Tit Lead, More Eurovision, Long-Term Orgasm Denial and Anal Shenanigans

Readers may have noticed that i have a bit of a 'thing' about being accessorised. In particular, i love having chains and rings suspended from my pierced tits. The constant soft tug of the chain leaves my teats sensitive and almost permanently aroused. It feels wonderful to then have them caressed, or idly touch the taut skin on the top of my nipples, mmmm....

Well, Owner has treated me to wonderful new long nipple chain with a weighted O-ring that swings and pulls delightfully from my breasts when i move. In truth, She did not like the chain i had and decided to get one more to Her liking. As well as being very pretty it can also act as an alternative lead as you can see below;

Owner's pretty hand demonstrating leading me by my nipple chain

This what the chain and ring look like in situ. 

The ring hooped through the chain is engraved Owner & pet ('pet', 'my pet' 'petito'. 'petty' or 'petunio' being what Owner calls me at home). i think it is super pretty and i love it.

But away from my breasts and back to Eurovision. As mentioned in my last post it was the grand final on Saturday night. The UK did pretty awfully but it was still a good evening's entertainment even though Owner and my favourite act, Finland's, did not win (coming a close second). Owner allowed me to wear a new short summer dress She bought me and even let me have a gin and tonic or two. Here i am, drink in hand and ready for the grand final to kick-off

like i said, it IS a short dress :)

with our snacks for the evening

i love the dress, especially the fact that it barely covers my groin (such a slutty gurl). i am hoping to bring it to Finland with us if Owner lets me. 

During the final itself Owner and i also participated in a Eurovision competition with Her brother and sister and their respective partners. This has become something of an annual tradition and i am truly awful at it. The game consists of having to guess the order of the final top 4 songs and which country will place last. Points are also awarded for worst and most embarrassing performances and best outfit. The loser has to buy a trophy and cakes for the winner whenever we next all meet up. Traditionally it is i that always loses. In fact, only on one occasion have i not lost. Last night Owner and i ended up with equal points but we were still joint last so my losing streak rolls on. It made for an added bit of fun during the final though.

Incidentally, what are people thinking of my longer hair? It is in ponytail but with my side locks having fallen free in these pictures. It has now been almost 10 months since it was last cut. i love the fact that i can now wear it up, or even put it into pigtails. It's not really long enough to plait or braid it though.

Talking of time, it now just a few weeks until my one-year orgasm-free anniversary. Yep, i have not cum be it accidental or forced in over 345 days. i had long hoped that Owner might keep me denied like this, perhaps even permanently so. i have no idea whether or when She get me to orgasm again. i don't regret for one minute my hoping to be kept in long-term denial although there are of course times when the i am reminded to be careful what i wish for! 

In fact, so accustomed have i now become to my long-term denied state that even when my little clitty is released to clean and shave it the thought of touching it for pleasure never once crosses my mind. Strange as it may sound, even the sight of it on the occasions when it is un-caged now seems a little 'unnatural' to me. i know it won't always be that way as Owner does like to touch and play with it at times but aside from such moments when She wants it free and available for Her own amusement i am perfectly content having it kept caged and out of sight. 

One thing i do love to have touched, and Owner loves touching it too, is my arse. When we were in Berlin we came across an artist who specialises in painting backsides. You send him and image of your bum and he will render your arse on canvas. He does them as miniatures. Owner was quite taken with the idea of having my a likeness of my derriere and so immediately advised me that She would be sending him a picture to work on. The image She is sending him is the one below, i will post the resulting artwork and details of the artist in a future blog.

Right, that's it from me. i will probably post again tomorrow as it is the 16th of the month which means it is outdoor challenge day. i wonder what it will bring?

The Greatest Show on Earth

Just a quick reminder that tonight the UK city of Liverpool has the privilege of hosting this years Eurovision song contest final on behalf of Ukraine (winners of last years show). Owner and i will be watching it as usual, She lets me watch it every year [edit by Owner - you mean i am forced to endure it!] - even taking me to Vienna one year to watch it when that city hosted the final.

Eurovision is such a wonderfully camp and joyous event and the perfect reminder that, despite all the batshit misogny, racism, violence, intolerance and hate that is the daily white noise to our lives, despite that, most people are actually lovely. Even if you don't like all the songs just marvel at the outfits, the staging and the politics of the voting and have a good old, joyously fun, time. Still not convinced? Well, turn the whole event into an extended drinking game.

If you are new to Eurovision (and this year the WHOLE world gets to vote for the first time ever) then this article is a handy little guide. So, put of your make-up and your glad rags and get ready to enjoy the greatest show on Earth and be reminded that there is actually a lot that is good in the world. Owner and i will be watching, i hope you get an opportunity to do so too.

And The Winner Is......?

i was treated to a great Eurovision night in by Owner, but not before she painted my bottom with Her heavy cane, leaving it sore and wonderfully striped.

Striped bottom and thighs

To distract me from the discomfort of the caning my nipples were also clamped for the duration. She also lightly caned by chastised clit before focusing on my derriere.

Almost immediately after i received the above caning Owner and i went out to the shops to get some provisions for the evening ahead's entertainment. It was a warm day here in London so i just wore a t-shirt and little pair of denim shorts. It was only when i got back that i realised i would have been walking around with visible stripes on the backs of my thighs. i wonder if anyone wondered why?

Anyway, back to the evening's entertainment. Owner insisted on Her preparing all the snacks for the evening and She laid on a really great spread which kept us nourished for the following four hour TV extravaganza.

i was even allowed some limoncello cocktails to drink.

The event itself did not disappoint with some wonderful outfits, great dancing and the usual mixed bag of songs. The UK's entry, which i did not like, did surprisingly well coming in second behind Ukraine who thoroughly deserved their victory, not just out of sympathy with the war they are having to fight after Russia's invasion, but because their rap-folk song was also pretty good. Some personal highlights from me were the outfits worn by the Romanian, Spanish and Australian (don't ask me how they are in a European song contest) entrants although i was sad that the songs by the Netherlands and by Greece did not do better than they did (placing 11th and 8th respectively) as i thought they were great songs.

The event itself was the usual festival of diversity, camp and joyfulness that it always is. As winners, Ukraine get to host next year although whether that will prove possible is another matter, i hope that they can.

Incidentally, i also need to correct something i wrote in my last post. i am not getting my tattoo done next weekend, but the weekend after. i was getting my dates confused in my dotage.

It's That Time Of Year Again

Excitement is building this weekend as tonight it is time for the annual dance, light, political and music extravaganza that is Eurovision! i am a huge fan of the Eurovision song contest, i love its camp silliness, the often terrible songs and the politics of the voting. Owner is less of a fan but humours my annual enthusiasm, She even once took me to Vienna once so that we would be in the city where the contest was being hosted that year.

This year the contest is being hosted by Turin as Italy won the contest last year. So tonight Owner and i will be sitting down with a limoncello cocktail and a platter of snacks for a few hours of musical and political silliness whilst Whatsapp goes into a frenzied meltdown as we discuss and debate the highs and lows of the show with friends and family. Also, as has become an annual ritual, a small competition will be run between us which culminates in me purchasing and awarding a small 'trophy' to the person who wins the Whatsapp group Eurovision competition. i have yet to win it myself, maybe this will be my year??

Meanwhile, in non-Eurovision news, i am now booked in to get my right breast tattooed with Owners' design next weekend. i am very excited at the prospect. It will mean that each of my breasts will have been tattooed and will be the ninth such tattoo i will have had done to mark me as being Owned by Her and to symbolise an aspect of my relationship with Her. My new tattoo will represent the fact that my being beaten and suffering pain at Owners' hands is a token of Her love for me. In short, it represents part of the more BDSM aspect of our relationship.  

Finally, last Sunday Owner and i enjoyed an afternoon in South Kensington, West London visiting an exhibition of miniature artworks, some so small that they could only be viewed through a microscope. Called Small is Beautiful it is well worth visiting if you can. We went for lunch in a nearby pub beforehand where Owner took this picture of me

t-shirt weather has started to arrive

Today's Chastity Dice Outcome

After giving Owner a foot and back massage this afternoon it was time to roll the monthly chastity dice to see whether i would remain locked for another month or would be temporarily released. Well, the outcome was.......(drumroll)... i am to remain locked until next weekend when i will be released for two days then locked back up until at least the 11th June.

Owner was quick to point out the next weekend is Eurovision song contest weekend (always a high point in my year) and teased me that maybe my unlocked clitty could be decorated with some Eurovision flags? Could be an interesting weekend :)

The Good Life

This past week has been a very positive one. Owner and i have discussed some of the performance issues that i need to address though we recognise that because my job has become much busier this past year, with more travel involved, it will inevitably have some impact upon my routines. However, it was a good and positive discussion to have had and it highlighted a number (an embarrassingly large number) of things that need doing about the house that i need to get back on top of.

i even got to work from home for two days in a row this week - something that i have not been able to do for many months now. It was so nice to be dressed-up and working in my home uniform of stockings, skirt and blouse again on the first day - made doubly thrilling as there were a couple of callers to the house and a delivery during the day who also got to see me in my feminine office attire. The second day working from home was 'dress down Friday'. This time Owner permitted me to wear a PVC skirt and semi-sheer top with padded bra, heeled trainers and ankle socks. There were no callers this time but i was permitted to wear my jewelled butt plug for part of the day.

i also asked Owner if i might be permitted to return to chastity again? i have been out of chastity for about a year now. i genuinely think that not being locked up negatively affects my performance, chastity helps me to focus my effort and attention and provides a constant motivator for me to maintain the level of submission Owner expects without Her having to directly reinforce that Herself. i would love to be locked permanently but Owner likes to have me free at times so that She can play with my clitty. Anyway, to cut a long story short She has graciously agreed to me returning to being locked up again. i am extremely grateful to Her and super happy about. She has also agreed to my replacing my existing, and still perfectly serviceable tiny metal chastity device, with an upgraded version of the same which has a solid base ring as opposed to a hinged one (which the version i have had). The original was fine but the hinge had to be covered by a small piece of rubber tubing to prevent it catching and pinching skin where you really don't want it to be caught and pinched! It was the only issue i had with it and, though it only did this once in all the time i wore it (off and on over a year) the new version avoids this risk completely.

The replacement device is due to be delivered next week. It is called the Happy Go Super Small Chastity device and is available from Amazon. This is what it looks like

It is inexpensive but then so too was the previous one, which apart from the risk of the hinge catching you, proved to be the most comfortable chastity device i have ever owned. i will post a full review of it after it has arrived. Needless to say though i am really happy to be returning to having my clitty locked up.

Finally, tonight it is the annual extravaganza that is the Eurovision Song Contest - my personal TV highlight of the year. Owner is permitting me to watch it gain this year for which i am eternally grateful to Her. She has even suggested that we could make some cocktails with the bottle of Limoncello we brought back from Milan, perhaps even a 'special' cocktail for me. Life is good.

The Good Life

Owner will often remind me that i am an extremely lucky submissive. When She says this She means that there are many things that She allows me to do which another, stricter dominant might not. She is of course correct. Owner regularly gives me little treats or surprises that She knows i will enjoy. This weekend i have been especially lucky in that regard.

Yesterday was the final of the Eurovision song contest, an event i always look forward to watching. Owner finds the whole show a bit of a waste of time but She knows that it is a show that i enjoy and thus it has become something of an annual fixture in our household, with us both sitting down together to watch it as a treat for me. This year Owner surprised me by not simply permitting me to watch the show but also suggesting that we go to the pub beforehand and then come home and watch the show. And so it was we spent a few happy hours having a few drinks and gossipping and people watching before returning to watch the spectacle on TV. The song i hoped might win, Belgium's entry, did not but congratulations to Portugal for a deserved success.

The treats continued today when Owner permitted me to undertake another of my favourite activities, namely take a trip to our local garden centre and buy some plants. If left to my own devices, something that will obviously never happen, i could spend all day in garden centres and spend a small fortune. Owner ensures this doesn't happen but She does permit me the occasional supervised foray to go with Her to get some plants. However, i am only permitted to get the ones She chooses.

So, as you can see i have been having quite a weekend of treats. We have also started our new routine of me drinking a glass of Owners wonderful urine each day at the weekend. The glass i was given by Owner this morning was full of Her warm amber wine. For some reason i am always left feeling aroused when i drink a glass of Her piss, it is wonderful stuff.

However, Owner is also quick to chastise or reprimand me when i do things wrong and today She unfortunately had cause to administer one of Her new 'instant punishments'. i had just got out of the shower when She came in and demanded to know why i hadn't labelled the date i had placed a half-finished packet of halloumi cheese into a container in the fridge. i was instructed to pick a punishment from the punishment bag that now hangs from our fridge door. The card i took out stated that i was to stand for twenty minutes facing the wall with my nipples clamped and weighted. So this was how i spent twenty minutes of my day today. My nipples were quite sensitive afterwards!

nipples tweezer clamped and weighted

Stood facing the wall for my punishment, the punishment bag is the small red bag hanging to my left

Eurovision and Anniversary Weekends

Owner and i have had two really enjoyable weekends. Last weekend we travelled to Vienna to experience the Eurovision Song Contest in the host city. i have never been to Vienna before and we both had  a wonderful time. Eurovision is the only TV programme that i watch, i am quite a fan!

This year is Owner and my tenth anniversary year and so Owner treated me to a trip to Vienna to experience the contest. Although the weather was rather damp we had a fabulous time. The trip got off to a flying start when we bumped into the legendary Irish host Graham Norton in baggage reclaim in Vienna airport. He was absolutely charming and very kindly let me take a selfie with him. He was sporting a vote yes badge for the Irish referendum on gay marriage and i was thrilled to hear the results the next day when Ireland voted to legalise gay marriage by a resounding majority in the referendum they held on the issue.

Anyway, back to the song contest. Owner and i did not manage to get tickets for the indoor event and so instead we experienced the whole thing in the public viewing area in front of the Rathaus surrounded by a happy and enthusiastic crowd of Belgians, Austrians, Russians, Germans, Australians (who were granted a one-off entry this year). Georgians, Brits, Spaniards, French etc, etc. It really was a wonderful experience and i can't thank Owner enough for organising it for me. Her wife was in her element!

We also had a chance to explore some of the city's historic buildings and museums. It was a fantastic trip and you can see some pictures from it below:

The day before the big final

Sculpture in front of Karlskirche

The Gloriette in the grounds of Schloss Schonbrunn

The big night

The crowds in front of the big screen

Today is Owner and my 10th anniversary. Yesterday, as we do every year, we went back to the restaurant we ate in near Bond Street tube station the day we first met in person (we'd met and chatted online a month or two previously). As is now our custom, Owner chose and ordered our meal for us - a delicious pizza with salad. Here i am in the restaurant:

After eating we went shopping together and Owner bought me a wonderful new front-opening bra and also let me buy a new pair of jeans. Then we headed to one of our favourite pubs for a couple of drinks and a spot of people watching. Of course, being a bit of a tart, i couldn't resist doing a quick flash (though this is just the bra i happened to be wearing that day, not the new one)

This morning, over breakfast, we exchanged our anniversary cards and gifts. i bought Owner a jewellery box

and She bought me this beautiful Tiffany silver infinity bracelet,

it really is gorgeous.

We celebrate our main anniversary in October, which marks the moment Owner first kissed me and we went from being friends to something a lot more special. This year we will be spending that anniversary back in the eternal city, Rome. We can't wait.

Oh, and talking of jewellery. Owner also permitted me to order a nipple hugging ring a few weeks ago, It took a couple of weeks to arrive but it came in the post this week. Here you can see it in situ.

Eurovision Video Challenge

Along with an estimated 125million other souls tonight Owner and i will be settling down to watch the Eurovision song contest on TV. This long-standing European institution is, i have to admit, one of my highlights of the year and is also about the only TV programme i watch apart from when Owner and i are staying in a hotel somewhere and we watch it as a treat.

But i digress. Eurovision is a wonderful evening of kitsch trash with a good dollop of euro pop and politics thrown in for good measure too - in short a winning combination. Owner, is not such a fan as me but lets me indulge my passion each year. Of late She has combined viewing the programme with the completion of challenges and this year is no exception, albeit with a slight modification in that the challenge occurred today, before the show commenced. Owner asked that i make a short promotional/introductory video in Eurovision style as they do before each act takes the stage. The video below was shot around our home town of London on what was a scorching day - as you can see we had some fun

Poppet Nil Points

Well Eurovision has come and gone. Not the best of years in terms of over the top performances and far too many ballads. Howewer, it did give Owner a chance to put Her game (see earlier post) into action. Overall, there wasn't too much that i had to do on the night, though i did wear my nipple clamps and mini-pegs for a long time, but there are a couple of challenges to be completed as a result of the show in the coming days. The total scores on the doors for the night (based on Owners game) were;

1. One instance of having to remove my knickers and wave them in the air
2. i will have to complete one outdoor make-up challenge at some future date
3. i was spanked 20 times during show
4. i will have to wear a big summer hat in public on two occasions of Owners choosing
5. i will have to purchase and wear a t-shirt emblazoned with the legend 'SLUT' or something equivalent
6. i had to wear weighted nipples clamps during three songs
7. i had to fuck myself once with a dildo
8. i had to wear non-weighted nipple clamps during 10 songs
9. i did one quick strip-tease
10. i will receive 10 hard canings

All in all it was not the greatest of Eurovision's ever but Owners game did result in a few distractions during the show to entertain Her and a few post-show challenges to come.

The following were taken during the show as i completed a couple of the challenges;

Today Owner and i are off into town for me to complete the bra challenges. Look out London town here we come!

Eurovision - Countdown to Fun and GAMES!

Owner and i hardly ever watch TV. However, there is one programme which i love to watch every year, namely the Eurovision Song Contest. Many people might regard my (and it is just mine - Owner does not share this passion) adoration of the festival of kitsch and trash that is Eurovision as a little sad. But who can forget the gorgeous Dana International, the hard rock joy of Lordy or even the United Kingdom's own stripping Bucks Fizz? All wonderful!

This year Owner has provisionally consented to letting me watch the programme. However, to make things more interesting for Her and for me, She has designed a little game. Basically, the idea of the game is along the same lines as drinking games, however, this one has it's own set of special instructions for me to perform if/and when the appropriate 'trigger' event appears or happens during the show. i've copied the rules Owner has devised below;

As you can see there are a range of possible things i may have to do as a consequence of certain trigger events occurring during the show. These range from the relatively straightforward, such as being spanked/caned to having to go shopping with Owner and try on a bra and skirt in a shop and then purchase these. It should make for an interesting evening anyway!

Owner has also indicated She would like to devise a similar game for the World Cup - not actually something i'm really that interested in at all but which i may end up being glued to the results waiting to see what they translate into by way of challenges/punishments etc. It's looking like it's going to be a fun summer, and i've still got the bra-challenge posted about previously to complete this weekend.