Embrace the Darkness

Greetings everyone, we trust that you are all keeping safe and well? Owner and i have been feeling a little out of sorts the past few days. We have also been quietly fuming at the double standards that made it completely OK for the Prime Minister of the UK's chief advisor to break coronavirus lockdown rules not once, not twice but three times without consequence whilst the rest of us plebs have all struggled and obeyed. Hey ho, that's what we get when the nation votes in a charlatan and his chums i guess.

On a lighter note we have both been continuing to exercise daily and we are now the proud owners of two pairs of exercise steps to which i can attest that combining cardio with weights and steps is quite a killer workout routine. Owner has also made a few delicious cheesecakes lately, which were super tasty but have probably undone whatever good the exercisises have been doing :). i have been pottering in what counts as our garden, the small rectangle of concrete at the front of the building near the bins which i have been attempting to brighten with pots, planters and flowers.

But the bank holiday weekend ended on a bit of a high with the completion of our weekly photoshoot. This week the theme was 'Goth'. It quickly became apparent that i do not have many/any outfits that could even loosely be described as being Goth but Owner sprung to the rescue, lending me some clothes from Her collection to wear. The results you can see for yourself below;

Owner also created a little this little video montage complete with appropriately 'dark' music

Music: Extract from “Sneaky”, by Max Tune, https://taketones.com/track/sneaky, used under freeCC

Next weekend's photoshoot will be on the theme of 'Super Heroine' - which promises to be fun.

Take care everyone.

Bedtime for Naughty Poppet

Owner and i have had all of this week off work. We should have been going to Spain to stay with Her family but obviously the lockdown put paid to such plans but we opted to still take the time off work anyway. Rather than travel we have spent much of the week exploring parts of our neighbourhood, planning trips for when we are able to travel again, cooking, completing a jigsaw and watching films and TV series.

Sadly, the last two days saw Owner not well at all. She has always suffered from very bad menstrual headaches and they have steadily grown worse with age to the point when they really are very debilitating when they strike. She sometimes loses days to them and i have seen her literally collapse a few times from the pain they cause. A few months ago She started a hormonal treatment to try and counteract their impact as they were getting worse with the menopause. At first it seemed to work but now the headaches have returned with a vengeance. Hopefully, it is just a hiccup but it meant the plans we had to do on some day walks at the end of the week, now we are allowed out for longer,  have had to go on hold.

Before She was struck down Owner did, however, grant me an unexpected orgasm. i'd had a supervsied shower the night before and Owner instructed me to keep my chastity device off in bed and then put it on again in the morning. However, the next day i awoke to Her teasing and fondling my clit. i was half asleep at the time as She expertly aroused me. To be honest it did not take very long before i was asking Her for permission to cum, which She granted. i immediately drenched the sheets with copious amounts of cum.

Later that day Owner remarked a few times that orgasms were definitely not good for me as i drifted lazily about the flat, forgetting to do some of the tasks She had set for me and generally not being on my game. i confess i have to agree, pleasurable as they are to experience the rare orgasms i am permitted do seem to have a deleterious impact upon my behaviour. i wonder if i will be granted any more this year? The two orgasms i have experienced to date are already two more than i was granted all of last year.

Today, Owner has been feeling better and so we went ahead with our weekly photoshoot as planned. This week's theme was 'Sleeping Beauty'. i would never describe myself as being beautiful but i did manage to pretend to be asleep for the shoot! Here are some pictures of me in repose in our bed. Owner expressed Her delight with the resultant images, which i think are a testament to her skills as a photographer p.s. the cuddly toy does not normally sleep with us :)

Owner also created another little video montage from the shoot

Music: Extract from “My Valentine”, by Jam Morgan, https://taketones.com/track/my-valentine, used under freeCC

Next weeks' photoshoot has also now been selected and will have the theme of 'Goth' which we are both looking forward to as it's an opportunity for me to embrace one of our favourite styles.

We hope that everyone is keeping safe, sane and well.

Clampdown in Lockdown

Many things have changed as a result of Covid-19 and its impact upon our daily lives. We are restricted in what we can do, where we can go or who we can see. i have not completed a monthly outdoor challenge for two months and there is little prospect of another as long as the restrictions remain.

But some things have not changed, are as constant as the rythm of the seasons. Amongst such things are the dice that get rolled at the beginning of every week and which determine how some of my household duties will be combined with challenges that Owner has set for me. The activities and the challenges are each loaded onto two separate dice, one for the activity and one for the challenge. They are rolled twice to determine two 'random' things that i will need to do as a challenge that week.

For the most part these challenges involve discomfort as Owner strives to increase my ability to endure pain, especially on my nipples or my testicles. So sometimes you will find me wandering the house sweeping and mopping the floors wearing weighted nipple clamps, cleaning the kitchen or bathroom with pegs strategically attached to my bits. Very rarely the dice lands on something a little more 'rewarding' and i get to spend some time plugged. But mostly it lands on clamps or weights and with it my pain tolerance slowly improves.

Owner has announced that she will be refreshing these dice this week, adding some new activities/challenges to them and retiring some others. i wait, slightly nervously, to see what that might entail but leave you with some pictures of some of my recent clamp 'experiences'

caged clit decorated with 20 mini paper clips

Full-size clothes pegs and weighted table cloth clamps - before

and after

The mini paper clips experience was quite memorably intense. They were worn whilst cleaning the fridge which is a mercifully quick activity. They would be quite something to experience for a longer period of time, or to have weights suspended from them. i am just grateful that Owner has not yet suggested that clamps be combined with some of the lighter dumbells.

Stay safe everybody and have fun.

Dance Party Poppet

Greetings pop pickers. Owner and i hope all the readers of this little blog are keeping safe, well and socially distanced. It's been a relatively quiet week here. It was a shorter work week anyway as Friday was a Bank Holiday and Owner and i have also got the coming week off as annual leave. We were supposed to go to Spain to visit her family but...well, hey ho.

So instead of travelling we will be en casa for a week but i am sure we will find things to keep us occupied. Yesterday saw me tidying up the small area in front of our house. Technically it is not ours but is our downstairs neighbours space. However, she has let me put out some containers for plants and basically take it over. She has her own much bigger space at the back. Sadly, the area in the front is north facing so it is not really somewhere to sit and sunbathe, it is also, as i mentioned, tiny. But it is nice to have somewhere outside in which to potter about, even if just for a short while. Which is where i was yesterday afternoon.

During lockdown i am not able to get out and do any outdoor challenges - Owner has decided that walking to the station in stockings and skirt does not meet the criteria of non-essential outdoor activities. But spending time in our small front garden, sweeping, weeding and cutting the hedge dressed in my tight little shorts, padded bra and light see-thru t-shirt in full view of all the many passers by was some compensation for an exhibitionist tranny slut like me. i even had a short, socially distanced, conversation with our neighbour.

Today Owner and i did another of our weekly lockdown photoshoots. This weeks theme was 'Disco Diva' so i had fun imaging myself on a dancefloor. The resultant look isn't quite full Studio 54 and definitely not the Hacienda (where i spent a lot of my youth), more like a kind of Tokyo Jo's or Legends nightclub kind of place, trashy like me.

Fancy a boogie?

shaking my tush

Note - handbag being danced around!

some dodgy moves going on there

i do love this bikini top, it's one of my faves

Disco diva?

Maybe i should wear this next time i do some gardening😀?

Owner also made this great little video montage of me at the disco, complete with soundtrack. She is really very talented.

Music: Extract from “Let’s Dance”, by Alex Stoner, https://taketones.com/track/lets-dance, used under freeCC

The photoshoot was great fun to do although i suspect i will wake up covered in glitter for days to come! Next weekend's shoot has the theme 'Sleeping Beauty' - so you will get to see me in one or two of my nighties. Yep, the nightmare never ends.

Stay safe and stay sane everybody

Black Widow Poppet

Naughty Poppet, not sweet nor pure,

Come see her if you need a cure,

She'll lick your pussy or give you head

Then smile sweetly when you're dead!

(with apologies to James Herbert)

Yes ladies and gentlemen, and all you lovely people in between, today's photoshoot was on the theme of 'Black Widow', so here i am channeling my inner murderess. Would you like a kiss from my blade? Ha! Ha! Ha!

Here are some pictures Owner took from the shoot

Dangerous? Moi?

Together with this brilliant accompanying video montage She created, complete with especially sourced soundtrack!

Music: Extract from “Dark Halloween”, by Max Tune, https://taketones.com/track/dark-halloween, used under freeCC

Oh what fun Owner and i have with these little weekend lock-down photoshoots. i have already picked next weekends' shoot from Owners mystery bag, i will be trying to become a disco diva. So watch out for glitter, glad rags and dancing around hand bags.

That aside things carry on as usual here in casa Owner and poppet. We have both been working hard this week. i managed to pull-off co-hosting a webinar for 500 people on Zoom without any major (or minor) disaters, which was a relief. The new workout leggings Owner ordered for me arrived so i have been doing my weights or cardio routines in those. Last night Owner even let me have an alcoholic drink as we settled down with a huge bowl of popcorn to watch a suitably silly fim - Kong: Scull Island. It was very silly in the extreme, but made for a bit of light entertainment.

We hope that you are all keeping safe, sane and having fun. i for one can't wait until i can start doing some outdoor challenges again but in the meantime we're both having lots of fun at home.

The Princess Bride

As previously mentioned Owner is doing weekly photo shoots of me, with each shoot on a different theme picked at random from a hat. The latest theme was 'Princess'. It provided me with the perfect opportunity to take out the dress i got married to Owner in when we exchanged vows in Las Vegas. To my delight the dress still fits perfectly. i also made a Princess 'wand' from an old broken spanking cane, a bit of cardboard and some tinfoil - in true Blue Peter style (sorry that reference will only mean something to people from the UK over a certain age). i also wore the same shoes i wore to get married in and the sash is salvaged from the outfit i wore around London for my 'hen night' .

So here you go, we present the Princess Bride

any suggestions for a suitably lewd caption?

Owner also created this little compilation video - She is super talented, unlike yours truly

i am already starting to think about what to wear for this coming weekend's shoot which will be on the theme of 'Black Widow' - it offers up all sorts of femme fatale possibilities!

On a less positive note. Owner had cause to give me a severe dressing down on Sunday, which was not She should expect to have to do at all. i somehow managed to mark the new stainless steel sink in our kitchen,  She discovered one of the saucepan lids also had marks on it showing i had not washed and dried it properly and some of the salad leaves at the bottom of the bag of salad in the fridge were well past their best. Owner was rightly annoyed that i have been spending too much time doing things i like and not enough keeping the flat as She expects. It is disappointing to Her and me that She keeps finding things i still get wrong. i must improve.