Not Everything Always Goes To Plan

So, Owners' plan of spending a long weekend in Madrid this weekend with Her girlfriend, and my plan of popping down to my Dad's to take him to see a friend of his who is in hospital, whilst Owner was away, have both fallen apart. Unfortunately, a family matter has arisen that meant Owners' friend could no longer make the trip, meaning Owner had to cancel. This was quickly followed by me testing positive for Covid, putting paid to any ideas i had of seeing my elderly father, let alone visiting a hospital with him.

On the plus side it does mean that Owner and i will get to have some unexpected time together this weekend. The down-side is that, with me having Covid, we are having to live slightly parallel lives in our little flat and sleep in separate rooms. i am hoping i start to test negative soon so we can once again snuggle up together. In the meantime it is face masks and separate beds 😢

in bed with Covid

The worst bit by far about being unwell is watching Owner having to step in and do all the things that i normally do to keep Her flat running smoothly. Yesterday i was told off in no uncertain manner by Her for attempting to do some washing-up. Today i have felt better so have been allowed to do the washing-up, the laundry and the bathroom, which makes me happy. i felt quite useless yesterday.

But enough of my ailments. Before i took to my sick bed i had intended to update about a couple of other things that had happened, or not happened, over the past few days. First off, after being instructed to do so by Owner, i got my haircut! Owner announced that She was not happy with how my hair looked anymore and that i was to get it cut short. She had done some research and showed me a selection of feminine pixie undercut hairstyles with an instruction to get my hair cut in that style. She had also located a new salon for me to get my haircut in. i was given instructions to make a booking for both a consultation and a cut.

Anyway, the booking was duly made on on Monday evening i returned home with my new haircut. What do you think? It is as Owner requested and i am really happy with it. She is of the opinion that my hair looks better this length and so, much as i liked having longer hair, when She told me to change it i, of course, had to obey.

my new short haircut

i actually really like it.

Sunday just gone Owner also had me complete one of Her 'Owners Treat' challenges. This is where i get to pick a 'treat' from a bag, comprising a slip of paper on which She has written a task i am to complete for Her pleasure, amusement and entertainment. Sometimes these 'treats' involve activities Owner enjoys or performances for me to entertain Her with. The task i was given was to re-create the scene in Bringing Up Baby where Susan drops an olive. If you have no idea what I am referring to you can see the original scene below

And then this is my own, someone truncated, version of the olive dropping moment (still with my hair yet to have been cut).

Owner was highly amused. Treat completed to Her satisfaction i then had to take another one from Her bag of 'treats'.  That will involve me making a party-style make-up tutorial for Tik-Tok. That promises to be fun.

In other news, on the same day as i was dropping olives i also spent some time in my cage and was treated to a delicious glass of Owner's finest. 

preparing to enter my cage

 Furthermore, i also got to spend a few hours on the sofa with Owner watching the movie Poor Things - it is a great film and i can see why Emma Stone has received so many awards for her acting. Owner even allowed me to have a few beers with Her whilst watching it.

That said, i still think the comparative lack of awards for Barbie is a scandal - and shows how accurate the film is and what a patriarchal society we live in.

On Monday i was then tasked with wearing a pair of Owners used knickers as a face mask between work meetings. i tried, but failed, to turn them into a proper mask look and in the end simply draped them over my head, being sure to place the crotch under my nose, creating the resulting look

i was also zapped fifty times times by Owner, on my bum and around my pussy after i returned from getting my haircut on Monday. As soon as i am better i know i am also due to have my clitty given a similar treatment, this time with Her electro clit torturing device.

Talking of my clit, this bring me onto a mini-milestone that passed without fanfare this week. Namely, it is now over 200 days since i last experienced an orgasm of any kind. i believe i perform and function better as Owners' submissive wife by being kept orgasm free and that i have no need of them when my sole sexual function is to bring Owner pleasure. i am, therefore, hugely grateful to Owner for ensuring that i continue to remain chaste.  This is not the longest period i have gone without an orgasm, in the past i have gone a whole year without one. But, if you keep a track of the orgasms i have been allowed over the past few years, which obviously i do and which are shown on the side bar of the blog, the trend is clear. Since 2019 i have experienced only 4 actual orgasms and 3 ruined ones.  i put much of the improvement in my performance and behaviour as Owners' submissive wife down to that simple fact.

Orgasms are things to be enjoyed and experienced by Owner whenever She wants them, but they are not things i have any right, or expectation, to receive. Sexually, my sole role and purpose is pleasuring Owner. i delight in doing this and am lucky to be granted the privilege of helping Her to climax by worshiping Her anus with my tongue. Helping Her experience orgasmic pleasure is pleasure enough for me.

So anyway, that has been my and Owners' week. In fact Hers has actually got worse because as i have been typing this She has come in to tell me She has developed a migraine. So please send Her your love and best wishes. Knowing She is suffering and that there is little i can do to help breaks my heart. Hopefully Her migraine will soon pass and She will get to still do Her long weekend another time soon. In the meantime, i for one cannot wait to being able to start looking after Her 100% of the time once again.

Housework and Appearance

It goes without saying that Owner expects me to do all the housework. This has been a key aspect of our FLR relationship for many, many years. i clean the bathroom and the kitchen floor daily, all other rooms are cleaned once a week on a rota (each room/space has a specific day). The fridge and oven also get regularly cleaned, the windows and front door less frequently. i do all the cooking (although Owner, who is a fabulous cook, does sometimes choose to cook), i wash-up and clean all the dishes, put out the rubbish etc and generally endeavour to keep things tidy and to a standard of Owners liking (not always successfully it must be said).

In truth i actually enjoy cleaning and take a lot of satisfaction in maintaining Owners home in the state She desires. It is an important part of my role as Her housewife. So ingrained are my 'chores' i don't really even think of them, they come automatically to me. In fact, on the odd occasion when i am excused them, when i am ill or if Owner has taken me out for example, i get stressed about not doing them. i feel discombobulated, out of sorts. Naturally i am expected to catch-up when i am next able. i always do so with a happy heart knowing that i am making Owners' life that little bit more relaxed and enjoyable and providing Her with a home and an environment fit for Her to live in.

Today (Saturday) has been very much a housework day. Owner left the flat late morning to meet up with some girlfriends. i escorted Her to the station and then, as soon as i got home, set about completing my domestic chores. i made full use of Owner's absence to hoover and mop all the floors, something She expects me to do but which She finds annoying as the noise of the hoover disturbs Her. Owners' absence provided the perfect opportunity to sweep, hoover and mop to my hearts content, free of any concerns that i might annoy Owner as i did so.

i also love the fact that, in our relationship, it is very much me and my responsibility to keep the home in a state Owner desires., i love that Owner is able to go out and relax and have a good time with Her friends whilst i stay at home and do my chores and complete the other tasks She has assigned to me to complete in Her absence. She is very much in charge of me and my time and i for one would not want things any other way. i get to show my love for Her through my service to Her. She in turn, gets has a wife whom She can tell what to do.

i will remain at home until Owner is ready to return and then She will message for me to come and collect Her from the station and escort Her back. i have no idea when that might be and Owner knows She is free to stay out and do entirely as She pleases safe in the knowledge that Her wife will be waiting for Her summons. My life revolves around Owner, i would not want it any other way.

i have no desire or need to go out myself without Owner other than for work or to run errands for Her. i am blessed in that Owner enjoys my company, as i do Hers, and will regularly take me out for a meal or drinks. But that has become the only socialising i do - other than occasional necessary family visits. For me to leave the flat without Her requires me to obtain prior permission from Owner. But i genuinely have no such desire to do things without Her. Outside of work my life is here and at Her side. i do miss Her greatly when She is out but i am also happy knowing She is enjoying Herself and having a good time and that She will later return to me, Her wife and the home i keep for Her.  That is how i have come to live my life and what a wonderful life it is to get to live it in service to my wonderful Owner.

Owner has also recently taken a heightened interest and shown greater vigilance in my appearance. She has has, of late, punished me for, on occasions wearing clothing or footwear that is worn and which reflect badly on me and on Her. She expects a wife who She can be proud of and who is a good ambassador for Her and Her standards, who looks good and well kept. My wearing socks or trousers with holes in or boots that are worn lets Her down. She has, accordingly, clamped down on this has punished me a few times for this reason.

She has also grown tired of my hair being long (it has only been cut once in the past 18 months) observing that thin, fine hair like mine does not look good when long. Accordingly, She has chosen a salon and a new style for me to go and discuss and get done next week. i love the fact that Owner takes such interest in my appearance and i love that She has chosen a style She wants to see me in.

i have already grown quite accustomed to Owner choosing and ordering food for me in restaurants and part of me would love for Owner to accompany me to the salon and to discuss and agree with the stylist in person how She wants my hair to be done. But, i know that would also use up Her time and a key part of my role is to maximise the amount of free time Owner has available to do other things and not have to waste Her time with me. She has already spent valuable time researching and finding a style She wants me to have, all i need to do now is to talk it through with the stylist to try and realise Owners' vision for me.

Again, i am lucky to have an Owner who invests such time in me and my appearance and i need to get better at ensuring i always present myself to a high standard and stop letting Her down through my appearance and the clothes i wear. i would actually love to have Owner choose my clothes for me each day. In fact, we did once try this. However, it quickly transpired that this involved a lot of work and effort for Her so was quietly shelved. Instead, i have to seek Her permission to wear what i do. Owner, of course, has absolute control over what clothes are purchased for me and will also, periodically do a sweep of my wardrobe and recycle items She considers i no longer need. 

i think, given the need She has felt to punish me for my appearance of late, that i need to get better myself at weeding out any items of clothing that may no longer be to Her standard so that i don't let Her down again the way i have.

In other news i am currently in 'boy mode' as a punishment and so have not been permitted to wear make-up or anything girly since yesterday. My 'boy mode' ends tonight. i also know that i will be  spending part of tomorrow in my cage, again as a punishment for an infraction on my part. i was also electrocuted on my bum and around the entrance of my 'pussy' repeatedly earlier in the week, again as a punishment.

Last night, after work, Owner also administered my regular maintenance disciplining. This time She chose to use Her cat-shaped paddle (nick-named 'gatuno'). Here's an image of it resting on my bottom

As a thank you to Her for disciplining me i provided Owner with a back massage.

So, in short, all is good here. i hope all is equally good wherever you are and in your lives too.

Haircut Happiness

Yesterday morning i finally got my first haircut of 2021, yay! i normally go to the salon every six to eight weeks. However, the day after my last cut, just before Christmas, the Covid lockdown struck forcing all salons to close their doors until April. Such was the backlog, combined with the fact that the hairdresser i always request only works two days a week, yesterday was the first appointment i could get.

The staff in the salon know me quite well and it was lovely catching-up with my hairdresser and hearing her gossip. It is such a lovely thing to do, getting, your hair washed, cut, and dried whilst chatting away. i had not realised quite how much i had missed it.

On my return from the salon Owner declared Herself to be super happy with the results, to the extent that today She decided that She wanted to do a short photo-shoot of me and my newly trimmed locks. You can see my new cut below.

kisses to you

brooding with flower

Owner extended the shoot by adding some accessories. Unfortunately, as Her subject and muse there is not much i can do to assist Her whilst She was trying to affix lights to my head. At one point She suddenly exclaimed;

"Pet! I need an assistant. Maybe one of your sissy blog friends can come and help me to photograph you?"

So, if any of you are local.....:) 

This time, however, Owner was able to rig the lights to my head, with the help of some strategically placed bobby pins, without the need for assistance.

It was a fun photo shoot to do. 

Owner has a stinking cold this weekend so, photo shoot aside, it has been a quiet one. We watched a movie at home yesterday afternoon and will probably watch another one together today as well. i am due a spanking (80 strikes with the leather paddle) which Owner will administer when She is feeling a little livelier. Last weekend She had to secure me down to administer my weekly disciplining. It consisted of 100 strikes to my testicles/'labia' with Her leather fly swat - which brought some tears to my eyes.

i hope everyone is keeping well?