Let's Talk About Sex

i was, by my own admission, a little on the cranky side earlier today. No particular reason, i was just feeling a little 'off'. Owner and i had planned to have a wander around the houses of some local artists as part of a local artists open house weekend (we did eventually get to visit a few later on). However, hearing my confession of feeling cranky She suggested we instead have a drink outside a local bar and people watch, one of our favourite activities and a sure fire way to lift my mood.

Anyway, we were sat gossiping about, and commenting on, people passing by when Owner turned the subject to sex, specifically a desire on Her part to start scheduling regular sessions for me to pleasure Her and for Her to torment me (She mentioned more than once how She wanted to electrocute me!)  She is going to start timetabling specific dates and times when She wants Her sex toy (me) to be available for Her pleasure and entertainment as She feels that sometimes She gets preoccupied doing other things and that putting times into Her diary would ensure She gets the sexual satisfaction She rightly deserves. i said that i would obviously be delighted to give Her pleasure whenever She wants, to which She replied that She knew i would be happy and that one of the things She loves about me is that i always do what She wants.

i then confessed that i did, however, sometimes worry that i couldn't really pleasure Her as a man might and that if She ever wanted to find a man who could give Her sexual pleasure in ways i cannot then i would totally understand. Owner confirmed that She knew She could have sex with another man if She so desired (which was reassuring to me) but that She is not currently seeking one to have sex with. i also learnt that, during their recent girls trip to Rome, She confided to Her best friend that ours was a relationship in which if Owner wanted to have sex with another man then She could. Something Her fiend was quite envious of as she worried what impact her doing so would have on her own relationship whereas Owner knew i would be ok with it.

Now, on one level this conversation should have come as no surprise to me as i will often tell Owner that even were She to get into a relationship with another person i would hope that She would continue to let me submit to Her. However, for Her to have said that She knows She is free to have sex with another man if She wants and for Her girlfriend to know that too felt like a significant little moment in our relationship. i am not a cuckold but we both know, as now does Her best friend, that Owner is free to cuckold me should She ever want to. Even though Owner says She currently has no such desire this does feel like an important moment in Her domination of me and my submission to Her. 

It was a conversation that left me feeling even more in love with Owner than i thought possible. i love the fact that She knows She can seek pleasure from another should She ever want to and that i always still be there for Her - to serve, obey and pleasure Her.

Needless to say my crankiness had completely disappeared by the time we left the bar a few hours later and i was feeling much more cheerful (and not just because of the pink ciders i had drunk). We even managed to get to visit a few of the artists studios as well.