Twenty Wonderful Years

Monday marked Owner and my twentieth anniversary. 20 years together, blimey how time flies when you are in love and having fun. We actually celebrate 3 'anniversary' dates each year. These are; 

• 16th Feb - our wedding anniversary 
• 31st May - the day we both met in person at Bond Street tube station after having chatted online for a few months.
• 6th October - the day Owner snogged me at Charing Cross station and we went from just friends to, well much more than that

i really am lucky and blessed to have had the honour and privilege of spending the past 20 years of my life with Owner. She is a wonderful and beautiful woman the love of my life. She is also the person to whom i willingly and completely submit and who controls how i live my life. She has trained, cherished and supported me throughout those twenty years and She continues to do so.

We always try to make a bit of a fuss of our anniversaries and this one has been no exception. It has been truly memorable. Owner gifted me my new lock tattoo, which symbolises the fact that i am mostly kept in chastity.  The tattoo was created a few weeks ago and is now almost fully healed. Owner also bought me a beautiful pearl belly ring and a wonderful cake for us both to share.

The anniversary cake that Owner bought for us

The new pearl belly ring Owner got for me. 

Incidentally, Owner has settled on a design idea for a cover up tattoo to replace this one on my belly (which neither of us like and pre-dates my life with Owner). i have discussed Owners ideas with the tattoo artist and i hope to get this tattoo covered up done early in the New Year with a new, much more feminine design featuring flowers and a crescent moon.

My main present for Owner was booking us into an overnight dungeon stay for Her to have fun caning and electrocuting me, which She did. On Monday night, the day of the actual anniversary, i took Her out to dinner to a restaurant inside one of our favourite London viewpoints, namely that to be found right at the top of 20 Fenchurch Street aka 'the walkie talkie' building. London looks stunning from up there at night

Exterior view looking west down the River Thames

Interior showing the panoramic view of London (which extends 360 degrees)

i also got Owner a few more little gifts, ones that, like the dungeon visit, speak to the FLR nature of our relationship. These were:

1. A silver chastity key necklace
2. A seven-braid leather whip
3. A 23cm (9inch) realistic dildo for Her strap-on
4. A WiFi enabled Eufy internal surveillance camera 

Whip, dildo, chastity key necklace and surveillance camera

 Silver Chastity Necklace

This came from the Etsy shop Locked in Chastity whose owner is also her own husband's key holder. Owner was really delighted with this gift and immediately placed it around Her neck for all to see that She has the key to my cage. 

Owner wearing the new chastity key necklace to our anniversary dinner

One delightful little surprise was that, as well as the key and chain, the parcel from the shop also contained some stickers showing this image of a caged cockerel;

These stickers now adorn my mobile phone case and that for my reading glasses. This means that whenever i get my phone out or put my glasses on people will, if they interpret the image correctly, be able to see that i am in chastity. i messaged the shop Owner, a lovely woman called Julie, to say how much Owner loved the necklace and what a great idea the stickers were and She emailed me back a copy of the image with the instruction that i should use it as my screensaver on my mobile. Owner approved the idea and so whenever i open up my phone i and anyone around me can now also see that my cock is caged courtesy of this caged cockerel screensaver image.

Leather Braided Whip

i love the colours of this whip which came from the company Meo in Germany. It appears to be very well made.  

Realistic cock dildo

With its fully retractable foreskin  Owner has another cock in Her collection

Eufy surveillance camera 

This camera is to enable Owner to monitor me at any time She wishes. The images it sees can be sent directly to Her mobile phone in real time. You can also send voice instructions through it which will enable Her to relay instructions to me using Her phone even when She is not at home. Owner plans to use the camera for the first time this Thursday evening. She is going out for a meal with friends after work and i am expected, as is now customary, to spend the evening locked in my cage. The surveillance camera will enable Owner to keep an eye on me locked up in the darkness of Her kitchen whilst She is out enjoying Her meal and then let me know when She is on Her way home so that i can release myself and come and collect Her and carry Her bag back home.

My mobile phone location is already shared with Owner at all times meaning that on the occasions when i am allowed out She can see where i am at all times if She wishes to. The addition of the home surveillance camera opens up the opportunity for Owner to also see what i am up to at home, even if She is out. i am excited at the possibilities that this additional level of control opens up.

We had a great anniversary and are both looking forward to spending the rest of our lives together and, i hope, my submission to my wonderful Owners control will become ever more absolute. 

"I Can Smell Your Fear"

"I can smell your fear" said Owner, whispering into my ear.

It was 7.30am and She had just turned my backside a deepening shade of scarlet as i stood tied and helpless, secured to a St Andrews Cross in the Brighton Dungeon i had booked us into for an overnight stay as part of our 20th anniversary celebration.

We had arrived the evening before having traveled down from London. However, Owner was not feeling too great and so, after ordering out for pizza, we retired early to bed. Owner instructed me to set my alarm for 6am in the morning as She had lots of things She wanted to do to me before we had to checkout.

i slept fitfully, my mind wondering what Owner might have in store for me. Before going to bed She had told me She wanted to cane and flog me, electrocute me with the mains powered violet wand, strap me into the spanking bench and have the fucking machine fill my pussy, amongst other things. No wonder my sleep was disturbed!

After a light breakfast the first thing Owner did was to put me in a metal cage in the dungeon.

When i was released Owner collared me as Her 'Bitch'

 Before securing me to the St Andrews Cross 

Taking Her time Owner then took out the implements She had selected the night before that She wanted to test out on my backside. First, She flogged and paddled me, then whipped me with a short rope whip. This was followed by 100 hundred strokes of a standard cane, a further flogging before concluding with 50 strokes of a cane that had the thickness of a snooker cue (i kid you not!). You can see the selection of implements used to beat me in the image below:

With the 'snooker cue' cane!

My bottom was well and truly marked and reddening quickly at this point as Owner untied me and then secured me to the spanking bench to test out how it worked

Satisfied that She knew where all the buckles should attach too Owner released me and led me through to the medical room for the next round of torment, electrocution. The room had an old fashion medical examination chair with leg stirrups and an array of devices and insertables. 

Owner had me spread myself apart in the chair so that i was exposed and vulnerable to whatever She had in store for me. As it turned out Her first desire was to spank my most vulnerable and sensitive bits, my labia plums and nipples, with a weighted metal rod. The rod hurt much more than the heavy 'snooker cue' cane had as it came down against my most vulnerable flesh. Being hit repeatedly by these weighted metal implements across my tits and bits was really painful! i was soon wincing and thrashing about whilst Owner was clearly in Her element. Believe it or not i actually told Her, as i grimaced against the pain of repeated impacts from the metal implement, that i would buy Her some as a present, so apparent was it how much She was enjoying striking me with them.  

However, they were just the warm-up. Owner had further plans in the form of something that She really wanted to experiment with and use to torture me, namely electricity. The night before Owner discovered that there was a mains operated violet wand device.  We have never used one of these before and She was determined to electrocute me with it. 

Owner plugged the device in and after a bit of practice, during which Owner also identified that She needed to restrain my arms and legs if She wanted to use the violet wand on me on the higher power settings (which She did) She set about torturing my clit and (clamped) tits. 

'Relaxing' ...Not!

Owner dialled the device up to its maximum output and my body shook and convulsed as She shocked me again, and again and again. i even saw whisps of smoke as the glass prong of the violet wand crackled and sparked against my throbbing labia, singeing flesh.

After making me count off a final set of 10 electrocutions from the device whilst it was on its maximum setting Owner finally ceased torturing me. 

'Now it's time to prepare you for the fucking machine' She declared. 

Owner put on a surgical glove, lubed Her fingers and then inserted them into my pussy, lubricating and opening up my hole. She then undid the straps that secured me to the medical chair and led me out of the clinic and back through into the dungeon and strapped me, once again, onto the spanking bench but now with a condom-covered dildo from the fucking machine inserted into my wet pussy.

Owner set the device running and i felt the mechanical dildo thrust rhythmically in and out of my open hole. i had been worried lest i found being fucked by the machine too stimulating and i ended up having an accidental leak from my caged. However, i need not have worried. Owner used the device just long enough to make me super horny and excited and then switched it off and released me.

It was the most wonderful start to the day and i am so lucky to have such a wonderful Owner to have spent it with. i am grateful to Her for beating and torturing me as She did and for the pleasurable experience of being briefly mechanically fucked.

Believe it or not we booked the dungeon through AirBnB, just follow this link to Brighton Dungeon. It certainly has a lot of different equipment in it but we found that it was a little worn and the decor etc was in need of a bit of a make-over. Here are some pictures of the place:

When we returned back to London Owner took me for lunch before we headed back home. As you can see from this picture taken when we got back home Her caning and flogging made quite the impression on my butt!

It was such a wonderful way to celebrate our 20th anniversary, which is still a few days a way. What a wonderful Owner i have and how over the moon i am to be able to live with and submit to and serve Her 24/7 for 365 days a year. She is quite simply the best.

20 Years

Owner and i celebrated 20 years since the day we first clapped eyes on each other this weekend. That momentous occasion occurred at Bond Street tube station on the 31 May 2005 when, after a period of conversing online, we met in-person for the first time.

It would then be another 5 months before Owner tired of waiting for me to make a move and so grabbed me and snogged me as i was about to wave Her goodbye at Charing Cross station. What had been a relationship of 'just friends' then quickly became something far closer.

Fast forwards 20 years and we are still very much in love and having fun together and loving each others company. To mark the occasion Owner treated me by taking me out to a concert at the O2 Arena in Greenwich and booking a hotel next to the venue so that we could have a lazy morning the next day. The band we went to see were the amazing Babymetal with support from Poppy and Bambie Thug. It was a wonderful concert and we both had a great time. Here are some pictures from the evening:

The giant space that is the O2 Arena

In rock we trust

Yours truly

The view over the O2 and the River Thames from our hotel window

As an anniversary gift i bought Owner a pair of beautiful (well i think so and She was very happy with them) ear-rings. 

Owner bought me a really pretty new rainbow coloured stainless steel chastity device. However, pretty as it was the device was also very heavy and unfortunately we both quickly concluded that it wasn't going to be a practical option for me. Consequently, i currently continue to remain chastity free.

pretty but much too heavy

Sorry for not having posted much recently. Life, work especially, has been busy and stressful and my 'get up and go' kind of got up and went. Normality will, i hope, return soon.

We're Back - An Anniversary Surprise In Store And My Delayed April Challenge

Owner and i eventually arrived home from our Greek holiday yesterday early evening, twenty-four hours later than expected. Our flight from Thessaliniki to Athens was delayed so we missed our connecting flight back to London Heathrow. It was the Easter weekend and so we were expecting we might end up having to spend the night at Athens airport but everyone was super helpful to us. The ground agent re-booked us onto a flight leaving the following day and we were also able to secure a complimentary hotel stay with food etc (plus our luggage) in what turned out to be a very nice hotel close to the airport.

Long-story short, we caught the replacement flight and eventually got home after an unplanned day long extension to our holiday. Northern Greece truly was amazing. We saw many places and experienced lots of wonderful moments together that will live on as cherished memories. 

One thing i also learnt from Owner whilst we were away is that She intends to have me tattooed again for our 20th anniversary together - which is this year. Given that i have spent most of those twenty years in chastity She wants me tattooed with an old-fashioned lock to symbolise how She has kept me locked in chastity 24/7 for most of those twenty years. It is a lovely idea and i cannot wait to see Owners' design and then to get the tattoo done.  Another visible reminder of Her control and ownership

We discussed the placement of the tattoo. At first Owner suggested i have it on my bottom close to the skeleton key tattoo She had previously commissioned for me to symbolise my chaste state - the lock tattoo will be of a similar old-fashioned/gothic style lock. i suggested having it done on the same leg as the key but on my groin, just under my hip and close to my caged clit. Owner will be the one to ultimately decide but i am curious to know what readers think?

Anyway, back to the present. When we got back home yesterday i was pretty exhausted and once i had unpacked and put everything away i fell straight to sleep, even though it was only 7.30pm. i didn't wake until 7.30 the next morning! 

After serving breakfast i sought Owner's permission to roll the dice to complete the delayed April outdoor challenge. Owner agreed and so the dice were rolled. The first dice determined the location, the steps of a local railway station that is about a 215 minute walk away. The second dice determined the outfit i would be wearing - my manga maid's outfit. Yippee!

The outfit is actually perfect for the Easter weekend as, colour aside, it is sort-of Easter bunny style. However, being the Easter weekend guaranteed that there would be lots and lots of people about, both en route and at the station - which has a number of cafes around it with outdoor seating - always popular on dry days and today was cloudy but dry.

i also chose not to cover the outfit with a coat or anything during my walk there and back (15 minutes each way) and to wear my little ears all the time. The dress is so short it barely covers my knickers, then on the way down they started to fall down! Anyway, i managed to get there and back and complete my challenge - which was great fun to do. i also created a little video on route. You can see how i got on below:

My Very VPL :)

Here i am on route:

Plus a little video i recorded as i neared the railway station to complete my challenge

And after having to stop to hitch-up my panties on the way home i also used the opportunity to try and create my own 'Athena poster' image - minus the tennis racket and court of course

It was a fun challenge to do and i am grateful to Owner for permitting me to still complete an outdoor challenge when we returned from holiday as we were away on the 16th of the month - the actual date on which such challenges always occur. It was fun to be dressed in my little manga dress and stockings in public.

Anniversary

Nineteen year ago to the day Owner grabbed me and snogged me on the concourse of Charing Cross station. That act changed what had been a friendship into a relationship, first vanilla then FLR. So today we celebrate one of our three annual anniversaries. Today, 6th October 2024, marks that 19th anniversary of when we first began our relationship. Our remaining two significant dates being the 31st May (the day we first physically met) and the other being the 16th February (our wedding anniversary - six years and counting).

To mark our anniversary i bought Owner a couple of small gifts. The first was an oxidised silver serpent with an emerald ring from Moko. The second was a penguin love pebble (penguins search the beach for a pebble to give to their mate whom they then stay with for life) from MagicPebbles. 

Owner with Her penguin and ring

In return, Owner bought me some wonderful handcuff silver earrings, a set of make-up brushes, a cow pendant for my bag and a lovely t-shirt. Later today i will be cooking Her favourite roast for lunch.

As readers will know from my last post both of us have been really busy and stressed with work of late, for Owner it has been a consequence of Her starting a new job (which is going well), for me it is due to a restructuring at work and workload. Unfortunately, we will also be apart from each other for periods this month. i need to travel to New Orleans for a few days for work in a little over a weeks time and then at the end of the month we are both separately going to Spain. Owner is going to Madrid for a few days with a very close girl fiend of Hers. At the same time i will be taking my elderly father to the east coast, near Alicante, to stay with my sister (who lives out there) for a few days as it might be the last time my Dad is able to travel. He needs accompanying as he has dementia.

The good news, however, is that Owner is taking me to Brussels for the weekend in November for a romantic little break. By then our lives will also hopefully have returned back to normal and it will be lovely spending time away together.

In the meantime, i hope all readers are well and yes, i am still in chastity but not because it is Locktober. My being locked or not is dictated solely by Owner, not by what month of the year it is. That said, for those wanting to try out chastity for the first time then having a month dedicated to it in the form of October/Locktober is a great idea. So good luck to all who find themselves and their penises/clits locked up for the first time this month.

Reunited On Our Anniversary

i am back at Owners' side, and also under Her backside (more of that later) after a short period of enforced separation. My work took me to Turin in Italy for four days last week, four days in which i was separated from my heart as unfortunately She was unable to join me. 

It was hard being away from Her and i know that She missed having me around too. Sadly, it also resulted in Owner not having me around to do the housework. Not long after i got back She confided to me how much less free time She had in the evening compared to normal. Time She spent doing household chores that, were i around, She would rightly expect me to fully take care of. i do have my uses :)

i arrived back home late on Friday night, which also happened to be the day of one of our Anniversary's - the one marking the day we both physically met each other for the first time, 31st May 2005 - yep, nineteen years ago. With me arriving home so late we did not have time to properly mark the occasion other than exchange the cards and gifts we had got each other. Owner bought me a wonderful summer outfit (sleeveless top, cut-off shorts and a pair of hi-tops) - you can see some pictures of me modelling it below. Note: i was wearing no make-up and had not brushed my hair, as you can tell!

i can't wait to be able to wear it outside.

In return i bought Owner a summer scarf and a selection of Italian chocolates. Hopefully, i will also get the opportunity to take Her out to lunch later today, back to the (Italian) restaurant we went to the first day we met, nineteen years ago.

The day after i got back from Italy (the Saturday) saw me feeling exceptionally tired. i was working long hours in Italy where i was teaching and lecturing and then in the evening i had to catch-up with my main (UK) job, replying to unread emails etc, etc. This meant i was not getting to bed until about 1.30am then teaching the next day from 9 - 6.30pm and then repeat. It was a great experience but also an exhausting one. Consequently, Saturday saw me in my nightdress and dressing gown all day and taking regular naps in between watching silly TV shows with Owner.

However, Owner had been busy whilst i was away and had made me one of my favourite deserts as an Anniversary surprise, a dish called Tarta de la Abuela - which we also feasted on in lieu of breakfast and dinner.

As we watched TV together on the sofa Owner also began to casually but deliberately caress my tits. Now, i love having my breasts fondled and played with and i responded as any self-respecting slut should and would, i started to moan and spread my legs apart, offering Owner access to my unlocked clit and my smooth shaven pussy. Soon my gown was undone and Owners hands were roaming freely across my naked flesh, stroking, touching, slapping and fondling my breasts and my swelling clit. Needless to say it wasn't long before Owner instructed me to go to the bed and wait for Her there.

What followed was the most amazing and pleasurable intense experience and one that i was truly lucky to be treated to. Owner let me worship Her delicious backside at length as She pleasured Herself with one of Her vibrators as i took my time licking, probing and pleasuring Her anus with my tongue. i locked my arms around Her hips and pulled Her bottom hard against my mouth and i feasted on Her wonderful backside. Again and again She rode my face and tongue for pleasure as Her magic toy went to work between Her thighs.

Owner lay on Her side in a semi-fetal position, vibrator clamped hard against Her clit with my face wedged between Her cheeks, my head gripped between Her thighs as my tongue licked and lavished, probed and penetrated Her divine anus. My face grew slick with Her sex. i was in heaven. We lay locked together, pausing occasionally for Owner to recover before commencing again. Sometimes i could breath, sometimes i could not. i did not care. My clit throbbed as i concentrated all my energy on worshiping Her wonderful backside as best i could.

Just as i thought my afternoon could not get better, it did.  Owner had me roll over onto my back. i bent my knees and spread my legs apart, lifting my hips and resting my feet on the headrest of the bed, fully exposing my sex to Owner. She sat astride my face, grabbed the headrest with one hand and then lowered Her hips down towards my upturned face, presenting Her backside once again to me. Just like my face it too was slick and moist. Her sphincter muscles, already fully relaxed, opened up to me, inviting me to slip my tongue deep inside Her as She settled Her hips. Soon She was riding my tongue, fucking it with Her arse, but this time as She did so She gripped my clit with Her spare hand and began to masturbate it hard.

Waves of ecstasy consumed me as i fucked Her anus with my tongue whilst Owner beat my clit harder and harder. i grabbed Owners thighs and buried myself between Her heavenly buttocks as She ground Her hips against my face and pumped my engorged clit. She masturbated my clit hard and with one goal in mind as She rode my face like a seasoned cowgirl. My body bucked and twisted beneath Her, contorting in pleasure until i pleaded to be allowed to cum.

For the second time this year Owner gave the instruction to 'cum like a whore' and i did, moaning and ejaculating copiously. Owner scooped up my mess and smeared it across my torso before inviting me to lie by Her side. It was a wonderful and memorable afternoon.