Heatwave Easing

At last the heatwave that has started to ease a little in London which means that tonight Owner and i might even be able to sleep in the bedroom rather than the lounge, where we have spent the past 4 nights as it is cooler. Owner in particular hates the hot weather so has been struggling a lot the past few days.

Today was cooler though and so we were able to venture out together. Owner took me shopping and bought me some new lipstick and also let me get a new make-up bag and some cute ankle socks. When we returned home She then beat me with Her birch on my bottom and the backs of my thighs before electrocuting my tits  - a sign that She is definitely feeling better now the worst of the heat has passed.

On Friday i went down to Devon for the day to see my Dad in hospital. He has fully recovered from his stroke and the arrangements are now in place for an additional care package to enable him to be discharged from hospital on Monday, which is good news. i will be heading down again Tuesday/Wednesday to check that all is going well for him at home but then hopefully that will be the last time i need to head down there for a few weeks.

On the train on my way to visit my Dad in hospital on the hottest June day ever in the UK

All i really want to do is spend my time with Owner having fun together with Her and looking after Her.

Owner and me on Saturday evening

 

Thrash & Zap

Today i was lucky enough to be the recipient of a good thrashing, using the birch-style cane, followed by a zapping to my nipples with the electric clamps. This is part of Owners' new regimen of ensuring that i be electrocuted as well as beaten on an at least weekly basis to aid my development.

After the beating and electrocution i was instructed to pick cards to see what punishments and tasks lie in store for me for the week ahead. The answer was that i will be caned hard with the dragon cane and then receive multiples electrocutions using both the clit and the nipple clamp electroshock-devices. Owner was delighted with the outcome of my card draw as She loves electrocuting me as She knows i dislike it a lot.

However, we fly out to Rome for a few days on Wednesday and the suitcase is not big enough to fit the dragon cane so i will either need to be caned before we leave or when we return. There is though plenty of room in the case for Owners vicious single tail red whip, so that has been packed.

i am hoping that in Rome there might also be an opportunity for an outdoor photoshoot, we shall see.

Freshly Inked

To mark our upcoming 20th anniversary (wow), and to reference the fact that i have been locked in chastity for most of those twenty years, yesterday Owner had me freshly inked. It was a design She devised and the tattoo was done in a local parlour that She has had me tattooed in before. It took just over three hours to do. i am really thrilled with my new marking. The tattooist herself remarked at the end how much she had also enjoyed doing the tattoo and took lots of pictures for her own instagram.

The image below shows the completed tattoo. It was taken by the tattooist for me inside the tattoo parlour so that i could send the picture to Owner:

The design of the lock complements the skeleton key design that Owner previously had done for me, which is also a reference to my locked-in-chastity state. It creates a wonderful illustration of my being under lock and key and to me also speaks to the wider control Owner exercises over all aspects of my life.

In case you were wondering, yes i was in chastity whilst the tattoo was created. The picture below was taken just before i left home to get the tattoo done but shows how i was dressed inside the parlour, obviously i wore trousers to walk there and put them back on to come back! 

As you can see, my metal chastity device is very, very visible through the mesh of these panties. Incidentally, i am still super happy with this new metal device.

Owner and i went for drinks afterwards to celebrate. 

On Friday night, after work, Owner set about striking my bare bottom as part of my weekly caning/spanking/whipping. This time, however, She switched implements and used Her birch, striking my backside 200 times with it and leaving my buttocks and the backs of my thighs nice and warm.

That same day Owner also electrocuted my clit a number of times by triggering the electro-shock collar that is secured around it for such purposes. Wearing the device causes me to spend the whole day on edge, never quite knowing if and when Owner might decide to electrocute my most sensitive bits. She finds it highly amusing to suddenly zap me at random moments.

The day before, Thursday i spent the evening in my dog cage as usual on all fours with 750g of weights (in the form of an iron cow bell and solid metal chains) suspended from S hooks through my nipple piercings and with my mouth drooling from the horse-bit gag and my wrists and ankles cuffed. My tits were already sore and my pussy already hot as i had been required to prepare and serve dinner wearing my vicious serrated metal clover clamps 

and furry-tailed heavy solid metal butt plug just an hour before going into the cage.

So my nipples were already sore and my pussy aroused by the time i entered the dog cage. Having my nipples stretched hard by the heavy weights suspended from them was even more arousing and my hot pussy just got hotter and hotter as i knelt motionless in the darkness thinking naughty thoughts and getting increasingly aroused. 

Matters were made worse when, after about 30 minutes i heard Owner coming down the corridor (She had been in the lounge watching TV and talking to Her family on the phone whilst i was caged in the kitchen). Unbeknownst to me She was holding Her favourite leather paddle which She then proceeded to beat my bare buttocks with through the open rear door of the cage. It is always left open for just such a purpose. She struck me a few times before swinging the paddle up between my legs and landing it against my swollen and vulnerable labia. Owner knows that striking my bits hard is something that i find highly arousing and, for years now, has been the way in which Owner has forced me to orgasm, by hitting my bits repeatedly hard until i ejaculate.

i had already thrust my buttocks back to give Owner a bigger target to strike when She began to paddle my buttocks. The minute She brought the paddle between my legs and struck my exposed bits i went into slut overdrive, eagerly spreading my legs as far as my ankle chains would allow to give Her as much access to my bits as possible to strike them whilst also wiggling my buttocks to set the heavy weights suspended from my piercings off, causing them to swing and stretch my tits even more. i drooled heavily as Owner beat my bits hard and my nipples stretched further and further.

Thankfully, Owner knows just how much to hit me and make me super horny without risking any form of accident on my part. No sooner had i become super aroused than She stopped. She traced Her finger across the entrance of my hot pussy and then left me and went back to Her repose in the lounge. Leaving me caged and super horny in the darkness.

My tits were hot and sore and my pussy warm and wet by the time i was released.

It has been a wonderful week. i am so lucky to have the wonderful Owner that i do and get to live the life that i live.

Good Slut

This weekend has seen me be birched, caged, pissed on, used as a sex toy and fucked. It has been a good weekend.

It all started on Saturday. After completing my daily studies, exercises and household chores, i was locked up securely inside my new cage for an hour. This was part of a punishment from Owner for having wasted Her time the previous weekend. It was a thoroughly deserved punishment.

Before being caged Owner dressed me in the new pretty lilac body harness She had bought me for our wedding anniversary, complete with matching fluffy tail and ears. It took some time to work out how to fit the harness but once we had worked that out i was ready to be placed inside. i loved having the harness on and Owner seemed very pleased with how it looked on me.

Owner was then able to spend some time relaxing with a cup of tea and reading Her book and generally spending some quality time with Herself without being distracted or disturbed by Her wife.

locked away in my cage

my pretty new harness, and fluffy tail and ears

Prior to being caged Owner had already delivered my weekly maintenance disciplining. She chose a different implement this time, selecting Her birch caning rod. It delivers quite a sting when it lands and Owner used it to strike me many, many times across my buttocks. i am grateful to Her for reminding of Her complete authority over me.

freshly birched bottom

it was early so i was still in my nightie

On Sunday i completed my exercises, studies and most of my household chores before preparing lunch. After we had eaten and i had washed and put away the dishes Owner suggested we go out for a walk. We headed to our local park and then to a cafe to have an early afternoon coffee. It was lovely spending time with Owner. 

Coffees consumed we returned home. Owner instructed me to strip and to prepare myself to receive Her piss by securing the urinal gag in my mouth. i positioned myself in the bathroom in such a way as to enable me to receive Owner's golden nectar. She quickly filled my mouth and soon piss was spilling down my front as well as down my throat. Owner remarked how much She enjoys having me drink Her piss in this manner and how She wants me to be Her urinal more often. 

me as a human piss pot

As if this wasn't thrilling enough no sooner had She filled me with Her wonderful liquid than Owner instructed me to wait for Her in the bedroom with the brown and tentacle dildo's ready.

Upon entering the room Owner instructed me to lie face down and start to fellate the brown dildo. As i did so She climbed astride me so that She was sat on my buttocks. She reached out and grabbed hold of my ponytail and then started to rub Herself against me. She grabbed Her vibrator, pushed it against Her clit and started to bring Herself off as She rode me like a jockey. Occasionally She paused and, using the electric zapper device, encouraged me to suck faster on the dildo by zapping me on my butt cheeks or between my legs before returning to the task in hand of bringing Herself off. It wasn't long until She came.

Owner dismounted and 'rewarded' me by standing in front of me so that i could see Her forbidden pussy before turning and presenting me with Her backside to kiss and lick. Of course, i eagerly obliged. Owner's fun had only just begun, however.

Moments later She instructed me to roll onto my back, then She mounted my face and had me pleasure Her anus with my tongue as She began to bring Herself off once more. 'Deeper, deeper!' She instructed. My tongue probed deeper still as i buried myself inside Her. Owner ground down against my face leaving me unable to breathe as Her climax approached. When finally She rolled off me, panting with pleasure i too was gasping, except in my case it was for air.

As She lay in repose, catching Her breath, Owner lazily fucked my mouth with Her foot. But it was another orifice of mine that was to be Her next focus of intention. Soon i found myself on all fours, brown dildo between my lips as Owner penetrated my pussy with the large tentacle dildo. i love the feeling of being stretched out and opened up by it and soon Owner was instructing me to fuck myself harder and harder on Her cephalopod cock whilst She pleasured Herself with Her vibrator. The tentacle pushed deeper and faster inside me as Owner thrust Her hips rhythmically back and forth and i pushed back against Her. Again She zapped me as She fucked me. All the while my mouth worked its way up and down the shaft of Her brown dildo as Owner brought Herself off again as She continued to fuck me.

All too soon it was over and She rolled away, fully spent.

Owner held me against Her chest and uttered the words that i never tire of hearing Her whisper. She told me that i was a 'good slut and wife'. It is something that i strive to be and which is always lovely to hear Her tell me. As for me, i just cannot believe how lucky i am to get to live with a serve a woman as wonderful as Owner.

This was the scene on the bed post-fucking.

Her own orgasm left Owner was a little unsteady on Her feet when She got up to shower. As for me, i was left aroused but frustrated. It is now well over six months since i was last allowed to orgasm. i cleaned and tidied away the toys and then went back to work, cleaning all the floors in the flat.

When my chores were finally done Owner put me back into my cage for another hour whilst She worked. i spent the time chained and gagged with a horse bit, causing me to drool steadily into the little bucket that is kept in the cage. Thankfully, my pussy behaved itself and Owner did not have to work whilst also being serenaded by contented 'fanny farts' from Her slut, although it was quite vocal at times when i had been cleaning the floors earlier. This was Owners' view of me in the corner of the room whilst She worked.

When an hour later the cage door was opened and Owner released my bonds i was allowed to join Her to watch a TV series together. it has been a wonderful weekend.

Family, Work and Numbers

Readers may have noticed an absence of posts these past couple of weeks. This was not due to anything dramatic, just an absence of time and an abundance of stress.

There is an ongoing family matter that i am trying to get sorted, with Owner's help, which is proving quite stressful. It has also meant that we are having to spend time dealing with it and it occupies a lot of 'headspace' at the minute.

Alongside that the past two weeks have been exceptionally busy and stressful with work. i won't bore you with the details but it has meant that for much of the past fortnight if my brain was not side-tracked by the family issue it was swamped by multiple work-related ones. 

Owner has been a complete star and a rock. i have ensured that i have continued with my daily Spanish studies (which i am quite proud of) and completed all my daily chores. However, my tasks and beatings have been put on hold until this weekend, starting this evening with a caning. 

i am actually quite looking forward to being caned by Owner (i am also due to be paddled by Her over the next two days too). The caning is with a new 'birch' style cane that i got for Her as part of Her anniversary gift. It will obviously hurt, canings etc always do, but i also find them to be quite cathartic. They help me to 'get out of my head'. Readers who themselves are caned or beaten etc on a regular basis will know what i am going to about. i think Owner enjoys them too, possibly for the same reason albeit as an opportunity to release some of Her own stress and tension. 

new birch-style cane with my piercing just visible

Owner has also advised me that i can expect to be tortured by Her too. She hasn't gone into details but i am guessing it might involve Her infernal electrical device which She loves, in part because She knows how much i struggle to cope with it. Owner is not a sadist, but then She also enjoys doing things to me that i find difficult to deal with, so maybe She is a bit of a sadist after all??

A sign of just how distracted i have been was that a mini-milestone passed this week without me even noticing or commenting on it. Like many male subs i do like to track some numbers, well one number in particular, namely the last time i had an orgasm of any kind. The counter on my blog (see i like to count these things) informs me that it is 272 and a half days (and counting) since the last such occurrence. Or, in other words, a little over nine months. Yes, i have gone past full-term denial.

i have no idea whether or not that situation will change as it is not my decision to make. i might be allowed to cum in the next hour i might not be allowed to do so, erm, ever again. The longest such period of denial i have previously experienced was in 2019 and that lasted a little over a year. Part of me actually quite likes the idea of possibly never being able to climax again so that i can truly focus on what is important, Owner. i am, amongst other things, Her sex toy and have for many years known and loved the fact that my body exists for Her pleasure alone. Just as my clit became redundant when it came to Her own sexual pleasure, it has not been inside Her for well about a decade and a half, so might my orgasms go the same way? Were that to happen i imagine it would be without fanfare, just a gradual realisation over time, as with my clit experiencing the warmth of Her pussy, that it is something to learn not to ever expect as it is not needed nor is it in any way necessary.

Personally, i derive great pleasure from able to assist in bringing Owner sexual pleasure (which i am sometimes permitted to do) and get as much satisfaction (more actually) from that and from being kept in a state of, often quite horny, denial, than i do from climaxing - which after all is but a fleeting and transient thing whereas long-term denial is a wonderful, constant, delicious experience. It is an eternally hot, warm, glowing ember as opposed to the brief dramatic spark of a flame. i am still permitted to caress my tits or occasionally fuck myself (or be fucked by Owner) under Her close supervision but only enough to get me worked up but not so much as to cause me to make a mess (accidentally or not). i also know that i am very lucky to be allowed to do such things.

Anyway, i will stop here as i am rambling. Hopefully normal service will resume soon, if only to update on what torture Owner had in stall for me.