Woo hoo what a great day today has been! This morning Owner and i set out to undertake my bra challenge as set by Owner. This was to be photographed showing my bra at 5 locations across London. Specifically, these were Angel, Moorgate, Bank, Holborn and Oxford Circus. Well we had some tremendous fun doing the challenge and you can see how i did below;
First off was Angel. This is taken outside the entrance to an outfitters shop just along Upper Street near Angel tube.
Next stop was Moorgate. This is taken at Finsbury Circus just behind Moorgate tube. As you can see i was getting a little more confident.
Then it was off to Bank and flashing my breast in front of the Bank of England
Being a tart opposite the Prudential building in Holborn
And finally a somewhat more hesitant flash at Oxford Circus.
Challenge completed Owner took me to lunch at the restaurant where we first met exactly five years ago and a place we return to on the same day every year. However, by now i was definitely in a full tarty mode and so gave Owner a quick flash at the dinner table
Owner seemed pleased with my performance of the challenge and agreed that i should purchase a few more girly items for my wardrobe. By the end of our trip i'd been allowed to buy a more feminine zip front top (all the better for completing more challenges in), a white lace camisole top and some pretty little ankle socks in white, black and pink. It was a wonderful day and great fun.
A blog documenting my experience in a Female-led relationship with my wonderful Owner
Sunday, 30 May 2010
Poppet Nil Points
Well Eurovision has come and gone. Not the best of years in terms of over the top performances and far too many ballads. Howewer, it did give Owner a chance to put Her game (see earlier post) into action. Overall, there wasn't too much that i had to do on the night, though i did wear my nipple clamps and mini-pegs for a long time, but there are a couple of challenges to be completed as a result of the show in the coming days. The total scores on the doors for the night (based on Owners game) were;
The following were taken during the show as i completed a couple of the challenges;
Today Owner and i are off into town for me to complete the bra challenges. Look out London town here we come!
- One instance of having to remove my knickers and wave them in the air
- i will have to complete one outdoor make-up challenge at some future date
- i was spanked 20 times during show
- i will have to wear a big summer hat in public on two occasions of Owners choosing
- i will have to purchase and wear a t-shirt emblazoned with the legend 'SLUT' or something equivalent
- i had to wear weighted nipples clamps during three songs
- i had to fuck myself once with a dildo
- i had to wear non-weighted nipple clamps during 10 songs
- i did one quick strip-tease
- i will receive 10 hard canings
The following were taken during the show as i completed a couple of the challenges;
Today Owner and i are off into town for me to complete the bra challenges. Look out London town here we come!
Saturday, 29 May 2010
When One Of My Suspender Straps Went Missing
Yesterday to work i wore a pair of knickers with detachable suspender straps and stockings underneath my trousers...it was to prove to be an embarassing mistake. During the day the clasp of one of the suspenders kept detaching itself from my stocking top necessitating frequent trips to the bathroom to re-attach it in place. However, in the afternoon i could once again feel the unmistakeable sensation of my stocking slowly collapsing down my leg and so toddled off the the bathroom to rectify the situation. On getting there i pulled down my trousers but found i could only locate one of the two suspender straps for the my right leg. The back straps was still there albeit the clasp having become detached from the stocking but the front strap was nowhere to be seen, it had obviously detached itself from both stocking top and knicker. i checked in my shoe to see if the strap was there? No. i checked inside my trouser leg...but no, not there either. Bugger, it must have fallen off somewhere and be lying on the office floor. i returned to my desk and pondered what to do. It wasn't long before a colleague of mine loudly proclaimed 'look what i've found!' he wasn't sure what it was at first thinking it to be a garter belt, but i knew immediately...it was the bloody suspender strap. As i hid behind my computer screen hoping i didn't look as embarassed as i felt my suspender strap was passed around the office like a curious museum exhibit until eventually my colleagues got bored of it and threw it away. So now i have a pair of knickers with only three detachable suspender straps left but a valuable lesson was learnt. Detachable suspender straps and jeans do not work!
To My Best Friend, Lover and Partner - My Owner
This weekend marks the fifth anniversary of when Owner and i first met. After initially meeting-up in cyberspace, at a time when we were both going through divorces, we met in person at Bond Street tube station before going for a coffee and then an Italian. We will be going back to that same restaurant again this weekend, as we do every year.
It would be another five months before what started as 'just friends' became 'friends and lovers' and a little longer still before Owner accepted my invitation to move in with me. At the time i wrote Owner a letter outlining my desire to submit to Her and to become Her submissive partner. For me this was the first time i had ever been able to openly confess what had been, until that point of my life, a hidden and buried aspect of my character. That i felt able and confident enough to write that letter speaks volumes for what a truly wonderful and remarkable woman Owner is even though this was uncharted territory for Her too.
But going back to our first meeting, little did i know that the person i was waiting to meet at the tube station would have such a wonderful, profound and enriching impact upon my life. The past five years have been like starting life all over again. i can truly say that they have been the best and most wonderful years of my life. Yes, we've had our occasional moments, as all couples do, and no i've not always been the perfect submissive partner we've both striven for. But what we have had is fun, hilarity, excitement and a shared sense of pure joy and adventure i never thought i would ever get to experience.
In that same time i have also changed and developed (for the better) under Owners expert guidance and tuition and Her Dominant side has grown and flourished. They truly have been the best years of my life and i look forward to a lifetime of continuing on our journey together. And thank you Owner for the wonderful book you bought me yesterday Miss Vera's Cross-Dress For Success: A Resource Guide for Boys Who Want to be Girls i promise to remain your Poppet forever.
This song is for you;
It would be another five months before what started as 'just friends' became 'friends and lovers' and a little longer still before Owner accepted my invitation to move in with me. At the time i wrote Owner a letter outlining my desire to submit to Her and to become Her submissive partner. For me this was the first time i had ever been able to openly confess what had been, until that point of my life, a hidden and buried aspect of my character. That i felt able and confident enough to write that letter speaks volumes for what a truly wonderful and remarkable woman Owner is even though this was uncharted territory for Her too.
But going back to our first meeting, little did i know that the person i was waiting to meet at the tube station would have such a wonderful, profound and enriching impact upon my life. The past five years have been like starting life all over again. i can truly say that they have been the best and most wonderful years of my life. Yes, we've had our occasional moments, as all couples do, and no i've not always been the perfect submissive partner we've both striven for. But what we have had is fun, hilarity, excitement and a shared sense of pure joy and adventure i never thought i would ever get to experience.
In that same time i have also changed and developed (for the better) under Owners expert guidance and tuition and Her Dominant side has grown and flourished. They truly have been the best years of my life and i look forward to a lifetime of continuing on our journey together. And thank you Owner for the wonderful book you bought me yesterday Miss Vera's Cross-Dress For Success: A Resource Guide for Boys Who Want to be Girls i promise to remain your Poppet forever.
This song is for you;
Labels:
Anniversary,
cross-dressing,
Nick Cave,
Owner
Wednesday, 26 May 2010
Eurovision - Countdown to Fun and GAMES!
Owner and i hardly ever watch TV. However, there is one programme which i love to watch every year, namely the Eurovision Song Contest. Many people might regard my (and it is just mine - Owner does not share this passion) adoration of the festival of kitsch and trash that is Eurovision as a little sad. But who can forget the gorgeous Dana International, the hard rock joy of Lordy or even the United Kingdom's own stripping Bucks Fizz? All wonderful!
This year Owner has provisionally consented to letting me watch the programme. However, to make things more interesting for Her and for me, She has designed a little game. Basically, the idea of the game is along the same lines as drinking games, however, this one has it's own set of special instructions for me to perform if/and when the appropriate 'trigger' event appears or happens during the show. i've copied the rules Owner has devised below;
As you can see there are a range of possible things i may have to do as a consequence of certain trigger events occurring during the show. These range from the relatively straightforward, such as being spanked/caned to having to go shopping with Owner and try on a bra and skirt in a shop and then purchase these. It should make for an interesting evening anyway!
Owner has also indicated She would like to devise a similar game for the World Cup - not actually something i'm really that interested in at all but which i may end up being glued to the results waiting to see what they translate into by way of challenges/punishments etc. It's looking like it's going to be a fun summer, and i've still got the bra-challenge posted about previously to complete this weekend.
This year Owner has provisionally consented to letting me watch the programme. However, to make things more interesting for Her and for me, She has designed a little game. Basically, the idea of the game is along the same lines as drinking games, however, this one has it's own set of special instructions for me to perform if/and when the appropriate 'trigger' event appears or happens during the show. i've copied the rules Owner has devised below;
As you can see there are a range of possible things i may have to do as a consequence of certain trigger events occurring during the show. These range from the relatively straightforward, such as being spanked/caned to having to go shopping with Owner and try on a bra and skirt in a shop and then purchase these. It should make for an interesting evening anyway!
Owner has also indicated She would like to devise a similar game for the World Cup - not actually something i'm really that interested in at all but which i may end up being glued to the results waiting to see what they translate into by way of challenges/punishments etc. It's looking like it's going to be a fun summer, and i've still got the bra-challenge posted about previously to complete this weekend.
Labels:
challenges,
Eurovision,
games
Sunday, 23 May 2010
Strip-Tease For Owner
Owner expects me to do little strip-tease performances for Her, something i love to do. This afternoon as the sun moved away from the garden and the heat became a little more bearable it seemed a good time to do a little summer strip for Her. The dance was to the sound of that old summer classic from the musical Grease, namely Summer Nights which seemed quite appropriate given the sudden heatwave we're experiencing. Anyway, it was not quite in the same class as the original, and as far as i remember they kept their clothes on! (i'm sure i'd remember if Olivia had stripped off). The following are taken from my little dance which ended up in the garden for a refreshing cool down with our little elephant watering can
i've just realised that this has been my third blog post today, i think the sun must have gone to my head! But, it has been a great day.
p
x
i've just realised that this has been my third blog post today, i think the sun must have gone to my head! But, it has been a great day.
p
x
Sunday Afternoon Sandwich
Today is scorching hot in London and aside from a bit of brief sunbathing in my silver bikini in the garden most of the day has been spent in the cool indoors. After lunch Owner decided tht it was time to have a little bit of fun with Her trainee whore and instructed me to go into the corridor and wait on all fourse with my knickers pulled down, tits clamped and fellate the large black suction dildo. After a week of trying i can now get the whole head of this into my mouth and so it was that as i sucked, gagged and slurped on the big phallus Owner crouched down behind me and thrust deep into me with her big strapon. It used to take a bit of 'preparation' to accomodate this strapon but these days it slips in with no real effort and soon Owner was thrusting hard as i made as appreciative noises as possible when you have a mouth full of cock.
Once Owner had switched the strapon onto vibrate mode and had satiated herself She asked me what i would like? i eagerly replied i would like to be fucked by something bigger and after being made to beg and stretched open a little further with one of Owners big dildo's out came the huge red dildo. Owners confidence in using this has grown immeasurably as to has my own ability to accomodate its girth inside my pussy. And so with my head forced down hard onto the blig black dildo the huge red one berthed between my legs. Each time we use it gets easier and this time its huge head ploughed deeper and deeper into my molten pussy which stretched wider and wider as i sought to get more of its shaft inside me. The feeling of having that huge cock deep inside me is out of this world and my chastised clit felt heavy and swollen as i thrust my hips back and began to fuck the monster as Owner instructed me to moan louder and louder and say how much of a whore i was (it was only after that i realised that - being a hot day - all the windows were open so apologies neighbours if i disturbed your sunbathing!).
i really cannot begin to describe enough how much i love having that huge cock deep, deep inside me whilst my mouth was wrapped around the head of another equally fat dildo. As Owner says, i am a total whore. Sadly, the fun had to end at some time and Owner was all too soon pulling it out of me as my pussy gaped appreciatively.
Once Owner had switched the strapon onto vibrate mode and had satiated herself She asked me what i would like? i eagerly replied i would like to be fucked by something bigger and after being made to beg and stretched open a little further with one of Owners big dildo's out came the huge red dildo. Owners confidence in using this has grown immeasurably as to has my own ability to accomodate its girth inside my pussy. And so with my head forced down hard onto the blig black dildo the huge red one berthed between my legs. Each time we use it gets easier and this time its huge head ploughed deeper and deeper into my molten pussy which stretched wider and wider as i sought to get more of its shaft inside me. The feeling of having that huge cock deep inside me is out of this world and my chastised clit felt heavy and swollen as i thrust my hips back and began to fuck the monster as Owner instructed me to moan louder and louder and say how much of a whore i was (it was only after that i realised that - being a hot day - all the windows were open so apologies neighbours if i disturbed your sunbathing!).
i really cannot begin to describe enough how much i love having that huge cock deep, deep inside me whilst my mouth was wrapped around the head of another equally fat dildo. As Owner says, i am a total whore. Sadly, the fun had to end at some time and Owner was all too soon pulling it out of me as my pussy gaped appreciatively.
New Bra Challenge
As mentioned recently, Owner has decided that it is time to start getting me to undertake some more public challenges. As a result, this morning i found myself at Owners feet fellating the big dildo whilst Owner prepared some information for me as to what form the challenge will take. When She had completed Her preparation this is what i received in my email in-box;
So next weekend i will be flashing my tits around London, specifically at Angel, Moorgate, Bank, Holborn and Oxford Circus. Nervous?? Moi??? ....you bet!
So next weekend i will be flashing my tits around London, specifically at Angel, Moorgate, Bank, Holborn and Oxford Circus. Nervous?? Moi??? ....you bet!
Thursday, 20 May 2010
Poppet in Purple (rope)
Owner's new purple rope arrived at work today and as soon as i got home with Her new package She was excitedly playing with the rope and experimenting with some new knots. It is certainly a beautiful colour.
Tuesday, 18 May 2010
It's Masturabation Month
Yes, believe it or not this month is masturbation month. Of course, as is fit and proper for an Owned submissive i will not be taking part as i shall be locked as usual in chastity and only allowed to cum if and when Owner deems this to be appropriate, and under Her guidance and in a manner of Her choosing - lately as part of my whore training. However, it will be great to know that as and when Owner masturbates Herself against me or uses me as Her human sex toy that this is part of a global month long celebration of the art of self-pleasure.
There is nothing that gives me greater pleasure than knowing that i may usefully be used by Owner for Her sexual satisfaction and enjoyment. It truly is an honour and a privilege to be able, in some small way, to assist Her in pleasuring Herself and the knowledge that She has derived pleasure from using me always adds an extra spring in my step for the rest of the day.
To those of you who do get to partake in masturbation month, have a wonderful time! As for those of us who, like me, are denied the ability to self-pleasure (unless specifically released from chastity for the purpose) we have a lifetime of pleasure to look forward to...namely the immense pleasure, satisfaction and enjoyment derived from knowing that it is our role to ensure we provide our Owners/Dommes with the pleasure and satisfaction they deserve.
There is nothing that gives me greater pleasure than knowing that i may usefully be used by Owner for Her sexual satisfaction and enjoyment. It truly is an honour and a privilege to be able, in some small way, to assist Her in pleasuring Herself and the knowledge that She has derived pleasure from using me always adds an extra spring in my step for the rest of the day.
To those of you who do get to partake in masturbation month, have a wonderful time! As for those of us who, like me, are denied the ability to self-pleasure (unless specifically released from chastity for the purpose) we have a lifetime of pleasure to look forward to...namely the immense pleasure, satisfaction and enjoyment derived from knowing that it is our role to ensure we provide our Owners/Dommes with the pleasure and satisfaction they deserve.
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