Well the first week of my month month long trial was successfully navigated without any slip-ups or failings (that i know of) on my part. i have ensured everything is spotlessly clean, have always used my lanyard to request permission first before talking to Owner, have greeted Her naked whilst prostrating myself and kissing Her feet when She has returned from Her early morning walks. i have also been organising some repairs to be done in the flat. [EDIT - Owner has just highlighted that there is limescale on the bathroom tap that has not been removed, i have entered into my punishment log]
Last night, at the end of the first full week of the trial, i did as i am now instructed to do every Friday during this period and asked Owner if She would electrocute me. She gladly obliged, but warned me that She was in a bad mood. Owner secured me to the bed before electrocuting my nipples, my clit, my butt cheeks and my 'pussy' as i flinched, bucked, twisted and squirmed. Owner's mood seemed to improve as a result of Her torturing me.
tied-up with a variety of electro-torture devices to hand |
drinking Owners' piss in the park |
The next challenge came yesterday (Friday) when i was told to remain gagged between work meetings. It being a Friday i did not have that many calls so i wore the gag for extended periods. It was quite a challenge to avoid drooling spectacularly down my blouse whenever the gag was removed to join a Teams call with colleagues or clients.
gagged - also wearing my 'permission to speak' lanyard |
working away |
So, so far, so good. This weekend i need to get on with de-cluttering etc but hopefully i will continue to maintain my current, improved, performance for the duration of this trial period and Owner will deem me worthy of being yet more strictly controlled by Her.
Talking of strictly controlled. There is a blog i follow written by the wonderful sklave in stahl documenting his life as the 24/7 slave of his wife and mistress in their beautiful country home in Ireland (they are a German couple and the blog is written in German so, if like me you speak no German, you will need to translate each entry). Anyway, i find their lifestyle, although different in many respects to Owners and mine, to be inspiring. i have also struck up an occasional email exchange with him. Anyway, i have recently spoken of the current issues Owner has with Her frozen shoulder which is causing Her a lot of discomfort at times and restricting what She can do. Well the kind mistress of sklave in stahl generously permitted him to be briefly released from the metal chains he spends much of his time secured with in order for him to record two little instructional videos with some shoulder exercise suggestions for Owner. It was such a lovely gesture and Owner was very touched when She watched the videos that someone should go to such trouble and be so helpful. We were truly grateful.
There are a number of followers of this blog that i am in correspondence with and one thing always strikes me. All of them, without fail, are such wonderful, lovely people. Quite the antidote to some of the shit going on in the world right now. i feel blessed and lucky to have got to know them through this blog.
Anyway, back to the week that was. In less good news my new beehive chastity device broke quite dramatically at the start of the week - the cage split in three different places. Owner and i cannot think of anything we did that might have caused it to break and i can't believe my little clit is that powerful when excited to be able to break it when trying to get aroused. Unless, that is there was a flaw in the cage. Anyway, i am back in my old pink plastic nub device whilst we see if we can get the beehive replaced.
That's about it for now. i will see later on if Owner might treat me again by sitting on my face and letting me worship Her divine backside.
4 comments:
A lovely post Poppet,
Just remember you asking to be punished/ electrocuted isn't just about you, it also a way for your Owner to release her tension and frustrations. billie's review night is as important for me as it is for him.
Secondly, your blog is just as important to those of us looking in the world of Owner and Poppet as it is for you to look into ours and others.
As for you breaking your cage, well, firstly contact the seller and let them know, and definately use the opportunity for a little humiliation and confirm to them that you are suitable inadequate in the size of your clit that it must be a manufacturing fault - which does happens quite regularly with resin mixes and 3D print mixes. It would be good for the company to know that they need better Quality Control if they really are serving the needs of the FLR community, we can't have sissies and submissives finding themselves unsecured. At least you have your nub to fall back on.
Keep up the good work on your trial, I'm following with interest.
Fond regards
Alice.
Hi p., many thanks for all the kind words.....I blush....well almost ;-)
Well, the disadvantage of a non steel cage really comes to show dramatically here..... I guess, that's why Herrin so much more prefers the unyielding steel for me. However, I have to admit: For your lifestyle the more colorful pink versions in plastic are really suiting you more.
Thank you Alice and wise words indeed. Owner agrees that there is no way my little clit could have broken it. You are of course also right about my electrocution being an opportunity for Owner to unwind.
i am glad you enjoy this window into our lives and hopefully the trial will be passed.
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My pleasure sklave in stahl. i do also have some small metal cages but i prefer the even smaller pink varieties as does Owner. They are also less hassle to fly in (airport scanners etc).
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