As time passes it looks
increasingly unlikely that we will get our old blog back. It’s depressing and
the thought of all those years of content just disappearing in an instant does
make me sad. But, we will continue, of that I am sure. A new blog will rise,
phoenix-like from the ashes of the old. Until that time, life for Owner and I
continues as normal.
Having already completed a
walk around the park with my pussy plugged and my nipples clamped Owner set me
a new task, again one that involved a plug and tit clamps. This time I was
instructed to cook wearing the furry butt plug and with my still sensitive
nipples (from the park clamps) once again clamped in the vicious metal clamps
with teeth whilst i prepared dinner.
The food was not the only
thing that was served hot and moist! My pussy was warm and wet by the time the
plug came out and my nipples were on F.I.R.E. from the metal teeth of the
clamps. They were still sensitive to the touch 48 hours later!
The week was then rounded off
with a requirement to spend my working day on Friday wearing a mouth gag when
not in meetings. I was a bit of a drolling mess at times. But I do enjoy being
made to drool 😊
At the weekend I booked
myself and Owner into a hotel as part of my early birthday present to Owner. It
is one we have stayed at before called the Bermondsey Square Hotel and it has a
room with a terrace hot tub with viewsover towards central London. No sooner had we checked in than we were in
the tub, Owner in Her swimsuit and me in my pink bikini. As you can see I
appeared to have trouble keeping my bikini bottoms on!
Oops - i appear to have 'lost' my bikini bottoms
In the evening i took Owner
out for a delicious Thai meal. Owner allowed me to order a panang curry with a
Thai lemondade and a desert. I felt bad though during our stay as for some
reason I felt really tired most of the time and so was of only limited company
to Owner.
Part of the reason for the
tiredness, something we are both experiencing, is that our holiday is now just
under five days away. Owner and I always feel tired and somewhat apathetic when
we are on the cusp of our holidays. I think our bodies shut down preemptively.
However, before the holiday there is the small matter of Owners actual
birthday. This will be the subject of my next post.
Today marks Owner and my seventh wedding anniversary. We have been together much longer than that, this year is the 20th anniversary of when we first met and got together, but seven years ago today saw us stood underneath the iconic 'Welcome to Las Vegas' sign exchanging vows. You can read all about that day here.
Becoming Owners' lawfully wedded wife remains the best decision in life that i ever made. Having Her as my life partner and Owner, until death do us part (or She tires of me) is such a wonderful honour and privilege. We plan to renew our vows on the occasion of our 10th wedding anniversary. This year we marked it with the simple exchange of cards and gifts, Owner bought be a beautiful heart-shaped framed map of Las Vegas, i bought Her a necklace and a Lelo vibrator (Her pleasure is my pleasure). We went out and celebrated the occasion a day early.
Firstly by going to the Linder exhibition at the Hayward Gallery, which was brilliant, ollowed by a walk along the Thames to London Bridge and then onto Tower Hill and beyond for a bit of an impromptu pub crawl. We visited a couple of different establishments before alighting on one that we liked. An amazing old-fashioned pub called the 'Princess of Prussia' where we stayed for a drink, or...ahem...well more than a two, let's leave it at that. This was us fooling about in the pub:
Today, being the 16th of the month also meant that, after serving breakfast and exchanging our presents, it was time for two sets of dice to be rolled. The first was the chastity dice. Last time the dice decided that i must spend a month continuously caged. What would be in store this time? Unbeknownst to me Owner had added a new, much longer lock-up period to the options on the dice. That is what i rolled. i will be spending the next six months caged 24/7. Her chastity dice will not be rolled again until mid-August and my clit will remain locked away until then, released only for supervised cleaning.
The second dice to be rolled were the outdoor challenge dice. Once again it decided that mid-winter is the ideal time to be seen in a pink bikini outdoors, specifically out in the street next to ours. This is how i got on with completing that particular challenge.
It was only about 3 degrees celsius outside so i didn't linger for long in my bikini! This street i was instructed to pose in is also only about 200 metres from where we live, so there was plenty of chance of being seen by a neighbour. It is also over-looked from three directions and the challenge was done at about 11am, so there were people out and about who saw me. i wonder what they made of me?
The weekend has also seen me getting on with my tasks and chores, studying Spanish and completing my exercises. Owner actually presented me with a delicious and refreshing glass of Her piss to consume after i completed my exercises yesterday. It was just the reviving tonic that i needed as i was hot, tired and sweaty from my workout;
Last night Owner also treated me by instructing me to purchase tickets for us both to go and see the band Babymetal in concert in May. i have always wanted to go and see them as i love their music and their outfits but the performances also look amazing. See for example this epic performance of their song 'Headbanger':
Back to today. For our anniversary lunch i made Owner roast chicken with vegetables, one of Her favourite dishes.
Owners' meals served on a plate
mine in my pink dog bowl - which all my meals are eaten from
Before dinner i was instructed by Owner to fuck myself with Her brown dildo for Her entertainment. i did so on all fours on the floor in front of where Owner was sat on the sofa. Whilst i fucked my hungry pussy She tested out Her new Lilo vibrator. i was careful not to get myself too excited and have an accidental leak, which Owner would have regarded, quite rightly, as unforgiveable. To lessen the chance of that happening i occasionally fellated the dildo, sucking it clean, before re-inserting it and continuing to fuck myself. Owner had set Her timer for ten minutes and occasional announced how many minutes i had left to keep fucking my pussy. i was oddly relieved when finally the ten minutes were declared to be up and i was able to show Owner my clean caged clit, not a sign of leakage to be seen. It has now been over eight and a half months, 260 days to be precise, since i last experienced an orgasm of any kind. i am truly grateful and thankful that She has kept me in a state of long-term orgasm denial.
fucking my pussy in front of Owner
All in all has been an eventful and memorable anniversary and i can't wait to spend the next year of wedded and submissive bliss with Owner. She is the best Owner and life partner i could ever have hoped for, i am truly grateful to be able to live my life with Her and be kept under Her control.
Talking of control. Owner has not had cause to be upset or disappointed with me during this, the second week of the trial. i have, therefore, not needed to add any new entries into my punishment book. Fingers crossed my performance will continue to be regarded as satisfactory by Her such that, when the trial period concludes in March, i might be considered worthy of having my life and actions more tightly and rigidly controlled by Her. i love my life as Owners' submissive wife.
Well, today is the day when i officially hit my mid-fifties. Yep, 55 ho hum. Still, age is just a number and all that :)
Owner has really treated me for my birthday. First off she prepared breakfast, leaving me to lie in bed a little longer than usual. She bought me a a delicious red velvet birthday cake which we gorged on then finished it off later as our dinner. Owner got me some amazing presents, including a trip to Frankfurt, Germany which we are heading to this weekend. She also bought me some new headphones, a super cute card holder for my Oyster card and a new inverted chastity device.
i am super lucky to have received such wonderful gifts from Her and to have been treated to cake for breakfast and told to stay in bed until She had everything ready! On any other day it is me who gets up and makes the breakfast for Her and i so this was a real treat. This was the sight that greeted me as i walked into our lounge, a cake with candles waiting for me to blow them out
The birthday cake Owner got for me - we have a thing about cows, don't ask why
The new inverted chastity device that Owner bought was intended to replace my existing micro cage which is starting to look a little past its best. Unfortunately, however, we both quickly concluded that the new device wasn't going to work and not really what we had hoped. Rather than leave it like that, however, Owner sprang into action over breakfast and ordered another, different device for me.
After eating breakfast i was allowed to roll the dice to see whether or not i would be returning to chastity or not? The answer was yes. i will be locked up 24/7 until the 16th February. However, with the 'inverted' device having proven to be to not be what we had hoped for i am back in my old little micro cage pending the arrival of the alternative replacement that Owner ordered this morning. For me it is wonderful to be locked up again, being caged remains my own preferred state. Owner, however, also likes my clitty to be free at times and has enjoyed the fact that i was unlocked for the past month.
Being the 16th of the month also meant that Owners' other set of dice needed to be rolled, the ones that determine where i should do an outdoor challenge and what i should wear. Today it came up with a location in our local park and a requirement that i wear my pink bikini. Bear in mind it is mid-January, classic bikini weather....not :)
Anyway, breakfast and dice rolls completed it was time for me to tidy breakfast away and get on with my chores before starting work (from home).
After going through and dealing with the work emails i had received overnight, and waiting until the school day had started (the park is close to a local school and at certain hours is full of teenage kids going to and from that school), i left the flat to complete my bikini challenge. i wore a scarf and winter coat over my bikini to guard against the winter chill.
When i arrived although the park was devoid of teens, they were all ensconced in their classrooms, it was still busy with dog walkers and parents pushing infants in buggies. Accordingly, i initially could not use the exact location the dice had specified as there was a group of people and their dogs huddled in deep conversation right where i was supposed to take the pictures of me in my bikini. Foiled, i walked around a bit, pausing to take some quick pictures at other locations whenever i spotted a gap in the human or canine 'traffic'. Eventually, however, i was able to also get some pictures taken at the exact spot i had been instructed to do so by Owners' dice.
Owner expressed Her approval at the resulting images when i showed Her. Personally, i think i could have done a bit better. i blame the damn hounds and their owners.
Finally able to 'pose' at the designated spot
Photos over it was back home and back to work. Owner and i then had some more of the cake for dinner and then i completed my chores. It has been a very enjoyable birthday.
