'Home' Sweet Home

As Owner tightens Her requirements of me in terms of my behaviour and my level of freedom i am really excited to say that She will now also be incorporating an entirely new element of control over me. From this point onwards, apart from when i am working, doing my chores/studies etc and am not required by Owner to be at Her side, i will be locked up in an under-desk 'cage'.

The 'cage' in question is actual one of the two work-desks in our lounge that also doubles as a dining table. It is where i typically sit and write these blogs. The desk to the side of it is where Owner works from home from and relaxes on the internet (i am relegated to Her bedroom when i work from home). Owner has created a special 'cage' for me using my desk (which is adjacent to Hers). She ordered a pink cushioned dog mat for the base of my 'cage' and then ordered some heavy metal chains with which to secure me to the frame of the desk. The chains are attached to a leather collar and ankle cuffs which are secured in place on me. There are hooks under the desk from which are suspended my gag and nipple clamps, with scope to add other items that Owner would like to have close at hand next to me when i am locked-up. 

Even more exciting is that Owner has ordered me a pair of cute lockable bondage mittens and a matching mouth gag as a present for me for our forthcoming anniversary.

So, this is where i am going to start spending quite a bit of time. i am truly excited at the prospect of being locked up like this, especially as Owner can have me locked up right next to Her whilst She works or studies or relaxes on-line etc. She is also very excited by the possibilities this creates. It promises to add another level of control into my life, one that i am extremely grateful for. You can see the 'cage' etc below

my new under-desk 'cage' - i will be spending a lot of time here in future

in my cage with a bonus view of Owners' foot!

locked on my dog blanket under the desk

gagged and chained to the desk

my new 'home from home' :)

Meanwhile, although it is only day two my new home regime has got off to a good start. i have realised how much time i have to do more useful and productive things now that i am only allowed online between 6-8am and 5-7pm. i have also been studying Spanish.

Last night Owner had me standing in the corner for 30 minutes sniffing Her knickers before allowing me to join Her on the sofa to watch House of the Dragon. She has also permitted me to leave the house this Friday to get a haircut. Ironically, i am trying to grow my hair long now after many years of having short hair - i would like to get it long enough to be able to tie into a ponytail as i was once able to in the past. My 'punishment' for being allowed out to the hairdressers is that i will need to walk there with a bow or a pretty hair grip in my hair.

Anyway, back to the under-desk cage. i really am excited at the prospect of being physically locked down when not working,studying,doing housework or needed by Owner. It is going to add a whole new dimension to our relationship and Owners' control over me and my submission to Her. Exciting times!!

Tik Tok Tickle Suck & Glug

Well, advent continues apace and with it each new day reveals a fresh treat or challenge for me to undertake. The past few days has seen me set a variety of daily tasks upon opening each days advent box. Every box contains a hand-written instruction from Owner inside. 

Thursday saw me instructed to deepthroat Her silver dildo in the evening after work. Then on Friday my advent treat was to be tied up on the bed and to be tickled without mercy. My being tied up was really just a health and safety precaution, to ensure that i did not accidentally kick or strike Owner as i thrashed about in a fit of giggles as She tickled me to death. Then today (Saturday) i was told to make a Tik Tok video showing my favourite bra. Quite a variety of different advent instructions and many, many more still to come. It promises to be a fun run up to Christmas. 

You can see how i got on with each of these advent tasks below. The first picture, the one of me bound to the bed, was taken just after i had finished work and before i had changed into my evening 'domestic uniform'. i actually quite like the picture. To me it looks like a still from some cheesy bondage flic as i lie helpless, waiting to be ravaged - or in this case tickled until i nearly wet myself!

Tied to the bed and ready to be tickled mercilessly

Sucking on Owner's silver dildo

The above video was my first ever attempt at creating a video on Tik Tok, there are lots of fun affects to play with - i think i may have overdone them a little on this one.

Finally, this being a Saturday my day also started with another delicious glass of Owners' finest. Bottoms up everybody

Down the hatch!

i can't wait to see what instructions the next advent boxes contain within them!

Tied Up and Chilly

Yesterday, after i had finished working for the day, Owner tied me up whilst i was still in my work blouse and skirt and left me kneeling in the bedroom whilst She went about doing Her exercises and some other activities. Owner is good with ropes and enjoys tying me up and restraining me on occasion. Usually, She does this with me remaining in Her company. This is, i think, the first time She has restrained me and then left me to go about Her business. 

It felt appropriate that She should do so and gave me time to quieten my mind after a slightly stressful day at work and to simply think. In an odd way it felt almost therapeutic to be left restrained like that. It was also quite arousing and my mind soon wandered to imagining a variety of scenarios in which i had been restrained by Owner and then left by Her. Tied up naked in front of the window, or to a lamp post, or restrained on all fours with my knickers down. Fun thoughts. Anyway, when Owner was done and it was time for me to get changed and start preparing dinner She returned and untied me. Her i am tied up in my work blouse and skirt kneeling by Owners' bed

yes that is a gag and clamps you can see hanging from the bedpost

and yes that is a small leather flogger hanging from this bedpost

Earlier in the week the new nipple jewellery that Owner ordered for me arrived, It is a beautiful shield type design and it matches perfectly the sparkly belly piercing that She also bought me a while back. You can see the ring in situ below, i think it is super pretty

my new nipple ring

In less happy news our boiler broke down yesterday so we are currently without heating or hot water. It will hopefully be repaired on Friday when the engineer arrives. In the meantime, i have been 'benefiting' from the joys of ice cold morning showers. My already little clit shrunk to almost microscopic proportions inside its chastity cage shelter!

Ties That Bind

Morning all. Last night, a few hours after receiving my caning, Owner tied me up. It was one of the things that i had been instructed to do by Her cards when i drew them at the start of the week, namely to spend an hour tied up next to Her whilst watching TV. Not only was i to be tied up but i was also to wear a pair of knickers on my head for the duration.

Owner excels, i think, when it comes to rope work, and She not only secured me but did so in a way that created a beautiful rope choker/necklace around my neck. You can see what i mean in the pictures below - note Owners' selection of crops/canes stored in a vase for easy access in the background of the first photo

Standing, hands secured at my sides

close-up of the rope choker with my knickers on my head

Fast forward to today, Valentine's day. This is just a regular day for us, it is not a day that we have ever really celebrated. That said, i have had a leg of lamb gently simmering in the slow cooker since last night which i will be serving Owner for lunch (and for the next few meals as well no doubt!) which i hope She will enjoy.

Tuesday is the significant day for us. That marks the day when three years ago, on the 16th February 2018, i became Owners' legally wedded wife at an outdoor ceremony in Las Vegas under the 'Welcome to Las Vegas' sign. It was a very special and memorable day. i will be Owners' wife until the day i die, and in accepting me as Her bride She made me the happiest person in the world.

So, happy Valentine's day Owner, i love and adore you with all of my heart and am excited to be spending the rest of my days with you as your slutty, submissive (and a little bit silly) wife.

Outdoor Challenge and Advent Action

Today was the day when Owner's monthly outdoor challenge dice were rolled, an activity that occurs on the 16th of each month. Each of the two dice were rolled under Owner's supervision just after breakfast. The first dice determines the location of the challenge i must undertake and the second the nature of the challenge itself. i held my breath as the first dice came to a rest on the floor. The challenge would happen near the cafe in our local park. Now for the next dice, what would i have to do? i watched as the dice skidded across the floor and came to a halt. My challenge would be to wear a dress and high heels. So combining the two i would need to wear be wearing them in the park near the cafe.

It was a busy day at work so i was not able to get away from calls and video conferences until gone 3.30 in the afternoon. By that time it had started to rain and the park was surprisingly busy with people, youngsters, couples with children, dog walkers etc. Today is the first day of the new lockdown in London so that might explain why there were so many people about. For me it meant needing to try and pick my moment to pose. 

Anyway, to cut a long story short i managed eventually to find a gap in the human traffic to show off my strappy little dress, stockings and heels. It was a fun albeit slightly damp and muddy experience. You can see how i got on below

with my coat still on hanging around behind the cafe outside the toilets - how appropriate!

flashing a shoulder

Ta da!

After taking these photos i noticed that a couple of men glancing over in my direction wondering what i was upto so i put my jacket back on, replaced the heels with the boots i had worn to walk to the park in and scootered back home. On returning Owner said that She was pleased with how i had got on with my solo challenge. i confess i look forward to them (albeit nervously) every month.

Fun challenges have not been the only thing i have been upto this week, i have also been made to suffer as a consequence of the tasks/orders i receive each time i open a new envelope on the advent calendar Owner created for me. The start of the week saw me wincing and actually crying out in discomfort with tears in my eyes as Owner held me down on the sofa to administer one hundred blows from a wooden spoon to my exposed clit and bits. This was what the calendar instructed i had to do in return for receiving a gift. 

The beating was worth it though as i received a great iron on patch in return to go on the pocket of one of my jeans. The text on the patch reads:

'Pussy tastes like cherry soda'

Owner will be choosing which of my jeans She wants me to fix the patch to this weekend.

This is me just after having received one hundred wooden spanks on my clit and bits

i am wearing my sports bra as the spanking was administered straight after exercising with Owner

Tuesday night saw me experience a different type of discomfort, again courtesy of the advent calendar, namely being tied-up and made to spend an hour on my knees whilst watching TV with Owner. Needless to say my legs were a little wobbly when i was untied an hour later. But, look how pretty that ropes is, Owner is very talented!

kneeling tied-up in my evening cleaning uniform

Then tonight it was another form of suffering, albeit perhaps suffering for Owner this time. The advent calendar instructed me to sing along Karaoke style to one of Owner and my favourite Spanish songs from the 1980s, namely 'me colé en una fiesta' by Mecano. i will spare you all the aural assault that was my rendition but here are a couple of stills from my sing-along

with my pretend microphone!

As you can see i was still wearing the same dress from my park challenge.

So anyway, it has been a busy week with lots of fun and painful/uncomfortable things to do, and there are still plenty of days left in the advent calendar. i wonder what else i will end up doing?

Festive Plug, Pee, Bondage and Panties - Advent Days 2 - 4

Day one of the advent calendar that Owner created for me saw me receive one hundred strokes of the cane, whilst cooking dinner, on the 1st December. Since then, i have had the pleasure of opening a fresh envelope in the calendar each morning after breakfast and what a collection of fun treats it has revealed so far, and we are only on day four!

Day two (Wednesday) saw me wearing a plug in my 'pussy' whilst working during the day and day three (yesterday) saw me receiving a real treat, a glass of Owners' delicious piss to drink with dinner. Tonight, i will be in bondage as Owner and i watch the next installment of a sixteen part Korean drama series we are watching on Netflix. Each episode lasts for over an hour. In addition to being in bondage i will also be wearing a pair of Owners' panties on my head. i love the scent of Owners' worn knickers and i am already salivating at the prospect.

Here are some pictures of my advent adventures to date;

plugged for work on day 2

enjoying a glass of Owners' finest vintage

dinner with a glass of chateau de Owner (and yes i do eat from a dog bowl)

My day 4 advent card - (note to self, i must re-do my nails!)

i am really enjoying the advent calendar Owner has created for me, i am lucky to have such fun surprises to wake up to each day. i can't wait to see what other activities will be revealed to me as i open the calendar each morning up until Christmas.

In the meantime, i am continuing with my chores and my studies. Last night, after washing the dishes and cleaning the lounge, i assisted Owner with a photography project She is undertaking and then spent the rest of the evening studying Spanish. In short, i am keeping busy and on top of my daily chores and tasks so Owner is pleased (as am i). Hope everyone is well.

A Rainy Lazy Morning

One of the great things about being away on holiday is the ability to wake up but then, after breakfast, decide to return back to bed. This is exactly what Owner suggested we do this morning after concluding that the weather looked to wet to go walking. So at about 9am i found myself, back in bed being spooned and cuddled by Owner.

Well the spooning and cuddling did not last long. Soon She was biting me and caressing me, then She bound, gagged and flogged my exposed and helpless clitty whilst tormenting my nipples with the clover clamps. After toying with me for a while She then settled Herself into one of Her favourite positions, squatting over my face so that i might lick Her anus whilst She pleasured Herself. i must say, it is one of my favourite positions too! Licking Owners' arse is such a delicious treat.

bound and gagged before Owner removed the gag and sat on my face

However, Owner wasn't done. After pleasuring Herself astride me for a while She then untied one of my wrists so that i could rotate onto all fours, pussy open and exposed for Her to have fun with. Owner produced one of Her dildos and had me go down on it whilst She lubed my pussy and began to stretch it with one hand whilst simultaneously pleasuring Herself with a bullet vibe with Her other hand. With me gobbling eagerly on Her 'cock' Owner brought Herself off as She slid Her fingers in and out of my welcoming pussy. Her (and my) fun wasn't over though. She then grabbed hold of the dildo i had been happily fellating and slipped it deep into my moist and welcoming pussy, then reached around and began to masturbate my clit as She fucked me with Her cock.

'Cum like a whore' She instructed, and i did, loudly, very loudly as i thrust my hips back and forth, burying Her cock inside me. i adore the sensation of being so deeply fucked and am so grateful to Owner for gifting me such an intense and explosive orgasm. As i am to be locked up in chastity again when we get back i know that that may be the last time i experience having my clit masturbated to orgasm for a while.

In contrast to the weather today, yesterday was a glorious day and Owner and i went out for a lovely long walk. The scenery was quite stunning

The walk also provided an opportunity for me to pose in my t-shirt and bra - such a slut!

In my supergurl t-shirt

Can you help me find my way to my top? It appears to have fallen off!

Owner Catches Up

With Owner not having been very well and then having the stress of interviews i had fallen behind in receiving some of the punishments i had accrued. i was due a number of outstanding punishments as a consequence of having gone into the office a few times this past week rather than working from home as Owner expects. Today was an opportunity to catch-up on a few of these punishments.

As usual for such punishments the precise nature had been determined by the roll of Owners' 'office working dice'. i had accrued two sets of 100 spankings from Owner's favourite leather paddle - nicknamed 'gatuno' as it is cat shaped. The third punishment consisted of being tied up whilst watching a TV episode with Owner.

Owner started the day with the tying-up punishment. Here i am early in the morning tied-up on the sofa in my nightie, dressing-gown and slippers.

 The day ended with me receiving 200 spanks on my bottom from Owner's favourite leather paddle.

There are two further such working away from home punishments still to catch-up with. One is cooking wearing just stockings and my furry-tailed butt plug and the second is eating dinner blind-folded. i will be completing both tomorrow.

Chastity and Dice Updates

On Thursday, it being the 11th day of the month, i got to roll the monthly chastity dice once again to see whether or not i might be released? And the answer......no, i am to remain locked for at least another TWO months. That means no further chance of release until September the 11th when the dice will be rolled again (Note to self - i must remember to bring the dice on holiday with us as we will in the middle of a two week holiday on that date).

This means that when the dice is next rolled i will have been locked for over 100 days. i don't know if that will be a record for me or not, if not it will be close to being one. It also means that i will, most likely, by then have gone over 250 days without an orgasm. Yesterday i passed the two hundred day mark. Two hundred days of feeling happily, hornily, frustrated.

Thursday night i also received a caning for having worked away from home during as i had to attend a meeting. You can see my bottom was looking a little 'stripey' as a consequence and i can confirm that it felt rather warm afterwards :)

Striped butt

However, i did not get to think about it for long as i was then bound and gagged for an hour whilst we watched a TV episode as a punishment for having gone into work for my job interview the day before. At the end of the hour my mouth was leaking freely from the cock gag that had been in my mouth the whole time.

i worked from home yesterday and the dice determined that i needed to deep-throat a dildo every hour for three hours. i enjoy deep-throating and i think i have got much better at it with practice

On your marks, get set...

...go!

In the evening Owner took me out for some drinks and a meal to celebrate my promotion at work. How lucky i am.

A Warm Weekend

This weekend has been quite hot, although not as hot as it seems to have been in mainland Europe. Owner is not a big fan of the heat at the best of times and She was not feeling too great and so Saturday was spent indoors doing as little as possible. We watched the World Cup matches together and i did my exercises and some housework but essentially it was a very sedentary day.

Today, however, the weather was a little cooler and so after completing my morning exercises we decided to head out to Canary Wharf for lunch and a little bit of retail therapy. Owner chose my outfit for the day.

Owner loves my panda t-shirt

In the roof garden above Canary Wharf station

We headed first to the restaurant for lunch. As usual Owner chose my meal and drink for me. After eating we then headed to the shops. There were a few sales on and it proved to be my lucky day as Owner bought me a lovely pair of ripped denim shorts and a spotty sleeveless top in Zara as well as another top for Herself.

Shopping completed we returned home and settled down to watch an episode of Billions together. Well, sort of together as i was tied to a chair to watch it. My being tied to the chair for an episode resulted from me having gone into the office one day last week and it being the 'punishment' that the working away from home dice had determined. It required that i be tied to a chair when watching a TV episode with Owner and this was the first one we had watched together since. Owner did a very thorough job of tying me up

All tied-up

Incidentally, one of the main characters in Billions has a Femdom relationship with his wife so it was rather appropriate that i should be watching the episode whilst suitably restrained!

Some readers may have wondered whatever happened to the rewards scheme that Owner instigated a few weeks back in which i could earn tokens and then exchange them for 'treats'; such as glasses of Owners delicious urine or the opportunity to deep throat a dildo in public (amongst other things). Well, Owner established a very high bar for these rewards and up until this weekend She adjudged that i had not completed any of the tasks for which tokens could be earned to a sufficiently high standard to warrant me earning any tokens. Each day i have stared forlornly at the little pile of 'tokens' to be earned that sit on our coffee table and the pink piggy bank in which successfully earned tokens would be deposited. That piggy bank has stayed depressingly empty for weeks. Empty that is until today. This weekend Owner decided that i had done enough to be rewarded with one token. Not enough to receive any kind of 'treat' but at least it is a start! You can see the piggy bank with the solitary token inside next to the pile of yet to be earned tokens next to it. i am clearly going to have to up my game if i want to earn some more tokens quickly - which i do!

my reward piggy bank with one token inside and a pile of tokens waiting to be earned behind

Learning and Development - Some Small But Significant Steps

The past few weeks have seen a couple of small but significant steps in my own learning but also in the progression and further deepening of my submission to Owner and Her control over, and treatment of, me. i will talk about the latter in a bit, first though i have some news concerning my own learning.

Anyone who has been reading this blog for a while will know that my Owner, and love of my life, is Spanish. Regular readers will also know that i have been trying (pretty unsuccessfully) for years to learn to speak Spanish and it has become one of Owners long-term projects and expectations of me. Under normal circumstances this might not be a big deal but for me it is as i have been an utter failure with languages throughout my life. Although i managed to do fairly well academically in other spheres (i have a history doctorate) when it comes to languages i have failed at every turn. Over the years i have tried French, German and even Arabic once all with the same results...failure. Although the rest of my family are all linguistically gifted i am not.

However, last year Owner laid down the challenge and expectation that, as part of my continuing development and training to become Her ideal wife She expected me to prepare for and enter a formal Spanish language exam. Specifically, the official Diploma of Spanish as a Foreign Language (DELE). This would sit alongside the other skills and learning She expects me to acquire ranging from giving facials, reflexology, massage, manicures, to knitting, embroidery etc, etc. In short, skills that might be useful to Her for me to have. Me knowing Spanish would, of course, be very useful/essential if She ever decided She wanted us to move to Spain, as one day She might.

i confess that i initially didn't have any expectations of passing but then as the months of practice passed i began to entertain thoughts that maybe i might. We agreed i should enter the beginners exam and see how i got on. The exam was held over two days in November last year and at the end of it i was convinced i had, once again failed. Owner tried to be positive but i didn' think i had done that well and started to try and psychologically prepare myself for a re-sit sometime this year. Imagine my delight and surprise then when the results arrived just over a week ago. i passed!! i was thrilled and amazed...for the very first time in my life i had actually passed a language exam! Owner was really pleased as well, However, we have already agreed that i will not be allowed to stop there but must now prepare to enter myself for the next level Spanish exam this autumn. There are many things that our relationship has helped to teach me and i have acquired a number of new skills. However, never in my wildest dreams did i imagine it might also help me start to learn a new language. Just another example of the many advantages an FLR/Femdom relationship can bring!

This weekend i also had an opportunity to demonstrate one of the other skills that i have started to acquire courtesy of Owner, namely jewellery making. Owner had me attend an introductory jewellery making course last year and now Her expectation is that i will produce a minimum of three new items for Her a month. This weekend i made Her some ear-rings. 

Meanwhile, this weekend also witnessed another small tightening of Owners overt control over me and Her treatment of me as Her slut. There are already many practical ways in which Owner exercises complete control over aspects of my life, these include;

• For many years now all decisions about what clothes i am permitted to wear and purchase have been Owners. i can suggest things to Her but am not allowed to buy anything unless She approves
•  Most purchases by me need Owners prior approval and all expenditure by me needs to be documented on a daily basis and made available to Owner to check at any time (we use Trello to document this and all other aspects of my submission, development and training)
• Any facebook posts (and of course blog entries) by me need prior vetting and approval from Owner before uploading
• i am only permitted to drink alcohol if and when Owner says so and am not permitted to try to seek Her approval to have a drink (this initially took a while to adjust to, especially when staying with family)
• Owner decides to what, when and where we go out - i may make suggestions but the decision is Hers
• We have got rid of/recycled most of my possessions
• All meal preparation, cooking, cleaning and other housework is my responsibility. Owner may help if She chooses but the expectation is that it is my job to do.
• Owner expects me to present Her with daily options for what i might prepare for dinner for Her to decide from
• An expectation that, unless She specifically says otherwise, i should always be doing something constructive and useful in my free time
• having an orgasm only if and when Owner permits me to (i spend much of my time in chastity) and accepting that my body is Owners to use for Her sexual pleasure

All of the above have gradually developed as part of my submission to Owner over the years.

To this list has now been added a new element of control that Owner first implemented this weekend. Namely, that when we eat out (as we do relatively frequently) Owner will choose what i am to eat. Owner stipulated this as a new requirement with the launch of the latest phase of Her development and training programme for me in December last year. However, by Her own admission it is something that She had forgotten to start to implement, that is until this weekend. On Sunday, for the first time, Owner decided what it was i was going to eat when we ate out.

For me it was another happily submissive and emasculating experience.  It did feel a little strange/unusual to realise that there was little/no point in me looking at the menu as the choice would be Owners entirely. However, it also felt right and as it should be. Ironically, Owner actually chose something for me that i wouldn't normally have picked for myself as though i will eat anything i have become accustomed to choosing dishes that Owner might want to eat as well in case She doesn't like Her first choice - Owners culinary tastes aren't as catholic as mine. i do hope that Owner taking control of what i may or may not eat becomes as much the norm as other aspects of my life that She now controls.

Once we returned from a day of shopping yesterday (during which Owner bought me a new bra and permitted me to buy a new blouse) we returned home for a session of bondage and torture. Owner enjoys tying me up and abusing and tormenting me and, over the years, has lost a lot of the initial reluctance She once felt about inflicting pain on Her wife. Where previously my wincing or evident discomfort would have elicited concern lest She had hurt me now Owner instead rightly chastises such responses by me as evidence of how i have become 'too fluffy'. Yesterday She bound my wrists and ankles to a chair, blindfolded me then clamped my nipples hard. Next, in return for honouring me with the pleasure of sniffing the crutch of Her used knickers, She administered 30 strikes with Her cane to my chastised clitty - directing Her strikes hard to my exposed testicles. The pain and discomfort was intense but seemed to serve only to spur Her on more. i truly do cherish Owners growing willingness to and evident enjoyment of the infliction of pain on me. It was particularly gratifying and exciting to sit bound helpless to the chair, nipples and 'bits' ablaze and listen to the sound and feel of Owner masturbating Herself to an orgasm with Her vibrator as She rubbed Herself hard against my body whilst all along my clit remained firmly (and tightly) locked in its metal chastity cage.

However, Owner took Her abuse and use of me further. She used one of Her dildo's to forcibly fuck my throat, having me repeatedly deep-throat the large rubber cock, pushing it deep into my throat, pulling my head down onto it, making me gag again and again. In between, She sprayed a small bottle of Her golden wine that She had filled in the bathroom, into my mouth, all over my face. She sprayed Her fake cock with Her golden nectar and had me lick it off, She sprayed it over my chest, She sprayed my locked clit. In short, She soaked me with Her piss as She fucked my face. It was a wonderful and degrading way to treat Her slut and it was a joy to behold and to be treated in such a manner by Her. i loved being face-fucked until i choked and snorted, loved being covered in Her urine - made to stick out my tongue and open my mouth wide to drink it, made to suffer pain and denial. In short, it was wonderful to be degraded as treated as Owners slut and whore and to experience Her inflicting pain, discomfort and humiliation as She pleasured Herself.

Afterwards, Owner again said how much She too had enjoyed Herself. Such comments, and Her evident readiness to treat and degrade Her wife this way, make me extremely happy. The greater and more overt Owners control over me becomes, the more She uses and abuses me physically, the more She degrades and exhibits me and the dirtier She treats me then the happier still i become. i truly am very lucky indeed.

Outdoor Fellatio, Indoor Torture and Piss Drinking

This weekend is barely 3/4 of the way through and it is already turning into a little classic. Yesterday Owner and i were once again out and about in town on a mission to complete another of my outdoor dildo deep-throat challenges. This time our objective was to have me perform in front of the 'Gherkin' building in London's financial heart. Personally i think the building looks more like a dildo than a gherkin - but then i guess my mind is wired slightly differently than some of my fellow citizens of this great city. Anyway, enough of my ramblings here you can see how i got on:

the Gherkin - or is it a dildo?

i say, what is that person doing?

oh i see, enjoying a big cock

Our photographic mission completed we then retired to one of our favourite hostelries for a couple of drinks and to people watch (one of our favourite activities) and gossip.

This morning saw me being tied up naked to a chair in our lounge wearing nothing except a pair of red heeled shoes. Owner then proceeded to abuse my titties and my unlocked clitty, using the latter as a sex toy to pleasure Herself with after first having delivered 30 spankings to my exposed 'bits' for the pleasure of being allowed to sniff Her used and aromatic knickers. Having satiated Her desires and left me with aching bits Owner then did something i have long fantasised about, we have often discussed but never, until now done. Yes, Owner had me swallow Her delicious urine - or more specifically She peed into a plastic bottle and then squirted some of the contents into my mouth, after i had swallowed the first, mouthful She then filled my mouth up again and then again for one final time.

i loved having the opportunity to be allowed to drink Owners wonderful wine and She seemed to equally enjoy having me drink from Her 'cup'. After providing me with Her light refreshments Owner then tightly bound my clitty and teased and caressed it before then permitting me to cum like a slut as i sat helplessly tied in the chair. It was a really wonderful way to start our Sunday. Here are a couple of photos.

Coffee Table Pet

This afternoon Owner instructed me to perform my much postponed indoor coffee table challenge, namely to be tied to our coffee table with my nipples clamped and my pussy filled with the inflatable butt plug.

 Owner threatened to open the blinds so that passers by could see, but this time She chose not to. Instead, after leaving me tied up like that for twenty minutes She returned sporting Her strapon. After having me fellate Her cock and suckle on Her wonderful breasts She removed the plug, thrust into me with Her 'cock', switched on the vibe and rode me to Her orgasm.

Poppet in Purple (rope)

Owner's new purple rope arrived at work today and as soon as i got home with Her new package She was excitedly playing with the rope and experimenting with some new knots. It is certainly a beautiful colour.

Bound In Red And The Imminent Return Of The Public Challenge

Owner has been experimenting with some more of Her ropework, this time with a breast harness and lead. Here are some pictures taken in our garden of the results;

Regular readers of this blog will also recall that Owner likes to set me some outdoor/public challenges but it has been a while since the last ones. Well, all that looks like it may soon change! Whilst fucking me with Her strapon this morning Owner advised me to expect to have to perform a series of challenges which will involve revealing myself in my pink bra and/or panties in public. Owner is going to plan which locations in London She would like to see Her whore expose herself in public. Needless to say i am nervously excited at the prospect!