Merry Christmas and the Poppet Subslut 2026 Calendar is Here

i know it is still a couple of days to go but, Merry Christmas everybody from Owner and i and we wish you a peaceful but naughty New Year!

Tomorrow evening Owner and i head to the airport hotel for an overnight stay before Owner catches Her flight to Spain first thing Tuesday morning. i return to London for my last working day of the year before departing for the West Country on Christmas Eve to spend a few days with my Dad. i then return back to London and then fly out to Spain on the 28th to be reunited with Owner. We will see in the New Year and Three Kings in Her flat out there.

It has been an eventful year full of many fantastic highs but it ends with a fresh health issue for Owner.  Unfortunately, is incurable although there is a treatment available which should allow Her to manage it and minimise its impact upon Her life, which is good news. It's not the news we wanted but it does mean that we now know what the issue is and how best to deal with it.

In the meantime, life goes on.

Today, i dressed up for Owner in my little Santa outfit. She jokingly presented me with Her red whip and then sat me in a chair to take for some pictures 

checkout the sexy slippers!

Earlier in the day i was permitted to go to the shops unescorted so that i might retrieve my high-heeled shoes from the cobblers. There was a bit of a queue and i waited patiently in line for my turn. In front of me was a young woman who looked to be in her late teens and was there to get some new keys cut. When it came to her turn to be spared the cobbler turned and asked if we were together? When we both replied no he said to the young lady:

'Oh, I'm sorry I thought she was your mother' looking at me as he spoke.

Whilst it was nice to be thought of as being female i am not sure how i feel about being thought of as someone's mother! Owner laughed when i regaled Her with the tale when i returned home.

Lastly, i am pleased to say that the 2026 Poppet Subslut calendar is now available for purchase. Just click the image below or go the the publications page of the blog.

i mentioned to Owner about the possibility of me creating a picture book as well. She loved the idea so hopefully that will be available soon. Watch this space as they say.

Well, that just about wraps things up for 2026. From Owners' home to yours and from Her and i to you, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. We hope that you find Santa's sacks are bulging.

i leave you with one of our favourite festive tunes, an old one but still a classic

Merry Christmas!

Seasons Greetings

It's that time of year again when the cleaning gets done in the Santa outfit. Yes, it is important to remember that whilst this maybe the festive season there are still chores to complete, in this case, bathroom cleaning.

Christmas this year will be a sad one because Owner and i will be parted. She is heading to Spain and will be in our new flat, close to Her family. Meanwhile, i will be heading down to Devon to spend Christmas in an AirBnB with my Dad, before then travelling to see my Mum to celebrate Her 80th birthday a few days later. Only then will i too get to head to Spain and catch-up with Owner and spend New Year and Three Kings out there with Her.

i will miss Her terribly but am pleased we will be getting to spend New Year together in our little flat in Spain. It will be the first time i have stayed in it. It will be wonderful to finally have a place out there of our own that Owner can install me in and have me clean and look after just as i am do in Her London home. For me it means i will, for the first time ever in all the years we have been travelling to and from Spain, be able to properly serve and care for Her in Her own place, not in Her parents flat.

i look forward to being able to serve Her in Her new second home, to clean and cook for Her and Her family and friends when She wishes to entertain. It means we can now live our lives as we want to both in London and in Spain with Owner able to fully exert Her authority over me whilst we are there as well as when we are in London. It is an exciting prospect.

Anyway, from Owner and i to you all. Wherever you may be and whatever you may be doing have a very enjoyable Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Christmas Greetings

i know it is a week early but Owner and i would like to wish all readers a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Both of us are, very sadly, going to be separated this year with Owner in Spain and me in the UK and so we will not get to spend Christmas Day together. i will be joining Her a few days after Christmas but neither of us are looking forwards at all to being apart.

However, we did get to spend a 'Christmas Day' together today, a week early. i cooked a roast (chicken not turkey) and then we settled down to watch a movie together, Bodies, Bodies. Bodies which we would both highly recommend. It is a teenage (which i love), horror (which Owner loves)/who dunnit with some great, strong female characters - what's not to like about that?

As Owner has Covid we are still having to spend time at home fully masked and trying to avoid coming into too close contact with each other, but nevertheless we have been having a really enjoyable and relaxed day. There is even snow outside, albeit fast melting as the freeze of the past week comes to an end.

Owner also found out today that She has passed the translation course that She has been studying most of the year whilst also studying Italian at the same time and working. i am super proud of Her and all that She has achieved. She is one very impressive woman.

For me today was also an opportunity to spend the day dressed as Santa's slutty helper - the outfit is supposed to be 'Sexy Santa' but on me i think it is more 'Slutty Santa'. Quite what the neighbours thought when i put the rubbish out who knows, mind you, they have seen worse!

Anyway, Merry Christmas everyone.

Santa's slut

in the kitchen - where i belong

   

traditional festive foliage ;

Stuffing? Anyone?

Christmas dinner for Owner

and for me

Christmas Day, Shopping, Farewell 2021 and a Thank You to Owner

Seasons greetings one and all. i hope that Santa brought everyone the gifts they craved. Although Owner and i regularly get gifts for each other, Owner regularly gets me lovely things to wear, we never do at Christmas. We don't even get each other so much as a card, we are a true bah humbug household 😀😀

In year's gone past we were often separated on Christmas Day but these past few years we have been lucky and able to spend the day together. This year was one such year and we will be together throughout the festive period, spending Xmas at home then, we hope, flying to Spain for the New Year to visit Owner's family.

Christmas day saw me waking early to switch on the slow cooker with the ready marinaded and prepared leg of lamb inside before returning back to bed (i had prepared the joint on Christmas eve in readiness for popping it into the slow cooker). An hour or so later we awoke and i prepared breakfast, a delicious slice or two of panettone. Before then, however, i was handed a glass of Owner's wonderful urine to dink.

a glass of Owners' Xmas piss before panettone

After a slow start to the morning i eventually did my exercises, showered, cleaned the bathroom and then changed in readiness for our Christmas lunch together. 

Carving our Xmas lamb

The meal proved to be a success, Owner even allowed me to have two glasses of red wine and She insisted on doing the washing up - which made me feel very lucky, if not rather guilty.

Then we went for a little walk around our local park before returning to settle down to watch a movie. It was lovely to be cuddled up on the sofa with Owner, my head in Her lap, Her hands on my breasts or occasionally fondling/slapping my 'labia'. i do so love it when She grabs and caresses my tits, 'tis a pity there is not more for Her to grab hold of but i know She likes them as they are.

In the evening we ate more panettone (plus ice cream), listened to a radio comedy together and watched more TV. In short, we had a supremely lazy day. Enjoyable as that was i do also find it quite strange, if i am honest, to have a day when i am told to take it easy and feel very guilty when i see Owner doing things like washing up the dishes, tasks and chores which, on any other day, are rightly mine to complete. Things will, however, return to normal today.

Finally, i said in my last post that i would provide a link to the shops where Owner purchased the numerous little gifts She got me as part of my advent calendar for 2021. The links are below:

• Cute and Kinky
• Fluffies Secrets
• Katerlina Creations 
• Deviant Doll Designs 
• Dirty Bitch Clothing 
  

All of the above shops are on Etsy.com which really has become a wonderful marketplace for all things kinky, fun and sissy.

This may well be my last post of 2021 as Owner and i will, we hope, shortly be heading to Spain for a short while to see Her folks. i hope i have not bored everyone this past year which i realise has been the second most active year (in terms of the number of times i have posted) in the 13 years this blog has been running for, beaten only by the year 2010.

Many aspects of this year have been challenging, and not in a good way. But the year has ended on, Covid aside, what personally feels like something of a high in terms of my relationship with and submission to my wonderful Owner. 

My performance and service over the past twelve months has felt more consistent than in previous years. Owner is still giving me daily performance ratings and i have received either a 4 or 5 star rating 94% of the time out of the 28 ratings given to date. My lowest score has been 3 stars which i have received twice in that period.

Owner now canes, spanks or beats me on a weekly basis. These are not done in response to any particularly bad behaviour or misdemeanors on my part, She is simply of the view that as it is Her right to beat me and it is my job as Her submissive wife to be able to tolerate and accept such painful reminders of who is in charge. i genuinely welcome being disciplined this way. i am particularly gratified that Owner has taken to striking me more severely and has also begun to combine such disciplinary sessions with other painful reminders of who is in charge. i used to really struggle with being struck hard and i think that Owner sensed that and held back. This seems no longer to be the case. She now brings tears to my eyes and leaves me marked and i love Her all the more for doing so.

Owner has also begun to regularly gift me a glass of Her piss to consume before breakfast. i love this and loved it even more when, during advent, She filled my bowl with Her urine and had me drink it all up whilst kneeling on the floor. i adore being treated as Her piss slut and would happily drink of Her morning, night and day. i adore Her and adore consuming Her bodily treats.

Throughout the year i continued to be set monthly outdoor challenges and was also, on occasion, publicly humiliated too. i really crave these moments, especially those that have me show what a real exhibitionist slut i am. i now take in my stride things and situations that i could never have imagined doing a few years ago and love the fact that Owner has continued to gently push me further and further, have me show what a shameless exhibitionist whore i truly am.

The more shameless i have become the more confident i am in my own skin and the more certain i am that the real me is feminine. Owner has encouraged me throughout to embrace and explore the feminine side of me and this year has seen some more steps in that direction. It may seem silly to some but i no longer feel complete and ready for the day without my makeup on or my padded bra in place. i try, but regularly fail, to make myself look pretty. i don't hide my true self and, quite frankly, care little for what others may think of how i look or what i wear. This past year i feel i have grown a little bolder still, a little more confident in being who i really am whatever anyone else might think. The only person whose opinion or views i care about are Owners'.  She has Her limits, which i respect, i am just grateful that She helped me find the person i truly am.

i have also spent this past year mostly locked and denied the right to cum. At the time of writing i had three orgasms this year (one less than last - but that was a bumper year compared to 2019 when i had none). Two of these were genuine orgasms but the third, back in the Spring, was an accident. i do feel genuinely conflicted about having an orgasm. On the one hand i adore the fact that Owner ensures that, on the occasions when i am allowed to cum, She has me act and behave as wantonly as She can. When She beats an orgasm out of me She expects me to cum loudly like a true slut. She also feeds me my mess and, as someone who really does love the taste of semen, i love this. i have written before that the one thing i miss from extended periods of denial is the taste of cum. Honestly, i love it and is the only thing i miss from the days when i would occasionally be fucked by men. But i digress, back to orgasms.

So, i would in truth be a liar if i said that i didn't enjoy it on the rare occasions when Owner permits me to cum. However, however. i also really, really, really love it when i am not permitted to cum. i love it when Owner uses me as Her sex toy then leaves me, excited, aroused (in as much as i cab get aroused in my little cage) but frustrated. i love it when i see my little blog counter showing that it has been weeks or months since i last came. The longer i spend in that state the hornier i become. Everything arouses me. i will suddenly notice that i am idly caressing my nipples. i yearn for Owner to touch and tease me. Her caresses make me throb and ache for days. i love that feeling, would love to one day be told that that is it, that i will be denied forever. To truly become the sex toy She describes me as being, my role to simply pleasure Her. 

Some might find that a shocking ambition, heck some would find the idea of having less orgasms a year that you can count on the fingers of one hand quite shocking and something that they cannot comprehend. But truly, i love it. i love to be kept denied like that and, much as i do enjoy it when i do cum, i yearn to one day be kept in a state where the most i can ever hope for is to occasionally be brought to a state of arousal, a point close to orgasm but where i am no longer allowed to actually cum.

To be Owners' pretty wife. To keep Her house, care for Her and look after Her. To love and worship Her, to suffer for Her and be humiliated by Her. To be Her sex toy, Her craven exhibitionist, Her slutty whore, Her cook, Her cleaner, Her best friend and loyal companion. To be dominated, controlled by and beaten by Her. To be Her nurse, Her confidant, Her muse and entertainer. That is what i am lucky enough to be and what i want for 2022 and for decades to come. i am lucky, so lucky, to have met Her, to have been trained and developed by Her and to get to share my life with Her.. Most of all, i am excited, excited at the prospect of the year ahead, another year spent with Her. 

Thank you Owner for showing me that dreams really can come true.

Christmas (slutty) Angel

Merry Christmas everybody! This morning Owner and i headed out into a chilly London to visit our local park and complete my advent calendar Christmas day photo challenge, namely to wear the pretty angel outfit Owner bought me in our local park.

The photo shoot was great fun to do and brought a smile to the faces of one or two passers by. Now we are back home in the warmth (it was only about 4 degrees Celsius) and relaxing. i am making slow-cooked lamb kleftiko for Christmas dinner and then we will be watching a movie together - i am trying to persuade Owner that we should watch the seasonal classic Planes, Trains and Automobiles with the wonderful and sadly missed John Candy. Owner even permitted me to buy a bottle of prosecco to enjoy later.

Anyway, here i am in the park in my outfit this morning

slutty Christmas angel

my halo may be slipping

Merry Christmas from Owner and me

Where (Christmas) Angels (Don't) Fear To Tread

Well advent is over, and what an ending! The last two days have been somewhat painful but have also set up a wonderful Christmas Day challenge for me to complete. i will give you a clue as to what i shall be doing sometime on Christmas Day in our local park

My Christmas Day Challenge Outfit

Yes, on Christmas Day i will be escorted by Owner to our local park to do an outdoor challenge/photoshoot dressed as a Christmas Angel. i cannot wait and am super excited about it, albeit a little nervous as well.

The outfit was 'earned' as a reward for having successfully survived today's (final) advent instruction, namely to receive 100 strokes of the cane on my 'clitty' and a further 250 strokes of the cane on my backside. It was, without a shadow of a doubt, the most intense caning i have ever received to date and one that Owner thoroughly enjoyed administering and which has left me with a stripey, glowing backside and sore bits. You can get an impression from the photo below.

red stripey bum

Owner has already shown me a range of additional implements that have taken Her fancy and which She would like me to get from Her to use against my exposed clit, breasts and backside. She is clearly enjoying letting loose on her wife! From my perspective i am really pleased to have Her administer regular canings/spankings etc and even more so by the fact that She has started to increase the intensity with which She strikes me. It is something that i am going to have to get used to and i will need to focus my efforts on improving my ability to endure pain, but i know that this is something that Owner expects from me and i do not want to disappoint her in thus regard.

Another way in which i now regularly endure pain and discomfort at Owners insistence is through the application of clamps (often weighted) to my nipples and clit. Last night was an example of this when, for the penultimate advent task, i was instructed to kneel next to Owner for 30 minutes with 20 clamps affixed to my clit and ten to my breasts/nipples (5 on each|). i can assure you that the last 10 minutes felt very long indeed until finally Owner advised me that i the time was up and that i could remove the clamps and continue my evening tasks (cleaning then Spanish study). Here i am with the clamps in situ just after they had all been attached.

Owner did kindly provide me with a cushion to kneel on

We are both disappointed to see the end of the advent calendar. i have had to undertake a whole load of wonderful tasks and it has been great to see Owner use it to intensify Her canings and physical abuse of my body for Her amusement and my development. Owner has said that She wants to continue to do this, something that i am very grateful for.

Wish me luck with my park Angel challenge to tomorrow and from Owner and i we wish all readers a very merry Christmas and a happy (and naughty) New Year.

Hello 2020 and Countdown to 50

Owner and i sadly spent Christmas apart with Her family and me staying with my sister until i was able to rejoin Owner in Spain just after Xmas. As a result there was little to particularly write home about in terms of Christmas itself. The only highlight came when, on Christmas Day my sister remarked to Owner during a phone call how useful it was having a slave (meaning me) about the house to help with all the cooking etc. The remark was meant innocently enough, i think, but it made me smile.

It was, however, lovely to finally get out to Spain and re-join Owner just after Christmas and spend time staying with Her family. We hope, maybe one day soon, to get our own flat out there which would be lovely. We shall have to see. But we were able to catch-up with some friends and eat lots of lovely food and enjoy the unusually nice weather - it is the North of Spain which is usually wet this time of year but instead was bright and sunny.

Unfortunately, however, on New Years day i hurt my leg whilst out for a run and so returned to the UK on crutches. i am under strict instructions from Owner that i need to recover in time for my fiftieth birthday treat in a fortnight. As a result She has been doing the cooking and housework not me and leaving me to feel extremely lazy and guilty. It has, however, made me realise how much i need to raise my game when it comes to cleaning and housework. Owner said that the one thing that She wants me to focus on above all others this year is to fully adopt and follow Her standards when it comes to cleanliness and de-cluttering. Owner adopts a merciless approach, any items left out that look superfluous get thrown-away/recycled. She has a very low tolerance for clutter. i am much better and tidier that i was when we first met and usually (leg permitting) do all the housework. It is clear to me though that i need to seriously raise my game and so this year my resolution is to focus hard on being a much better housewife when it comes to keeping our flat exactly as Owner would like it.

Meanwhile, i am starting to get very excited about my forthcoming fiftieth birthday - which is on the 16th of this month. Owner is taking me out to dinner that evening and has something planned for me the following weekend as a 'treat'. i have no idea what it will be but am very excited about whatever it is. My mind is on over-drive wondering what it could be.

Owner is also continuing to keep me in denial but out of chastity pending Her review of the various dice She uses which determine whether i am to be locked up or not and what challenges or tasks i am to undertake. i look forward to finding out what She may have in store for me for 2020.

In the meantime here is a photo of me wearing the new blouse and skirt i purchased (with Owners' permission) using the vouchers i got from my Dad for Xmas - thanks Dad!

me and my crutch!

Incidentally, a combination of short skirt and crutches can be, i have discovered, quite advantageous at times. The delivery man was very helpful in bringing our groceries inside and helping to unpack them for me when he brought them around.

A Year (almost) of Denial, an Instruction and a Sadness

This coming Monday the 23rd of December will mark one whole year that i have been kept orgasm free by Owner. My year in denial - 365 days without cumming. Although much of that time has seen me locked in chastity this has not always been the case and there have been days or even the odd week when i have been 'set-free'. However, at such times i have been good and have refrained from touching myself and so i can truthfully say that 2019 will have been my first year spent without cumming since my early teens, i.e. decades ago!

The experience has been quite an intense one at times. i am semi-permanently horny but also anxious to remain denied for longer still. Whether this happens or not is of course down to Owner and She has already set me a good test of my self-control. When we rolled the chastity dice on the 11th of this month to see whether i should be released or remain locked the dice stated that i should stay locked without release for another month. However, Owner over-ruled it (and it is Her dice after all - She determined what each face of the dice says) and advised that on the 23rd of December, my one year of denial anniversary, i am to unlock myself and stay unlocked at least until the New Year. i am sure i will continue to be good and refrain from touching myself. Whether or not Owner has any plans to bring my period of denial to an end i don't know. i would like it to continue and perhaps even be kept this way indefinitely, existing sexually solely to bring Owner pleasure whilst remaining denied from achieving an orgasm of my own. But that will be Onwers' choice, not my own.

So, why is it me unlocking myself on Monday and not Owner? This is where the 'sadness' reference in the blog post title comes into play. Owner and i, as sadly is all too often the case at this time of year, will be apart over Christmas. Tomorrow She returns to Spain to stay with Her family and shortly afterwards i will be heading down to the South Coast to spend Christmas with mine. However, the good news is that i will be travelling out to Spain to join Owner with Her family just after Christmas and will be there, with Her, for the New Year before we both return back to the UK. We both hate being parted like this and are hoping that next Christmas we will be able to spend it together before the Christmas family rotations begin again.

But for now, to all who read this blog Owner and i wish you a very merry Christmas and we hope that 2020 brings you joy and happiness and a lot of fun.

Merry Christmas One And All

Christmas day started with an early morning stuffing as Owner fucked me with Her glass dildo whilst pleasuring Herself with Her vibrator! She brought Herself off as yours truly slid up and down the clear shaft. Once satiated Owner reached around and played with my clitty as i continued to fuck myself until i came ll over my babydoll. What a wonderful start to the day!

Next-up was breakfast panetone and then calls to relatives to wish them well before i hot footed into the shower, did my make-up and then donned my 'sext' Santa outfit. Then come mid-morning it was time to get my act in gear and start cooking the goose. i have wanted to have goose on Christmas day for years and years and this year, as we are both spending Christmas together rather than with relatives Owner suggested we give it a try. A whole goose would have been somewhat excessive for just two people and so we bought some breast and legs to roast together with roast potatoes, parsnips and Brussel sprouts (incidentally - if you have never roasted sprouts before you will never settle for boiled ones again!)

Having never previously cooked goose i was a little anxious about how it would turn out but it was a success (thank you Jamie Oliver) and meal over we headed out to the park for a walk and a photo shoot of me in my outfit. You can see some images from the day below.

in our local park

posing in my Santa outfit

Does my bum look big in this? Hope so :)

getting the Goose ready for the oven

Now it's time to cuddle up and watch something on TV.

Merry Christmas everybody from Owner and me

Happy New Year

Just a quick little post to wish everyone a belated (very) happy new year and that all of your dreams for 2018 come true. Owner and i had a relatively quiet time over the holidays. We were apart for Xmas with our respective families but then were reunited again shortly afterwards. On New Years eve we went to a pub we have recently discovered near Holborn in Central London and which we both like after having earlier hit the shops. But we were home in time for me to cook a roast dinner for us both and were in bed before midnight.

i got some vouchers for Xmas from my Dad which, with Owners permission, i used to invest in some fancy new knickers. We both like them a lot and you can see them (and my bum) below

i also have been wanting to get a new blazer to wear for work for some time now. Owner permitted me to buy one but it took ages to find a single breasted, non-fitted woman's blazer that might be appropriate. Seemingly double-breasted is all the fashion this year but i wanted a single-breasted. Anyway, after much searching on line by us both i eventually tracked down this one in Very It arrived super quick (the next day!) and we both really like it. You can see me modelling it below

Owner has also got me a special treat for my birthday (later this month). She has booked us a trip to Lille in France for a weekend which we are both looking forward to. Then the following month we are doing something super exciting which i can't wait to tell you all about - but not yet :)

Have a wonderful 2018!

Reunited but Missing the Saxon Genitive

Owner and i are back together again after our enforced Christmas absence spent visiting our respective families . We both hate such enforced periods of separation so it is wonderful to be reunited again. This year we again decided not to get each other presents and instead take ourselves away on a little trip. This year was no exception and in a few weeks time we will be off to Munich to enjoy a bit of Bavarian culture and hospitality. That trip also happens to fall on my birthday (whisper it quietly....45...oh my god!) and i am secretly hoping that Owner might let me buy and model a traditional Dirndl which i think would make for a wonderful photoshoot opportunity :)

Talking of photoshoot opportunities Owner asked me to design and produce a 2015 calendar for Her to hang in our bedroom, specifically one with some photos of Her wife (me) appearing in it. Well, i rummaged through our photo archives and managed to find a seasonally appropriate photo for each month of the year. The next stage was a simple case of develop an online design with the images and then get the whole thing ordered. Owner's 2015 calendar of Her wife arrived in the post today. i must say the paper and image quality is very good. We used vistaprint and the whole process was very easy - though i am intrigued to know what they made of my photos. Here are a selection of shots from the calendar

front cover

January 2015

October 2015 (our anniversary month of my becoming Owner's wife)

 

The company can also print images and designs onto lots of other things as well and that was what proved to be my undoing. i thought it might be a nice idea to also make a mug for Owner with a picture of Her wife on it with the legend 'Owners wife' written underneath (see below)

That was my big mistake. Owner, though Spanish, is an English language scholar and has a far, far greater grasp of English and, more importantly, the rules of the English language than do i. i had, as i now know, missed out the saxon genitive. i fear that mistake could have repercussions!

Seasons Greetings from the Christmas Elf

Owner took me to the park at lunchtime to model my Christmas Elf outfit, it was hilarious as i actually managed to stop traffic and got a supportive cheer from the occupants of one car that passed as these photos were taken. i hope you are all having as much fun on Christmas as Owner and i have been. Merry Christmas all

Exciting Developments

Owner has presented me with some wonderful surprises over the past week. First off She ordered me some really pretty and sexy silk lingerie which i can't wait to model and show you all, it really is gorgeous and feels divine. Secondly, She ordered me a 'sexy' Santa's elf outfit which i am to wear to our local park on Christmas day (providing the severe storms we are currently experiencing abate for long enough for us to venture outside). Thirdly, Owner also selected some gorgeous Jonathan Aston tights that She had me order together with a pair of sexy shorts to wear on New Years eve. The shirts and tights arrived yesterday and, after trying them on for Her, Owner expressed delight at how i looked wearing the tights. Owner has subsequently advised that She would like me to wear tights on a regular basis - specifically ones without a gusset. Last, Owner unexpectedly announced to me last night that She had found a beginners knitting class for me that was being held close to wear we live. It starts in the New Year and lasts for a couple of hours one evening a week for a month. i am now booked onto the class.

So, my development and transition as Owners wife continues apace. i am on the cusp starting a whole series of classes in the New Year to develop and perfect a whole new set of skills  - manicure/pedicure, reflexology, Indian head massage and knitting to date. In addition, the intensity of my Spanish practice and learning has been increased. Meanwhile, at home i am being trained to become the housewife Owner deserves and aspires to posses through the gradual addition of new tasks and activities i am to complete or perfect.

All the while, the degree of direct control Owner has over how i live my life with Her and what i may or may not do continues to increase. As it does so it is with delight (on my part) that i am noticing how increasingly assertive and authoritative Owner is becoming (not that She wasn't before but She is becoming even more so) and how comfortable She appears to be asserting such control. In addition, i am loving being trained and developed as Her ideal wife and the opportunities this is affording me to learn new skills and be of more use to Owner.

This year Owner and i are spending Christmas together rather than, is all too often the case, apart with our respective families. It is wonderful to have an opportunity to be spending Christmas with Her this year...i truly am a very lucky and happy person indeed.

Seasons Greetings/Feliz Navidad from London

Seasons greetings everyone and i hope that Santa had bulging sacks when he came?! Today Owner and i were able to make it out of the house for a little Christmas walk around the neighbourhod and to our local park and shops (which, this being London, are all open on Christmas day) and back. This walk was, for me at least, something of a landmark occasion for a number of reasons, namely;

1. as you will know i have somewhat buggered my back and today was the first time i'v been able to walk further than 100yards in almost a week. The combination of drugs, physio and Owners specially devised phylthio exercises - which currently consist of wearing my nipple clamps whilst doing my back strengthening/stretching exercises and then vigorously spanking my clitty when finished - seem to be working - yey!
2. i have never before done a photo shoot in our local park - which is literally at the end of our street - or walked around our block and popped into the local corner shop wearing a dress rather than trousers, even if i was wearing my big padded new winter jacket ontop. All my previous skirt/dress wearing in public has been away from home or confined to our back garden. Owner said She is very proud of Her slutty sissy and i am delighted.

Anyway, without further delay here are some photos Owner took of Her slut posing in our park;

my new padded coat and Santa hat

surprise!

with fast moving dog passing by

as always i love to flash my titties

We both decided this Xmas to just get each other little Christmas presents as we have quite a number of holidays and weekends away planned for 2012 (assuming my back continues to improve) - of which more later. Owners Xmas gift to me was a wonderful and very appropriate necklace which you can see in the photo below;

wearing my new 'whore' necklace from Owner

Walk and photoshoot completed it was back to our flat where Owner had prepared a delicious Asturian Fabada de Navidad (none of your boring Turkey for us). As you can see from the shot of me about to tuck in below it was delicious (incidentally i always eat out of a dog bowl at home);

Xmas dinner in my dog bowl

And finally, another gratuitous shot of my titties as i do so adore showing them off like a true slut! Felices fiestas!

gratuitous titty shot

Another Year of Femdom Fun

Well Christmas is over and the New Year has begun and Owner and i are both looking forward to another 12 months of submission, fun, silliness and sluttiness (on my part). We both spent Christmas apart with me down in Devon with my family and Owner in Spain with Hers. Devon was picture postcard beautiful with snow on the ground just like in the Christmas cards. The photo below was taken on Christmas day;

After that it was back to London and then flight out to Spain to be re-united wth Owner and Her family. We then both headed into the mountains for a couple of days in a cabin with some friends of our for New Years eve with food, alcohol and wonderful scenery aplenty.

After which we both headed back to London.

Over Christmas i received some wonderfully pretty clothes from members of my family, well that's not strictly true! i haven't ever revealed my passion for dressing en femme to my family and so, unless they read this blog...in which case they might be in for a bit of a surprise (though i did once email them all the WRONG Christmas list a few years ago, but that's another story).....they are oblivious to that side of me. However, they did give me quite a few clothes vouchers from shops i had carefully recommeneded on account of their having good male AND female departments. So it was that, on our first full day back in London after the New Year, Owner and i went clothes shopping with my vouchers and Owner allowed me to buy lots of pretty clothes - so thank you family.

This week we both returned to the reality of work but Owner has begun planning 'something' for my birthday which i am terribly excited about. Meanwhile, i'm trying to start the New Year as i ended the last, keeping upto date with my tasks and duties and continuing the further training Owner instructed. My cooking and baking continues to progress apace (i made a traditional Roscon de Reyes for Owner);

and i did get to practice quite a bit of Spanish over the New Year which i need to keep up. My daily nipple torture has been coming along well and Owner is enjoying the new cane that was one of my gifts for Her for Christmas. So, so far so good. i just need to keep it up and keep on learning and trying to improve and look forward to another 12 months under Owners expert guidance and supervision.

Happy New Year to you all