Her with even greater sexual pleasure having read a great review about it on Mistress Scarlet's blog. i think it surpassed expectations.

Owners' Lelo Sila

The morning had started as usual with my doing my Spanish studies and exercises after breakfast. However, Owner had then invited me back to bed whereupon She served me another delicious glass of Her wonderful piss. 

Owner cuddling me as i drank Her nectar

This was actually the second glass of urine She gave me to drink this weekend. She gave me one on Saturday too.

Drinking Owners pee on Saturday

Owner then secured a belt around my neck to use as a lead and placed a pair of Her worn and aromatic panties over my head for me to inhale, and become intoxicated by, Her scent.

Belt around neck, inhaling Owners' scent

Having ensured i was suitably aroused Owner then began lightly beating my swollen labia before standing before me with Her 'cock' out for me to fellate. When my mouth was suitably warmed up She positioned Herself on Her back on the bed, pulled my head down onto Her erect 'cock', placed the Sila between Her legs and began to bring Herself off. Within minutes Her dildo grew slick from my saliva as my head bobbed eagerly up and down, my drool trickling down Her phallus, lubricating Her sex. All the while the sound of Owners moans of pleasure grew steadily louder. 

Owner pulled Her cock from my mouth and discarded it then rolled onto Her side, presenting me with Her anus to pleasure whilst the Sila continued to bring Her off. i needed no encouragement to push my tongue inside Her wonderful backside, relishing Her taste. Soon i was licking Her out as deeply as i could when all of a sudden Owner shuddered and squirted. It was an incredible moment, a real privilege to have experienced Her first real ejaculation at such close quarters. Her juices ran and sprayed as She climaxed hard.

i continued pleasuring Owners anus and She came again, less intensely this time and then finally i lay holding Her tight, my tongue licking Her juices from the soft, creamy flesh of Her buttocks. As we lay there we both agreed that this was the first time She had ejaculated during sex. Owner regularly climaxes but this is the first time She has squirted hard like that. The Sila was all i could have hoped for, and more. It made Owner ejaculate and i had the privilege of experiencing Her pleasure. Owner was left satiated. i stayed aroused and denied. It was wonderful.

After lunch we headed into town for coffee and a pink hot chocolate (for me) then for an appointment in an underground thermal spa in central London. The thermal baths were amazing with hot and cold pools, water jets and a floatation tank. All set out in the brick-clad vaulted cellars of an old London townhouse. The place is called AIRE Ancient Baths London and was a truly great experience. They also offer a range of massage services. Owner had requested that we just have the thermal spa so we plunged and floated and were water-jet blasted for 90 contented minutes. It is adult only and strictly no cameras in the bath area so you will just have to take my word for it that the bikini i am wearing in the changing area below was the one i was wearing whilst splish splashing about in the baths.

Changed into my bikini

Enjoying my pink hot chocolate before the spa

It was a wonderful and relaxed way to end the day. A marked contrast to how i spent much of Saturday which saw me liberally coated in dust as i sanded and then stained and varnished the staircase in our flat. i was pretty dirty by the time i had finished.

Me with my power tool

However, Owner declared Herself to be happy with the resulting outcome, which is all that matters.

i hope everyone's weekend was as varied and fun-filled as mine.

A Quiet Week

It has been a relatively quiet week in Owners' house. i have been getting on with my chores and tasks and have spent the week mostly indoors. The exception was a brief foray out to the shop and to get a coffee for Owner and, on Wednesday, to accompany Owner to and from the local train station carrying Her bag for Her as She had an out of town work meeting to attend.

Spending the week working from home did give me an opportunity to wear my new little skirt which has fast become a firm favourite of mine. It barely covers my knickers and shows off my stocking tops and butt cheeks. It's the perfect length for a wanton little slut like me to wiggle about in. On a number of occasions Owner sidled up behind me and groped my buttocks whilst i was wearing it. This had the immediate affect of causing me to spread my legs apart for Her. 

Some strangers also got to see me wearing my little skirt during the week. Twice our front doorbell rang and i answered it wearing my bra, blouse, new skirt, suspenders and stockings and on another occasion i was wearing the same combination when i took the rubbish outside.

My new skirt is the perfect length for a slut like me, it only just covers my bottom

However, it has not just been a case of me spending the week wandering about in short skirts! 

On Monday, after work, i spent 30 minutes stood naked, save for the stockings i was wearing, hands on my head in front of our lounge window with a pair of Owners' used panties on my head and with my nipples clamped. The panties were positioned with the gusset under my nose, so i inhaled Owners' wonderful aroma, and the clover clamps were the vicious ones with serrated metal teeth that really bite into my teets. 

Outside dusk was falling, the window blinds were open and the lounge light was on so the silhouette of me stood naked, hands on head etc was probably quite visible from the street outside through the net curtains. i felt quite exposed as the minutes ticked by until Owners alarm indicated half an hour had passed and i was able to return to my duties.

Friday saw a double bill. First, i was instructed to attach the piss funnel gag to my mouth and sit in the shower cubicle whereupon Owner relieved Herself into the funnel, quickly filling my gagged mouth with Her warm, fresh, wonderful piss. It was not easy to swallow and gulp down the amber nectar as fast as it was being squirted into the gag and before long my chin, neck and chest became soaked with urine as it spilt from my mouth and the gag. In the end, however, i was able to gulp it all down, tipping my head backwards to knock the last mouthful back down my throat.

human toilet

Having soaked me and quenched my thirst Owner then electrocuted me. She first secured me to the bed, to ensure that my arms and legs did not thrash about, then electrocuted my clit, my nipples, my pussy and my swollen labia using a combination of the electro clit torture device, the tazapper and the electric clamps.

The collection of electric shock devices Owner used

Arms and legs (out of shot) secured

Owner really enjoys electrocuting me. These regular Friday electrocution nights have fast become a favourite of Hers in lieu of Her being able to cane, beat, paddle, whip or flog me because of the issues She continues to have with Her frozen shoulder. It is really causing Her a lot of discomfort and sleepless nights. Hopefully it will soon start to unlock as it is horrible seeing Her suffer and there being little i can do to help beyond provide Her with regular shoulder massages. i know She also wants to be able to electrocute and beat me again as soon as She is able to. It will be wonderful when She is able to once again release some of the stress and tension from Her week by tenderising my buttocks and the backs of my thighs, as well as electro-shocking me. This also helps me to increase my tolerance for pain and discomfort, something that is important to Her and which She expects of me. 

Anyway, back to yesterday evening. When Owner was done electrocuting me i was untied and then left to get on with preparing dinner. After this was served i cleared, washed and put away the dishes then set about my usual Friday evening chore of cleaning the kitchen and sweeping and mopping the kitchen floor. i then returned to Owner, gave Her a head scratch before being invited to join Her on the sofa to watch TV together. It rounded off a quiet but wonderful week.

7th Wedding Anniversary

Today marks Owner and my seventh wedding anniversary. We have been together much longer than that, this year is the 20th anniversary of when we first met and got together, but seven years ago today saw us stood underneath the iconic 'Welcome to Las Vegas' sign exchanging vows. You can read all about that day here.

Becoming Owners' lawfully wedded wife remains the best decision in life that i ever made. Having Her as my life partner and Owner, until death do us part (or She tires of me) is such a wonderful honour and privilege. We plan to renew our vows on the occasion of our 10th wedding anniversary. This year we marked it with the simple exchange of cards and gifts, Owner bought be a beautiful heart-shaped framed map of Las Vegas, i bought Her a necklace and a Lelo vibrator (Her pleasure is my pleasure). We went out and celebrated the occasion a day early.

Firstly by going to the Linder exhibition at the Hayward Gallery, which was brilliant, ollowed by a walk along the Thames to London Bridge and then onto Tower Hill and beyond for a bit of an impromptu pub crawl. We visited a couple of different establishments before alighting on one that we liked. An amazing old-fashioned pub called the 'Princess of Prussia' where we stayed for a drink, or...ahem...well more than a two, let's leave it at that. This was us fooling about in the pub:

Today, being the 16th of the month also meant that, after serving breakfast and exchanging our presents, it was time for two sets of dice to be rolled. The first was the chastity dice. Last time the dice decided that i must spend a month continuously caged. What would be in store this time? Unbeknownst to me Owner had added a new, much longer lock-up period to the options on the dice. That is what i rolled. i will be spending the next six months caged 24/7. Her chastity dice will not be rolled again until mid-August and my clit will remain locked away until then, released only for supervised cleaning.

The second dice to be rolled were the outdoor challenge dice. Once again it decided that mid-winter is the ideal time to be seen in a pink bikini outdoors, specifically out in the street next to ours. This is how i got on with completing that particular challenge.

It was only about 3 degrees celsius outside so i didn't linger for long in my bikini! This street i was instructed to pose in is also only about 200 metres from where we live, so there was plenty of chance of being seen by a neighbour. It is also over-looked from three directions and the challenge was done at about 11am, so there were people out and about who saw me. i wonder what they made of me?

The weekend has also seen me getting on with my tasks and chores, studying Spanish and completing my exercises. Owner actually presented me with a delicious and refreshing glass of Her piss to consume after i completed my exercises yesterday. It was just the reviving tonic that i needed as i was hot, tired and sweaty from my workout;

Last night Owner also treated me by instructing me to purchase tickets for us both to go and see the band Babymetal in concert in May. i have always wanted to go and see them as i love their music and their outfits but the performances also look amazing. See for example this epic performance of their song 'Headbanger':

Back to today. For our anniversary lunch i made Owner roast chicken with vegetables, one of Her favourite dishes.

Owners' meals served on a plate

mine in my pink dog bowl - which all my meals are eaten from

Before dinner i was instructed by Owner to fuck myself with Her brown dildo for Her entertainment. i did so on all fours on the floor in front of where Owner was sat on the sofa. Whilst i fucked my hungry pussy She tested out Her new Lilo vibrator. i was careful not to get myself too excited and have an accidental leak, which Owner would have regarded, quite rightly, as unforgiveable. To lessen the chance of that happening i occasionally fellated the dildo, sucking it clean, before re-inserting it and continuing to fuck myself. Owner had set Her timer for ten minutes and occasional announced how many minutes i had left to keep fucking my pussy. i was oddly relieved when finally the ten minutes were declared to be up and i was able to show Owner my clean caged clit, not a sign of leakage to be seen. It has now been over eight and a half months, 260 days to be precise, since i last experienced an orgasm of any kind. i am truly grateful and thankful that She has kept me in a state of long-term orgasm denial.

fucking my pussy in front of Owner

All in all has been an eventful and memorable anniversary and i can't wait to spend the next year of wedded and submissive bliss with Owner. She is the best Owner and life partner i could ever have hoped for, i am truly grateful to be able to live my life with Her and be kept under Her control.

Talking of control. Owner has not had cause to be upset or disappointed with me during this, the second week of the trial. i have, therefore, not needed to add any new entries into my punishment book. Fingers crossed my performance will continue to be regarded as satisfactory by Her such that, when the trial period concludes in March, i might be considered worthy of having my life and actions more tightly and rigidly controlled by Her. i love my life as Owners' submissive wife.

Tripple Treats

Owner really treated me yesterday afternoon. After i made lunch, washed the dishes and finished cleaning out the fridge She gave me permission to order two new cleaning smocks to wear. My current ones are a little faded and no longer look smart. Owner also let me order a new mini-skirt, to replace the one i usually wear when working from home, as it too has gone to the great recycling scheme in the sky on account of it looking somewhat past its prime. i can't wait for my new smocks and skirt to arrive.

Owner also presented me with a lovely full, fresh glass of Her freshly decanted piss early yesterday afternoon which She handed to me to drink. On account of it having been poured slightly later in the day Her amber nectar was light and fresh, the colour of white wine but with a better taste, a real palate cleanser.

It was consumed with relish. i truly love drinking Owners urine, whether it be Her rich and full-bodied dark amber early morning servings or the lighter, crisper white wine coloured urine She dispenses later in the day. All are delicious. It is a drink i have come to crave.

She was not, however, done. More bodily treats were in store for me. With Her fresh piss drunk by Her eager slut Owner then instructed me to strip off and wait for Her naked in Her bed. After a few minutes She joined me under the sheets, the difference being She was fully clothed whilst i was naked.

Owner instructed me to lie on my side so that She could fondle me properly then went to work, groping, molesting and caressing me. She fondled, stroked, squeezed and mauled my breasts, my caged clit, my pussy whilst i groped me Owner also took the opportunity to rub Her crotch against my buttocks and my legs, using my body as a tool for Her pleasure. But it was not just Owner who was getting aroused, i was too. Especially when She then cupped my caged clit in Her hand, exposing the vulnerable twin lobes of my swollen labia which She then began to spank with Her free hand. 

She struck each softly at first before striking them harder and harder, causing me pain which swiftly morphed into excited arousal. Would Owner continue hitting me down there until She forced me beg to be allowed to orgasm? On the very rare occasions that She does make me cum, this is typically how Owner does it, by beating my exposed bits so hard that i quite literally howl in anguished pleasure as i beg to be allowed to orgasm. Thankfully, however, Owner also knows that orgasms are not good for me and so was careful not to hit me so much as to make me cum, just enough to ensure that i became highly aroused and animalistic. She also rightly expects the focus of such sexual encounters to be on Her, Her orgasm, Her pleasure and needs. 

Accordingly, stopped beating my swollen bits, removed her trousers and knickers, took Her vibrator from Her bedside cabinet and began to pleasure Herself with Her mechanical toy. As She did She rolled onto Her side, lifted Her knees to Her chest and instructed me to lick out Her arsehole.

My response was eager and immediate. i positioned myself behind Her in a reverse spoon position, She lifted Her leg so that my tongue had full access to Her anus, then gripped my head between Her thighs, locking me in place. Feeling horny as hell i spread Her cheeks apart with my hands then began to feverishly lick and lap Her backside, revelling in the scent and the taste of Her bottom as my tongue pushed deep inside into Her delicious butthole. 

As Her submissive slut wife and human sex toy Owner has long since denied me access to the holy shrine of Her pussy, and quite rightly so, She has no need of me there. That is a private shrine reserved for Her vibrators or anyone She might ever choose to invite, not me. My place, my task in helping Her climax, is worshiping and pleasuring Her butt with my tongue. It has become what She expects of me and i, in turn, have become obsessed by it. i love and adore it, crave the opportunity to smell and taste Her divine anus, lubricate it with my tongue, probe and devour it. i love feeling Her sphincter muscles quiver and contract as Her vibrator brings Her off in a manner that i cannot. 

In no time at all Owners hips began to rythmically rock back and forth, Her bottom bouncing against my straining tongue as it probed deeper inside Her whilst She clamped Her vibrator hard against Her clit. My own arousal increased, my clit throbbing in its cage as Owners backside grew wet with my saliva, smearing and smudging my makeup. She climaxed with my tongue deep inside Her arsehole as Her vibrator buzzed and pulsed millimeters from my nose, held fast against Her long forbidden (to me) sex.

Afterwards, as we lay in each others arms, i thanked Owner for allowing me the privilege and the treat of licking and tasting Her anus. i also thanked Her for having spanked my labia hard to ensure that i was left highly aroused but denied and frustrated whilst was sexually satisfied. It is how i love to be and feels right and appropriate for us both. She can take and receive pleasure whenever and however She chooses. My own goal, sole purpose and main pleasure in life is in ensuring Owner receives the pleasure She expects and deserves.

i am a very happy and contented, even though sexually frustrated, horny but denied, arse licker. i adore the smell and the taste of Owners anus and cannot think of a place i would rather be or a thing i would rather be doing in life than tonguing Her divine backside. It was a wonderful afternoon. A day of treats and delight. Just as i love drinking Owners piss i hope one day to also get to become Her full toilet slave, my tongue and mouth entrusted with ensuring Her backside is always spotlessly clean.

Owner has also changed what She expects from me during the current trial period She has placed me into. Rather than have me request each Saturday that She sit on my face She now wants me to ask Her how i might please Her as Her sextoy every Saturday? We both agree that this feels more appropriate and a truer recognition of my purpose to Her