Good Slut

This weekend has seen me be birched, caged, pissed on, used as a sex toy and fucked. It has been a good weekend.

It all started on Saturday. After completing my daily studies, exercises and household chores, i was locked up securely inside my new cage for an hour. This was part of a punishment from Owner for having wasted Her time the previous weekend. It was a thoroughly deserved punishment.

Before being caged Owner dressed me in the new pretty lilac body harness She had bought me for our wedding anniversary, complete with matching fluffy tail and ears. It took some time to work out how to fit the harness but once we had worked that out i was ready to be placed inside. i loved having the harness on and Owner seemed very pleased with how it looked on me.

Owner was then able to spend some time relaxing with a cup of tea and reading Her book and generally spending some quality time with Herself without being distracted or disturbed by Her wife.

locked away in my cage

my pretty new harness, and fluffy tail and ears

Prior to being caged Owner had already delivered my weekly maintenance disciplining. She chose a different implement this time, selecting Her birch caning rod. It delivers quite a sting when it lands and Owner used it to strike me many, many times across my buttocks. i am grateful to Her for reminding of Her complete authority over me.

freshly birched bottom

it was early so i was still in my nightie

On Sunday i completed my exercises, studies and most of my household chores before preparing lunch. After we had eaten and i had washed and put away the dishes Owner suggested we go out for a walk. We headed to our local park and then to a cafe to have an early afternoon coffee. It was lovely spending time with Owner. 

Coffees consumed we returned home. Owner instructed me to strip and to prepare myself to receive Her piss by securing the urinal gag in my mouth. i positioned myself in the bathroom in such a way as to enable me to receive Owner's golden nectar. She quickly filled my mouth and soon piss was spilling down my front as well as down my throat. Owner remarked how much She enjoys having me drink Her piss in this manner and how She wants me to be Her urinal more often. 

me as a human piss pot

As if this wasn't thrilling enough no sooner had She filled me with Her wonderful liquid than Owner instructed me to wait for Her in the bedroom with the brown and tentacle dildo's ready.

Upon entering the room Owner instructed me to lie face down and start to fellate the brown dildo. As i did so She climbed astride me so that She was sat on my buttocks. She reached out and grabbed hold of my ponytail and then started to rub Herself against me. She grabbed Her vibrator, pushed it against Her clit and started to bring Herself off as She rode me like a jockey. Occasionally She paused and, using the electric zapper device, encouraged me to suck faster on the dildo by zapping me on my butt cheeks or between my legs before returning to the task in hand of bringing Herself off. It wasn't long until She came.

Owner dismounted and 'rewarded' me by standing in front of me so that i could see Her forbidden pussy before turning and presenting me with Her backside to kiss and lick. Of course, i eagerly obliged. Owner's fun had only just begun, however.

Moments later She instructed me to roll onto my back, then She mounted my face and had me pleasure Her anus with my tongue as She began to bring Herself off once more. 'Deeper, deeper!' She instructed. My tongue probed deeper still as i buried myself inside Her. Owner ground down against my face leaving me unable to breathe as Her climax approached. When finally She rolled off me, panting with pleasure i too was gasping, except in my case it was for air.

As She lay in repose, catching Her breath, Owner lazily fucked my mouth with Her foot. But it was another orifice of mine that was to be Her next focus of intention. Soon i found myself on all fours, brown dildo between my lips as Owner penetrated my pussy with the large tentacle dildo. i love the feeling of being stretched out and opened up by it and soon Owner was instructing me to fuck myself harder and harder on Her cephalopod cock whilst She pleasured Herself with Her vibrator. The tentacle pushed deeper and faster inside me as Owner thrust Her hips rhythmically back and forth and i pushed back against Her. Again She zapped me as She fucked me. All the while my mouth worked its way up and down the shaft of Her brown dildo as Owner brought Herself off again as She continued to fuck me.

All too soon it was over and She rolled away, fully spent.

Owner held me against Her chest and uttered the words that i never tire of hearing Her whisper. She told me that i was a 'good slut and wife'. It is something that i strive to be and which is always lovely to hear Her tell me. As for me, i just cannot believe how lucky i am to get to live with a serve a woman as wonderful as Owner.

This was the scene on the bed post-fucking.

Her own orgasm left Owner was a little unsteady on Her feet when She got up to shower. As for me, i was left aroused but frustrated. It is now well over six months since i was last allowed to orgasm. i cleaned and tidied away the toys and then went back to work, cleaning all the floors in the flat.

When my chores were finally done Owner put me back into my cage for another hour whilst She worked. i spent the time chained and gagged with a horse bit, causing me to drool steadily into the little bucket that is kept in the cage. Thankfully, my pussy behaved itself and Owner did not have to work whilst also being serenaded by contented 'fanny farts' from Her slut, although it was quite vocal at times when i had been cleaning the floors earlier. This was Owners' view of me in the corner of the room whilst She worked.

When an hour later the cage door was opened and Owner released my bonds i was allowed to join Her to watch a TV series together. it has been a wonderful weekend.

That Friday Feeling

Today has been quite a day. First-off Owner allowed me to go and sunbathe in our local park during my lunch break. Then, later in the afternoon She caned my backside using a new cane that i bought for Her. Finally, whilst i deep-throated one of Her dildo's Owner fucked my loose pussy with Her monster dildo. 

As She fucked me Owner reached down and caressed and slapped my unlocked clit causing me to soon start to moan like the slut i am. In fact, all week Owner has made full use of the fact that i have been out of chastity and has, on a number of occasions, teased and toyed with my clit. Today, just as She did on those other occasions She stopped as soon as i started to get aroused. i was left with a well stretched and very wet pussy and a throbbing, frustrated clit. Is there a better feeling in the world?

Accordingly, as i go into the weekend ready to be locked back into chastity i do so as someone who last orgasmed almost two months ago. What a wonderful way to start the weekend, sore, happy and denied. Thank you Owner.

Here are some scenes from my day

sunbathing in my lunch break in our local park

my bottom and the backs of my thighs painted red by Owners' cane

deep-throating a dildo as Owner prepares to fuck me

you can see the size of this dildo compared to Owners' hand

I have to say, i do love having this big cock of Owners' inside my hungry hole!

Such a Lucky Slut - 51st Birthday

Morning all. Well, today marks my 51st birthday and i have been thoroughly spoilt by Owner and have more fun to come. i was awoken by Owner first thing this morning and told to come through to the lounge where i was greeted by the sight of the most delicious looking birthday cake and a selection of presents from Her to open. This is the scene that greeted me first thing.

my birthday cake and presents

In addition to the cake and presents you can also see the chastity dice and my outdoor challenge dice on the table, i will come back to these later.

Anyway, first things first, the cake. It is delicious! Owner ordered a wonderful red velvet cake and permitted me to have a slice with Her for breakfast. After eating a slice i opened my card, it was very appropriate being a picture of a caged fetish pin-up, you can see a picture of the front cover below

After opening my card i moved onto the first of my presents. It was a lovely jeweled nipple ring (moonstone, amethyst and primrose zirconia). You can see it in situ below, i think it is super pretty

my new nipple ring

The next present was a framed black and white photo of me that Owner had taken last year during our stay at the Exhibitionist hotel, i am wearing a lovely dress in the picture. Owner is going to hang the picture in Her bedroom. The photo is a lovely reminder of the days (pre-Covid) when we could go on little weekend breaks together. Hopefully, those days will be back with us again soon.

The final present was the piece de resistance. A new large tentacle anal dildo. It is amazing! i cannot wait to feel it slide between my pussy lips and fill me up. It is made of silicone and is amazingly tactile. i come out in a hot flush just thinking about it. It is lovely and big....mmmm, just perfect for a wanton hussy like me. The picture below shows the dildo next to my glasses case so you can get a sense of its size.

my amazing new dildo next to my glasses case and 2 unicorns

i am super excited about the toy and can't wait to be allowed to give it a try. Here's another picture of it next to the fast disappearing birthday cake, with the framed photo of me in the background.

the photo is captioned 'Beautiful pet'

The other two exciting developments this morning were entirely coincidental and happened just because my birthday falls on the 16th of the month. This is also the date when the chastity dice Owner created for me is rolled as well when i roll monthly outdoor challenge dice. 

The last time i rolled the chastity dice was back in October when it decided that i was to be locked at weekends only for a period of three months. This time it decided i am to be permanently locked for the same duration i.e. until at least 16th April when it will be rolled again. This will give me a good opportunity to thoroughly test my new purple 'Cheery Keeper Stub' device. i wore it all of last weekend and it was super comfortable. i will give it a proper review shortly.

Last, but not least, was the outdoor challenge dice roll. It determined that later today i will be wearing my silver wig, high heels and a skirt at the bus stop next to our local park - what fun. 

The only disappointment was that today they had forecast heavy snow (i get ridiculously excited by snow), but in the end it just rained. Still, i have been so lucky in so many other ways i really cannot complain. i have said it before but i really am the luckiest person to have such a wonderful Owner who treats me as She does.

Anal Tentacle

Well, i bet that headline got your attention! Last night Owner and i sat down and had a conversation that left me feeling hot, aroused and excitable, my 'pussy' quivering in anticipation whilst my 'clit' bulged and strained futilely inside its weekend cage. Incidentally, it has been 80+ days now since my last orgasm. Anyway, i digress. What was the cause of my excitement? 

The discussion was about my forthcoming 51st birthday (16th January) and what Owner was thinking of getting me for one of my presents. She had asked me if there was anything in particular that i wanted, to which my response was either 'something pretty or naughty'. In truth, there is nothing that i actually 'need' and as 'experiences' are, for the most part, not possible due to Covid-19 (our presents to each other often involve travel) then basically my 'desires' can be distilled down to pretty clothes or sex toys, slut by name and slut by nature that i am.

Owner must have been thinking along similar lines for She showed me some cosplay outfits that She had been researching for me, with the idea of a photo shoot and the prospect of again appearing on stage in something in a post-Covid world.  Regular readers will recall that i appeared on stage in the London anime and gaming convention at the start of this year (in what feels like a different world) dressed in my Hideri Kanzaki maid's outfit. It was a real thrill appearing in front of a live audience, especially as i had never done so before and was locked in chastity under my short dress and little panties. Owner has agreed that it is something that She wants to have me do again when the world returns to normal. i say all this as the idea of a new outfit to wear was an intrinsically exciting one. Owner had found an outfit from one of Her and my favourite manga series, one called Shimometa. The outfit was the school uniform worn by one of the female characters, Ayame Kajou. As you can imagine this was an exciting enough idea for a birthday present.

But, but, but, then Owner announced that She had also been researching dildos and perhaps i would like one of those instead? What a choice! School girls outfit or a dildo? It turned out, however, that She did not have just any old dildo in mind. These were custom-made ones. She showed me the ones She had short-listed and i have to say i immediately fell into a sort of swoon. OMG! They all looked amazing, my heart fluttered and i am sure my pussy winked open and shut just at the prospect. This is the shortlist She presented to me (click on the pictures to take you to the website)

What a sight for slutty, lascivious eyes, and what a choice! All can be dyed to whatever colour combination that you want and all have some lovely-sized options. i instantly knew that i would love to have one of these for my birthday and leave the cosplay outfit to another day (perhaps closer to when i could actually wear it on stage). Owner was happy to go along with that so it now just came down to choosing which plug/dildo to get.

The bottom one of the three pictures (Noax) above looks satisfyingly 'filling' so i was quite tempted at first by that - i do so love to be opened up. But then again, the one above (Mundir), well what can i say. It looks amazing. But the text also states that it has been especially designed to trigger the 'p' spot and given that i need to control leakages of any kind unless expressly authorised by Owner then i knew that could be a challenge, but oh i was sooo tempted. That extra-large one looks, well...wow!

In the end, however, i went for 'Qwim' the tentacle in large. Just the thought of that snaking and thrusting its way inside me makes me wet. i mean, look at it, it looks amazing and quite unlike any of the other toys that i have had the pleasured of accommodating in my pussy - though in truth i would be delighted to try and accommodate them all, plus the can!

So the 16th January promises to be quite an 'interesting' day. Not only will i turn 51 years old but i will have a wonderful new toy to experience. It is also the day when the monthly outdoor challenge dice is rolled AND it is also when i next get to roll the chastity dice. Will i return to a tighter lock down than the one i am in now (weekends only for a period of 3 months). We shall have to see.

All that, of course, is to come (not cum!). In the meantime, we continue the countdown to Christmas. Today's advent calendar required that i receive 200 strokes of the cane in return for a 'gift'. Owner alternated between caning me on the buttocks and on the backs of my thighs (which definitely hurts more than the buttocks). As She did so She waxed lyrical about what a lovely cane i had bought Her and how much She enjoys caning me. As She informed me of this i 'presented myself' on my knees on the sofa and counted off each stroke until She reached the two hundred mark. You can see below that Owner's efforts left me with a pleasantly warm backside

So, what 'gift' did i get in return for my morning caning? i got a super cute pair of socks which bear the legend 'Breaking news - i don't care' which Owner stated was highly appropriate for me as i do not care what people may think of me. This is one of the things that i have come to realise as i get older, whereas once i may have been embarrassed or ashamed to admit who i am at heart i.e. an exhibitionist, transvestite, submissive slut, now i could not care less what others may think of me. 

i consider myself to be extremely lucky to have met (and ultimately married) a wonderful, beautiful and creative Owner whom i love and adore and who accepts me as i am (encourages me even) and dominates me and has me submit to Her 24/7 and 365 days a year. Ours is not a game (although as you can see i have a lot of fun) it is how we live every aspect of our life. Yes, we also do the things that all other couples do but She also controls me completely and i would not want to live any other way.

Busy and Slutty and Working to the 'Plan'

i really am delighted at how Owner has taken me in hand to ensure i am properly trained as Her wife. i recognise that this is a developing and long-term project which requires an ability on my part to demonstrate to Owners satisfaction my continuous commitment to my learning and development in the knowledge that, the further i progress the more challenging, but also rewarding it will become.

Owner and i have been together for just over eight and a half years now. For about eight of those eight and a half years i have been Her submissive partner, and ours has been a Femdom/FLR relationship - we started out vanilla. However, it is also true to say we have both spent a lot of time 'learning the ropes' of our respective roles and i most certainly could and should have been more focused, disciplined and attentive to Her needs.  i had and still have plenty of room for improvement, in particular, to challenge, address and correct some of my patterns of behaviour and push me further, and further into becoming the life partner and submissive Owner deserves. However, over these past few months i believe we have both been making progress towards achieving this outcome whilst, of course, at the same time ensuring that we continue to have fun and enjoy, love and cherish our lives together. Becoming Owners wife and commencing Owners training plan has, i think, started to generate some improvements in my performance and deepened my submission to Her - i'll explain why.

When She took me as Her wife Owner also made it clear that She shared similar aspirations to me - namely that i submit myself more deeply to Her as Her wife and that She in turn exercise greater control over me. However, Owner made it clear that it was up to me to demonstrate to Her that i genuinely wanted to learn, develop, change and progress towards becoming a wife She could be proud of. That wasn't to say that if, somehow or for some reason, i lapsed or we just continued our relationship as we had been before that Owner would no longer love and cherish me. We already had and have a wonderful relationship that is full of fun, love and companionship. However, we both want to deepen my submission to Owner and progress further, much further my role as Her wife and Her position of authority and control.

As well as recognising that i needed to demonstrate to Her that i could still grow and submit myself to Her further Owner also recognised that the changes in attitude, behaviour and approach required of and desired in me would take time if they were to prove lasting and sustained. Accordingly, Owner has established a long-term mechanism whereby each stage in my future development will be 'revealed' incrementally to me at such a time as i have proven to Her that my commitment to develop and progress is both genuine and sustained.  This, in essence was the genesis of what She described as Her 'Plin, Plan, Plon' and which i have just recently commenced Phase II of, having demonstrated to Her satisfaction that i could achieve and sustain the objectives She set out for me in Phase I (objectives which i need to continue delivering ad-infinitum).

The good news though is that i am making and continuing to make progress and demonstrate to Owner that i am indeed capable of further learning, development and progression as Her submissive wife. Some components of the Plan may seem unusual. For instance, learning Spanish. Languages have never been my forte but i have tried off and on and to learn Owners mother tongue, albeit with very limited success before.

We both know though that, whilst we currently live in London, that may not always be the case and Owner should never be in a position where She feels in any way restricted, by a lack of linguistic ability on my part, in where She may wish for us to live in the future. Accordingly, learning the language of Her birth is an important goal for me to achieve. Realistically, i know this will always prove a challenge but progress, albeit somewhat glacial at times, has been noted by Her and Her family which gives me hope that one day i might make Her proud of my efforts.

In terms of domestic work and routine this is entirely my responsibility from morning until night. Owner can, and sometimes does, chose to assist but the working assumption is that any and all cleaning, cooking, tidying, ironing, maintenance, repairs, etc, etc - in short all housework and household tasks and chores are my sole responsibility. In many respects this has been true for a good number of years but the difference now is that everything is to be done to Owners standards, not my own, and everything is to look neat, tidy and spotless at all times. In truth, i enjoy doing housework - the challenge was in re-calibrating my own perception/idea of what 'clean and tidy' look like, but i think i'm finally getting there!

In terms of Owners wider control over me and my own autonomy the pendulum is gradually swinging ever deeper into Owners territory. For years now all my clothes purchases have had first to be approved by Owner and any expenditure by me over a certain level approved by Her. More recently Owner, has introduced exercise regimes, controls if and whether i am permitted alcohol to drink, approves or disapproves what clothes i am permitted to wear that day, has established a set of longer-term tasks and additional skills i am to study and acquire (giving manicures being the most recent) and now expects to always consult with first Her and secure Her approval/consent before i participate in or undertake any activities that would involve me/my time in a manner not related to my service to Her. In addition, we both recognised that i could and should be making more constructive use of any 'free time' and i am now expected to ensure that i fill this constructively through study, additional chore/project completion or attending to Owner. All these are very welcome developments and mark, i think, a notable increase in the degree of control Owner now exerts over me.

At the same time as increasing Her control Owner has continued to push and develop my exhibitionist whore side. Whilst i have become much more shameless  than i once was (as has been documented over the period of this blog) there are still too many instances in which nerves and shyness have got the better of me. Owner continues to work on and challenge me though so that maybe one day i could honestly say i had truly become the complete exhibitionist whore i aspire to be. Meanwhile, Owner treats and regards me as Her fucktoy with my body being used purely for Her enjoyment, pleasure and amusement, not my own. This has actually been the case for most of our relationship, it is a state we both enjoy and, paradoxically, is one that brings me sustained pleasure and joy.

This is how we live our lives together, 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. It is a version of Femdom/FLR call it what you will that works for us that we both genuinely enjoy and which enriches our lives and ever deepens our relationship. It can be hard work at times but it is also a huge lot of fun and very rewarding. i genuinely believe that over the course of our relationship i have seen Owner grow, develop and become more confident and assertive. This process has accelerated over the past few months and is a joy to behold and experience at first hand. At the same time, i also feel that i am now on a path of accelerated development as Owners wife. i believe i am becoming more useful and practical to Her, better at serving and meeting Her needs, keeping Her home as She would like whilst further relinquishing and transferring to Owner control over how i live my life.

i am the happiest i have ever been at any time and Owner assures me that She is too. i just hope that i can continue to further learn, develop and make Owner proud.

This has been a rather long post, much longer than i had first intended but i wanted to paint a little portrait of our lives, if only to share my own happiness. In the meantime, and more in keeping with my usual posts, here are some pictures of me up a ladder changing a light bulb

out with the old bulb and in with the new

that should do it

and let there be light

well i did say i was an exhibitionist!

and a short video of me keeping my pussy 'in shape'

Owner Knows Best

Well the experiment with the new PA-5000 chastity device lasted less than a week. The ring that went through my Prince Albert piercing ended up slightly tearing the hole and so as i type i am back safely locked in the BON4 silicone device. Owner reminded me that She had been sceptical about the PA-5000 from the outset and, once again, She was proved correct and our search for the perfect chastity device continues. My lessons has truly been learnt - Owner always knows best.

In the meantime, Owner has bought me the most wonderfully pretty new watch to wear. Attentive readers may have noticed that i don't wear a watch - well all that has changed after Owner bought me this really pretty timepiece to wear.

The watch is from Accessorise and is, i think, really pretty. As well as having a lovely pink leather strap the watch face is adorned with a delightful pink owl and flight of little pink butterflies - it's super cute and i love it!.

Meanwhile, as the European football championship progresses so too do my challenges. Recently, i had to fuck myself with both the big red dildo and the huge inflatable one, whilst being videoed, because Ukraine had beaten Sweden. You can see some stills from the video below;

The video itself is lodged over on Fetlife and can be viewed here.

Video challenge completed the next one to complete was to fellate a dildo for 30 minutes as a result of France drawing their match with England.

i have also had to wear an inflatable plug in my pussy for an hour as a result of Polands draw with Russia and had my clitty decorated wih 20 mini pegs for 20 minutes, as shown below, as a result of the drawn Italy vs Croatia game:

 
As well as the above there are some new outdoor challenges that i have to complete some time soon, one of which is to be photographed somewhere in London wearing just a basque, stockings, suspenders and heels. All in all it is proving to be an interesting competition and we are not even yet into the quarter finals!

Big Pussy Tiny Clitty Birthday Poppet

Today marked the passing of another year - yep it's my birthday. In recognition of this fact Owner today set me an ammended series of exercise challenges to complete as part of my ongoing (and so far successful) recovery from my earlier back problems. Today, each time i did my regular back stretches etc whilst working from home Owner stated that i was to fuck myself and beat my clitty. To begin with i was to start with one finger only and then increase the number of digits during the day before moving onto some toys so that i was nice and wet and stretched when She got home from work. Well, needless to say i'd reached 5 fingers around lunchtime and so switched over to different sized dildos for my exercises in the afternoon before inserting the inflatable butt plug and pumping it up before just before Owner returned from work.

During the day Owner had texted me to say what i whore i was and how She wanted to watch me fuck myself for Her pleasure on Her return. Eager to satisfy Her requests i replied that i would fuck the big red dildo we have to show just what a big, stretched pussy i had. Thus, no sooner had Owner got back than i was on all fours replacing the inflatable butt plug with the big red dildo and easing it inside my pussy. A few years ago i struggled to accomodate even a small dildo in my pussy yet now it's been so well used by Owner the big red one slides in without too much effort. After watching me fuck myself for a bit Owner took control and fucked me Herself with the big red one

After a few minutes Owner declared Herself satisfied with my demonstration of how slutty i am and that it was now time to do a little photoshoot. i was exceedngly lucky in that Owner had bought me lots of chocolate including a delicious white chocolate lolly which made an ideal edible prop for some photos to show off my new denim skirt, one of my new bras and new leg warmers and snow boots (the latter bought in preparation for a very brief trip to Finland we hope to go on later this week)

The final [photo is of the wonderful bracelet that Owner had made for me for my birthday present. i absolutely love it as it is not only super pretty but i love the words Owner had engraved upon it - perfect

At one point during the shoot my clitty 'fell out' of its spiked metal khalli's teeth chastity device prompting Owner to remark that my clitty seems to keep getting smaller and smaller. i can only agree with Owner, it was never much to write home about to start with but i think as it (my clitty) shrinks so my pussy seems to expand and stretch further as i develop, slowly but surely, into Owners little girly whore.

All in ll it has been a wonderful and very memorable birthday. However, as ever what has been best about it has been sharing it with my wonderful Owner

Flexible Working - What HR Doesn't Mention

My workplace has recently started to encourage more flexible working, including working from home, something that was too good an opportunity to miss. As a result, most Wednesdays i am now to be found sat in front of my laptop working from home during the day rather than in the office. Sadly, Owners employer doesn't offer the same opportunity but it does, at least, mean that i am at home when Owner returns and dressed all prettily to greet Her as She comes in.

Wednesday also happens to be one of my regular caning days and Owner had already advised that i was to expect to be caned when She got back. However, She had a wonderful surprise in store. Just before i was expecting Owner to return She texted to say that She was at the bus stop (meaning She was about 5 minutes away) and to prepare myself for a pussy inspection, as well as a caning, as soon as She walked in. i quickly scurried around the flat assembling Owners collection of canes, paddles and floggers and laying them out on the bed for Her. Then i got out Owners collection of insertables and laid these out together with the lube and gloves. Finally, i inserted the inflatable butt plug in my pussy, attached weights to the nipple clamps and then attached them to my nipples and bent over the bed to await Her arrival.

Owner seemed impressed that i had been able to get everything ready in time for Her arrival and that i was plugged and clamped in readiness. It wasn't long before Her hand had replaced the butt plug inside me and Her fingers were pulling and twisting my clamped nipples. Owner remarked how pleasingly wet and pert i was then removed Her hand picked up Her cane and commenced the first salvo of 20 strokes. i have become used to Owners caning techniques and know that She usually delivers a batch of 20 from one side and then changes position to deliver the next 20 and so forth. However, this time was different.

After administering Her initial 20 strokes Owner had me stand up straight and moisten my fingers and then caress, pull and twist my clamped nipples before instructing me to bend over again in readiness for the next 20 strokes. After these were delivered i was then instructed to pull and twist one nipple hard and slap my chastised testicles with the other before Owner continued with another 20 strikes of the cane. On the 60 mark Owner had me play with my pussy with my fingers, at 80 i was instructed to fuck myself in front of Her with a glass dildo and then gradually after every subsequent batch of 20 strokes fuck myself in front of Her with ever larger dildo's. All the while Owner commented what a truly dirty whore i was and pulled and twisted my nipples as my pussy was gradually stretched wider and wider still by each new toy.

As the 200th and final stroke fell Owner handed me the huge, red 14inch long, and a good many inches wide, dildo and instructed me to fuck myself with it. As i brought its giant red head into position and struggled to manouvere it between my cheeks Owner continued Her commentary on what a dirty slut i was and pulled and twisted my nipples harder still. Slowly i managed to get the head inside me but by now my hands were slippery with lube (not good when you have a very big, very heavy and quite flexible dildo that you are trying to insert - a bit like wrestling with an anoconda) and so  i changed position, crouching down so i could put the base of the dildo on the floor and then ease myself down onto it.

This rectified the 'problem' of the slippery dick and i could soon feel it's head pushing deeper inside me.  i gradually built up a steady rythm easing myself up and down onto the monster cock, feeling it inch deeper millimeter by millimetre as i began to bounce my hips up and down. All the while Owner stood behind me, Her fingers pulling and twisting my nipples and voicing Her satisfaction at what a good whore i was fucking myself in front of Her and telling Her how much i adored having cock inside me, how i longed to be Her slut, craved having my nipples abused hard and thought of nothing else all day other than of having my pussy stuffed and my nipples tortured. All the while this was going on my little clit throbbed inside its plastic cage and brain was consumed under a tsunami of pleasure, pain and desire. Owner had me right where She wanted me, Her personal fucktoy moaning and groaning and behaving in the most wanton manner, back arched, breasts swollen and pert and thighs trembling.

'STOP' Owner instructed 'that's enough'. My whole body was by now shivering in desire, craving pleasure in any form but play-time was over. i climbed-off the dildo (it really is a big 'un) and knelt down in front of Owner, my head in Her lap as my brain began the slow descent back to planet earth. 'My dirty little whore what a good slut you are' Owner purred 'playing with yourself without shame'. i concurred readily and then got up, collected and cleaned the toys and tidied Owners implements away.

Now, if HR were to know would they still be so keen to offer flexible working? i had spent the last hour of my working day 'training' but not really of the type i suspect you'd find in your average company training programme. Needless to say, i am now a fan of flexible working!

A Whore At Home Is Better Than One In The Office

The office where i work is in the process of closing down and relocating to smaller premises. As a result we are being encouraged to work from home on a regular basis. What has this got to do with this blog i hear you ask? Well today was what is to become my regular working from home Wednesday. Now Owner normally arrives back from work a couple of hours before me, but not today. Today i was going to be at home waiting for Her and Owner opted to make the most of the opportunity.

After leaving for work in the morning She texted me stating that She expected me to be dressed as a whore when She got back and that i was to have my pussy nice and moist for Her. When She left Her office She then texted again to say that She hoped i was dressed appropriately (as i was in a basque and stockings with a micro skirt and no knickers) and that i was to insert a butt plug and prepare Her strapon and toys, attach a set of nipple clamps and wait for Her on my knees on the bed. By now i was feeling totally horny already and determined to be as slutty as possible. Thus, i selected the inflatable butt plug, inserted and inflated and then knelt down on the bed awaiting Her return. 15 minutes later i heard the key turn in the door and Owner entered the flat.

'Oh what a dirty whore you are' She said as She came over to the bed and ground Her hips against the base of the plug. She then proceeded to further inflate the plug and then got Herself ready. After pushing the base of the now balloon-like plug in and out Owner deflated the plug and put on a pair of latex gloves. First off She spread my cheeks apart; 'my you have got a big wet pussy haven't you, i bet you've been fantasising about this all day haven't you?' i meekly replied that i had. 'And you'd like me to fuck you wouldn't you whore' again i relied that i would. Owner then proceeded to slip Her gloved fingers inside my pussy until Her whole hand was inside me.

'What a big pussy and what a dirty whore' She said as She reached around and began to pull hard on the nipple clamps whilst thrusting Her hand deeper inside me. By now my pussy was molten and i eagerly rode Her fingers, rotating my hips against Her wrist. Owner then withdrew Her hand and put Her strapon on.

'Beg like a whore to be fucked' She commanded. As She said this She positioned Herself in front of me and thrust my head down onto Her cock which i sucked and gagged on whilst begging and pleading to be fucked. Satisfied with my pleading Owner then lubed Her cock and thrust it deep inside my pussy as i locked my ankles around Her hips and ground down hard onto Her cock. There followed a frantic period of bucking, grinding and fucking as Owner pummelled my pussy and i eagerly sought and pleaded for more until She switched Her cock onto vibrate mode and rode me to Her orgasm (of course i was in chastity throughout).

When Owner withdrew She leant forward and said 'would whore like something bigger?' i begged and pleaded that i would and soon i could feel the big black dildo we have force its way into me. Owner had me crouch down and ride the thick shaft up and down as She forced the dildo deeper into me with Her hands and pulled hard on my nipples before pulling the clamps off and twisting and turning them so that they throbbed in painful pleasure. Owner then forced me back onto all fours and fucked me some more with the dildo before pulling it out. 'Is whore ready for something bigger still?' She asked. My eyes lit up, there is only one toy bigger that we have and that is the monster red dildo....14 inches long and a good few inches wide of pure heavenly pleasure. Owner emptied the remaining lube into my pussy so that i could feel it running out and dribbling down my legs and then presented the head of the moster phallus against my wide open pussy. Slowly, but surely She forced it into me and i could feel the walls of my pussy push outwards as it sought to accomodate that delicious head. With the monster cock firmly inside me Owner then began to rythmically fuck me. i was delirious with pleasure moaning and vocalising what a total whore i was, how i loved to be fucked by Her huge cock and that i lived purely to serve as Her fuck toy.

And so it continued with Owner forcing the cock in and out and in an out and me meeting Her thrusts with my hips and forcing the phallus deeper and deeper inside. It was wonderful but of course it had to end and Owner withdrew and gave me a cuddle whilst telling me what an utter and complete whore i am, which of course is true, before getting up to shower whilst i cleaned up and tidied away.

Owner has suggested this could become a regular routine when i work from home and who am i to disagree? [don't think you'll be so lucky every Wednesday! - Owner]

Sunday Afternoon Sandwich

Today is scorching hot in London and aside from a bit of brief sunbathing in my silver bikini in the garden most of the day has been spent in the cool indoors. After lunch Owner decided tht it was time to have a little bit of fun with Her trainee whore and instructed me to go into the corridor and wait on all fourse with my knickers pulled down, tits clamped and fellate the large black suction dildo. After a week of trying i can now get the whole head of this into my mouth and so it was that as i sucked, gagged and slurped on the big phallus Owner crouched down behind me and thrust deep into me with her big strapon. It used to take a bit of 'preparation' to accomodate this strapon but these days it slips in with no real effort and soon Owner was thrusting hard as i made as appreciative noises as possible when you have a mouth full of cock.

Once Owner had switched the strapon onto vibrate mode and had satiated herself She asked me what i would like? i eagerly replied i would like to be fucked by something bigger and after being made to beg and stretched open a little further with one of Owners big dildo's out came the huge red dildo. Owners confidence in using this has grown immeasurably as to has my own ability to accomodate its girth inside my pussy. And so with my head forced down hard onto the blig black dildo the huge red one berthed between my legs. Each time we use it gets easier and this time its huge head ploughed deeper and deeper into my molten pussy which stretched wider and wider as i sought to get more of its shaft inside me. The feeling of having that huge cock deep inside me is out of this world and my chastised clit felt heavy and swollen as i thrust my hips back and began to fuck the monster as Owner instructed me to moan louder and louder and say how much of a whore i was (it was only after that i realised that - being a hot day - all the windows were open so apologies neighbours if i disturbed your sunbathing!).

i really cannot begin to describe enough how much i love having that huge cock deep, deep inside me whilst my mouth was wrapped around the head of another equally fat dildo. As Owner says, i am a total whore. Sadly, the fun had to end at some time and Owner was all too soon pulling it out of me as my pussy gaped appreciatively.

Experiments in rope and the return of the huge red dildo

Today Owner has been practicising some new forms of knot work with Her ropes. This time She was trying out a celtic trinity knot and She did an excellent job

Later Owner continued Her experiments with rope by tightly binding my nipple rings together whilst i was on all fours on the bed before commencing some further 'pussy' stretching of Her whore. Once again it was the turn of the huge red dildo shown in an earlier post and after gradually stretching me wide, first with the inflatable butt plug and then with a thick black dildo, the huge red one was eased into position. This time we were both a lot less apprehensive and it went in much more easily so that it wasn't long before i was soon thrusting back against it as i hungrily sought to accomodate its wide girth and length inside my stretched pussy. What can i say other than that.....oh my god (again!) there really is nothing like it!! ;o)

[you're totally obsessed with that dildo! - Owner]

Oh My God

My thighs are still trembling, my pussy pulsating and my whole body yearning. Owner took Her time to torment Her whore's nipples and slowly amd gradually stretch open Her whore's pussy with Her fingers, hand and the inflatable butt plug before trying with the big red dildo shown in the previous post. To my own amazement Owner managed to slowly and gradually, millimetre by millimetre slide it's head into my gaping pussy, and then i was bouncing slowly but deliberately down onto it, willing it in further still with my chastised clit throbbing in pure delight. After a few minutes Owner decided it was time the fun came to an end and removed the red dildo and produced another smaller vibrator to use on Her. As Owner pleasured Herself i suckled eagerly on Her breasts whilst fisting my own stretched pussy. As Owner remarked afterwards 'what an utter whore!'.