Public Service Announcement - July Public Challenge Postponed

As regular readers will know i normally complete a randomly chosen outdoor exhibitionist challenge on the 16th of each month. i regret to inform you, however, that this month's challenge has been postponed for a few days and will occur later in the week.

i am the reason for the delay and i apologise. Unfortunately, my lovely Owner has had cause to punish me and is banning me from wearing make-up, feminine clothes and from shaving for two days as a punishment. This makes the completion of the challenge impossible. 

The reason for the punishment is that on Thursday this week She had to go into Her office for work. i made Her a lunch to take in, as is rightly expected of me, but then forgot to put it into Her work bag. Luckily for me Owner spotted my sloppiness just in time and was able to retrieve Her lunch from the fridge before She set off. However, such an oversight on my part is, i know, unacceptable and so i am rightly being punished. The punishment will last for 48 hours commencing tomorrow (16th July).

i hate having to appear in 'boy mode' like this. Owner is fully aware of this hence using it as a form of punishment. Readers may not think it much of a punishment but i can assure you that if you were me you would realise that it is, much more so than a caning or something else might be.

i am truly sorry to Owner for my oversight and i am grateful to Her for clamping down on such instances of sloppiness on my part. As Her submissive wife i know i need to provide for all of Her needs and risking Her leaving for work without having food in Her bag for lunch was unacceptable on my part. i will ensure it does not happen again.

My punishment does not start until tomorrow, Sunday 16th and will finish at midnight on the Monday. In the meantime, things are continuing as normal. Today, after completing my Spanish studies followed by my exercises, Owner gave me a glass of Her refreshing urine to re-hydrate. It certainly quenched my thirst!

post-exercise glass of urine

After getting changed into something pretty whilst i am still allowed to, remembering my punishment does not start until tomorrow, Owner then spanked my bottom and my bits with two of Her metal implements. The solid metal ball tenderiser definitely leaves an impression when used to hit my tender plums! 

freshly spanked butt and plums

After lunch it was then time to do Owner's hair for Her.This was followed by a fun photo shoot of me in the 'submissive & breedable' cropped top that Owner bought for me. It was great fun to do and there will be a separate blog coming in the next few days showing some of the results.

Photo shoot over Owner decided that i would be allowed to join Her on the sofa to watch a movie. A storm had been forecast so an afternoon at home seemed sensible (the sorm never actually materialised). i was despatched to the corner shop still wearing my cropped top with my hair in tied up in pigtails from the earlier photoshoot to get some supplies for the movie. Here i am on the shop (sorry not great photos)

i managed to crop my head!

The film itself was a very silly Chinese disaster movie called The Wandering Earth but it was a distracting way to end the afternoon. 

So, as a reminder there will be no outdoor challenge completed tomorrow, it will be done sometime during the week. Meantime, i have 48hours in boy mode to come as punishment. i will be counting down the hours to be able to return back to 'normal' but am grateful to Owner for correcting my misdemeanors and, in doing so, helping me to become a better wife to Her.

Bad Boy

So, earlier this week i did a bad thing for which i am rightly being punished by Owner. On Tuesday, with Owner's permission, i met up with my mother for dinner (no meeting my mother was not the bad thing!) i had submitted a written request to Owner to be able to go out for dinner with my mother, Owner requires me to ask for permission in writing whenever i want to go out unaccompanied by Her. In my written request, which She had approved, i explicitly wrote that i would not have an alcoholic drink whilst i was out, but then i did. Specifically, i had a gin and tonic.

On returning home Owner immediately detected the smell of alcohol on my breath, She has an amazingly acute sense of smell, and was rightly extremely upset with me. Not only do i always need Her prior permission before having an alcoholic drink i had even explicitly said that i would not have one. Only to then then drink one. Owner announced that i could expect to be punished. i spent the next few days feeling very bad about what i had done and sweating, waiting for news of my punishment. Today, Saturday, i found out .

Any reader thinking my punishment might involve me being caned or spanked etc does not know the mind of my Owner. She knows that to be truly effective a punishment should deprive me of something very important to me. In this instance, aware how much my expressing my femininity has become a core part of me, that is what She targeted as my punishment. From Midday Saturday until Midnight on Tuesday i am back in full 'boy' mode. i am banned from wearing make-up of any kind, not allowed to wear a bra or pretty panties or dress en fem, neither am i permitted to shave. These are things i have grown accustomed to doing daily. They have become a part of who i am. i do not feel i am me without them so to be deprived of them for three whole days will be hard, but deserved.

me in 'boy' mode

 i know what i did was very, very wrong and i am truly, truly sorry but also grateful to my Owner for caring enough to punish me for my misbehavior. Thank you Owner.

Away from my punishment the week passed quickly. Returning to work after a fortnight's break was a bit of a shock to the system, especially as i ended-up having to go into the office three days in a row, no working from home all week from me. Still, one evening Owner did have me prepare dinner for Her naked save for wearing my large metal fur-tailed butt-plug and vicious spiked nipple clamps (see below)

cooking whilst naked, clamped and stuffed

My nipples were quite sensitive when i was eventually able to remove the clamps which are quite nasty. You do get used to the pain a few minutes after attaching them....until you remove them that is. Below is a picture of my spiked clover nipple clamps.

a reminder of how nice and nasty these clamps are

This morning, despite the fact that i was about to learn of my punishment, Owner also gifted me a delicious glass of Her piss to consume after breakfast. Which was lovely.

n.b. my punishment had yet to start, hence still in my nightie

So i am typing this in full boy mode and feeling rightly ashamed of what i did earlier this week. It really was not the return from holiday that Owner deserved.

Despite my earlier misbehavior we were both greatly cheered, however, by the news yesterday when not only did our former Prime Minister, Boris Johnson resign in disgrace as an MP but Donald Trump was also formally indicted and faces the real possibility of ending up in jail. Good riddance to them both i hope.