It's now less than two weeks until Owner and i up sticks and move to south London. We've been slowly sorting out all of our stuff and we're surrounded by bubble wrap and boxes. Both of us are now eager to just move and start having fun in our new place but in the meantime we visited one of our favourite North London parks today for one last time. Of course, it wouldn't be us if there wasn't a little challenge involved, namely dildo sucking (incidentally this is one of the new suction dildos that Owner is keen for me to accessorise our new flat with so that there is always one to hand if She wants me to practice sucking cock for Her amusement)
Our walk around the park was then followed by a coffee in one of our favourite cafes and a chance for me to show off my new 'autumnal' cardigan;
Later this week Owner and i are both visiting the Iberian peninsula for a few days though sadly in different countries to one another (Owner to Spain and me to Portugal). Neither of us like being apart form one another and though it is only for a few days i will miss Owner terribly.
Still, when we come back it will then be time for us to move house and start the next chapter of our lives together south of the river. We have both had a wonderful five years living together in our little flat and if the next five years are only half as good as the last five have been i'll be the happiest pet in town.
A blog documenting my experience in a Female-led relationship with my wonderful Owner
Sunday, 16 September 2012
Saturday, 8 September 2012
Fantastic Day
What a great day it has been today. Owner and i headed down to our local pub for what is probably the last time before we move house. It was so sad, it's not a place we have frequented that often but we could have spent hours in there. As it was Owner and i spent a happy time together;
No sooner had we settled down than it was time for me to complete my public pussy playing challenge
i confess that there is nothing that i like more than playing with my pussy in public!
Meanwhile, Owner has decided that She would like me to have a new tattoo. Of course, i am really excited at the prospect. Owner has suggested a cat with a bow (to represent my fluffy 'qualities' - if you can call it that). i think it is a wonderful suggestion and i am really happy. One of the ideas for the tattoo is as follows;
What do you think? We're still trying to decide as to whether this should go above my breast or on my calf - any thoughts??
Tomorrow we are carrying on packing and i need to complete my final challenge - wearing my nipple clamps with weights for an hour. Should be fun
No sooner had we settled down than it was time for me to complete my public pussy playing challenge
i confess that there is nothing that i like more than playing with my pussy in public!
Meanwhile, Owner has decided that She would like me to have a new tattoo. Of course, i am really excited at the prospect. Owner has suggested a cat with a bow (to represent my fluffy 'qualities' - if you can call it that). i think it is a wonderful suggestion and i am really happy. One of the ideas for the tattoo is as follows;
What do you think? We're still trying to decide as to whether this should go above my breast or on my calf - any thoughts??
Tomorrow we are carrying on packing and i need to complete my final challenge - wearing my nipple clamps with weights for an hour. Should be fun
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Monday, 3 September 2012
Fear of Flying
Many of the challenges i have had to complete recently have involved very little or no physical discomfort on my part, nervousness perhaps but not discomfort. However, tonights were uncomfortable in a much more traditional and painful way and involved wearing 35 mini pegs on my clitty for 45 minutes whilst also having my nipples clamped.
i find i really have to try to focus hard when the pegs are in situ as i try to ride the waves of pain that sweep up and over my body from my groin. However, once in the zone the sensation can be wonderful and your body starts to feel like it is really riding the tide of pain and discomfort and turning it into something good, more than good, wonderful in a weird kind of way. Of course, the knowledge is there that this pain is as nothing as that you will feel when those vicious little devils get taken off one at a time but at that time you try to ignore that and focus on the here and now. Here i am riding that happy painful wave and trying not to think of the special pain still to come
yep my clitty was resembling a hedgehog
However, after about 30 minutes leaving me like this whilst She dried Her hair Owner lay down beside me and began to masturbate my pegged clitty. It was wonderful and soon i was very aroused. Owner told me to start to play with my pussy and no sooner said than my fingers were deep inside me as Hers continued to caress my clitty, causing the pegs to bite harder into my swollen flesh. Owner caressed me like this until i came (with permission) the sudden release from arousal switching the neurons in my brain to focus their attention back onto the pain from the pegs, pain which doubled and tripled as one by one Owner removed the pegs. It was as awfully wonderful as it always is and Owner hugged me in Her arms until my equilibrium had returned. Challenge done it was time to tidy up.
i find i really have to try to focus hard when the pegs are in situ as i try to ride the waves of pain that sweep up and over my body from my groin. However, once in the zone the sensation can be wonderful and your body starts to feel like it is really riding the tide of pain and discomfort and turning it into something good, more than good, wonderful in a weird kind of way. Of course, the knowledge is there that this pain is as nothing as that you will feel when those vicious little devils get taken off one at a time but at that time you try to ignore that and focus on the here and now. Here i am riding that happy painful wave and trying not to think of the special pain still to come
yep my clitty was resembling a hedgehog
However, after about 30 minutes leaving me like this whilst She dried Her hair Owner lay down beside me and began to masturbate my pegged clitty. It was wonderful and soon i was very aroused. Owner told me to start to play with my pussy and no sooner said than my fingers were deep inside me as Hers continued to caress my clitty, causing the pegs to bite harder into my swollen flesh. Owner caressed me like this until i came (with permission) the sudden release from arousal switching the neurons in my brain to focus their attention back onto the pain from the pegs, pain which doubled and tripled as one by one Owner removed the pegs. It was as awfully wonderful as it always is and Owner hugged me in Her arms until my equilibrium had returned. Challenge done it was time to tidy up.
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Sunday, 2 September 2012
Euro Challenges Cont'd
It may be a few months since the last of the European Cup football matches was played but i am still trying to catch-up on some of the challenges accrued as a consequence of my selected teams performance. There had been a bit of a hiatus in completing these but today Owner and i set off into London to try and crack through some of those still left for me to do. Owner had amended the challenges slightly so that rather than crossing Waterloo Bridge in red high heels She combined it with me wearing open toe sandals with painted toe nails instead. In addition, i was also to wear a skirt in a London Park and to reveal my bra and basque in public before finishing off the day by applying make-up whilst travelling on the tube.
It proved to be one of our most successful challenges to date which witnessed me walking through Green Park (next to Buckingham Palace) in central London wearing a skirt and fishnet stockings - something Owner was delighted with, as was i. You can see some photos taken of me completing my challenges in Green Park below together with a picture of me applying my makeup on the tube.
The following are the videos Owner shot, first of me starting the challenges by walking across Waterloo Bridge in my new sandals with painted toe nails, followed by my escapade in Green Park and then applying makeup on the tube on the way home.
With these challenges completed today that nearly brings an end to the European Cup challenges, albeit that there are still a couple of 'interesting' ones to do, including fucking myself in public. Now that could be fun!
It proved to be one of our most successful challenges to date which witnessed me walking through Green Park (next to Buckingham Palace) in central London wearing a skirt and fishnet stockings - something Owner was delighted with, as was i. You can see some photos taken of me completing my challenges in Green Park below together with a picture of me applying my makeup on the tube.
The following are the videos Owner shot, first of me starting the challenges by walking across Waterloo Bridge in my new sandals with painted toe nails, followed by my escapade in Green Park and then applying makeup on the tube on the way home.
With these challenges completed today that nearly brings an end to the European Cup challenges, albeit that there are still a couple of 'interesting' ones to do, including fucking myself in public. Now that could be fun!
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Wednesday, 29 August 2012
Back - And With Exciting (for Owner and i) News
Greetings one and all and sorry it has been such an inexcusably long time since i last updated this humble blog. However, there has been a lot that has been going on in Owner and my life over the past few months which both got in the way and at times really got us down or else kept us otherwise occupied. I'll try to provide a quick summary.
As readers will know i've had some problems with my back this year and in the past few months it has been playing up again - not as dramatic as before but sufficient to put a bit of a downer on things and ensure that i wasn't always feeling quite my normal slutty happy self. Owner, too has had a period of not feeling tip top.
Us not feeling that great was then compounded by the fact that back in the spring we decided to try and sell our flat and buy a slightly bigger one in South London and, oh boy, what a saga that seemingly simple activity has turned out to be. On top of not feeling great we've been dealing with incompetent estate agents, inept solicitors and seemingly stupid buyers. We managed to get a buyer for our place and find a flat we too wanted to buy but that was when the fun really began and we've been on an emotional rolleroaster of a journey ever since. This was not helped ether by our existing flat choosing this moment in time to start to fall apart and our neighbour to accidentally bring down our kitchen ceiling. Ho hum!
The one bright spot was that, knowing the Olympics were coming, we'd planned to escape London for the two weeks of the games by heading mid-way across the Atlantic to spend the Olympic fortnight in Iceland. This was a godsend and a fantastic holiday. We were both so stressed out when we arrived it proved to be the least kinky holiday we've probably ever had, but we had an incredible time marvelling at the weird volcanic landscapes, inhaling sulphur fumes, watching whales and generally being left stunned and awed by the landscape and wildlife we saw whilst there. i have put some pictures from our holiday below - sadly there is not one of me wearing my pretty flowery girls swimming shorts in the Blue Lagoon but i promise you that wear them i did.
Oh and below is a gratuitous shot of me flashing my bra next to our jeep
If you have never been to Iceland we would both highly recommend it as a place to go.
i mentioned at the start of this post that we had some exciting news and i'm conscious that i haven't actually yet got round to telling you what it is. Well, after months of stress and drama we have finally sold our flat and will be moving into our new home at the end of September (does a little jig in excitement!). We are both so relieved and happy, i really can't wait. The new place is bigger than our current flat AND it has a HUGE loft. So we can create our own play space - yippee. The flat is on the top floor of a Victorian house and has a wonderful staircase leading upto it which Owner has already stated She expects to find me sitting on waiting for Her when She comes home. There is also a lovely park next door and all sorts of new places to do challenges (and i still have many to complete from this summer).
Best of all, i feel like i am finally starting to get my mojo back. Owner and i had a great long Bank Holiday weekend this weekend just gone during which Owner fisted me and allowed me to cum like a whore all over the bed as She did so and then lick up my mess afterwards - it felt sooo good :). i can feel my slut sap rising again and can't wait until we are in our new place and i can concentrate afresh on trying to be a trophy wife/whore for Owner.
As readers will know i've had some problems with my back this year and in the past few months it has been playing up again - not as dramatic as before but sufficient to put a bit of a downer on things and ensure that i wasn't always feeling quite my normal slutty happy self. Owner, too has had a period of not feeling tip top.
Us not feeling that great was then compounded by the fact that back in the spring we decided to try and sell our flat and buy a slightly bigger one in South London and, oh boy, what a saga that seemingly simple activity has turned out to be. On top of not feeling great we've been dealing with incompetent estate agents, inept solicitors and seemingly stupid buyers. We managed to get a buyer for our place and find a flat we too wanted to buy but that was when the fun really began and we've been on an emotional rolleroaster of a journey ever since. This was not helped ether by our existing flat choosing this moment in time to start to fall apart and our neighbour to accidentally bring down our kitchen ceiling. Ho hum!
The one bright spot was that, knowing the Olympics were coming, we'd planned to escape London for the two weeks of the games by heading mid-way across the Atlantic to spend the Olympic fortnight in Iceland. This was a godsend and a fantastic holiday. We were both so stressed out when we arrived it proved to be the least kinky holiday we've probably ever had, but we had an incredible time marvelling at the weird volcanic landscapes, inhaling sulphur fumes, watching whales and generally being left stunned and awed by the landscape and wildlife we saw whilst there. i have put some pictures from our holiday below - sadly there is not one of me wearing my pretty flowery girls swimming shorts in the Blue Lagoon but i promise you that wear them i did.
Oh and below is a gratuitous shot of me flashing my bra next to our jeep
If you have never been to Iceland we would both highly recommend it as a place to go.
i mentioned at the start of this post that we had some exciting news and i'm conscious that i haven't actually yet got round to telling you what it is. Well, after months of stress and drama we have finally sold our flat and will be moving into our new home at the end of September (does a little jig in excitement!). We are both so relieved and happy, i really can't wait. The new place is bigger than our current flat AND it has a HUGE loft. So we can create our own play space - yippee. The flat is on the top floor of a Victorian house and has a wonderful staircase leading upto it which Owner has already stated She expects to find me sitting on waiting for Her when She comes home. There is also a lovely park next door and all sorts of new places to do challenges (and i still have many to complete from this summer).
Best of all, i feel like i am finally starting to get my mojo back. Owner and i had a great long Bank Holiday weekend this weekend just gone during which Owner fisted me and allowed me to cum like a whore all over the bed as She did so and then lick up my mess afterwards - it felt sooo good :). i can feel my slut sap rising again and can't wait until we are in our new place and i can concentrate afresh on trying to be a trophy wife/whore for Owner.
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Saturday, 30 June 2012
Happiness Is.....
Waking up this morning and being blindfolded by Owner and used like a dildo for Her pleasure before being rolled onto my side and ordered to fuck my pussy with my hand whilst She thrust a dildo into my mouth, instructed me to suck on it and masturbated me to orgasm. Some days life just sucks :)
Saturday, 23 June 2012
Big Inflatable Day Out
Today Owner and i sought to catch-up on a some of the outstanding, and more difficult, challenges that i have been accruing during the course of he European Football Championship. Accordingly, we set an objective for me to undertake and complete the following today to clear some of the backlog;
And next here's one of me 'enjoying' the ride
It's amazing how much you come to notice all the bumps in the road when you've got an inflated rubber ball inside your pussy as you bounce your way through the streets of London on the top deck of a bus! We eventually reached our destination, Waterloo Station and i was able to dive into the toilets and safely remove my plug. Challenge one successfully completed (and two underway with my hair tied back) Owner and i headed off for a coffee break on the South Bank with me feeling quite chuffed with myself as you can see.
Coffee finished we then headed up the Thames path towards Tate Modern which Owner decided would be the location of my next challenge, applying make-up in public;
It was a really windy day today and, even with my hair tied back, it was wreaking havoc with my locks - i think next time i' may have to add some hair grips as well to keep everything in place!
After browsing in the Tate shop for a while we then continued up the Thames path to Borough Market and onto The George pub on Borough High Street. Incidentally, if you have never been to this pub and are in London do pay it a visit. The current building dates from the 17th century making it one of, if not the oldest pubs in London and it was frequented by Charles Dickens. Anyway, i digress. We dropped in to have a refreshing drink;
and to complete the final challenge of the day;
honestly the things you find people doing in pubs - what is the world coming to?!
It was a wonderful day out and all four of the challenges that we had set out for me to complete were done so successfully. So, what better way to celebrate than to get my ears pierced on the way home. Owner and i had it as one of my development goals to for me to have both ears pierced so that i can - at some future date - be made to wear big dangly ear-rings. Readers will know that i have my nipples pierced and have a Prince Albert piercing too (minus ring). However, although i got one ear pierced in my teens (since healed over) i have never had both ears done. Well, this afternoon that was rectified thanks to a visit to Claires on Oxford Street. Here i am sporting my new stud earrings back at home;
It has been a great day, thank you Owner.
- wear my inflatable butt plug for the duration of the bus journey from our flat to the centre of London (a journey of about an hour and a half)
- spend all day out with my hair tied back in a ponytail
- apply make-up in a park
- fellate a dildo in public in a location of Owners choosing
And next here's one of me 'enjoying' the ride
It's amazing how much you come to notice all the bumps in the road when you've got an inflated rubber ball inside your pussy as you bounce your way through the streets of London on the top deck of a bus! We eventually reached our destination, Waterloo Station and i was able to dive into the toilets and safely remove my plug. Challenge one successfully completed (and two underway with my hair tied back) Owner and i headed off for a coffee break on the South Bank with me feeling quite chuffed with myself as you can see.
Coffee finished we then headed up the Thames path towards Tate Modern which Owner decided would be the location of my next challenge, applying make-up in public;
It was a really windy day today and, even with my hair tied back, it was wreaking havoc with my locks - i think next time i' may have to add some hair grips as well to keep everything in place!
After browsing in the Tate shop for a while we then continued up the Thames path to Borough Market and onto The George pub on Borough High Street. Incidentally, if you have never been to this pub and are in London do pay it a visit. The current building dates from the 17th century making it one of, if not the oldest pubs in London and it was frequented by Charles Dickens. Anyway, i digress. We dropped in to have a refreshing drink;
and to complete the final challenge of the day;
honestly the things you find people doing in pubs - what is the world coming to?!
It was a wonderful day out and all four of the challenges that we had set out for me to complete were done so successfully. So, what better way to celebrate than to get my ears pierced on the way home. Owner and i had it as one of my development goals to for me to have both ears pierced so that i can - at some future date - be made to wear big dangly ear-rings. Readers will know that i have my nipples pierced and have a Prince Albert piercing too (minus ring). However, although i got one ear pierced in my teens (since healed over) i have never had both ears done. Well, this afternoon that was rectified thanks to a visit to Claires on Oxford Street. Here i am sporting my new stud earrings back at home;
It has been a great day, thank you Owner.
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Wednesday, 20 June 2012
Seed Is Spilt And The Die Is Cast
Today two exciting things have happened. The first was that this morning, after leaving for work, Owner texted me to say that She wanted to find me naked on our bed lying face up, chastity device removed and with nothing on but my panties - and that these were to be pulled down my legs with my knees spread apart. Needless to say i found concentrating on my work during the day a little difficult!
Eventually the hours ticked by and Owner returned whereupon She set about torturing my titties with clamps and chopsticks (inserted through the piercings then twisted hard), teasing my little clitty and then fucking my pussy with Her fingers as She rode Herself to orgasm with Her vibrator. Having satiated Herself Owner then granted me permission to cum as one of Her hands stroked my clit whilst the fingers of the other pumped my pussy - just the memory of it makes me feel all gooey again.
The second exciting thing was we have completed the draw for the next stage of our football challenge - the quarter final stage. As you can see below this is a serious affair :)
Owner has added some new rules that will see me having to undertake additional challenges if matches go into extra time and more still if an outcome can only be decided through penalties. For the record my teams (the ones that if i win mean i don't have any challenges to complete) are those in BOLD below;
Eventually the hours ticked by and Owner returned whereupon She set about torturing my titties with clamps and chopsticks (inserted through the piercings then twisted hard), teasing my little clitty and then fucking my pussy with Her fingers as She rode Herself to orgasm with Her vibrator. Having satiated Herself Owner then granted me permission to cum as one of Her hands stroked my clit whilst the fingers of the other pumped my pussy - just the memory of it makes me feel all gooey again.
The second exciting thing was we have completed the draw for the next stage of our football challenge - the quarter final stage. As you can see below this is a serious affair :)
Owner has added some new rules that will see me having to undertake additional challenges if matches go into extra time and more still if an outcome can only be decided through penalties. For the record my teams (the ones that if i win mean i don't have any challenges to complete) are those in BOLD below;
- CZECH REPUBLIC vs Portugal
- Greece vs GERMANY (though i shall be rooting for Greece in this one)
- SPAIN vs France (let's hope Owners home country wins)
- Italy vs ENGLAND (and equally for mine)
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Sunday, 17 June 2012
Plaits
Well it is official, my hair is now the longest it has ever been in my entire life. Most of my life i have had either very short or short hair, now it is long enough to put into mini-plaits - well for Owner to do, i need practice!
Growing my hair long is not something we intentionally set out to do. It was due a cut last year when my back went and i became largely house bound for a month or two during which my hair kept on growing. That was over Christmas and since then it has had one trim at the hairdressers and is now due another one to tidy it up a bit. Colleagues and family have all remarked about how long my hair has become and Owner has said that She likes it long too - though She says She also thought the very short look i once sported was quite cute too.
On windy days i do sometimes wish it was shorter - i have come to appreciate why it is that women use hair grips! Overall, however, i am pleased with my new longer hair - it opens up all sorts of possibilities that you cannot do with short hair (except by using a wig) such as pulling it back into a ponytail or putting into pigtails or plaits.
Growing my hair long is not something we intentionally set out to do. It was due a cut last year when my back went and i became largely house bound for a month or two during which my hair kept on growing. That was over Christmas and since then it has had one trim at the hairdressers and is now due another one to tidy it up a bit. Colleagues and family have all remarked about how long my hair has become and Owner has said that She likes it long too - though She says She also thought the very short look i once sported was quite cute too.
On windy days i do sometimes wish it was shorter - i have come to appreciate why it is that women use hair grips! Overall, however, i am pleased with my new longer hair - it opens up all sorts of possibilities that you cannot do with short hair (except by using a wig) such as pulling it back into a ponytail or putting into pigtails or plaits.
Saturday, 16 June 2012
Owner Knows Best
Well the experiment with the new PA-5000 chastity device lasted less than a week. The ring that went through my Prince Albert piercing ended up slightly tearing the hole and so as i type i am back safely locked in the BON4 silicone device. Owner reminded me that She had been sceptical about the PA-5000 from the outset and, once again, She was proved correct and our search for the perfect chastity device continues. My lessons has truly been learnt - Owner always knows best.
In the meantime, Owner has bought me the most wonderfully pretty new watch to wear. Attentive readers may have noticed that i don't wear a watch - well all that has changed after Owner bought me this really pretty timepiece to wear.
The watch is from Accessorise and is, i think, really pretty. As well as having a lovely pink leather strap the watch face is adorned with a delightful pink owl and flight of little pink butterflies - it's super cute and i love it!.
Meanwhile, as the European football championship progresses so too do my challenges. Recently, i had to fuck myself with both the big red dildo and the huge inflatable one, whilst being videoed, because Ukraine had beaten Sweden. You can see some stills from the video below;
The video itself is lodged over on Fetlife and can be viewed here.
Video challenge completed the next one to complete was to fellate a dildo for 30 minutes as a result of France drawing their match with England.
i have also had to wear an inflatable plug in my pussy for an hour as a result of Polands draw with Russia and had my clitty decorated wih 20 mini pegs for 20 minutes, as shown below, as a result of the drawn Italy vs Croatia game:
As well as the above there are some new outdoor challenges that i have to complete some time soon, one of which is to be photographed somewhere in London wearing just a basque, stockings, suspenders and heels. All in all it is proving to be an interesting competition and we are not even yet into the quarter finals!
In the meantime, Owner has bought me the most wonderfully pretty new watch to wear. Attentive readers may have noticed that i don't wear a watch - well all that has changed after Owner bought me this really pretty timepiece to wear.
Meanwhile, as the European football championship progresses so too do my challenges. Recently, i had to fuck myself with both the big red dildo and the huge inflatable one, whilst being videoed, because Ukraine had beaten Sweden. You can see some stills from the video below;
The video itself is lodged over on Fetlife and can be viewed here.
Video challenge completed the next one to complete was to fellate a dildo for 30 minutes as a result of France drawing their match with England.
i have also had to wear an inflatable plug in my pussy for an hour as a result of Polands draw with Russia and had my clitty decorated wih 20 mini pegs for 20 minutes, as shown below, as a result of the drawn Italy vs Croatia game:
As well as the above there are some new outdoor challenges that i have to complete some time soon, one of which is to be photographed somewhere in London wearing just a basque, stockings, suspenders and heels. All in all it is proving to be an interesting competition and we are not even yet into the quarter finals!
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