Leg Update, Birthday Countdown Cont'd & New Uniform

Good news, i am off my crutches at home. i still cannot walk normally and i super slow when hobbling around but i no longer need to use my crutch at home. i even ventured outside to the shops yesterday, my first un-escorted journey outdoors since New Years Day! i am really pleased as Owner has something planned for next weekend as a birthday treat. i have no idea what it might be but She did say it was dependent on my leg healing...so far so good.

Talking of birthday treats, one thing that i do know i will be getting is a glass of Owners delicious piss. This i am really looking forward to as i love to drink it. Owner is also taking me out for a meal on the night of my actual birthday which i am looking forward to.

i have been working from home all week and seemingly each day a parcel has been delivered which i was under strict instructions from Owner to take immediately to the bedroom and not try to open or shake or in any other way guess their contents as they were presents for me. There is now a big bag sitting in the wardrobe all waiting to be opened on my birthday. Owner has also managed to arrange it so that She too will be working from home on the day of my birthday as i am too. It promises to be a lovely day and weekend. To think some people get really upset when they hit 50, i cannot wait for my birthday!

dress down Friday - finally without my crutches

i also received my new cleaning uniform ordered over the New Year. These are the outfits i wear in the evening to do housework etc in. i really love this one, it is a cute design, i bought it from a company called Harveys who also offers a service where you can have some text embroidered onto it. Mine says Owners' pet name for me 'Petunio' the same name that is tattooed on my inner thigh.

in my fluffy slippers :)

Hello 2020 and Countdown to 50

Owner and i sadly spent Christmas apart with Her family and me staying with my sister until i was able to rejoin Owner in Spain just after Xmas. As a result there was little to particularly write home about in terms of Christmas itself. The only highlight came when, on Christmas Day my sister remarked to Owner during a phone call how useful it was having a slave (meaning me) about the house to help with all the cooking etc. The remark was meant innocently enough, i think, but it made me smile.

It was, however, lovely to finally get out to Spain and re-join Owner just after Christmas and spend time staying with Her family. We hope, maybe one day soon, to get our own flat out there which would be lovely. We shall have to see. But we were able to catch-up with some friends and eat lots of lovely food and enjoy the unusually nice weather - it is the North of Spain which is usually wet this time of year but instead was bright and sunny.

Unfortunately, however, on New Years day i hurt my leg whilst out for a run and so returned to the UK on crutches. i am under strict instructions from Owner that i need to recover in time for my fiftieth birthday treat in a fortnight. As a result She has been doing the cooking and housework not me and leaving me to feel extremely lazy and guilty. It has, however, made me realise how much i need to raise my game when it comes to cleaning and housework. Owner said that the one thing that She wants me to focus on above all others this year is to fully adopt and follow Her standards when it comes to cleanliness and de-cluttering. Owner adopts a merciless approach, any items left out that look superfluous get thrown-away/recycled. She has a very low tolerance for clutter. i am much better and tidier that i was when we first met and usually (leg permitting) do all the housework. It is clear to me though that i need to seriously raise my game and so this year my resolution is to focus hard on being a much better housewife when it comes to keeping our flat exactly as Owner would like it.

Meanwhile, i am starting to get very excited about my forthcoming fiftieth birthday - which is on the 16th of this month. Owner is taking me out to dinner that evening and has something planned for me the following weekend as a 'treat'. i have no idea what it will be but am very excited about whatever it is. My mind is on over-drive wondering what it could be.

Owner is also continuing to keep me in denial but out of chastity pending Her review of the various dice She uses which determine whether i am to be locked up or not and what challenges or tasks i am to undertake. i look forward to finding out what She may have in store for me for 2020.

In the meantime here is a photo of me wearing the new blouse and skirt i purchased (with Owners' permission) using the vouchers i got from my Dad for Xmas - thanks Dad!

me and my crutch!

Incidentally, a combination of short skirt and crutches can be, i have discovered, quite advantageous at times. The delivery man was very helpful in bringing our groceries inside and helping to unpack them for me when he brought them around.

Lucky 13

Today is the 13th anniversary of when Owner and i first met in Bond Street tube station in London. We had actually met on line a few months earlier and had been exchanging messages etc but this was 13 years ago today that we first met in the flesh. We went for a pizza for dinner and we still go back to the same restaurant each year to mark this particular anniversary.

i say this particular anniversary as it would be another few months before what started out as a purely platonic relationship moved onto something more intimate. That happened in October of that same year when Owner first kissed me, that time in Charing Cross station in London. That was on the 6th October 2005 and that date marks the second of our annual anniversaries. It was then just a few months after that date that Owner accepted my written request to submit to Her and She moved in with me and the rest, as they say is history.

Except, of course, that this year we added a new chapter to our relationship when Owner formally took me as Her legal wife when we were married in Las Vegas. That took place on 16th February, which will now become our third significant anniversary date.

i could throw in a whole host of other significant dates, the first time i wore make-up and started down the road of feminisation, the first time i went into chastity, our first contract, my first tattoo symbolising our relationship, the first time Owner fucked me, the last time i was permitted inside Her (which was a very long time ago - almost 10 years), my first maid's uniform, the last time i had full control over my finances,, the date we disposed of all my possessions, the first course i attended to improve my domestic skills, the first time i was collared in public, the first day i wore make-up to work, the day Owner bought me my first bra, the first time She presented Her arse for me to lick, the first time She caned me, the first short story i wrote, the first jewellery She bought for me and so on.

But, the 31st May remains the most special of days to me as it was the first ever time that we met in the flesh ad it was the first day of the start of my new life (though i did not know that then).  Meeting Owner was the luckiest thing that has ever happened to me. i love and adore Her and i know that She loves me too. Some couples grow apart but we have only ever grown closer together. She is my life and i thank Her from the bottom of my heart for making me the happiest pet and wife in the world.

Unfortunately, we might not be able to make it to the restaurant near Bond Street to celebrate our 13th anniversary quite as soon as we had hoped. Yesterday, when i was running to catch a train to go to work i managed to tear my calf muscle. So Owner is spending our 13th anniversary as my nurse when it should obviously be me who ought to be looking after Her.

with my crutches and my anniversary card from Owner

Hopefully normality will return soon enough though and it will again be me taking care of Her as is the proper order of things. Owner also bought me a beautiful pair of ear-rings as an anniversary gift which i am thrilled by/ They are thick silver hoops and you can see one of them in the picture below

One final anniversary to mention. In August of this year it will be the 10th anniversary of this blog. i have some ideas for how to mark the occasion but if anyone has any suggestions for us to consider or questions they'd like answers to (within reason!) then we'd love to hear them.