Autumn Outdoor Posing

Well today has been a very memorable one. After getting fucked by Owner this morning whilst the rain beat down outside the skies cleared briefly this afternoon allowing us an opportunity to re-visit the vantage point we discovered the other day for a quick outdoor photoshoot. 

It has been quite a while since i have done an outdoor photoshoot and i felt the familiar rush of excitement as i flaunted myself in public whilst half expecting someone to walk by at any minute.

As you can tell we have been having a great holiday! Thank you Owner for making today such an enjoyable one.

A Rainy Lazy Morning

One of the great things about being away on holiday is the ability to wake up but then, after breakfast, decide to return back to bed. This is exactly what Owner suggested we do this morning after concluding that the weather looked to wet to go walking. So at about 9am i found myself, back in bed being spooned and cuddled by Owner.

Well the spooning and cuddling did not last long. Soon She was biting me and caressing me, then She bound, gagged and flogged my exposed and helpless clitty whilst tormenting my nipples with the clover clamps. After toying with me for a while She then settled Herself into one of Her favourite positions, squatting over my face so that i might lick Her anus whilst She pleasured Herself. i must say, it is one of my favourite positions too! Licking Owners' arse is such a delicious treat.

bound and gagged before Owner removed the gag and sat on my face

However, Owner wasn't done. After pleasuring Herself astride me for a while She then untied one of my wrists so that i could rotate onto all fours, pussy open and exposed for Her to have fun with. Owner produced one of Her dildos and had me go down on it whilst She lubed my pussy and began to stretch it with one hand whilst simultaneously pleasuring Herself with a bullet vibe with Her other hand. With me gobbling eagerly on Her 'cock' Owner brought Herself off as She slid Her fingers in and out of my welcoming pussy. Her (and my) fun wasn't over though. She then grabbed hold of the dildo i had been happily fellating and slipped it deep into my moist and welcoming pussy, then reached around and began to masturbate my clit as She fucked me with Her cock.

'Cum like a whore' She instructed, and i did, loudly, very loudly as i thrust my hips back and forth, burying Her cock inside me. i adore the sensation of being so deeply fucked and am so grateful to Owner for gifting me such an intense and explosive orgasm. As i am to be locked up in chastity again when we get back i know that that may be the last time i experience having my clit masturbated to orgasm for a while.

In contrast to the weather today, yesterday was a glorious day and Owner and i went out for a lovely long walk. The scenery was quite stunning

The walk also provided an opportunity for me to pose in my t-shirt and bra - such a slut!

In my supergurl t-shirt

Can you help me find my way to my top? It appears to have fallen off!

A New Collar and Continued Adventures in Wales

In my previous post i mentioned that next month will mark 15 years since Owner and i first started 'dating'. Followers of the blog will recall that ours started as a vanilla relationship but then quickly morphed into a female-led one. Anyway, this morning as we were about to head out for a days walking in the hills Owner announced that She had something She wanted to discuss with me about our anniversary when we returned. As you can imagine i spent the whole day wondering what it might be.

Anyway, when we returned all was revealed. Owner has been researching a new collar for me to wear. The one i currently wear is made of twisted steel cord. You can see it in most pictures of me. i wear it all the time, including to work, visiting family etc. The only times it comes off is when we pass through airport security (it trips the machines), sometimes for photo shoots when Owner decides its slightly industrial aesthetic is not appropriate, and each night before going to bed. Owner became convinced i might somehow accidentally strangle myself with it during the night. In short, i wear it most of the time but it is starting to look a little worn.

Owners' announcement was that She has found a company that sells adorable 'O' ring necklaces that can be permanently locked shut and even have little messages created and attached hanging from the lock. They are super pretty. The person that makes them is actually based in Wales, albeit in the North not the South where we are staying. Her shop on Etsy is called Starlight and Shadows.

It will take a while for my new collar to be made and delivered and i have no idea which style Owner will choose for me to wear but i am super excited at the prospect as the designs in the shop are really pretty. i also love the fact that they can be permanently locked and Owner has already said that She expects me to wear the new collar all the time, including to bed. 

In the meantime, Owner and i had a great day out on the hills amidst the swirling mists, although at one point we did have to beat a hasty retreat when faced off by a bull.

Castle in the mists

Action Owner

Owner and i

Wales Cont'd and a Renewed Sense of Purpose

Owner and i continue to have an excellent time here in Wales. We have (touch wood) so far escaped being caught up in the various local Covid-19 lockdowns and have been able to freely explore the coast, castles, waterfalls, mountains and caves that this part of the world has to offer.

A period away has also provided a much needed opportunity for reflection, the main one being that when we return i need to get back into my old routines pronto and get back to being the pet and wife that Owner deserves. The last few months saw us both consumed by what felt at times like an avalanche of work, worries and stress (especially for Owner). Our usual routines were obliterated as we both adjusted to the strange new world of being at home most of the time and i am afraid to say that i let some of my duties slide. It wasn't just updating this blog that i became rubbish at! i didn't stop completely, i still did my household tasks etc but not as diligently as i should have. i also stopped dressing prettily for Owner as we worked from home. The move to daily work video conferences saw me out of my dresses or blouses and skirts and into blouses and jeans. The period of complete lockdown also brought an end to my monthly outdoor challenges, i was also released from chastity - which, as regular chastity wearers will know can quickly lead to a loss of focus.

Anyway, Owner and i have discussed all of this whilst enjoying the peace and calm of our holiday in Wales and have agreed that all of the above has to change when we get back. Covid-19 is not going away anytime soon but i need to get back to the wife i was. So upon our return i will be expected to get back to my usual domestic routines (with a few additional tasks to complete added on), re-start the outdoor dice challenges and return to chastity. i am really happy. Not at the prospect of heading home in a week's time, we'd both happily stay here for longer, but at the prospect of life returning to a sort of 'normal'. i do periodically have re-lapses like this, i hate that i do and wish that i didn't but if nothing else they serve to reinforce my conviction that i am truly at my happiest and most contented when i am in chastity, dressed sluttily, making an exhibition of myself and serving my lovely Owner.

Talking of which, Owner and i will be celebrating 15 years of being in a relationship together next month. Fifteen years! From vanilla to becoming Her wife. They truly have been the best years of my life and i am beyond blessed to have met Her and have had the opportunity to share my life with Her. Owner has been going through some tough times of late, especially the past few months. She deserves a better wife than i have been of late and i intend to ensure that She gets the one She married back. It won't directly help to resolve the issues She is dealing with but hopefully Her days will be a little bit brighter if Her wife is back keeping Her home looking sparkling, serving and looking after Her and looking as pleasing to Her eye as a 50 year old transvestite can do!

On that front, as you can see, i have some work to do! Owner has started to photograph me again whilst we have been away, something She says She enjoys doing. We used to have regular 'shoots' as i love nothing better than to dress up and be photographed by Her, but then we fell out of the habit in late Spring. However, Owner has now taken a few photos of me whilst we have been away and we have another 'shoot' planned in the countryside. We have already found the location, a viewpoint in a nature reserve less than a mile from where we are staying. Until then, however, here are a selection of photos Owner has taken of me in and outside the Airbnb we are renting

poppet at repose in the Airbnb conservatory

Cheeky

In the garden of the Airbnb in my new nightie

With (tiny) Welsh dragon - sooo cute!

Me and my concave head!

Wales

Well after an eventful journey we finally made it to Wales after an epic ten hour journey. It took an age to get out of London then, no sooner did the open motorway beckon than our first hire car broke down. After standing around on the hard shoulder as traffic whizzed by we were rescued by a breakdown man in a van. He looked like an ex-member of Status Quo, checked the hire car, advised us to get another then escorted us to get a replacement. A short while later we were back on the road only to discover that the motorway was closed requiring a long and tedious detour via Slough. International readers may never have heard of Slough, suffice to say the poet Sir John Betjeman once penned a line which read 'come, friendly bombs, and fall on Slough', need i say more?

Anyway, hours later we got back to the M4 motorway and continued West, driving into the night until we passed the Black Mountain (i feel like i am describing a Tolkenesque quest penning that line) until we found, at the third attempt, the cottage in Wales which will be Owner and my home for the next fortnight. That was Saturday.

Sunday we rose reasonably early and headed up to one of the local ruined castles, had a picnic and then onto a ruined Abbey. Wales is slowly locking down again due to Covid-19 but, touch wood, the places closing are to the East of where we are staying. That said, if we do end up having to lock down here for a bit i won't be too devastated. The cottage has a little garden and a conservatory and is a far cry from our small London flat.

But back to our adventures. Today we headed down to the Gower peninsula, a beautiful area of coastline on the Southern tip of Wales. We did a lovely walk along a headland and then headed down a steep cliff path to the beach so that i could pose in my bikini. Owner was less than pleased by the prospect of a trek back up the path to the clifftop and seeing the pictures when we got home i realised that something seemed to have gone awry with my beach-ready body. My bikini would have looked better on somewhat slimmer me, maybe the 2018 model rather than the 2020 one which appears to have 'padded out; a little around the belly? Oh well.

You can see for yourself from the pictures below

In contrast to the whale on the beach, Wales itself is beautiful. Here are just a couple of pictures from the first two days, we have two weeks of this still to come, and hopefully some more photoshoots too :)

Carreg Cennen Castle

Talley Abbey

Rhossili beach - scene of the bikini pet photoshoot

Hope to update with more Welsh adventures soon

Hello and An Apology

Greetings to anyone out there who still pops by to see if there have been any updates from me, i know it has been a while since my last one and that many of you have been concerned by my absence and will have been wondering if Owner and i are ok? We're both fine it is just our lives have been preoccupied by other concerns of late. Nothing too dramatic and probably the same concerns many have been experiencing these past few months, a toxic stew of Covid, Brexit, Trump and work-related stress and anxiety.

i stopped checking in on the blog. This is the first time i have looked at it in, well months and months. So i apologise to you all for not having posted or replied to you comments. i really am sorry.

i have also allowed some of my domestic chores to slide (they still get done but i not on a daily basis) as our lives morphed into a routine of wake-up, have breakfast, walk to lounge and start work (from home), finish work, have dinner, try to relax, sleep and repeat, day after day, week after week, month after month. i know it has been the same for many and others have lost jobs but it can still be hard. i have also been out of chastity most of the time.

As a couple we love to travel and go out for meals or drinks. We were due to go to Spain to see Owner's family who she hasn't seen since Xmas but ended up having to cancel as Covid spiked in Spain again. Although in happier news my sister managed got a new job and was able to escape the sinking ship that is the UK and move to Spain.  I had also earlier booked a trip to New York for Owner's birthday which we had obviously had to cancel and then a planned holiday to Finland was cancelled when the Finns wisely (perhaps) banned entry to travelers from the UK.

On a more positive note. Owner and i did have a lovely long weekend away over the Bank Holiday. We stayed in a small town on Worcestershire called Pershore and did some lovely walks. It was also very memorable for another reason. Owner brought Her strapon and one morning, after first bringing Herself off as She sat on my face whilst i feasted on Her backside, She clamped my nipples, had me fellate Her dildo then lubed and opened up my pussy with Her hand before fucking me hard. Owner commented approvingly what a noisy and eager slut i was as i cried out in pure delight whilst slamming my hips back and forth against Hers, burying Her dildo deep inside me and cumming loudly like the true whore i am. It was wonderful.

This weekend we are heading to South Wales for a fortnight. Owner has brought me a pretty new lace nightie to take with us and i have also packed an outfit or two for some outdoor photoshoots, something we have not done since before Covid. We both cannot wait to get away and i promise to keep you all updated more often in future, that is if anyone still reads this little blog.

Take care and apologies once again from me, i hope all of you are keeping well?