After wearing my old small metal chastity device all week my new Happygo Super Small Male Chastity device was delivered today. And, OMG we love it! Owner and i both agree that it is super cute. i have only just started wearing it but i already love it. i will do a proper review once i have been wearing it for an extended period of time but initial impressions are really positive. One aspect of the device also immediately strikes me. Because it is so small and keeps my clitty under tight control it means that my balls - or the lips of my clitty - will dangerously and invitingly exposed for beating.
securely locked
The components of the Happygo
Indication of the size compared to my thumb
Fittingly, Owner determined that i should pay for the device out of the monthly allowance She permits for me. It's not a costly device at all but it meant that a third of my monthly allowance has gone on the pleasure of being placed into tight chastity. There is something extra special about that and is one of the many, many reasons that i think She is the best Owner in the world.

Owner has also developed some ideas for a monthly game of chastity 'Russian Roulette'. She is still working on it but in essence each month i will get to pick a card and depending on the card picked it could mean that i will be remaining locked up without release for another one. two or more months or that my clitty might be temporarily released for Her to tease for a few hours or a few days even. You get the idea. Essentially, the luck of the draw will determine how long i stay locked in chastity for, without prospect of release.

This week also saw the resumption of my being punished for the pleasure of being able to watch TV with Owner after i had completed my chores. This was something Owner introduced a while back but the combination of the long hours i was working and Owner's ill health meant we had kind of got out of the habit. Anyway, it is back. i now have to pick a punishment card from a jar kept on the coffee table in the lounge for just that purpose. This week it has meant i have been caned, clamped, spent time on all fours, and received an over-the-knee spanking in return for privilege of watching the TV.
On all fours with nipple clamps (out of view)
Finally, royal wedding has descended on the UK - except in our household - we're both republicans. So it seems rather fitting that at the time when half the nation will probably be watching the couple head down the aisle Owner and i will be at the tattooist making arrangements for me to be permanently inked with to mark my achievement of becoming Owner's legal wife and the date of this occurred earlier this year. i wonder if Meghan will demand that Harry do the same, or place him into chastity too?
This past week has been a very positive one. Owner and i have discussed some of the performance issues that i need to address though we recognise that because my job has become much busier this past year, with more travel involved, it will inevitably have some impact upon my routines. However, it was a good and positive discussion to have had and it highlighted a number (an embarrassingly large number) of things that need doing about the house that i need to get back on top of.

i even got to work from home for two days in a row this week - something that i have not been able to do for many months now. It was so nice to be dressed-up and working in my home uniform of stockings, skirt and blouse again on the first day - made doubly thrilling as there were a couple of callers to the house and a delivery during the day who also got to see me in my feminine office attire. The second day working from home was 'dress down Friday'. This time Owner permitted me to wear a PVC skirt and semi-sheer top with padded bra, heeled trainers and ankle socks. There were no callers this time but i was permitted to wear my jewelled butt plug for part of the day.

i also asked Owner if i might be permitted to return to chastity again? i have been out of chastity for about a year now. i genuinely think that not being locked up negatively affects my performance, chastity helps me to focus my effort and attention and provides a constant motivator for me to maintain the level of submission Owner expects without Her having to directly reinforce that Herself. i would love to be locked permanently but Owner likes to have me free at times so that She can play with my clitty. Anyway, to cut a long story short She has graciously agreed to me returning to being locked up again. i am extremely grateful to Her and super happy about. She has also agreed to my replacing my existing, and still perfectly serviceable tiny metal chastity device, with an upgraded version of the same which has a solid base ring as opposed to a hinged one (which the version i have had). The original was fine but the hinge had to be covered by a small piece of rubber tubing to prevent it catching and pinching skin where you really don't want it to be caught and pinched! It was the only issue i had with it and, though it only did this once in all the time i wore it (off and on over a year) the new version avoids this risk completely.

The replacement device is due to be delivered next week. It is called the Happy Go Super Small Chastity device and is available from Amazon. This is what it looks like

It is inexpensive but then so too was the previous one, which apart from the risk of the hinge catching you, proved to be the most comfortable chastity device i have ever owned. i will post a full review of it after it has arrived. Needless to say though i am really happy to be returning to having my clitty locked up.

Finally, tonight it is the annual extravaganza that is the Eurovision Song Contest - my personal TV highlight of the year. Owner is permitting me to watch it gain this year for which i am eternally grateful to Her. She has even suggested that we could make some cocktails with the bottle of Limoncello we brought back from Milan, perhaps even a 'special' cocktail for me. Life is good.
Owner and i are just back from a wonderful, albeit it all too short, honeymoon in Milan and Lake Como in Italy. It was a wonderful and relaxing break with delicious food and  ice creams eaten, sights seen, photo shoots taken and even an orgasm permitted (my first since early December 2017).

As regular readers will know Owner and i got married in Las Vegas in February (just after Valentine's day) at the end of a short US road trip. As we married at the end of the trip we agreed that we should go away again on honeymoon somewhere and Owner chose Milan - a city She had previously visited but that i had not.

Anyway, the months after our wedding were extremely stressful for us both. Owner had a serious health scare (thankfully now all seemingly OK after various tests). This came on top of Her having only just recovered from almost two years of debilitating health issues. At the same time She has been unhappy at work whilst my own job has been super busy and has meant i have been travelling a lot and working from home hardly at all. This in turn has meant that i have not been able to serve Owner in the manner we had both grown accustomed to. In short, the honeymoon came at the perfect time to celebrate Owners' news about Her health and just get to relax and enjoy each others company for a few days.

The trip got off to a hilarious start when we were stopped by a customs official at Milan Linate airport who asked to inspect the contents of our suitcase - this in full view of other passengers. i, of course, knew what he would find, he did not! He seemed unfazed by the large leather fly swat (for 'clitty' spanking) or the copious pairs of large knickers and bras, the white babydoll, the high heeled sandals and pretty dress which were all obviously far too big for Owner but the perfect size for me - which of course they were! However, one look inside the plastic 'toy' bag, with its cock gag, clamps, dildo, lube, disposable gloves, vibrator and plastic electrician clamps was enough for him. He closed the case and bade us an enjoyable stay.

Milan was lovely and so too was Como and the Lake which we spent a day in after taking the train from Milan to Como. We stayed in a wonderful AirBnB apartment close to the centre of Milan but also close to the trendy Navigli area - with its wonderful bars and apertivos.

We arrived quite late and the following morning Owner treated us both to an orgasm. After clamping my nipples and spending some time spanking my clitty with the swat She removed Her wet knickers, draped them over my head so that the moist fabric was stretched across my mouth and nose and then sat down heavily on my face and then ground down harder, with Her pussy against my pantie covered mouth, than i have ever recalled Her doing before, placed Her vibrator against Her clit and proceeded to bring Herself to orgasm. All the while She pushed Herself down hard against my face, crushing my lips beneath Her. Satiated, She then helped bring me to orgasm, letting me cum copiously all over my chest. It was my first orgasm of the year and certainly one to remember!

The rest of the day we then spent sightseeing in Milan and enjoying a wonderful meal together in the evening. The next day Owner set aside some of the morning to do a short photo shoot of Her wife. i love being Owners' muse and we were both very pleased with the results. Here is a selection. First off is me in the new white babydoll that Owner bought for me to take on our honeymoon

Then next-up is me in a new summer dress, again one which Owner specially bought for me in advance of the trip

Incidentally, the shoes are my wedding shoes and the shawl and necklace are Owners'. It was a super fun photoshoot to do but it wasn't the end of the treats Owner had in store for me that day. Whilst we were out we passed a small jewellers which had a really cute silver bracelet with a bell attached on display in the window. i loved it the minute i saw it and Owner agreed that it would look perfect on me and so went inside and bought it for me and then presented it to me to put on when we were sat down in the park nearby. Here i am in the park unwrapping the box and putting on the bracelet

The bell tinkles whenever i move my arm and is super cute. i love bracelets and rings and this is an adorable and very special addition. Whilst we were out and about in Milan and Como i also enjoyed posing for Owner;
looking at shoes and bags in the Dolce and Gabbana shop window
On the canal side in Navigli
In front of Lake Como - note to self, go on a diet!
On the lakeside by Lake Como
It really was a wonderful trip and Owner and i were reluctant to return. But we do so knowing too that, whilst i may still be busy with work, my priorities should be my service and submission to Her and that my performance has slipped of late. i know that i need to improve, re-focus and re-double my efforts so that Owner has the wife She deserves. That will be what i will be addressing over the next few months with Owners' help.

In the meantime, i leave you with some more photos from the trip
Milan Cathedral
The Navigli canal side district of Milan
Lake Como
Bosco Verticale in Milan
My last post prompted a comment from Wifey, from the excellent Mistress and Wifey blog, asking whether i could do a post showing all of my current 'devotional' tattoos. This post is for Wifey but i hope others find it of interest to.

i currently have five 'devotional' tattoos, that is tattoos that have a special meaning for Owner and i and which symbolise an aspect of our relationship together. Next month, as i mentioned in my previous post, we will be adding an additional tattoo to mark the date that i became Her legal wife. i have two further existing tattoos but as these pre-date Owner and i getting together and my subsequent submission to Her i have not included them.

Anyway, working my way down my body the first 'devotional' tattoo can be found on my left shoulder. It is a tattoo of a cat and this is it:
Owner regularly refers to me as Her pet, the nickname She commonly calls me by is 'petunio', and this is tattoo is intended to symbolise this. She says that i am lucky and also that i live an easy life, characteristics often associated with cats, black ones especially when it comes to luck. The tattoo needs a bit of touching up in places.

Moving further down my body to my right hip you will find the first ever 'devotional' tattoo i had done. It is a Celtic serpent which both references Owner's Celtic heritage whilst the 'S' shape of the serpent refers to both my submission to Her and is also the first letter of Her forename.

On the opposite hip and buttock you will find this key. This was the second 'devotional' tattoo i had done and it symbolises my state of chastity and denial. In reality i spend as much time out of chastity as in, it has been quite a while since i was last locked up for example. However, whether in chastity or not Owner is in total control of our sex life and my orgasms and my clit. She has enforced a 'no penetration' rule for me (She can and does penetrate me but i can only penetrate Her with my fingers/tongue - not my penis/clit) for over ten years now. In that sense, whether i am in chastity or not Her control i am still effectively kept denied and locked-up, even if not always physically locked.
Descending down my right leg you will find my princess crown. It sits just above my ankle and so is visible if i wear shorts or skirts. It is intended to emphasise my femininity and my interest in things pretty and girly, my desire to be a little princess. It is an overtly feminine tattoo and i love it
The last, and most recent and even more obvious tattoo, is in the form of an anklet. This again symbolises my femininity and takes the form of a half-moon or crescent on an ankle chain. The half-moon symbol is commonly associated with womanhood and, as such, it speaks to and reveals my true self.
i can't wait to have the honour of adding Owner's design for my breast tattoo marking the occasion we married and my status as Her wife to my body.
Owner has come up with a wonderful idea, namely to have the date of our wedding and my status as Her 'wife' permanently etched around my left breast. Owner has always been interested in Roman history and the Latin language and so She has devised an outline idea for a tattoo which comprises the date we got married in Roman numerals, the Latin word for wife 'uxor' and laurel leafs to mark the achievement of my becoming Her legal wife. i think it is a wonderful idea! The plan is for me to have the tattoo around my left breast. We have made an appointment next month with the tattooist to discuss the design and agree a date to get it done.  What do you think of the design?
The tattoo will add to the those i already have that symbolise aspects of Owner and my relationship. These are as follows:
  • A serpent on my right hip in the shape of the initial of Owner's first name
  • An old fashioned key on my right hip indicating Her ownership of me and my state of enforced sexual denial (whether in chastity or not)
  • A cat on my left shoulder indicating that i am Her playful 'pet'
  • A princess crown on my right ankle as a symbol of my femininity
  • A half-moon ankle chain on my left ankle, again symbolising my femininity
i am really thrilled and honoured to have the opportunity to add my status as Owners wife to my body. i have two other old tattoos which date back to before Owner and i got together but the remainder all have great significance for us.

One day i would also love to add to my tattoo collection with a 'tramp stamp' above my buttocks, to mark my status as Owners' slut, two pretty bows at the back of my thighs - because i think such tattoos look pretty and beautiful, a permanent collar/necklace tattoo and something small and cute behind my ear that overtly marks me out as Her property.

i would also love to have permanent make-up tattoos done but that, as they say, is another story!
Owner and i spent a fantastic 48 hours in Dusseldorf last weekend. It is a city we have never previously visited and it makes for a great short city break from London. There are lots of nice walks you can do and shops to browse through, oh and of course beer to drink! We stayed in a lovely hotel in a residential area just outside the city centre called the Hotel Indigo.

We have both been super stressed and tired of late and so in truth i had forgotten to bring anything with me to pose in, it has become almost a tradition that when we go away that we do a short photoshoot with yours truly dressed up/looking like a slut or whatever takes our fancy. This time all i had with me was my nightie and so we made do with that, me on the balcony outside our room looking out across the park and flats opposite in my little red nightie

We're off to Milan shortly (yippee!) on our honeymoon, the argument being that as we got married in Vegas at the end of our short US road trip we hadn't technically had a honeymoon (and Dusseldorf was my belated birthday gift to Owner). i will try to ensure i bring something more 'appropriate' to wear with me.

Speaking of  Las Vegas, we're both super impressed by how fast we got all of the official paperwork sent over to us here in the UK. We now just need to get an appointment with the Spanish embassy and have our marriage registered with them too in order to get our family book and that is all the paperwork sorted. We officially become Husband and wife in the UK and in Spain, and no i am not the husband! Before the ceremony the minister actually asked which one of us was the 'husband' and so i had the honour of saying my vows as Owners' soon to be wife and of officially becoming Her wife.
Apologies first off for the death of posts of late. Work is super busy and stressful at the moment and both Owner and i have been otherwise preoccupied since we returned from our trip to the USA and there hasn't been much to write about (incidentally there are some more pictures from that trip below). We went to Spain for a long weekend to visit Owners' parents and also celebrate Her birthday, which was fun and this weekend i am taking Her to Dusseldorf on a belated birthday weekend break. But apart from that we haven't been doing much accept working long hours and yearning for the days when we were both a bit more relaxed and less stressed with life. Hopefully we will get back there again soon though.

We did, however, have an enjoyable day out yesterday. We visited the Photographers Gallery in London to see an excellent and fascinating exhibition about cross-dressing in the late 19th and first half of the 20th century. It was really, really interesting and is well worth visiting if you are in London. Particularly fascinating to me was the tradition of women's cross-dressing in the first US Universities to admit female students where it was commonplace for the students to dress-up for 'practice weddings'.

Anyway, after this we decided we would head to one of our favourite London pubs to indulge in one of our favourite activities, people watching. Owner and i can both spend hours observing and gossipping about others. The first pub we went to was unusually busy so we de-camped to another. There was a largish mixed group in the room and we settled down to drink and observe. Anyway, to cut a long story short (and at least an hour's guessing before we realised) it was apparent that we had sat down amongst a group of people out to attend one of London's many munches. This was a singles munch. We both found it amusing that we were a, now legally married, FLR/BDSM couple sat amongst a group of people looking for the same sort of relationship we have enjoyed for well over a decade now. It made me reflect how lucky i am to have met Owner all those years ago.

I got a number of curious looks from those attending (we were sat apart from the main group) as my collar (which i wear 24/7) always makes it obvious to anyone who is aware that i am submissive and Owned. However, that was all. Owner and i have never actually attended a munch but it was interesting to observe one and i hope that those who were there find themselves as lucky as i have been.

Last but not least, i promised some more pictures from our brief US road trip, so here you go.

overlooking Phoenix
Monument Valley
Owner looking out over the Grand Canyon
Mailboxes off Route 66
More Grand Canyon
Hope this finds all our readers well and sorry for the recent absence of posts, all is good with us.
Well i can now reveal the exciting new that i have been alluding to over the past few months. Owner and i are now legally married as wife (me) and Husband (Her). We recently returned from a week long whirlwind trip to the USA which ended in Las Vegas and the two of us getting officially hitched next to the 'Welcome to Fabulous Las Vegas' sign - see images from the ceremony below:

receiving my ring
with the wedding bouquet
We are now officially married. We did all the necessary paperwork at the Clark county registry office the night before and then for the ceremony itself we used the services of the wonderful Las Vegas Wedding Wagon - an LGBTQ friendly service where you tell them where you want to get hitched (location-wise) and they turn up and do the service for you. It is actually run by a lovely English couple who couldn't have been nicer or put Owner and i more at ease - we were both pretty nervous. The Minister even referred to me as the 'wife' and to Owner as the 'Husband' throughout the ceremony.

Of course i had on my collar too (and a fancy pink feather hairclip).
i also wore a blue garter with my stockings but you cannot see that!

We couldn't be happier!

Many of you will recall that we were both 'married' a few years ago but that was a non-legal service. This is fully legal and we are now officially married.

i will post more about our trip shortly, it was amazing! But in the meantime i wanted our readers to know of our exciting news.
Today is the day i turned 48 years old. To mark the occasion Owner is taking me away to France this weekend but She had a special, and unexpected, surprise in store for me today. i was working from home today and shortly after i returned home from having walked her to the station this morning, for Her to catch Her train, i received the following Whatsapp message from Owner.

'Birthday challenge: you must spank your testicles 48 tines, wear your butt plug for 48 minutes and take a picture of yourself outside with a sign reading: i am a 48 year old slut'

Owner knows how much i love challenges like these and this was a real treat to receive. i was really thrilled and excited at the prospect and resolved to complete the challenges as soon as i had got ready for work. It being a home working day i was wearing hold-ups, a skirt and blouse.

The following are some of the photos i sent to Owner by way of providing proof that i had completed the tasks i was set.

First off, testicle spanking x 48 with our favourite wooden spoon

Next step, butt plug selection and insertion (to be worn for 48 minutes) - as you can see i opted for the furry one
 The plug tail was still visible when i pulled my skirt down
can you spot my 'tail'
And then finally, out into the street with my sign around my neck
No tail in view but the plug was still there

It was a very exciting way to start the day!
Owner has bought Herself a new little camera in preparation for a forthcoming trip of ours. She bought it yesterday and today asked if She could do a photo shoot of me in the park to test it. i, of course, leapt at the opportunity! So, after doing some exercises and baking this morning (lemon and blueberry bread) and making lunch for us both we set off to our local park to take some pictures. Here are a selection:
in the kitchen just before heading out
posing in the park
love my hood

wearing one of my new bras underneath my top
This coming weekend we are going to France for my birthday (48!) which we are both really looking forward to. However, next month we are heading to the USA for a super special trip - this is the exciting event i have been alluding to in a few recent posts. There is so much i want to tell you about that trip but i am afraid i am going to keep you in suspense a little longer.