21 Years

The 21st anniversary cake Owner got for us

Tomorrow, Sunday the 31st May, will be the 21st anniversary of when Owner and i first met in person. Wowsers! How time flies when you are in love and having fun.

Twenty-one years ago Owner and i met in person for the first time. We had been chatting on line for a few months but it was on the 31st May 2005, at Bond Street tube station, that we met for the first time. What a momentous moment that turns out to have been.

When we met i was immediately struck by Owners large and mesmerising eyes, Her gorgeous smile, long, luxurious hair and massive flared jeans! We went for lunch together to an Italian restaurant (which we occasionally still return to for anniversary meals) and became fast friends. After that we spoke and messaged daily and would meet up almost every weekend for drinks and a movie. However, we were 'just friends'. i am actually quite shy and was scared of letting Owner know that i fancied Her lest She did not feel the same way about me. However, She did and She quickly tired of waiting for me. A few months later, on the 6th October to be precise Owner made Her move. She snogged me passionately on the concourse of Charing Cross station as She was getting the train back to Her flat in South London and i was preparing to head back to my place in North London. Finally, i knew that yes, She did like me. We started 'dating'.

The vanilla stage of our relationship was quite short-lived. i wrote a letter to Owner (i often find it easier to write things down) inviting Her to move in with me but also asking Her if She might permit me to submit to Her. So began our first tentative steps into our Female-led relationship, a relationship that continues to evolve, strengthen and deepen with each passing year.

In those 21 years we have gone on amazing adventures together, bought a flat in London and one in Owners home town in Northern Spain. We have cared for each other during periods of ill health and we have laughed, joked and loved and had tremendous fun together. We married in Las Vegas (under the iconic sign) - Her in a trouser suit me in a pink dress and heels - in 2018 and plan to renew our vows in Canada in 2028. All the while Owners' control over me has deepened as She has trained and shaped me to become Her submissive, housewife, maid and slut and Her own human sex toy. 

Owner has trained me well, continues to do so, this despite me not being the best of students! Our goal is for me to one day eventually be sufficiently proficient as to be acceptable to Her as Her slave. i am currently a long way from being good enough to be considered worthy of that. However, we agree that my service and subservience to Her does keep improving, albeit slowly. 

Sadly, Owner flies to Spain tomorrow (the day of our actual 21st anniversary - hence celebrating early) leaving me at home in Her flat in London. i will miss Her terribly. The good news is that i will fly out to join Her the following weekend. Her being away will not mean that i can put my feet up and relax, quite the opposite in fact, which is as it should be. i have a long list of things i have promised to do whilst i am home alone; from hoovering and dusting the loft, to washing all the walls, emptying out and cleaning all cupboards and drawers, polishing all Her jewellery and cleaning the communal hallway and garden area. These on top of my usual chores and my work. It will be a good learning and training opportunity for me as i strive to further progress and elevate my level of service to Owner. 

Of course, having two video surveillance cameras installed means that Owner will also be able to keep an eye on me as i busy myself with my tasks. As well as ensuring that i am completing my domestic tasks and chores as Her good and obedient maid Owner has also said that She may also use the cameras for another purpose. Namely to have me showcase what a slut i have become by getting me to 'perform' like a pornstar for Her in front of Her surveillance cameras whilst She watches.

Earlier this week Owner used one of Her surveillance cameras to capture this shot of me chained, gagged and locked up in my dog kennel/cage in the kitchen with my pussy penetrated by Her cock, which itself was attached to the new fucking machine.

It was quite something to be locked up on all fours like that, heavy weights and a cast iron cow bell suspended from and stretching my tits, my gagged mouth drooling into a small plastic bucket whilst my hot, hungry pussy loosened and contracted against Owners cock. The cock was stationary, the machine switched off, that was until Owner came through and switched it on and then stood and watched silently as it began to metronome fuck Her gagged and restrained slut. Moans escaped from my lips as Owners cock thrust in and out, in and out of my hole. The machine sped up, my clit stirred in its chastity cage and then Owner switched the fucking machine off leaving me horny and frustrated, my fuck hole stretched open and wet.

i hope i might get another opportunity to show Owner what a slut i am on camera whist She is away.

Today Owner also prepared me for Her forthcoming absence by whipping me then electrocuting my clit multiple times. 

7-tail whip handle and controller to the electro shock clit device

Afterwards She oversaw a supervised shower by unlocking my chastity device and watching whilst i scrubbed my temporarily released clit clean with soap and a nail brush, shaved it smooth, scrubbed my chastity device clean before Owner then locked me back into my device. It will stay locked until after i arrive in Spain in a week's time when Owner will again briefly unlock me for another supervised shower.

i love and adore my Owner. i love my life with Her. i am the luckiest person alive and cannot wait to see what the next 21 years have in store. Will i have become Her slave by then? i hope so

Friday Caning and Electrocution

Last night i was caned and then electrocuted by my wonderful Owner. It wasn't a punishment, just a weekly reminder that She is in charge. i was not a natural pain slut but Owner has come to enjoy beating me and, i confess, i have learnt to appreciate and even look forward to being beaten by Her. In fact, whisper it quietly but, the harder She hits me, the more it hurts, the more i crave being on the receiving end of Her loving authority.

i love and adore my Owner. i love to serve and submit to Her. She is the centre of my world. i also love being put to work by Her, love cleaning and cooking for Her. The more i serve and wait on Her the happier i am. Conversely, the more She expects and demands from me the better a person and the happier a submissive i become. i love to be put to work by Owner, love to be kept quiet by Her, love being locked up, love to be under Her watchful gaze at all times, told what to do, what not to do. Owner is not overbearing but the firmer and stricter She is with me the more in love and in awe of Her i am. She also expects me to be proactive and find new ways to please Her and make Her life as comfortable as possible. This is something i know needs improving on my part. If all this sounds like hard work, well it is but also it isn't. i appreciate and love to be kept busy for Her but we both also love time together, enjoy each others company and our adventures together. i adore Owners body and relish such opportunities as She permits for me to play a small role in providing Her with physical pleasure.

Owner experiences pleasure and joy in many different ways. One of those is through beating and electrocuting me. Owner has a fine collection of canes, floggers, paddles, crops and whips along with a range of different electrical implements. Of the latter Her favourite is the tazapper electric prod. It is easy to use and can reach the most sensitive parts of my anatomy. Its sparks and shocks are guaranteed to make me wince and jump. There is nothing quite as, well, shocking as having an electric shock delivered to the entrance of my pussy, my tits, my hanging labia/plums, all to the sound of Owners excited laughter. Sometimes She secures me, others times She pins me down and sometimes i am simply expected to keep myself open and available for shock after shock, something i really struggle to do without jumping about. 

Beating and zapping me has become a regular routine, one that serves to strengthen our bonds of dominance and submission.

Yesterday Owner had me kneel on the sofa and lift up my skirt before She used one of Her lighter canes on my buttocks and the backs of my thighs, switching from one side to the other to evenly distribute Her strokes before switching to the tazapper electro prod and zapping me between my open legs on my labia/plums multiple times, causing me to jump about after each shock. The caning hurt and being electrocuted 'down there' was not exactly a pleasant experience 'in the moment' but Owner enjoyed Herself greatly and i am most grateful to Her for beating and zapping me as She did. No sooner was the caning and zapping over than i was craving more. i too have come to 'enjoy' being hurt by Owner. i was left longing for Her to hurt me more. It was a memorable start to the weekend.

However, in many respects there was nothing special about last night. Owner administers these maintenance beatings once a week, normally on a Friday. It is something we both look forward to. They are routine, quite normal even, but each is special and memorable to me. The harder i am struck, the more it hurts, the more i crave it. Owner loves hurting me like this too. It reinforces our bond, Her dominance and my submission. 

Just as i am not a natural pain slut so too was Owner hesitant at first, concerned about hurting me. However, we have grown together and both of us love these weekly physical reminders of Her authority.

The rest of the week was quite busy work-wise for the two of us. i presented at events in Birmingham and Leeds on Tuesday and Wednesday, so was up and down the country on the trains like a yo-yo. Tuesday evening saw me being electrocuted again, this time on my buttocks and pussy. Not a punishment, just because Owner enjoys doing so. Then on Monday i had to complete my regular evening chores gagged whilst wearing and sniffing Owners used panties, here i was cleaning the bathroom

All the while i have remained locked up 24/7 in my new pretty pink chastity cage and have been going my chores etc.

Just another regular week for Owner and i. Well, almost. Today i am lucky enough to get to take Owner out for lunch, which promises to be a real treat. The downside is that a heatwave has descended on the UK, especially here in London, just in time for the bank holiday weekend. Owner is not a fan of the heat so i suspect much of the rest of the weekend will be spent inside with the blinds drawn trying to escape the hot weather. Still, this will ensure plenty of time for yours truly to be doing domestic chores and tasks and, if Owner tires of me She can simply lock me up in my cage/kennel whilst She relaxes in the company of the aircon.

In The Pink

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Roses Are Red, My Bum Is Too...

Neither Owner nor i have ever celebrated Valentine's day together. For us it is just another day. However, Owner didn't miss an opportunity to redden my bottom and thighs with Her school cane this Valentine's Day.

Reddening bottom and backs of thighs from my caning

She then quickly followed this up by securing my legs and wrists in the black and red wooden stocks before zapping my labia bits, clit and pussy entrance thirty times with Her black and flame red electro tazapper.

twisted on the sofa after being shocked 30 times

Red most definitely was the colour even without the Valentine's celebration.

The week had started with me finding myself stood, essentially naked, hands on my head with the vicious spiked and spring-loaded clover clamps biting deep into my nipples for all the world to see for 45 minutes. 

Owner had instructed me to stand like that facing the corner of the lounge of Her flat. i stood facing the corner in front of one of the large windows that faces out onto the street and the flats and houses opposite ours. The window blinds were open and although the net curtain was drawn the fact that it was dark outside but the lounge light was on behind me. This meant that i was framed and visible in the window to the neighbours opposite, people looking up from the street or looking out from the busses that regularly trundle up and down our road.

Here's a rear view of me stood with my hands on my head;

Needless to say, by the time the 45 minutes were up i had lost most of the feeling in my arms and my clamped tits were on fire! It was, however, quite exciting knowing i was on public display.

On Thursday, after i had finished work for the day and completed my cleaning chores, Owner secured me in a head and wrist yoke and then electrocuted my still sensitive tits.

Afterwards i prepared and served the evening meal, washed up and was then sent to my cage for an hour, wrists and ankles secured, bit gag in place and cowbells and weights suspended from my leather neck collar and nipple rings. The cowbells are to discourage me from moving as they make quite a clanging noise if i move - Owner hates noise - so they incentivise me to remain as motionless as possible. Meanwhile the weights (and second cowbell) gave my nipples a good hard stretch, helping to train me to tolerate pain.

The hour passed surprisingly quickly and afterwards i was permitted to join Owner on the sofa and watch a TV series with Her.

This week has also seen the continuation of the same weather pattern that has been the hallmark of the UK weather since Christmas, rain and more rain. This means the ground is sodden and thus the paths that Owner uses through the park on Her early morning walks are wet and muddy. The plus side of this though is that it makes my morning ritual, of waiting naked to then kiss and lick Owners footwear when She comes in from Her early morning walk, extra enjoyable. There is something strangely special about licking and kissing Owners wet and mud splattered shoes. i like to ensure that they are left spotless and clean.

On Friday after work Owner took me out for some drinks followed by a pizza. We had a lovely time. Here i am, flashing my bra (what is it with pubs that always makes me want to flash my bra?) in the busy pub.

As you can see it has been a good week but it has not quite come to an end. Tomorrow we head to the cinema to watch the new Wuthering Heights movie. 

Next week Owner is taking me to dinner to celebrate our wedding anniversary and then next weekend i have my stage performance to look forward to. It promises to be a memorable week.

My Life Electric

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Smack and Zap

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Enduring Pain for Owner

One of Owners' expectations of me is that i am to endure pain. Owner enjoys inflicting it and finds caning, whipping, beating. spanking etc my backside, the backs of my legs, my breasts and my clitty and labia and so forth to be exciting and arousing for Her. She also enjoys the thrill of electrocuting me and watching me squirm.

As for me, well i am not a natural pain slut but i have come to welcome and embrace the ritual of being hurt by Her. It is a very physical and obvious manifestation of Her dominance and authority over me that She can and does beat me for Her own pleasure and enjoyment. That She does so and that She will continue striking or zapping me even if i protest or beg Her to stop is something that i am in awe of. 

Owner has come a long way in that regard. She was, at first, concerned about hurting me. That did not last long and She rapidly evolved into a woman and Owner who was prepared to and will hurt and mark Her property i.e. me as She wishes. Meanwhile, i have become proud of my increased ability to withstand pain, to grit my teeth and grip the top of the sofa tighter as a fresh strike bears down on my reddened flesh.

Today She inflicted pain of a different variety, choosing to strike my exposed and vulnerable 'labia' with the twin metal evil sticks before electrocuting my tits. My skirt was lifted up, my panties removed and my legs secured to prevent me from thrashing around. Owner then struck me on my most sensitive bits between my legs one hundred times with the evil sticks. After my subsequent tit electrocution Owner chastised me for my continued low pain tolerance when it comes to being electrocuted by Her. Something i must learn to get better at enduring during 2026.

Here are some images from today's reminder of who is in charge 

the twin metal evil sticks resting on my buttocks

Owners target hang exposed and vulnerable between my securely spread legs, She struck them one hundred times

nervously waiting for my tits to be electrocuted

My proudest moment came when Owner and i went to the Dungeon back in October and Owner deployed a very thick and long cane that thudded hard against me and left my bottom and the backs of my thighs covered in deep purple bruises that last well over a week. Even Owner was quite shocked at how marked i was the day after. In truth though, i loved it and was so, so proud to have been left bruised at Her hands.

my buttocks were still heavily bruised days after my dungeon beating

However, even those bruises faded, as all bruises eventually do, over time.

There is, however, another form of pain that i endure for Owner that leaves a mark that is not temporary in nature but which will, instead be visible and present for the remainder of my life. i refer of course to tattoos.

Owner loves to have me marked with symbols of Her ownership of me, my submission to Her and of my femininity. i currently have 11 tattoos, 9 of which were done at Owners request and to Her specification/design. Of the two that were not, both are legacies of that time in my life when Owner and i were unknown to each other (up until the year when we both turned 35 years old). 

The first such pre-Owner tattoo is on my left upper arm and was the first tattoo i ever had done. i got it when i was 22 years old. At the time i actually had no intention of getting a tattoo. i had gone into the parlour on behalf of a friend of mine to enquire about piercings as she was interested in getting one. i got the information i sought but also somehow ended up leaving with a tattoo. i later came to realise that the design sort of looks similar to the Bacardi logo - ironically i have never drunk Bacardi in my life. However, i don't mind it and, most importantly, neither does Owner.

The second of these pre-Owner tattoos was done during the brief window of time when Her and i were known to each other but at the time were 'just friends'.  It is located on my lower abdomen, just below my belly button. Owner has never liked it and advised me that She wanted me to get it covered over.

Which brings me to what is happening on Tuesday this week. After discussing ideas with Owner i had a consultation with a tattooist at the end of last year about a cover-up tattoo. It will need to be quite big as the existing tattoo stretches across my abdomen. The current one also contains colour so the cover-up will also need to incorporate colour as well.

What Owner and i agreed was that the cover-up design must better reflect my femininity, ideally incorporating flowers and also a half-crescent moon design. Given that the tattoos around my breasts frame these using laurel leaves we also thought that incorporating a laurel element could look good.

i discussed all of this with the tattooist during a consultation with her in November and then subsequently sent her some examples of women with lower abdomen flower and half-crescent etc tattoos that i had come across on Pinterest and which i liked. i also discussed with her my desire to also drop some of the design of the cover-up lower down my abdomen so that it is level with my hip and pelvis.

The tattooist warned me that it will be a painful tattoo to have done as lower abdomen tattoos can be more painful. i remember when the original was done that the process was painful. It will also take a while, potentially 5-6 hours.

As was the case in October when i had the lock tattoo done on my left upper buttock i will also be in chastity and, as was the case then, there will be no way of hiding that fact from the tattooist given where on my body she will be working.

i am nervously excited about the procedure but Owner and i both hope that the resulting design will be prettier than the current and a more appropriate reflection of my feminine self. i hope it will make my lower body more appealing on the eye for Her and can't wait for the day when i can show it off in public in a bikini.

Obviously blog readers will also be privy to the new tattoo and i look forward to receiving your comments and thoughts on it after it has been done.

For me, it will also be another opportunity to endure pain for Owner and be left permanently marked to reflect me as Her decorative wife. 

Thrash & Zap

Today i was lucky enough to be the recipient of a good thrashing, using the birch-style cane, followed by a zapping to my nipples with the electric clamps. This is part of Owners' new regimen of ensuring that i be electrocuted as well as beaten on an at least weekly basis to aid my development.

After the beating and electrocution i was instructed to pick cards to see what punishments and tasks lie in store for me for the week ahead. The answer was that i will be caned hard with the dragon cane and then receive multiples electrocutions using both the clit and the nipple clamp electroshock-devices. Owner was delighted with the outcome of my card draw as She loves electrocuting me as She knows i dislike it a lot.

However, we fly out to Rome for a few days on Wednesday and the suitcase is not big enough to fit the dragon cane so i will either need to be caned before we leave or when we return. There is though plenty of room in the case for Owners vicious single tail red whip, so that has been packed.

i am hoping that in Rome there might also be an opportunity for an outdoor photoshoot, we shall see.

A Quiet Week

It has been a relatively quiet week in Owners' house. i have been getting on with my chores and tasks and have spent the week mostly indoors. The exception was a brief foray out to the shop and to get a coffee for Owner and, on Wednesday, to accompany Owner to and from the local train station carrying Her bag for Her as She had an out of town work meeting to attend.

Spending the week working from home did give me an opportunity to wear my new little skirt which has fast become a firm favourite of mine. It barely covers my knickers and shows off my stocking tops and butt cheeks. It's the perfect length for a wanton little slut like me to wiggle about in. On a number of occasions Owner sidled up behind me and groped my buttocks whilst i was wearing it. This had the immediate affect of causing me to spread my legs apart for Her. 

Some strangers also got to see me wearing my little skirt during the week. Twice our front doorbell rang and i answered it wearing my bra, blouse, new skirt, suspenders and stockings and on another occasion i was wearing the same combination when i took the rubbish outside.

My new skirt is the perfect length for a slut like me, it only just covers my bottom

However, it has not just been a case of me spending the week wandering about in short skirts! 

On Monday, after work, i spent 30 minutes stood naked, save for the stockings i was wearing, hands on my head in front of our lounge window with a pair of Owners' used panties on my head and with my nipples clamped. The panties were positioned with the gusset under my nose, so i inhaled Owners' wonderful aroma, and the clover clamps were the vicious ones with serrated metal teeth that really bite into my teets. 

Outside dusk was falling, the window blinds were open and the lounge light was on so the silhouette of me stood naked, hands on head etc was probably quite visible from the street outside through the net curtains. i felt quite exposed as the minutes ticked by until Owners alarm indicated half an hour had passed and i was able to return to my duties.

Friday saw a double bill. First, i was instructed to attach the piss funnel gag to my mouth and sit in the shower cubicle whereupon Owner relieved Herself into the funnel, quickly filling my gagged mouth with Her warm, fresh, wonderful piss. It was not easy to swallow and gulp down the amber nectar as fast as it was being squirted into the gag and before long my chin, neck and chest became soaked with urine as it spilt from my mouth and the gag. In the end, however, i was able to gulp it all down, tipping my head backwards to knock the last mouthful back down my throat.

human toilet

Having soaked me and quenched my thirst Owner then electrocuted me. She first secured me to the bed, to ensure that my arms and legs did not thrash about, then electrocuted my clit, my nipples, my pussy and my swollen labia using a combination of the electro clit torture device, the tazapper and the electric clamps.

The collection of electric shock devices Owner used

Arms and legs (out of shot) secured

Owner really enjoys electrocuting me. These regular Friday electrocution nights have fast become a favourite of Hers in lieu of Her being able to cane, beat, paddle, whip or flog me because of the issues She continues to have with Her frozen shoulder. It is really causing Her a lot of discomfort and sleepless nights. Hopefully it will soon start to unlock as it is horrible seeing Her suffer and there being little i can do to help beyond provide Her with regular shoulder massages. i know She also wants to be able to electrocute and beat me again as soon as She is able to. It will be wonderful when She is able to once again release some of the stress and tension from Her week by tenderising my buttocks and the backs of my thighs, as well as electro-shocking me. This also helps me to increase my tolerance for pain and discomfort, something that is important to Her and which She expects of me. 

Anyway, back to yesterday evening. When Owner was done electrocuting me i was untied and then left to get on with preparing dinner. After this was served i cleared, washed and put away the dishes then set about my usual Friday evening chore of cleaning the kitchen and sweeping and mopping the kitchen floor. i then returned to Owner, gave Her a head scratch before being invited to join Her on the sofa to watch TV together. It rounded off a quiet but wonderful week.

The Trial Week 1 + A Broken Beehive and a Thank You

Well the first week of my month month long trial was successfully navigated without any slip-ups or failings (that i know of) on my part. i have ensured everything is spotlessly clean, have always used my lanyard to request permission first before talking to Owner, have greeted Her naked whilst prostrating myself and kissing Her feet when She has returned from Her early morning walks. i have also been organising some repairs to be done in the flat. [EDIT - Owner has just highlighted that there is limescale on the bathroom tap that has not been removed, i have entered into my punishment log]

Last night, at the end of the first full week of the trial, i did as i am now instructed to do every Friday during this period and asked Owner if She would electrocute me. She gladly obliged, but warned me that She was in a bad mood. Owner secured me to the bed before electrocuting my nipples, my clit, my butt cheeks and my 'pussy' as i flinched, bucked, twisted and squirmed. Owner's mood seemed to improve as a result of Her torturing me.

tied-up with a variety of electro-torture devices to hand

Meanwhile, i have stuck with my regular daily chores, prepared a variety of different meals during the week, kept up with my Spanish studies and provided Owner with daily head scratches and back massages on Her request. In short, i have been kept contentedly busy. Owner even gave me some tasks to complete during the day whilst i was working from home. The first of these tasks was requested on Monday when She pissed into a transparent water bottle and told me to take it to the park and then drink Her piss. This i did whilst sat in front of the park cafe - which seemed an appropriate location.

drinking Owners' piss in the park

It was delicious.

The next challenge came yesterday (Friday) when i was told to remain gagged between work meetings. It being a Friday i did not have that many calls so i wore the gag for extended periods. It was quite a challenge to avoid drooling spectacularly down my blouse whenever the gag was removed to join a Teams call with colleagues or clients.

gagged - also wearing my 'permission to speak' lanyard

working away

So, so far, so good. This weekend i need to get on with de-cluttering etc but hopefully i will continue to maintain my current, improved, performance for the duration of this trial period and Owner will deem me worthy of being yet more strictly controlled by Her.

Talking of strictly controlled. There is a blog i follow written by the wonderful sklave in stahl documenting his life as the 24/7 slave of his wife and mistress in their beautiful country home in Ireland (they are a German couple and the blog is written in German so, if like me you speak no German, you will need to translate each entry). Anyway, i find their lifestyle, although different in many respects to Owners and mine, to be inspiring. i have also struck up an occasional email exchange with him. Anyway, i have recently spoken of the current issues Owner has with Her frozen shoulder which is causing Her a lot of discomfort at times and restricting what She can do. Well the kind mistress of sklave in stahl generously permitted him to be briefly released from the metal chains he spends much of his time secured with in order for him to record two little instructional videos with some shoulder exercise suggestions for Owner. It was such a lovely gesture and Owner was very touched when She watched the videos that someone should go to such trouble and be so helpful. We were truly grateful.

There are a number of followers of this blog that i am in correspondence with and one thing always strikes me. All of them, without fail, are such wonderful, lovely people. Quite the antidote to some of the shit going on in the world right now. i feel blessed and lucky to have got to know them through this blog.

Anyway, back to the week that was. In less good news my new beehive chastity device broke quite dramatically at the start of the week - the cage split in three different places. Owner and i cannot think of anything we did that might have caused it to break and i can't believe my little clit is that powerful when excited to be able to break it when trying to get aroused. Unless, that is there was a flaw in the cage. Anyway, i am back in my old pink plastic nub device whilst we see if we can get the beehive replaced. 

That's about it for now. i will see later on if Owner might treat me again by sitting on my face and letting me worship Her divine backside. 

Electrocution

The month long trial period that Owner has set me, to determine if i am worthy of being dominated by Her more strictly than i currently am, may not start until tomorrow (1st February) but we have already begun to implement Her new regime in advance. An effort to help me be prepared for when the trial itself starts in earnest.

Accordingly, after work today i went up to Owner and, after obtaining permission to speak with Her, requested that She electrocute me. This is to become a weekly Friday night occurrence. Owner graciously obliged and so, after i put the food in the oven for dinner, i returned to Owners bedroom to be tied up and then electrocuted by Her. She used a combination of the electro-torture device attached around my clit and Her handheld electric tazapper. Can you tell from the pictures below which one was taken before She started to shock me and which was taken when She had finished with me?

i am pleased to report that Owner had a thoroughly enjoyable time. As for me? Well, mine was quite shocking :)

Drool, Piss and an Electro Clit

Owner has been keeping me on my toes this week and setting me some additional little tasks and challenges to complete. These have been in addition to completing my regular daily chores and being punished for some of my misdeamours from the previous week.

The first of these additional challenges was being gagged during the day outside of work meetings i.e. i was allowed to remove my gag when on a Teams or Zoom call but when i wasn't the gag was in place. i actually had a relatively quiet day meetings wise (there are days when i spend all day bouncing from one such meeting to the next) so the gag was in situ much of the day.

This was me with my gag on at the start of the day:

Then here i am, drooling uncontrollably when i took the gag off at the end when the gag came off for the final time that day:

i have to confess, i quite like it when i get made to drool. i can't explain why, i just do.

Today i was given another challenge. Owner sent me out to the park this afternoon with a clear flask She had part-filled after breakfast with Her piss. My instructions were to drink the contents of the flask in the park and then return with a coffee for Owner from the park cafe. Although Her golden nectar was well over six hours old, and so quite stale, it still tasted delicious. 

Here i am in the park, sat in front of the park cafe, consuming Owners' piss:

Part of the punishment i received for last week's punishment book entries was having my clit shocked ten times with the electro shock device that is kept affixed around it. Owner had me lie down in the bed as She administered each shock and i was soon jumping about with each discharge into my bits or wincing in anticipation of the next. Tonight it is the turn of my breasts to be similarly treated and then i will spend tomorrow in 'boy mode' i.e. no make-up and normal clothes and that will see my punishments for the week completed, just in time for my maintenance disciplining!

In short, it is proving a fun but busy week and one that is keeping me on my toes.