A blog documenting my experience in a Female-led relationship with my wonderful Owner
Wednesday, 29 July 2026
Fucked In Front Of Owner
Sunday, 12 July 2026
Hot, Hot, Hot
London continues to swelter in hot weather. It has been over 30 degrees centigrade almost every day for weeks now. Owner hates the hot weather and neither of us have been sleeping that well. However, on the plus side it has been an excuse for me to wear my shorts whenever i am outside, such as today when i went to the supermarket to get fresh supplies then to the cafe to get a coffee for Owner.
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| out and about in my shorts |
There was no chance of me falling asleep this afternoon though as Owner set about tenderising my unlocked clit with Her solid metal mini orb. It is an implement i genuinely fear as believe you me, when that connects with one of my 'labia/plums' i definitely do feel it. Hence the need for me to be securely restrained first before Owner set about beating me with it, to stop my arms and legs flailing about!
This was followed up by having my tits and then my clit electrocuted, again whilst remaining restrained
Thank you Owner for helping ensure that i stayed wide awake in the afternoon heat ;)Sunday, 28 June 2026
Heatwave Easing
At last the heatwave that has started to ease a little in London which means that tonight Owner and i might even be able to sleep in the bedroom rather than the lounge, where we have spent the past 4 nights as it is cooler. Owner in particular hates the hot weather so has been struggling a lot the past few days.
Today was cooler though and so we were able to venture out together. Owner took me shopping and bought me some new lipstick and also let me get a new make-up bag and some cute ankle socks. When we returned home She then beat me with Her birch on my bottom and the backs of my thighs before electrocuting my tits - a sign that She is definitely feeling better now the worst of the heat has passed.
On Friday i went down to Devon for the day to see my Dad in hospital. He has fully recovered from his stroke and the arrangements are now in place for an additional care package to enable him to be discharged from hospital on Monday, which is good news. i will be heading down again Tuesday/Wednesday to check that all is going well for him at home but then hopefully that will be the last time i need to head down there for a few weeks.![]() |
| On the train on my way to visit my Dad in hospital on the hottest June day ever in the UK |
All i really want to do is spend my time with Owner having fun together with Her and looking after Her.
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| Owner and me on Saturday evening |
Monday, 25 May 2026
Machine Fucked in the Heat
Things are definitely hotting up and i don't just mean the heatwave that has descended on London this bank holiday weekend! Next Sunday marks 21 years since Owner and i first met in the flesh (at Bond Street tube station). We always celebrate our 'Bond Street anniversary' - we regularly go back to the restaurant we had lunch in that momentous day. However, this year Owner will be flying out to Spain on the day of our anniversary (i will be joining Her a week later) - so we have started to celebrate a little early. This has included the early exchange of some gifts, the bulk will be exchanged next weekend.
Owner totally surprised me with Her gift for me. She bought a fuck machine to fuck me with when i am caged or to have me create live content for Her that She can watch via one of the household surveillance cameras, with me as Her personal porn performer. It made my gift to Her seem very boring indeed! i had got Her a ring, although She will be getting more gifts from me later in the week.
Anyway, back to the fuck machine! Owner announced that She wanted to give it a thorough test today, bank holiday Monday. Understandably my excitement mounted and it wasn't just the heat that was causing me restless sleep! i could not wait to be fucked by the machine and have the opportunity of showing Owner what an accommodating and greedy slut i am. However, i also did not want to have any unfortunate accidents.
Well the machine and my pussy were both put through their paces and Owner was delighted by Her new purchase, as obviously was i.
The first location the machine was set up in was in front of the lounge surveillance camera. Initially one of the supplied dildos was used. This was then swapped out for Owners' substantially bigger 'cock', the one that She fucks me with using Her harness. Both 'tests' were a success
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| Owners wonderful 'cock' attached to the fuck machine |
This set up means that Owner can observe me being fucked, whilst i am locked up in my kennel/cage, via the surveillance camera whilst She goes about Her business
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| My fuck holes' view of fuck machine with surveillance camera behind |
This morning i also received another wonderful gift from my Goddess in the form of a fresh glass of Her piss. It was incredibly delicious. i know i can sometimes bang on about how much i love drinking Owners pee and how lucky i am to be served it by Her, but honestly, there is no better drink. i would love to be able to drink it all day.
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| Downing a glass of Owners' fresh piss this morning |
As for me, this was my 'look' for the occasion;
We didn't stay out for long on Saturday though. No sooner was lunch finished than we headed home to escape the heat.On Sunday we went out for drinks together later in the afternoon and had a fun time gossiping and people watching before we returned back home. Here we are on the way back from the bar - just an FLR couple still deeply in love and having fun together after almost 21 years.
Saturday, 23 May 2026
Friday Caning and Electrocution
Last night i was caned and then electrocuted by my wonderful Owner. It wasn't a punishment, just a weekly reminder that She is in charge. i was not a natural pain slut but Owner has come to enjoy beating me and, i confess, i have learnt to appreciate and even look forward to being beaten by Her. In fact, whisper it quietly but, the harder She hits me, the more it hurts, the more i crave being on the receiving end of Her loving authority.
i love and adore my Owner. i love to serve and submit to Her. She is the centre of my world. i also love being put to work by Her, love cleaning and cooking for Her. The more i serve and wait on Her the happier i am. Conversely, the more She expects and demands from me the better a person and the happier a submissive i become. i love to be put to work by Owner, love to be kept quiet by Her, love being locked up, love to be under Her watchful gaze at all times, told what to do, what not to do. Owner is not overbearing but the firmer and stricter She is with me the more in love and in awe of Her i am. She also expects me to be proactive and find new ways to please Her and make Her life as comfortable as possible. This is something i know needs improving on my part. If all this sounds like hard work, well it is but also it isn't. i appreciate and love to be kept busy for Her but we both also love time together, enjoy each others company and our adventures together. i adore Owners body and relish such opportunities as She permits for me to play a small role in providing Her with physical pleasure.
Owner experiences pleasure and joy in many different ways. One of those is through beating and electrocuting me. Owner has a fine collection of canes, floggers, paddles, crops and whips along with a range of different electrical implements. Of the latter Her favourite is the tazapper electric prod. It is easy to use and can reach the most sensitive parts of my anatomy. Its sparks and shocks are guaranteed to make me wince and jump. There is nothing quite as, well, shocking as having an electric shock delivered to the entrance of my pussy, my tits, my hanging labia/plums, all to the sound of Owners excited laughter. Sometimes She secures me, others times She pins me down and sometimes i am simply expected to keep myself open and available for shock after shock, something i really struggle to do without jumping about.
Beating and zapping me has become a regular routine, one that serves to strengthen our bonds of dominance and submission.
Yesterday Owner had me kneel on the sofa and lift up my skirt before She used one of Her lighter canes on my buttocks and the backs of my thighs, switching from one side to the other to evenly distribute Her strokes before switching to the tazapper electro prod and zapping me between my open legs on my labia/plums multiple times, causing me to jump about after each shock. The caning hurt and being electrocuted 'down there' was not exactly a pleasant experience 'in the moment' but Owner enjoyed Herself greatly and i am most grateful to Her for beating and zapping me as She did. No sooner was the caning and zapping over than i was craving more. i too have come to 'enjoy' being hurt by Owner. i was left longing for Her to hurt me more. It was a memorable start to the weekend.
However, in many respects there was nothing special about last night. Owner administers these maintenance beatings once a week, normally on a Friday. It is something we both look forward to. They are routine, quite normal even, but each is special and memorable to me. The harder i am struck, the more it hurts, the more i crave it. Owner loves hurting me like this too. It reinforces our bond, Her dominance and my submission.Just as i am not a natural pain slut so too was Owner hesitant at first, concerned about hurting me. However, we have grown together and both of us love these weekly physical reminders of Her authority.
The rest of the week was quite busy work-wise for the two of us. i presented at events in Birmingham and Leeds on Tuesday and Wednesday, so was up and down the country on the trains like a yo-yo. Tuesday evening saw me being electrocuted again, this time on my buttocks and pussy. Not a punishment, just because Owner enjoys doing so. Then on Monday i had to complete my regular evening chores gagged whilst wearing and sniffing Owners used panties, here i was cleaning the bathroom
All the while i have remained locked up 24/7 in my new pretty pink chastity cage and have been going my chores etc.
Just another regular week for Owner and i. Well, almost. Today i am lucky enough to get to take Owner out for lunch, which promises to be a real treat. The downside is that a heatwave has descended on the UK, especially here in London, just in time for the bank holiday weekend. Owner is not a fan of the heat so i suspect much of the rest of the weekend will be spent inside with the blinds drawn trying to escape the hot weather. Still, this will ensure plenty of time for yours truly to be doing domestic chores and tasks and, if Owner tires of me She can simply lock me up in my cage/kennel whilst She relaxes in the company of the aircon.
Sunday, 10 September 2023
Too Warm and Feeling Blah
This is just a very quick update blog. Owner and i are both fine, well i am a bit under the weather, but we are struggling in the unseasonal London heat - it was 26C in our bedroom overnight and 32C during the day!
i was not feeling well yesterday and spent a lot of the day either asleep or just generally moping about. Owner was wonderful in looking after me and making me meals etc. She also drew this on my arse whilst i was in bed which might amuse readers.
i hope others are all well? Normal service and updates will resume shortly.Sunday, 17 July 2022
Sunshine Safety Advice for Sissy Sluts
All of us living in Europe can't help but notice that it is hot, unusually hot. This is not 'normal' summer heat this is climate change induced heat. It is forecast to be 40C in London tomorrow. That. Is. Not. Normal.
For sissies sweltering in pretty outfits and chastity devices here are my top tips for making it through the heat.
- wear foundation with in-built sunscreen (mine is factor 30)
- wear light, loose-fitting clothes - a great excuse to flash your bra and be fondled by your Owner
- stay hydrated - urine is good - a glass of Owner's is great - but water is probably (marginally) better
- ensure your body has the salts it needs - semen has plenty if you have a local provider, otherwise crisps are on OK substitute
- wear sun tan lotion - you'll smell so great and people might lick you
- complete your outfit with sunglasses and a hat
- swap your heels for flip-flops (provided they are pink)
- keep your caged clit cool with soap and cold water
- avoid going out at the hottest time of the day - nobody else will be out anyway so it is not like you will be missing anything
- suck on an ice lolly - like really, really, suck, suck hard
Seriously though. Stay safe. This was me out earlier today following some, but not all, the above advice
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| loose fitting top and shorts (tick), sunglasses (tick) - but headphones not a hat (no tick) |
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| loose fitting = bra flashing :) |
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| Just to prove this is London - look a London bus! |
Monday, 11 July 2022
Summertime and the Shopping is....Slutty
London is on the cusp of another heatwave much to Owners' despair. This means closing the blinds and turning on the aircon we had installed for Her last year so She has a room to stay cool in. And me? Well, when the weather turns warm my thoughts turn to little shorts and sleeveless tops and the chance to add a bit of colour to my legs. It is also an opportunity to wear the funky new sunglasses that Owner bought for me.
So yesterday this was me popping down to the supermarket a little after mid-day. i hope to also be allowed to go and sit out in the park at some point this week too :)
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| my funky shades |
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| Short shorts |
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| in the supermarket |
Owner has said that i am a show off.
Seriously though, if you do go out in the sun remember though to slip, slap, slop.
Wednesday, 21 July 2021
Hot and Getting Hotter
The downside of living in a city of London is that most of the houses and apartments are not designed or built with a heatwave in mind, especially the large stock of older buildings. The house in which Owner and i have a flat in the top floor was built over one hundred years ago. The minute the temperature outside climbs so too does the temperature inside. It is soon quite unpleasant when you have no garden, are working from home with the thermometer past 30 degrees indoors and the fan blasting warm air in your face.
On the plus side, at the end of this week we are getting some air conditioning installed, but in the meantime we sweat. The only way to survive is to make sure that, come the evening you get your caged clitty cooled by a good fan, as i am doing in the picture below:
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| Enjoying a cool breeze on my bits |
And that you dress appropriately when preparing meals and doing housework - furry butt plug optional of course :)
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| Tail between my legs |
But, heat or no heat there is no excuse for not getting in a bit of deepthroat practice when commanded to do so by your Owner whilst watching TV together
Or, slipping in that butt plug that you have been instructed to insert whilst workingSo yes, the heat may be uncomfortable, but there is no excuse for slacking off or not being the slut you are.
Meanwhile, we both cannot wait for the air conditioning to be installed.
Saturday, 17 July 2021
Housewife in Heat
It has been a hot day in London. Owner agreed to me wearing a more weather appropriate outfit to do the chores in, my skimpy little apron with a pair of frilly panties. It is a good job nobody came to the door with a parcel or something to deliver! Owner seemed to enjoy my summer cleaning outfit though, She pulled my knickers down on more than one occasion and caressed me...which of course left me even more hot and bothered than i already was. By the time i had swept, mopped and dusted i had worked up quite a 'glow'.
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| Suitably attired for a heatwave |
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| the frilly knickers that Owner repeatedly pulled down |
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| after the sweeping came the mopping....then the sweating! |
Movie over it was time to catch-up on a caning for yours truly, on my bottom and my breast and then i helped Owner make some tiramisu.
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| bottom warmed up - not that it really needed warming in today's heat! |
Sunday, 28 July 2019
The Heat Is On And Off
However, the temperature has now subsided and we were able to venture out to an exhibition at the British Library yesterday on this history of writing (fascinating - I never knew that the letter A began life as a symbol of an Ox head millenia ago and then gradually changed to the letter we are familiar with today). Afterwards we went for drinks in one of our favourite London watering holes and then for a meal.
At the start of the week we also had some new flooring fitted. i stayed in and worked from home whilst it was done. However, Owner has a much better eye for detail than i and what to me looked like a job reasonably done failed Her test, by the time She had returned to inspect Herself the fitter had already left after i had declared myself satisfied with the results. i have been put on notice by Owner that if i accept sub-standard work again later in the year when we are having a new kitchen fitted then there will be hell to pay for (by me).
This coming week is a shorter one for us both as we are heading off to Spain for a few days towards the end of the week to spend time with Owners' family. We're both looking forward to a short break especially as our main holiday is still a month away and we are both fast starting to run out of steam and need a proper break to re-charge our batteries.
Meanwhile, today i have been fitting some blackout blinds - nothing like being prepared after the event! - to help keep the flat cool. Not much else to report - except to say that still i am still blissfully, frustratingly, achingly being kept denied.































