Fucked In Front Of Owner

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Heatwave Easing

At last the heatwave that has started to ease a little in London which means that tonight Owner and i might even be able to sleep in the bedroom rather than the lounge, where we have spent the past 4 nights as it is cooler. Owner in particular hates the hot weather so has been struggling a lot the past few days.

Today was cooler though and so we were able to venture out together. Owner took me shopping and bought me some new lipstick and also let me get a new make-up bag and some cute ankle socks. When we returned home She then beat me with Her birch on my bottom and the backs of my thighs before electrocuting my tits  - a sign that She is definitely feeling better now the worst of the heat has passed.

On Friday i went down to Devon for the day to see my Dad in hospital. He has fully recovered from his stroke and the arrangements are now in place for an additional care package to enable him to be discharged from hospital on Monday, which is good news. i will be heading down again Tuesday/Wednesday to check that all is going well for him at home but then hopefully that will be the last time i need to head down there for a few weeks.

On the train on my way to visit my Dad in hospital on the hottest June day ever in the UK

All i really want to do is spend my time with Owner having fun together with Her and looking after Her.

Owner and me on Saturday evening

 

A Conversation With My Father

i am now back home with Owner (yippee) having been separated for four days whilst i stayed down in Devon to visit my Dad in hospital. It is wonderful to be reunited with Owner and for life to temporarily return back to normal before i head west again for another hospital visit.

Yesterday, whilst i was visiting my Dad, i wheeled him in his chair for a drink in the hospital canteen. Whilst we were there we had a conversation that really moved me and which i wanted to share.

My Dad was reminiscing about when he was young (the thing with Alzheimers is that long-term memory can be excellent even if the short-term memory is non-existent).  He was reminiscing about his childhood and saying how difficult he found it with his own dad who was quite macho whereas my dad was not and was more feminine. 

My Dad said how he much preferred female company and had tried during his life to be in touch with his feminine side and how his dad had ridiculed him for this. I always knew he had a bad relationship with my grandfather (or Gan-Gan as i called him) and that my Dad had a difficult childhood.  He adored his mother but really disliked his dad who had also come back from the Second World War a total stranger to him and someone who was very mentally scarred by his wartime experience and took it out on his family.  

Anyway, my Dad said to me that i am a lot like him in that i am quite feminine but that i have got much more in touch with my feminine side than he ever was able to and that he was proud of me and loved me. 

It was such a lovely and surprising thing to hear him say. He and i also had a terrible relationship when I was young (we basically did not have one) but we gradually learnt to get along much better after my parents divorced when I was 18.

It's so nice to know he has 'seen' me and understands me in a small way. It is a conversation i will always treasure and remember. i am so pleased i got to have it with him.

 

When i relayed the conversation back to Owner She was very moved how interesting and touching it was that he had said that to me. 

 

Anyways, i just wanted to share it. 

Hospitals and Homesick

So this week has been spent living out of an anonymous hotel room in Exeter in the west of England so that i am close to where my Dad is being cared for in the hospital. He had a stroke and, although luckily not a major one, that combined with a stay in an unfamiliar place has really worsened his Alzheimers. It's terribly sad to see a man who, quite literally commanded the skies in a 747, DC10 and numerous other aircraft that he flew and captained, sitting confused, sometimes scared and entirely dependent on others. However, it has not all been doom and gloom, there have also been moments of unintended hilarity. But it is, nevertheless, emotionally hard.

Owner has been wonderfully supportive but She is hundreds of miles away. She still has to work, and i miss Her as i know She misses me too. We will, at least, be reunited this weekend and then we shall see what next week brings.

i feel guilty too as i know that, with me not at home, She is having to do all the things that quite rightly and naturally would normally fall to me to do, allowing Her to relax and do as She pleases. But, this week i have not been there and it pains me to hear of the chores and tasks She has had to do in my absence. i can't wait to get back and lift that burden off Her shoulders.

In fact i cannot wait to get back to see Her period. i miss Her. i miss serving Her. i miss being loved and chided by Her. Miss Her cuddles and Her beatings. i miss prostrating myself and kissing Her feet in the morning. i miss checking if She needs anything, miss asking if i might speak with Her, miss having Her instruct and guide me, i miss being spooned by Her in bed, stroking Her hair and scratching Her head. i miss the laughs and the tellings off.

We do, however, check-in throughout the day and She still approves what i might wear which, this week has seen me visiting the hospital, seeing my Dad and interacting with the medical staff etc in my make-up and padded bras, which are fairly visible beneath my t-shirts. In fact looking like this,  different t-shirts, blouses each day - photos taken in the hotel room before setting out to the hospital

Always good to try and remain 'perky' when visiting a hospital, it helps to cheer the patients up :) Meanwhile, here i am in the hospital with my Dad