Bloomsbury Bacchanalia

Owner and i are just returned from a fun overnight stay at the Bloomsbury Hotel in central London. Although we live in London we also enjoy occasionally treating ourselves to a decadent stay. This time it was my little treat for Owner, a treat She more than returned by photographing, flogging and fucking me whilst we were there. But, i am getting ahead of myself.

We checked in yesterday afternoon and, before heading to the cocktail bar for some lubrication, Owner had me pose for my first photo shoot of our stay. Owner had instructed me to bring my new slutty bodycon dress and to combine it with my red stripper heels. We were both super happy with the resultant pictures. What do you think?

the dress makes my waist disappear

Owner declared Herself to be really happy with the photo shoot and remarked that i have become a much better muse over time. She says that i pose better than i used to and that i have come less 'plank like'. What do readers think?

Anyway, photo shoot completed we decided to head to the cocktail bar some some pre-dinner libations. Owner had Her usual rum and diet coke (She was delighted to discover Her favourite rum, Goslings Black Seal, was available). As for me i went for a pink coloured cocktail (have i mentioned how much i love pink coloured drinks?) with the wonderfully gothic name, Summers Blood. It comprised Chase Gin (i am quite partial to gin), Coconut, Beetroot Wine, Lemon and Wild Cherry Ratafia (i have no idea what ratafia means either). It was delicious.

the cocktail bar

our drinks - mine is the one on the left

We retired back to our room after the meal and then rose early for breakfast this morning (sunday) before returning back to our room. It was then that Owner made it clear She had plans for me. First, She started to tickle me remorselessly, then She flogged me and whipped me on my derrier before having me go on all fours and fellate a dildo whilst inhaling the scent of Her knickers which She had draped over my head.

my bum mid-whipping

fellating a dildo whilst sniffing Owners' knickers

Next She went to beat the exposed 'labia' of my caged clit with the metal tenderiser. i confess i was a complete wimp and had to be forcibly restrained by Owner at this point. i am genuinely quite scared of this implement which makes quite an impact when the heavy metal head connects with soft and sensitive flesh. Owner chastised me for becoming 'fluffy' as She pinned me down and struck my bits, insisting that i count each blow out loud. She then whipped me some more before giving me the option of being whipped further or tickled. i made the mistake of asking to be tickled, which She did with relish. Luckily, my breakfast stayed down!

Now it was Owners' turn to really enjoy Herself. She had me lay on my stomach, fellating the dildo again as She took out Her vibrator, straddled my naked warm and freshly whipped buttocks and began to run Her sex against them as She pleasured Herself and brought Herself off. No sooner had She done so than i was instructed to roll onto my back so that She could 'ride my face'. My tongue quickly went to work licking and probing Her anus as Owner pressed Her vibrator against Her clit and enjoyed Her human sex toy. When spent She rolled exhausted off me and onto Her side, inviting my tongue to work its magic again on Her backside. i adore pleasuring Owner this way. My own little clit throbbed with delight as my tongue pleasured Her anus again.

Owner, however, was still not done with me. First, She strapped attached Her strapon to Her harness and had me kneel on the floor between Her legs and worship Her fake phallus, which i eagerly did. Then She instructed me to return to the bed and position myself on all fours. She then moistened, mounted and fucked my loose pussy with Her cock whilst again pleasuring Herself. I eagerly thrust my hips back and forth as Her cock thrust in and out of me. 

We eventually collapsed in each others arms in the bed. Owner satiated and spent, me frustrated, denied and aroused. It was a wonderful way for a slut like me to start the day :). However, more was still to come. It was time for my second photo shoot, this time outside of the bedroom and with a different, more casual, outfit on.

All too soon it was time to check out and head home. It was a wonderful and memorable stay, nice hotel too :).

Owner Packs Then Punishes Poppet

Owner is heading off for a few days leaving yours truly home alone. She is heading off to Rome for a short break with a friend of Hers. i will travel down to the airport hotel with Her tonight and then help Her carry Her small case to check-in before, with a sad heart, i wave Her goodbye. i won't see Her again until Wednesday night when i head back to the airport to collect Her. i hope that She has a wonderful time, She deserves a little holiday.

Meanwhile, i sought permission for and was allowed out un-escorted after work on two separate occasions this week. The first was for a quasi-business meeting with a friend for an hour in a local pub. The second was a reunion with a housemate from University days whom i have literally not seen in decades. Of course, i was advised i would be punished in return for being allowed out. A combination of electro-torture and then caged.

The first such punishment was delivered yesterday along with a set of additional maintenance punishments but that was not before i received a wonderful gift from Owner in the form of a beautiful purple leather collar. It is to be worn outside of work and replaces the thin little pink collar and bell that i was previously wearing (the bell will be recycled and attached to a metal O-piercing which will shortly replace the bar piercing below my clit - we are just ensuring that has fully healed before swapping jewellery). This is a close-up of the new collar

and a shot of me wearing it for the first time

Shortly after the above image was taken that i found myself on my knees on the sofa, bottom presented to Owner in readiness to be caned by Her on my butt and the backs of my thighs. She used one of Her thick canes with a traditional curved handle to administer the caning. You can see the aftermath below

Immediately after the caning was completed i was then instructed to spread my thighs so that Owner could then give my sensitive 'labia' a spanking (60 strikes) with one of Owner's wooden spoons. It can deliver quite a blow to that most sensitive of parts and has a wonderful grin cut-out of the spoon which seems most appropriate given what its purpose in life is i.e. a punishment device

the wooden spoon at rest after having beaten my bits

My little caged clit was left aroused and a little excited from the beating. Not so excited as to be at risk of leaking but enough for me to feel it strain in its cage as my bottom, thighs and 'bits' glowed hot.

However, Owner was not done, not at all. Immediately after being spanked i was instructed to go and lie down on the bed where my hands were cuffed and chained to the metal bed-frame. Owner then straddled me and started to tickle me mercilessly. i was told to count one hundred tickles but kept losing count as i laughed and squirmed as She tickled my belly, my chest and under my arms. There were even times when i was laughing so much i was unable to speak at all, let alone count out loud. When i eventually made it to one hundred Owner announced that She was sure it had only been eighty and so carried on. i am not sure what was worse, the tickles or what came next.

After the tickles were done with Owner then attached Her infernal electro-torture device to my nipples to administer some electric-shocks, in part as punishment for having gone out earlier in the week and then another burst of electricity just for fun. Owner is thoroughly enjoying Her new electro-torture device. As for me, well i have got slightly more used to it but i still really, really struggle with it. Here i am looking relieved at the end of the torture session.

The real torture starts tomorrow though when Owner jets off to Rome and i traipse back to our flat on my own. i will miss Her terribly. i hope that She has a wonderful time but i can't wait to be reunited with Her later in the week.

How to Unwind - the Poppet and Owner Way

Owner and i both went into this weekend in desperate need of some time to just unwind and relax a little after what has been a stressful and intense fortnight, with the likelihood of more stress to come. When we collapsed into bed Friday night we both reminded each other that we had no need to get up early the next day, unfortunately, our bodies had other plans for us. At 4am we had both woken up. By 5.30am had given up trying to go back to sleep and got up for breakfast half an hour earlier than we normally would on a working day. OK, so not the best of starts to the weekend. Things did, however, improve.

Within two hours of getting-up i had also completed my daily Spanish study and was ready to crack on with the day. First off i completed my exercises. i am back exercising daily, focusing on my butt and abs the former of which definitely feels like it has regained a bit of the definition my derriere had last year. It feels perter. Owner also definitely grabs and gropes it on a more regular basis now than was the case when i allowed it to get a bit flabby. She has also resumed stroking by butt cheeks it and running Her fingers between them first thing in the morning, which is a lovely way to be woken up, especially when She circles Her digit around the entrance of my 'pussy', mmmm!

This morning (Sunday) Owner even said how much She loves to grab and squeeze each buttock but that what would be even better would be if they made a squeak type sound whenever She did so, like a dog's or child's toy. Now, much as i enjoy having my body accessorized, inked and adorned by Her i am not sure how having squeaky glutes would make me feel. Luckily, i am pretty confident that no such procedure or technique exists....yet!

Anyway, back to Saturday morning. After exercising it was time to clean the aquarium and then sweep and mop the floors. Just as i was about to start cleaning the floors Owner came through and presented me with a very large glass of Her wonderful amber nectar to drink. As always, it was super delicious. i never imagined i would ever think this but to anyone reading this i do heartily recommend drinking your significant others urine. It is a lovely way to start the day.

a full glass of Owners piss

delectable

Floor cleaning done i then set about tidying and re-organisjng my knickers and hosiery drawers, organising the former into big and non-big panties and the latter into tights, hold-ups and stockings. i was shamed into doing so by my delightfully slutty and naughty  friend and fellow blogger billie who recently posted about her own super-organised lingerie drawer. Hers is, however, much neater than mine. Like billie i also pack no pistol in my panties.

Drawers tidied (sort of) i also took the opportunity to do my nails, which were starting to look truly awful. They are now resplendent in a lovely shade of pink. Whilst i was doing this, Owner picked out some new work blouses and a new blazer for me. She ordered the blouses online and we went to the store today for me to try on and get the blazer.

The observant amongst you will have noticed that i was cleaning etc still dressed in my nightie and dressing gown. Well, with a day at home ahead of us i soon rectified that and, after changing the bedding and putting it to wash, i jumped into the shower for my daily wash and pussy 'flush'. Incidentally, do others do that? i do like to keep my pussy clean and available if needed. Suitably cleansed i did my make-up and changed into my pink maid's outfit for the day.

check-out the sexy slippers :)

Whilst i showered and tried to make myself look vaguely presentable Owner was busy in the kitchen preparing lunch. Of late She has taken to preparing lunch a lot, which makes me feel very guilty as the very idea of Her undertaking household activities when Her wife (me) should be doing them all for Her fills me with shame. Even though She assures me that She likes to sometimes do meals Herself i still can't help feeling somewhat guilty at Her undertaking tasks that Her wife (me) ought to.

Lunch itself was delicious, obviously so as Owner had prepared it. i then washed the dishes and did a spot of baking. With a tray of gluten-free biscuits baked i returned to Owner's side and  presented myself to be beaten by Her using the new rubber paddle that i had got Her as part of my wedding anniversary gift to Her. The paddle immediately caught my eye when i saw it as the design is one that i knew Owner would love, namely being a sort of cartoon evil type image. It was purchased from this shop on Etsy although it appears it is currently no longer available.

Anyway, as a paddle it is super effective and delivers a walloping blow. The whole paddle is made of thick rubber and so it flexes along its' entire length, a bit like a slipper. It certainly left my bottom glowing after Owner set to work warming it up.

the evil rubber paddle and my pink bottom

Having transformed my glutes into a mini radiator, they were actually almost hot to touch afterwards, Owner then instructed me to do Her hair for Her. Little known fact, i am Owner's hairdresser in that one of the activities i am expected to do as Her wife is to look after Her hair and ensure it is as She would like it to be. Anyway, here i am in my 'salon' with my beautiful Owner and Her long, luscious locks

poppet the hairdresser

Hair done Owner then advised me that, rather than be caged, She wanted me to join Her on the sofa to watch a movie with Her. i was allowed to choose and went for Thoroughbreds which i enjoyed but Owner did not. It was made clear to me afterwards that i would not be tasked with choosing a film again for a while!

By late afternoon, with the movie over, we were both super tired. i think a product of the past week's stress. We went to bed for a lie down and both promptly fell fast asleep! It was a shock to wake up and discover it was already the evening. We didn't do much after that except have some supper and watch the last of an Italian TV series we have been watching, which i also enjoyed, called La legge di Lidia Poët (The Law According to Lidia Poet).

Sunday dawned slightly less early with breakfast at 6.30am. i started to draft this post, did some Spanish and then did my morning exercises before showering and getting ready for the day. i wore a slightly different outfit, putting on an old skirt that i have not worn for a long time.

This time i prepared lunch but before we sat down to eat Owner ushered me into the bedroom to 'torture' and then fuck me. After securing my hands in with my lockable mittens and blindfolding me i was given one of Her dildos to fellate. Owner then asked if i would prefer to be tickled or electrocuted? i replied i would prefer to be tickled, but She did both. With me secured and sucking on the phallus She had given to me She set about tickling and then electrocuting me. i am extremely ticklish and it wasn't long before i was squirming about on the bed whilst still trying to keep sucking on the cock i had been presented with.  Worse, much worse, was to come though when Owner then took out Her electrical device and started zapping my plump labia and my nipples.  During a brief pause Owner also took a couple of pictures of me. First, a shot of me with my hands secured in my lockable mittens as i fellated Her dildo;

Then a shot from behind showing my pierced and chained tits, again as i fellated Her cock. i really like this picture, it is a view of my right breast that you don't often see. The silver chain connects to an identical piercing on my left nipple

my pierced breast

Having had Her fun with me Owner then lubed my pussy and pushed the large tentacle dildo (visible on the bed in the last but one image) into my hungry hole. i was instructed to fuck myself whilst continuing to fellate the other brown dildo. Owner set the timer to five minutes and then, with the base of the tentacle dildo placed against Her hip, pushed the tentacle into my moist pussy. Owner counted down the minutes as i thrust greedily back and forth, trying to push the enormous tentacle deeper and deeper inside of me. At one point i got a little too carried away and nearly knocked Owner backwards as i moaned loudly, slurped greedily on the cock in my mouth whilst simultaneously thrusting my hips vigorously backwards as i tried to accommodate more and more of the tentacle into my hungry, wet hole.

However, before i had a chance to get too aroused, and with only about half of the tentacles full length inside of me, Owner announced that my time was up and that i was to stop immediately. i was left feeling both deeply grateful for the opportunity to have been fucked by Her but also deeply, frustratingly aroused. i did not leak and at no point was i close to climaxing (Owner has perfected the art of fucking me, or having me fuck myself, without risk of an orgasm, ruined or not, on my part) but it was still deliciously pleasurable enough to leave me aching and desperate for more. i felt horny for the rest of the day and will, no doubt, continue to feel so for days to come.

After cleaning up i served lunch, washed the dishes and then accompanied Owner on a shopping trip to Canary Wharf. We stopped first to have a coffee and then hit the stores. As mentioned earlier Owner had found a woman's blazer online that She thought would be good for me to wear with a blouse to smarter work events. However, She wanted me to be able to try the blazer on to ensure it would be a good fit. It was and so was duly purchased. i was also allowed to buy some more hair bands and scrunchies for my, now a lot longer, hair.

Shopping completed we returned home where Owner also ordered me a lovely pair of blue suede women's brogue's to match my new blazer (which is also blue). The blouses She ordered for me yesterday are pink, pale blue and blue striped respectively. When they arrive i will try and see if i can do a photo shoot in them with my new blazer and footwear.

i also picked my weekly tasks and punishment/caning cards for the week ahead. i now know that my tits can expect to be tortured using the electrical device, starting from the lowest and then working up to the maximum power settings. i am very nervous about that as i struggle with just the lowest setting. i genuinely think i may need to be gagged and physically restrained to cope with the the device on full power. i will also be spending one day next week gagged whilst working from home (except during online meetings) and then at the end of the week Owner will whip me as a reminder that She can do what She likes with me.

So, that has been our weekend. It has been thoroughly enjoyable and very relaxing and i end it feeling wonderfully frustrated and aroused. i have been beaten, tortured, fucked by, and had the pleasure of Owner's company whilst also treated to a full-bodied and aromatic glass of Her delicious urine and some smart new clothes to wear to work. Not a bad forty-eight hours. i also got my head out of work and family stresses for a bit.

January Blues

This week has been quite a tiring one and a busy one work-wise. i had a little wobble in that on Wednesday and Thursday i was feeling super tired and generally mhwah, to the point that i asked Owner if i might be excused my Wednesday evening studies and my Thursday after-work duties? Owner was kind enough to let me do this. 

i mention this because i would never want to give the impression that She does not look after me. Although i submit to Her and am dominated by Her She in turn cares for me and looks after me, especially when i am feeling not quite my best. 

Owner Herself didn't have the best of weeks either in that She had a bad migraine at the start of the week which required Her to take some time off work. i tried to take care of Her as best i could.

Anyway, as i write this (Saturday morning) i am pleased to say that i have mostly caught back-up with myself - all that i still need to do today is clean and dust the lounge and complete my hour of Spanish study and i will be back on track. i was also gifted a glass of Owner's nutritious and restorative piss to drink before breakfast - which is always a lovely way to start any day.

In other news. Last night Owner restrained me before striking my 'labia' 120 times with Her heavy metal tenderiser and then caning my breasts 150 times with Her twisted cane as part of my weekly disciplining. This was then followed by Her tickling me on a sustained basis whilst i remained restrained and unable to wriggle free. Owner enjoys tickling me but when She does i often end up thrashing about uncontrollably - something i obviously cannot do if i am restrained. Here i am, secured with Owner's chosen disciplinary instruments in position - already giggling nervously at the prospect of a tickling to come

Earlier in the day, i was despatched to our local park to fellate one of Owners' dildo's in public for 2 minutes. It was a nice day and the park was again busy with dog walkers so it was tricky to find a moment when i could complete my task without being spotted. However, i eventually managed to suck Owners' cock for 2 minutes in public. This is a short excerpt from the video i made for Owner

As for the rest of this weekend? Well later today i am getting my haircut and then tomorrow Owner and i are heading out to lunch together to a great Thai restaurant near London Bridge.

Tik Tok Tickle Suck & Glug

Well, advent continues apace and with it each new day reveals a fresh treat or challenge for me to undertake. The past few days has seen me set a variety of daily tasks upon opening each days advent box. Every box contains a hand-written instruction from Owner inside. 

Thursday saw me instructed to deepthroat Her silver dildo in the evening after work. Then on Friday my advent treat was to be tied up on the bed and to be tickled without mercy. My being tied up was really just a health and safety precaution, to ensure that i did not accidentally kick or strike Owner as i thrashed about in a fit of giggles as She tickled me to death. Then today (Saturday) i was told to make a Tik Tok video showing my favourite bra. Quite a variety of different advent instructions and many, many more still to come. It promises to be a fun run up to Christmas. 

You can see how i got on with each of these advent tasks below. The first picture, the one of me bound to the bed, was taken just after i had finished work and before i had changed into my evening 'domestic uniform'. i actually quite like the picture. To me it looks like a still from some cheesy bondage flic as i lie helpless, waiting to be ravaged - or in this case tickled until i nearly wet myself!

Tied to the bed and ready to be tickled mercilessly

Sucking on Owner's silver dildo

The above video was my first ever attempt at creating a video on Tik Tok, there are lots of fun affects to play with - i think i may have overdone them a little on this one.

Finally, this being a Saturday my day also started with another delicious glass of Owners' finest. Bottoms up everybody

Down the hatch!

i can't wait to see what instructions the next advent boxes contain within them!

Tickle Torment

Ever since i was a child i have been extremely ticklish and the knowledge of just how ticklish i am is something that Owner delights in exploiting. Many is the evening when, just after getting into bed after massaging Owners feet, i am thrown into panic by Her words 'immobilise the victim and....tickle 1, tickle 2...' as i frantically squirm and wriggle! Give me a sound caning any day.

Well yesterday Owner texted me whilst i was at work to say She had a surprise for me, but that in order to receive it i had to agree to receive 100 tickles and was i up for it? Of course i had to say yes. So last night found me on the bed squirming frantically, laughing manically, trying not to pee my pants whilst counting 100 tickles being delivered with relish by Owner. Needless to say, i was laughing/crying so much i kept losing track of the number of tickles i'd received so in total i'm sure it was many more than 100. At the end it was all worth it though when Owner presented me with my surprise - a lovely set of glittery eye liner and mascara to wear for my next performances for Her together with some stick on body jewels. i really am fortunate to have an Owner who gets me such beautiful gifts.