Chastity Status, Bus Stop Challenge & Other Fun

This morning the chastity and outdoor challenge dice were rolled again. The chastity dice determined that i am to remain locked 24/7 until the 16th December, albeit with the caveat that Owner may choose to unlock me at any time. The chastity dice will then be rolled again in mid-December to decide if i am to remain locked and, if so, for how long and under what conditions.

The next dice to be rolled were the outdoor challenge dice. These saw the return of a familiar location, a local bus stop, and the requirement that i do a bra flash. To make it a little more interesting i put on a new little skirt that Owner bought me and fishnet stockings. Owner pointed out that the dice had said nothing about me also wearing a skirt but nevertheless allowed me to go out dressed as i was. She later remarked that i looked 'hot'.

Anyways, as usual i was seen by a number of people, workmen and drivers in their vehicles as i completed the short five minute walk to the bus stop in my puffer coat and little skirt and stockings. i then flashed my bra at the bus stop as instructed. 

Bra and panties showing

Only when i got back did i realise that the skirt i wearing, which Owner recently bought for me, is so short that my panties are clearly visible in some of the pictures. It is the perfect length!

Earlier that morning Owner also used the surveillance camera to monitor me sweeping the floors of the flat whilst She went out for Her early morning walk. i was blissfully unaware that She took some pictures of me using the surveillance camera until She later sent them to me by whasapp. 

Having swept the floors with the big brush in the pictures you can see me in the process of sweeping up the dust etc with the small dust pan and brush. You can also see that my tit weights are in place, swinging from my nipple piercings. They remained suspended from my nipple rings there until after Owner returned.

We both love the fact that Owner can now monitor me at all times when i am at home and also relay instructions to me via the camera. When She speaks to me through it i approach the camera and curtsy to it, to acknowledge Her message before i speak. It feels a little strange curtsying to a camera, but i am sure i will get used to doing so.

Yesterday Owner had to go into Her office, leaving me to work from home. As has now become custom on such occasions when She is not at home during the week but i am, this is when i sweep and mop all of the floors of the flat. With Owner not here there is no possibility of my disturbing Her.

So this is how i spent the start of my working day on Wednesday sweeping and mopping all of the floors in Owners flat. As has also now become customary, in addition to the weights that always hang from my pierced tits whenever i sweep the floors, on days when the floors also get mopped a small cast iron bell  also hangs, suspended from my nipple piercings. It swings wildly when i sweep.

Owner also decided that i should spend all of the day gagged, apart from when i was on calls, in meetings or having my lunch. Here are some images from the day

gagged and weights and an iron bell suspended from my nipple rings

iron bell swinging!

preparing my lunch

in between meetings

i was drooling pretty heavily by the end of the day when i removed the gag, so much so that i had to put my skirt into the wash as it got covered with mess!

drool leaking from my gagged mouth

drool drains from my mouth as i take off the gag

Back to today and this evening, after dinner and completing my chores, i will once again return naked to my cage to spend time locked up in the darkness with 1kg of metal weights and chains suspended from my nipple rings. This has now become my regular Thursday evening routine or, as Owner calls it, 'cagey thursday'.

The Trial Week 1 + A Broken Beehive and a Thank You

Well the first week of my month month long trial was successfully navigated without any slip-ups or failings (that i know of) on my part. i have ensured everything is spotlessly clean, have always used my lanyard to request permission first before talking to Owner, have greeted Her naked whilst prostrating myself and kissing Her feet when She has returned from Her early morning walks. i have also been organising some repairs to be done in the flat. [EDIT - Owner has just highlighted that there is limescale on the bathroom tap that has not been removed, i have entered into my punishment log]

Last night, at the end of the first full week of the trial, i did as i am now instructed to do every Friday during this period and asked Owner if She would electrocute me. She gladly obliged, but warned me that She was in a bad mood. Owner secured me to the bed before electrocuting my nipples, my clit, my butt cheeks and my 'pussy' as i flinched, bucked, twisted and squirmed. Owner's mood seemed to improve as a result of Her torturing me.

tied-up with a variety of electro-torture devices to hand

Meanwhile, i have stuck with my regular daily chores, prepared a variety of different meals during the week, kept up with my Spanish studies and provided Owner with daily head scratches and back massages on Her request. In short, i have been kept contentedly busy. Owner even gave me some tasks to complete during the day whilst i was working from home. The first of these tasks was requested on Monday when She pissed into a transparent water bottle and told me to take it to the park and then drink Her piss. This i did whilst sat in front of the park cafe - which seemed an appropriate location.

drinking Owners' piss in the park

It was delicious.

The next challenge came yesterday (Friday) when i was told to remain gagged between work meetings. It being a Friday i did not have that many calls so i wore the gag for extended periods. It was quite a challenge to avoid drooling spectacularly down my blouse whenever the gag was removed to join a Teams call with colleagues or clients.

gagged - also wearing my 'permission to speak' lanyard

working away

So, so far, so good. This weekend i need to get on with de-cluttering etc but hopefully i will continue to maintain my current, improved, performance for the duration of this trial period and Owner will deem me worthy of being yet more strictly controlled by Her.

Talking of strictly controlled. There is a blog i follow written by the wonderful sklave in stahl documenting his life as the 24/7 slave of his wife and mistress in their beautiful country home in Ireland (they are a German couple and the blog is written in German so, if like me you speak no German, you will need to translate each entry). Anyway, i find their lifestyle, although different in many respects to Owners and mine, to be inspiring. i have also struck up an occasional email exchange with him. Anyway, i have recently spoken of the current issues Owner has with Her frozen shoulder which is causing Her a lot of discomfort at times and restricting what She can do. Well the kind mistress of sklave in stahl generously permitted him to be briefly released from the metal chains he spends much of his time secured with in order for him to record two little instructional videos with some shoulder exercise suggestions for Owner. It was such a lovely gesture and Owner was very touched when She watched the videos that someone should go to such trouble and be so helpful. We were truly grateful.

There are a number of followers of this blog that i am in correspondence with and one thing always strikes me. All of them, without fail, are such wonderful, lovely people. Quite the antidote to some of the shit going on in the world right now. i feel blessed and lucky to have got to know them through this blog.

Anyway, back to the week that was. In less good news my new beehive chastity device broke quite dramatically at the start of the week - the cage split in three different places. Owner and i cannot think of anything we did that might have caused it to break and i can't believe my little clit is that powerful when excited to be able to break it when trying to get aroused. Unless, that is there was a flaw in the cage. Anyway, i am back in my old pink plastic nub device whilst we see if we can get the beehive replaced. 

That's about it for now. i will see later on if Owner might treat me again by sitting on my face and letting me worship Her divine backside. 

Greeting Ritual, Clamps and Gags

First thing every morning, come rain or shine, Owner likes to go for a walk in our local park. She likes to do this on Her own, it is Her moment to mentally set Herself for the day ahead. We now have an established little ritual for how i greet Her on Her return. i kneel at the top of the stairs that lead into our flat and give Her a little wave greeting as She comes in then prostrate myself and kiss each of Her feet.

Both of us feel it is an appropriate way for me, as Owners submissive, to greet Her as my Owner. Sometimes in response Owner will lean forward to give me a kiss, other times She just rubs me on my head, as one would when greeting an eager pet. Which i guess is what i am. 

The video below was taken first thing this morning, shortly after 7am, with me still in my nightdress and gown greeting Owner on Her return from Her morning walk.

Whilst Owner comes and goes as She pleases and sees whomsoever She wishes my own place is at home, so far as is practical. i can accompany Owner outside when She so desires and i obviously have to leave the flat for work on occasion (too often for Owners liking and something i am going to try and cut back on next year). i may also go out to run errands for Her e.g. do some shopping, collect Her prescriptions etc. It is expected that i first seek Her permission if i want to visit family etc.

Another time when i am allowed outside unaccompanied by Her that does not involve getting things for Her or doing the shopping is when i am sent out to complete an outdoor challenge or a task. Tuesday this week was one such occasion. Owner instructed that i was to complete a full circuit of our local park whilst wearing weighted nipple clamps. i did it after work and, as you can see, i 'adapted' an old bra so that i could wear just that under my coat but with my nipples poking through holes i had cut in the bra to make it easier to clamp my tits. The clamps in question were the metal clover clamps with serrated 'teeth'. That and the weights that hung suspended from them, stretching my nipples, left that quite lovely and sore. Here you can see the clamps in situ on my return from my walk

And this is me in the park

The week has also, as all weeks do, involved the completion of my chores after work. i had a treat on Monday though when i was told to clean the bathroom whilst gagged and also inhaling the scent of Owners used knickers, which were position with the crotch pressed against my nose. Inhaling Her delicious aroma certainly made cleaning the toilet, sink, shower etc a richly rewarding experience.

Drool, Piss and an Electro Clit

Owner has been keeping me on my toes this week and setting me some additional little tasks and challenges to complete. These have been in addition to completing my regular daily chores and being punished for some of my misdeamours from the previous week.

The first of these additional challenges was being gagged during the day outside of work meetings i.e. i was allowed to remove my gag when on a Teams or Zoom call but when i wasn't the gag was in place. i actually had a relatively quiet day meetings wise (there are days when i spend all day bouncing from one such meeting to the next) so the gag was in situ much of the day.

This was me with my gag on at the start of the day:

Then here i am, drooling uncontrollably when i took the gag off at the end when the gag came off for the final time that day:

i have to confess, i quite like it when i get made to drool. i can't explain why, i just do.

Today i was given another challenge. Owner sent me out to the park this afternoon with a clear flask She had part-filled after breakfast with Her piss. My instructions were to drink the contents of the flask in the park and then return with a coffee for Owner from the park cafe. Although Her golden nectar was well over six hours old, and so quite stale, it still tasted delicious. 

Here i am in the park, sat in front of the park cafe, consuming Owners' piss:

Part of the punishment i received for last week's punishment book entries was having my clit shocked ten times with the electro shock device that is kept affixed around it. Owner had me lie down in the bed as She administered each shock and i was soon jumping about with each discharge into my bits or wincing in anticipation of the next. Tonight it is the turn of my breasts to be similarly treated and then i will spend tomorrow in 'boy mode' i.e. no make-up and normal clothes and that will see my punishments for the week completed, just in time for my maintenance disciplining!

In short, it is proving a fun but busy week and one that is keeping me on my toes.

Office Slut

Owner recently bought me some new blouses, a blazer and some shoes to wear for work as some of my current outfits are, well let's just say that they have seen better days. The blouses arrived today and i was quick to try them on. Being the fashion aficionado that i am (cue hysterical laughter) i am obviously aware of the current celebrity trend for suits without trousers/skirts, such as that modeled by Sydney Sweeney. Mind you, fashion is simply catching up with the lovely Vanessa Chaland who has been parading without pants for years, just not in a suit.

But back to my new outfits. Not wanting to be thought 'so last year' i chose to model my new jacket and blouses wearing just those, lingerie and stockings....oh and a pair of stripper heels. After all, a slut needs her heels, right? Anyway, you can see the resulting ensemble below (and yes i realise the blouses need ironing, i had literally just unwrapped them)

So what do you think? Fit for work?

It is actually that rather tedious time of year at work when i need to try and think up some more developmental goals for the year ahead. Maybe i should aim for 'advanced exhibitionist' or 'super slut' or something similarly aspirational and motivational? i wonder what HR would think?

What i do know is what Owner thinks of my office slut attire as i sent Her the pictures immediately after taking them (She is out tonight with friends). Her response was short and straight to the point, 'What a tart'. Yep, that's Her wife to a tee.

Of course, dressing up/down is not the only thing this slut likes to do at the office, she also loves to have Her mouth full, a bit like this

Yes, this was me between meetings all day earlier this week. My blouse got quite wet with drool. The only difference being that i removed my choker and gag during calls, but i did keep the blouse unbuttoned. i am trying to get less self-conscious about exposing a bit of flesh as a matter of routine. Women do it all the time without anyone thinking it odd or strange but i still feel quite self-conscious whenever i do. i guess one day that will pass.

Until the next time...

Frozen, Clamped, Spanked, Objectified and Silenced Secretary

One thing that i have noticed about the advent calendar tasks and challenges set by Owner is that She is introducing new elements to Her domination of me and upping the ante in terms of my ability to endure pain and discomfort. In short, She is further stretching and developing me, something both of us recognise as being a good thing. Take the past few days, for example.

Yesterday, my advent calendar instruction was to attach twenty mini pegs to my caged clit and to keep them attached for thirty minutes. i can tell you that by minute 28 and 29 i could most definitely feel each and every one of those mini pegs biting hard into my most sensitive skin. It was perhaps one of the few occasions when removing the pegs was no more painful an exercise than continuing to have them bite into my flesh. My bits felt ablaze by the time the period was up. i am just lucky that there were not more of them or that Owner did not require that i wear them for longer. 

Clitty with clamps attached

 

The state of my clitty after the clamps were removed

In return for completing this advent activity i received this wonderful set of nipple clamps - aren't they pretty

My new nipple clamps

The day before, Owner had me do something that She has never had me do before, namely to act as a human side-table for Her. Kneeling on all fours next to where She rested on the sofa She used my back as a convenient piece of furniture on which to keep Her mug of tea. i stayed like that until She had finished. Unlike me, Owner is not a fast tea drinker (She insists that i must have an asbestos mouth). It was quite a novel experience. i succeeded in staying still and not causing the tea to spill. It will be interesting to see whether Owner incorporates my body into the household furniture on a more regular basis in the future.

poppet the human side table

Keeping Owner's tea balance

Owner also re-visited the use of ice. Ice is something She has used before, albeit on an infrequent basis. This time was on Sunday, whilst i was still unlocked from my chastity cage for the weekend. She had me place two ice cubes on my clit and keep them there until both had melted. She then beat said clit fifty times with a wooden spoon. Beating my clit in this manner is something i know She definitely enjoys doing. i was pleased in that i was able to 'enjoy' it without Her needing to physically secure me to prevent me from writhing about as i can be prone to.

Ice cubes ready

'Freezing' my clitty

Being spanked with the wooden spoon

Today, Owner's advent instruction is that i remain gagged and silent all day apart from during work meetings. i am lucky in that i actually have quite a number of such meetings during the day. However, once again it is an example of Owner introducing a more stringent element of physical control over me, and one that i really welcome and know i will benefit from.

Gagged

And drooling

And finally, Owner also asked me to make a second Tik-Tok video about what a sexy secretary should wear. This was the resulting attempt. As you can see i still have a lot to learn!

Baking Bunny

i love baking for Owner, in fact i love and am responsible for all of the cooking in Her household. But yesterday was particularly fun as, not only did i get to bake Owner's favourite biscuits (gluten-free cheese ones) but i got to do so wearing pretty knickers and bunny ears. Why? i hear you ask. Well because on opening yesterday's advent calendar it instructed me to bake something for Owner wearing bunny ears and cute panties, which i did. You can see the results below

The main things is that Owner pronounced the resulting biscuits to be suitably delicious.

Today the advent calendar stated that i am to spend the evening watching a TV series whilst gagged. The episode lasts well over an hour so i will doubtless be drooling quite heavily come the end. Not that i mind of course, for reasons i cannot really explain i do quite like being made to drool :)

Hope everyone has been having a good weekend?

Cook, Clean, Bake, Work, Get Caned and Fucked - Repeat

First and foremost i hope that this post finds you and your families well and taking care to protect yourselves, loved ones and their fellow citizens from Covid-19. It is an understatement to say that we are living through difficult times and my and Owners' heart goes out to you all. The news from Italy is especially grim and in Spain it is getting worse by the day. We know the UK is not far behind and the USA too.

But life does and must go on. Owner and i have adjusted our routines. We are now both working exclusively from home, we're avoiding going out except to go to get food and we're both now exercising daily at home together (it would be deeply ironic were we to actually emerge from this period fitter than we went into it).

And, of course, it means that there is plenty of opportunity to cook, clean, bake and be caned and fucked and Owner has been making full use of the opportunities. There has also been time to watch movies together curled up on the sofa with a bowl of fresh warm popcorn and and catch-up on some of our favourite programmes.

Last night we sat down to watch another episode of 'Naked Attraction' a dating show in which the contestants all start or end-up completely naked. Unsurprisingly, we both end discussing the myriad varieties of cocks on display. There are small ones, enormous ones, pierced and non-pierced ones, hairy and shaved ones. i think you can probably guess which ones catch my eye. Last night was no exception. However, there have (so far) been no 'clitties' in chastity on the show. Owner pointed this out to me this morning whilst She was caning my chastised cock. She teased me and said that maybe i should enter and how much i would love to be on national TV completely naked with my clit locked up. She was joking (i think!) but i confess that the idea of being naked and in chastity infront of strangers both terrifies and thrills me.

As i said Owner mentioned this whilst She was caning my clit this morning. She had already had put her fragrant knickers over my head so i could inhale Her scent and clamped my nipples. Owner then alternated between spanking and caning my baskside and testicles, striking me harder and harder and encouraging me to moan like a whore. When She felt i was properly 'warmed-up' She flipped me over, straddled my face and had me tongue fuck Her anus whilst She brought Herself to orgasm with Her vibrator. When done She gagged me with my new ball gag (see below) and then had me prepare my 'pussy' for Her by lubing, stretching and opening it with my fingers before She fucked me with Her strapon dildo. As She did She again pleasured Herself to orgasm with Her vibrator. i was left very horny, slippery and highly aroused, but still denied. i truly have become Her sextoy. It's now 455 days since i last had an orgasm, i suspect i might never have another one again.

i mentioned above that Owner gagged me before She fucked me. She used the lovely new ball gag from Godemiche which arrived a week or so ago. This is what it looks like 'in situ' on me, as you can see it is nice and sparkly!

i suspect i may be spending quite a bit of time gagged

Owner has also mentioned that She wants me to do a few photoshoots at home whilst we are confined to our flat thanks to Covid-19. i love doing these and look forward to seeing what sorts of photoshoots Owner has in mind. In the meantime, i leave you with a random selection of pictures of me keeping busy at home.

'labia' clamped for whilst i am cooking

titties clamped whilst dusting

Add caption

plugged

Stay safe everyone