No Blog - Still A Slut

 

It is now almost a week since the blog first got taken down. The other day I noticed it no longer said the blog was ‘under review’ and instead had changed to saying that it had been taken down for violating Bloggers policies. It no longer specifically referred to the policy of ‘Violence and gore’ which it had previously. Again, it gave the option of appealing, which I did. We shall see. However, I am increasingly pessimistic about the chance of a happy outcome. It looks like we will have to start again from scratch with 17 years of content lost.

Still, I refuse to get too downcast about all this although it has had some effect on my performance as Owners submissive wife. The other day She had to chastise me for failing to have sought permission to speak to Her as required, thus disturbing Her. It has been entered into my punishment log as a misdemeanour on my part and I expect to be punished for it.

In better ‘news’. One of the tasks I was set by Owner this week was to walk a lap of our local park wearing nipple clamps and a butt plug. It was an opportunity for me to also put on my specially ‘adapted’ clothes, ones that I altered for just such a challenge. You can see what I mean in the pictures.

The park was very busy, it was late afterno0on when I visited on a sunny weekday. I had to find somewhere that I could safely take the pictures without, as Owner cautioned, ‘getting arrested’. I think I succeeded, and Owner seemed happy with the images. You can judge for yourself.

On the way home I saw that our next-door neighbour was out in her garden and I wouldn’t be able to simply walk past and ignore her. By this point the metal teeth of the clamps had been ‘tenderising’ my tits for over 30 minutes and they were quite sore. The heavy metal plug was also still buried in my pussy. As I spoke to our neighbour I kept worrying lest the plug suddenly dropped from my loose hole and fell to the pavement, something that I had also been worrying about throughout my time in the park. Luckily no such mishap occurred and, brief chat over, I returned to the safety and sanctuary of Owners’ home. Task accomplished.

The Trial Verdict - i Passed!

i am so happy this morning, words cannot begin to describe how excited i feel, i quite literally have butterflies in my stomach and my hands are trembling as i type this. The reason? Owner has declared that i have passed the Trial period She set me to decide whether i was worthy of being controlled and dominated by Her yet more completely than i already am.

i had just completed my morning exercises and was cooling off and re-hydrating with a fresh glass of Her piss that Owner had left for me whilst She went to take a shower when i noticed that there was a message from Her to me. It read as follows:

London 8 March 2025

After careful scrutiny and thorough consideration, Owner acknowledges that pet has been useful, considerate of Owner’s needs, and has complied with all the rules set during the trial period. Therefore, Owner declares that pet has passed the trial and is ready for the next steps. However, pet slipped up on two occasions, which resulted in an extension of the trial. Owner advises pet to be careful and mindful of their actions. Overall, pet has performed exceptionally well, and their behaviour aligns closely with Owner's expectations.

Congratulations, pet!

NEXT STEPS:
The pet is invited to a meeting to discuss and establish new additions to their current duties and services for the next three months.
Date: 9 March 2025 Time: 2pm

i had to read the message twice to make sure i had not misread or misunderstood it. But no, i had not. i had passed! i will get to find out tomorrow what additional duties and services are expected of me for the next 3 months. Hopefully i will demonstrate my ability to incorporate and complete these to Owners expectations whilst also maintaining the new duties i have been undertaking this past month and a bit.

My hope is to one day become Owners' slave, that truly would be an honour and a privilege. However, i know i have much still to learn and improve upon. i just hope i prove myself worthy for further development after this next three months. Meantime, i cannot wait to find out what Owner has in mind for me. i will, of course, update about the outcome of tomorrow's meeting with Her.

Drinking Owners' piss moments before discovering i had passed the trial

In the meantime, this past week has seen a continuation of my chores, tasks, exercises and studies. On Monday i was sent out to walk a lap of the park and get something from the cornet shop whilst wearing the evil clover nipples clamps with metal teeth. This was me in the park wearing my specially 'adapted' top;

Then on Wednesday i was instructed to do my usual dusting albeit gagged and wearing a pair of Owners used knickers over my head so that i inhaled to fabulous aroma of Her used panties whilst i worked. 

Owner also bought me a wonderful new pair of flats to wear about the house when i am working from home.

Work has been busy for us both and i have presented at a number of online and in-person events this week. However, the week ended in its now usual manner with Owner taking the opportunity to secure me to Her bed then electrocute my bottom, pussy, clit, labia and nipples. Apparently She increased the power setting this time. You will just have to take my word for it though as there are no photos.

i will update again on news of the additional duties and expectations Owner will reveal to me tomorrow afternoon.

Public Park Slut

On Monday Owner set me the task of walking a lap of our local park wearing my vicious nipple clamps and a butt plug in my pussy hole. i 'adapted' a top especially for the occasion and wore a pair of previously 'adapted' jeans. By 'adapted' i mean i cut out strategic holes in the fabric so that my tits poked through and my pussy was on show. It is still cold here in London so a coat was required, one that just about concealed my naked and plugged derriere, unless i bent over that is. 

The clamps are always initially very painful to wear. One side of each of the clover clamps contains a set of metal serrated teeth which really know how to tenderise the puffy flesh of my teats. However, once the initial pain has been processed they are actually ok to wear, very nice even. The feel of the fabric of my coat brushing against the clamped, swollen flesh of my tits was quite arousing. That lasted until it was time to remove the clamps when i got back home, which was about half an hour later. That is always quite a painful moment. However, once removed my nipples are always left delightfully sensitive for days afterwards.

The plug i wore is a big, heavy solid metal one with a pink crystal in its base. It feels lovely and heavy inside of me. These days, however, my big, hungry 'pussy' just gobbles plugs up and so you will just have to take my word for it that there is a jewelled, heavy metal plug hidden inside of me as it is not visible in the pictures!

Anyhow, this is how i got on. 

On my return home the plug was removed, sucked clean and put away and the clamps taken off and re-hung on Owners bedpost. Then i got changed and went down to the station to collect Her from work. i would love to one day be told to collect Her wearing my 'adapted' jeans so that She has full access to my cheeks to grope and caress as we walked home.