What An Amazing 24/36Hours

Wow, what can i say. In the past 24 hours Owner has had me caged, clamped and penetrated; instructed me to display myself in public and then pissed in my mouth and all over me. If that were not exciting enough, tomorrow morning will mark my 500th day of orgasm denial.

It all began yesterday when i worked from home whilst Owner was in town in Her office. The day itself was uneventful. In between meetings i swept and mopped all of the floors, did my chores and ran an errand for Owner. It was what happened after work that my day became more 'interesting'.

Owner had a long-standing dinner engagement with 'Her boys', two former colleagues of Hers. It was agreed that whilst She ate out and caught up with them i would be locked into my cage, dildo inserted, mouth gagged and weights and bells suspended as per usual. As usual the surveillance camera was also on so that Owner could observe me in my cage/dog kennel if She chose to. To cut a long-story short ended up spending two and a half hours caged like this

nipples at full stretch

'pussy' stuffed

Needless to say my nipples were left thoroughly stretched (and throbbing) and my pussy too!

Owner and i were reunited when i met Her at the train station to greet Her and carry Her bag home after She had finished Her meal and took the train home.

Fast forward to today, the 16th of the month, dice day! Yay. At breakfast it was time to roll not just Owners' outdoor challenge dice but also Her chastity dice as well. The last time i rolled Owners' chastity dice was three months ago when it instructed me to remain unlocked for three months. This time Her same chastity dice decided that....drumroll...i stay unlocked for another month 😥. Owner was happy with the outcome as She likes to have me unlocked at times. Whatever She decides, or in this case the special dice She created, obviously goes so unlocked i remain until at least the 16th October when Her chastity dice will decide whether or not i am to be locked back up again.

Next it was the turn of Her outdoor challenge dice to be rolled. These dice determined that i should wear 'formal office attire' at the local light railway station - a location i have visited a few times this year in a variety of outfits for different outdoor challenges. 

i struggle to do 'formal' - so this is my interpretation of a formal office look. What made me laugh was throughout the time i was posing in and around the railway station the station PA system kept announcing that CCTV was in operation for everyone's security and safety - i wonder what the operators of the CCTV made of me?

Here i am, completing my challenge as instructed. 

a cheeky flash from the office tart

Yesterday, whilst mopping the floors, i somehow managed to break the head of the mop so, photo challenge completed, i headed to the supermarket to buy a new one before heading back home.

me and my new mop

But, the excitement and fun was not over Owner. After we had each finished work Owner provided me with a special treat. She pissed in my mouth and all over my body! In Her own words She "showered me with Her love". 

Here i am waiting in the shower as Owners human piss pot for Her to fill my mouth and drench me with Her most special of treats

And then here i am covered in piss and having had the most delicious drink, as well as a wonderful close up view of Owners beautiful pussy - a rare privilege. Obviously, no touching was allowed, all i can do is admire its beauty

Finally, at almost exactly 7am UK time tomorrow morning (Thursday 17th September) i will have started my 500th day in a row (16.4 months) without having experienced an orgasm of any type 🎉🎉. i am so grateful to my wonderful Owner for shepherding me past this point and gifting me such an extended period of orgasm denial. i find it interesting that, despite my current unlocked state, i experience zero temptation to touch let alone masturbate my clit. i am by default now naturally chaste.

Obviously, it is entirely for Owner to decide but having reached the 500 days of denial mark maybe my dreams of becoming permanently denied might, perhaps, come true?? Although the expression be careful what you wish for definitely does come to mind as i type this, as too does the knowledge that Owner will always do whatever She wishes with my body, as is Her right.

Anyway, back to the here and now i have chores to complete, massages to provide for Owner and dinner to prepare. That's all from me for now.

p.s. i don't know if it is a blogger issue or just one affecting my blog but the 'reading list' hasn't been updating properly lately so please accept my apologies. Hopefully it will be working properly again soon.

Corseted, Caged and Clamped

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Whilst Owner Dined Out....

Whilst Owner spent last night out having dinner with Her friend i spent the evening chained up, gagged and with my tits stretched out

My pussy was also impaled on Owners' magnificent 'cock' for the duration of Her meal

This all happened when Owner went into Central London, after finishing work yesterday, to meet up with a friend for dinner. 

It had earlier been agreed that, whilst She was, out i would spend the evening locked up inside my cage where She could observe me if She wished via Her surveillance camera whilst She ate . Because the weather in London is, once again, hot Owner stated that i was to set-up my cage/kennel in the lounge, with the air-conditioning on, rather than in its usual spot in the kitchen which gets very warm in hot weather. Both rooms have surveillance cameras She can monitor me from. It was agreed that i would position my cage/kennel just in front of the camera. That way if She wanted to She could keep an eye on me.  i would not know if She was watching me or not The only way i ever know for certain She is watching is when speaks to me through the camera when She is out, such as when She goes out on Her early morning walk.

My cage/kennel and Owners' big boy cock mounted on fuck machine in the lounge

After finishing work i eagerly set about doing my chores for the day, washing up followed by dusting the corridor/staircase and spare room in my hot weather maids outfit. Only when these were completed did i take up my position inside the cage.

washing the dishes

dusting the banister on the staircase

dusting in the corridor

and in the spare room

Cleaning done i prepared to enter my cage for the evening as required. 

i lubed up my pussy in readiness for it being impaled on Owners big 11 inch/29cm cock whilst She was out and then squeezed myself past the cock and fuck machine and clambered into my cage. Once inside i cuffed and chained my ankles and wrists, secured the horse-bit gag in place in my mouth and hung the small iron cowbell and other weights from my pierced tits. i was almost ready. i positioned the small black bucket underneath me to catch the drool that would inevitably soon start streaming from my gagged mouth and then mounted Owners cock.

Owners' big cock pushed deeper and deeper inside of me until i was fully impaled. There i remained, immobilised on my knees, drooling, tits straining and stretched with Owners big cock in my pussy for the next 90 minutes. i had no idea if Owner was observing me from the restaurant or not. i had to assume that She was.

The dildo was attached to the fuck machine but i knew i was only ever permitted to switch that on if instructed so it and i remained motionless as time passed. Even with my pussy well lubed beforehand by the one hour mark i could feel it starting to dry out. i knew i would need to make it nice and slick again for the cock to remain comfortably buried upto the hilt inside it. i carefully scooped up some of the drool that had pooled inside my conveniently located bucket and re-greased and lubricated my hole and Owners cock, smearing the cock and the entrance of my pussy in my gooey drool. As i lubricated myself afresh the weights suspended from my tits swung, risking setting off the cowbells. i tried to keep my movements to the bare minimum as i know one thing Owner doesn't like is me moving about in my cage and the metal cowbells suspended from my neck collar and slung from my tits are an instant audible giveaway of any movement on my part. However, i was able to successfully re-grease Her cock and my pussy, i settled back down on all fours again and waited in silence.

i also had my mobile phone in the cage with me so that i would know when Owner was on Her way home as She always messages me to alert me so i can get ready to meet Her at the station and carry Her bag home. The phone also enabled me to take these pictures from inside the cage although with the flash on they give a false impression of how light it is inside there. This picture below was taken sans flash and is a more accurate depiction of what it was like inside my kennel/cage.

An hour and a half passed with me stuffed and secured like that when a message arrived from Owner to tell me She was about to leave the restaurant and return home. My initial thought was one of concern that She'd had a good time. Her return was a little earlier than i had expected, although it was a work night and i know She also hates to be out in the heat and it was another stifling hot night in London.

i unlocked my chains and gags, removed the tits weights and then dis-mounted Her cock, turned around and deep-throated it knowing that, if She was watching, Owner would see me cleaning Her cock with my mouth. i then put everything away, dismantled the kennel/cage and returned it to its carry bag and went to go and meet Owner and help carry Her bag back home.

She had, apparently, had a wonderful catch-up with Her friend and they had both enjoyed really good food. Owner went on to say that the restaurant had been busy and She had not really had an opportunity to observe me in my cage via the surveillance camera app on her phone. Of course, at the time i had no way of knowing if Owner was watching or not so had simply assumed that She might be.

Owner declared that She was pleased with how i had got on and nodded approvingly when i showed Her the pictures i had taken whilst i was locked up. We spent the rest of the evening cuddled up watching some of the World Cup together.

So we both had lovely and exciting evenings. Owner got to meet up with a good friend of Hers and enjoy a nice meal out whilst i got to spend my evening finishing off my chores then showing Her what an obedient slut i am, drooling on all fours, nipples straining and stretched with Owners cock buried deep inside of me.

Thank you Owner for a wonderful evening.

p.s. - the fuck machine remained unused the whole evening, it simply acted as a mount for Her 11 inch cock. It can only be switched on if and when Owner instructs that it should and last night no such instruction was issued. Accordingly, Her cock remained stationary inside me the whole time. 

Time Flies

i can't believe that a week has already passed since i was getting ready to take to the stage, how time flies!

The past week has been quite a busy one for both Owner and i work-wise. Despite that i am pleased to report that i have kept up to date with my chores and routines. Owner has also kept a close eye on me, be that whether She was out on Her early morning walks and checking on me sweeping the floors whilst She was out:

Or keeping watch of me whilst i was safely secured in my cage whilst She relaxed in the lounge on Thursday evening

She has also kept me in check by electrocuting my tits and softening them up with Her riding crop

i have received treats from Owner as well, including this wonderful glass of fresh piss that i greedily downed in one this morning

 

For Whom The Bell Tolls

Tomorrow is the day. At Owner's instruction i will once again be taking to the stage in front of a room full of total strangers at an anime convention. This time i will be dressed as a manga schoolgirl character called Marin Kitagawa from the series My Dress Up Darling.

i am both very nervous and very excited at the prospect of taking to the stage and doing a little dance in my little school skirt and blouse, panties, bra, wig and make-up. i will also be locked in chastity. i don't imagine there will be any other 56 year old alongside me in the line-up backstage waiting for their moment under the stage lights!

For Owner it is an opportunity to put Her slut wife on public display and test my willingness to do as i am told. 

Meanwhile, last night Owner sent me to my cage in the kitchen after dinner and after having completed my chores. As usual my wrists and ankles were cuffed and chained, my mouth was gagged with a horsebit gag, an iron cowbell hung from my thick leather collar whilst another, and some heavy weights, hung suspended from my tit piercings -stretching them.

Owner hates noise and so i am expected to remain as motionless as possible, the cowbells providing an instant alert for any movement. That is what i did. Kneeling motionless on all fours, drooling into a small bucket in front of me from my gag and feeling the weights and iron cowbell distend my nipples as they hung suspended from S hooks hanging from my nipple piercings.

i remained like that, in the darkness, as gradually, slowly my hands and my legs went to sleep. i tried to ignore the pins and needles, tried to stay still. i focused instead on the pain in my breasts, embrace it as a distraction from my mounting discomfort. But eventually, that too no longer worked. The pain became too intense. i tried instead to ignore it, to clear my mind, blank everything my body is telling me out, fighting to remain still. 

From the far end of the flat i could hear the muffled sounds of Owner talking on the phone to Her family. Catching up, exchanging news and gossip whilst Her wife, their son-in-law, was locked, gagged and chained inside its dog kennel.

Suddenly, and from out of nowhere, a carnival of lust exploded into my brain. My mind filled with an intense and all-consuming craving for my Owners fingers and hands inside my hot hole, Her cock pushing into my orifices, Her scent, Her taste and touch. My pussy excitedly winked open and shut in the darkness, more drool pooled in the bucket in front of me. Then just as suddenly as it arrived the carnival moved on. i am left with just my discomfort and pain and my frustrated arousal.

i tried to stay still, be good but eventually i had to move. Slowly, very slowly and cautiously so as not to set off the cowbells, i micro adjusted my legs and my hands to bring back some circulation. i then settled again and so the cycle repeated. Discomfort, pain, numbness, desire, arousal. It was, and is, the most delicious torment.

At one point i realised i could no longer hear the soft murmur of Owners voice. The flat was silent. i knew She must be stretched out on the sofa, relaxing and listening to Her audio book.  The thought of Her at repose on the sofa made me smile. Meanwhile, the discomfort, the pain, the frsutrated arousal and desire continued.

Part-way into my evening lock-up Owner checked in on me via the surveillance camera app on Her phone. Her voice came through the surveillance camera, loud and clear. i am unable to speak when gagged so wiggled my bottom in response. The below clip is me wiggling my bottom in the gloom of the kitchen dog crate upon hearing Her instruction. If you turn up the volume you can hear the melodic sounds of my cowbells and metal weights clanging and swinging like church bells with the movement of my body.

The movement of my body eased the numbness in my limbs but the weighted pendulum hanging from my tits, swung hard left and right, left and right, pulling and stretching them painfully as i gleefully acknowledged Owner's voice over the surveillance camera. 

Then, after a period, i realised that Owner had lost interest, returned to whatever it was She was doing. i settled back and returned to waiting motionless in the darkness. 

Wish me luck for tomorrow!

A Very Special Evening

A bit of a landmark moment has occurred in Owner and my relationship, something we have talked about and discussed and planned to make a reality, only for those plans to subsequently fall through due to external factors. Not anymore. Not tonight. The mutual ambition has now been made real, creating a very special moment for Her and i and marking a further deepening of my submission to Her and Her control over me.

What, you ask, was this really special moment?

Well, Owner went out for a meal straight after work with colleagues of Hers, leaving me at home. That is something quite normal. Whenever Owner meets Her friends or goes out with colleagues i remain at home doing my chores etc.  At home is, after all, where i belong.

What made tonight so special was that whilst Owner was enjoying Her meal i was locked up, chained and gagged in the dark in my cage at home in Owner's kitchen watched over by the surveillance camera, enabling Owner to observe Her submissive wife on Her mobile phone from the comfort of the restaurant. It was a truly magical and special evening. 

To be secured in my place, caged and naked save my stockings, drool leaking from the horsebit gag in my mouth, wrists and ankles chained and secured, cowbells hanging from a thick leather collar and suspended from my tits so that any movement by me would ring out loud, weights hanging from my tit piercings and to remain like that knowing that Owner could be watching me at any time via the surveillance camera whilst She dined. Wow. That really was special.

i know that there will be readers that will wonder why on earth i might want to do that? Why Owner might wish me to do that? but i also know that there are others out there, reading this who will understand exactly why this was such a special shared moment between Owner and i. An opportunity for me to physically demonstrate my submission and willingness to be controlled by, and to suffer for, Her even though She Herself was not here but was out having a lovely evening.

After about 40 minutes spent motionless on all fours, chained with the weights and iron cowbell silently tugging on my tits and the other cowbell hanging suspended from my collar Owners voice suddenly filled the room.

'Hello pet' She said, followed by 'what a lovely bottom'

Me inside my cage as seen by Owner - unfortunately the mesh entrance flap had come down without me realising it which is why my bottom appears lost in the gloom

She was watching and speaking to me through the surveillance camera that, at that moment, was trained on my posterior as i knelt in the cage. i immediately began to wiggle my bottom in excited acknowledgement (the bit gag made it impossible for me to speak). My chains and bells clanged and rattled and the weights swung haphazardly, pulling hard on my tits. It was a wonderful moment knowing that my amazing Owner was watching over and speaking to me, Her chained wife from afar. Then it was over. Silence returned.

After seventy-five minutes had elapsed, as per Owners instructions to me, i unlocked myself and exited my cage. The time i spent locked was thrilling, arousing, exciting as well as tedious, uncomfortable and painful. In short, it was wonderful and i am so grateful to my wonderful Owner for having Her wife remain locked up like that whilst She dined and enjoyed Herself and the company of Her friends.

i would love for Owners dining companions to also know that the woman that they were dining with has a submissive wife who was, at that very same moment, locked up at home in the darkness whilst She was out enjoying their company. Owner is, however, a very private person (unlike me) and so they will have remained blissfully unaware what She will have been occasionally glancing at on Her phone.

Later that evening Owner messaged me to say She was heading home so i walked down to the railway station to meet Her when Her train arrived, took Her bag and escorted Owner back to Her home.

It was a wonderful and blissful evening. i appreciated the opportunity to clear my mind, be still and focus solely on thinking about Owner and how lucky i am to be able to serve and submit to such an amazing woman.

Having now been kept caged whilst Owner has met with friends my fervent wish is that She might consider making this the new normal for me and leave me caged every time She is out relaxing and having fun.  

(Tit) Weight Training and Stretching

No, i do not mean going down to the gym and pumping iron! What do you take me for? That would, i am sure, never be seen by Owner as an acceptable reason to allow me out of Her house (besides i have some dumbbells and a kettle bell at home). No, the weight training i am talking about are weights that are suspended from my pierced tits.

i have mentioned before that something that is important to Owner is my ability to tolerate pain. She enjoys inflicting it and expects me to be good at tolerating it. It is, after all, the reason for my weekly caning. It provides Her with an enjoyable end of week activity and an opportunity for me to get better at learning to tolerate discomfort.

However, my butt (and the backs of my thighs) are not the only part of my body expected to be able to endure discomfort. My breasts and nipples are too. Indeed, the latter are now relatively big and puffy as a consequence of years of abuse, both deliberate; in the form of piercing, clamps (both with and without weights), canings etc and accidental; specifically the time when i tore my right nipple in half when my bracelet caught in my nipple ring as i was vigorously toweling myself dry post-shower whilst staying at Owners parents. i tore the ring clean out of my tit and left my right nipple fully split in half. Ouch! It took a while for the nipple to heal back together, it was quite literally split down the middle.

But that was then. With tit healed, re-pierced and fully healed i can, once again, safely resume tit training with weights. i now have a daily (weekdays only) regimen of tit training/stretching using weights. 

First off, each morning when Owner leaves the house at 6.30am for Her daily walk around the park i set about sweeping all of the floors in the flat. i do it at this time so as not to annoy Owner by getting in Her way. However, before i start to sweep the floors 200g of weight is suspended from each one of my nipples using S hooks. Like this:

how frightful i look first thing!

All floors swept i then position myself naked at the top of the stairs with Owners favourite paddle ready to greet Her return home, still with tit weights attached. These are only removed and put away after i have kissed Owners shoes in greeting and She has paddled my backside and caged clit.

awaiting Owners return home at 7am - tit weights still hanging

a big grin on my face to welcome Owner home as i hand Her the paddle to beat me with when i kiss Her feet

However, the floors need more than a daily sweep. They also need mopping. This happens once a week. i used to do this at the weekend but doing so annoyed Owner as i got in Her way and disrupted whatever She was doing. This created a dilemma. One the one hand Owner rightly expected i should regularly mop the floors, however, my doing so annoyed Her. The solution i arrived at was to sweep and mop the floors on a weekday when Owner had to go into the office and i was working from home, which i usually am.

So, on days that i both sweep and mop my tits are also stretched with weights. However, an additional iron bell also hangs suspended from my piercings, bringing the combined weight hanging from my tits to over half a kilogram. The hanging bell swings and clanks noisily as i sweep and mop, giving my tits a proper workout.

i wonder what the neighbours think is causing the clanging sound upstairs? 

Then there is Thursday and the time i spend every Thursday evening locked inside the dog cage, gagged and with my ankles and wrists chained. My tits are again stretched with weights and the same iron bell suspended from my piercings using S hooks. However, a heavy solid metal chain is also hung from my tits as well 

the items hanging from my pierced tits when i am caged

In total 1kg of weight hangs down from my stretched and straining teets. 

The weights definitely serve to focus my attention and discourage movement that might set them swinging and straining as i kneel chained and drooling (from the horse bit gag) in the darkness. The exception, of course, are the times when Owner comes through and spanks or caresses my butt, caged clit and pussy. Then i cannot help but try and spread my legs and wiggle my bum and swing the weights in hyper-aroused excitement.

Training my tits with weights this way helps with my ability to tolerate pain and discomfort whilst continuing to complete my household chores and act as a slut, also things that are extremely important to Owner. It also means that my stretched out tits and i spend the remainder of the day feeling wonderfully  aroused and in heat, whilst i remain frustrated and denied. Such sweet torment! i am indeed a very, very lucky slut.

Freshly Inked

To mark our upcoming 20th anniversary (wow), and to reference the fact that i have been locked in chastity for most of those twenty years, yesterday Owner had me freshly inked. It was a design She devised and the tattoo was done in a local parlour that She has had me tattooed in before. It took just over three hours to do. i am really thrilled with my new marking. The tattooist herself remarked at the end how much she had also enjoyed doing the tattoo and took lots of pictures for her own instagram.

The image below shows the completed tattoo. It was taken by the tattooist for me inside the tattoo parlour so that i could send the picture to Owner:

The design of the lock complements the skeleton key design that Owner previously had done for me, which is also a reference to my locked-in-chastity state. It creates a wonderful illustration of my being under lock and key and to me also speaks to the wider control Owner exercises over all aspects of my life.

In case you were wondering, yes i was in chastity whilst the tattoo was created. The picture below was taken just before i left home to get the tattoo done but shows how i was dressed inside the parlour, obviously i wore trousers to walk there and put them back on to come back! 

As you can see, my metal chastity device is very, very visible through the mesh of these panties. Incidentally, i am still super happy with this new metal device.

Owner and i went for drinks afterwards to celebrate. 

On Friday night, after work, Owner set about striking my bare bottom as part of my weekly caning/spanking/whipping. This time, however, She switched implements and used Her birch, striking my backside 200 times with it and leaving my buttocks and the backs of my thighs nice and warm.

That same day Owner also electrocuted my clit a number of times by triggering the electro-shock collar that is secured around it for such purposes. Wearing the device causes me to spend the whole day on edge, never quite knowing if and when Owner might decide to electrocute my most sensitive bits. She finds it highly amusing to suddenly zap me at random moments.

The day before, Thursday i spent the evening in my dog cage as usual on all fours with 750g of weights (in the form of an iron cow bell and solid metal chains) suspended from S hooks through my nipple piercings and with my mouth drooling from the horse-bit gag and my wrists and ankles cuffed. My tits were already sore and my pussy already hot as i had been required to prepare and serve dinner wearing my vicious serrated metal clover clamps 

and furry-tailed heavy solid metal butt plug just an hour before going into the cage.

So my nipples were already sore and my pussy aroused by the time i entered the dog cage. Having my nipples stretched hard by the heavy weights suspended from them was even more arousing and my hot pussy just got hotter and hotter as i knelt motionless in the darkness thinking naughty thoughts and getting increasingly aroused. 

Matters were made worse when, after about 30 minutes i heard Owner coming down the corridor (She had been in the lounge watching TV and talking to Her family on the phone whilst i was caged in the kitchen). Unbeknownst to me She was holding Her favourite leather paddle which She then proceeded to beat my bare buttocks with through the open rear door of the cage. It is always left open for just such a purpose. She struck me a few times before swinging the paddle up between my legs and landing it against my swollen and vulnerable labia. Owner knows that striking my bits hard is something that i find highly arousing and, for years now, has been the way in which Owner has forced me to orgasm, by hitting my bits repeatedly hard until i ejaculate.

i had already thrust my buttocks back to give Owner a bigger target to strike when She began to paddle my buttocks. The minute She brought the paddle between my legs and struck my exposed bits i went into slut overdrive, eagerly spreading my legs as far as my ankle chains would allow to give Her as much access to my bits as possible to strike them whilst also wiggling my buttocks to set the heavy weights suspended from my piercings off, causing them to swing and stretch my tits even more. i drooled heavily as Owner beat my bits hard and my nipples stretched further and further.

Thankfully, Owner knows just how much to hit me and make me super horny without risking any form of accident on my part. No sooner had i become super aroused than She stopped. She traced Her finger across the entrance of my hot pussy and then left me and went back to Her repose in the lounge. Leaving me caged and super horny in the darkness.

My tits were hot and sore and my pussy warm and wet by the time i was released.

It has been a wonderful week. i am so lucky to have the wonderful Owner that i do and get to live the life that i live.