Birthday treats from Owner cont'd

It has been a wonderful birthday weekend for me, the whole time spent having fun with Owner. After yesterday afternoon's excitement of being allowed to buy some pretty clothes by Owner, including a new bra, i gave Owner a pedicure and foot massage before snuggling up with Her to watch a DVD.

This morning Owner continued the birthday 'treats'. First, after i had prepared breakfast, She pinned me down and tickled me 39 times. i hate to be tickled and have a tendency to writhe all over the place when Owner does this. However, it only seems to encourage Her! After this i prepared a stew for lunch and Owner decided that She would like to do a fashion shoot of me in some of my new clothes purchased the day before. This is one of me modelling my new bra.

After lunch i spent some time cleaning the flat and then Owner announced it was time for another birthday treat...39 minutes fun (one for every year of my life) impaled on the anal impaler with the tower of pain attached too. Owner took the following photos at the start of my treat;



















With the photos taken Owner then turned Her attention to my testicles and spent the remaining half an hour spanking them and tormenting them with Her wartenburg wheel whilst i bobbed up and down and squirmed on my pole! When the 39 minutes were up i feared that my nipples would be agony when the tower of pain's clover clamps were released but was pleasantly surprised to feel nothing....well nothing at first! Soon a low throbbing pain erupted across my breasts which built in intensity so that my nipples were left super sore and throbbing intensely. As i write this (an hour later) i can still feel them throb deliciously. Thank you Owner for a wonderful birthday weekend.

Birthday treats from Owner

Today is my birthday and i have received some wonderful treats from my Owner including crotchless panties and matching bra set (yippeee...my second bra!) and other lovely lingerie. Owner has also booked us into a hotel for a night of decadence later in the month. i am truly blessed to have such a wonderful Owner whom i love and adore.

Sunday evening entertaining Owner

Owner instructed me that i was too entertain Her this evening with a strip-tease/burlesque routine or two. i performed two routines in the kitchen and had great fun doing so.

Routine 1: To the sound of Deceptacon by 'Le Tigre'



Routine 2: To the sound of Into a Swan by Siouxsie



We had great fun and Owner has now stated that She expects me to perform for Her more often. Today Owner also instructed me to buy some fake fingernails and was looking closely at some extremely colourful fake eyelashes. i know i have another outdoor challenge due and suspect that these items may feature in the outfit i will be made to wear.

New Year - New Toys

Owner and i have finally had an opportunity to test out a couple of the new toys that i got for Her as part of Her Christmas present, specifically Her new thick smoked dragon cane from Jack's Floggers and the anal impaler from Extreme Restraints.

The dragon cane is a wonderful piece of craftsmanship which i had arranged for Owner's name to be engraved on the end of the handle on a little brass plate - it really looks lovely. The cane is thicker than the one Owner usually uses and so she warmed me up first with some light spanking and flogging before starting out gently with the cane. After a few practice strikes Owner soon had the feel for Her new toy which delivers a meatier blow than Her other cane and soon had my buttocks glowing with little red stripes and your truly breathing deeply as i processed each blow. Owner says i have what She describes as a 'leather bottom', meaning i do not bruise easily...though i have a feeling that with a little more force the dragon cane will soon be leaving a more lasting impression. However, this was Owners first use of Her new toy and she was relatively gentle, leaving only light welts. i was rewarded by Owner inserting the vibrating inflatable butt-plug (what a wonderful invention that is), having my testicles spanked and then being granted permission to lick Owners anus whilst she pleasured Herself...still with the butt plug purring away deep inside me. A wonderful but frustating experience as i was, of course, locked safely in chastity throughout.

The anal impaler was utilised in the session that followed. It took a while for us to find a dildo that fitted, not all do as on some their base is too flared whilst others are too thick - however, we found one eventually! Owner attached the dildo and then secured my ankles to the base of the device with rope. And there i was - impaled on a dildo and with no chance of escape! With me safely secured Owner attached the tower of pain nipple clamps (which work best when i am stood up) and then left me like that blindfolded whilst She went to do something. Upon Owners return she proceeded to cane my nipples, buttocks and testicles...each time i flinched i could feel the dildo inside me....though not unpleasant after a while it's certainly not comfortable - something which meets with Owners approval. This is, afterall, supposed to be about Her pleasure not mine. To ram home this point Owner released me from the impaler and had me go on all fours on the bed where She proceeded to fuck my now wet 'pussy' with her strapon. Owner switched it to vibrate and rode me hard until She came, leaving me breathing hard and once again horny and frustrated inside my chastity device.

So, two great toys and some more still to play with...this eager slut can't wait!

New Year of Training Ahead

Happy New Year to one and all. After the disruption of having the builders in and then a Christmas spent apart and a New Year spent together, albeit with family, Owner and i can finally get back to what we enjoy best...our own company in our own place. It seems like it has been ages since we actually were able to spend time together just being ourselves without interruption and i for one can't wait. During the past month it has been difficult to behave as the submissive my Owner deserves and though i have continued to submit and serve where and as i can i have to admit that things have slipped somewhat. Owner has been reminding me over the past few days that i have my six month appraisal coming up soon, so i had better get back to my old routine pretty damn quick! i don't want to spend the rest of my life as a trainee pet.

Sunday was wonderful though, just the two of us in bed together, Owner even allowed me to indulge in my favourite activity, namely licking her exquisite anus whilst she pleasured herself...ah, heaven! As an added treat Owner then masturbated and repeatedly slapped and spanked my testicles and penis until i was desperate for release...which was granted. Oh what a wonderful way to start a new year.

Owner has a series of challenges lined up for me over the coming weeks which i shall seek her permission to write-up at the appropriate time. It is looking like 2009 is going to be a great year.

Belated Merry Christmas and Happy New year

Just a very brief post to wish everyone who reads this blog a very belated Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Sorry the posts have tailed off a little this past month, it has been a very disrupted time, what with the builders (who've still not quite finished) etc. However, i hope you've all had a fantastic one. Owner and i have been with our respective families over the festive period but will be re-united tomorrow...i for one can't wait!

Meanwhile, i leave you with a picture of the Christmas cake i baked for Owner.



Big hug and see you all in 2009.

poppet
x

p.s. and nobody mentioned THAT list! :)

Kitchen Installation Chaos

Owner and i have just come out of a period of total chaos - yes we've had a new kitchen installed! Oh god, the dust, the debris, the noise and the hassle such a seemingly simple task can involve when you only live in a one bedroom flat. At one stage the old ceiling collapsed and the builders uncovered a host of additional problems which delayed everything by a week but now it is, almost, done. Once the builders had cleared away i re-painted the kitchen and installed a few more small units/pictures to try and get the place looking pretty again.


But we're both pleased with the results





i'm certainly delighted to have a decent oven at last in which i can bake and prepare nice food for my Owner! The downside, though, of having the kitchen installed, aside from the chaos, is that i have started to slip out again of some of my duties - it being difficult to be a sub slut when you are sharing your flat with builders! The whole episode also left Owner and i very tired and drained and so it has been a struggle to get back into my little routines of service and submission. However, now the kitchen is basically complete i know i have no excuse and so will be working hard to get back to my old submissive self. An added incentive is that i have my next six months appraisal coming up after Xmas and i don't want a repeat of the last disastrous one - especially as i think i had been improving since then.

Everyday Items = Some of the Best Toys

i was reminded this weekend how, no matter how much we may all fork out small fortunes for the latest disciplinary or other implement to hit the market, sometimes cheap and cheerful everyday items can trump them every time. Owner and i went away for the weekend and as we were staying with relatives did not take along any of the usual toys that Owner likes to inflict on me (and if i'm being honest i love too!). However, this morning when we had some time to ourselves Owner soon had me wriggling and moaning in painful ecstasy courtesy of three items that together probably cost little more than a pound. The items in question were two elastic hairbands and a plastic hairbrush. Owner wrapped one hair band through each of my pierced nipples and then pulled them tight and taught and tied them off to each other, before commencing to pluck and play with them. Meanwhile, She used the plastic hairbrush to devastating affect on my testicles, slapping and scratching and generally giving them a good old beating. It was one of the most 'intensely experienced' testicle and nipple torture experiences i have had for a while, and all using cheap everyday items. In these credit-crunched times it is worth remembering that cheap can be extremely effective!

Meanwhile, no further mention has been made by my family of the infamous 'list' i emailed to them (see previous post) - and i'm certainly not about to raise it with them, so let's hope the matter can quietly die away and my embarrassment with it. Although this evening, whilst putting out the recycling in my skirt and blouse, i did rather surprise my neighbour when she came out to do the same and saw me so attired. i do get the sense that i'm probably the only male in the neighbourhood who dresses fem. Mind you, it could have been worse, at least i wasn't wearing my frilly pink, backless and extremely short maid's outfit!

Oooops! - secret's out

Oh dear, yesterday i managed to make a very simple yet very embarrassing mistake. As it is the run up to Christmas i decided i would email a list of some things i would find useful as gifts to my mum, dad and sister. However, my dad very quickly responded saying that he didn't know where he could get a 'cock and ball clamp/stand' from!!

OH no! i sent the wrong bloody list!!! Oh how i wanted the earth to open and to swallow me up. i'd accidentally emailed my family a list containing some of the items that i would love to receive from my Owner, including the aforementioned item alongside a list of women's clothing and accessories that i would like. Oh god, how embarrassing.

Thankfully my family are quite open-minded and my dad's response was very jokey. However, i've not yet heard back from my mum or sister. i have a feeling that i am never going to be able to live down this little episode. Oh well, i guess i could get some interesting presents when i go to stay with my sister for Christmas!

i am someone who likes humiliation....but had never intended it to happen this way.

On a separate note, my learning as Owners submissive continues to develop a pace and i have now got into a steady routine, since my disastrous contract appraisal back in September, of cooking, cleaning, massages etc. i have asked Owner if the list of things that she would like me to do on a daily/weekly basis for Her could be extended further and have put forward some suggestions in the journal that i keep. i shall just have to be patient and wait and see.

Right, off now to start preparing the Christmas cake. Have a good weekend all and remember....check your email attachments carefully before sending them through to your family or vanilla friends!!!!

Halloween or Samhain

Halloween, or as Owner described it the night that Owners get treated and trainee pet's get tricked. Yes, the night of the dead is always a fun and exciting evening and one that Owner and i greatly enjoy. The evening commenced with me dressing up in my Morticia outfit and then preparing Owner some traditional Halloween fayre, 'Soul' cake followed later by 'Colcannon'. After we had consumed some of the cake it was time for trainee pet to follow his Owners instructions for the evening which were wrapped up in little notes adorning our Halloween poster.

The instructions read as follows:

'1 -Samhain is considered a time to eliminate weaknesses, it is advised to write your own weaknesses onto a piece of paper and then burn them

Little pet to do a list of his weaknesses and how he is going to improve them - on his knees and wearing nipple clamps - then hand to Owner

2 -Samhain allows you to come to terms with your past year and leave all your mistakes and regrets behind you, in order to move on. Look forward to what the future holds.

Little pet to be spanked as many times as the number of punishments accrued in the past year (98 according to my punishment book!) - this will allow him to leave his mistakes behind

3 - The name Jack O'Lantern derives from an old Irish tale of a villain who after he died could not enter heaven or hell - a damned soul. So he was condemned to wander the land with only a candle to see his way placed inside a gouged out vegetable to act as a lantern

Little pet to walk up and down the corridor carrying only a candle 10 times wearing his spiked parachute harness and weights suspended - this will necessitate the temporary removal of your chastity device

4- Bobbing for apples was a classic Halloween game. In 'bobbing for apples' girls used to name each apple after a different suitor. The girl would kneel over the tub, shut her eyes, put her hands behind her back and try to catch an apple with her teeth. The one she could bite would be her future husband. A variation was to hang apples from the doorway. The first one to finish eating the apple gets married next

Rather than using a doorway Owner will hang apples from little pet's parachute device.

5 - By candlelight go alone to a mirror and eat an apple before it, whilst combing your hair. Your future lover will be seen in the glass over your shoulder

Little pet will go to the corridor mirror and will eat one of the apples hanging from his parachute...maybe his future love will appear behind him and give him some instructions'

i was so lucky, as predicted Owner appeared in the mirror next to me! She led me back into the kitchen and had me bend over the kitchen table where she fucked me hard and repeatedly with a large dildo whilst also masturbating me and spanking my testicles really hard with a baton - Her halloween ball buster.


Very soon i was moaning loudly like a truly ghoulish slut and begging to be allowed to come. Owner edged me in this manner repeatedly until i thought my testicles would burst and then stopped and instructed me to return to chastity. How wonderfully and deliciously frustrating!

Hope you all had a wonderfully wicked Halloween, or Samhain. i know i did!